Life Sucks: Suicidal Ideation

[@Darnder]

Thumbnail goes hard Happy holidays peeps

[@ArtiWuff]

Happy Holidays!

[@mabo-b1j]

tw., nice video man. thank you. i’m also a fellow mentally ill person diagnosed with depression and i just wanna say i know what you mean. last month i was just so fed up with absolutely everything. the thing that just fucked me up was realizing that shit goes on. and i just didn’t want it anymore. knowing that tomorrow will be another day where i had to survive and do shit i didnt care for till what felt like eternity. past couple days i had absolutely done nothing, stayed in my bed all day and i just couldnt. so i took all the pills i could find, gathered them and proceeded to consume around 50+ pills. there was a lot of puking that came afterwards. i really don’t recommend it. and it was very very painful. afterwards i ended up in a psych ward and i managed to only stay a week and things got better for a bit. but after the highs, the thoughts creep back, and theyre remnant of the ones i had before i overdosed. constant questioning of the point, constant intrusive thoughts of any fucking way to end it wherever you are. the constant ill helplessness in finding a solution, a way to stop the nagging dread of existing, and burnt lack of passion and will to do anything you once loved. the constant “it will get better.” and hating myself for not being able to just have that life others seem to enjoy and have without care. so effortlessly. ive been really lost. and i really get what you mean the only thing holding back is knowing you will hurt others. it’s really not fair. why can’t i just leave? i get it. you’re definitely not alone. and i just wanted to say thank you for sharing your story, because it’s always nicer knowing you aren’t the only one struggling. either way, from one internet stranger to another, don’t kill yourself. we shall continue swimming, because it will always get better. keep doing it for your loved ones, give yourself time, and keep staying talking with others. merry christmas and have a wonderful new year friend

[@ArtiWuff]

Thank you for sharing your story, it really means a lot to me. Happy Holidays

[@汉字汉]

honestly i saw this in my recomendations out of no where but i hope your situatuion gets better man and also happy holidays to you dude

[@ArtiWuff]

Happy Holidays to you too!

[@vulpefox_]

i hope you had a bit of relief during the holidays

[@ArtiWuff]