No one understands the way I feel and I don’t blame you I just wanna smile someday and feel it in my heart too But the demons that I carry won’t ever let me sing a happy tune I try to bury all the voices with the echoes off ur love But I can’t feel it anymore cuz ur gone and it hurts Pain is toxic to the brain it’s a never ending curse, I know I just wanna stop the time throw it in reverse n go Fuck this stupid life It’s not worth it in the end I don’t even feel like I’m alive Think it’s better if I’m dead I know if you were here you would’ve tried to save me But I’m worthless as I am now grab the knife I think am ready I wonder if your waiting Or if I’m off to nothing But I rather rest in darkness Then live with all the suffering I’m a lost soul I’m a black hole Deep in darkness I’ve been drowning N I lost hope You wanna die bro? I’m afraid so That’s what I told my best friend about a year ago x2