lilith in the 8th house

[@fireandwaterastrology]

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[@gemsoultarot3264]

Will you do Lilith in the twelfth house

[@n.3840]

...it's been about four years since I last reached out to you two. I think I saw or heard that you don't do readings anymore. But is there any way I could at least have, and I'm completely fine with a normal reading price or if you want, seeing as this is so specific... I honestly just want an analysis on my Lilith placement and all the aspects to it in my chart. I only want it to be made sense out of because I feel like it's holding me in this strange sort of paralyzed state. I don't know what to do anymore. And I stopped talking, but I watched you the same, I just felt like I was fading. I remember my mother telling me at one point, since I'd left back then, that she swore she saw me standing in her hallway. Then I turned around and walked back to my room. She said she called out to me, but I didn't answer so she followed me, but nothing was there after she looked in my room. It was just empty. It's strange... I've felt so empty and meaningless since the end of 2017. I started exercising recently, doing calisthenic exercises, trying to stay in the moment. Trying to entwine my will with my body again. Like at the start. But I still feel like there's something holding me back. Pulling me back. It's like my body tries to keep up, but my spirit is always behind it or in front of it, trying to force it along. But there's a delay. I always feel caught between. Lost. Waiting for something to bring me back into myself. But there's nothing. Anyway, I'm sorry if I'm bothering you at all, hopefully I'm not... but is there any chance you might be able to do this? Give an analysis on this? So maybe I can step inside of myself once again... I would really appreciate any help you could give if you could. And I don't know if you would have cared, but as a side note in case you did, I'm sorry I dropped off the face of the Earth the past few years. I really wanted to talk. I just didn't know how to start again. Okay... I hope you're both doing well. I'll see you.

[@jc-ev2jb]

You are blessed to be self aware and have the knowledge at such a young age. To be able to channel it in a communicative way. They said that the 8th and 12th house are shamanistic markers, recently i found someone with moon in 8th house(scorpio) and she was the first to start talking about the deep things, totally did not expect it but I think i somewhat fits here. Having Lilith placements, meeting people with Lilith placements.. I have to say you did a very good video. Blessings

[@jc-ev2jb]

You deserve more views and subs for your work. I may send you literature references

[@fireandwaterastrology]

thank you! I think it definitely depends on the person but I see where you are coming from

[@jc-ev2jb]

@@fireandwaterastrology Hope you are doing well! I still study the people around me but I have not been engaged for some time.

[@fireandwaterastrology]

@@jc-ev2jb lol same

[@fausto2034]

imagine having lilith in 8th house, scorpio rising and pluto in first🥂💍.

[@nickb3345]

Me

[@pugninja7037]

I know someone with this..

[@SonnetforC]

Me

[@lucerocastro5]

Lol heres were fuked idk why were chearing thos horrible

[@UndrgrndTy]

Me!!!!!

[@plutosprincess]

I really like your energy and you’re stunning...thank you for helping me understand myself better...

[@alexandra.8912]

Lilith scorpio 8th house trine ascendant here and what you've said is true... Afraid of agression, abuse. Men sometimes see me like a piece of meat (even if i'm not a beauty), always sexual attracted to me, i like rough sex and all taboo subjects you mentioned (i was into Bdsm btw) and i have a high sex drive. I'm prone to jealousy and revenge if i'm hurt. I'm afraid of death, ghost but at the same time, very attracted to these subjects. I lived some weird stuff concerning sexuality when i was a child. I'm also afraid of disease, hospital, surgery etc I'm very passionnate and sometimes too extreme.

[@ravenmontijo1903]

First off you look so good especially the earrings I love the vibes. This is one of the placements I hate in my chart its so draining and uncomfortable. My 8th house is in Cap, and my Pluto and Chiron are in my 7th of Sag so I find myself to be restricted or fearful from deeper relationships or simply people find me too intense.

[@devynsoldner2726]

Raven Montijo I have these same aspects! Pluto and Chiron are conjunct on my descendent 🙀

[@gourmegan6134]

You’ll figure it out!!! That’s hard, but you’re probably attracting powerful, truth-seeking optimistic partners with that placement. Pay attention to who’s coming into your life, especially when you travel!! Xo ✨

[@AnaMariaDragoi]

I have 8th in Capricorn too 😁🙌🏻

[@stgeorge4559]

Yea i was going to say the same thing lol

[@kaichorchaneli]

This is the best video explanation about this placement! I have gemini lilith in the 8th house, it squares my pisces sun, so does (2nd house) pluto and scorpio rules my 2nd house as well. I can relate to a scorpio a lot. I'm very into bdsm, intensity, spying, sexual experiments, reading people's minds, occult, witchcraft, horror movies, weird hobbies... I think this is one of the most intense and interesting placements an individual can have, but you gotta be careful not to go too far/deep. It's like there's no bottom line, you're going more and more into the depth and there's no going back. You have to tame your own desires, because 8th house lilith won't stop, it feeds on extreme situations and thoughts. sometimes I feel like, if I had a chance I would even make love with the devil 😈

[@zomesargentina]

I have to really thank you! Your interpretation of this has everything to do with me.... I have been represing my sexuality for far to long now.... I am bisexual, or sort of.... I have had both.... but it is true that is a very hiddem secret.... even though I am wrtiting about it here.... thanks a lot Im gonna hear it again, cheers!

[@yuwudu635]

Great analysis, you are a phenomenal healer. It took me many years to come to some of conclusions you are speaking of and hearing another perspective with such a grasp of the depths is a very fortunate benefit for those of us blessed with the subjective mind. I have Lilith conjunct a Gemini moon in the 8th. Thanks for the break down.

[@LNYuiko]

I've never heard Lilith tied into rage before. You've just explained my anger issues. 👍

[@riccia9674]

Have Lillith Scorpio in the 8th have no anger issues - also don't have friends that irrtate me- but have a beast inside that is just waiting to be unleashed.

[@bluebutterfly5883]

You have a very relaxing voice😌

[@diagutierrez4322]

I have been truly seen for the first time👀 I’ve just realized that this was the theme of my life. It took me 21 years to accept these different sides to myself, but now that I have I’ve never been more aligned!✨ My Lilith is Libra and my Virgo Moon is also in the 8th house.

[@lucerocastro5]

Lol ya should teach me cus fuuuk

[@brothertzo]

Ummm yeah that's my whole life in a nutshell...lol...I've been hiding from myself. But I hit a wall. It led me right back to the occult. I wore shirts that said "Know thyself" but I really didn't know myself. I'm at home in the mystery. I've been studying my natal chart all day. And this here along with some other well studied, in tune adepts, has brought some clarity. Thank you sis!! You are a natural!! May you be blessed for the understanding you gave me ten times over. Ase

[@angiez3843]

You’ve brought tears to my eyes ,, you’ve articulated my reality so perfectly! Thank you 🙏

[@christie_exist]

This made me cry... You were spot on... I have this placement, in the sign of Gemini...

[@Sami-wu1ng]

Christie Exists same :3

[@Jubilee_BX]

Same.

[@venusexpress27]

Lilith conjunct Venus in Pisces 8th house I was a pathological liar as child (thankfully i came out of that mess) and now i have some darker tendencies (like absolutely loving death scenes and that kind of stuff but at the same time is something i would never do)

[@quicampbell8415]

Same placements, I was a pathological liar as well.

[@FartsCutely007]

I used to steal habitually in kindergarten. Particularly kids lunches lol I was known as the school thief. Yes, a liar as well😂

[@enricodracorockstar6242]

wow my brother has this placement thanks for the information To be honest I did not know he has that placement, but when u said „pathological liars“ I had to look it up and he actually has it Lilith conjunct sun and moon in 8th Im actually realizing so much with astrology it’s crazy I feel like seeing karma, relations to me Especially past life experiences and so on

[@enricodracorockstar6242]

And yes, like u Said he fears me sometimes, cuz I always saw who he rly is

[@ao1920]

@@enricodracorockstar6242 pathological liars will more so actually apply to the 9th house. Let me guess, it is in placidus?! If so, then put it back to equal houses and it will actually fall in his 9th house which means Lilith being in the 9th signifies a liar, a person who is good at changing believe systems or changing ideologies and you can bet people will believe his lies and it also signifies the false priest and the false prophet, this is how lilith functions: it is the perversion of the sign, a taboo as well as the house it occupies and he may definitely have a weird believe system, atleast his believes are extraordinary and eccentric, non-conformative.

[@movingmindsets4983]

about "pathological liars" it's not truth. You have to consider everything when stating things like that. If the Lilith is in 8th house and in a sign of Pieces or in a bad aspect (square,opposition) with Neptune, then YES that could be also one of the Lilith's represed sides. But I am sure that Lilith in 8th house in a sign of Capricorn and with a lot of (earth) harmonious aspects can not possible be a liar. Just saying.

[@thegammanaut]

Actually been waiting on your take on this placement for quite awhile since I have Lilith in the 8th house Scorpio. Along with my Moon, Pluto, and Mars. Very informative, and coming at a poignant time for me atm. Definitely relate to being able to read people pretty well lol. Keep up the great work

[@stgeorge4559]

You look very alluring just saying lol. Also i have my lilith in scorpio and its really interesting especially when people try to figure me out and they think they know me. But i tell them you don't no nothing but good try tho haha. But i know them, also the dark side sexually yea lets just say i can't be with little miss innocent lol I am a aquarius sun Scorpio rising and scorpio in mars so yea. Also lilith in scorpio I have always wondered why certain things happen like. Why do people like me or hate me not inbetween. I didn't know how i come across until i start asking women how i come across. And what i got told was interesting. Admirable. Mysterious and intense and i was like really. Because i don't think of myself as that but also scary. I don't even try i had a girl say to me other day that i am scarying her with my words like seriously Man can us scorpios have a break.

[@ilynjoy]

Pleaaase do Lilith in the 12th house! 😂 (moon conjunct lilith natally heee.. 🔥among my other lilith aspects - venus square lilith, mars & jupiter opposition lilith..but i feel the moom conj strongest..) Been waiting on your interpretation/insights on this placement for so looong 🙏 love ya'l! ❤❤💫 thank ya'lls for these videos!

[@sanny-nk9re]

Plz do lilith in 8th house synastry overlay

[@chelsss2014]

Imagine having Lilith in the 8th and being a Scorpio Rising 🥴

[@goodlife8044]

chelsss2014 I have Lilith in the 8th house and Scorpio Sun and moon.

[@unspokenascension5993]

Lilith and mars conjunct in the 8th house with Scorpio Rising... lol.

[@nickb3345]

Me... Pluto in the first lol

[@kaybee3769]

I definitely understand those are my placements with Pluto being my dominate planet and Scorpio is my dominate sign in my chart so it’s off the chain 😜

[@4thekindhearted974]

I do... what do you imagine it's like?

[@soulfiregrower]

When you get into learning a deeper meaning of knowing your going to come across a lot of symbols, certain books or certain type of info you gather when diving into they unknown will have hidden vibrations within them through the use of symbols. Do what you want with them but my advice is to choose none of them...as a mystic you must stand within the middle, never chosing sides. There is only 1 symbol that the void student must focus on and that symbol is the flower of life. The flower of life symbol is an exact replica of the universal all. Shiva students do not limit themselves with one symbol we extend ourselves and become all symbols, when you pursue the all symbol you are welcome on all plains of existence, respected by both light and dark...no longer a player but more of an observer of universal law and order. Mystics like us are they only ones who can activate it on thought, because of our deep intuition, but even more a deeper understanding of ourselves. I can teach you but I kinda said to much on this platform....But if you wanna trade knowledge thru email I'm down? if not it's all good. Peace be the journey student of the void

[@fireandwaterastrology]

email me!! [e-mail]

[@good1125]

This explanation was very accurate. I have Lilith conjunct mars in the 8th and I have been tapping more and more into the psychological meaning of this position. I am not into weird things per say other then being extremely connected to the spirit world. My Lilith expresses itself more with sexuality, I am guilty for loving to control the minds of men with my sexual energy.

[@Briasade]

Yeah I definitely am healing myself & I've been able to heal others i stated tapping more into my psychic abilities & my mediumship I'm still overcoming alot but I've made it so far

[@Briasade]

I was very confused about what I wanted to do but I knew I always loved performing like singing & dancing I'm starting to really become aligned with my life purpose my creative side is really high right now especially my writing

[@lavinder11]

This is very accurate. I have Leo lilith in the 8 house + mars conjunct Pluto in Scorpio + Pluto square lilith and lilith trine ascendant with a 7th house that only contains chiron. I'm sure you can imagine... smh Anyway, I'm past it. I'm interested in other people's dark side. It's fascinating.

[@mn5499]

I have lilith in the 8th house pluto in my first and my moon in scorpio lol

[@freesoul1189]

thank you..its all so true.im not afraid to hear the truth about me and you do it straight:) I have lilith in 8th house in Aries (with Sun, Venus and Mercury as well).

[@heidistaehling3631]

Thank you so much for creating this video! I feel SO validated after watching it. I have Lilith in Leo in the 8th house and Chiron in Scorpio in the 11th house. I have always rejected my shadow self out of fear that I wouldn't fit in with those around me. Now that I have finally found a group of friends who encourage my spiritual side, I feel empowered by this dark, feminine energy coming through. I hope you continue to make these wonderful videos! xoxo

[@190ruby4]

Lilith in virgo in 8th with mars in virgo n north node 😳😳😂😂

[@Vvsnailz]

Sa’Nae 777 those are my placements too🔥

[@taralucent1219]

Mine except for the Mars in Virgo.

[@NatavanQuliyeva]

The same except Mars In Aries, and North Node Pisces.

[@lifeimitatesart97]

SAME

[@marian.9026]

Please do lilith in the tenth house, the videos are amazing!!!

[@melancholycollie1466]

Oh boy, I have Lilith, Pluto and Libra in my 8th House. I just let go of my old friend from High School who had Lilith and Scorpio in her 8th House because she leaked her dark side and after 18 years, I said no thank you.

[@Sahelienpro]

you right, there is a lot of sexual energy that needs practice to controlling. Although its very hard

[@promisetozay2356]

Wow this was amazing and so I’m depth and accurate , bravo 👏🏾

[@AW_77]

I have this placement. It is tightly conjunct Jupiter. I don't think I feel it in the way you are saying, that could be due to a square to the Sun.

[@ao1920]

... or due to placidus. Put it back to equal houses and you will see the magic manifesting before your very eyes. Enough said!

[@MaverickSoulz455]

You actually look like the black Lilith here. Thanks!

[@tbroski2573]

Thank you so very much for this! I had to watch this so many times to understand your message. I have my true black moon lilith in 8th House in Taurus. Once I finally admitted to myself that I had this side to me, I was able to let go and finally start having the satisfying interpersonal relationships that I always wanted. 🙏😤

[@fireandwaterastrology]

T Broski beautiful internal work

[@KrystalPsychicMedium]

Lilith in aquarius in 8th house. I have 14 water signs in my birthchart loads of scorpio. Cancer and pisces 🥴

[@downupblockinc1380]

You are so Beautiful. I have Lilith in my 8th and this really speaks to me. Do you have any suggestions to work on my shadow self? I've come a long way, but I am desperate to find the source of this "Demon" within. Thank you for being straight and not censoring the topic and tapping into the dark side of it all. I appreciate your transparency.

[@beee0330]

this is soooooo spot on!! thank you so much! do you have any indications on books about Lilith?

[@fireandwaterastrology]

I do not read many astrology books, the information comes to me through observation of others and meditation

[@enricodracorockstar6242]

Accurate as fuq

[@Hottest_88]

I have scorpio Lilith 8h😭

[@JoeyCap.]

Gemini sun Scorpio moon Scorpio rising Scorpio lilith

[@lovelola999]

Joey Cap omg the intensity😨

[@christinelouisegullerudlar6326]

Resonating 😱❤️🥰

[@AishaJordan]

You hit the nail on the head - I became a Shadow Work Practitioner bc I found so much freedom in it.

[@fireandwaterastrology]

Girl please check under my community tab on my profile and check out the advice I asked for. Hopefully you can give your point of view on how I can deal with that part of my shadow work. And thank you for watching and commenting i really appreciate it❤️

[@ReplaceYourFate]

Lilith in Taurus 8th house. Chiron in Virgo 12th. Moon conjunct Pluto R in Scorpio Second House Sextiling Neptune R and Uranus R in Capricorn 4th, and opposing Mars in Taurus 8th. Pluto R, Moon, and Jupiter R form a stellium in my Scorpio Second house, with Jupiter R trining my Mercury R in Cancer 10th house which Conjuncts with my Gemini Sun. Chart lord Venus in Leo 11th house squaring Jupiter R in the 2nd. Saturn in Pisces sixth house trines my mercury R in the tenth. I have a Grand trine between Jupiter R, Mercury R, and Saturn. Can anyone tell me what any of this means?

[@pinknoisesuperstar5214]

Incredibly helpful video. Thank you.

[@BeStillandKnow0000]

This is so helpful, truly. what do you think having lilith in the 8th House of Cancer adds to this dynamic?

[@abby__7867]

Lilith in my 8th house, Scorpio sun and cancer is in 25 degrees in my 8th house as well.....a watery emotional mess. Oh and a Capricorn rising so I definitely isolate when I get rejected ugh Edit: I’m a psych major

[@stylemelovelookbela3641]

8th house Aquarius ♒️

[@archangeldimitri]

me too

[@coconutmilch2351]

Lilith in the 8th house in Aries ♈️ ok the more you speak the more I’m getting the feeling like it’s true because I’m recalling now a lot of things that I feel most people couldn’t relate to like some intensely dark shit and I’ve also recently had a whole “Komodo dragons killing each other during sex” experience with someone recently and he fits your description too and when I checked his chart like lo and behold he has the exact placement as me

[@rademitaa7757]

thank you.

[@Vi-olynn]

And yes I was sexualized at young age and exposed... At young age 😔 Also hated about sex and desire but, then 🙄 as must as I hate it, I know deep down its natural for human to feel desire. Because of that """☠️ one reason when I was a toddler, that happened.

[@KingrjMr]

Lol I got uncomfortable watching this

[@108grog]

good job. (I love your work. *Skilz!) 👩🏽‍🏫 👁 🦉 ⚕ 🌌 Do you prefer using true Black Moon Lilith (osculating apogee) , as opposed to mean Black Lilith ? My true placement is in the 7th, and the mean is in the 8th. I do feel aspects of both in your interpretations. Another factor in my chart, that might explain resonance with 8th house, is that i have Eros conjunct Transpluto in the 8th.

[@ciaramendes3287]

You have beautiful eyes

[@diegogibson3391]

Looking Good Gurl💯

[@sanny-nk9re]

Plz do lilith in 8th house synastry overlay

[@sanny-nk9re]

Plz do lilith in 8th house synastry overlay

[@octaviosainz2766]

Does having black moon lilith in the 8th house makes me a person with money obsession and a sexual maniac?

[@lovelola999]

Octavio Sainz someone answer this man please😭😭

[@AnaMariaDragoi]

By far the best explanation I heard about Lilith! I have lilith 8th in Capricorn. I feel everything you said here about the shadow side,happy I found you! :)

[@queensmk560]

Giiiiirrrrrrrlllll..thank you so much for this video! You hit on so many different aspects of me/my personality/my life that I've always wondered about/didn't understand/questioned why/etc. Things I could never explain. This really was valuable information for me. Thank you so much!!

[@ayaalhaddad3232]

You know sometimes i do feel I should stay away from people

[@108grog]

Sending you blessings and love. I hope you're getting through. You indicated you've been on a deep dive. Breathe, let mother nature (in- and outside of your [3d] self... > 4 > 5d) do her work. Peace to your soul, as you move through the fire. Gold is the result. Minutes are years, it's true. And years are minutes. 🤲🏾💜🦢 Blessings to your sister as well. To the generations you assist and that assist you, and to your soul family. ☆ Pain can transmute, X Us , and itself.

[@lifeimitatesart97]

this was spot on, thank you very much💓

[@meysOFFICIAL]

My Midheaven, my Chiron are in Scorpio and my Lilith is in Libra in the 8th House.. do I have strong Scorpio Placements?

[@bethanyluna]

Fully relate.. that’s why I searched for more info on it bc I’ve been going thru it. DecEclipse 2020 ✨ hopefully I’ll navigate this with more clarity. This is helpful ty 🙏🏽🧡

[@astrallioness206]

I have Lillith and Pluto in my 8th house. 😢

[@eleaklea3180]

I have Lilith in the 12th in Scorpio, and all this applies as well. Your interpretation of Lilith is really good! Can you please share your interpretation of Lilith conjunct Juno in a natal chart? And Lilith conjunct Descendant in a synastry, is it significant?

[@Lara-jt2kf]

Imagine having Mars and Pluto in your first house and Lilith in the 8th house! 💀🤜🏼

[@yohjinonoki]

all hotties in the comment section i see yall lilith in 8th housess

[@AirFire18]

Lilith in the 8th house (in Scorpio ) with a conjunction with my sun and Saturn 😳😂. I have neptune in the 8th house.. but apparently that is not in conjunction 🤔

[@jatoriacrews7450]

I have lilith in my 8th house in pisces.

[@dadaeueu6076]

5:27 11:54 12:00 12:57 14:51 16:40

[@takaylaherman5210]

Can you don't 9th next pleaseeeee

[@Monicaberry773]

Wow this rang so true deep within me. This definitely helped me understand myself that much more. I also have Scorpio rising and pluto in the first house. Lord help me lol

[@archangeldimitri]

totally can relate. male here with Lilith in 8th House! Thanks Girl 🙌🙌🙌

[@yohjinonoki]

youre bunny pretty gorgeous

[@FitWarriorGoddess]

I have this placement very great explanation I also have Mars in 8th as well makes it more intense also I'm a Scorpio 🌝

[@nanastrybe]

I'm 8 house Scorpio

[@alexismariemontero4601]

I know some of the topics were uncomfortable to discuss, but I am grateful you pushed through. I NEEDED to hear all of it. I feel so understood and have a greater compassion for myself thanks to a new understanding of myself gleamed from your information. I was near tears at times… Thank you 🙏

[@fireandwaterastrology]

Thank you- I’m so glad you resonated with some things I said. Your comment allows me to grasp a better understanding on things I should talk about more. Even if it’s uncomfortable because everybody’s psyche, including mine, can go to depths that are just uncomfortable, and sometimes we need to address them. I appreciate you so much thank you ❤️

[@emceeshrutitripathi1757]

What is Lilith?

[@DonovanD95]

Spot on

[@77shawnie]

I knew someone with this placement and it's very accurate.

[@madelinemitchell104]

I'm picturing all of us with Lilith in the 8th House doing horrible things while blasting some goregrind! Wonderful video! ❤ New subscriber!

[@gourmegan6134]

So helpful! You present the info so peacefully and it’s a pleasure to listen to your videos. Thank youuuu!! 🤗🤗🦋✨

[@nanastrybe]

You hit the spot

[@bebecitan]

I have Lilith and Venus in 8h in Pisces 🥴🥴🥴

[@martinm86]

I LOLED AT THE LOOKING AT US LIKE WE NEED TO B IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL 😭 12:05

[@c.conexa8528]

Tu sinceridad es bella como tú!!! Tengo lilith ahí y me lees como si me conocieras. Estoy trabajando muy profundo todo eso y Sí es liberador. Muchas gracias,,, me subscribo😊

[@TheNeptuneSeas]

'𝓓𝓲𝓼𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓬𝓽 ' 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓣𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓰𝓮𝓻.

[@joannaeread]

Thank you so much for this deeply insightful reflection! Your message is sparking so many points of inquiry for me 🌌✨

[@isisthompson2638]

Lilith in Aries in 8H, Scorpio venus, moon conjunct Pluto in 4H which is ruled by Scorpio in my chart…

[@crystalconjuredtarot1585]

Gemini lilith in 8h

[@alfrancowillmaradams]

Lilith in leo in 8th house

[@bajanbecca]

You are dope aff ❤ 🙌🏼🧿🙏🏼 cancer Lilith in the 8H fun times 😬

[@megmeg110]

8th house Scorpio Lilith , Libra sun 8th house, scorpio Mercury 8th house and Libra Venus in 8th too ... ugghhhh

[@laboratoryvi2343]

I have my Lilith is 29th degree Aquarius, can anyone help me find what it means?

[@laracroft6623]

So my Lilith is in 8th house in Leo....I always thought Leo was more of a "bright sign" I'm a little confused can anyone help me figure this out? I saw on another video that Lilith in Leo meant something close to being self-centered/manipulative...

[@raygengamer8440]

As an adult entertainer I attract tons of men mostly to my channel. My masculine to feminine energy on my natal says I'm 9 to 1. So no wonder everyone calls me a bitch!