living alone diaries: i quit my 9-5, going on a date, my at-home matcha latte recipe and mommy talks

[@macymacyy]

Came for the matcha stayed for the vibezzz

[@AmaniRakeia]

perioddddd! shout out to us Matcha loversssss! so happy you stayed for the good vibes 🥰❣️

[@tishasmith7213]

Can your mom give us all that same pep talk??😫 she's definitely a REAL one & coming through with the words, I need to post her message on my page to listen to it for my own motivation lol

[@AmaniRakeia]

LOL. she’s such a real one. so happy her and i are reconnecting again and she still pours into me like we never fell off 🥹💕 and yes girl! post it, save it whatever you gotta do. i get it, this single life after a while gets tough AF! sending you big hugs!

[@tishasmith7213]

@@AmaniRakeia thank you babes! I really needed that

[@JHL751]

​@@AmaniRakeia stopping using profanity and put your trust in God, you're not happy because you're not Christian

[@forpurpose2147]

Right can we get a feature from mom 😍

[@creatingmissjones1711]

Your mom gave me so many NYC vibes. I was like yesss this is how we pep talk frfr!!!

[@KHATANIASODIVINE]

Girl I literally quit my job 2 weeks ago to pursue my path.. the fear exists but I have faith in myself and the divine. Because as you said we wouldn’t have gotten the vision of it wasn’t for us. It’s an emotional roller coaster but having a 9-5 that is not in alignment is also an emotional roller coaster.

[@AmaniRakeia]

omg! yessss big big shoutout to you! it’s not easy to drown out the opinions of others and the fear they might instill in you! you got this, i’m rooting for us both! congratulations, sis! ❤

[@KHATANIASODIVINE]

@@AmaniRakeia CONGRATULATIONS TO US!!! And that’s so true, I have people around me that believes that only hard work can reap benefits and I always tell them I’m doing heart work, I’m not forcing anything. I didn’t come here to be in survival mode, I came here to shake some shit up and experience ease..

[@Ashley-og9ti]

​@KHATANIA So Divine "heart" work over/vs hard work yess I'm loving this!! 💛

[@tracywest9896]

Said the same thing to my 32yo! Baby, YOU are the prize! Know your worth! You don't have to settle! Wait on God to send the one who will support YOU with your goals!👏🏽👏🏽

[@ashleyrobinson7462]

“ it’s ok to be lonely, just assuring yourself you’re not alone. “ needed to hear that.

[@AmaniRakeia]

so happy that resonated with you boo 🥹💕

[@tiyyas3022]

That momma talk is needed! I promise as a person who rushed it when I was your age and starting over at 31, she right! Take the time to just be, live, work, travel bc the right one will fall into your lap through. I dipped out when the bs was bsing lmao! It’s not worth it!

[@AmaniRakeia]

yessss, it was SO, SO needed! definitely working on my patience during this journey. sometimes it's hard, but other days i'm glad i don't have the added stress of an emotionally draining or toxic situationship. you're so right! 💗

[@shenaytp01]

Nah…your mom is definitely IT!!! Omg!! I love the way she uplifts and encourages you.🥹🙏🏾

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww, thank you soooo much! one thing about her is that she gonna keep it 100, while still being so gentle 🥹💕 love her!

[@FA9082]

Loool her mom gave her utter GARBAGE advice This is what happens when you grow up without a dad. You grow up believing utter nonsense like "just be patient, the right man will come along" 😂 If she had a dad in her life she would have someone to actually give her a plan to get what she wants, instead of empty hollow words leaving her stuck at square one

[@محمدراریروزگار]

@@AmaniRakeia سیجچ

[@محمدراریروزگار]

شسج

[@محمدراریروزگار]

نج

[@EricaVain]

Your mom is EVERYTHING!!!! EV-VER-YYYYYYY-THING OKAYYYYYYY!!!! Love her and love these affirmations for you!!! EVERYTHING she said🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@AmaniRakeia]

she truly issss! thank you so much boo! 💗

[@cambriele94]

The mom talk had me in tearsss!! Congratulations on starting your new journey ✨🎉

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww babes 🥺💞 thank you so, so much!!

[@ajiawillis7447]

The chat with you Mom was everything. I wish I grew up having talks like this with my Mom. Your Mom sounds so proud. She said I DID THAT. LOL😂. I love it.Your such a beautiful young lady. Giving Brandy Vibes. And everything your Mom was saying was pure facts. In due time everything you desire will come. I'm so glad to be able to see the journey. I think young people should discover themselves more before being tied down in a relationship. Travel, move a couple of times, and really learn what you like and dislike. I got pregnant young at 19 and did the single Mom thing so I didn't have the freedom to explore the world like I could have. And now that I have a adult kid I'm trying figure out what I like and dislike and reinvent somethings before God blesses me with that one. Enjoy the journey young lady with no meaningless soul ties. You're doing a great job Honey.

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww, thank you so much for your sweet words. this made me smile 💗 these past few years in LA alone have been such an interesting journey and chapter of discovering myself. there's so much more for me to explore and learn on my own and i'm excited for it all. it definitely does get lonely at times, but i know it'll all come together in due time.

[@ajiawillis7447]

@@AmaniRakeia you got this Boo.

[@AmaniRakeia]

@@ajiawillis7447 thank you so much!! 💗

[@manahlikefromheaven]

thank you for including your convo with your mom! felt like she was speaking to my soul, too!!!!!!

[@AmaniRakeia]

hiii babessss 💗 at this point, she's all of our mommas lollll love you moreeeeee!! thank you so much for watching 🥹

[@SW-or4ju]

Loving all the support in the comments!! This is my sign as I’m constantly looking back at all the years I’ve been procrastinating on my calling and I makes me deeply sad. But I know it’s not over until our last breath so I’ll get my mind, spirit and body back on track and figure out the next step. For now thank you for the virtual motivation! 🎉 sending you hugs all the best lovely!! ❤

[@AmaniRakeia]

omg, me tooooo it's warming my heart 🥰. it's never too late! i think the most beautiful thing is that you've found what your passion is and now you're ready to create an action plan. once i get to the point of making that action plan i feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulder. i'm rooting for you my love!! 💗

[@AlexisHope]

Congrats on taking this huge step towards being your true authentic self. That sponsorship was definitely a sign.

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so, so much Alexis!! 🥺💞 it wasn’t easy, but i did it any now i know that anything is possible. so grateful for that sponsorship 😭🙏🏾

[@jjohnson1121]

Your mom gave you the Best advice ever!💐 I love how she basically listen to you but then also gave you reassurance and confidence that it's not you. I also love the advice you gave,when you did your getting ready. That was so on point I'm glad I came across your page. I wish you the best in your new endeavors.

[@byporshadeanna]

if you settle you gonna get a bag of bs!!!! yesss mommaaaa - thats a momma!!!! Glad I came across your page again --- proud of you girl!!!!

[@DevynMoretto]

I honestly feel the same regarding my dating life. Hearing your mother talk to you reminds me of my own mother. I legit started to tear up with you. Love this and you have a new subscriber!!!

[@AmaniRakeia]

yes girl! setting these boundaries for myself is as i'm re-opening myself up to dating again is so, so important! thank you so, so much for watching and being here! 💗

[@bokamosomalahlela2879]

aww man. 🥹 i discovered your channel about a week ago & i’ve been binge watching since then, from your first vlog to now & what a full circle moment, the self-employment, the 10k subbies & the date. ❤ wishing you all the best. really love your energy, your living alone diaries have been so therapeutic and an inspiration. love from South Africa!x

[@heysimonecarlene]

had to spin the block real quick to peek into the archives. watching you affirm your belief and trust in yourself is so inspiring and the convo with your mom made me cry. much success to you ms. amani 💕

[@marylillian2876]

Your mom gave me such this warm feeling..I needed to hear this and I love your vlogs..🤍

[@diaryofdiyahmoon]

Moms was spittin that REAL 🤎

[@sezzyro]

i just discovered you and i love your energy!! i’ve been in a posting slump and you’ve given me motivation ❤ so happy you’re making the moves to be happy!

[@MariahLove]

Today makes a month that i quit my 9 to 5 to be a stay at home wife and mom ❤ congratulations to you , it’s freeing

[@AmaniRakeia]

ahhh, omg!! congratulations to you, sis!! ❤❤ it’s so freeing!! i’m rooting for you!!

[@DebraMorgan-u8b]

Amani loves too see make new Videos I love your genuine spirit❤

[@LeahAdiyba]

My mum gives me these talks too! It’s hard but I think it’s just a reminder that something good is coming! Settling is not an option tbh

[@AmaniRakeia]

i love that!! and you're so right. settling is not at all a part of the plan! 💗 we got this!

[@Herlusciousskyn]

I will always be here for THE RIGHT, WRONG OR INDIFFRANCE. THATS WHAT MOMS DO. and you keep doing what's makes you happy! And your energy is definitely real and fun. I so love you! You love yourself more, and everything will fall into place. Mom. Love love. Your BIGGEST FAN AND CHEERLEADER. WATCHING YOU TO GET TO THE FINISH LINE. ❤

[@nels7816]

The best support is from our momma 💕💕💕 it just fuels us different 🥺 you got this!! Your mamma assures it!! 🙌🏽💫

[@Reviewsbycheekarrr]

Hi Amani So glad you have your mom to pick you up when you are down Found you last week and I’ve watched almost All your videos and I love them ❤❤❤

[@AmaniRakeia]

hi my love!! omg, this made me smile 🥹💕 thank you so, so much!! so happy you’re here ❤

[@bigsisterology]

I hear the New York accent in momma. She reminds me so much of my childhood friend who’s passed 😢 and always given great advice but boy did she talk fast 😂 I miss her so much and wish I can hear her voice again

[@AmaniRakeia]

LOL yes, she's been in NY all her life. i'm so sorry to hear about your childhood friend 💗. sending you big, big hugs

[@Mz_ladee]

I honestly don’t know how I stumbled across your vlogs last week but you have been so helpful while I’m in my single season….. I’m subscribed!! now I have to go watch all the other videos lol! ❤

[@SweetpeaC]

your momma said what needed to be said! I really enjoyed this blog and I love your editing. Congrats on quitting your 9-5 and taking on the role as a full time creator 🎉🎉

[@AmaniRakeia]

she sure didddd!! thank you so so much for your kind words! i'm so excited for this new journey 💗

[@seriahalexus]

You are soo talented and I have been obsessed with your vlogs! I wish you the best on your new journey 🥰

[@AmaniRakeia]

Awww, this warmed my heart sooo much!! i appreciate you 💗

[@michelleswanston5882]

Kudos to you and making that move, very brave, excited for your next steps!! I left my job of 5 years about a year ago, it was definitely a leap of faith, and it was the best thing. Love the pep talk from mom, 100% agree that you don't want to settle and lower your standards for companionship. Focusing on my career and leveling up in life has shown me fewer and fewer options though, so that's probably the other side of the coin. I've recently adopted the same approach to dating that you described, less pressure, more fun, enjoy!!

[@zoeyzoey3384]

I literally love u little sis.. you remind me of me when I was your age. As a matter of fact.. YOU Represent 80% (if not more) of Black women!!

[@LuvSabrinaBell]

First off YAY to 10k, love the growth and there is more to come and I can't wait to see it. Love your mom's motivation I needed to hear that as well. ❤❤❤

[@AmaniRakeia]

we made it to 10k girrrrlll!!! omg! there's so much more to come and i'm so happy to have you here on this journey with me 💗

[@LuvSabrinaBell]

And I am here to stay. You got this 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@ammoymorgan7083]

hey love, I'm new here :) i love your content. your mommy sounds so new york i love it! lol (im a bronx girl)

[@zoeyzoey3384]

Your an inspiration! Even to me.. makes me want to be bold and open my life.. to help others ❤

[@DebraMorgan-u8b]

Amani loves your Vlogs and your sweet spiritual person❤

[@forpurpose2147]

Congratulations on your overall happiness of setting yourself free. This was such an encouraging watch 🥰

[@princesswilliamsmommyof5]

Awww you seem happier this video. Happy your happy stay blessed girl.

[@AmaniRakeia]

Awww, i'm so happy you can feel the energy! i feel like i'm gradually getting back to my joy and happiness 💗

[@DanyelleHygrade]

I love you energy! I instantly subscribed 🫶🏾

[@JamiliaKibibi]

Mommy's advice was great!!! All in due timing!!!

[@reneecherrie]

So excited for your next chapter! I hope u had fun on your date! I can't wait to hear the deets!🎉

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww, thank you sooo much! can’t wait to share the teeeaaaaa ❤

[@Heymscarter]

Congrats to you! Keep following your dreams.

[@carmencarmen7117]

Congratulations on all your new life endeavors 🎉and continue to celebrate all your victories even the small ones! 😊

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so, so much Carmen! 💗 i appreciate you!

[@Adventurous-intovert]

I love your content sis your so sweet and so in tuned with your emotions and great communicator being vulnerable is something I’m always working on love it sis 💜 from a fellow ♏️

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww, thank you so so much, sis! i swear vulnerability and communication is my super power loll. keep working at it! love you scorpio sissss 🦂💗

[@Adventurous-intovert]

Your welcome love you to girl!! I’m hoping to be consistent in my content as well I see you quit your job sis that’s such a big move your going to receive all the blessings you deserve!

[@OooLaLaBlog]

I just want to say I tried Matcha for the first time yesterday b/c of you and now I see what the hype is about. I like it!! 🙌🏽

[@jjones4458]

Congratulations on doing what makes you happy. That’s what life is about. New sub I really love your channel.

[@zoeyzoey3384]

YOU ARE PERFECTLY ON THE RIGHT TRACK.. 🎉KEEP IT UP!

[@courtneymcgriff-taylor3853]

Hey girl how you doing i hope all is well and I am 26 also and been single for three years now and I will keep you in my prayers and god will send you the right person when it’s time like your mom said

[@kennethking5424]

#1#LOVE LOVE LOVE #LOVE THIS ONE#LOVE IT

[@princessprincess2896]

Can’t wait to hear about your date. From the looks of it, it looks like it went well 🤞🏾

[@AmaniRakeia]

can't wait to spill the teeaaaaa 👀

[@thelifeofkgotee]

I've fallen in love with this channel 💗

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww, this made me smileeeeee thank you so so muchhhh! i really appreciate you for watching and being here 🥹

[@allglammedup]

I love love love Matcha! I am going to order that Limited addition one before it sells out. Great video. Thank you for sharing!!!

[@AmaniRakeia]

i love matcha tooooo!! 💗 yes! i love the Nodoka blend! it's listed in the description for you :) or you can check Ippodo's website!

[@Ms.Scorpio1026]

I rewinded back 3X to hear your mom’s pep talk. I needed to hear that message. I’m gonna record that & put it on my phone 💯💯

[@AmaniRakeia]

replay it as many times as you need to!! 💗

[@sallykhasoha9413]

your mum made me cry too. She the best ❣

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww my heart 🥹💗

[@LovelyLeeLee]

I aint never clicked so fast !!!!! im a new subscriber and I love it here !

[@AmaniRakeia]

yayyyy! thank you so much for watching 🥰💕

[@NYCAngel55]

Hi there @Amani Rakeia . I just found your channel and I'm here for it. May I ask where you got the teapot ?

[@bumpinthat]

love your channel so much♥️sending you lots of love!!

[@AmaniRakeia]

aww, thank you so so much my love! i appreciate it! ❤

[@thelifeofkgotee]

Goodluck with this journey ma! 💗I wish you all the best!

[@mayasspace]

new subscriber

[@AmaniRakeia]

hiiiii maya gurrrrllll 🥰❣️ yes girl you for this!! the time will come a lot sooner than you think! don’t stop pursuing! ✨ i’m rooting for you!!

[@zoeyzoey3384]

🎉Yayeee.. for everything you belive in..Continue to be bold Ms. SUNSHINE!

[@cozyhomequeen]

I love your energy 😍 Subscribed!

[@MariahLove]

Your mom is amazing

[@AmaniRakeia]

love her downnn ❤

[@kennethiavail1719]

This vlog was so fun! New subscriber

[@MissMosstheBossTV]

Girl why are you living my life lol even the talks with your mom is how mine be going with mine 😂 so here for this content

[@destonijohnson3944]

Congratulations on being a full time content creator!🎉 Can you maybe do a video on how to be come a full time content creator and what you have learnt along the way?❤️❤️ also just subscribed because I love you videos, they are so inspiring and I love your vibe✨!!

[@germainelawrence7993]

I am beyond proud of you Amani!! All your dreams are coming true, you are inspiring me! ❤ also can your mom call me because I needed that same pep talk😊!

[@lindaann768]

Beautifully said I agree and understand 💯 congratulations on your journey God has your back trust and believe

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so, so much! going to keep the faith on this new journey! 💗

[@alexistribble6279]

Good to see you back babes! Hopefully, everything is okay! Love you lots! 💕😊

[@AmaniRakeia]

sooooo happy to be back! i've been down bad and saaaad. lol things are looking up though. thank you so much babes! love you too 💗

[@alexistribble6279]

@@AmaniRakeia glad to hear it! I’ve been in the same boat! It’s going to be better! 😘

[@open2417]

I'm here for it!! Let's get those videos and brands going and make that $$$!!

[@AmaniRakeia]

yaaassss! it’s time to get it going!! ❤

[@AmmeliaMae]

So so excited for you!!!

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so much! ❤❤❤

[@bessieholmes9212]

You go woman! Get that matcha DANCE on....

[@Esteppang]

Love your energy

[@sabrinarosemin9549]

Hi Yes be patient trust me I know .. I’m married and I’m not happy at all girl .. If I had to do it over i would’ve waited.. your season is coming .. yes i love watching your KZbin channel you’re funny and beautiful. 🫶🏾peace and love

[@tarabeeeeee]

I’ve never tried Matcha 🍵 but this makes me want to try it for sure ! Looks delicious

[@AmaniRakeia]

girrrrlll!! you have to try matcha! when i first tried matcha it was at starbucks and i would order the mango dragon fruit lemonade or strawberry acai lemonade and add 2-3 scoops of matcha in it. it was the perfecccct drink and a great way to get used to the taste of matcha.

[@MovitionalDiary]

You got this❤ we are here for you 🎉

[@AmaniRakeia]

awww, thank you so so much!! i appreciate it 🥰

[@JizzyOnWardrobe]

Oh and Congrats! You did your big one! You will be a success! I did the same thing in October 2022! Best decision ever!

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so, soooo much! 💗 OMG huge congrats and shout out to youuuu!! you deserve!

[@Nakedheleco]

I’m going to replay that phone call whenever I’m feeling down.

[@brittanyt.1603]

Hey 💗. I hope you’re doing well. You made my day by posting a video. 😊

[@AmaniRakeia]

omg, hi Brit baby!! 💗💗💗 i am doing a bit better thank you for your well wishes. your comment just made me smile 🥹. i hope you enjoy!

[@brittanyt.1603]

yasss the video was right on time girl. omg, I want to know how your date went. now I have to wait 😢 I love this for you though!…I’m patiently waiting on my date lol

[@missdanaoliver]

“If you settle for anything, you gonna end up with a bag of BS!” 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

[@NyArnold]

Whoever you were on the phone with is a real one 👏🏾

[@AmaniRakeia]

hehe that was my mom 🥰💕

[@NyArnold]

❤ I needed that talk so tell her I said thanks vlog momma 😂

[@britt_taylor]

Yes to boundaries. And good luck, sis. I met my now husband on Hinge. Best decision I ever made even though it took my best friend a while to convince me to join me 😂

[@AmaniRakeia]

boundaries are important! still working through learning how to stand firm on them, but it's a process. i loveeeee this for you!! you gotta tell me more about your hinge experience when meeting hubby! 💗

[@FunandBudget]

I seen Matcha latte recipe in the title - so had to watch being that I have all the ingredients and none of the know how...lol. Watched entire video and was like yes mama - feed her spirit feed her spirit!

[@DestinyBreana]

Girl I wanna live the same way! I’m battling waking up w such stress and uneasiness of the day cause this job is not it for me ugh

[@AmaniRakeia]

girrrrrl, i could not keep doing and living that lifestyle any longer. it wasn't worth it. sending you big hugs on your journey babes 💗

[@jessmruth]

Congrats on becoming a full time Creator!

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so so much!! 🥰

[@lanhir02]

Keep your head up dear, I’m in the same boat as you are but trust me I’ve been talking to my lord and savior to keep me afloat, keep my mental health in order and just as your mother said keep praying God will send the right person along. I know waiting is hard and it gets lonely but it will happen on Gods time and not our own timing.

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so much for your kind words my love. it truly means a lot, we got this!

[@cupoftea434]

Hey sisss! Lovely vlog, per usual! You looked so good for your date but not you leaving us hanging with the tea 😂💕 Oh and congrats on taking the leap and putting you first! 🎉

[@AmaniRakeia]

hey sis!! thank you so, so much! you know i had to leave y'all with just a little taste 😉 lollll. i'm so excited for this new chapter!!

[@rahonlashon]

You can do it . Keep Jesus first and follow your heart in truth. YOU GOT THIS!

[@rhyantaylor9498]

1. Mom was talking to us both😭 I felt every single thing she said! Love that. 2. Where is your tye die hoodie from?? It’s so cute!

[@AmaniRakeia]

she sure waaassss a MESSAGE!! LOL and my hoodie is from this brand called Neoity. i think they have an IG and wesbite too! i ended up getting it from the Melrose trading post here in LA.

[@shinaj9626]

❤🙏🏽👋🏽😃Hello young lady. Your mother is great. My son is 26. Only child. He's married now and happy with my granddaughter and my sweet daughter in law. I related to my son the same way Your mother relates to you. I wanted him to talk to me about ANYTHING that he wanted to. By the way I just came across your video. Great content and I'm a new subbie. Thanks for sharing this.

[@manythingsmona]

Hi there I’ve searched high and low in your like to know it for this coat. Can you share the info?

[@lexxlovelyness]

Love your heart 🥹

[@anavalenzuela3223]

Your mom is totally right. When you become desperate you'll be mad at yourself for finding bullshit. Focus on your career; when you least expect it, Mr. Right will be there. God's time is perfect.

[@AmaniRakeia]

i 1,000% agree! thank you for your kind words 💗

[@creatingmissjones1711]

In your dating journey, I suggest you read the book series “The Rules”. It’s transformative. Congratulations on betting on yourself.

[@AmaniRakeia]

OMG! Going to check this out! thank you so much for your recommendation! 💗

[@Barbie7302]

Do you have money saved up to be able to quit and pay all your expenses? What was the reason you gave to your manager?😊

[@AmaniRakeia]

hi babes! yes, i have money saved up and cover bills/expenses ❤ i told my manager that i need a mental health break and take some time away. i could have taken a mental health leave, but instead i just decided to step back entirely. hope this helps!

[@Barbie7302]

@@AmaniRakeia hey Amani! I’m planning on quitting my 9-5 by the end of this year and need to come up with a game plan. Any advice? I recently started a side business but have lot of work to do on it. I’m so over working 9-5, it’s not fulfilling and really soul crushing. I’d rather be my own boss. I hate the toxic environment and people and overall so many reasons! Is your main source of income KZbin or do you have others?

[@AmaniRakeia]

@@Barbie7302 my biggest piece of advice would be to figure out what your "jump fund" number is (how much you need to have saved away to hold your over for the next 6 months) save up to that amount and then you can officially put in your two weeks. in the meantime, continue to put in as much energy as you can into your side hustle so that you can starting bringing in a bit more income from your side hustle. you got this babes!! keep pursuing and try not to get discouraged along the way. it'll happen exactly when it's supposed to!

[@Barbie7302]

@@AmaniRakeia thank you for the motivation! ❤️ It’s awesome that you are now able to do what you love and not have to work under anyone, that is freedom!

[@sametram]

Really enjoyed the Vlog honeyyy

[@AmaniRakeia]

yay!! so happy to hear! thank you so much for watching my love 💗

[@sametram]

@@AmaniRakeia no problem! 🖤

[@ndutakatuta4060]

i've discovered your channel today, subscribed and i'm watching all the videos....

[@AmaniRakeia]

aw! thank you so much! so happy you’re here 😊 thank you for watching ❤

[@clariesemikell7785]

I truly understand sweetie of how you feeling and what you're going through I pray to God that it gets easier I have to pray everyday over myself with the lonely feeling it's like a void it's like a piece of you is missing people always say oh focus on this focus on that like you said on your last blog that I watched you say that you have built your career you've been doing this you've been doing that you've been doing this listening to everybody else sometimes it's not always the best thing you have to do what's best for you but at the same time just be careful cuz I know because I haven't been in a serious serious committed relationship where I felt like that this person was meant for me since my divorce that was 9 years ago have I tried a few times maybe conversating talking or whatever to a few people yes but when I realized it wasn't going nowhere and it was not for me that person was not for me I had to walk away pray that God will sin the right man that's meant for you so you do not lose yourself and give so much to the wrong man because I did that for 2 years thinking that this man was meant for me out of 9 years he was the only one that I kind of put some time into and it's like so much of it on his end was a lie😢😢😢😢 I truly understand I have my moments sometimes and people always say me and you so cool beautiful smile beautiful personality you're nice looking your clean you know how to cook and everything so if I have all of them good qualities while I'm always alone why men that comes in my life always want to try to play games I feel your pain

[@zoeyzoey3384]

Fuuuuuùuu.. these non since boys.. You will be good. This is your time to Grow as the Woman u are intended to be! ❤

[@AboutShanice]

Love your vlogs, do you mind telling us where your hoody's from? x

[@AmaniRakeia]

thank you so much my love! it's from Neoity! i think they have a website and IG page that you can check out :)