Returning to YouTube + Life Update (Moving to NYC, Quitting Acting, Getting Married)

Y'all! It feels surreal to be returning to my KZbin channel after I stopped posting and privated everything 4 years ago. I was going through so much physically, mentally, and personally during that time, and now I feel ready to show up to my channel in a way that I just couldn't before. You're not ready till you are, ya know? I'm so excited to be back and I'm very grateful to you for sticking around and being excited for my return. Thank you for being here!
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Filmed and edited by Solomon Petchenik
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[@tearlockhart]

omg I really miss your "hello" at the beginning of every video

[@LillianMasie]

Omggg 😭🥹

[@ceceyangg]

Yes!!

[@savystyle13]

I used to watch your videos over and over again. Happy you’re back!

[@LillianMasie]

Awww 😭 tysm

[@honeybunchesofmulch]

I grew up with your videos, so it was such a great surprise seeing your face back on KZbin!

[@LillianMasie]

Aww that’s so cool to hear 🥹 thank you for being here ❤️

[@ashleygarcia8360]

YAY! I was looking for one of your makeup tutorials and couldn’t find it and now I can. So excited to have you back and hope everything’s well.

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much!

[@cucaranoh]

Wow! The moment you started talking I got chills.. your voice.. nostalgia! Hi! Welcome back!!!!

[@LillianMasie]

Oh wow that’s so wild!! Thanks for welcoming me back :)

[@annlatham]

Absolutely stoked to see this beautiful babe grace this platform once again! ☀️ 💎 ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Awww thank you Ann!! 😄❤

[@katieo3421]

This was the biggest surprise in my subscriptions box! Welcome back!!! 💜

[@LillianMasie]

Omg I love that it surprised it youuu 😁

[@TimandCeleste]

So lovely to see your beautiful face back! Excited to watch, listen and enjoy all of the magic you have created and will share! ✨🤍

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so very much, Celeste! ❤️✨

[@GlamGirlNextDoor07]

Omg, I was just going through my YT subscriptions 2 days ago and was thinking is everything ok with you. So happy you’re back! 🥰Lots of love from Croatia 🇭🇷

[@LillianMasie]

Omg crazy timing! Ty for your support and excitement! ❤️

[@annlatham]

Who remembers the college days? I am definitely re watching as many videos as possible! OmG i missed you so much! So proud of you ! I cannot wait to hear you sing! cartwheel 🤸‍♀️ 🎙️ 😎

[@LillianMasie]

Awww that means so much, appreciate you!! Thank you for being here. 🥰

[@emma0x3]

You can post anything and we will love it! I'm so stoked to have your genuine, beautiful soul back 😊

[@LillianMasie]

This is the sweetest comment. Thank you SO MUCHHH!

[@emma0x3]

@Lillian Masie seriously though, seeing that you are coming back to KZbin made my day! So happy to see that you are doing well!

[@LillianMasie]

@@emma0x3 I really appreciate that

[@cobalong]

I love that you're back - I was just thinking of you the other day! Such a weird thing to say, but I loved how much you and your family loved each other, and it was such a beautiful thing to watch!

[@LillianMasie]

Appreciate that so much! And not weird at all, I'm so grateful to have a close, loving family. Maybe I'll un-private some of the old family vlogs. I haven't watched them in years and it would be nice especially because we lost two Grandparents in the last two years (my Mom's parents). thank you for being here

[@cobalong]

@@LillianMasie I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your grandparents - nothing is quite the same again without them! They've left a beautiful legacy of you all! ❤️

[@Kimmy-rh1ry]

Yay. I've been with you since the begining. So happy to see you. I watched you back in the old house apt. I loved your makeup tutorials and fashion sense. So glad your back.

[@LillianMasie]

That's amazing, thank you for still being here! Appreciate the support so much.

[@rizzaaaa]

Since your KZbin days, I was hoping that one day, you’ll return, and here you are! I have been following you on IG, and I can see how much joy you’ve gained through your journey. Excited for this era! 🌸

[@LillianMasie]

You comment means so much, thank you thank you ❤️

[@mslucy1021]

Welcome back! You look beautiful and at peace ♥

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much. I truly am ☺️

[@dreacarvajal]

Yaaaaay! 🎉 I’m so happy you’re back. I’ve been following you on here and Instagram for yeaaaars. Like when you were still in college and then the move to LA and NY. I feel like we grew up together haha. Looking forward to seeing your current and future projects.

[@LillianMasie]

So special!! ❤❤Thank you Andrea!

[@meepmoopmeep1]

It’s so lovely to see you again!! I’m really looking forward to your new content. You were one of my favorite creators to watch

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much! I appreciate you still being here. 🥰

[@DarcyMarieTCB]

I have watched your videos for a long time and I remember you wanting to be an actress. You look beautiful as always!!❤

[@centuryfever5921]

wow i’ve watched your video since high school and really missed your videos! so glad youre back! ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Aww wow that's so cool to hear. Thank you for welcoming me back! :)

[@natadamscole]

You’re back 🥹❤️🩷💜

[@LillianMasie]

That's right!!!! 🤩

[@ebba6364]

Wow so happy to see you back! ✨ Been a subscriber since the beginning 🌸

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you for being here since the beginning, and for welcoming me back! 💖

[@Iheckinglovecheese]

Yay! I’m so happy you’re back and you got married :) is there any chance you can re-upload ‘boyfriend does my makeup’ please? Your relationship is so fun to watch :)

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much!! And that video is back up! :)

[@Aryaknight8]

I'm so glad you're back!!!! I've stayed subscribed hoping you'd be back one day!!!

[@LillianMasie]

Omg Jenny😭 Thank you so much for staying with me this whole time. Really appreciate that. ❤

[@lavoixdevelours]

Aw, I used to watch your makeup videos from college!

[@blueflower7684]

Very curious and excited to listen your music 😊🇨🇵

[@LillianMasie]

I think people will be surprised if they haven’t already heard snippets on IG. It’s a vibe and I love it and think it’s really good ☺️

[@blueflower7684]

​@@LillianMasiei m sure it s good 😊

[@danielthrasher]

Yayy!!

[@LillianMasie]

Daniel!! Sol and I were just talking about you the other night, so proud of you and your KZbin success! I remember our conversations about YT at SCAD and look at you now! :)

[@holisticmaya]

Yay!!! ❤❤❤ so happy to hear this.

[@solomonpetchenik2573]

Wow easiest "First" of my life and I still fumbled the bag...

[@LillianMasie]

lmao

[@ShelbeyWilson]

Thrilled that you’re back! You have always had such a calming but demanding presence - so unique! I can’t wait to see everything you produce and put out for the world to see. Congrats on your return! ❤

[@LillianMasie]

That means so much, thank you Shelbey! ❤️

[@asha_blogs]

I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw this! I used to love your videos and calming presence amongst a sea of influencers. So glad to have you back ❤️

[@LillianMasie]

Aww thank you so much!!

[@AyaAmena]

No way!!!!!!!! I check in every once in a while in hopes that you've posted. I'm so excited you're coming back!!!!! It has been so long. I've been following you since you basically started this channel. Can't wait to hear about all of the updates!! I could scream right now I'm so excited!!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@LillianMasie]

OMG!! I love this comment so much and your excitement makes me SO HAPPY!! Thank you for still being here after all this time ❤️ appreciate you!!

[@bluebutterfly288]

I stayed subscribed just in case you ever came back!

[@LillianMasie]

Honestly tysm 😭😭

[@rachriri]

Wow so excited to have you back! I remember being a young girl watching you and now im 27 and married and youre married and grown! Feels so long ago 🥰❤️

[@LillianMasie]

That is so cool to hear 🥹 ty for being here and for your excitement! ❤️

[@xalexiao]

How weird I was thinking about you and your channel the other day!! Missed your videos, happy to see you back! 🤍🤍

[@LillianMasie]

Aww, perfect timing!! Ty for being here 🥰

[@TanyaKatherine]

I'm freaking out! I am SO happy for you! I am so happy you decided to bring back your old videos. There are so many mysterious, creative, artistic ones I want to click on all at once. I am so happy you are letting your LIGHT shine through, as you deserve it after all these years on KZbin and still an incredible and beautiful aesthetic for your recent videos. The old videos hold so much meaning and are so uplifting to watch. Thank you for this beautiful gift this June to rediscover these treasures of time, Lillian!

[@LillianMasie]

OMG Tanya!! What a comment! 😭Thank you so much for being here and for your lovely words. I really really appreciate it, and it’s fun to hear the perspective of me/my videos from viewers so thank you for sharing. It makes me so happy to that you’re excited. ❤️❤️❤️

[@NutsaChubinidze]

I'm going to cut my hair as you had in one of the birch box unboxing videos you unlisted. It's crazy that many of us kept rewatching your old videos haha. So glad you're back girlie! You look incredible

[@LillianMasie]

Aww that's so cool thank you so much! And I can unlist the birchbox one if you want!!

[@claudeenonthego]

Welcome back!! I remember watching you back in the day. Time flies :D

[@LillianMasie]

TYSM!! 🥰

[@fire925dancer]

So glad to see you back! I watched the documentary when it first came out, it is excellent and I recognized Solomon from your videos 😊 Looking forward to seeing new things from both of you!

[@LillianMasie]

That's so cool!! :) Ty for being here!

[@IlonaMcGrane]

Such a great life update, it was so lovely to see and hear you again Lillian🥰 I so look forward to more videos, especially your self-discovery journey🙏🏼 welcome back!! Cheering you on all the way ❤️

[@LillianMasie]

Appreciate your support so much, Ilona ❤And I can't wait to share about my self-discovery journey. There's so much to express, so much learning I can share with younger women.

[@MyFreckledJourney]

I was literally wondering about you the other day and wondering how you are! I am so glad to see an update. Would love to hear where you are in your fertility journey (ONLY if you are comfortable) I have experienced infertility myself. So excited to whatever you decide to share ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Aw what great timing! :) And yes, I'm definitely going to share an update on the fertility journey!!

[@MyFreckledJourney]

@@LillianMasie ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

[@erinfishman9272]

Welcome back! Missed you and your videos so much

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so so much!

[@エキセントリッ]

It's so nice to see a new video from you. :) I used to watch your videos to improve my English (your pronunciation was always so good and you were just so likeable ♥). I am glad that I have not unfollowed you here on YT. So nice to see how well you are doing ♥Two weeks ago I was on vacation in New York - how cool that you live there now :D Love from Cologne, Germany :)

[@LillianMasie]

Aw wow, thank you so much!! ❤

[@EbStefTv]

So so happy to see you back! You have the best vibes and just feel so authentically yourself. Followed on tiktok and can't wait to see more!

[@LillianMasie]

Aw that means so much, thank youuu! 😭❤

[@TheCerealluvr]

Again, it's just so lovely to see you thriving :')

[@LillianMasie]

Appreciate that so so much

[@whatmarielmade]

Welcome back! So fun to see how much has happened in the last several years and the excitement you have to be back!

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much!! :)

[@fa3ryg1rl1]

I can't wait to see your upcoming videos and hear your music!

[@LillianMasie]

TYSM!! Can't wait to share my music and the upcoming videos!

[@ania5038]

Welcome back gorgeous Lillian

[@LillianMasie]

Aw thank you

[@kailuaize]

Love this! and looking forward to upcoming videos ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much!!

[@Emily3879]

Hellllllll yeahhhhh!! So glad you’re back! One of my favorite channels to watch 🎉

[@LillianMasie]

Ahhh tysm!! 😄 and ty for still being here!

[@taylorb3084]

Aww I loved your videos and it’s so nice to see you. I guess we’ve all changed/grown up/had a lot of life happen in the last 4 years. So glad to get to hear where you’re at now and what you’re up to! ❤️

[@LillianMasie]

Aww thank you so much! And very true, a lot can happen in 4 years and especially with the pandemic we’ve all lived through! Appreciate you being here.🥰

[@Kiniejkaa]

I am so happy you’re back 😊 I adore your personality. I’ve always loved to watch your videos. I was disconsolate when you stopped making yt. Good to have you back 🥰

[@LillianMasie]

That means so much, thank you 🥹❤️

[@MyFreckledJourney]

Oh and more on what it’s like to live in New York! I find it fascinating :) And Hi to Solomon!!

[@LillianMasie]

You got it!!

[@MyFreckledJourney]

@@LillianMasie yay :)

[@virimorales1320]

Oh my gosh !!!!!!! Welcome back !!! I'm so happy to see that beautiful face again 😊

[@LillianMasie]

Omg thank you!!! So excited to be back! 🥰

[@clarerodgers5819]

idk if this is insensitive to ask, but do you still want to adopt? I remember you mentioning it years ago. If so, do you think you want to pursue that in NYC or would you move elsewhere?

[@LillianMasie]

I plan to film an update on where we're at with the fertility journey, so I'll address adoption in that vid!

[@TheCerealluvr]

@@LillianMasie sending you allllll the love. I truly believe you'll get what you dream of

[@matina_kyriazopoulou]

Love to have you back

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much! 🥰

[@victoriad5931]

I'm sooooo happy you wanna start doing KZbin again! Always loved all your videos and your personality :) Came by every now and then to see if you'd uploaded something or to watch some of you old stuff, and now you're back, yey!

[@LillianMasie]

Aww I really appreciate that, thank you Victoria! I'm really excited to be back.

[@meghancavanaughdarlson3216]

Loved all the opener video footage.

[@LillianMasie]

Ty!! Sol did a great job as usual :)

[@janiejackson234]

Girl!!!! So good to see you again!!!

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you Jacque!! And ty for being here.

[@bmountainstate]

OMG are we really seeing this !!

[@LillianMasie]

YES YOU ARE!!!! 🤩

[@lisamccotter9847]

Adore your first video.💗 Love that you have returned. So proud of you honey. Can’t wait for the next one. 😘

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you momma 🥰

[@ceceyangg]

Omg, so excited! ❤❤ i loved your videos back then! Your character and voice were calming to me. I hope you have been doing well. Can't wait to hear how things have been going for you, what kind of person you've grown to become and becoming... and health wise! i feel like im excited to catch up with a good old friend 🥲

[@LillianMasie]

Aww this comment! 😭I appreciate you and your kind words so much!

[@meganable123]

I have been off KZbin for a while. So happy to see you back, we are both back! We missed you!

[@LillianMasie]

Welcome back to us both! :)

[@Ambersmusic11-.]

Your such a beautiful person inside and out. I’m so glad your back and sharing your journey with everyone. It’s nice to take a break from social media and focus on your life and what you have gone through your so strong! I’m so happy your well, and married now🎉 I’m so happy for you and can’t wait to see more ❤ I’ll go and follow your TikTok now x

[@LillianMasie]

Your comment means so much. 🥹 Thank you, and thank you for being here ❤️

[@camc4879]

So glad you’re back!!! ❤

[@LillianMasie]

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! 😭

[@Ivy285]

I missed you so much! So glad you are back.

[@LillianMasie]

Aww thank you for being here! I'm glad to be back :)

[@asmakessal5830]

I'm so happy you're back ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much

[@88lakeshore]

im so happy you are back! ive watched you since you were making vintage hair tutorials in your university apartment!!!

[@LillianMasie]

So wild 😭 thank you for still being here. And you’re the first I’ve told, but I have a new vintage hair vid coming this week 🤭

[@LucyLovesLipstickk]

Yayayayayay!!! 🎉❤ so glad to see you bAck!

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you!! I’m glad to be back :)

[@sashasemenova4004]

Waited for this! Been checkin in with your socials, so happy you're back!

[@LillianMasie]

Aww thank you so much, Sasha! :) Appreciate your excitement!

[@maramara6144]

Happy to see you back ❤️

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much! 😄

[@dakotahjadee]

Omg you’re back! 💗

[@LillianMasie]

I’m back!!! 😊

[@85michellemybelle]

Oh hallelujah 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@LillianMasie]

WOOOOO!! 🙌🙌

[@cynthiajara9044]

I love your videos and I am glad you are back on KZbin

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you Cynthia!

[@firstskystudios418]

I love NY too!

[@LillianMasie]

It’s a special place!

[@Musicbomb29]

So excited to see you back! I love all things beauty and fashion. I would love to see your fashion videos. But I would also love to see your current makeup routine, makeup favorites, and how they may tie into your vintage looks.

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much! And that's a really great idea :)

[@FCoourtt1]

I'm so happy to see you are back on youtube ❤ watching you really brings me back (in a good way) I always loved your style and still do :)

[@Krisxtinax]

I’ve been following you on IG all this time and you posted the other day and I was wondering if you were ever going to return to YT and here you are!!!

[@Renee_11]

Aww welcome back 💛 😊

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you!! 🥹❤️

[@meghancavanaughdarlson3216]

Yay!!!!!!!

[@samanthaworkman9994]

Welcome back we missed you and congratulations on getting married ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much, Samantha! ❤

[@pauline380school]

I loved the video where you did the make up of your niece❤

[@racheledalbey]

This makes me so happy! Would still love makeup and hair videos! ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Aw so glad it makes you happy :) And I can still do some of those!

[@gungun3953]

Thankyou to come back I missed you

[@danni7348]

yay!!

[@LillianMasie]

Wooooo! 🙌

[@WejdanAlyabsi]

OMG , Hiii i miss u ❤❤❤, i hope your doing good.

[@LillianMasie]

Hiiii! :)

[@Lastdayfind]

This return 🎉🎉

[@LillianMasie]

😊😊😊

[@indirajane]

So happy to hear you're doing well and will be making videos again! Welcome back ✨💛

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so muchhhh! 💖

[@firstskystudios418]

I love NY too!

[@LisaAnnConley]

Yayyyyyyyy u r backkkkkkkkk

[@LillianMasie]

I'm backkkkk! 😄😄

[@elle.cd_]

love you

[@LillianMasie]

Love you bbgirl

[@star579_Chandra]

Welcome back❤

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you!! 🥰 Good to be back.

[@romar4190]

So happy to see you back! Lots of love from Argentina🇦🇷

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much!! ❤️❤️

[@VIntageDollReefer420]

Missed you tons ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Awww ❤ ty for being here!

[@jessicalethbridge93]

Lillian you sweet gal! It’s so nice to see you. Much love ❤

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much!! 🥹

[@harmonyjackie]

Welcome back!! 🎉

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you for welcoming me back! :)

[@milda0820]

💖💖💖

[@LillianMasie]

💕💕

[@maramara6144]

Fashion. Music. Vlog❤

[@LillianMasie]

Love it!!

[@maramara6144]

👍❤️

[@LillianMasie]

❤️❤️❤️

[@Gudileke]

I missed you dear Lillian. Welcome back❤

[@LillianMasie]

Thank you so much ❤

[@tanisha7801]

This makes me so happy 🩷 i will be tuning in to every video 😇