Lose Your Head / Kasane Teto

This track is featured on DAEMON/DOLL, an English Teto compilation album!
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as jlo said: mi gente latino. LMAO. i didnt plan to release 3 songs back to back like this it kind of just happened. i'm really with how this song came out; everyone who worked on it did such an amazing job and i'm very very excited to share!! and i'm so insanely proud of the work everyone put into daemon/doll!!! aghhh we are so cool. please check out the entire album it is SO good. and please check out everyone who helped make this song real!
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Credits
Song: ‪@vanelily‬
/ rhythmfriend
Mix/Master: ‪@JamiePaigeIRL‬
/ pamiejaige
Tuning: ‪@YoppyVU‬
/ yoppyvu
Art: ‪@Edlinklover‬
/ edlinklover
MV: ‪@friendxp‬
/ friend_xp
Guitar: ‪@GuitarHeroPianoZero‬
/ guitarhpianoz

[@RIProducer]

BOP OF ALL TIME

[@BethanyRoseTheBasementDemon]

bop with the lamb chops

[@8bitfloppa]

RhinoRoducer

[@BethanyRoseTheBasementDemon]

@@8bitfloppa what in the world

[@SimplyTrulyNothing]

Fully agree!!!! ✨💫⭐️🌟🌙☀️

[@justpeachy4475]

​@@BethanyRoseTheBasementDemon Butcher Vanity be like

[@MichaelSaniyan]

Being rejected by their family - or even worse, having to cut off parts of themselves just to stay accepted - is a truly heartbreaking thing. Thank you for this song.

[@JamiePaigeIRL]

VANE WITH THE BACK TO BACK BANGERS

[@cofylover20]

A jamie comment with no replies? Lemme fix that

[@BethanyRoseTheBasementDemon]

yeahah rootbeer

[@Imrllydum]

Wait how it says 6d ago but this released like 5 hours ago

[@clOwnmaggotz]

REAL

[@Sava122o]

If the song was uploaded 12 days ago, how did jamie comment 2 weeks ago, doesn't make sense

[@cookie4231]

this is giving such "my faith and peers have betrayed me and gave me so much religious trauma despite them being the people that should've given me love and cherished me but because i was different they have shunned me, laughed at me, pointed at me. i just wish for a family to be there for me." energy

[@The_ace-1233]

That is a very specific kind of energy

[@squishyseraph7780]

Thats... Oddly secific... Not wrong tho.

[@thebutterscotchkid2481]

Can confirm. This is accurate energy.

[@JoPo-nk8pr]

@@The_ace-1233 it's not. they just used a lot of words, and it looks specifc.

[@luigimrlgaming9484]

The song did not speak of the faith betraying her, just her peers. She prayed for a family, people to be there for her on Earth.

[@friendxp]

OH LORD.. I'M BEGGING THEM TO stream daemon/doll, an english teto compilation album! now available on spotify and other streaming services!

[@clOwnmaggotz]

daemon/doll is 100% being played on repeat 24/7 ✨✨

[@Plant-c9p]

This vid was fucking awesome. Love your work ❤

[@l-exist]

Hey it’s you from the other video!!!!

[@Vivi-FR0G]

I love when teto said “It’s teto-in time” and started teto-ing everywhere

[@AidsTheIII]

real

[@sapphirewolf4031]

so true

[@somerandomfinn668]

Get a second joke, please

[@Stanskzzzysl]

@@somerandomfinn668what?

[@PolanaMaliny]

For real..

[@Amelia_Whitevoid]

I don't understand how Vane only has 36k subscribes, this is some of the best art and editing I have ever seen and definitely the best song I have ever heard. Criminally underratted

[@clOwnmaggotz]

FOR REAL. Vane is literally so underrated

[@yourhighnessshanzay]

Vane is insanely underrated, def my fav producer! but quick correction: she didn’t make the art and mv

[@codeninja3295]

until this song, i’d only heard A Crow’s Trial and Lamentations, as well as knowing Vane is popular among the Ghost fandom. Lamentations was great, but this song has finally made me realize what i’ve been missing out on. this SLAPS

[@Whatdoyoumeanuhoh]

It's cause a lot of people don't listen to English vocaloid songs despite missing out on so many amazing pieces

[@TheDougoutyt]

​@@codeninja3295funny thing ghost has hundreds of thousands but I'm pretty sure vane releases songs more consistently/frequently

[@penguinoats4613]

Vane Lily + Religious themes = IMMEDIATE BANGER

[@yttrium5202]

(chokes) collared

[@Ari-1169]

*coughs* matches and rust.

[@ribb0nzz]

[clears throat] my eternity

[@moonlightnymph7975]

[wails loudly] to hell and back

[@RamnNodls]

(loudly has a heart attack) perfectly sweet

[@tthevocaloidcollector]

we trying constantly in vain to break the cycle of generational trauma with this one!! (the very act of trying to break the cycle only brings on more trauma)

[@E4439Qv5]

You've gotta fill those 'Holes' yourself, Stanley.

[@TheDougoutyt]

Do you mean in vane badumts🥁

[@E4439Qv5]

@@TheDougoutyt 'Vanity, vanity, all is vanity. All is meaningless; a chasing-after-the-wind.'

[@juliemittel3931]

yesterday RIProducer dropped an absolute banger. today it's vane lily. teto fans just stay winning

[@gumimissilelauncher]

It’s because it’s part of an album called ‘DAEMON/DOLL’ that’s dedicated to Teto!! :D (you can see the advert for it on Ghost and Pals’ channel)

[@vantayuri]

"I'm not gonna lie, I'm pissed that God made me this way, in a morbid exchange of theatrics and heavenly fate" BARS But man, as a transguy I can't help but see this song as a sort of metaphor for a queer person in a religious family. Someone who wishes for nothing more than to be loved by their family instead of having been cursed to live as a morbid outcast. Rejected by their own loved ones with no way to change it, except for cutting off parts of themself in order to be loved and as a result, feeling stuck in their life. Anyway good job Vane, this is an absolute banger as always!

[@luigimrlgaming9484]

Love sometimes hurts, but pain is not what you should avoid, especially when God is for you. His love is everlasting, and He loves all of us in our broken states, if only you are to realize that you will have made the biggest revelation in your entire life. Losing what we desire is scary and unimaginable, I’ll admit that, and sometimes we feel as though our sin is a part of us that we cannot cast off. But Jesus died for our sins, and so when you believe in Him you are freed of those chains, your sin will have no power over you, yet you may be tempted to revel in it once more. Satan is not a scary demon, he is one of the most beautiful beings in existence, and that allure is what causes sin. I implore you sister, find Christ within your Heart, put all of your trust in Him, just try and see who He really is.

[@plant3493]

​@@luigimrlgaming9484 Ew

[@luigimrlgaming9484]

@@plant3493 Please try and put some deeper thought into it. I know you don’t do that a lot but just try it for once this time. I’ll pray for you✝️🙏

[@sharpnya]

@@luigimrlgaming9484Why r u even trying to preach under a song about religious trauma? Whats wrong with you?

[@luigimrlgaming9484]

@@sharpnya Because, you guys need it the literal most. What chances are you’ll ever come back if all you know of the faith is your traumatic experience? Matthew 18:5-6 “If anyone causes one of these little ones-those who believe in me-to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.” This verse applies to those who abuse you with religion, as not only have they hurt you, but they have acted contrary to the Lord’s will but using His name, thus defiling it. Christianity is not about being perfect, I have had sins I struggle with for the longest of times and it would be hypocritical for me to think I am better than anyone else here. Jesus commanded us to be humble and act in good conduct to others so that we are not guilty of wrongdoing. Obviously it was broken here, and thus when I look at the fans of this song, all I see are broken individuals trying to find purpose in their lives and lying to themselves because they did not receive proper support at home. God did not make you wrongly, the Devil twists you up and makes you chase things that you think you want but actually bring you further down. Our human intuition and perception is flawed and biased, what looks beautiful could be utterly evil on the inside, and such is the nature of sin. And when compared to to a merciless family who is unwilling to forgive your transgressions which you don’t know how to solve, it looks like the right option. I tell you, neither are the truth, but I can show you the truth if you let me.

[@heuriin]

THE EDITING???? THE COLORS???? this song is so good i'm floating????? thanks for the food vane!!!!!!!!!! okay so after a second listen: the vibe i get from this is something along the lines of "somebody recovering from some sort of pain and disguising their agony behind a facade of strong, yet almost cynical faith" which is a really specific scenario but it's what i've gathered............. maybe the whole decapitation thing is a metaphor for losing the biggest parts of yourself and never truly being able to regain them?? either way, we have been fed well with this banger!!

[@Gabriel_Ultrakill]

Have faith, is not a bad thing, I still believe father will be back anytime now.....

[@moonlightnymph7975]

^ who the fuck is roleplaying as gabriel ultrakill here ??

[@Gabriel_Ultrakill]

@@moonlightnymph7975 thanks for recognizing me though

[@Ashleeluvscats]

not one, not two, but three songs in a row is crazy edit: oh yeah thats another banger

[@flowersmedia832]

*two actually cause butchers vanity was a unit between jamie, rice and vane

[@mothgirl0512]

@@flowersmedia832 I mean it still counts though. Just because multiple people made it doesn’t mean it doesn’t count

[@asuagony]

woah tt moot jumpscare

[@maximumprimee]

ashleeluvscats jumpscare

[@senjutsunade_tsunadesenju]

I like how it starts quietly and then it literally becomes the most chaotic thing ever

[@SimplyTrulyNothing]

WE’RE GONNA GET DECAPITATED WITH THIS ONE!!!! 🔊🔊🔊🔊✨💫⭐️🌟🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@BethanyRoseTheBasementDemon]

what

[@Plasmagirl3000Sam]

LETS GoOO 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@E1izabethAft0n]

SLAYYY🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣️

[@clOwnmaggotz]

YEAHHHHHH 🗣🗣🗣 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@The_ace-1233]

YEEEEEAHHHHH🗣🗣🔥🗣🔥🔥

[@GuitarHeroPianoZero]

Thank you for letting me contribute the guitar part to your song! I've been eagerly awaiting the release of the video and it did not disappoint!

[@roachewy]

You did such an amazing job implementing the guitar sounds in this song, literally my favorite thing about it

[@Nov-Alle]

VANE IS GIVING US BUTCHERS, aaND TETO??? IT'S A DREAM COME TRUE!

[@MellyMiao]

N PFP SPOTTED UNDER A VANE VIDEO??? IT'S ANOTHER DREAMMMM

[@Nov-Alle]

@@MellyMiao OUR SOULS ARE BEING TAKEN AWAYY-

[@ErlkingOfTheWildHunt]

@@MellyMiaoTAMARI!!

[@astrid-fp]

LYRICS!!! these took forever, have fun! Bittersweet memories Reform an amalgam of loyalty Curses cast in the name of spite Leave scars, unspoken, through the dying night Generations come and go Yet tears stay frozen through melted snow Leave your baggage with the dead, but be sure Not to lose. Your. Head. (NA LA, NANALA, NA NA, NALA) (NA LA, NANALA, NA NA, NALA) (NA LA, NANALA, NA NA, NALA) (NA LA, NANALA, NA NA, NALA) Through the pews of an old rustic room Echo memories from before the womb (Dios te salve, Maria!) Carving scars beneath a truth Could you say, in a way, it’s a game of rewriting pain In distorted hues (Dios te salve, Maria!) Searching for a holy view Obscure the parts within your heart An apostolic work of art You know that it’s the only way to RUN AWAY, RUN AWAY See through the superficial fluff Laced with a sacrificial snuff You know that it’s the only way to RUN AWAY, RUN AWAY (Ha ha ha ha ha) Bleeding through the rubble (Ha ha ha ha ha) Scared of causing trouble (Ha ha ha ha) Knowing that the house of god Was built upon the martyr’s claws But Even with the days She couldn’t ever run away, aching For the storybook ending she yearned for Rereading every page, trapped in a melancholic daze, still praying: Oh Lord, please tell them that I say I Need a family there for me (I know we’re still grieving these feelings, but why can’t you all understand?) Aaaah, this decapitated apathy (repeating again, and again) As the cycle takes my head I live as a lamb for the lucidly damned, still losing my grip on this body They all point and laugh, but can you be mad? I’m just not the way that they want me I’m running from time, but really, I’m fine I’m not gonna lie, I’m pissed that god made me this way In a morbid exchange Of theatrics and heavenly fate Obscure the damage in your heart A vitriolic work of art You know that it’s the only way to HIDE AWAY, HIDE AWAY See through the superficial fluff Laced with a sacrificial snuff You know that it’s the only way to HIDE AWAY, HIDE AWAY (Ha ha ha ha ha) Bleeding through the rubble (Ha ha ha ha ha) Scared of causing trouble (Ha ha ha ha) Knowing that the house of god Was built upon the martyr’s claws (aaaaah, aaaaah, ohhhh whoahhhh, ohhh whoahhhh) I wish you loved me in a way that didn’t hurt (aaah!) I wish you knew me more than the parts of me you burned I know you’re all trying to change, so it pains me to say how I’ve given up I’ve found solace in feeling stuck (aaah!) But Even with the days Things never ever seem to change Done waiting For that storybook ending I yearned for Tearing out every page While cursing out a daemon’s name Still praying: oh Lord, please hear me when I say That Even with the days She couldn’t ever run away, aching For the childish ending she yearned for Rereading every page, trapped in a melancholic daze, still praying: Oh god, I’m begging them to say we’ll Be the family that you need (I know we’re still grieving these feelings, but why can’t you all understand?) Aaaah, this decapitated agony (repeating again, and again) As the cycle takes my head Generations come and go Yet tears stay frozen through melted snow Leave your baggage with the dead, but be sure Not to lose your head

[@RoseRelisnot]

It is seriously a crime that this song isn't in the millions in terms of likes and views considering this is probably THE BEST vocaloid song in terms of how damn hard all of it hits- every section a roller coaster to hell in a blaze of glory

[@squishyseraph7780]

Yeah, that's an accurate way to describe it.

[@Pooto...]

Any song where Vane uses our Chimera girl is gonna be amazing!

[@BethanyRoseTheBasementDemon]

the making of a

[@lucidesunderstanderer8457]

my jaw literally dropped hearing this song. like i am totally speechless. you captured the jumbled, contradictory feelings of cutting ties with your blood related family. GOD. thank you for this. really. i hope one day we can fully heal from the past and live a fulfilling life

[@SkylarSpeaking]

WE ARE BEING SPOILED!!! Thank you Vane!!! 🎉

[@Behestofheaven]

VANE THIS IS SO GOOD Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized! Yes! I am lobotomized!

[@E4439Qv5]

_you may be entitled to compensation..._

[@ErlkingOfTheWildHunt]

@@E4439Qv5LC! LC!

[@The_ace-1233]

Me after the Lobotomy 😂

[@lusi05]

It's funny how lately I constantly listen to a song literally called 'Lobotomy' by Luke Black

[@Garfield-no-lasagna]

You're the only artist I've been able to genuinely consider my favorite and now you're releasing a song with my favorite vocaloid???? I think I've won in life

[@somniax-music]

Vane has honestly been spoiling us recently

[@cofylover20]

MY HOUSE CAUGHT ON FIRE FROM THIS SONG /pos

[@cofylover20]

IT WAS A COINCIDENCE BECAUSE I DIDNT LISTEN TO LANGUAGE OF THE LOST UNTIL LIKE TODAY- BUT YEAH SURE..

[@Mw0thbl1nd]

Every song Vane makes sets my house on fire

[@JTxTX]

BRO YOU CANT JUST POP IN OUTTA NOWHERE AND DROP THIS BANGER you can THIS ROCKS

[@IzzyFever]

I loved the end where Teto turned to the camera and said 'Well... this was truly a Loose your head' and the audience laughed as the screen cut to black

[@MrPikachuTheMadman]

The Church has brought me out of so many dark times, yet has put others into them through its flaws. It’s troubling to mentally reconcile these two truths. I have no answer to the question that threatens to tear my mind apart in confusion and anger if I think too hard. I wish the best for my queer brothers, sisters, and non-binary siblings. God will give you vindication, maybe not here on Earth, but in heaven when your natural time comes. May God grant us peace.

[@squishyseraph7780]

Okay, you're good. Thanks for the kind words.

[@MonochroMenace]

This is so freaking good dude. You somehow manage to outdo yourself with each upload, seriously an improvement inspiration. BANGER AFTER BANGER!

[@ESpoofTheCrunchy]

Damn I never knew Teto bought headless 🤩

[@baizhuchin]

Me when bittersweet memories reform an amalgam of loyalty

[@the-real-tooth-hurty]

Me when curses cast in the name of spite leave scars unspoken through the dying night

[@mateoballout]

Me when generations come and go yet tears stay frozen through melted snow

[@Eosinophyllis]

Me when leave your baggage with the dead but be sure not to lose your head

[@Abelia_illust]

1度聴いただけでこの曲の虜になりました！ ゆっくりと歌詞を翻訳しながら何度も聴いています I love this song！

[@acegvming1962]

this is the moment where this song went from great to goated 2:00

[@TheDeerfox]

i remember once, as an uncultured person, i asked “is Teto Hatsune Miku’s dog” since i genuinely didn’t know and my Miku-obsessed friend went a little feral

[@kalena950]

Something i absolutely ADORE about vane lily is the sheer amount of religious ideation and trauma theh bring to light with their songs. Its so good to have some of these feelings brought to light in a way thats just SUCH A BANGER

[@kraaiwaker8312]

This hits hard, unfortunately reminds me of issues in my own family or at least by blood, and feelings I have towards it. Thanks for this art Vane, I hope creating this helped you through some of your own trauma.

[@Sounds_of_rain555]

Music video:🔥🔥 Song: 💃🎶 Everything perfect!!!

[@Anonymous_Lilac2270]

First Vane, then the Crane Wives... WHY ARE MY CURRENT FAVOURITE SONG PRODUCERS SO CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED

[@Cael-b3u]

We got 2000s we got butcher person and my head is wacked off girl

[@Edlinklover]

yippee!!!! yippeeee everything came out so good yippee!!!

[@TheRPGNerd]

WE WORKIN THRU THE RELIGIOUS TRAUMA WITH THIS ONE

[@CloudyKiid]

This song is like a drug to me, thank you Vane for creating this thing I'll hear on loop for the rest of my eternity. (Genuinely this is such a good song!!!)

[@JosefaSanchez39]

¿Porque esta cancion es tan buena? El video es simplemente increible, Te felicito Vane, ¡CADA CANCION TUYA ES MEJOR QUE LA ANTERIOR! #Tetoisthebest

[@zachiit67]

Este es el comentario en español que estaba buscando cuando escuche el dios te salve maria

[@JosefaSanchez39]

@@zachiit67 De nada

[@zachiit67]

@@JosefaSanchez39 es que si, busque aver si había otro y no halle xD

[@Paruharu1103mochi]

テーマとかテトさんの歌声とか曲調とか全てが好き……

[@tomatozest6074]

The mv is so beautiful I am speechless

[@KeizerScourge]

This song is gonna be looped on my Spotify for a long time

[@beat_shobon]

This song is truly art, the lyrics the music the video.... just excellent.

[@luipole]

WOW vane has been feeding us with bangers this month

[@mylilleopardgecko]

SCREAMING TWO VANE LILY SONGS THIS YEAR?? I’VE BEEN BLESSED.

[@The29thTrashRat]

"Thank you Vane" we all say in unison

[@apunnojustice7475]

This fucks so hard i think it might be one of my fav songs ever

[@diagi280]

DAEMON/DOLL IS NOW MY NEW OBSESSION 💕 👿 VANE KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK ❤❤

[@justbreathe5466]

OMG YOU FINALLY YOU USED TETO YESSSSS

[@itsgeorgielu]

I came straight from the album, this song is such a banger!

[@yourhighnessshanzay]

I LOVE THE ART, THE MV, ITS SO YUMMY SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE TETO

[@Crimera_776th]

Three songs in less than a month your spoiling us Vane…but please continue to do so

[@Hazvelvettey]

AAAARGH TETO'S VOICE IS SO SCRUMPTIOUS MMMM

[@aBreadJuiceRat]

Bittersweet memories Reform an amalgam of loyalty Curses cast in the name of spite Leave scars, unspoken, through the dying night Generations come and go Yet tears stay frozen through melted snow Leave your baggage with the dead But be sure not to lose your head. Through the pews of an old, rustic room Echo memories from before the womb _(Dios te salve, María)_ Carving scars beneath a truth Could you say, in a way, it’s a game Of rewriting pain in distorted hues _(Dios te salve, María)_ Searching for a holy view Obscure the parts within your heart An apostolic work of art You know that it’s the only way to _Run away, run away_ See through the superficial fluff Laced with a sacrificial snuff You know that it’s the only way to _Run away, run away_ _(Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Bleeding through the rubble _(Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Scared of causing trouble _(Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Knowing that the house of God _(Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Was built upon the martyr’s claws But, *even with the days she couldn’t ever run away, aching* *For the storybook ending she yearned for* *Rereading every page, trapped in a melancholic daze* *Still praying* *Oh, Lord, please tell them that I say* *"I **_need a family there for me"_* _(I know we’re still grieving these feelings but why can’t you all understand)_ *This **_decapitated apathy_* _(Repeating again and again)_ *As the cycle takes my head* I live as a lamb for the lucidly damned Still losing my grip from this body They all point and laugh, but can you be mad? I'm just not the way that they want me I’m running from time, but really, I’m fine I’m not gonna lie, I’m pissed that God made me this way in a morbid exchange Of theatrics and heavenly fate Obscure the damage in your heart A vitriolic work of art You know that it’s the only way to _Hide away, hide away_ See through the superficial fluff Laced with a sacrificial snuff You know that it’s the only way to _Hide away, hide away_ _(Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Bleeding through the rubble _(Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Scared of causing trouble _(Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Knowing that the house of God _(Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha)_ Was built upon the martyr’s claws I wish you loved me in a way that didn’t hurt.. I wish you knew me more than the parts of me you burned I know you’re all trying to change, so it pains me to say how I’ve given up.. I’ve found solace in feeling stuck.. But, _even with the days things never ever seem to change, done waiting_ _For that storybook ending I yearned for_ _Tearing out every page while cursing out a daemon’s name_ _Still praying_ _Oh, Lord, please_ hear me when I say That, *even with the days she couldn’t ever run away, aching* *For the childish ending she yearned for* *Rereading every page, trapped in a melancholic daze* *Still praying* *Oh, God, I’m begging them to say* *"We’ll **_be the family that you need"_* _(I know we’re still grieving these feelings but why can’t you all understand)_ *This **_decapitated agony_* _(Repeating again and again)_ *As the cycle takes my head* Generations come and go Yet tears stay frozen through melted snow _(I know we’re still grieving these feelings but why can’t you all understand)_ Leave your baggage with the dead _(Repeating again and again)_ But be sure not to lose your head

[@Grounderboo]

Vane releasing 4 bangers in a row is amazing!

[@MilkAndChocolateCookies]

I swear, Vane tunes Teto so good!!!

[@Aztrict]

this is the third song in less than 20 days, i'm impressed!

[@Callio-P-music]

Three songs in 10 days!? These feels so surreal in a positive way!

[@SleepysCoven]

Ha! Found you

[@Callio-P-music]

Hehehee@@SleepysCoven

[@jjaa_joyjoyartist]

Also it's amazing how it sounds like she's singing with head voice and chest voice at times. I didn't know Teto could sing like that!

[@deegazercausal]

Vane hitting us with back to back to back spectacular songs! I can’t get my usual minimum of 300+ listens before another song drops :0 (I love ur music so much this is so exciting and I’m so happy thank you)

[@thisisfrans]

Vane STOP with religious themes because they're too good FOR THIS WORLD.

[@frees9040]

完成度高すぎる…！ ほんとに最高です✨

[@ZombiePaladine]

Well, now i have one more song i am gonna have at the back of my head for next month..... It really is a Hella good song

[@marnmalue9135]

This is incredible, like genuinely... I cannot get over 2:00 - 2:13

[@DemonEye1360]

I'm head over heals for this song

[@codeninja3295]

i don’t comment like this very often, but i feel the need to say how insanely amazing this song is. this is pretty much EXACTLY the kind of song i like most. i discovered this via DAEMON / DOLL, and it tells me i’ve really been sleeping on vane’s music. i need to listen to more!

[@cherryloid1062]

Thank you so much for using Teto for this Masterpiece, she has held a truly special place in my heart for 15-odd years

[@iolytt3]

3rd song i've played 24/7

[@l-exist]

I’m screaming, pissing, shitting, vomiting, my knees are retracting at this banger

[@_KeepLooking]

How does this not have more than 1m views? it's so good!

[@Plant-c9p]

I am relating to this a disturbing amount and I love it. You guys seriously outdid yourselves with this one, Vane & Co. And I know I’m like 5 days late, but this just so happened to release on my birthday, which makes it even better. Absolutely phenomenal ❤

[@serenitynovalee5194]

Woah! I usually listen to Japanese or Chinese synth songs, use to listen to eng ones when I was younger. Trying to find some I enjoy. I love this!! So damn good, for sure getting back into the English side of synth.

[@arstf]

MY NEW OBSESION AND TETO, I LOVE TETO, IS MY FAV VOCALOID Vane, you did a masterpiece

[@roachewy]

1:35 THIS PARTTT OMGGGNGHG I LOVE IT SO MUCH I CANT STOP REPLAYING IT

[@lumashoes]

I AM LOSING MY HEAD TO THIS OML VANE THIS IS SO GOODDDD

[@zari-06]

i've been following you for quite a while now but i'd just like to say how your songs give me a lot of overwhelming emotions and i can tell how much passion you put in your projects. TLDR your songs are such a banger they snatch my wig everytime ❤❤❤

[@takaokatoshiya]

It's lonely and melancholic, passionate song.

[@zoe0seacat]

blessed to have discovered this and the rest of daemon/doll, your lyricism is truly a work of art! i'm in love with this!

[@METEORBELT]

how is every fucking song u make an absolute banger? youre my favorite eng creator for sure

[@tillytally250]

I’ll admit I was hesitant in the beginning, but this is a BOP

[@mothintheheadlights]

WE LOSING OUR HEAD WITH THIS ONE!!

[@saturncandies]

I WANTED TO BE HERE FOR THE PREMIERE. THE SONG IS SO GOOD, YOU AND EVERY ONE ELSE DID AN AMAZING JOB AT THIS ALBUM

[@SISTEMACOSMOS]

You don't have a idea of how much I love all of your works. You never fail to amaze!!!

[@Ive-seen-too-much]

this person requires more subs holy crap

[@JOIN-THE-VOID]

Ever since the album was announced, I was waiting for this specific song. So far, the art looks amazing can't wait to see how this sounds Edit: The Preview is AMAZING. Edit Edit: The song is AMAZING.

[@anon.spider1020]

Yes!! My favorite from the album!

[@chrisd7270]

So no head?

[@squishyseraph7780]

Nope

[@sillyspider]

SO MANY YUMMY NEW SONGS WOW WE'RE BEING FED SO WELL. THANK YOU VANE!!!

[@crypticcalypte]

lyrics :] for the good of the people bittersweet memories reform an amalgam of loyalty curses cast in the name of spite leave scars, unspoken, through the dying night generations come and go yet tears stay frozen through melted snow leave your baggage with the dead but be sure not to lose your head through the pews of an old rustic room echo memories from before the womb "dios te salve, maría" carving scars beneath a truth could you say, in a way, it's a game of rewriting pain in distorted hues "dios te salve, maría" searching for a holy view obscure the parts within your heart an apostolic work of art you know that its the only way to run away, run away see through the superficial fluff laced with a sacrificial snuff you know that its the only way to run away, run away ha, ha, ha ha ha bleeding through the rubble ha, ha, ha ha ha scared of causing trouble [pause], ha, ha ha ha knowing that the house of god [ha, ha, ha ha ha] was built upon the martyr's claws but even with the days she couldn't ever run away aching for the storybook ending she yearned for rereading every page, trapped in a melancholic daze, still praying oh lord, please tell them that i say i need a family there for me [i know we're still grieving these feelings] [but why can't you all understand?] ( ah ) this decapitated apathy [but why can't you all understand] as the cycle takes my head i live as a lamb for the lucidly damned still losing my grip from this body they all point and laugh, but can you be mad? i'm just not the way that they want me i'm running from time. but really i'm fine, i'm not gonna lie i'm pissed that god made me this way in a morbid exchange of theatrics and heavenly fate obscure the damage in your heart a vitriolic work of art you know that it's the only way to hide away, hide away see through the superficial fluff laced with a sacrificial snuff you know that its the only way to hide away, hide away ha, ha, ha ha ha bleeding through the rubble ha, ha, ha ha ha scared of causing trouble [pause], ha, ha ha ha knowing that the house of god [ha, ha, ha ha ha] was built upon the martyr's claws [ instrumental break! ] i wish you loved me in a way that didn't hurt i wish you knew me more than the parts of me you burned i know you're all trying to change, so it pains me to say how i've given up i've found solace in feeling stuck but even with the days things never ever seem to change done waiting for that storybook ending i yearned for tearing out every page while cursing out a daemon's name still praying oh lord, please hear me when i say that even with the days she couldn't ever run away aching for the childish ending she yearned for rereading every page, trapped in a melancholic daze, still praying oh god, i'm begging them to say we'll be the family that you need [i know we're still grieving these feelings] [but why can't you all understand?] ( ah ) this decapitated agony [repeating again and again...] as the cycle takes my head generations come and god yet tears stay frozen through melted snow leave your baggage with the dead but be sure not to lose your head ------------- if i missed anything/didn't catch anything right, please let me know! some of these lyrics go by fast and theres only so much pausing i can do LMAO

[@gvnandroses]

vane, im already full-

[@_tabbie__]

Hi Vane!! I don't know if you'll se this comment and perhaps you'll find it pretty random, but I need to thank you so, so much for creating music that is not only an absolute bop every time, but that also in a brilliant way shows emotions and topics to which I and so many people relate in endless ways. Your music (and RIP's and Ghost's and i have no idea if i forgot someone) really helps me when I down and I'm so thankful to y'all despite not even knowing you lmao After hearing this song, I immediately shared it with my boyfriend with words "hey, wanna hear a song that you'll for sure like and that literally speaks about me?", because I REALLY see myself in it and that's what I love the most about your art :) Genuinely started weeping at 3:32, that line hit me in a sensitive spot in my mind and omg. Definitely putting it on my playlist

[@Saphzz]

I was listening to this like on release day-ish, and I was like, oh, it's good, kinda slow, but good. AND THEN BAM 0:40

[@Ashevzkyi]

Vane has been feeding us A LOT these past 2 weeks

[@galactic_art_geek8919]

BRO HOW IS VANE POSTING MUSIC SO QUICKLY NOW!?!?! WE ARE BLESSED!!!!

[@thefourpointedstar4928]

released on my birthday, Has four pointed imagery, Aligns perfectly with a oc i have, What a nice birthday coincidence.