🇺🇸 Living in the U.S. for a Month Vlog ep.5

[@Tori_zzang]

소희웅니 2023 고생많았어요 2024도 함께하고 우리 팬미팅도 .. 하자!!!!!!!! 그래도 아직은 소희지 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@체리쥬글래-e7f]

컨디션 안 좋다더니 감기 오려고 그랬나 봐ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 그래도 뜨끈한 설렁탕 먹고 쉬면서 컨디션 좋아져서 다행이야. 소희 미국에서 진짜 알차게 보냈다 ㅋㅋ 전시도 많이 보고 운동도 하고 공연도 보고 일도 하고 또 잘 쉬기도 하고.. 멋져💛 아프지 말고 한 해 마무리 잘하자 소희야❤

[@SB-nv3eu]

뭘 먹을 때 마다 젤 예쁨 보는 내내 좋으네요. 고맙습니다. 감기로 마지막 액땜까지 다 했으니 새해에도 무탈하게 솧솧한 일상 함께 해주길 바래봅니다. 다들 새해 복 많이들 받으세요.

[@김쿠쿠쿠쿠잏잏]

영상 너무 잔잔하구 힐링넘죠타,,,

[@yushin0408]

2024년도 쏘희 수고많았어요🌟 다가오는 2025년에도 건강하고 행복한 쏘희가 되달라고 앞으로도 계속 응원할게요☺️언제나 사랑해요🤍💕꽃길만걷자 고고 🌸🫶🏻

[@제트-h2n]

25년이요..?? 😶

[@Asssohee]

하긴...소희한테 시간은 무의미하지...늙지를 않아!ㅠㅋ

[@수박-b2f]

넵…?

[@UNroCK_SEvaNT]

ㅇㅈ만두꽃길써희

[@오레-b6h]

2023년 마지막 소희언니 영상 올려주셔서 감사해용🫶 23년 한해 행복한 한해 보내셨길 바라며 다가오는 2024년 새해 복 많이 받으시고 더 행복하고 건강한 한해 되시라고 가장 먼저 언니에게 새해 인사 나눠요😆☺️

[@lauraa-d4p]

좋은 영상 자주 올려줘서 행복❤ 2024년도 소희도 나도 다 행복하고 바라는거 다 이뤄지게 기도할게요

[@Dawn._]

낙낙한 영상 분량도 친절한 타임라인도 소희님도 너무 좋아요... 착장 세련된 뉴요커같고 넘 예쁜 것💓 미식가신 것 같아요! 음미하며 천천히 드시는 모습 보기 좋아요ㅎㅎ

[@영훈-z1q]

새해 복 많이 받으세요 해피 뉴 이어

[@엘레고스]

Happy mew year!!!! 쏘희 벱베!!! 2024년도에도 즐거운 일만 가득하길

[@dwoo0712]

예쁜 소희님 23년도 수고 많으셨습니다 24년에는 행복한 날들이 가득하기를 바랍니다 새해 복 많이 받으세요

[@팥붕어빵-t3x]

2023년 마지막날 그리고 2024년의 첫날 소희를 볼 수 있어서 쮸아❤❤ 소희도 솧튜브도 2024년 행복한 새해 되세용❤

[@이수빈-u5k]

한달이 넘는 시간 동안 소희님의 LA & 뉴욕 여행 브이로그를 보고 있는데 하나도 질리지 않고 계속 보고 싶어요~♡♡ 근데 벌써 다음편이 마지막 이라니ㅠ 그래도 화보찍는 소희님을 볼 생각을 하니까 너무 기대됩니다🗽

[@judielcabalatungan7338]

새해 복 많이 받아

[@Uyhyeon]

올해 너무 고마운 영상 올려주셔서 항상 감사하게 봤어유 ㅎ 24년도 또한 더 행복하고 고마운 영상들 기대할게요! 해피뉴이얼!!

[@박기범-v3y]

소희님 브이로그를 잘 볼게요 새해복 많이 받으세요

[@숀현서]

2024 갑진년은 우리 소희가 이루고자 하는 모든 소망이 이뤄지고 계속 승승장구 할거야. 머리에서 발끝까지 다 사랑스러운 솧희! "새해는 ♡복복복♡ 배달이 끊이지 않을거야"! 늘 고맙고 사랗해 💚💓💞💕💚

[@지안-c8j]

우와 ~~~ 소희언니다 ❤❤

[@체리쥬글래-e7f]

소희야 연말 마무리 잘하고 새해 복 많이 받아💛 내년에도 소희, 솧튜브 화이팅💛 솧튜브 잘 볼게!!

[@Thankshappy23]

조형물이 진짜 남다르네요~~😮😮❤❤👍👍

[@황민수-d8o]

올 한해도 수고 하셨습니다 새해 복 많이 받으세요

[@july.7_3]

소희씨 happy new year-* 라스트 뉴욕편도 기대할게요! 올 한 해 건강하고, 새해 복 많이 받기 💛

[@Jiseok_]

소희 좋아유~❤

[@tiaratiara7584]

Happy new year 2024 sohee. Thanks for continuing upload vlog for us. I wish you the best for 2024, new movie , new drama and great success. I really want to watch missing season 3, i hope the drama will have season 3. Also i wish to see sohee acting in Hollywood movie. Good luck and stay safe for everything you do sohee. We will always support you.

[@dyoongX2]

소희언니 뉴욕 브이로그 다 봤어요!!! 밥친구로 잔잔하고 완전 대리여행

[@오성균-o3k]

새해 복많이 받으세요

[@마아클진훈]

새해 복 많이 받으세요😄😄

[@C10UDH3R3]

뉴욕은 좋네요 💚❤️ 그런데 새해 복 많이 받으세요 소희!!! 💛

[@bentheswitchsportsfan06]

Hopefully your time here will be awesome!!! Be safe and we americans will support you!!! 🇺🇸❤️🇰🇷

[@kokkiri_is_elephant]

이야~~!!! 안소희 사랑해-!!! 우리 2024에도 함께해~🍋🍋🍋💛💛💛

[@yahutnsto3162]

Happy new year ❤❤❤❤❤

[@heeyoonkim5760]

미국 한참 잇는 듯 새해 복 많이 받으세요 소희님 연기 하는 모습도 보고 싶네요

[@keke4885]

재미따재미따 쏳브이로그 💛 새해복마니바다요 쏳!!!!

[@thomasburrell9311]

Happy new year

[@thomasburrell9311]

Hello

[@vasudevtiwaritales20]

Happy new year sohee 🎉🎉

[@kimloveagain.]

와 진짜 낭만있다 외국서 크리스마스를보내다니 어떤기분일지:!::!:;);)

[@brandlee5089]

저도 16년도에 연말을 미국 뉴욕에서 보냈는데, 다른 계절과 다른 매력이 있었어요 :) 거리 곳곳에서는 크리스마트 장식(트리 등)과 복장이 즐비했었고, 크리스마스가 끝나는 시점에서는 연말로 넘어가는 행사 "드롭볼"이 열렸죠. 가는 곳곳마다 사람들이 넘쳐서 제대로 구경하기 힘들었고요. 한데 아쉬운 점들도 많이 있었습니다. 가격이 안 쓰여진 패스트푸드 가판대는 가격이 천차만별이였고, 겨울이라 공원은 앙상한 나뭇가지와 얼어붙은 강, 호수였고, 쉽게 이동하려고 탄 지하철에서는 쓰레기, 악취, 엄청 큰 쥐, 대소변 등 냄새가 뒤엉켰고, 가는 지역마다 사람이 많아서 줄 서는 것은 기본(랜드마크, 맛집 뿐 아니라 일반 괜찮은 식당도) 사진 한 장 제대로 찍기 힘들 정도 였어요. 거기에 팁... 물론 다 드렸지만 더 불편하더군요. 그리고 유명 장소는 매번 가방이며, 소지품이며, 신발 등 검사해서 들어가는 것도 아쉬웠고요. 다행히 절도범이나 마그네틱으로 카드 복사 등 범죄는 없었지만 그래도 한번 가는 것은 만족이나 두번은 못갈 여행이였어요 :)

[@에델-m6z]

겨울이라 나무 앙상하고 시람많은건 충분히 예상가능 연말 대도시 그것도 뉴욕여행가는거면 이런건 ㅇㅋ하고 가는거 아닌지 동남아도 아니고 겨울에 푸르르길 기대한거? 사람많은거 싫은데 뉴욕을?

[@0310-x5z]

아프지망 소희 😢

[@isfj-t9325]

솧 귀여워😊

[@march__clover_club]

22:29 안잃어버리면 되져~~~~ 찡긋 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@체리쥬글래-e7f]

9:12 케이스 바꾸니까 전차스 또 엄청 잘 보인다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@0in285]

혼자서도 카메라보고 말 많은 소희 너무 소중해

[@jjkkk8104]

2024년도 행복하자❤

[@aoliapple]

나의 연예인 소희님표 뉴욕 한달살기 푹빠져서 잘보고있어요 헿 오트밀크라떼도 따라사먹구요~~ 🥐☕️

[@jjkkk8104]

예쁘다 예뻐~

[@beenie_ss]

저번에 지나가다가 언니 봤는데 저랑 남자친구 둘다 우와...!하고 갔어요ㅎㅎ 뉴욕에서 본다구?! 하고 둘다 너무 신기해한 기억이 나네용🫢💓

[@김효준-i8d]

❤❤소희 최고다 👍

[@텅]

소희야 내년에도 잘해보자

[@라온-g8c]

아이돌때 고생많이 한거 보상받는것 같네요.힐링 잘 하고 무사 귀국하길..

[@탕슈슈숫육]

언니 진짜 뜬금 없는 거 아는데요ㅜㅜ 혹시 온호프 브랜드는 아예 끝난건가용..?? 재 출시 가능성이 아예 없는거에용..?ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 저 진짜 너무 잘 쓰고 있었는데 사라져서 마음이 아파요..

[@user-er1kh6fc5t]

Feliz ano nuevo

[@야인남봉]

🥰🥰🥰

[@thomasburrell9311]

What's your location?

[@qkr412548]

다음에는 마다가스카르나 동티모르같은데 한달살기 해주세요!!

[@Sazahu2]

😊

[@cgnheonydtm]

소희님 사랑하고 더 좋은 작품 기대할께요 그리고 원더걸스 막내's모임영상 보고싶어요(소희♥,선미,혜림,현아)이렇게 안소희 채널에서 보고싶어요 2024년 청🐉해 새해 복 많이받으세요

[@우유-z6n]

우와 37분❤❤❤❤❤

[@miwa992]

ソヒ💛💛💛最高！

[@sarahhc3984]

소희언니가 마지막에 입은 그레이코트 어디거인지 아시는분....??😮

[@이나윤-l6n]

2024년도잘행복하게사세요그리고돌아가지마세요

[@꽃피울수]

블랙드레스 항상 챙기시는건 어디꺼예용~?

[@Asssohee]

롱샴

[@leeshy5236]

그래도 아직은 소희지

[@UNroCK_SEvaNT]

new york new york alone olne pleaae~~○□○●○

[@tedbear159]

😽😗😽😗😽😗😽😗😽😗😽😽💋

[@herlenodonchimeg66]

its wondergirls sohee ?

[@aquinas_choi]

아뇰로띠소희

[@찾아라-l4u]

그기인생인기라 바람처럼물처럼흘러가는데로

[@devinj-np7dd]

Oink Oink.. I remember someone would say.. WHY if you know.. what if it never happens.. what if YOU never come around and I am just dreaming of a Vision.. only thinking that it be true when It is NOT.. a friend would tell me.. that it can be a fictional Tale.. that It is NOT true.. that what If.. and I would be looking at the friend and I would say.. I refuse to hear the words if YOU are against Me.. but I know that the friend can be right.. sometimes I do wonder.. if this is ALL fictional tale.. and I asked the Friend.. did YOU ever fell in Love before.. the friend looks at me and tells me that he did.. of course the friend does Not know what it means to write YOU a Letters.. to tell you a story of How much I love YOU.. does Not know what it means to be creative with Your Art and to master the Art by loving YOU.. to become the Master in the gift of loving YOU so much that Along the way.. the fictional tale can truly come True.. and I asked the Friend.. do YOU know what it means to share a Letter.. do you know what it means to write a Love Letter and to grow in love as a Real man can do and give.. the Friend looks at me and could not say a word.. Of course the friend could Not say because How can that friend relate with my Confession of Loving YOU.. NO ONE knows unless YOU give and try the best way to share what it means to really Love YOU and to grow the Love I have for you because it means it only comes from the Art.. I wish that YOU can see me as an artist in Writing.. that I do also have an Art to share with YOU and to tell you a story.. a story that ONLY can come Once in a Life time and to know that I will fight for the Love I have for YOU.. I will keep on telling YOU that I love YOU.. until the whole world will see that a Real man can truly define and also can express through the discovery of his OWN ART to tell you that this is the way I can also Love YOU.. I am not sure but many would say.. is Love by giving much money to Others.. is that the Only way you can show how much you can love.. by giving many expensive things to YOU.. buying you this and that.. But when I love YOU.. you have everything that YOU do NOT need a MAN to give you those things because when I choose to Love.. I know that YOU will become the greatest.. the Biggest.. the smartest.. can buy any expensive things without the Helping of a MAN because YOU are truly the Most independent person in the world will see.. I would be standing here.. my hand holding to the Handle bar of the drawer.. I am trying to go to sleep but I know that my Heart needs to see YOU before I go to sleep.. I struggle daily because I know there are Nights I just can't sleep.. after I see your Picture.. my Heart is dying for YOU and I am crying inside wanting to Hold YOU in my arms.. I believe as the Love starts to grow over a time.. I think the longing and yearning is real.. the distance of and miles of away YOU are.. and I be missing YOU.. and missing YOU drives me crazy.. sometimes I needs to bring Out the Bottle of whiskey because I just can't sleep.. I would be crying wanting to be with YOU.. and I would turn to LOOK.. a Heart shape Pillow.. in my room.. and I would be thinking of YOU.. holding that Heart shape Pillow as if YOU are in my arms.. as I turn to the Bed.. My hand on the handle bar of the drawer.. I know if I take a Look of this Picture of YOU.. I am Not sure if I am able to go to sleep tonight.. but My Heart knows what he wants.. I know that I came to this drawer because it if Your Picture and I want to see YOU.. I needs to see YOU and I would ask myself what do I do.. can this be real.. can my Heart feels this Real of loving YOU.. just like How the friend would say to me.. can it be truly fictional.. but I know that I have already made UP my Mind and when I made it.. I know I will go all IN no matter how Long.. what people would say.. even what the Friend told Me.. but One thing that I know is I know my Own Heart.. I know what I want and truly Need.. it is Love from YOU.. How can I get your Love without Me telling YOU that I want to Love YOU first.. and I began this journey of trying.. as I kept on trying and trying.. Now I feel in my Heart.. that I am really beginning to Love YOU.. at first I thought it be just FUN and exciting.. a new journey and a challenge.. I would even go to the Clinic to see a doctor.. and I would ask the Doctor there is something wrong with Me.. and the Doctor at the clinic would ask me and would look around.. I would tell the doctor.. I been writing a Letters and sharing what it means to love.. at first I though it would Not last at all.. I thought it be for a short time and would end.. the doctor looks at me and says what happened.. and I would say.. I have Not stopped.. and now I am beginning to be very serious about Love.. and I only told that to the doctor and Nothing More.. and to be honest with YOU.. I truly thought it would not last this far.. I thought it be a joke.. just clowning around for a short time.. but when I would be looking at your Picture and just telling YOU what my heart feels and expressing it Out to YOU through the Writings of letters.. I just could Not stop telling YOU.. I started to feel Pains in my chest.. Heart be aching.. It be so hard to breathe at a point.. going to the doctor too see how long will I live.. but loving YOU started to grow.. it kept on growing as I would try to stop myself.. I would say No.. I should not go too far.. but I knew that When I made up the Mind and make a strong decision for something I must do.. I will not give UP that easily even though I go to see the doctor.. to the clinic.. maybe I needs to replace my Heart.. or I need a new Heart.. I am feeling A lot of pains and it is so hard to breathe.. I am having hard time breathing.. and I would wonder.. One day my Mother and father walks into the room.. and sees Me laying my head on top of the desk and I die of the Heart attack of just loving YOU too strong.. and what if the Friend was right.. it was Nothing but a fictional tale and hearing the News of me dead in the room.. and yes.. there are days I would get these in the mind because I have came so far of loving YOU.. but also through this Great struggle of pains and Heart aches I go through of loving YOU.. there must be something ON the other side.. I know that the grass must be more green on the Other side because My Will and I am so determined to Love YOU.. I must Love you before I die.. I must see YOU before I die is what I would say.. even though can it be fictional.. but I know and I have faith.. I believe in Love and I believe in loving YOU so much.. I don't care if it is fictional because the strongest can break down that wall of thinking.. I know that I love YOU.. and I must conqueror and Master the Art of Love.. the Art of loving YOU telling YOU how much I really Love You.. I am standing by the drawer.. hand still hold onto the Handle bar of the Drawer and My hand pulls the drawer Out.. I am already here and have already pull the drawer open once.. I am not going to go back without because I have come here with an open mind to see Your Picture.. I just can't leave empty handed.. I did Not just come here for nothing and I must LOOK at your Picture before I lay back on the bed.. I love YOU.. YOU must know these words of Mind are reals to me Now.. at first it was like saying I like YOU.. but when YOU Put so much thoughts into and telling YOU.. expressing Out to YOU.. writing you for a while now.. I hope that YOU know that the Words YOU look now are more reals when I tell it to YOU that I love YOU.. and I hope that YOUR Heart can be open wide enough to receive it as true as I do say it and tell it and share it to YOU.. when I mean It.. I really and truly mean it Now.. that I say to YOU.. I love YOU and I miss YOU.. I would pull the drawer.. hand holding unto the Handle bar of the drawer and I see your Picture.. My other hand goes to grab unto your Picture and I look at it.. What have you done to My Heart.. it is only a Picture right.. and If it is only a Picture and Your presence is Not here with me.. does it means anything to YOU.. but when I been thinking of YOU.. and the More I put my thoughts into YOU and I look at your Picture.. when I am finding ways to tell you that I love YOU.. and looking for ways and I put my Heart in it.. I put all my Heart in it.. it becomes More than just a Picture.. because I see YOU.. I think of YOU.. you may think that I am Not joking.. that I may Not be real or keeping it real.. YOU will Not understand what I am going through UNLESS you can truly relate with Me.. HOW can you tell me that I don't love you when YOU do NOT write me a Letter.. I can write you thousands of letters with many kinds of story Now.. and Yes.. I have thinking More ways to tell YOU because My Heart is surreal at this Point.. My Love for you has grown the period of TIME and I hope that YOU KNOW it is Love.. if YOU want to believe Me.. YOU must come and sees my shoes.. then you will realize that what I am doing is because I really Love you.. I have Nothing to give.. and Like I tell you many times.. I am poor.. and I am sure you do Not want to hear this from me saying.. why am I so poor.. because I am an Artist.. a Real Artists are Not rich people.. a True Artist becomes Rich when they are gone but what I am doing is sharing my Art with YOU.. and One thing I have set in my Heart is to Master the Art of Loving YOU.. that I want to be a Great Lover.. I want you to think of One person in the world.. when It comes to mastery in Love.. from ALL of the MEN you know there should be ONE that will POP into your Mind and who has the gift and the Mastery the ART to be Your Lover.. My Heart is that One day.. some day YOU will know.. I know a Man who loved YOU so WELL.. you can feel Me.. YOU can see Me and keeps on dreaming of Me because a MAN who knows HIS OWN ART and has the Heart to master his Art

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MAH MAH.. I am thinking about the Meeting Board.. and watching the Moon that has come UP before me.. the Black smiths are all Hitting the swords with a Stone Hammer and I am waiting for My sword to be more sharpen and More stronger.. as the Master of the Black Smith is inside the place where He is at work.. and with the Seven Friends of Mine standing at the back of the training Ground.. waiting for the Swords.. and the 2nd Top rank General with the seven Generals are all with Me as they are too waiting for their Swords as many Black Smiths are using the Stone Hammers.. I can hear the hammers hitting Hard on the Blades of the swords as I am waiting for the Next Great War that is coming.. as I cannot believe that the 2nd top rank General has joined me as friends.. I have turned to LOOK up at the Moon and I am thinking of YOU.. the Queen.. who has approved the United Hands to work together.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you know that It has been since Long.. I have been loving YOU.. and as I am Looking UP at the Moon.. I just can't stop with a big Smile.. and I would think Back.. when I saw YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. My QUEEN.. My Father would be pulling the horse.. and I would be sitting on the TOP of the Horse.. Looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I would be begging my Father.. Just to take me Once to see YOU.. and I would be looking at the Art Sketch paper.. my arms around the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I would Not eat.. I would Not sleep.. but in the Little ROOM.. after the Garden was restored and was Build UP.. My Father would take a LOOK at me.. finally I would collapse and Fell into a Deep Sleep.. and I did Not wake UP for three days and slept.. I remember my Father would be by my side.. he knew if He did Not take me to see YOU.. I might end UP dead Like my Mother.. when I woke UP finally.. my Father in tears looks at Me.. almost lost me there.. and told me that He was going to see YOU.. I just could not stop.. but My Heart kept on beating Louder and Louder as I grew to Love YOU.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I don't know why but I just can't stop.. my Heart just can't stop Loving YOU.. Please tell me why.. what have you done to Me.. to My Heart.. and My Father.. with the Horse.. He carried Me and Put on the Back of the Horse.. I am thinking.. am I dreaming.. please don't wake Me UP.. if I am dreaming.. if I shall Never wake UP in the Dream.. Please.. I just don't want to get UP.. as My Father would be pulling on the ropes of the Horse and I am sitting on the TOP of the Horse.. I remember my Father asking me.. WHY do I love the QUEEN so Much.. WHY do I love HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. what Makes you so Special that even I could Not eat for many days.. and even went into a deep coma for few days and been begging my Father for a long time that I must go to see YOU.. and what if I get caught by the Law.. which a servant Boy cannot Love a Royal BLOOD LINE.. that I can be put into death.. it can cost my own Life.. isn't my Life more precious than to Love and I would be sitting on the Top of the Horse as my Father would be asking me these things.. I would say.. I only live Once.. and I will just die if it means to Die.. but to Love is just Once in a Life time.. I can't just love anyone.. must be because I know that I have a BIG HEART.. even though I may be so small.. may be nothing.. has NO NAME.. be a slave Boy.. to LOVE is to love the QUEEN.. if my Heart can only love the QUEEN and NO ONE else and even it means my Life is on the Line.. I don't care what happens to Me.. even I went into Coma.. and does Not that tell YOU enough.. that I can only Love Once and when I love.. I want to love so Big that It be impossible and for Other MEN to say.. that is HOW a Real MAN should Love.. to Love His ONE TRUE QUEEN.. and My Father stops.. and He turns to LOOK back at me.. and he smiles.. but pauses because my Grandfather was close to the King.. which is Your Father.. PEH HA who just passed away.. Must mean something there.. He was the TOP COMMANDER.. to the Highest.. the Chief Commander He was is what my Father would say.. Must be something that I am connected to HIM because My Father never dreamed anything but just to be a Head of the servant.. and I am nothing like my Father.. I want to love My QUEEN.. I want to love my HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and when I put my mind and Heart into something that means something Real and BIG.. I will Never give UP.. until my QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH sees me and believes that I may be so small what Others may be thinking.. but My Heart.. my Dreams and VISIONS are much more greater and in a SUCH HIGHER PLACE.. and My Father looks at me.. and asks.. what if I die because of this.. am I not afraid.. am I not scared and I would tell him.. if I was afraid or too scared.. I would never tried it in the first Place.. I would of never started something that I just could not finished.. I believe in Love.. and My Heart is very BIG even though I am a small person.. I am so small but my Heart and my Vision.. my Dreams of.. I will never stop until I know that my QUEEN.. which is YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH knows it the best in your Heart.. I don't care what anyone says.. but It has never stopped me to come this very far and still I have so much more to go.. and my Father laughs Out Loud and He pulls on the strings of the Horse and He begins to walk as he pulls the strings of the Horse. I am siting on the Back of the Horse.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I see the MOON appear before me.. I see the twinkles of the stars across the Sky and I am smiling as I am looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU and I would say.. MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am coming to YOU.. I will see you soon.. it takes few days to arrive to the Palace and My Father shows the Card that HE is the Head of the Servant.. the Guards by the gate opens.. and He walks while pulling on the Strings of the Horse and He goes to the training Ground.. I am looking from a distance.. and I see you standing there.. the Chief Generals with the Commanders.. even the Chief Commander is there watching YOU Practice.. I am seeing YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. as my Father keeps on walking ahead pulling on the strings of the Horse and gets closer and closer.. and He stops.. bows HIS Head to you.. and I see you Looking UP.. I am sitting on the top of the Horse.. in my hands is the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. when I see YOU holding the Bow.. in one hand.. the Other is the Arrow.. My Heart.. WHY does it keep on beating.. My Heart.. looking at you closer.. I can't believe that I am seeing YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. it has been a long time.. after YOU came to rebuild the garden.. few months has gone by.. maybe it could been years.. I really missed YOU.. I wish that I could tell YOU this.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. that I could not sleep for days.. I started Not to eat.. missing YOU has been so Hard lately.. and I remember one early Morning.. after I would beg my father.. asking him to take me to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and my father would Not listen.. telling me NO.. that I should never Love YOU.. I just could not handle this Pain of missing YOU.. I started to starve myself to death.. maybe when I am dead and gone.. he can finally see how much I loved YOU.. anyways I just could Not live with this Pain of keep on missing YOU.. my Heart kept on aching and breaking.. I would sit in the Little ROOM.. I even asked my Father again because I wanted to say something to My QUEEN.. to my HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I had NO little ROOM.. I had No shelter to put over my Head.. I had to sleep outside or at the friend's house.. felt like a Homeless Poor Boy.. but now I had a Little ROOM that I can put my Head over.. can sleep.. and I would hear my father telling me NO NO NO.. it is just too dangerous for me to get close to YOU.. and he did not want to see his son dying before his eyes but I am already dying.. I feel like I am going to die if I don't see YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. My QUEEN.. and One early Morning.. I would had two full buckets of water walking back to the Home.. and I fell on the ground.. some one saw me laying on the road and knew who I was.. knew my father and called him to get me.. the doctor looks at me while I was in the coma.. because I did Not sleep for days and did not bother to eat for few days either.. I just did Not want to live any more.. missing YOU drives me crazy.. it really kills me instead and the doctor asks my father.. do I love any one.. because the doctor knew the cause of this Pain.. this suffering came because my Heart was aching inside.. of course my father did Not say WHO I loved or was loving.. but knew this is because of YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. My QUEEN.. it is because I never stopped loving YOU since the day I first saw YOU.. ever since I met you at the Garden.. and How you came to visit and you heard about this Garden.. the first time I saw YOU.. you were sitting On the TOP of the Horse.. but had a large gathering of people surrounded you.. I came here sitting on the Top of the Horse.. only One person who brought me over is my Father.. who serves YOU as the Head servant.. I know that I have put my father through many pains.. but I am suffering too.. for loving YOU I had to cross many rivers.. looking at many oceans.. through the travel of the feet.. even getting this Horse Back ride.. but My father knows now that I love you just too much that he does Not want me to give UP.. my father told me when the doctor came to see me.. He told me because my Heart was suffering.. in so much

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MAH MAH.. No.. if I die.. then He will know that I love YOU.. that is when I knew.. I really loved YOU this much that NOW I am here on the back of this HORSE with him.. as I would watch YOU looking at the Target on the training Ground.. it was at the back of it.. the Black smiths are behind the generals and commanders.. behind the Chief Commander.. and I am looking at YOU.. as YOU would PULL back the strings of the Bow with the back of the arrow and YOU would aim and hand releases.. I see the arrow goes fly and It hits right on the Red Dot.. the Guard by the Target stands and waves the White Flag.. shouting Out BULLS EYE.. and I would look at YOU.. even though YOU are my QUEEN.. you are also trained to be a fighter.. I would hear the Chief Commander shouting Out Loud and Clear.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to my QUEEN.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. all of the military soldiers would shout Out.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to the QUEEN.. MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. YOU are wondering why do I love YOU so Much.. it has nothing to do with Me.. but it is because YOU are my True QUEEN.. because I know that YOU are the real HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and there is NO ONE who can take your place in my Heart but YOU.. I knew when I first saw YOU.. it came out of you being a real Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. and How you flourish to become the CROWN PRINCESS.. then when I saw the poor People.. people from the Garden who came.. from far distances.. long distances they have traveled to the Palace.. just to see you and always came before the King.. PEH HA.. asking Your Father for YOU to be the Next Ruler in Line.. they have come from such a far long place.. just to talk to the King.. that the People.. they wanted YOU to take HIS PLACE as the RULER.. when I saw That.. before even this would ever happened.. I knew when you came to the Garden and to rebuild the Garden into New Homes for the People.. I wanted to join and be a Part of.. serving and protecting the Nation YOU are going to build for the future.. I knew YOU were chosen to be the QUEEN.. MY HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the real TRUE QUEEN..I am looking at the Sun rising.. and I am standing next to YOU.. MAH MAH.. why are you crying.. and I am looking at you holding the Bow and the Arrows as you are pulling out to Shoot and YOU stop.. dropping the arrows on the ground.. I have never seen you in tears.. what is Matter with YOU MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I am watching the New Recruits Men coming Out of the tents.. My Heart is breaking as I am watching you In full of tears.. and I hear.. the Queen.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Your Mother is walking.. the servants and the Maid servants.. the men Servants who are attending her are all coming.. and the Queen drops on the ground.. and has a Letter in the hand.. and as I am looking.. this must be very serious case.. I feel like there is a great change about to come its place.. I had the Dream last Night about.. and when I look at your Mother the Queen.. and I see you just crying.. and I see you telling me to get the Letter in your Mother's Hand.. so I go over.. and grab the Letter out of her Hand.. the Six Princes also are coming with the Prime Minister.. the 12 Noble men comes.. and in my hand is the Letter and I would Unfold.. I would be reading this Letter and I am Not sure why I have to read this.. I am Not even the Messenger for the KING.. PEH HA.. but YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS is telling me that I could.. I just can't believe it.. Your Father.. His Official stamp Seal.. is giving UP his Position to Rule.. the King.. PEH HA does Not want to rule any More and has passed the Seat and as I am reading it a loud where all the Great Powerful Men and Leaders.. the Official has gathered before Me.. and I am also watching the Poor People.. the Ones WHO all came from the Garden.. mostly Homeless people.. and they are all standing hearing the Letter as I am reading before you.. I would fall on my two Knees.. and it states that the King is passing his throne to YOU.. the CROWN PRINCESS shall NOT be PRINCESS any More but to be CROWNED to be the QUEEN KING.. the Highest seat ever to be taken as the RULER and I would be shouting Out.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would turn to YOU.. and my hands let goes the Letter.. and I am Looking UP.. my two eyes filled with Tears.. just like my Dreams I had last night.. I never knew that It would happen this Fast.. but WHY so fast.. and I would hear.. all of the People great and small.. they all fall on their two knees.. lowering the Bodies to touch to the ground and say.. To the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. YOU are the new RULER for this Nation.. and I am thinking.. what is going to happen to your Mother.. is she Not the QUEEN and I am LOOKING at your Mother.. she also lowers and her head touches to the ground.. But that is YOUR MOTHER.. and I look.. Your MOTHER pulls the crown Off her Head.. the Messenger Comes with the King's Crown and it unites together as ONE BIGGEST crown.. and GOSH.. my Heart just keeps on beating fast.. the Messenger holding the Biggest Crown and He is walking with tears in his Eyes and I am looking.. all the people.. faces to the ground.. and the Seven of my friends comes out of the tent and they are all looking.. the Biggest Crown goes On top of your Head as the QUEEN of the Nation.. and they all fall on two knees.. heads touching the Ground as YOU are Pronounce to be the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH MANSAE.. I would hear the Little Boys.. all raising UP their hands.. Little Girls too.. raising UP their arms and Hands.. MANSAE to the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would hear all of the voices shout OUT.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MANSAE.. and all of the heads are touching the Ground.. I am LOOKING at the ground.. Just could not help the celebration.. that You have become the true new RULER.. I have never stopped Loved YOU.. but kept on loving YOU till I get to see this and hear this.. I never imagined even the Poor people WHO I grew UP with me.. they are together all in ONE watching this Happening.. witnessing something that just can't happen but did Happen going down in the History of what it means to become a TRUE RULER.. there is Another Messenger on the TOP of and he blows the trumpet and it is Loud.. I am wondering.. this sound of the trumpet does not sound good.. it means someone in the royal family just died.. and NO.. and every one starts to Cry.. and I am thinking.. is it PEH HA!.. is it your Father the King who just died and the Messenger shouts Out who is on the top of the palace wall.. the KING.. PEH HA just died.. and everyone starts to Mourn as I am hearing this News.. and I see you just crying Loud and loud for Your Father.. and My Heart.. I know what it means to have a Broken Heart.. and I just can't say a word to YOU.. but.. I know that YOUR Father truly loved YOU.. and YOU would cry loud and it grew louder as YOU kept on mourning for me.. it makes me cry more as I am watching YOU cry for your Father.. the King.. but why is my Heart breaking it more.. and I would think about How he promised that the King is going to be fair when He finds the Successor.. Not because He loved YOU more or Less but to rule is the Most difficult seat to be In.. Only the Strongest and the Wisest can take His place and can rule.. giving all of the six Sons too a chance to prove that they can be on the spot.. but.. YOU are the One chosen.. the Little One.. youngest from the men but as the daughter Only.. and I would just mourn because I remember YOU would be sharing about this One point.. I remember when YOU became the CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU told me One night about How your Father wanted to give it all fair to His Blood Lines.. but Only ONE can be seated in the Highest seat.. and it is Not that He loved YOU so much.. He saw the People.. He heard about what YOU have done even for the smallest.. the poorest people.. and I know and believe YOUR father believed that the people who was at the garden all came to support YOU.. I remember.. the People from the garden came to me.. and asking me where the King Stayed.. His Chamber.. I would lead the People of the garden to the King's Chamber.. the Servant for the King shares the Message.. and the King.. PEH HA comes and He would be seated on the Outer courts.. I was there.. by the gates just standing to guard the Post.. the Parents of the Children falls on their Knees before the King.. and they shared about what YOU have done when YOU were Young.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. How much you cared and shared the Love for the People.. and they would cry before the King.. PEH HA.. to make YOU the RULER.. that they will serve YOU as servants of the QUEEN.. to Make you the Next to RULE and would be begging the KING.. PEH HA.. never letting the King go until your Father the KING made and keep the Promise to make YOU the RULER for this NATION.. as I would watch the People of the Poor crying Out in a Loud voice.. they have come and travelled long ways away from the Garden just to tell this TO your Father.. the King.. that the People of the Garden will give UP their CHILDREN for the King's services.. I saw Little Boys and girls.. and they would come forward and fall before the KING.. PEH HA.. to Let YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH to rule over them.. as I would watch by the gates of the door.. the Little girls and Boys would fall begging and they started to cry.. how the CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH saved their parents Lived when

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MAH MAH.. Because I was reminded.. It was hard living in the garden as being broke and Poor.. had NO chance.. NO ONE did care about Us.. I started to Hit my Chest as I would cry thinking about what happened to the Garden the day YOU came.. the parents would be in tears as they are watching their children crying before the King.. PEH HA.. I am in the Back.. my Heart.. this Heart thinking about what I saw that day with the Parents when they too was a child.. I saw the King Looking.. YOUR Father was looking at all these People coming from the Garden and together crying Out because of what YOU have done as the Princess.. as the ROYAL BLOOD LINE and I saw Your Father.. the KING.. PEH HA.. his Heart was moved.. was touched by all these people coming together asking for YOU to be the Next Leader.. the QUEEN who can only rule for this Nation.. ONE BOY stands UP before the King.. your Father and tells Your Father that He is going to fight in the war.. even though he was Only a child.. I would watch a Girl stands up saying She will to enter the war to fight for this Nation and I begin to watch all the hands.. with the parents wanting to join in the Battle to fight in the war.. and I just could not believe they are going to give up their own Lived for this Nation.. for this Country.. for YOU HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I am watching as the King.. PEH HA promises to the People who came from the garden that HE will keep his Promises because the People of the Poor in the garden came together and gave a WORD to Him to find His SUCCESSION.. and when YOUR FATHER.. the KING told the People who came from the Garden that HE is going to keep his WORD and his Promises.. I saw the Little Children with the Parents all getting up and shouting with a great uproar of joy that YOU WILL be the one to rule.. to succeed in HIS PLACE.. a Dancing and singing songs came afterward in the Night.. and I would be thinking about this which happen few days ago.. and I would be crying.. that YOUR FATHER.. who loves you the Most has kept his Word.. and as I would lift UP my Head.. I see you with the Letter in your hands.. reading what Your Father.. PEH HA.. the KING has wrote to YOU.. but I did Not read the Bottom because IT was only for YOU.. but I know what HE wrote.. how much HE is truly proud of YOU and knows YOU WILL do well to keep this Nation going strong and tells YOU.. HOW MUCH the Father Loves YOU.. that HOW MUCH he is thankful to have a such a strong heart daughter like YOU to take over his Place.. NOW your Father can rest in peace at last.. I am crying as YOU are crying reading the Letter at the end.. I am so touched.. and deeply moved because I know that HWANG WOO MAH MAH has A BIG HEART.. I see you folding the Letter and You turn your Head looking at Me and I would knob my head UP and Down.. I am letting you know.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the QUEEN.. I am also proud of YOU TOO.. YOU made it difference.. YOU made it very big.. Because YOU have such a BIG HEART.. I want to ask YOU QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. How can I hold your Big Heart.. I wish I can find a way to Hold your Big Heart.. and just kiss your Big Heart just once.. to let YOU KNOW.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am truly proud of YOU doing what YOU do and yes.. I do really really Love YOU.. why do you think that I still love you still.. because YOU are so special.. there is something about YOU that makes you really really special.. and the most important.. it is because YOU are just being real YOU.. MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Now I am looking back as when YOU first became the Crown Princess.. WAANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. the day when It was announced.. it feels like it was like yesterday.. when I heard YOU becoming the CROWN PRINCESS even though NOW you have become the New RULER.. the QUEEN for the Nation.. just wanted to say.. I love YOU..I walk into the tent in the training Ground.. all the Men are inside the Tents.. and I would lay down.. before I would close my eyes to sleep.. I have a recent Picture of YOU.. a friend of Mine has gave me the Art Sketch paper.. and some one drew this Picture and the friend of Mine who kept it and gave it to Me.. it was before I came into the Training Camp with the Official Seal Paper.. the Letter which the Older man.. the Teacher gave to Me so that I can pass it to YOU.. MAH MAH.. and I am looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. and I would say again.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. do YOU know that I been looking at this Picture.. this Art sketch Paper that some one drew of YOU.. I remember when the Friend of Mine came to me.. knowing that I been Loving YOU for a Long Time.. He saw me with the Art Sketch paper.. it was when YOU were much Younger.. the Boy who went over to draw picture of YOU and who was caught after giving it to Me.. MAH MAH.. the One that I gave to YOU.. because I told you that I did not need it any More.. because I was next to YOU now.. and when YOU took it.. I saw you holding.. I asked you to Burn it.. but I see that YOU would Not.. and to be honest with YOU MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I had a recent One.. the Art Sketch paper which some one drew of YOU.. I know that YOU have ways to capture the Hearts of Many Men.. it does Not matter who Loves YOU but I know for sure that I can Love you More.. that is why I am telling YOU even though YOU may Not hear me on this very Night.. as I am holding this Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I just saw you before I went into the Tent.. but I feel like I still has to keep On seeing YOU.. I don't know what it is about YOU.. maybe because YOU are the Crown Princess of the Nation to be the Next Ruler for this Country.. for this Nation.. because YOU are the greatest.. the Biggest.. the best.. a true Ruler and that is why knowing this Truth.. the Strength and the Power and the control.. the Dominance you have in YOU.. the More I look at YOU.. the More my Heart be moving.. and I just can't let YOU Go MAH MAH.. WHY can't I let you go MAH MAH.. Please tell me WHY.. and I am laying down.. as I would LOOK at the Art Sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU and I would fold into Half and lay it behind Me.. just thinking about YOU.. thinking about the People.. but when I saw YOU holding the Sword.. pointing to the direction which I did Not want to see.. I would be begging YOU.. to Stay with the People.. with the Little Children.. when I saw HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. pulling out the Sword.. the King's Sword towards the Other side where the Enemies are going to Come.. I just could Not help it to drop on both Knees.. because I did Not want to see you fight.. I don't want to see you going into the Battle field.. but I know how YOU are MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. once you put your Mind on something that YOU be aiming for.. I know you will go for It.. in One way this is the reason WHY I felt in Love with YOU.. YOU are so Bold.. and so Fierce when it comes to protection and fighting for something.. when it comes for the Nation of your People YOU love.. that YOU will do anything to Protect this Country.. this Nation because of the People.. when I saw YOU on that Horse.. in the Garden bringing the People from the Royal Palace.. to rebuild the Garden.. My Heart.. I just knew it from the start that you were.. Crown Princess be different.. when I saw you doing something.. when MAH MAH cared for the Unimportant.. the Little People.. a person like myself.. I knew that YOU are going to do something very Big.. because even the Poor and the Little People are also your People too.. the most smallest of all.. I came from that Garden.. I am the Most lowest person in that Garden and I saw you in that Garden.. all of the Knees went down when the People saw YOU in that Garden.. tears would roll from the eyes.. just could not believe.. the Crown Princess.. MAH MAH.. it was the HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. from all of the People out there in the royal family.. it was the CROWN PRINCESS who came with the Horse.. who has this Big Heart of even rebuilding what was under Looked.. NO ONE cares about the Poor people.. NO ONE loves the Ones who are hungry and dying in such poverty.. growing UP in the Garden.. there was NO Homes.. when it rained.. I would sit in a Hay House.. but I be wet from the rain.. I would look across at the neighbor Hay Home.. just like my home.. we are staring at each other watching the rain fall from the sky and both of us are getting wet.. it is very hard when it becomes Cold in the Winter.. many of the Children living in the Low poverty will die because it is just too cold for any one to survive in that condition.. many times and Many nights.. many winter nights.. I do wonder How did I even manage to come this very far.. I saw many families in the Hay Homes.. the Parents of the children are in their arms and left to die as they are crying for help.. my Heart breaks each time I think of being so Low.. being so Poor and having not much.. but How is it that I manage to get Out of that Garden.. and I saw many Mothers burying their Sons and daughters in the Garden.. Hay Homes would fall and crumble as strong winds comes to blow hard.. I would watch strong rains breaking the roof tops of the Hays down and it falls down on people.. I would watch Many People living without homes.. begging for Food and crying in the Night asking for Help.. rescue Me is what I would hear.. and WHO ever thought it be YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. out of the Blue you came along on that Horse.. what really got to My Heart is that Hays and straws were no longer use.. when YOU Came MAH MAH.. it became bricks and How you rebuild giving it

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MAH MAH.. As the DOOR opens.. I walk in with the Seven Friends.. the MAIN HALL ROOM.. and it is the Meeting Board.. on the Right side.. the Six Princes are standing from the First to Sixth SON and the Prime Minister with the 12 Council of Noble Men.. on the Left side is the Older MAN.. the teacher.. the TOP COMMANDER.. the Commanders.. to Chief Generals.. to TOP General.. 2nd Rank General to 3rd rank General and to the generals.. as I walk and I stop.. a stairs above me.. and the King's Chair.. the Messenger calls Out to YOU.. and I would stop.. it just can't be.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and the Scroll rolls Down.. and I see YOU walking UP the stairs.. and I see you turn around.. MAH MAH.. the Messenger walks UP to YOU.. the Crowns are changing.. I am wondering what does this Mean.. and the Messenger reads the scroll pronouncing that YOU be the QUEEN.. My Heart.. are you trying to KILL my Heart.. I know that It is going to Happen.. but is it going to happen NOW.. are you the True QUEEN.. to be pronounce.. and the Messenger walks UP.. holding the KING's Crown and Puts on TOP over your Head.. HAIL to the QUEEN of NATION.. and I fall on two knees.. and I am crying.. I know it suppose to be the Best day to celebrate.. but How about Me.. I am now suppose to call you HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. that is the QUEEN.. and I hear the Voices in the MAIN HALL room.. in the Board of Meeting calling Out.. HAIL to the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and voices grows louder and louder as they Shout to YOU.. knees all hits to two.. and shouts Louder HAIL to the QUEEN.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HAIL to the QUEEN.. and I am crying louder and Louder.. How can I love the QUEEN.. Please help me.. How can I love you when YOU are seated as the QUEEN of the Nation.. as HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I am looking at the ground.. I see you sitting on the King's chair and YOU stand UP.. pulling Out the king's sword.. hands all lifted UP.. and voices raises UP higher and people are all crying.. HAIL to the QUEEN.. HAIL to the QUEEN.. HAIL to the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH MANSAE.. MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would open two eyes from the sleep.. I know that this means some thing very big is going to happen.. it must be a sign that YOU are going to rule for this Nation.. and I would stand UP and get Out of the tent.. and I am standing alone still dark.. with my hand is the sword and I pull it Out.. LOOKING at the Blade.. the War is coming.. first we needs to win and beat in this WAR but I know and I would JUMP UP in the air left right left right swing the Sword.. I know Not much time but for the CROWN PRINCESS.. for WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I must fight to Protect so that YOU can sit on that THRONE. the King's Chair to become my QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH. as I would LOOK UP at the MOON.. my both feet lands on the ground.. and I turn to LOOK.. I see you standing there.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I know that YOU NEED to rest and I would fall on both KNEES.. my arms straight forward and Head looks down.. and I see YOU holding the Bow in your hand.. grabbing the arrow.. and I see that YOU are practicing shooting and Hitting every shot on BULLS eye.. I see you turn and you Point your Sword at me and I would say.. MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I just woke UP from a Sleep and Just came out waking from this One Dream I had.. what is going to happen to Me when YOU become the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I know that I can't Love you anymore if YOU sit on that KING's Throne Chair.. I know for a fact that YOU are chosen to RULE for this Nation.. and I know that YOU be a QUEEN who will rule.. but for me.. I know that I can't stay any longer.. after the War.. after the Battle and YOU win for the Nation.. I know that the People are going to choose YOU to take your Father's Place.. who will be the One to rule and direct for this NATION.. but if I can't love you any more.. I know that I must Go and YOU can select the MEN.. I will let them stay with YOU and I will go alone.. it is just too hard for me because I have been loving YOU since when I was a young Boy.. ever since I saw YOU for the first Time.. my Heart would beat more than it skipped the Beat.. but I know.. the people also who came from the Garden.. they are seeking for YOU to rule over them too.. that is why they are going to fight and unite so that they want to PLACE YOU over them.. if I can't love YOU any more.. there is NO reason longer for me to stay any more.. I can't live without loving YOU more.. that is the Part where it hurts me the Most.. I just can't keep it to myself and be silent.. if the council of Noble men sees me keep on doing this.. they are going to find ways to put my chains and will try to persecute ME.. they are going to try to kill me for this.. that is why I know that I must go after the War.. will you let me Leave Your sight after the War.. either way I am a dead Man now.. the Prime Ministry with the 12 council of Noble men tried to find ways to execute me because I am hearing words.. so Please.. if I can't love YOU any more.. please let me GO and I can go as far.. I am thinking about returning back to the Garden where I came from.. and I would see you pointing the sword and YOU remove the sword away from me.. picking UP the arrow.. putting on the end of the Strings of the Bow.. pulling it back YOU would aim and release.. the ARROW hits right in the Middle of the target.. I am thinking.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH is so good even at Night.. YOU just never miss the shot hitting this target.. in this dark Night.. it is so hard for me to see the target.. and I am hearing the Soldier by the target.. the flag is moving around.. But.. YOU know that I still Love YOU.. I will always love you no matter where I go.. it is just that It is getting so much harder for me Now to Love the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. it is because I really Love YOU.. even from the Far.. when I was in a long distance I loved you then when I did Not see YOU.. Now I see you close that I love you more.. either way far or Near.. my Heart will never change of loving YOU more.. because I really Love YOU NO matter where YOU are CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I am watching the Little Children.. boys are walking into the training Ground.. I just can't believe that they are from the Garden.. the Parents of these children.. some of them are my friends growing Up and I am watching YOU standing by the Fence.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I never thought you be having this Big Heart.. Now look at the Hopes and Dreams YOU are planting.. the Parents who came with their Children.. thinking about their future.. and I am on the Two Knees.. tears just fills UP.. and I can feel my tears streaming down.. and One of the guy who came with his Son stops and Looks at me.. and He smiles.. and Just cannot believe that I am the trainer for the new Recruits.. and He cries Looking at me because.. I know that His SON can also dream for this Nation.. the Crown Princess.. who loves the People.. who are the One with the Big Heart for the People.. who is the One who helped the Poor People in that Garden.. Now.. the People has come because this Nation is growing stronger and stronger because of YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. it is because YOU are here that all these things can happen.. I do remember.. the First time My Heart felt something.. I was in this Position.. I saw a friend laying on the ground.. He was very Poor and Lowly servant just like Me.. we had NO Place to Go.. No place to sleep.. hungry without Homes and just picking food from the Floors.. it was at the Garden.. He got sick eating watching Him hit the floor.. I was crying for that Friend.. he would throw UP in blood and he looks at me.. telling me that Being so poor.. it is NO JOKE.. and he tells me.. I am dying.. I was crying and crying as He lay on the Floor.. My Heart broke into pieces.. and He looks at me and says.. when He dies to plant him by my Mother's grave.. and my Mother was like an Auntie to him.. as I saw him laying sick.. I heard a Loud Voice.. and I turn to look.. the day YOU came to the Garden.. I turn too look.. I fell on my face looking at the ground.. I saw YOU sitting on the Horse.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. MAH MAH.. and I would cry Out Loud More.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Please hear my voice.. and I saw YOU.. the YOUNG Girl you were.. YOU had a Sword.. small sword and Pointed to my direction to Speak.. and I would be crying.. could Not talk much but it was about my dying friend.. He was laying down.. and throw UP blood in front of me.. and asking me to bury him when he died.. But Help me MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU are the Only ONE with the Power to save the Life of a BOY who has NO ONE else to turn TOO.. PLEASE.. MAH MAH.. HELP US and I would be crying Loud.. he is my best friend.. My father raised him like a SON to Me like a Brother.. SAVE HIM MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH... Please help my Dying friend.. and tears would be falling down.. and I can see.. Maybe I needs to die with him too.. if YOU can't help him.. I would lift UP my Head looking UP at you.. with tears in my eyes.. my Friend needs YOUR HELP.. the Crown Princess.. which is YOU raise UP your Little Sword and YOU would call for the Royal Physicians who came.. I was very shocked that they came here to the Garden.. I never thought YOU would do this for the Little People.. the Poor People.. for the Lowly lives who NO ONE cares about.. NO ONE cares for the Broken.. the Little People who has NO NAMES.. How do people know my Name

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MAH MAH.. Me brings His Son.. he was the Best Friend who was on the Floor.. on the ground talking about if He dies to bury HIM close to my Mother.. Now I am seeing his SON and I look at the SON.. and I lift UP my Head and I see you standing by the Fence and I would say.. CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. can YOU please give me your ears and I see YOU standing with the White Dress and the Big Crown on the top of your Head.. and YOU would point the Sword direct at me.. and I would watch YOU walk closer to ME and stops next to me.. I would lift UP my Head looking at YOU.. DO you remember the Garden.. DO you remember this Man.. and I see you turn your Head looking at him.. and it seems like YOU don't know who he is and I would say.. he is the One who I was talking about.. the Day YOU came to the garden.. and I was crying.. I was asking YOU to save a Life of a Boy.. and YOU were sitting on the Horse and I was begging for Your Help.. pleading for a cause.. to help a dying Boy.. and It was when YOU brought the Royal Physicians.. two of them went over and picked HIM up.. do you remember that Day.. and I see you turn your Head looking at HIM and I see that YOU DO remember.. you would smile LOOKING at him.. Yes.. if the Royal Physicians did NOT show UP that Day.. I know that He would Not been alive this very day.. HE has remembered YOU ever since and TOLD ME.. One day HE is going to come to join the Nation where YOU stand.. NOW he is here with his SON.. and NOW we are reunited because of what YOU have done that day.. I was pleading.. begging and asking you to help me.. to Help Him and Now.. LOOK what has happened because of WHAT YOU have done that Day.. as I would hold his son around my Arms.. I want to teach this YOUNG boy how to fight for this Nation.. to raise UP the next YOUNG generations of these Boys to HELP forth.. to Push this Nation which YOU will rule.. for you to conqueror so that this NATION Of people would be so Strong for YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. it is because of Your Big Heart for the people you love.. the People are the reason to help this Nation to become stronger so that YOU can RULE as the True CONQUEROR.. and I would see YOU pointing your Sword at me and telling me to get UP.. so I would listen and I would get UP on two feet.. as I get UP.. I am hearing sounds of foot steps.. and I turn towards the Fence.. and a Messenger comes on the Horse.. and He has a scroll in his hand and He gets Out of the Horse and Runs towards YOU.. stops.. two knees on the floor.. head looks down arm forward with the Scroll in the Hand.. I see YOU turn looking at the Messenger.. and YOU take the Scroll.. and YOU would unfold and YOU would read the Scroll.. and I see something is wrong.. what is Wrong HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. CROWN PRINCESS.. WHAT IS wrong and I see you hand me the Scroll and I would take a LOOK at the Scroll and I would read it.. The ENEMIES are COMING.. and Another War wants to break its way.. and I am looking at YOU.. and I would fall on two Knees.. and My Head looks down.. arm goes forward and I know that YOU want to do something and My hand grabs your Wrist.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I see you holding the King's Sword in your hand.. but I would pull on the Other Wrist.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. it is going to be more fierce then last TIME and NO.. I wish that YOU can hear the Heart of Mine.. I know that YOU are truly a fierce warrior and Would do anything to Fight and to protect for this Nation.. but YOU have to remember that this Time.. the Children has come into the training camp.. into the training Ground.. I just can't see YOU go out there.. last time My Heart wanted to fall down.. I saw YOU on the Horse and the enemies just got too Close to YOU.. I can't see something like this ever happening because YOU KNOW how much I love YOU.. and it was YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. who opened the Fences for the Children.. these little children has come Long ways from the Garden and they have come under your Care.. and Only YOU can protect these children because they have all come to YOU.. for the War.. I know that we have mighty Men and soldiers.. the warriors who will go Out there to fight for this Nation.. to protect and to defend because this is the reason WHY I was born to do this.. to Protect YOU.. to serve and to defend YOU.. for the Nation.. I am asking YOU to be there for the Children who has come a long ways.. they have come to YOU.. they have thought about you when they came here and they just arrived.. and I would Be holding unto your Wrist.. so Please only for this time.. can YOU please listen to my Plea.. to my Heart because I just can't fight out there when YOU are fighting with me.. I just can't focus.. and knowing How strong and fierce YOU are.. I see you turn your Head and looking down at me.. but I can tell that YOU will not listen.. and I would say.. CROWN PRINCESS.. leave the Battle for Us.. for the Men that YOU have raised UP.. YOU have plenty of men who can fight.. How about Me.. How about my Heart.. I just can't see you out there.. I have tried when YOU were out there last time.. but I just could Not.. I wanted the sword to drive Into my Heart when I saw YOU.. I wanted YOUR SWORD to pierce into my Heart when I saw the enemies getting just too close to YOU.. I wanted.. rather I die.. rather come after Me and Kill me instead because I rather Die instead of YOU enter that Battle Ground of war.. I can't take it any more.. so Please.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. just this Once.. and how about these children.. they too needs your hands and Your care.. they wanted to meet YOU.. they want to be close to YOU.. look at the Children and I would watch you turn your Head looking at these Little boys and girls.. more than hundred children came with their parents.. and I would watch the New Recruits raising UP their wooden Sticks wanting to join in the Fight.. and I am Looking UP at YOU.. and I would watch YOU turn your Head looking at the Little children.. and LOOKING at the new recruits and YOU turn to LOOK down at Me.. CROWN PRINCESS.. Please say something.. Please answer me for Once.. even those families with the little children all needs YOU by your side.. they need Your hands to rest.. and I see YOU looking at them.. and I would turn to LOOK over.. I am hearing More foot steps.. and I see Six Horses.. and they are the Royal Princes.. the six Older Brothers has come.. on the Horses and I would see behind the seventh.. and ALL seven men would get out of the Horses.. and as I would watch the six Princes.. they would fall on two knees.. and they have brought their swords and I just can't believe.. the seventh person is the Older man.. the Teacher.. the master who taught me with his armor who came to serve in the military Arts.. I just can't believe.. and More Military Generals are behind the Horses of the Princes.. and ALL on the two knees Heads looking down.. arms out forward saluting to Your Authority as the One true Ruler.. and I am holding Your Wrist.. this is why I am asking YOU to please stay Behind.. YOU have men.. powerful strong Men who is going to Fight for this Nation.. the Little Children needs YOU too with their families.. because of what YOU have done in the past at the Garden.. YOU are able to see them grow UP becoming parents NOW and with children.. they have all come to support this Nation.. so Please help for the Next UP coming.. we.. CROWN PRINCESS needs you to be here with the families and the Little Children.. YOU are the Only ONE that needs to stay to preserve the next and to RULE for them too.. and I would watch ALL the voices shouting Out.. CROWN PRINCESS.. Please stay and protect the Families and the Little Children and I would watch YOU.. your sword is pointing to the War Ground and I just can't believe it that YOU want to fight in the war.. WHY HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. WHY.. and my Heart breaks because YOU would not listen to the voices of Your Men.. YOUR PEOPLE.. we shout Out loud More.. Please stay with children.. I would watch One boy picking UP a stick and he shouts Fight.. I am looking at the 2nd Line Top General.. and I am holding the sword.. and I would run and I jump into the Air with the Sword in my hand and swing Forward.. the Blades hit each other.. as he would swing the Sword back at me.. I land on the ground.. and I turn to Look back.. and I would jump back Kick and I would swing the Sword in my hand.. the Blades Hit each Other.. he does a front Kick and Hits my chest.. and I fall on the ground.. as I see my Sword next to me.. the Seven Friends of mine are in the back.. they would all Pull out the swords to Fight.. but I would grab the sword and raising UP the right Arm.. the swords goes back into the sheath and as I turn to LOOK at YOU behind.. YOU.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. who are standing along side with the Seven friends of Mine.. I get UP slowly.. and the 2nd top Line general is standing with his Men.. the Generals and they are all smiling as I get UP slowly.. I have Lost before to this Man.. this Time.. I just can't Lose this Battle.. and I would grab the Sword.. and I would run UP and the 2nd rank General grabs his Sword and WE swing the Swords at each other.. Blades Hit and Hit.. I can hear the sound of the CLANG of the blade of the swords Hitting.. and I would go back as the 2nd rank General moves forward swinging the sword at me.. I would Counter block as the Blades Hit and I would duck and sweep the Leg and he falls to the ground.. the Seven Friends of Mine raises UP the Swords shouting.. and I jump into the Air with the Sword.. ready to

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