"Lord, what about me..."

[@donnamolina5884]

I am going through some very dark times right now and trying not to give up

[@jpage99999]

Keep fighting dear one. May the Lord answer all your prayers. I will pray for you as I go through the absolute torment of hell as well.

[@skittlessoreal19]

I found your channel back in 2021 I was diagnosed with severe panic disorder with anxiety and postpartum depression, I was hopeless and I couldn’t sleep I had to be held down in order to sleep, I was full of fear and I remember shaking and out of touch with my life and out of touch with my daughter who was only 5-6 months at the time, nothing felt real anymore then I found you and I remember you said in one of your old videos what you did to overcome your situation and that you surrendered to Jesus and I took that advice an got on my knees everyday and yelled” I surrender to you Jesus” and everything changed, not all in one day, but overtime things started to get back normal for me and my sight came back clearer and I started to eat again and sleep through the night. I fully surrendered my life to Jesus and got serious about making jesus my main priority. I want to thank you for what you did for me and what your are doing in other peoples lives that watch your channel🤍 Aaron you are gifted and pure and I hope god continue to bless you and your family.

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you for sharing this. Praise God! I’m very glad to hear you found peace in surrendering and trusting in Jesus. May He comfort and bless you and your family. And thank you for the kind words and encouragement!

[@arrenjaymeabel946]

​@@aaronkim1074you are heaven sent that gives us hope and a brighter future .GOD bless you more..🙏🏻

[@frankhubbard8703]

I sure appreciate your ministry. Your messages have been so timely.

[@geethaaaron4473]

Thank you Aaron. God bless you👍

[@BBCakes333]

I keep backsliding and turning to alcohol occasionally to try and ease my grief and pain while I wait for God to fulfill His promises in my life and the life of someone I love. I feel like I go 2 steps forward and 5 steps back! How do I overcome while I’m waiting??? Am I blocking my blessings by letting the grief consume me at times?! Please pray for me…😞

[@ciarayung7967]

Same here! It’s so discouraging cuz when I slip up it feels like I’ve upset God and no longer worthy of blessings. .. i just want to feel happy and normal for once

[@kimmefford2814]

You’re not alone. I’m doing the same thing

[@monicathrasher3561]

It’s helps to go to AA. I’ve been sober almost 5 years, I’m better, but it’s been a slow progress

[@kimmefford2814]

@@monicathrasher3561 I think you are right. But since Covid, it’s a challenge to find places to attend & join

[@emmab3548]

This speaks to me about my suffering with a health condition that keeps me awake all night. I pray and pray yet I feel so hopeless because I’m not getting better. Thank you. I also recently lost my mom to cancer and she was so faithful. 🙏🏻

[@aaronkim1074]

I’m sorry to hear of your sufferings. No matter what happens or how you feel, Jesus is enough. Lean into His promises with all your weight. He will provide and guide till the end. Just keep trusting in Him alone.

[@CherryJ2911]

Oh man I’m so sorry to hear about your mom. I lost my mom too so I can relate. May God continue to bring healing and great comfort to your soul in Jesus Name amen.

[@sunithadsouza3601]

Thank you brother aaron.God has sent you for all of us who is suffering . Kindly pray for me 🙏

[@lonewolf434]

If I can pray for anyone please let me know. God bless you all

[@Sunnyslopes]

Thank you for this Aaron , this was really encouraging and well put .

[@noracoyle4988]

Thank you Aaron💞

[@kaykaypounds2744]

Amen!

[@Golden_writes550]

Thank you for your time Aaron, Ive been a believer for a lot of years and God's been so Faithful to us yet it is I who has not. I have learned we do reap what we sow, therefore Im learning to fear God.(Reverence) God has brought my wife and I through so many Afflictions but some of these afflictions has sometimes caused in us like a weariness of men and test all things. I don't know if this is something that has damaged me or it's a good thing? Maybe I did not allow the Patients to do its perfect work. I do know God will show me yet I know He uses men as well I'd appreciate your opinion. We have been forsaken by close family members and they hate us without cause.

[@aaronkim1074]

If you look at the lives of people like Elijah, Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and others, the Bible doesn’t really mention them having much friends. This is not always the case, but I believe the Christian life is often lonely. If you find yourself in a similar situation, you are in good company. The Lord is more than enough. Also, being weary of men can be a good thing when taken to a healthy level. We are to love others; however, you do want to be careful of putting too much trust in any man. All humans are flawed and fail at times, including you and me. So, you don’t want to put any man on a pedestal; otherwise, you will likely be disappointed. Keep trusting in the Lord as you do life with Him. He will faithfully see you through.

[@vesnababic3170]

Aaron I would really appreciate it if you would post the bible verses somewhere in writing that we could easily get to see 🙏😘

[@nathantimmins6162]

Why does surrender take so long? Because God has too wear "you" out, then once you "let go", he can catch you ❤

[@melissagiedt5127]

Thank you, Aaron, for another great, helpful and timely video. I can sooooo relate. Big time. Your message is very helpful. Thank you for your videos. God bless you, your family, and your you tube ministry.

[@Jan316PL]

it's good to have you.. you know the feeling of trial and i hope that you will supply us with your videos till the end! love you brother Aaron, soon we will be in heaven and there are no trials there.

[@dyanitsuyo9609]

Wow! Thank you Aaron. God definitely used you to speak to me, because I'm actually writing my thesis about pilgrim's progress!!! I was shocked when you mentioned it in this video. That showed me even more how alive God is and that He sees my circumstances and answers my doubts! God bless you brother 🙏🏻❤️

[@lettyboelte7251]

Thank you for this video Aaron! It was so validating to hear someone express the pain of seeing God work healing and bringing comfort and consolation to so many around you. You start to believe that you are either doing something wrong or are left out or worse, abandoned to the wiles of the enemy. Very encouraging video.

[@kimmefford2814]

My despair is so indescribable so I won’t even try. But one thing is for sure; Through my many times of thinking “should I just end it and go” , your videos have helped me in my decision to hold on & keep going. It had to be some kind of Divine intervention because you just popped up in my You Tube one day. My current life definition of despair: Every moment that I am awake (conscious) is so emotionally painful from worry that it hurts to be awake. My mind seems to continually tell me that today will be the day I get the call that my child is dead. (My only child). She has been chronically ill since coming back from a mission trip to Peru in March of 2020. (She was only 16 years old then). Fast forward to now over three years later & she is still very sick (sicker even; heart & digestive system failing). So now I live with that thought, every day, every waking moment. It’s unbearable. It makes it almost impossible to function happily (normally) in life. Please keep up your ministry, Aaron. Because I go back and refer to your videos often. They keep me hanging on in moments when I think I can’t anymore. * KNOW in your heart that you are making a difference in other people’s lives.

[@aaronkim1074]

I prayed for you Kim. May the Lord sustain you and fill you with His hope. And thank you for the encouragement. God bless you.

[@naomi8097]

Kim, I’m sorry to hear what you’re going through. Our children mean so much to us. Check out my description and you’ll see information to my writings to encourage suffering Christians.

[@kimmefford2814]

@@naomi8097 … Hello Naomi! Thank you for responding. I’m looking for your description but can’t seem to find it.

[@naomi8097]

@@kimmefford2814click on my photo icon and then About

[@rahawa774]

Kim, I feel for you, being in a terribly hard situation . I am praying for your daughter’s complete and swift healing 🙏 This can happen in an instant! Heart and digestive system? If she was prescribed antibiotics after that trip, she may well need to have her gut micro biome re-inoculated, as medical interventions such as antibiotics often decimate the gut flora, which in turn collapses the normal bodily systems. Research gut micro biome.

[@El_2816]

I stumbled your videos 2 months ago. I was having insomnia those times, but now, it went better. Though there were some nights I lack of sleep but I always remember your words that "Surrender my life to God" Last night, I was not able to sleep but it did not bother at all. In my mind, I can sleep for God is with me. I can't thank you enough for the help you have given.

[@aaronkim1074]

Amen! Your faith in the Lord is growing. May God continue to strengthen you and bless you.

[@CharLotte-rj8cq]

I'm praying for more strength and courage, I need to trust God more. That's the exact Bible verse I'm trying to stand on Isaiah 41:10, I get scared of all that's coming at me please pray I find strength and more faith, God I need your help. In Jesus name Amen.

[@JSp890]

extremely edifying , thanks Aaron

[@k.cummings7209]

Wow, another timely message! Praise God!!👏👏

[@teenagerservingjesus6734]

Going through a dark time but I have to trust God :)

[@jenn_jean_kent_artist]

Thank you, Aaron. God bless you!🙏

[@JustInChrist7]

Thanks Aaron, your encouragement is very soothing in this time. May the LORD bless you for your work in Jesus name.

[@gracegotthis3704]

Thank you Aaron. God bless you and your family

[@swativerma4035]

Thank you for this video.. :)

[@Holly-tc4id]

Psalm 34:19 🙏🏻

[@Chelz15]

GOD BLESS YOU AARON TO GOD BE ALL THE HIGHEST GLORY

[@nztrp3082]

This is something I have been battling with, everyone’s destiny being different and accepting that. God destines some people to be greater in this life than others. And I know that this life is not the be all and end all but then my question is what was the whole point of all this? What is this meant to achieve? Is it meant to see who is worthy of heaven or not by trusting in him? And why do all this, I know he is the Potter but is it fair for him to put us through that when he knows we are human? I am in a state right now where I might not end up in the career I thought I was always going to do, I feel I have worked so hard for it, I have been through so much in my life for it and I believe God put me through all those moments to work on my character and to rely on him. I have always related my life to Joseph and after all the trials I thought this was finally it, my time being sold into slavery and prison is done and it’s my time to be governor. But now I am not sure. Maybe this is Joseph going from being in charge of the household (I have enjoyed some slight prosperity for a very short period) to being in Prison. I don’t even know what I an saying but if anyone reads this and cares enough please pray for me. I have back slidden so much , reading my bible has been near enough impossible. I am struggling with thinking what if I am not like Joseph what if I am John the Baptist and I never make it out , like God destined for me to never make it to the top career that I thought I would be in after going through my trials. I know to trust God is to be fine with that but that is my problem because I just can’t seem to and I know this life is not eternal, but then what’s the point of living? Like Paul said I would rather be with Christ there is nothing but suffering in this world (I know Paul didn’t say it suicidally and neither am I) . I’m just tired after going through so many different things I am tired and just don’t have the strength. Nevertheless, I thank God for his mercy because I am a great sinner and don’t deserve it. Maybe that’s what God wants to work on me in this season, but then I have been here before? I have only backslid because of all this, I know that’s not good enough, but I prayed against it. I don’t have trust in my own self or anything else but God that much I know. I feel like even lambasting like this is a sin and shows maybe I don’t trust him enough, his plans for me.

[@gatorups]

Praying for you. I’ve struggled almost exactly as you are describing. Praying He’ll strengthen you and give you encouragement 🙏

[@monicathrasher3561]

Hi Aaron. The insomnia is better. I have way less sleep anxiety, however I still avg 5 hours a night, broken sleep. Mentally I am so much more stable, but physically I look how I feel. Still trusting for complete healing one day. I pray it’s on this side.

[@joanned1910]

Thank you

[@chemarlimited]

Amen, thank you and may God continue to bless you ❤🙏🏾

[@joanned1910]

It's been over two years

[@szilardfineascovasa6144]

Six, my friend. And not static - from bad, to worse; and new afflictions 🙂. God is still faithful...even when we don't see it. One day it will all end...one way or another. Will I face decades of a mini Job-like experience? I hope not.

[@kimmefford2814]

8 years here…but the last 3 yrs have been the worst. Maybe this year will be my (our) break-thru year! Never give up! Tomorrow could be our day of deliverance!

[@szilardfineascovasa6144]

@@kimmefford2814 God bless, may He raise you above all your troubles! Same with OP.

[@kimmefford2814]

@@szilardfineascovasa6144 You too, my friend!

[@melissa8467]

You are not alone.❤

[@Holly-tc4id]

😔🙏🏻