LIFE UPDATE | grief, grad school, work, my next year

[@olliemonster4644]

I'm so glad you're being kind to yourself through the grieving process, as well as all the general difficulties and intensities of pandemic, and everything else going on in the world. I would personally be quite interested in a video from you about meditation/mindfulness - and congrats on that over 3 years of sobriety, that's quite the accomplishment!

[@CarolannJane]

thank you so much ollie!! i appreciate you watching and commenting so much. i am really letting myself go through the many stages of grieving and taking breaks as i need it. i would love to make a video all about mindfulness and meditation! i will definitely plan a video idea for it or podcast episode! 💜 also thank you for the congrats on my sobriety!

[@cheyennekamakaokalani5511]

it always fills my heart to see your videos! i’m so sorry to hear about your loss, i admire your strength and adaptivity and i hope you know i am with you always!! sending so so much love and power, cousin

[@lorenheb]

hi , i send you the best vibes possible , i wish you the best things possible , dont give up you’re a very great person ! ✨

[@raya2491]

very glad for your update! Fully support you and your choices for coping with all this

[@CarolannJane]

thank you so much friend!! 🥺 it has been the hardest year. lots of grief. but it’s put a lot in perspective to me to take a break, slow down, and process. grateful for you thank you!!

[@janetvardes9829]

Wishing you the best. I'm so sorry things have been so rough for you lately and hope you're alright

[@CarolannJane]

thank you so much!! october and november have been very hard months but i am doing very well and finding gratitude and a lot of reasons to keep my head up! thank you for your sweet comment

[@JG-ps7ov]

Loosing a parent is one of my worst fears. I'm so sorry you had to experience it. Wishing you good things! =)

[@emanuelcarvalho8510]

sending you the best vibes possible, im so sorry about your lost, glad to see you are treating yourself nicely in these dark days, take your time

[@CarolannJane]

thank you so much emanuel!! i appreciate your support and words so much. i am going to be setting up my record player so that i can record record reviews again!! i'm in the process of moving so it's going to take a bit of time but i miss making those videos the most. and there's definitely some albums that are helping me in the grieving process, particularly ariana grande's music bc when she talks about mac miller i know she knows the depth of grieving!

[@emanuelcarvalho8510]

@@CarolannJane hiii, so glad that you respond my comment :) and also very glad that the music is helping you, in particular, Ari! she is amazing :) cool that you are moving, the new space helps changing the vibe and the energy, for a new chapter