Living Alone in the Ph ep16 🕯️dealing w/ BAD NEWS & FEARS with a warm & comforting scented candle

hi :)
I hope you're having a good day! I want to be vulnerable with you in today's vlog. I am currently scared and fearful of what is to come. I'll share with you the recent updates of my life and thank you for being there.
also, I unbox my first ever pr package. so happy! thank you #happyisland for sending them through. the candles are like a warm hug on a bad day.
thank you for stopping by ♥
hope you enjoy this week's video and I'll see you in the next vlog!
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Cam: iPhone 12pro
Editing software: VLLO
Ipad: Ipad air 5th gen
Laptop: Macbook pro 13” 2020
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[@chiarajulieannsacdalan295]

I have been watching you for quite sometime now. Thank you for your very well made vlogs. I look forward to every time you post. I pray that it is nothing serious and that you will completely recover very soon. Take care always.❤

[@ordinaryL]

thank you so much! thank you for including me in your prayers, it means a lot to me. and thank you for enjoying and appreciating my vlogs. you inspire me to continue despite of all of these uncertainties 🤍🤍🤍

[@evrydaylifeofanrph]

I pray it's nothing serious girl. Please take care of yourself. Get enough rest and eat healthy. Huggggssss 🤗🤗

[@ordinaryL]

thanks girl! your messages are so touching. I'll do my best to take care of myself 🤍

[@dzaesimag4834]

Take care of your health. Hope its nothing serious. Praying for you...🤗

[@ordinaryL]

thank you so much. this means a lot to me 🤍

[@moi2642]

I (60 yrs)overcame my fears by realising your fear gets bigger if you don’t tackle it. Every time I’ve tried something I feared, I realised my fear for the fear was bigger than the original fear All you can do is fail, get up and try again You learn from your mistakes and your dares 😀

[@ordinaryL]

I love this 🤍 thanks for sharing this with us. this is very inspiring to hear.

[@HitoguraChanJapan]

I just ate dinner but watching this made me feel hungry again. The toast you made, the Korean dishes, and the fried chicken were just too much. On a serious note, I hope whatever is bothering you in your throat isn’t a serious thing. 🤞🏽 🙏🏾

[@ordinaryL]

I've been eating more recently because I noticed I'm losing weight. and I'm craving for it hehehe 😅 thank you for your concern, I hope it too 🤞🏼

[@HitoguraChanJapan]

@@ordinaryL ohhhh sounds nice! All the best! 🤞🏽 🙏🏾

[@iDillyD]

Really admire your vlogs. wish I could vlog so aesthetically haha.. Love your channel!

[@ordinaryL]

thank you so much!! it's just tons of trial and error. just keep on practicing and you'll learn your own style :)

[@lylitwins1931]

Take care ❤ I hope it’s nothing serious. Including you in our prayers 🙏🏻

[@ordinaryL]

thank you for including me in your prayers! this is so touching 🥹🤍

[@YanahaKatrina]

You can also try avocado toast with sunny side up egg (with runny yolk) then garnish with chili flakes

[@ordinaryL]

ohhhh that sounds good! I'll try it next 😊

[@ciarelle]

new subbie here 💗

[@ordinaryL]

yay! thank you 🤍🤍🤍

[@anywayanyhow]

Wala pang 2 mins, may dalawang ads agad 😅

[@ordinaryL]

Hala ganun po ba? i-non ko lang po yung ads eh tapos nag automatic placing lang si KZbin 😅✌🏼 ayusin ko na lang po.

[@kdlately]

@@ordinaryL ok lang may ads tbh, i love supporting silent youtubers ♡

[@ordinaryL]

thank you @kdlately 🤍 pero baka ang concern is wala pa ngang two minutes meron na kagad lumabas na ads hahahuhu which is inalis ko na. di ko naman kasi usually chine-check ang ads placement, hinahayaan ko nang si KZbin ang gumawa nun. lesson na din to sakin na I-check next time.

[@studentdoctorjoanna1345]

Sounds like hyperthyroidism! Are you losing weight too?

[@ordinaryL]

yes, I'm losing weight too 😔

[@chidao416]

​@@ordinaryLI have basedow, which is the most common form of hyperthyroidism. I lost weight, my heart rate increased, my neck was slightly enlarged, and although my hands were not shaking, it is a very common sign. But I didn't feel any pain. Although any disease is not good news, hyperthyroidism is not too serious. Hope whatever you're dealing with is also not serious. 🤞

[@ordinaryL]

that will be a relief to know. I hope it's just that and nothing serious. 🙏🏼