My Mental Health RollerCoaster | New Year, OLD Me | LOUISE PENTLAND

[@emiIyrosee]

I’ve always loved the range of topics you cover on KZbin, the cozy aesthetic vlogs, the amazing and interesting lifestyle videos, and then also the videos like these which are way more of the normalising real life stuff like the sustainable period product videos and mental health. Thank you for using your platform so incredibly Louise 💗

[@Louisepentland]

Thank you Emily, this comment means such a lot to me xxx

[@emilyjames3110]

@Louise Pentland glad your back

[@sjwells04]

The internet is so serious now!! Sometimes I don’t wanna go on social media and be bombarded with social justice content. Sometimes I just wanna see a video of someone falling over or being silly or doing their makeup or something. I’m just tired of constantly having to ‘learn and grow and be better’ in my literal downtime!

[@tjdmccurdy]

I have been watching you for 9-10 years now. I have never once commented on your video. In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever commented on any video ever. But I just wanted to let you know that I have never once identified more with something someone has said. Thank you for being so open. Can’t wait to see what this year brings.

[@sophia__fen]

"I know that we all talk about 'self-care' - but how many of us actually care about ourselves?" wow that hit pretty deep, very wise words louise!

[@isabelg576]

Honestly, very polished videos make me feel insecure about my life. They set a standard that is unattainable for most people. I would love to see a vlog with a messy bedside table just to make a point, it would be quite refreshing 😂 I'm very glad you're back ✨

[@jammyTTT]

As a long time viewer, I hope you make the content that makes you happy. There was and will always be an audience who just enjoys being a a part of your community. I have definitely seen a shift in the internet starting in the mid 2010s. It’s sad because KZbin, blogs, and social media used be to a places that felt like your own little corner in the world where you could find likeminded individuals and enjoy content that brought you joy.

[@helenanderz]

RELATABLE!! I let go recently too and its soo freeing!! Also taking away all the ' I SHOULD BE DOING...' and replacing it ' I WANT TO BE DOING....' makes a huge difference. xx

[@APinchOfBecky]

YES LOUISE! THIS is what I like to see! KZbin/internet certainly has turned sour with the “cancel culture”. I remember back when it was a lot more relaxed and you didn’t have to always be so careful about what you say. Do what YOU want to do. Personally, I’ve been watching all your older weekly vlogs and I find comfort in them. Please take this year to find what you love to do and care for yourself. I am inspired by that and I need to do exactly the same. I remember as a kid I had so many hobbies and now I have none. I feel like I’ve lost myself, however, I’ve recently started a spin class and I’m loving going.

[@sophiaashley97]

so lovely to see you back in my youtube subs! Xx always appreciate your thoughtful content 💕 also the “helllllooo” brought back those 2010’s youtube fuzzies 👏🏻😆

[@mrswym]

I founded and run a child mental health C.I.C. and I want to let everyone know that they aren’t alone with these feelings and thoughts. The last two years have taken their toll on families…our phone lines don’t stop ringing with overwhelmed parents. Please talk and share. Louise, it’s great that you’re sharing this, authenticity on the internet is so important. Nobody is for everybody and if we can find that acceptance in ourselves then we are halfway there. If we aren’t fine we’re human. If we strive to be fine we are afraid of the burn of those difficult emotions. They pass. Sending you, and everyone else, so much love ❤️

[@bcoolfool1014]

@Anna-Maria To be fair, even the term "snowflake" is massively insulting n conjures up the horrific term "toughen up". I reckon a lot of us are over sensitive n easily offended, whether we are millennials or not, n even with the millennials, maybe they're just better at realising that they are special n unique, which we all are, n don't have to toughen up or take what we took back in the day.

[@BunnyBonanza1]

Ever since I was little I've been constantly worried about what other's might think of me. This has held me back in so many ways, going from being too afraid to try a new hairstyle or change my wardrobe to not daring to tell people that I'm obsessed with Disney animated movies, even though I'm an adult. As I've gotten older and had more time to reflect on this and the fact that I've felt very unhappy for the biggest part of my life, I realized how incredibily silly this is. In reality, nobody cares what I do or what I like or what I look like. And I realize life is too short to worry about these things. So I'm taking baby steps to learn to live more mindfully and be my unedited self. I still have a long way to go, but I'm slowly getting there. I just started a new job 2 months ago and for the first time I've decided to be me fully. AKA not dress differently cause I worry about having to wear a certain style of clothing, or avoid talking about my passions and interest, ... and I already feel so much more free and lighter because of it. - Louise, I've been following you for many years now, and I like you for being you.

[@Jack-ww5hw]

I'm actually so glad you're talking about this

[@tanni1877]

Lovely Louise!!! So happy to see you back, you have been missed! Your such an inspiration to me and so many others, make me smile, laugh, cry (in a good way), seeing how your doing, how your beautiful family are..............this video shows exactly why you are loved so much Louise, you keep it real, good or not so good. Thank you for being, YOU. xxx cheers

[@courtneyhkd]

I appreciate the 'real' content. I'm a young widowed mother of two and when I see highly curated Instagram life it makes me feel like I'm not doing enough. The real raw content is what appeals to me most personally x

[@h2oelephant]

I think this is the best idea ever. Less pressure, less expectation. We live in a world where we’re never good enough as we are and to say no, I want to be where I am happiest is absolute GOALS. Bring on the messy nightstands xxx love you

[@linaassassi2262]

Honestly I don't think I've ever suffered this much with not knowing who I am at least not as much as this previous month I I hope that anyone reading this knows that they are enough and that they are not responsible for other people's problems 🌸✨

[@linaassassi2262]

@Angel Bunnie firstly im so sorry for your loss honey, and i do believe that we live our lives surrounded by a lot of people but that time is less than the time we spend with ourselves.. In our minds, a sentence which helped me so much with dealing with a huge problem that I had which is not believing that I will ever be loved is :"u haven't met all the people that will love you yet". This sentence was a happiness boost to me so i rly hope u get through what you're dealing with and find your true self. And ofc pls know that you're not alone.

[@friendlyneighbourhoodforei5533]

I think you're spot on with the new culture emerging from the internet the past couple years. I have a hard time using social media now for that reason because it seems like it's not just people with more hardened opinions, but I feel as though there is an astronomical level of resentment that's been built up, and it's really difficult to witness. I cant even imagine being a figure on the internet the way you are. If it's any consolation, your videos and your genuine love for the world makes watching your content feel safe in a space that no longer feels comfortable to interact with

[@heatherdalton4725]

Well put about the resentment built up, that definitely shows in many areas of the internet💔

[@brendastthomas9921]

Journaling or just making a list of thoughts and feelings is so helpful. The process of writing it down really gets the deeper emotions to the surface and you can often see a way to make things better or at least different. Also write down what you used to like or be like that made you happy. At one point I was so buy being everything to everyone else that I couldn’t remember ‘me’. I made a list of what I used to be like and what I loved doing. Some of those things no longer appealed to me but with other things I was able to find hobbies and activities that are similar that I really enjoy now.

[@siegmanna]

Thank you for opening up about this! I couldn't put my finger on it but when you said how the tone of social media became serious that totally made sense to me. I definitely felt that. And just the whole world got more serious, especially these last two years. I'm glad you're taking time for yourself and making changes to better suit you. You're inspiring me to do the same!

[@Jade-jy7vg]

I watch your videos because you’re in them Louise, not because of the format, the editing or the stylised content. It’s just nice to catch up with someone who feels like a friend 💗

[@sims2kat96]

Oh I so wish you'd un private your old vlogs, your old videos bring me so much comfort! Much love to you Louise, thank you for sharing your experience and difficulties, we've missed you! ❤️

[@crystalinabacteria3430]

I watch your videos with my daughter. She started watching you in 2015 while she was at school. My daughter introduced your videos to me a year before first lockdown. You were a great comfort at that time as it was scary for all of us. You showed how to do a puff pastry style pizza which I do every summer. ❤️ Your relationship with Darcy is very similar to me & my daughter. We love watching the Disney trips. We've watched Pearl grow. My daughters now nearly finishing her Master's degree & going to begin working in a school. We love watching you & you are a lovely mother & person. Thank you for your honesty , thoughts & topics. We look forward to many more videos you are a great positive inspiration ❤️❤️❤️

[@itsivana2060]

I absolutely agree that internet especially social media has become so serious and very straight forward. I miss days of casual vlogs, random instagram posts and people being themself without being picked and pokes with millions of opinions of what's ok and what's not. Cancel culture is so very toxic and I have a feeling people forget that we are not all being born and raised in same culture and with same ideas of what's appropriate. Cheers to bringing little bit of fun in a very serious and pessimistic 2022

[@jennamilleryall]

It's good to see you, friend❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ And I can't wait to see a huge lack in standards xo I'm so happy to hear you're "going all in" on less.

[@Louisepentland]

It's fully going down the pan Jenna and I can't wait! xxx

[@BurnItUpp2009]

Louise! It's bloody good to see you!❤️ You are the only "old school" KZbinr I have stayed with. You're such a lovely person. Yes for the striving for less! I love that ❤️ Edit: Please vlog your Disney trip! I need to like vicariously 😭😂

[@romyskinner947]

Love this message, of ‘lower standards’ and lower stress. I have followed you for years and you are the best person I follow x

[@sherynisaac453]

I am so with you Louise! Here's to putting less pressure on ourselves and having some fun 💕

[@lizcawthorne2045]

Oh sweetheart! Sending you the biggest 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 I have a similar age/anniversary situation coming up and I know exactly how that aspect takes everything else into hyper overwhelm. As for the rest please be messy, and moany, or rambly or any of the other range of normal things we all are, please. And post when you want to, and don't when you don't. Much as it is lovely seeing you do all of these beautiful, creative interesting things, it is also reassuring to see you are just as much of a basket case as the rest of us. Especially as so many of us seem to watch these for comfort reasons. And sod the bitter 🐝, we should just feel sorry for them for being such sad sacks that they even have those thoughts, let alone the time to sit down and write them to you! You are awesome, and all the people that matter know it 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@heesomechris]

Thank you so much for sharing this. I am still really struggling with my mental health since lockdowns. All aspects of my life seem to be harder than they were. I'm finding it quite overwhelming at the moment because other people seem to be thriving after rules have eased and are getting back to their lives. But I feel like you, and can't seem to get remember how to thrive, and I don't want to go back to to the old me - aiming for 'perfection'. Hearing you go through similar things, especially counselling, has given me a bit of hope I didn't know I needed. Thank you 🤗

[@indiegirl4579]

I can’t even tell you how much this video means to me. I feel the same way, Louise. And I’m an “Oldie but Goldie!” I miss the old KZbin so much. I was making videos for fun before, and now I don’t even want to post anymore when I used to enjoy it so much, because my videos are so imperfect. And I only feel like people will judge me. I appreciate your honesty about your mental health and resonate so much with how you are feeling. I recently read in a book that what we put out into the world is our gift. And it’s not our concern if the world chooses to accept or reject our gift. It’s not our job to convince people of who we are, only to share our gift without pressure, and move on in happiness. That is what you provide to us with your videos. A beautiful gift. Thank you! 💗

[@jacquelinelouise1364]

I am not one to comment on videos but this one has really struck a cord with me (in a good way). Currently sat here watching this video in the bath the day before I am about to return to work. I have been off for two months recovering from back surgery and the detox from the hustle and bustle from life and actually allowing myself to slow down and recover has been amazing. As anxious as I am to return to work, the "do less" is something I am taking with me as I return back. There is more to life that a job and I am learning to enjoy me time! Thank you Louise! x

[@bettyarmstrong185]

Glad you are coming around. Continue to heal. I’ve missed your vlogs 💕

[@melindalee8659]

Oh Louise, your message really resonates with me. I am 54, my youngest is heading out to college this coming fall, and I am realizing I haven’t listened to what I like or want for many years! I have a lot of work to do on myself this year, and I am not good at this. Small steps seems doable to me. I’m looking forward to a more silly, real version of you, and that whatever that means makes you happy. All the best.

[@laurenhepp4681]

Thank you for sharing. When I see creators online and their lives look so perfect, it makes me feel like I’m not perfect. I enjoy it more when I see the reality of your life, a messy bed night stand is fine. I love it. It’s more relatable. In saying that, I’m not trying to say you need to be one way or another, I just enjoy your content. I love seeing the real you. Here’s to 2022 the year of imperfection! 🥳👍👏

[@graceburch3699]

You are amazing Louise, you have helped me with my self-confidence and self-esteem with your KZbin videos over the many years, you are my wardrobe/clothing inspiration 💕 and your nails are beautiful 💅🏻

[@rebeccagarden5731]

The Internet got so serious! I'm an oldie and watched a lot, but things just took a turn, no-one was having real fun, everyone felt too curated and it was naff. Glad to see you bringing individualism back, it's well overdue! 😁😁

[@JennaKennedy]

I think this is my favourite video you’ve ever made, full of things I needed to hear. Thanks Louise! ❤️

[@emmakatiesimm]

So glad your back! Have missed your videos they always help me to take some downtime and unwind - needed this today my only resolution this year is to find one positive in each day, even the tiniest thing but i also want to let myself feel not ok if I need to 💕💕

[@HarveyMorton]

Thank you for sharing this Louise! 💙 I felt the same when the pandemic came around, I was used to travelling to London for events before lockdown and I’ve struggled to adjust to having things like that taken away. I do feel like social media platforms have become so much more negative recently, I had a digital detox over Christmas and it felt so good. I’ve always loved your content over the years, you’re so positive - keep doing what makes you happy.

[@meeganerose98]

You are such an incredible women, I found the same in the pandemic and it was incredibly difficult, counselling literally saved my life and I’m so thankful for you being so so open, you are just wonderful 💛

[@emmat5871]

Thank you for articulating your experience so well. A lot of what you said resonated with me and I’m sure many others. I slowed down the treadmill over the pandemic, reduced my working hours and shifted my focus away from the next promotion. I remembered the reason why I pushed through school, uni, work etc and that was to give myself choices in life whenever I wanted or needed a change.

[@toasty_melba]

Honestly feel like the instagram algorithm has made such a huge difference with how serious social media has become! Everyone has to work so much harder to make sure their content is seen that creators' freedom seems to be taken away a bit. Its sad cause everyone ends up getting a bit boxed in and under pressure for that "perfect" post all the time Also: 1. As an oldie but goldie the intro made me chuckle 2. I love the cute nails and the eyeshadow is stunning! 3. I love both the posts where I can see the huge amount of hard work that has gone into them, as well as the more casual "lower standards" ones - happy with whatever you feel like creating!

[@gemmastanding8496]

Great to see you back and I’m so glad your feeling a little better it all takes time. Personally bring back the old you your old vlogs make me happy genuine happiness. Keep being you no matter what ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@gabriellaalexandrawelford4079]

Louise I have watched you since about 2012. I loved you then and I love you now! You are completely right about the internet becoming more serious - what’s that all about?! Nothing beats a good old, unedited daily vlog! Loved this video and so glad you are feeling better about things ❤️❤️❤️

[@gabbyreade7970]

Thankyou for posting this Louise! I'm struggling a lot too with my mental health at the moment. There seams to be so much pressure out there where "once you reach a certain age you have to be reaching certain milestones" which I have felt the pressure. I love your idea of striving to do less, I'm going to try and do that so thank you. 😊 I wish I knew you in real life you are such a lovely person! I am a long time viewer and your videos bring me comfort. ❤❤

[@carolomoruan]

Louise, thank you for talking about this so openly, it really struck a nerve with me, I can only imagine how difficult it is to be your authentic self with people watching, I'm struggling with that and no one's watching me!! I hope you know that we will love all content you make - but personally, I prefer the messy low standard stuff😉, cos that's real life.

[@krystinapearson8417]

Just wanted to leave a quick comment - I honestly think you are a truly a lovely person. It's a privilege that you share your life with us. Thank you for being raw and honest. Sending love 💕 (also some people are just big old meanies! It's a reflection on themselves, not you) x

[@eza2873]

Louise, sometimes watching your videos is like watching myself from another dimension lol. Our personalities are so alike it's almost eerie. Your videos always pick me up, even when you're talking about heavier topics. I look forward to them every week. Because I want to send some good vibes your way, I wanted to say that I got your purse in yellow and plum. I've never in my life received so many compliments on anything I've ever owned before! Everywhere I go people ask me about them and even take pictures! I just ordered your book and can't wait to start reading it. I hope you have a fantastic week! 💕

[@angelabrunner4612]

Dear Louise, I‘ve been following you for almost 10 years. I started, when my daughter started watching yt as a teenager, just to now what she was „consuming“. I still really enjoy your content. You grew so much as a person and I love how you handle live and how you share it. My daughter is grown up now and sometimes we watch your videos together. I hope you are going to be there for a long time

[@isabelbridges7527]

💖💖💖💖💖 Big hugs Louise. SUCH a relatable video! Welcome back to YT 😊 xx

[@poets_delight]

I love this 💜 thank you, for your strength in your vulnerability, for sharing your story.

[@shazdigdog]

Yay!! I used to love your old vlogs with the camera balancing on make up..and trips to pound land with Emma!! Here’s to more fun!

[@cottonwool909]

Yea definetley noticed a change loved your old vlogs and it is so sad people have made you feel like that we enjoy you and everything about you would love your old style vlogs to return love you louise xx

[@jengrant3894]

Louise I think that you are Amazing just the way you are. I enjoy watching your vlogs you are so down to earth and relatable. I also struggled with my mental health in the last few years. I spoke out and got some help last summer. It was the best thing I did and I feel I am coming out the other side now. I have not been very good at self care just busy getting caught up in mum life and life in general and ignoring my own needs. So working on self care now and need to remember to keep it up. Your nails are really nice. I look forward to watching whatever content you post this year. Sending love xx

[@gwenflegal7418]

Thank you for your honesty, Louise! I can only imagine how horrible it would feel to have a group of people seemingly waiting for you to do the wrong thing and I think it's admirable that you carry on despite that. Please remember that most of us take comfort in seeing normal things like a messy bedside table and a slightly unorganized house because let's be honest, most of our houses look like that. Remember there is a community here rooting for your successes and cheering you on! Thank you for continuing to share your content!

[@ronibt]

I am so so excited for this new (old!) approach!! Love you and your videos, always xx

[@rewildwithus]

Thank you for this 🧡 I've missed your energy on here. I have 100% been feeling that heavy serous feeling for sooooo long and I'm so ready to let go of it! Here's to lower standards in 2022 👏🏻

[@ShanyMiz]

I totally agree, 2022 is the year for less! Less stress, less self doubt, less criticism….. Thank you for continuing to be a light and joy, your videos are so meaningful. I hope you know that. Your life are perfectly imperfect, a true inspiration 💜

[@chloeblue7997]

I have definitely felt the seriousness of the internet in the last year or so. I’m so glad to hear someone else acknowledge it too. For my own mental health I’ve had to be much more aware of internet content I’m consuming because it was leaving me on edge and feeling negative a lot. I’m always glad for your glittery side of the internet. Even when you have serious conversations they are warm, welcoming and you share your positive perspective.

[@caroleearnshaw7517]

I was someone who was always on the go. Always pushing myself and a perfectionist. Then around 14 years ago I got sick. It felt like my body was broken and I was eventually diagnosed with a chronic condition that made me literally have to change the way I was living in every way. If you don’t slow down I believe your body will eventually make you slow down and take stock. You seem to be a very genuine and lovely person…..take a deep breathe and listen to what your intuition is telling you to do and you won’t go far wrong. It sounds like you are on the right track. Take care x

[@alishapage138]

I totally feel this. 2022 is coming with some major changes for me, which are on the whole extremely positive, I'm graduating, I am moving in with my partner, I have a job interview tomorrow just to name a few, but after this past few years I feel like I've drained myself and am struggling to come at it with my usual determination and positivity and that's what I want to focus on getting back this year

[@ellasquire2381]

It’s going to be so lovely to see you come full circle and to embrace the cosy imperfections with you. 💖 Starting with the small stuff is absolutely the approach to everything, it’s been very relevant to me fighting anorexia the past year or so. I’d recommend it to anyone going through any sort of mental health blip or a larger disorder - booking that one appointment, taking yourself out for that one coffee, or reaching out to that one friend can make a world of difference 💕💕💕

[@abigagen4324]

Yes yes yes! Completely empathise with this. Thanks for shining a light on mental health and bringing us in on your journey.

[@eliemai12]

Thankyou for bring so honest. There's a certain amount of guilt with feeling low especially when you have a blessed life. Thankyou for touching on this. Related to this 110%, especially the unnecessary pressure that we place upon ourselves.

[@isobellegarrill6605]

So glad you're back in full swing❤love this kind of video or any video you make really. X

[@openhope8701]

LOUISE Yaaas girl Be yourself and live your ABSOLUTE BEST LIFE! We're here for it 👏👏👏👏👏 Love you so much ❤️

[@peytonaiken4859]

Louise! It’s so good to see you! :) I love ramble-y, tangent-y videos, and I think a lot of others do, too. Don’t worry about us being bored- your honesty is a gift!

[@karenr2d238]

Your videos are always the ones I come back to, I love your honesty about life and how you "keep it real" when I feel so many other KZbinrs lives are unattainable and rather detached now. Good for you for speaking out! It takes guts but I really do believe we've all lost ourselves a bit over the last couple of years and opening up the conversations, as you have is brilliant! Stay awesome, Louise!! 😀💗

[@JessieBaxter]

It is so refreshing to see this honest and open version of you that I love so much. I am an oldie but goldie and have been watching you from way back in the day and have loved the way you are so unapologetically yourself! It is inspiring and your videos were always my little cozy corner of the internet where I felt like I was just hanging out with my pal living life uncomplicated and unscripted just us! Thank you for sharing your journey as I know so many can relate like myself and here is to 2022 a year of rediscovering ourselves and sharing our joy in all its realness! lots of love xxx

[@kimchenoweth5732]

I absolutely adored this video! I’ve been watching from the beginning and loved seeing you evolve over the years. The real ones will always stay. This video actually made me feel so calm! So relatable on many levels and also it comes across on camera how much idk the word, calmer you feel? Love to see it and can’t wait for more videos! ❤️

[@iantojones3]

Looooove it and have missed that 2014 chill content! But mostly looking forward to hopefully a more content Louise who does not feel confined by what other people are doing or saying. Love you ❤️

[@Klex2603]

Even in those old days it felt like you had your life together better than me. But you always felt human and relatable. I totally agree with the change in the online space. And it lead to many creators disconnecting, and as a viewer it felt like a large group of friends moving away. With the change in relationship that can cause. This past 2 years+ has been tough. It started pre-pandemic for me as well. I've been finding life harder and harder. To the point where I'm finding it near impossible to get anything done these days. I'm desperate for a break. I find it comforting to know I'm not alone.

[@Catmum1998]

For very different reasons I completely understand what you mean about chipping away at yourself when someone says something. I think I’ve been doing that since I was about 9. I’m 23 now but I like the idea of discovering/rediscovering who I am and what I like now. Wishing you the best of luck with this year 💕

[@heatherdalton4725]

So glad you've mentioned this, I have also felt that the internet space has changed and it's a little overwhelming. I think the pandemic played into that, we all had a lot of spare time, a new way of approaching life digitally and a lot of hurt and confusion. There is a lot of virtue signalling and the internet now feels like a competition to see who's the best person, there's a set of opinions you are supposed to have and can't deviate from. Very much on board with being less serious, great to hear you're feeling positive Louise

[@lehjr0011]

Louise, I’m so sorry you’ve been feeling this way but am glad you’re feeling the lightness again. Your video has helped me so much today. Today was a very anxious day. I couldn’t pinpoint what was making me scared or anxious. I don’t feel as alone watching this (I definitely know I’m not!) but this actually gave me comfort.

[@ReadinginSpurts]

Glad to see you back! Love it we you are just being you, even the messy bits. Thanks for reminding me to take care of myself and find the joy in the little things💚

[@margaretmurphy6623]

I love seeing people living a genuine life when they vlog. I’ve dropped a lot of filtered home content. So I am super stoked for a more intimate Louise experience!!

[@sarahpradolin4320]

This is a wonderful video, it made me tear up at parts! As a viewer, I am so happy for you! You seem like you’ve really done a lot of positive work on yourself and that shines through in this video 😊thank you for sharing and can’t wait for more content.

[@barbarawesley8219]

As a long term viewer its really nice to hear how you are honestly getting on 🙂 worry and anxiety routed in other people's opinions is such a human thing. I hope you can make content you love and enjoy, we're happy to come along for the ride however you are feeling...also last year was rough on so many people myself included. Sharing your experience is comforting to hear...also love the fun nails!! X

[@anxietygothtube]

"Old.... Oldie But Goldie" Yes. Last year was great, towards the end not so much. And that followed into this new year, sadly. Trying new things to get myself in a better mental place, but it hasn't picked up yet. I hope it does. It's comforting knowing other people are going through their "bleh" mood. I think this video promotes everyone being able to talk about it & not feel alone.

[@annchrismaclean1907]

As an Oldie but Goldie, I loved your old style vlogs too. I really enjoy watching all your content, and with my nearly 3 year old, I have been through all your emotions and everything you vlogged with Pearlie. I think you have been and are a great inspiration and advocating mental health is a great way to start the new year. Here is to a happy and healthy one, whatever it looks like for you :) xx

[@medslarge]

I'd just be so happy to see you be yourself and be happy

[@sarahpowell6617]

I LOVE the idea of a New Year's resolution to do less, and also the idea of "new year, old me". Both such important and rebellious spins on all the pressure-filled messages we're bombarded with lately. The truth is, while a new year can feel like a nice boost, it's not a magic cure. We're still dragging all our stuff from last year into the next and that calls for gentleness, especially now. My mum died suddenly four months before COVID started, so the last couple of years have pretty much been a waking nightmare, and yet, I still have totally unreasonable expectations of myself. How about I focus on catching simple moments of calm and appreciating what I have? Thank you for sharing, lovely Louise.

[@gemmadavis8931]

I really feel you on this Louise. I feel like I've been experiencing existential dread a lot lately. I stepped down in my job just before Christmas, for several reasons, and I feel so much lighter. I felt so weighed down and burnt out before and I just couldn't see an end to it. I felt like I was doing it because of society's expectations and I wasn't enjoying it like I used to. You're absolutely right, it's always about bigger, better, more, more, more and I can't be bothered to subscribe to that anymore. Good for you, I hope you're feeling happier 😊

[@haileycooper6252]

I love seeing things are not perfect because thats real and its such a breath of fresh air to see. So happy to see you back. Such a helpful video. Im glad im not alone in forgetting what i liked doing.

[@caitlinfoxall5856]

I subscribed when I was 12 because you made me laugh after school, I still watch at 20 not because you’re Instagramabble but because your videos still bring me that comfort :-)

[@samantharudland7864]

I’m so pleased you’re still sharing with us 😊 thank you! I like a 10 min vlog for on my lunch break. Sometimes I watch the longer ones over 3 or 4 days 😁

[@ajpage0]

Thank you so much for sharing. It’s lovely to hear from Louise again, and not just “Louise Pentland” ya know? I really admire your perseverance and the simplicity of the choices you’ve shared here. Wishing you all the best, always!

[@katysmyth8040]

Make small choices ❤️ great advice, which is just what I need to hear today. Welcome back Louise 🥰

[@Zililela]

You look so so pretty Louise and You’re such a wonderful person 💛you deserve only the best in life

[@gloria_grace_harvey]

I think you're amazing Louise! I've been watching since I was 15ish (8 years ago!) And you feel like a lovely, cozy aunty to me. Always interested to hear what you have to say and think you're a wonderful, warm space on the internet. Sending big virtual hugs!

[@juliajones2283]

Louise I really needed to hear a lot of what you have said hear, I definitely resonate with what you are saying. I’m finding it hard to get myself back again after having to go through the last two years and I shouldn’t waste more precious time. I have friends but none that really can get how I feel. Thank you for being a wise online friend. Xx

[@Patti-1962]

The pandemic certainly caused so many of us to re-evaluate things. I loved your older vlogs so much, Louise. It was just your life, the real life where things might be a bit cluttered and every day didn't go perfectly to plan. But I DO agree with you that things have become more serious, and it is time that we all lighten up a bit and just enjoy life, ALL of it!!🥰❤️❤️

[@rtilling]

Watching this video was like watching myself say everything I've wanted to say about how I feel. Louise I can relate so much about not knowing who I am, and also the strive for perfection which is just unrealistic and exhausting. I've watched you since your early days and can honestly say I've never disliked a video. Anything you make will be enjoyed and actually I love the videos with a more relaxed and unpolished vibe. Hope you have a great time at Disney, and here's to a brilliant 2022 for us all!!

[@Itschloeharper]

I really enjoyed and related to this video. Last year I just felt so overwhelmed with tasks and things I had to do, like you said even if I liked those things. I too stressed about trying to be better, being perfect. On a much smaller scale but I felt the same with KZbin and other things online, like I was trying to hard and everything was so serious. I’ve made similar ‘goals’ this year to just enjoy my time. I also decided to make small goals monthly instead of for the year, so January was ‘rest’ aka when I need a break.. have a break. It felt amazing. This month my focus is exercise, again similarly to what you said I started swimming as I enjoy that, I’ve been going to the gym too but mainly swimming and I’m actually so proud of sticking to it. Just little steps. Thankyou for sharing this video! Xx

[@lmattinson2933]

I can relate so much to this, you are not alone! I finally hit a wall yesterday with complete overwhelm and have decided to see a counsellor. Everything can’t be perfect all of the time, it’s utterly exhausting. Anyway, I want to thank you for being you. Your vlogs got me through the first few months of being a new Mum. I went as far back as when Pearl was born and I found comfort in your vlogs. I love watching you and hope you find solace in 2022 ❤️

[@blonde761]

So good to see you Louise, was just wondering about you the other day! The last few years working in healthcare have been difficult for me, and then in November I lost my brother who was also my best friend. “Life is short” and “life is for the living” has new meaning for me now but like a phoenix I will rise from the ashes. Sending you and all your followers love, strength and peace. I love how you have always used your platform for honest REAL discussion. You are a real inspiration for me and many people of all ages around the world. xx Let’s all jolly on xx

[@onuhc2589789vnb]

Louise, I LOVE the fact you can have a chat with us, I’ve watched and followed (in a totally non-stalker way) you since you were having Darcy. So when you’re not around, I do wonder “is she ok?”. Just how I would with a friend. You’re so relatable, and so personable. Believe it or not, I went through a very similar time with a traumatic birth, with some common factors with your birth with Darcy. I also had a lot of childhood trauma, particularly with the step parent, so out of everyone, you’re the person I enjoy watching regardless of what you talk about, because I just feel you and I have many similarities and views of things! Yes. I felt the online space became so serious. I didn’t want to be on any socials because everyone was arguing and judging each other. Luckily, I feel your community it largely lovely! Keep being you, please don’t question it! You can be the ripest peach in the bowl and there’ll still be someone who doesn’t like peaches. 🍑 ♥️ xx

[@alisonmwood]

I love all your videos, and so happy to see you back posting. I can only imagine how tough it must be to have people dissecting your videos and commenting. But I hope you also know how much joy you bring to people through what you share ♥

[@brookedella9682]

Louise, thank you thank you thank you for sharing this with us ❤️ doing less and prioritising myself/self-care (the hard work and the face masks) is what I said I wanted to do this year. For the past few years I’ve been on a Rollercoaster whilst also having to feel like I have so always do the right thing. And it may not have been the right thing for me, but I still did it. But this year it’s all new and different and for once I am focusing on me and my wants. To new year old us! I love your videos, new-and-gold and older-but-gold. It feels less lonely being on the same journey as someone, so truly thank you for sharing. Love & hugs to you xx