I dont have friends ... wake up to pain daily i think i dont have long to push forward ... i just do so with a smile my heart my head my back nothing helps any of it ... i know multiple levels of pain ... my last friends just ditched me none of them not one had respect for me ... even knew i was being abused at home .... everything
@MechWolf6669 ай бұрын
@judethompson2681 mechwolf9064 I think ... I usually lose comments I'm bipolar and youtube doesn't like that
@MechWolf6669 ай бұрын
@judethompson2681 if you do add me let me know I am in work of my body and trying to look better ... seeing your channel a bit if we found a way to work together as friends wanna pick each other up as brothers under the blood of "god"
@MechWolf6669 ай бұрын
@judethompson2681 not exactly I always still suffer brotha I just smile through what I can and leave my lost mind here for others ... I don't have much to work with up there I feel
@MechWolf6669 ай бұрын
I have sadly probably 100's if not 1000's of um ... comments on playlists and more I tend to show I'm more of a lost soul that I seem to some I can't mention the losses I have had ... being how gruesome they were ... trust me
@MechWolf6669 ай бұрын
Bipolar saved me from my attempt it's fun when your facing your own jekyll and Hyde
@werturn31399 ай бұрын
I may never know your name, your life, your achievements, but I can tell you if you ever feel forgotten, if you ever feel lonely, know that you are in my prayers. You don't need to believe what I do, you are a person and that is enough of a reason to pray for your success in life in the way that you define. You cannot expect to succeed without trying. So don't give up, I am rooting for you! You got this!
@Vox_7939 ай бұрын
I needed to hear this, thank you brother
@TDF20048 ай бұрын
Thanks man, I really can't go on like this. I can't stand this anymore, I'm sick of the way life is now, it's so drab, where's the passion for anything? All anyone cares about is money.
@peepeepoopoovdbhxvbcc66838 ай бұрын
Thank you very much for this. May your god bless you
@JensVoigtlander8 ай бұрын
I needed this, we Need more people like you. I’m currently having problems, mental problems, I was trying not too sin and it went good for a while, but in the end it consumed me again, I fell again, I’m tired of always standing but right after that falling in to that darkness, don’t get me wrong I still have hope, hope that Jesus will help and get me out of this misery, it’s been really awful lately but I thank you stranger to lighten my day up, this gives me hope, thank you and god bless you.
@blackdragon91607 ай бұрын
My name is alperen and I want to thank you for helping people I will pray for you too that’s for sure because You deserve many blessings
@bista47459 ай бұрын
Seeing saun cry in the first scene always gets me
@imepic4348 ай бұрын
What happened
@JoaquinCalayag8 ай бұрын
He talked about childhood trauma and abuse regarding his father@@imepic434
@CoperXYZ7 ай бұрын
Sean*
@Blendervidoes6 ай бұрын
@@imepic434he was talking about his awful childhood growing up, then when he brought up how his dad always threatened to end his mom he would sleep in her room to protect her and that’s when he started getting choked up
@humanp4th5 ай бұрын
@@imepic434 He had a super traumatic childhood. Like deep American poverty, in a household that was extremely abusive in every way imaginable. He said as a young kid he would fall asleep by his mother's door cause he was so worried his dad was going to literally murder her. He would hide under their bed as they did the deed and just hear terrible things
@Rodrigoag147 ай бұрын
1:49 "I'm a grown man and I got job to do"
@jesuschavez35765 ай бұрын
You know that’s from the onion a comedy skit show but the example is real
@Ronam04512 ай бұрын
That's fake
@ocelotcake935921 күн бұрын
A man provides through all god protect this mans soul
@ocelotcake935921 күн бұрын
@@Ronam0451 so is star wars but i got said when luke tried saving his father at the end
@thewesternguru12899 ай бұрын
seeing chandler from friends, and knowing he died is just purely sad
@destineedavison19588 ай бұрын
Wait what happened
@jacobday38266 ай бұрын
@@destineedavison1958he was a fool that didn't look after himself and paid the price for it. 🤷
@MillarMeldrum5 ай бұрын
@@jacobday3826 You are a narrow minded individual
@FNWendigo12 күн бұрын
@MillarMeldrum no he's 100% correct
@acesplace3658 ай бұрын
Loneliness is a silent killer.
@Spooky2126 ай бұрын
It's also a good friend
@abdemouaouia83965 ай бұрын
@@Spooky212 Facts the only one you can trust
@Atisdel_Entertainment_Official5 ай бұрын
@@Spooky212The only constant in life
@faridronin3 ай бұрын
@@Spooky212 The leading cause of death in men above 30 40 is suicide so no.
@mysticmatty43993 ай бұрын
Might end myself soon
@afroslacker73835 ай бұрын
“There’s nothing I would like to do more than kneel behind this podium and weep… but I’m a grown man and I have a job to do”
@pablose69864 ай бұрын
hly shitttttt this is soooooooooooooooooo deep
@Warcodered013 ай бұрын
Random inclusion of the Onion News.
@BallisticAero7 ай бұрын
As a 30 year old man, that's been through more than his fair share of bullshit from abuse, neglect, and disrespect I go for months of platonic existence. Going to work every day with the most convincing smile I can possibly muster. Pushing aside that growing darkness each day, until you have a day or string of days that weigh just a little too heavy for this withered and fragile soul to hold up. I genuinely needed to cry today. I just happened to bring up YT and here's this video. I cried. I ugly cried. I had to bury my face in a blanket to keep quiet. For 30 minutes straight. I feel a little better now. Here's to another long ass run in the dark banging into every object on the way and smiling through it till the next bad day or string of bad days. The only thing I can take satisfaction in is the measley concept that I'm strong enough to not Cobain myself. Miss me when I'm gone for good, think not of me while I'm here. Time and darkness are mine to brood, and it is only weakness that I fear. Who will see me as I should, for my own soul I can no longer hear. My heart is perpetually bruised and blooed, but my shell is the only remaining thing on this frontier; Life.
@akhtarkhan50507 ай бұрын
As a 20 year old man failed in a exam preparing for 3 years sacrificing almost everything and feel disrespect and unwanted at home do you have any advice for me and I hope one day you will get what you wanted stay strong I will keep you in my prayers
@BallisticAero7 ай бұрын
@@akhtarkhan5050 I would tell you that you're stronger in your heart than you can possibly imagine. I'm sorry you're in that place, but trust me it won't always be like that. You have control. You're going to fail, but fail early, fail often, and ALWAYS fail forwards. Learn from failure, allow it to hurt a little and bring you down - otherwise that means you don't care for it, but don't let yourself stay there long. Take a breath and take control again no matter how many times it takes, if it's something YOU want. To feel disrespected is difficult for anyone to take in. My answer, 10 years ago, was to be defensive or even aggressive to those who disrespected me, but now that I'm 30 I've forgotten the faces and names. I remember the feeling I had to be sure, that has stayed with me, but now I find it trivial to burn energy on disrespect. Disrespect comes in many ways, if you'd share more with me I could try to offer some more clear thought provoking ideas. To the feelings of unwantedness, I battled with that for a long time too. My parents were kind enough, but often neglectful. The marriage barely held on at a point when I was really young and I was a tool for their combat against each other sometimes along with my sister. Unwantedness drove me to isolate. I wanted to avoid that constant disappointment, but I also know that blood doesn't equal bond. Heart, soul, spirit whatever you want to call it equals bond. And it's a tough pill to swallow, but I had to give up on feeling wanted as it drove me to near suic!de. I had to want myself in a way first. Because I HATED myself. I still kind of do. But it's that hate that keeps pushing me to better myself. And at the end of the day, if grow old and die unwanted, disrespected and loved I'll still feel satisfaction in my own personal story. I'll know it. God will know it. If you don't believe in God then believe in me, I'll know about you. All this to say, and sorry for the length of my thoughts, at 20 years old you're going to face some more of that bullshit. Sometimes you just gotta bite the pillow and just keep pushing forward.
@BallisticAero7 ай бұрын
@@akhtarkhan5050 and thank you for your prayer, I'll return that in kind
@myriadpro16413 ай бұрын
hey man, nice poem, and im sorry for what you've been going through, but one of those things you bump into, may have some money/blessing in it.
@Jepegish9 күн бұрын
It's not just a "measly concept" brother, give yourself a pat on the back, let's all give eachother a pat on the back. Fighting back the darkness within us takes a lot of resilience and is proof of our human indomnitable spirits. If you're still here that means you haven't lost, neither have I or anyone else who find themselves here.
@millionth_jack9 ай бұрын
the third one hit too hard man.
@jazbane18 ай бұрын
Wow the bishop at 3:15 was stabbed the other day not far from me. His name is Mari Maira Emmanuel, was livestreamed and everything.
@s-ts-43488 ай бұрын
Love never fails, he prayed for his attacker
@Luh_Hickey_Jr-lo7ib3 ай бұрын
I love how he forgave the stabber. Anyone else would do the opposite but he didn’t. I am so glad he is ok.
@defnotmad678410 ай бұрын
this edit made me feel thank you
@Ztrooperak45 ай бұрын
"We don't have to talk I can just sit here for a minute with u" u don't know how far kindness goes u could save somebody's life it costs nothing to be kind to one another
@MattyOD8 ай бұрын
whos that guy who said hes trying to be entertaining? Fuck I felt so bad for him, I'd be the first to hug him man.. he has a soul that needs to be nurtured man, he's real!
@alexedits36408 ай бұрын
McJuggerNuggets (Jesse Ridgeway)
@MattyOD8 ай бұрын
@@alexedits3640 ahh thank you man! all the best G :)
@tfcdprogram51754 ай бұрын
i was a kid growing up watching him. im an adult now and seeing him break down like that is terrible
@kadelrohdri7898Ай бұрын
These videos make me relive the worst moments in my life, being betrayed by close friends ruined me for a while.
@tomleadbitter55354 ай бұрын
I'm an old man, living alone. It's beyond words.
@Luh_Hickey_Jr-lo7ib3 ай бұрын
Don’t worry God is with you my man. You’ll get through this and find someone it’s ok.
@tomleadbitter55352 ай бұрын
@@Luh_Hickey_Jr-lo7ib Thank you my friend. Peace.
@tomleadbitter55352 ай бұрын
@alucardthev4mp Hope not mate. Peace.
@mementomorire68908 ай бұрын
I hate that I can’t feel anything, I’m just existing, Why can’t I feel anything anymore .
@pr0vokattor7 ай бұрын
Same bro, and thats why hurt the ones who are most important in your life
@Mrcollazo7 ай бұрын
There comes a limit where your emotions just shut off and you have no way to relieve yourself but by pain because you just can’t cry it out anymore
@AtomicLee6 ай бұрын
I understand that. I'm the same. I think part of it is after I lost my dad, I never wanted to commit to anything anymore after committing to him, and losing him. nothing feels important enough anymore.. but I know its not up to me to keep fighting. i feel more like i just need to relearn how to lay in the grass and look at the clouds and just.. feel okay..
@anubis56156 ай бұрын
relatable😢
@Ahnos6 ай бұрын
It's a blessing not to feel emotions Just be a robot and work ur ass to earn money Just what I wanna be
@hjallemoell49679 ай бұрын
Been Through to much to even feel something watching this
@Nigstomper4 ай бұрын
It's a bittersweet feeling
@Luh_Hickey_Jr-lo7ib3 ай бұрын
I believe you’ll get better. You have so much to live for.
@Randomguy_029Ай бұрын
What sucks is as a man, most of us are just expected to take it, and we do… most men only get flowers when they become famous or die. This is reality guys, I get this sucks, but stay strong soldiers!
@Jj-rf2ty3 ай бұрын
Man, I used to think being a lone wolf was cool, but one day, I realised lone wolf's die alone.
@KaruHartza3 ай бұрын
I feel this. I cut all my ties and ended up alone. Felt good for a while, but now it’s just this spiral of loneliness with no one around
@Luh_Hickey_Jr-lo7ib3 ай бұрын
Don’t worry you both have God with you so you will never ever be alone. Remember that!
@TheRealSolardisaster7 ай бұрын
i super appreciate that you've put this up. i wasn't ready for it, i don't want to be okay or ready for this. i feel like if im not ready for this, i won't have to acknowledge the myriad truths that i've been ignoring
@jah53905 ай бұрын
The onion clip got me crying
@ThatGuyXX7Ай бұрын
The guy I court is crying not for his current self, but for his old child self. The memories of a happy, hopeful, playful child came rushing. He remembers that that child died long ago.
@WiIdL5 ай бұрын
Dr house being in here is accurate
@ElyasKarimi-j2o8 ай бұрын
When i see some people happy with they're friends i fell so miserable and lonely wish i could have friends but it is what it is i fell alone
@jozef25045 ай бұрын
I like the loneliness of it, gives me time to reflect and move on.
@Kenny-o6iАй бұрын
We will always be outcasts, we were born this way
@Kenny-o6iАй бұрын
I’ve tried and tried
@SkottenkandyW7 ай бұрын
That man behid the podium, that man has been a hero for too long
@kayleeblack43034 ай бұрын
That's an Onion video. It's not real.
@KiwiColaDrinkerАй бұрын
@@kayleeblack4303 u cant lie its kinda relatable
@OttoGreschner4 ай бұрын
You guys need to realise you’re never alone, Jesus is always with you and loves you!
@DmitrySmith-xh2ty4 ай бұрын
HE DOES AMEN BRO AMEN🙏🙏
@Luh_Hickey_Jr-lo7ib3 ай бұрын
That’s what I’m saying and I’m scrolling to every sad comment and telling them about Jesus!
@davidpagan32725 ай бұрын
Some days, I just think that. Is life even worth it? I've done all I can to help others, and get treated like I'm a ghost. All I have to come home is my lovely dog, but after he's gone. I see no point anymore. If any of you just feel lonely, I hope you find that spark that gives you life.
@jesuschavez35765 ай бұрын
You’re not alone, I wonder too myself sometimes. I think we shouldn’t care about not being recognized for the good we do, but recognize and appreciate the good we are and what we can do. Hopefully it outweighs the bad
@Kenny-o6iАй бұрын
I can’t even see my dogs, because I had to go to colleges, and they were my only friends
@thebackflippingcat33227 ай бұрын
After I got blocked on everything I had nothing, this was at 2am, and now I feel the way I used to, just an empty piece of shit, I only cried for half an hour before I repressed my emotions and the worst pain of it is that I got no explanation, I don't know what I'm going to do, I feel like love isn't for me, and I am back at stage 1, I just hope that whoever reads this finds their one, the one who makes them feel loved and happy forever...
@notbrentfaiyaz7 ай бұрын
it's hard man but we need to find something to live for and find peace within ourselves. I hope u heal and don't go down a dark path love does exist so if it fails I believe it just wasn't love. something meant for u never fails from goals to something as meaningful like love
@alex1s_6 ай бұрын
real
@unknown-vd4zj5 ай бұрын
who in their right mind would rely on love for happiness, we are made to recreate, we get emotionally atached after intercourse for the survival of our species, all instics. we are no better than animals
@thebackflippingcat33225 ай бұрын
@@unknown-vd4zj who in their right mind comments this when its clear the original commentor is struggling? Shut up, I don't care about the way you view it, you can view it however you want, but this is simply vile.
@cm24hd75 ай бұрын
that court room clip always gets me
@Paul-ml3sl3 ай бұрын
Wow this one actually got a tear out of me
@ni5hu4 ай бұрын
I'm here for you friend. I've been here. I found my peace in helping other people in the name of god, I'll do it no matter what. Good luck.
@WAAWAAWOMP4 ай бұрын
Me too that’s my goal to love people and make them feel better even though I have no freinds I’m alone
@MedicMainDave5 ай бұрын
I am a terrible human being. I deserve everything bad in my life. I will die alone, depressed and miserable. Every friendship I've been in I've destroyed, of the 2 friends remaining, they don't trust me, thanks to me. I am a selfish bastard, I hope some of you can learn from my mistakes. Please, be a better human than I am, even if you can't do it for you, do it for your friends.
@HARDmotivationalTruths-w4yАй бұрын
The mare fact, you write this means you've change
@joshualyle5016Ай бұрын
0:37 This one is so sad
@lorenzoo-sn9pj3 күн бұрын
Although I can't understand the contex, it breaks my soul watching it. Does anyone know the contex?
@G4mingForAll6 ай бұрын
You know i saw this video on my fathers 4th year. This shit made me cry so much. I hope everyone dealing with shit can help themselves, because noone else will. Much love
@kaicastagnaro27082 ай бұрын
I’ve had depression for 9 years. And I’ve attempted multiple times. Now I’m falling again and I don’t think I’ll be able to change. I think some of us are made to suffer and be the reason someone else heals. I don’t think it’s fair to date someone because I know I’m going to end it unsure when but I know when I go it’s going to because of myself. How is it fair to do that to someone you love? I think it’s just life, I’m just meant to live a decent life. Hope nobody can relate but feel like some of y’all can
@IchKlaueArwinsKinder9 ай бұрын
thank you.
@itssnakebite24743 ай бұрын
I've seen so many of theses they don't make me sad anymore...I've managed to convince myself i'm okay, but when i'm alone...I feel it I don't know why i'm sad.
@Yoshiskyblue7 ай бұрын
and chandler died alone. bro thats so sad. thats so sad
@bigpapi51432 ай бұрын
I just turned 15 and have no real friends. Just started my freshman year and the loneliness is starting to hit me real hard. When I was in middle school, I had buddies but now realize that it was just that. School buddies. No friend group. No outlet. No nothing. I play on sports teams and have had buddies again but am now realizing its not friendship. Popularity does not mean friendship. I have never been awkward and would go far enough to call myself an extrovert at times. But now I realize all this time I have just been a loser. If anyone out there is in the same boat as me don't hesitate to message me. copy and pasting on every damn corecore I can find
@darkslayer33429 ай бұрын
if it's not me me me, what else? All my friends left me or died. Family, I don't speak to them, some died too.
@darshandai3737 ай бұрын
they put a comedy sketch at the middle of it by the onions. 1:37
@MB27270Ай бұрын
Whoever is watching this video, you are not alone you are loved and good things will happen to you.
@tony71410 ай бұрын
Thanks Alex
@Eternityalt-ur6sb5 ай бұрын
Why can’t I be here for myself, everyone is here for me, I’m here for everyone. But I’m not here for myself.
@deepalishetiya2677 ай бұрын
It’s been 45 hours I haven’t slept I feel lonely loserly numb
@AliAs_13374 ай бұрын
Bruh
@Daddy8518 ай бұрын
My girl killed herself, my parents left me, my friends death threating me because I played genshin impacts and know that I don't shower for the last 3weeks
@uselessnessjojo32808 ай бұрын
That's Probably why.
@Nothing_happening_here_go_away8 ай бұрын
Damn man, Ok Thats sad
@imepic4348 ай бұрын
@@Nothing_happening_here_go_awayit's a dumb joke comment
@Daddy8517 ай бұрын
@@imepic434 yes it is
@Ragnathegoat3 ай бұрын
@@Daddy851fr? Damn thought shit was real for a sec
@mikkel98755 ай бұрын
my twin brother is on the other side of the world where he will be for 1 year and even though it's only been 1 day I already feel alone, it's only now that I appreciate how much he has made me smile and laugh , and all the conversations we've had together. it will be a difficult year for me where I would be alone
@Luvxjammin7 ай бұрын
You know that feeling when someone asks if your okay and….you say no and that ask what’s wrong , but you can’t put together words of the hurt and pain you’re feeling and suffering from because it’s so complex and difficult and confusing and you just cry instead of using your words because they can’t express the feelings that you feel
@thesmikeyike8 ай бұрын
The one that hurts the most is the one that's actually real. The speaker of the president ignoring the fact his wife is dead and children are in acoma/missing limbs Inorder to focus on his job. Caus how fucking sad is it that that's the mentality that's bred into men that regardless of whatever pain ailes you you put up a front for your your job
@holymnkyx6 ай бұрын
It's the onion bro, its made up.
@jwilliams31705 ай бұрын
Gentlemen, don’t give up. Keep fighting, keep pushing, don’t give up. It’s not going to be easy but we’re men and we were made to fight, so fight. You can do it, it’s your calling.
@RickyHGV6 ай бұрын
bro fell for the onion lol
@natsukigushiken3244Ай бұрын
it's weird really, i have friends, but I feel so alone. I feel alienated, the people in this video are much stronger than I ever will be. i'm not here to whine about myself though. yesterday my girlfriend attempted suicide, she tried to overdose. luckley, it was not succsessful, but now all I want to do is be with her, make sure that she is alright, I want her to be okay. i feel responsible for her spiraling, I have helped her before, but i'm not sure she wants to healed anymore, and it scares me. i don't want to lose her, what should I do?
@drumnbassdan2 ай бұрын
I've been in a room felt suicidal. I never felt that anyone could enter my life and cure me. there's nothing out there for me, And as i couldn't be loved, the next best thing is to be alone.
@Mr.L0St-k6hАй бұрын
When I try to release any PAIN STRESS BAD THOUGHTS OR LOVE I CANT FORGET, Every thing just floods back in I may be mad but I don’t show it. It’s hard to hold it in but I just tell my self “ look at the society you live in today they will NOT accept you. Stay emotional or emotions will go I am only 13 and I have no emotions I don’t feel anything but pain and stress.
@Abyssal-col34 ай бұрын
It always dawns on me that I have friends who work with me but none of them want to hang out with me or get to know the real me or even understand the pain of my loneliness
@1DEADNOVA4 ай бұрын
i have lost everything
@jasoncomix64533 ай бұрын
It’s ok. It will always get better
@uncleredacted708926 күн бұрын
I don’t know why but I can’t cry for myself, I can’t do anything about me, I’d give the world for anyone suffering, but I just can’t fucking do the bare minimum for myself.
@SassquatchTX5 ай бұрын
I thought i was the only one who had it sht. I always told myself other people had at worst but i still felt alone.
@marquezharris6192 ай бұрын
This loneliness is killing me slowly. I havent had friends in 7 years cause i have aspergers, im 19. For half a year i had worked at a job i absolutely hated cause i needed money. It added more stress to my depression.i lost the job cause i trash talked my job online, big mistake. My mom found out i have twitter and i used it to vent my feelings. Got put in the psych ward for 3 days cause of the harmful thoughts. Not allowed to have twitter anymore. I had friends on there and i often shared my art. Now im really alone again. Jobless and friendless
@Mr.Aiden1236 ай бұрын
I can’t thug this one out gang…
@GreenLightning11774 ай бұрын
“I’m watching my kids life through FaceTime” I would give anything to wake up with them every morning now I’m just the guy on the phone
@tsm_sleek20653 ай бұрын
Respect is sometimes thought to be earned from fake people but if your not getting the repsect you desarve these people just don't have that repsect stay safe.
@zataiyo67389 ай бұрын
I set myself on fire a couple of days ago To punish myself I have to be better
@rezakhosravi33272 ай бұрын
Oh man I'm sad and hopless. A man with no goal and confidence this life is harder than I can handel.
@natedogg91234 ай бұрын
I’m so alone man. I used to hate physical touch but all I wish for is for someone to hold me man. I don’t even care if that’s soft. I just can’t keep doing this. I’ve had nobody for 3 years. Each night I lie awake just praying for someone to come into my life that isn’t a fake. But will it ever happen.
@libertarian4life2212 ай бұрын
I havnt looked forward to the next day in 3 years.i feel like I’m slowly just shutting down
@JACKplays09212 ай бұрын
Life is Life so stop getting Sad by People and use that as a reason to go gym and get yourself better
@notthisyourlight18 күн бұрын
0:50 that guy was not able to change his ways and the same women had to put i him in prison...
@NipponSpeedWorks8 ай бұрын
not saying it doesn't happen to woman but notice how its only men. men are tired these days, all we want is love
@minerchick12587 ай бұрын
It is just clips, humanity is one. We need to love each other
@Woobaby.b6 ай бұрын
Will part got me crying a lil bit i can’t lie 😭
@pizzatime91738 ай бұрын
It has never been more over than it is now, this all shouldn’t have happened, I’m sorry man I am just such a fuck up man it’s all my fault dude I can’t do this anymore I have a guy who can sell me morphine been thinking of doing a little too much just once and the rest is just engraved in my tombstone, what an ugly life I am just a bad caricature of a better person
@superherobeatdown7 ай бұрын
dont bro its not easy i spent years trying and thinking about it too but it gets better stick to the weed and beer thats all you need homie and as long as your not creep or what ever it should be good it really is just u holding onto little moments that u think you done something in real life it was nothing but make sure you hold onto the little moments of good and great thats what matters its been 2 years since my mum hung herslef there isnt a day i dont think i could join her but whats the point in that in the end it doesnt matter and thats a fact i hope your okay mate
@DustOnTheGround016 ай бұрын
NO WAY SHOWING A CLIP FROM THE ONION
@Yimm32 ай бұрын
I'm sorry kid. We appreciate you. Live. Be happy, Love those who around while they around. Please.
@AlwaysChasingStorms2 ай бұрын
Im going to be honest. Over the last 3 weeks ive been made to be the villain whenel im really not. And im done with this world. Everyone who ive cared about is now ghosting me for no reason and im scared, lonely and afraid.
@ThatRobloxGuy-v7z9 ай бұрын
My best friend from 2016 dad died and i just started crying for 1h start
@tfcdprogram51754 ай бұрын
i drink to let myself feel emotions. when im not drinking or smoking. i cant feel emotions. im drinking and one day a week which is now, i break down and let out what i can.
@tfcdprogram51754 ай бұрын
crying and feeling these emotions make me realize im a good person, to feel for things.
@igot5onit4234 ай бұрын
That's kind of funny Cause I drink to not feel emotions. If I could I would rather just be neutral at this point.. The roller coaster is so Exhausting
@tfcdprogram51754 ай бұрын
@@igot5onit423 isn't it ironic? lol. i yearned to be neutral. after so long i achieved it and i hate it. i wish i skipped out wanting that and dealt with the rollercoasters all those years.
@leememoon6 ай бұрын
It hurts.
@faceless11235 ай бұрын
Im loding my body. My mind. My love. With still no answers. I give up. I hope god takes me in.
@MisatoBestWoman6 ай бұрын
I don’t know your situation, I don’t know what you’re going through but I will believe in you. You’re a human and we humans go through struggles but we are strong I believe in you. *edit* can someone tell me what movie or show 8:31 is from thank you
@River.T5 ай бұрын
Out of the furnace
@Apple_1004 ай бұрын
Was not expecting to see Bisop Mari Mari Emmanuel on here
@christophergarcia3793 ай бұрын
“We don’t have to talk I just can just sit hit here for moment”
@triskle3985Ай бұрын
Me going to college: "I'm going to miss my mom" **starts crying**
@Spider-sj9wm2 ай бұрын
What’s the song name at 0:00? I could really use it right now… just to rethink my life.
@ItsMiaafr7 ай бұрын
its hard i cant take it anymore i just got released from the mental hospital and my parents call me a attention seeker for harming myself and i dont really care anymore and all i want is just a hug if i go on the internet to ask for help i just get shamed for what i look like how i act how i sound im barely 15 and i already wanna quit this "game"
@__Ruggrat7 ай бұрын
Keep your head uo bro i love you times are hard and parents are basically kids raising kids you are cherished you are amazinf
@BigDJ.5 ай бұрын
Take tren and get jacked
@ItsMiaafr5 ай бұрын
@@BigDJ. I would if I was a male.
@explosivenibbler5005 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry, you can get through this. I'm praying for you
@W223N6 ай бұрын
u know its real when u start to cry
@Private_Hoorah5 ай бұрын
8:32 Movie name?
@JackEads-og8ek4 ай бұрын
I don’t understand why I’m lonely, I have friends and family, but I always focus on the fact that every girl I’ve talked to used me and then left me for another guy. It shouldn’t bother me cause I know there are people who have it way worse. I’m always taking things for granted. Idk what’s wrong with me
@Aiman-yu6qg4 ай бұрын
You strive for love, nothing wrong with that. One day you’ll find that special girl who treats you right, keep on living bro, I’ve got your back.
@JackEads-og8ek4 ай бұрын
Thanks bro I appreciate it
@sregserhogsergoih9 ай бұрын
im so fkn cooked
@ZeeATVS8 ай бұрын
same
@sregserhogsergoih8 ай бұрын
@@ZeeATVS its okay
@ZeeATVS8 ай бұрын
@@sregserhogsergoih we both know we’re cooked 🥶🥶
@sregserhogsergoih8 ай бұрын
@@ZeeATVS 🤩dont kys btw but real
@ZeeATVS8 ай бұрын
@@sregserhogsergoih I’ll try not to🤭
@chillychese5 ай бұрын
That white house press secretary was strong to keep going
@humanp4th5 ай бұрын
Was that clip with the Press Secretary real??? That's just horrible. Losing your wife and child, your last child stuck in a Coma, unsure if they'll make it too. That's genuinely the type of stuff to break anybody, man or woman. I don't think i'd ever recover from that sort of thing
@humanp4th5 ай бұрын
Yeah I can't finish this video, shi got me tearing up at work. Talking to customers like "🥲🥲🥲 how can I help you?"
@tagesabeux19143 ай бұрын
If your going through hell, just keep going.
@David135795 ай бұрын
1:11 Dude He’s… oh, I can’t
@premiersportswtb5 ай бұрын
This hit hard. I am a 16 year old boy and i am really struggling in life my parents have left me to live in a foster home and the other kids here do not approve of me. every day i rot in my room praying things were different, i just want someone to talk to. school situation is not great either as i hardly attend it. My life is going to waste. Please, i need help.
@beneditooliveira39424 ай бұрын
I know there's no way to measure pain, but in my opinion. The only thing worse than breaking down emotionally. It's not feeling anything, and not knowing how to deal with it.
@Mewmew0_024 ай бұрын
Sounds like me
@danielgriffin224110 ай бұрын
What's the music
@XAMP3editzz10 ай бұрын
❤
@themusicman396611 күн бұрын
I know guys I know I'm right there too right there leaning at the edge of taking that permanent leap but don't give up dont do it i promise keep strong and i just had it shown to me today read it yall James 1:12
@elpepevince98792 ай бұрын
I always hold back my tears when I’m sad I’m 15 and I hate myself I’m a disappointment and a lot more
@elpepevince98792 ай бұрын
I have never had my dad in my life because he probably hates me or never wanted me
@TriggerTrapCason6 ай бұрын
Life has tore me up man... Hurts I sure wish the bestest life to you all. Don't give up. Believe me I feel like giving up to. So many of us battling the same thing.... Like GOD damn..... Whats the plan here.
@Ironmonger4782 ай бұрын
It’s a cycle.wake up go to school/work feel depressed go home sleep repeat.its a cycle