Losing Friends Due to Depression (Storytelling)

[@Psych2go]

This was a fan submitted story and animation. Any love for 3D psi?

[@cryingforfelix]

I like the old one better but this is cute

[@cryingforfelix]

Very talented fan!

[@roturro]

Hey, i just want to say, thank you

[@keip4568]

I don't like it. I think Disney+/Netflix is doing enough of it. 2D is a rarity, nowadays.

[@stephanc6138]

not the style i'm into. its nicely done tho.

[@yohaizilber]

The older I’ve gotten, the more I’ve realized that “friends” don’t actually exist. You are on this journey of life. And there are people who are on the level and mentality you’re in during your journey. You grow. You lose some and gain some in the next “level”.

[@kxmii]

Well friends exist then, right? they are just not staying forever

[@fuikuhida]

LOL. And that is friends dammit, Sir. I've been a friend of someone for our lifetime and will never be separated. Death? Maybe. That period of time you're in with someone on the same boat and be together, how could you say they're not friends? Ah, you can give me your opinion, maybe I'll get some experience from you too.. or more.

[@czarinacourtneyal-marmont4699]

I am an excellent friend-that’s it. I suck at pretty much everything else. I'm loyal to a fault. I loathe confrontation or anything re: $ bc ppl (my entire life, )it is rarely appreciated, acknowledged, no “thank u” not “f-u” + although I do not do things in order to receive something back it gets hurtful+infuriating

[@Kaori--]

what about friends with benefits?

[@Psych2go]

I think like most people in your life, they are there for part of your journey. They eventually too will have their own families and journey as well.

[@cody_jp_jensen]

This really hits. Because I lost my friend from suicide 6 years ago. I still think about him and still wish he was here. To anyone who is dealing with these type of thoughts, please know you have so much meaning and you matter to everyone even if it does not seem like it. Please be safe my friends and I wish you all love and peace in your life as well.

[@omnipresent_lightbulb]

It's actually good to see this from the perspective of someone else, especially as someone who suffers from su1cidal thoughts. This kind of insight really hammers in the "irreversible" aspect of death and makes you think twice before you try to end yourself.

[@seuhan777]

I wish I was him

[@alexanderfretheim5720]

It's wonderful that your friend still had you, and I appreciate greatly your sentiments, but the sad truth is that many people really don't matter to anyone. It is important, civically, even patriotically, to recognize this, not because it's a bummer and I want to make you depressed, but because we can all do something to make this better. Especially in Northern Europe and the English-speaking world, we need to make sure we aren't allowing our culturally inculcated reservedness and privateness to shut out everyone around us, so that people who are desperately poor in the worst possible way are the natural and inevitable result. We need to make sure we're reaching out to people, and truly open, and willing to let new people in to our lives. Relationships lost by Depression and other tragedies will happen, but we can make relationships found happen too.

[@alexanderfretheim5720]

@@seuhan777 "If you cannot find love, put love, and then you will find it." (Saint John of the Cross)

[@cody_jp_jensen]

@@alexanderfretheim5720 I understand and empathize with your response. I can honestly agree and see your perspective as well. It was hard to recognize it as well. And I can really understand as well. Thank you for your response.

[@Thee_Znutz]

I felt this story in my soul, I lost a lot of friends, unlike this one, they didn't directly say they don't want to be friends with me, but it's because they have a different busy life, school, grade section, etc. Also, the fact that I changed due to my shyness got worsened and not being able to make new connections and other reasons I don't know how to say. For the last 4 years now, this is definitely one of the big problems I'm facing and it's affecting my social, physical, mental, and future life.

[@lifegiver16]

Ooohh...very sorry....am also facing the same problem....it's approaching 4yrs now since I lost connection with people I knew.....I live a lonely life now

[@junepearl7993]

I hope you find your way and rebuild your life the way you want it to be.

[@dub7432]

That’s what my sister said .

[@yonnehuissoon3783]

I think you are cool, shy or not 😊

[@yutanakamoto7069]

I'm going through the same thing :(

[@konajohnson6182]

I’ve lost a few relationships due to my mental health and though it hurt at the time, I do realize that I did need help and still do. Am I sad that I lost them? Yes. Was it wrong to have the negative feelings I had? No, we are human and sometimes you need to let it out. I struggled with bottling up my emotions so much that I’d have breakdowns weekly. I am thankfully doing better and have learned to focus on myself and that I deserve to love myself.

[@j_s552]

This video captivated my soul. Here i was, disheartened because I’m going through the same affects. Last night, i said to myself, this is my life now. No friends, no one to talk too, no one i can rely on, just myself. Then I started realizing that i could be my greatest friend. The love and care i was giving to those who couldn’t do the same, is the love i need to give to myself. I started becoming ok with it because I knew it was not all on me. Life has some lows and some highs. Having people who will genuinely love and support you at the lowest are the ones worth keeping. I just found that person in myself, because i was never made another feel like they were “trippin” during their lowest.

[@ninjachamp576]

You don't understand until you've been through it.

[@Takoji]

This animation was beautiful! I especially love the lighting and the framing used in many of the shots. It also really helps to capture the atmosphere of the topic, with many dark and almost claustrophobic shots, making the character feel trapped, until ends with that warm and open sunset.

[@user-vu1qe3lm1t]

Thank you for this video... I've just experienced the same thing recently and it wasn't easy for me to get through these thoughts alone. The grief was unbearable and i constantly felt guilty for the loss of my relationships, even though i knew that i did not do any wrong in these relationships. I've always treated my friends and the people around me nicely, and always try my best not to drag them down the way with my sadness and bad moods. But i still end up losing them for the same reason. It's difficult to overcome everything right now but i'm happy to know that i'm not alone on this journey :')

[@kamabokogompachiro2318]

❤️

[@wholesome2399]

Take care of yourself, I shure you'll get better soon

[@sharmainebatoon5841]

I used to have a friend, we used to do a lot together, but after I got diagnosed with depression, she left me. It took a long time for me to recover from this situation, and right now, I almost lost my closest friend due to depression. I love this story, and I wish to the people who had similar problems, your not alone, let us fight together.

[@reisya2931]

The guilt and the feeling of being unworthy of love are really crippling. During these times, you know that companion is what you crave yet another side of you is too scared to reach out, thinking you are a burden

[@justjames4]

This is the first time I've seen 3D animation on this channel! Anyway, I like this story. It's simple but it's touching and ends with a lovely sentiment.

[@yoonseul_08]

People think I'm really weird, since I don't really like sports(yeah, it's true), all the teachers adore me(everybody calls me the teacher's pet), and I just spat out whatever comes to mind without thinking about it. That's why I hardly have any friends, but I'm grateful for the ones that I have. You are one of them, Amanda ❤️

[@JessicaDarling2]

Weird people are my favourite kind. “Normal” is overrated. 👋🏻❤️ P.S: Way back when, I was called a teacher’s pet for asking to wash the chalkboards at lunch recess. While she **was** one of my fav teachers - in reality it gave me some alone/unwind/quiet time, was satisfying af and helped my allergies lol

[@popcorn-vn1ug]

not liking sports isn't weird i also don't like sports xD

[@yoonseul_08]

@@popcorn-vn1ug Exactly! I just don't understand why people get all shocked when I tell them how much I hate sports!

[@jayd57]

Videos like this are why I keep coming back and supporting this channel. These are such important and valuable things to hear when ur in a bad place, and it’s bc of this channel that I heard all the right things when I was depressed. The nonjudgmental and supportive community based around this channel reminds me that not all people will be so quick to judge you based on a diagnosis or lack thereof. From the bottom of my heart, thanks to everyone on the Psych2Go team for making all of this possible for people in need, u are truly life savers. ❤

[@Psych2go]

Thank you for such a wholesome message!

[@tammylines2779]

Yes I agree with you

[@sekenamcmurren2217]

Awe 😂

[@ninianstorm6494]

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[@Diego_delaFuente5676]

Damn I really felt this one...I have a friend just like that and...I think, maybe I have to do more to express how much I love her.

[@wholesome2399]

I hope it goes well, if I can suggest anything - be patient. Self-hate bubbles might make one isolate totally, but not forever

[@alexanderfretheim5720]

I sometimes wish someone would've done that for me when I was in my early 20's struggling with Depression, but I remember that, just like me, they were young, dumb, and shallow with the years they hadn't lived. I'm only now starting to begin to understand this: how can I expect them to have understood it then?

[@blytheanneliese5408]

"You're not trying hard enough" No. It's YOU who isn't "trying hard enough" to understand the complexity of depression or the needs of your friend. Depression is real and NEVER your fault. Dealing with it takes help. I certainly "try hard" to "get over" my autoimmune disease but it hasn't worked yet, I'll let you know if it does

[@Ang3la990s]

Git gud

[@haneenasad]

FR

[@Ang3la990s]

@@FireRams_arisinglion this.

[@nalijapetek6271]

In my case I tried so hard to help a friend that I became an empty husk and was losing joy in life. Whatever I did was not enough for them, they always asked for more. They always told me that we don't interact enough even though I interacted with them more than I did with my parents with wom I live. They even told me that it was my fault that they didn't talk with anyone for a week (I informed them that I won't be aviable for a week, because i'm sick (had a cold/flu)). After the second burnout where my heart felt heavy, felt nauseous nad body literally shook from the thought of having to interact with them. I decided that I had to take care of my own health. Thus I informed them that I can no longer continue the friendship as I'm too broken. It is a two way street and friends aren't equipped to carry for a long time the burdens one puts on them.

[@jollymw.l]

@@nalijapetek6271 i am in a similar situation. I truly think i have done everything i can to make her feel cared for and loved- gifts all the time, inviting them everywhere i go just so they felt included, doing their homework and school work to help them get good grade, bringing their favorite snacks to school for them ect. however i wnat to be happy with my friends and i can’t be happy with her. Me and her barley ever talk outside of school, when we do she will often vent about things or just put her head down and not speak to me. Eventually I started to dread having to see her because i didn’t feel happy around her. Sometimes I just feel more lonely with her than when im alone. I think it’s hard to explain to people who haven’t had to experience it, but not feeling happy with your friendships after mental health issues and needing to take time to be happy yourself shouldn’t be treated as the crime it often is.

[@wholesome2399]

Oof... That could not have hit me more directly. I've lost my friends just like that, I isolated from them because I felt I was only hurting them in a state I was in... It's still hard to believe that that was supposed to be a beginning

[@cryingforfelix]

This hit hard.. But I think it's good it happened to me bc my real ones stayed through it♡ Find the ones that care everyone !

[@Psych2go]

It's good you found your real friends!

[@angelicaflorez6660]

That’s true, the real ones stay with you

[@haneenasad]

I don't know HOW do you know what do I need at what time, but my God, you're wayy too scarily accurate with this. I don't know what kind of sorcery is this lmao, but I really appreciate it. Thank you so much, your videos always come at the exact right time and they help me out soo much. May God bless you 🥺❤️

[@MJ-gm7km]

I found this video surprisingly resonated with me too. It wasn’t cliche or oversimplified. I just wanna say that if you love God, be careful with your words. Even as a joke, never credit sorcery for good things like the wisdom in this video. ❤

[@Annelie_perhonen5]

@@MJ-gm7km But can't sorcery be the good kind☺️😇💖🙊

[@haneenasad]

@@Annelie_perhonen5 I was thinking that too 🤣 Also, I didn't mean it literally. It was just a synonym. It's a very common phrase lol

[@MJ-gm7km]

@@haneenasad 😂 I know it wasn't meant literally. You're on your own path, but I personally don't joke about that stuff because I've seen that it's very real. These days, a lot of people calling themselves believers are getting into that stuff, whether they know what they're doing or not. And no... There is no good kind of sorcery lol.

[@THANATOS-PRIME]

Lost a great girl today. I needed to hear this. Thank you.

[@thatghostieboi8312]

I stopped trying to find friends years ago after it seemed like everyone kept ghosting me and pretended I didn't exist, I can never trust anyone but my family now...

[@lonewolfnergiganos4000]

I agree, how are you feeling now man?

[@ashnicole9354]

This is me now. How are you?

[@LoloSandag]

My motto in life is "The only thing constant is change" since I've first stumbled into this saying and ever since then my perspective has changed in a sense where I take things more simply right now. I now realize that I should enjoy the blessings that I have right now whether they are friends, family, health or even just enjoy being in the area that I live in right now because someday everything might disappear it doesn't necessarily mean that it's a bad thing but it's just how life is. Priorities change, parents die, health deteriorates and you might even move into another area or country after a year or two so enjoy walking the streets of the area you're in. Same thing goes for the bad things that happen in life. Bad situations are temporary no matter how long they take, whether you've just graduated and are feeling lost or even trying to get over a breakup with a loved one. I find myself more relaxed and comfortable with my life despite the bad things that are happening.

[@DragonRider393]

1 minute in and I was already in tears because, as someone who has been suffering through depression for so long, I can see myself in that situation. And I’ve actually been going through similar events myself. This one hit me pretty hard and it shows. And what made me break the most is that because of past moments, and despite the fact that I’m currently in a loving relationship for over 2 years now, I see this and then I look at the main character thinking; “That could be me…That could be me again…” So then I bursted to tears, crying. Heck, I’m actually doing it right now as I write this comment down. Depression is a horrible, horrible thing and I’ve been going through it for a long while now that it honestly shocks me I even made it this far. While I wasn’t expecting to cry while watching this, I do appreciate everything that you do. Keep up the great work.

[@keip4568]

It's so easy to lose anyone or end friendships and relationships.... So easy to offended and trigger someone nowadays. Many take what they call "verbal" abuse like a punch to the stomach It's ridiculous with our tolerance and overbearing "positivity" nowadays... Some people care about mental health the general public from 2009-22 now don't care about it and label it as "drama"

[@Psych2go]

I think bottom line is sometimes we draw the boundaries too strongly, we forget to empathize.

[@cheesymarshmellows]

Its not that they are easily offended. Everyone is different, your viewing it like this because what you see on the internet or it had happen to you, you prefer someone similar to you, and anything different it harder to deal with so they are more difficult to talk to because it scary for them to be offended by what you say and or how "annoying" you feel after saying something that doesnt seem offensive to you but its offensive to them. Thats now when empathy comes in, if you learn to empathy just start understanding why they are offended, how, understand that you understand and get it, feel that you care. But yknow i only know this because im excellent at customer service for me as an adult it already hard to make friends. I prefer to be friends with people i have things in common with, which is only like 2 people and i barely see them they too busy with work and their partners. i do have acquaintances (co-workers online gamers) who im nice too and dont judge, i make them feel good because i always am empathy towards them. But friends? I dont think as someone my friend unless we know each other very well, have a actual "bond" and i know they are actually that type of person to be closer to me.

[@deadpopcorn8523]

@@Psych2gothe video itself is nice but we can all agree that just the phych2go characters in hd can make an individual suffer from depression, arachnophobia and every mental condition known to man lol

[@sr60030]

@@deadpopcorn8523 i don't know if everyone agrees but i do and the problem i see is that you believe you have a diagnostic and start using that label without consulting a real specialist just like most of the videos say. or this kind of judgments that show how the ones cutting you are bad because they don't want to hear your problems ever single time you met

[@deadpopcorn8523]

@@sr60030 there is no excuse, this is total garbage. Nobody with at least two eyeballs will accept this

[@potatotenshi9792]

"the envy that build up inside me made me feel unworthy of my friend's love" gosh i just came back from crying and this is exactly how i feel right now. I feel like pulling myself out of my friend's lives. I feel so unworthy and disgusting

[@Dream7773]

You are worthy and learning to be your own best friend is key!

[@bottomline7923]

My FU past and lifestyle has taught me this: losing friends can and should be liberating.. a friend lost was never true, you must condition yourself to that mode.... of course it hurts, it hurts becsuse you are good, caring and sincere..a friend is there for you, a simple statement which is complex for the gaslighters or the users..

[@nipunweerakoon_97]

It's an amazing story but also a sad story at the same time 😭😭 For anyone who's suffering from depression. You are not alone 😔😔 You are strong ❤️❤️❤️

[@nipunweerakoon_97]

@@FireRams_arisinglionI think depression is much more than losing motivation. I also thought ' man up myself ' would work until I almost became suicidal. Worst thing about maning up is that it is really hard to admit that you have a problem and you need help. You think you are being a burden to others. But it is not. It's OK to ask for help.It is not being weak.

[@nipunweerakoon_97]

@@FireRams_arisinglionI am not a professional but I think what you are feeling is called 'feeling numb' and it happens when there is too much going on. If you feel like you need help you should go for it. 😢😢 But I hope you recover soon from your injuries physically and mentally.❤️❤️❤️

[@toed8676]

I have now watched this video 4 times due to how close to home this feels. Depression is a deep and dark hole that wants you to give up and stay down but if you do manage to get out, you'll be stronger for it

[@keip4568]

Many would gaslighting you just for being yourself and laying it all out for them. It's so hard to find that one person *who isn't a therapist* is sooo difficult to find and to remain.

[@JuliusKrieger]

They want to know what's wrong but when you do tell them they turn you down.

[@alexanderfretheim5720]

Yes, and the problem with a therapist is you're paying them. I'm not saying they don't often do their job well, but there's a certain something a person who is being paid, especially in a short-term, billable hour, professional way, simply can't provide. A butler, ladies maid or valet who knew you for years and shared your estate could maybe provide it, but even then it's a stretch.

[@Comleteoutsiderr]

I used to be depressed, now I'm touched

[@jupiterxal8276]

Gissela thank you for really only being the true friend in life. Even tho now we’re kinda separate because ur busy with college I’m still living because of you you give me support and a reason to live thank you Gissela for being there for me I hope we can ever see each other again.❤❤

[@posieandrosie]

This is exactly what i feel like. I’m not clinically diagnosed but I suspect I have depression but at least definitely get pushed away bc of trauma. In any case, I actually got a similar message saying I just need to chill. Excuse me? Like, what would you do, person who is actually in the same situation as me?

[@mariamariaaaa143]

MEEEEE RIGHT NOW😭😭😭 CAN RELATE SO MUCH SINCE I LITERALLY ISOLATE MYSELF SO MUC NOW. I'M SO SCARED TO APPROACH PEOPLE OR MAKE FRIENDS, KNOWING I MIGHT JUST BOTHER/DISTURB THEM😭

[@robertnguyen4671]

Hey you! You're a wonder of mother Earth. It took million of years for the evolution to have you today. Every cells on you are wonders. Your brain is the most complicated machine on this Earth. You're having many conditions to be loved and happy. Maybe there're many unwanted things going on your mind but the Sun today is beautiful; the air today is fresh; many trees on the road are producing oxygen for life. And there are many wonderful nice people on this Earth and you are one of them. You're wonderful not a burden 😄. You just need to practice mindfulness and compassion to heal yourself. One day you will find that life is beautiful I promise.

[@mariamariaaaa143]

Thank you so much. You're literally one of the many reasons why life can be really beautiful 🥺 I will get better. Bless you💗

[@ryleagafford1712]

I can’t ever find real friends, or a boyfriend because I’m different. I’ve gone through so much in my life, it’s been tough for the past 10 years, cuz my dad left me when I was only 2. In that situation with me and my dad affected me in a lot of ways, and I was really depressed. This makes me feel less alone, and it makes me feel like there’s more people who are going through depression like me. I appreciate the video, it really made me feel less alone, thank you so much! 🙏❤️

[@bruhhhcookie8136]

Same i cant find real friends irl and relationship irl too

[@mariobryant8803]

Folks don’t understand what a person goes through until they go through it themselves. My folks didn’t care about me when I was having a hard time in life, had suicidal thoughts and constantly criticized me and tore me down which was affecting my health. They mocked me, laughed at me and it reached a point where I had to part ways with them because they’re all about themselves and wouldn’t listen.

[@endlesswonderland205]

3D animation is really good (though I personally find 2D the cutest) Facing my dark side, embracing and accepting is really hard....especially with the negative image I have about myself, which in turn also affected my world view. It's like I have created an illusionary world as a coping mechanism, refusing to face the reality within myself. It's getting deeper and deeper. I can see myself spouting more and more nonsense, hurting myself more and more, not knowing what to do with all the guilt, hatred, pain and anger I feel. I may reach the limit one day. But just as the narrator said, I have this inkling that what I'm going through is for a more liberation though I have no idea what that is about. There's no way I will accept living in this state forever, one day, I will have enough of this hell. I will finally have enough courage to face myself and accept every single thing, leave old, create new and change for better. This hell feels like a training for me. This is my only hope. This awareness assures me more than any words, therapy and medication.

[@wholesome2399]

I hope you get better, remember to seek out help if you haven't

[@howlmvn]

I've lost friends due to depression too, it really hurt because I didn't understand what was happening to me why my moods were so low, I was anxious and it just kept changing my mentality further. I didn't even know how to have our normal conversations. I just felt more silent, worthless and burdened by all these unhappy thoughts that I never wanted them to know. So I distanced myself hoping to get better but it took more time than usual. Sometimes I would see on social media they would have birthday parties and I would get sad I didn't get an invite but also felt it was deserved on my part. I did meet them again after a year feeling a bit better. I so badly wanted them to be my friends again. But that meet up I learnt a really valuable lesson, and it made things much more clearer. I kept holding onto these past happy images of my friends and that wasnt the same anymore. They had changed and I had changed. I do think it is sad how people will cut friendships instantly and forget about the care and time you spent with your friend. But I know I went through changes and it just wasn't compatible with my friends anymore. Yes I should've communicated better and I wish I did. But sometimes when a friend doesn't alao evolve, mature and gain awareness, it's for the very best to let them go ❤

[@winterbreeze5648]

This hurt so deep, yet comforting. It's normal that i ended up crying after i watched this, right? Thank you, this video has understand me better than anyone in these past years. I know i am not alone. I know i am not the only one fighting this war. and i know when i come out from this darkness someday, i also won't be alone.

[@Tatsuyin]

Thank you so much for sharing this, I really hope this helps someone out there. I felt this all last year and it took along time to get out or feel understood. Thank you so much for your channel and spreading awareness/love :)

[@MaC6533]

This hit so hard, cause it recently happened to me (when my gf of three years decided to leave cause I was too soft and emotional) and i even ended up fainting because of all the stress that followed. I swear i really needed this video. Thank you

[@margheritacucinotta]

Thank you very much for this video! ^o^ Likely that each of us has our own reasons for distancing ourselves or for letting a bond of friendship die, and we will never be able to guess what is going on in other people's minds. Perhaps the key is that we will have to be friends with ourselves first and then with others. I have decided to bring out my friendly side, even if I risk being hurt in feelings. I do this because I want to learn to love myself and soothe my depression💪

[@Goldy01]

Nice sentiment!

[@psych2gomandarin]

0:00 intro 0:07 he hurled these painful words to me one day 1:01 i felt changed 1:16 i understood i needed help and sought therapy which was good but it wasn't enough 2:42 then one day my therapist told me something that switched some sort of release in me 3:15 outro

[@jonhard1049]

I have lost friends due to my problems, bad stories, bad psychosis moments and socially awkardness. I try and be better but cant think of anything at all. Nothing even feels the same way as it did before and my face just gets mre wrinkled from this depression.

[@mishikab4937]

I just lost my best friend of 12 years. It really hurts. This video helped a lot, thank you so much!

[@TheOGThalia]

I have been there, tbh I still kinda am stuck here but I’m proud that you made it out of that hole, it’s impressive and very inspiring, thank you for doing what you do

[@gemsstuff7071]

I dont have any friends because of social akwardness amd depression..i hold back tears occasionally seeing friends interact in public..its weird but it happens i wish i had friends...

[@bhumikaroy2739]

I could be your friend. What do you say? 🙂 You can talk to me whenever you want and whenever you feel alone

[@ramgoowy]

change isn't a bad thing, this story reminds me of my Ex to be honest, but she never understood me as a man. People in today society as a men will tell you to "grow up" or even "man up". I just hope she can chase her dream and be in good blessings. Sometime in life we need to look inside our self and ask "am I the monster, or are they?" or even "what can I change to become the ultimate version of yourself" stay blessed beautiful people!

[@kkanakanaa]

I had 4 close friends, I lost them one by one. One of them started side eyeing me after we cut contact and made it hard for me to interact with other people because they always hung out with said people. The other close friend I had was their sister, and being siblings it was obvious that she couldn't just pretend to be ok with me. The last one I had, I pushed myself away from because I didnt have help and was most likely going through an episode. My depression pushed all my friends away, and now its embarrassing to be all alone in school after spending the entire school year clinging to them. I really hope I meet new people, but Its just so hard right now. Im graduating, and Ill be spending it alone all because of my mental health.

[@yanayanich7982]

I happened to lose one of my close friends few days ago and then seeing this video brought me to tears... Struggling with depression and trauma (in my case) isn't easy, just like for any of us who has a struggle... But this video gave another sunshine of hope,thank you so much..🤗

[@OkamiSun1]

I just want to say how much I love that you guys use different artists for all your videos! This is my first time seeing 3D animation here and I'm loviiiinnng iiiit

[@NarutoUzumakiofficial]

This hit so hard. I just want my friends back. my mental ruined my life.

[@jagerwrld8344]

it’s been a year since all my friends left me and forgot about me and it still agonizes me, i just wish i could have that feeling of being in a group again, it is to the point i can barely even function with normal tasks throughout my day

[@joisa]

Battling my whole life with illness and emotional scars. And still processing everything the doctors say. It is hard sometimes but how truthful fact is that life is a constance of change. Thank you Psy2go for making this vid and to the fan who got the courage to share its experience. It's relieving to know depression it's a condition that can be managed and not just my way of being.

[@arendaria]

I feel this so much. I went through a year of a really dark depression. I didn't tell anyone, not even my husband. I withdrew from all my friends and my family. When I slowly came out of it I returned to find a lot of friends had let me go, at least, on social media. But the ones I was closest to stayed, so I'm thankful for that. It really is a lonely journey, I feel for anyone who has gone or is going through it.

[@LaraCookie5]

This hits close to home. My story is kind of long but I need to get it out of my chest. I lost touch with my friends and family in 2019. Then when COVID hit it made me happy to finally not see anyone anymore. Also, having everything in lockdown and online school made me feel better (for awhile). Now I see the aftermath of it and it hurts. I still have my family (I mean it’s family after all). However, I have no friends left anymore and I always had a lot of them. Many of them moved on, got married, have children, etc while I’m stuck at the same place. I wish I could take back time, but I can’t. At 25 y/o I feel like my life is over…. Depression sucks and I’m finally looking for help.

[@Parsker-23]

My friend had sent me thing because I lost 3 of my best friends because of depression and more and this actually made me feel like I'm not alone and I need to be loved

[@Rozannna]

This video stirs a part in me I’ve ignored for so long. Depression comes and go for me.

[@kurisuchiinu1206]

I love the 3D animation and the message. This actually is relatable since I am distancing myself to most of my closest friends...not because I felt that I didn't deserve their friendship but I think everything was just one sided. I was always in a group of 3 and the other is always closer to the other and not to me. It felt like I was stealing someone else's best friend when we're supposed to be all besties. I was always the odd girl out so I felt like not putting an effort anymore because it felt useless. In reality, there was no one on my side. It doesn't need to be put in words... as they can be seen through actions.

[@Fist_Of_Khonshu_69]

Man, if only you’ve heard my story. The thing I care about most is showing people how I feel. And as an entp, the thing I hate most is being treated like what I have to say isn’t worth it, people refusing to admit their mistakes. I just want to be heard

[@user-wg2sb1dw7c]

Honestly, I’m dealing with someone like this. I can only put myself out there as a system of support and get ghosted and pushed away so many times. I get that folks can be depressed and experience depression but if you’re gonna keep shutting those who love u out then don’t get mad when they shut u out.

[@LaraCookie5]

As someone who did this, you’re right. Even though the truth hurts sometimes

[@metatechnologist]

Perhaps relevant. So the other day I was walking to the car and the way the sun reflected off the clouds it made everything glow just like it should be at sunset. But it wasn't. It was actually the sunrise in the morning and the beginning of a new day. It gave me pause then. A wonderful video thank you.

[@myosotismalva]

It's one thing to lose them but no one talks about how hard it is to make some afterwards. I don't know how to connect with people anymore.

[@TheSpectacledOwl]

A similar scenario happened to me. A friend/now-ex-coworker of mine, who I thought of as a close friend and who meant everything to me, left out of nowhere. No one knew she was leaving except our manager and the big boss. I panicked. “I thought we were friends. Why didn’t you tell me you were leaving?” Her: “This was only a workplace friendship. You keep pushing your emotions on me and disrespected my boundaries. (Summed up. It was a LONG message)” After everything we went through together, I felt betrayed, abandoned, lonely, and unwanted after that long message from her. So I lashed out. …long story short, I’m now going through mental issues while also having lost the most important person to have ever come into my life (aside from my parents and sibling). She, on the other hand, is living life normally and can’t stand to even be in the same room with me.

[@ChrisZoomER]

I lost all my friends to having cancer. I was too sick to hang with anyone and none of them were willing to visit me, they'd rather have healthy friends who aren't bedridden.

[@jennifersimonian2103]

I haven't even watched this yet but right when the notification came up this seriously hit me and I don't even know what the video is about yet but I had one of those days and I really am just at a loss for words at the point where you start to question everything you ever thought you knew and I'm sick of tasting my tears and feeling the saltiness of them on my skin or trying to think of a worse situation just so I could be grateful or try and have some positive thoughts about my current situation I feel like I've come too far I've been through too much for I don't even know what I just want to wake up and none of it be reality like just a bad dream and I'm still in grade school and like you see in a movie but this isn't movies and life's not easy and when it hurts it hurts

[@bitshous]

Thanks for this. I dont suffer of depression but a lot of people need this.

[@YouTubeFan559]

I'm sorry you went through that. I'm glad you've found help and continue to help others. You are important ❤

[@kati192]

This animation style makes it so much sadder, because the little guy is so cute 😭

[@ramendubbee1838]

This is relatable and the animation is so cute! :D

[@ramendubbee1838]

(WARNING. LONG LIFE STORY AHEAD)What I mean by relatable is that I also feel like a burden to people. I always feel like a failure, not matter how hard I try, I would never be the person everyone wants me to be. I get really stressed and nervous easily, so my life’s constantly moving, constantly stressed. I feel that I’m not good enough, and have no purpose. I feel like people are judging and laughing at me. My parents also put me in a activity I hate, Brazilian jiu-jitsu. I understand why my parents would put me there. Because, I get really aggressive, and angered easily. But…in truth, I never mean to. I never mean to get so angry. When it comes to family, I treat them so rudely, and I hate myself for it. It happens before I could think. I don’t mean to. And it only happens to my family, never friends. It makes me feel like a horrible person. Anyway, about Brazilian jiu-jitsu, I just hate it. I have no reason, and I tried telling them, but they won’t listen. I know that self defense is important, but surely my happiness is important as well? Whenever I think about it, it makes me really nervous. On the days I’m supposed to go, it’s pretty much the only thing I think about. My parents say I’m to hard on myself, and I guess it’s true. But by now, it’s a habit. That’s the way my brain works. It’s really hard for me to think about my strengths and not my flaws. Not sure what my problem is. But, this animated story made me a little bit stronger, so I might be ready to take on anything that knocks me down. I might be able to get back up again:)

[@PinkBrokenTears]

hurts how this is relatable

[@LovelyLisa1989]

Love this animated story & this channel. Love from Canada 💕

[@Psych2go]

Thank you Lisa! We're also from Canada too!

[@illymns3339]

Even if you call yourself a worthless person that does nothing but leech/ruin things for others, or you say you're someone no one wants around... Every person does have value! You can always shoot for the stars. Get the ball rolling with the smallest step. Maybe it's to clean up your room a little, or text something nice so someone else every day. If you want some kind of connection, online friends with a similar background/interest is a good start. When there's other stress, maybe keep a journal to vent in but try to counter any negativity you find. And in no time, there'll be something to look forward to when you wake up. Hope this helps someone ✌️

[@kuitaranheatmorus9932]

I really liked this video,though I've might have not gone through it,I still enjoyed learning a little from it

[@sunnyowlsun]

Nice video Psych2go VERY RELIABLE!!! 😭 I really miss my FRIENDS. You 3d animation is really good ..

[@luneo6316]

felt the "feeling guilt and end up isolating urself" part. I desperately needed to talk out and did so in one of my chats. Immediately started feeling guilt for whining about my problems and feelings to people who had nothing to do with them, so i just quit that chat and most of others i used to hang out in. from then on i just try to hold all the shit going on in my head for myself, every time reach the overflow point, end up often not even talking - just mentioning to anyone - about how bad i've been feeling, but instead of relief it just makes me hate myself even more. It's just a vicious circle, and i'm still in it. Oh, and i perfectly know that after writing this comment i will feel quilt again and will hate myself for not only being weak, but also whining about it. still for some reason my brain wants to continue the circle every damn time.

[@AZ-delaware]

1yr ago I was suffering from suicidal thoughts & extremely depression. I was diagnosed with ASD (autism spectrum disorder) and was embarrassed/ashamed of my diagnosis. I found ur channel & you have really helped with my self esteem. I really enjoy your channel 💖

[@aiztoh]

thanks for making this video 🥲 This made me realize that we all have our suffering and things we get through in life, and you don't have to give time to them if they don't give time to you. because we all struggle. This is a realization that I have the freedom to be who I want ( unless ofcs my parents won't allow me to go out ) and what I want to do in life, and that I need to find friends who don't need someone smart or awkward, just friends who accept me for who I am and spend time together.

[@cassafrassarole]

I needed this. Just got out of a 5 year relationship and going through similar cycles. I really hope this is the turning point and not the end.

[@theconfusedvampire]

Unfortunately.... I've had to cut off depressed friends, because, they used my kindess against me. It was normal for me to neglect my health and my safety for them. Feeling scared and stressed out under the weight of "saving people" is dangerous for your mental. It's okay for "caregiver" type people to take care of themselves too. You're not a bad person if the pressure is too much and that doesn't mean the depressed person is bad either. Nobody can handle depression all alone, especially if we're carrying someone else's depression for them because we can't "fix" anything FOR them.

[@amnanawaz6770]

But if you leave at the slightest sign of trouble you weren’t a true friend to begin with. You can still be there for someone with depression by creating boundaries

[@valichkanyc]

It seems that YOU were not balanced.

[@fransinclair3356]

They don’t want u to fix it and carry the load that is your issue that u feel that. Just treat them like u would anyone else

[@patriciapike6795]

I've stopped smiling. I've stopped having fun. I haven't felt happy in a long while. I just drift, numb, on autopilot. Another day down, another to go. Don't want to socialize, don't care anymore.

[@KnuckleBigFoot]

Loved the animation whoever did this thank you for your awesome work. 😸

[@jchrismoonlitshineworld1889]

I wish I had the words.... just, so very Beautiful, all around, just, wow. Thank you for creating and sharing.

[@cattomonsuta]

You are not alone, and you deserve to be loved and cherished. You are not a burden. You are not a mistake. You ARE important. So re-affirming.

[@bcs7755]

i know this is supposed to be to inform and show people they are not alone and that there is help and all, BUT JESUS THESE THINGS WILL HAUNT ME IN MY NIGHTMARES

[@daisyzm8004]

this was AMAZING. i love the 3d animation and the storytelling. thank you for sharing 🤍

[@daughterofmothernature1747]

I lost two of my childhood friends due to my depression. One lived across the street and the other one was my niece. (I don't feel comfortable sharing the names so I just stick with calling them friend and niece.) I still remember the day I introduce my niece to my closest friend very clearly (it was decade ago). Few years later I started feeling like a third wheel because they stopped talking to me when I try to spend time with them. I was ignored while they talk and I was on my phone the whole time. I started distancing myself from them because I didn't wanna feel that way and my niece just goes to her house without me. My niece heavily judged my taste in music. We used to love sharing our music together but mostly it was pop. I slowly introduce her to nu metal and such but she doesn't like it but when I introduce her to emo music (which was my mistake because it was my comfort music during my teen years and I had an emo phase and still I knew that she might not like it but I wanted to express myself either way) she just flipped out and asked me what was wrong with me and stormed out to go over to my friend's house. Now we pretend we are still friends when her parents come over and one time at Easter 2018 when I visit her with my parents she completely ignored me. For me that was my breaking point. I had my cool but decided she's not worth it and stopped being friends with her. While that downfall was happening I didn't realise I was also losing friendship with my friend across the street. I barely see her outside of her house. I have other nieces and nephews but they live far away. I have new family members and 4-year old niece that lives in our second floor and I adore her. Besides that I don't have friends anymore and I gave up trying. They never last. When I see rarely my niece coming over with her parents to see my youngest niece and we give each other fake smiles and I immeditaly go to my bathroom and cry. Just the sight of her makes me wanna break down because I still missed the days when we had fun. I am now crying writing this.

[@3-EX-0]

I know this feeling and many more. I can honestly say depression is finally wearing me down and defeating me. I had a good run I guess. idk.

[@roxiethecockapoo1138]

I've come to realize that it's been difficult, for me personally, to attempt to please people around me, especially after enough negative experiences. And I've learned to accept a life without friends. I have acquaintances, and I hang out with people every once in a while (I would never ignore them), but it's nice to be alone sometimes.

[@chaseross8900]

This storytime hits so hard. I had something very similar happen over this last summer, even down to the message from the friend about not trying hard enough, though mine was "Your vibe is just bad and I don't feel like dealing with that🙃". It's good to see it from this perspective to understand what was really going on

[@bobbyb396]

well depression, what I feel is different and it's a stress torturing mind set that I don't like and it tortures me by making me stressed for nothing and irritable. I'm thinking if it's the same as depression, but this i feel feels like I'm being crumbled and rebuilt each time.

[@Coco3000]

This animation is so clean and smooth!! And awesome storytelling too.

[@meiamrobbeen1881]

This animated video exactly speaks what I'm battling through since last year up to these days. Hope we all make it through.

[@dorothy2049]

this was me during the pandemic 😢 i removed myself from everyone because i have no energy to explain to everyone what im feeling & i feel like nobody will understand. and now looking back i think what happened to me is also a blessing because it revealed who my real friends are. which is no one. I lost everyone. nobody reached out to me. nobody understood what ive been to. even if im there when they’re the one who needed me. now im okay but sometimes there’s still a little bit inside me hurting when i remember my friends.

[@2DaysOld]

Always remember: „The night is at its darkest before the dawn“

[@zahighobeira]

Best video on this channel so far. Also the most relatable one.

[@naricoleandre5781]

Thanks for sharing that, and all the other helpful videos you have made. I wish you a safe journey

[@dbw166]

Same but it was the first relationship and lasted for 6 years. Willing to be held accountable as I didn't handle a lot of things like I should have at the time, and definitely took things for granted. Having everything fall apart immediately after attempting to try and do something about the depression/anxiety was the worst though.

[@gud3742]

Thank you so much for all your love and all your encouragement. We love you. Thank you. Popped out of nothing.

[@ML-HS]

This is such a cute and refreshing change. Hopefully, you do more just like this video format

[@FellowFiberFriend]

WOAH 3D!!!!!!!! THIS ID AWESOMEELEOENEEN!!!!!!! ❤❤