LOG-106.mp4

[@jessipeppermintz6372]

i havent been able to sleep for two days due to watching scary stuff, and even though im staring at a bunch of red checkers, i think my two day streak will increase to a three day streak. i dont know why i cant just sleep but i just dont want to. it doesnt feel good. i can usually fall asleep no problem but the last few days, i felt like, scared or something. scared of my slightly open door, my closet, the bed im sleeping in, a single creak from my house. i heard the rain outside in the past and it sounds like this. what am i supposed to do with a computer that is such a piece of shit that all it does is make haha funny red checker pattern and make annoying noises. as i was typing this, the noise at 9:35 or so scared me really bad and i no longer see sleep in my future, i just see things i dont wanna see. i watch too many distressing memes and listen to too much crime and horror stuff. when i heard the noise, i didnt feel safe having my headphones around my neck, i just now took them off but i still dont feel good. it is 7 AM and my family is bringing me to the public pool near where i live but i dont want to swim now because i feel like something might grab me under the water and all i will be is a red puddle. im scared i cant sleep i dont know what to do and i just want someone to hold at night i need the warmth but thanks to Dr. Nowhere, great content creator btw, i cant even feel warm in my own bed. I just gotta sit there. Cold, alone, tired, scared, and sometimes crying a little. Edit: i gave you the like in a little attempt for this video to leave me alone when i sleep.

[@EpixNirvana_Fan101]

Didn't expect to see such a long comment on this random video but hey bud, not sleeping for a while can cause irritation so that might have made you more scared I recommend slowing down on that kind of content and watching like funny cat vids instead , I actually have a playlist of funny KZbin videos that make me feel safe if you wanna make one of your own (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)