syml - where's my love (alternative version) (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

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lustry.

lustry.

Күн бұрын

Пікірлер: 10 000
@lustry
@lustry 3 жыл бұрын
i hope you're all doing okay, ily
@summersunny151
@summersunny151 3 жыл бұрын
please do around you by ROO J that would be crazzy
@kate-lz9nr
@kate-lz9nr 3 жыл бұрын
@@summersunny151 I HEARD THAT SONG THE OTHER DAY ITS SO GOOD OMG
@utahtenorII
@utahtenorII 3 жыл бұрын
Wheres the spotify lustry?
@ami.k5348
@ami.k5348 3 жыл бұрын
Tu
@sesseljaantonsdottir7408
@sesseljaantonsdottir7408 3 жыл бұрын
your the first person to say that to me since 1 year ago
@avamccarthy1331
@avamccarthy1331 3 жыл бұрын
I dont know whats wrong with me, i have a great family, a happy home but yet i still feel so alone, i feel isolated.
@satanas809
@satanas809 3 жыл бұрын
oooh babe, having all of these dont make you less sad or maybe sick (?) idk, it's not your fault to be feeling down, maybe you could ask help?? please stay safe for you and people who care about :)
@Mazzysky
@Mazzysky 3 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry to hear that, try not to isolate yourself, talk to a family member about how your feeling, go for walks, etc.
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
walk outside
@nourihab4278
@nourihab4278 3 жыл бұрын
It's okay , it's just time , try distancing yourself , try new friendships , you're the only one who will do anything for you to not die , you are your comfort zone , yourself always try its best for you to be happy , she loves you so much , so do a lot of people , i am here for you of you need anything
@keiliahooke9590
@keiliahooke9590 3 жыл бұрын
Loneliness is a feeling, if you feel lonely, you are lonely, even in a house full of people :( Don't invalidate your feelings, and don't be afraid to be your own advocate and get help.
@laaraodile3014
@laaraodile3014 3 жыл бұрын
If you’re reding this I luv u.
@wo_lyrr
@wo_lyrr 3 жыл бұрын
If you’ re reading this, I love u too
@soph1elvsptv
@soph1elvsptv 3 жыл бұрын
i luv you too
@hdhdm9817
@hdhdm9817 3 жыл бұрын
I love you too
@Godwithyou453
@Godwithyou453 3 жыл бұрын
Thx😲😳 But you luv me you should be with me today 😢😢😢
@elza4833
@elza4833 3 жыл бұрын
@mariacherif5892
@mariacherif5892 3 жыл бұрын
its sad because stranger knows what ur feeling more than friends
@loser8406
@loser8406 3 жыл бұрын
this.
@eentweehupsakee
@eentweehupsakee 3 жыл бұрын
aka my ibf
@falloneyy
@falloneyy 3 жыл бұрын
wow that really hit
@amalichka
@amalichka 3 жыл бұрын
You need to be a best friend to yourself at first
@malaikahsaadiq
@malaikahsaadiq 3 жыл бұрын
Damn, you have friends? I want one of those
@antisocial8562
@antisocial8562 2 жыл бұрын
It's so nice to see how strangers care about each other more than family and friends here :)
@SendCore
@SendCore 2 жыл бұрын
strangers dont more than family and friends lmao, thats such a joke thing to say.
@antisocial8562
@antisocial8562 2 жыл бұрын
@@SendCore well I said what I felt :)
@thefdash5608
@thefdash5608 2 жыл бұрын
@@SendCore you didn't get it. I felt that
@SendCore
@SendCore 2 жыл бұрын
@@thefdash5608 LMAO u have to be trolling.
@nourzeineldeen4401
@nourzeineldeen4401 2 жыл бұрын
sometimes it feels this way when your parents show instead of caring show coldness towards u nobody thinks how u might feel the thing your just joking when u tell them
@blueenews
@blueenews 3 жыл бұрын
„People don‘t cry, because they are weak. It is because they‘ve been strong for too long.“ ~ Johnny Depp ~
@باقرمصطفى-ف1ي
@باقرمصطفى-ف1ي 3 жыл бұрын
Johnny Depp
@lisathompsan2160
@lisathompsan2160 3 жыл бұрын
@@باقرمصطفى-ف1ي Johnny Depp
@باقرمصطفى-ف1ي
@باقرمصطفى-ف1ي 3 жыл бұрын
@@lisathompsan2160 🌻💔...................🗽
@sunshinetruly3803
@sunshinetruly3803 3 жыл бұрын
showing feelings is one of the strongest things now days
@sadeceikimiz6880
@sadeceikimiz6880 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@mellowa
@mellowa 3 жыл бұрын
“When sleep isn’t just sleep anymore, its an escape from reality”
@justecelia3149
@justecelia3149 3 жыл бұрын
Yes and I don't want open my yes anymore
@atxxjenn
@atxxjenn 3 жыл бұрын
literally. i just wish i can never wake up
@Katie-nn1gu
@Katie-nn1gu 3 жыл бұрын
..
@Neph1944
@Neph1944 3 жыл бұрын
No wonder why i slept 3 times today already
@失敗-n7b
@失敗-n7b 3 жыл бұрын
That's why i love it
@elizagracew
@elizagracew 3 жыл бұрын
Gotta love lustry for everything they do
@guesswho3
@guesswho3 3 жыл бұрын
ikr
@nicolaasalinas735
@nicolaasalinas735 3 жыл бұрын
Atr boluda ahreeee😆😆
@brattyblondiee
@brattyblondiee 3 жыл бұрын
lustry supremacy🛐🛐
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@raybeats23
@raybeats23 2 жыл бұрын
"Those teenagers who sit in their rooms at night and cry themselves to sleep were once children with light in their eyes and hope in their heart!"
@krenda321
@krenda321 Жыл бұрын
Right...
@ЖеняЛоськова-ю9к
@ЖеняЛоськова-ю9к Жыл бұрын
@@krenda321 yes..
@dayinthelife1358
@dayinthelife1358 Жыл бұрын
My dad left again last night and I haven't told my bffs because I don't trust them and we have been friends for over 7 years
@halafahmy837
@halafahmy837 Жыл бұрын
It hits hard -the same thing that she said happens to me ,always crying in midnight I have learned too much things from crying in midnight, crying in silence,act like I'm sleeping .sometimes I miss my old self not afraid of losing not knowing about overthinking.i have too much friends but I always fell down there that I'm lonely. BTW I'm 12 years old
@barbosa7068
@barbosa7068 Жыл бұрын
i don't know about teenagers but I am full grown adult and I literally cry myself to sleep lol
@may-tx5yl
@may-tx5yl 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t think I’m depressed. I can laugh, joke around, have a good time, etc. but sometimes I just sit and think, wonder, then it all comes rushing down.
@yomomma6527
@yomomma6527 3 жыл бұрын
literally same i feel u
@robmarthin7156
@robmarthin7156 3 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@artwithgigi7162
@artwithgigi7162 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@jackstone77
@jackstone77 3 жыл бұрын
You can’t imagine how many people feel the exact same way but just don’t let it show. Always try to make a good time out of everything and just know it’s gonna be okay.
@vanessacelestinodasilva4689
@vanessacelestinodasilva4689 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@laurasrensen4898
@laurasrensen4898 3 жыл бұрын
I’m tired of school I’m tired of always being alone I’m tired of being left behind I’m tired of friends I’m tired of family I’m tired of homework I’m tired of not being pretty enough I’m tired of sleep I’m tired of being happy I’m tired of crying I’m tired of losing people I’m tired of people saying that I’m annoying I’m tired of them saying that I’m not good enough I’m tired of life I’m tired of liars I’m tired of trying so hard I’m tired of being too skinny I’m tired of weakness I’m tired of everything. These few weeks, months, years, have been so fucking rude to me. Take me back to where people actually acted like I excited. Where I actually felt like I was loved. I try to care for people. I set them before myself... and I get nothing back. Nothing. I try.. I really do.. sometimes I think about ending it all.. but I always try to fight... to all out there. We all have some hard times sometimes, but always remember to fight! Please.. I’m still trying and won’t give up until it’s over. Love you.
@Z.Toast1
@Z.Toast1 3 жыл бұрын
And I’m tired of edgy teenagers
@pinkflames6334
@pinkflames6334 3 жыл бұрын
then have music and chill and sleep and thats what i do
@alfonsinavidela5706
@alfonsinavidela5706 3 жыл бұрын
I have a new for you (and sorry for my bad english): this too shall pass. With time (and pain, and loss, and betrayes, because the lonely people just be the more kind) you will find people and, more important, you will find a meaning for you life. You only will see that if you stay. Ask for help if you need, but dont give up!
@rebecadumi
@rebecadumi 3 жыл бұрын
Feeling the same,sis. Sending you love❤️❤️🙌🏻
@eylemmozbks
@eylemmozbks 3 жыл бұрын
pes mi ediyorsun öylece?
@RyvWyld
@RyvWyld 3 жыл бұрын
One of the worst feelings is being in your own house and feeling like you need to go home. I want to go home... I wanna go home so badly, but I don't know where home is.
@Bigbwortha
@Bigbwortha 3 жыл бұрын
Heaven is home and one day I’ll be happy to leave my house I’ll be happy singing with the angels living happy with god
@amyvazquez9649
@amyvazquez9649 3 жыл бұрын
And that sh/t Hurts
@RyvWyld
@RyvWyld 3 жыл бұрын
@@amyvazquez9649 it does, but I found my home :)
@lo8069
@lo8069 3 жыл бұрын
@@RyvWyld im really happy for you my love
@RyvWyld
@RyvWyld 3 жыл бұрын
@@lo8069 tysm. life has its ups and downs, but it gives you an award for getting through it.
@momisoma6477
@momisoma6477 2 жыл бұрын
“Time doesn’t heal the pain, it learns you how to live with it”
@ЖеняЛоськова-ю9к
@ЖеняЛоськова-ю9к Жыл бұрын
согласна с вами
@hanbru7426
@hanbru7426 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes you can't deal with it And tears can't stop flowing 😢😢😢
@meganwoodruffmusic
@meganwoodruffmusic 9 ай бұрын
It’s crazy because sometimes you’re born into the pain, so you don’t notice it like if someone else only experiences it new for a first time.
@szmnarzuslh
@szmnarzuslh 8 ай бұрын
Bunu okumaya hazır değildim ağlıyorum 😢
@isthxtsalma
@isthxtsalma Ай бұрын
well people mostly say time heals but tbh it does'nt 4 years has not healed me one bit
@Feel_official_Channel
@Feel_official_Channel 3 жыл бұрын
"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me. The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments. The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it. At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win? " Thank God it was just a vision. to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest. Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later. - A person on KZbin Edit : I really don't need likes , just understand my words
@rumeysaarslan7321
@rumeysaarslan7321 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8
@GamesOfficialYouTube
@GamesOfficialYouTube 3 жыл бұрын
@Nobody-mk1ck
@Nobody-mk1ck 3 жыл бұрын
It's beautiful ❤️
@sofy9078
@sofy9078 3 жыл бұрын
i’m crying
@nesandia2966
@nesandia2966 3 жыл бұрын
I AM CRYING
@keirabackus593
@keirabackus593 3 жыл бұрын
Respect your pillow. It was the only thing there to catch your tears when nobody else could
@jaerener1782
@jaerener1782 3 жыл бұрын
lies. my tongue did just fine. HAVE YOU EVERY TASTED A TEAR?! top notch shit
@keirabackus593
@keirabackus593 3 жыл бұрын
@@jaerener1782 yes I have
@--BACKTFUP
@--BACKTFUP 3 жыл бұрын
@@jaerener1782 snot too
@jaerener1782
@jaerener1782 3 жыл бұрын
@@--BACKTFUP more f l a v o r f u l l
@THATBLUEMOONYT
@THATBLUEMOONYT 3 жыл бұрын
Very true I hope you are okay!
@renad1410
@renad1410 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes crying is the only way your eyes speaks when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is(:
@kainjewatt5456
@kainjewatt5456 3 жыл бұрын
ha, I've been crying for 3 hours, my heart is clearly fragile.
@renad1410
@renad1410 3 жыл бұрын
I love you, be good
@ahrorabdu3684
@ahrorabdu3684 3 жыл бұрын
Be in love lady, give chance to this world and this people) We are not living if don’t loving, nothing can be stranger that this feelings. Open your heart for arrow ♥️
@parktewang5652
@parktewang5652 3 жыл бұрын
@@kainjewatt5456 I’m Srry whatever happened to u happened I hope things gets better I’m not tryna force it on u and if I come off like that I’m completely sorry but there’s a God out there who loves u to die for U he lost people he loved he ate with them and loved them but those same people called for him to be killed his name is Jesus loves u and so do I if u decide to put ur faith in Jesus And trust him and his work on the cross as your Lord and saviour for salvation he will save u and help U John 3:16 although I’m not promising u the pain will go away instantly but I’m promising u according to what he said that u will have eternal life it’s hard I know but ily so much and so does God ur important ur loved and you matter don’t let nobody say nun else u can be sure of that all u have to believe on him to save u and whenever it gets too rough whenever it gets hard he promises to never leave nor forsake u to give u rest Matthew 11:28 u will have an eternal Father to lean on ily so much on me more than you’ll ever know Don’t give up keep fighting gang
@parktewang5652
@parktewang5652 3 жыл бұрын
I’m Srry whatever happened to u happened I hope things gets better I’m not tryna force it on u and if I come off like that I’m completely sorry but there’s a God out there who loves u to die for U he lost people he loved he ate with them and loved them but those same people called for him to be killed his name is Jesus loves u and so do I if u decide to put ur faith in Jesus And trust him and his work on the cross as your Lord and saviour for salvation he will save u and help U John 3:16 although I’m not promising u the pain will go away instantly but I’m promising u according to what he said that u will have eternal life it’s hard I know but ily so much and so does God ur important ur loved and you matter don’t let nobody say nun else u can be sure of that all u have to believe on him to save u and whenever it gets too rough whenever it gets hard he promises to never leave nor forsake u to give u rest Matthew 11:28 u will have an eternal Father to lean on ily so much on me more than you’ll ever know Don’t give up keep fighting gang
@iLoveYou3000-
@iLoveYou3000- 2 жыл бұрын
“People cry, not because they’re weak, but because they’ve been strong for too long” -Johnny Depp
@jobinetlove7
@jobinetlove7 Жыл бұрын
if there is tears in your eye then you should cry
@johnnyroman4181
@johnnyroman4181 Жыл бұрын
I really needed this because I am not in the best spot in life
@iLoveYou3000-
@iLoveYou3000- Жыл бұрын
@@johnnyroman4181 im sorry, I hope things get better, ❤️‍🩹
@kemalezzat2569
@kemalezzat2569 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes, you can’t just ignore things… once the limit is reached, no matter how strong you are you will give up. Once used to say that won’t give up.. but now no option is left, been broken into pieces that can’t find my true self back.. its just sad that you will reach a point which you will have no one by you no matter how good you are or you do. Always the people with good heart gets to see sad side of life rather than those who do bad deeds
@queennevercry
@queennevercry Жыл бұрын
He did NOT fuckin say that.
@oliveoil6417
@oliveoil6417 3 жыл бұрын
I just want someone to hug me like a true meaningful hug
@tedolison5431
@tedolison5431 3 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
@user-nu4tg3oh7l
@user-nu4tg3oh7l 3 жыл бұрын
love u babe
@rumeysaarslan7321
@rumeysaarslan7321 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8
@yoshyplayz2215
@yoshyplayz2215 3 жыл бұрын
I know I can't fix anything but still. Take this *Gives a big hug* Ily!
@drewskiidrew6258
@drewskiidrew6258 3 жыл бұрын
hi i agree as a girl this is true.
@phob276
@phob276 3 жыл бұрын
this song is the exact feeling you get when you realise you’re alone. and the saddest part is that you can’t do anything about it
@alex-hs3uh
@alex-hs3uh 3 жыл бұрын
Heya bro, you're not alone! Know that there are people around the corner who are ready to spend hours talking and making you feel better, believe me cause i once thought like that when i began drifting away from my friends.but now i have two supportive bestfriends! So hang in there buddy! You never know when that person will show up in your life and make it brighter than ever. I waited for some years, maybe we just need to hang on and they will be right around the corner,trust me! So never lose hope in finding someone and never think youre alone mate! Love you random person that made me feel happy! (I hope this comment also makes you happy😅)
@lucybates2918
@lucybates2918 3 жыл бұрын
im here your not alone
@Iman.ifestation
@Iman.ifestation 3 жыл бұрын
Phob, here ❤
@jacky4548
@jacky4548 3 жыл бұрын
The Son of GOD was afflicted by GOD because of your sins,he carried your sins, died on the cross,rose again on the third day. believe to be saved
@phob276
@phob276 3 жыл бұрын
@@alex-hs3uh this comment did make me happy. thank you so much
@giselainge2243
@giselainge2243 3 жыл бұрын
It`s weird how day by day nothing changes but if you look back everything changed.
@sahithibathala5001
@sahithibathala5001 3 жыл бұрын
that..... wow that is too true
@miademarchi6587
@miademarchi6587 3 жыл бұрын
that shit really hurts
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
well, ye
@aya-345
@aya-345 3 жыл бұрын
That sucks
@user-lt7ff1tg9f
@user-lt7ff1tg9f Жыл бұрын
I’m relieved to say there was a time where the pain was too much to bear and tears would fall listening to this. That’s no longer the case. You have to keep fighting. You will get through this.
@senem1905
@senem1905 3 жыл бұрын
in school: good grades, laughing, smiling, happy, positive about everything to my parents: im not hungry, im fine 2 am in the morning: crying
@haneulli4963
@haneulli4963 3 жыл бұрын
You're not lonely...cuz same..
@Andrea-tv9ug
@Andrea-tv9ug 3 жыл бұрын
We should make a group
@senem1905
@senem1905 3 жыл бұрын
yea
@wijdenejabri8654
@wijdenejabri8654 3 жыл бұрын
oh yea same.. but i don't have good grades lmao
@dlx149
@dlx149 3 жыл бұрын
i cant stay up longer than 12 am i mean now its 1am but i cant stay up longer cause my stomach hurts from starving :'/
@loooolll4689
@loooolll4689 3 жыл бұрын
*Its like I'm telling my old happy self, "Just come home...?"*
@plutus444z
@plutus444z 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/nYScdYlmndl3iqM
@tanyabengu2980
@tanyabengu2980 3 жыл бұрын
You create it baby I believe in you. You will be the happiest you have ever been I promise
@kaylab3029
@kaylab3029 3 жыл бұрын
fr
@anna-jc5oo
@anna-jc5oo 3 жыл бұрын
i miss my happy self. i was looking at pictures and videos of my self when i was a toddler or in elementary school. i was so happy. i always wanted to grow up and be like the big kids cause they seemed to have such cool life’s. little did i know that when i would grow up i would wanna be young and happy again. i miss it. i miss smiling and laughing. what happened to all that? i’m sorry for disappointing my younger self
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@vzlnqx7333
@vzlnqx7333 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I wish I could just die for a day. To see what everyone would say..
@pjmbandmore6398
@pjmbandmore6398 3 жыл бұрын
i know right. ive been wanting to do the same.
@elkie9300
@elkie9300 3 жыл бұрын
so for attention
@vzlnqx7333
@vzlnqx7333 3 жыл бұрын
@@elkie9300 no just so I know that if I did if I would hurt anybody or not and to see who's real and who's fake not for attention so dont predict that please?
@elkie9300
@elkie9300 3 жыл бұрын
@@vzlnqx7333 oof you took it seriously
@chimeragarden5622
@chimeragarden5622 3 жыл бұрын
The same time,i don't wanna die yet :)
@girlbloggerlolita
@girlbloggerlolita 2 жыл бұрын
that one point in life where you remember all the past trauma. you start asking, maybe even screaming in your head "why me? why?" my body is a teenager, my soul is a child seeking for love they never had, and my pain is big enough for three of me. i just want to be able to cry again..
@хзкто-л3ь
@хзкто-л3ь 2 жыл бұрын
Same 🙂
@asy2569
@asy2569 2 жыл бұрын
me😔💔
@Late.Editz1001
@Late.Editz1001 2 жыл бұрын
Same 💔💔☹️😣😞🙃
@End860
@End860 10 ай бұрын
😕
@meganwoodruffmusic
@meganwoodruffmusic 9 ай бұрын
You don’t have to carry the load on your own, I have a friend who can share the burden with you. He carries the load of the world, and has paid the ultimate price so you can let go if and when you’re ready to move into the next part of your life. Jesus. Jesus Christ of Nazareth can help you, as he’s helped me. People let you down, but he never will, I promise.
@becho6871
@becho6871 3 жыл бұрын
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@kimberlyrachel3200
@kimberlyrachel3200 3 жыл бұрын
you made my day. thank you
@ПолинаМурадханова
@ПолинаМурадханова 3 жыл бұрын
thank you
@iamsadwuw-4710
@iamsadwuw-4710 3 жыл бұрын
Thank u so much..u made my day♥️
@vivuli3649
@vivuli3649 3 жыл бұрын
thank u so much becho i hope you're well :))
@lunadoer69
@lunadoer69 3 жыл бұрын
I bawled my eyes out reading this. Thank you so much :,)
@emilychouteau2967
@emilychouteau2967 3 жыл бұрын
i feel like im just being dramatic. i have a good life, some friends, good parents, good grades and cool other stuff. but i don't feel nothing and im mentally tired but i have no reason to be.
@mariagracian1372
@mariagracian1372 3 жыл бұрын
I understand you, actually I feel the same :( I wish you the best! and I hope you find happiness soon
@weronikadrazek8871
@weronikadrazek8871 3 жыл бұрын
Sad life, no friends, no parents, just sisters and I'm exhausted
@shafrinmardia559
@shafrinmardia559 3 жыл бұрын
Just telling you You’re not alone
@elyza8140
@elyza8140 3 жыл бұрын
uhh same... :(
@riahbrunelle401
@riahbrunelle401 3 жыл бұрын
you have every right to feel that way, you’re feelings are just as valid as anybody else’s even if you feel like you have no reason to feel this way, it’s okay bb
@swutx2212
@swutx2212 2 жыл бұрын
почему это настолько прекрасно слушать? 😫💓
@jetkerbekturumbetov878
@jetkerbekturumbetov878 2 жыл бұрын
Потому что это было создано для вас(
@izawolfla
@izawolfla 2 жыл бұрын
Мне тоже очень нравится эта песня
@musoevv9841
@musoevv9841 2 жыл бұрын
Пушка 😍
@sofacushion8153
@sofacushion8153 3 жыл бұрын
Nobody broke my heart. My parents aren’t abusive. My friends aren’t really toxic. I’m not in a bad home. Then why do I feel like this. So tired. Numb. Done. Done with it all. Living, breathing, all of it I’m just done. I don’t want this
@listeningdeeply7007
@listeningdeeply7007 3 жыл бұрын
My 7 years long girlfriend left me three years ago, utterly breaking my heart.. My dad abused me since I was a kid, he often threatened my life.. My mom is, and was a alcoholic.. My friends are literally substance dependent.. I sleep at my granma now.. Your sufference is not different from mine.. but mine has become anger.. utter, complete anger.. I feel like I'm becoming a rageful demon.. and I was so loving, so compassionate.. now I hate everyone..
@sofacushion8153
@sofacushion8153 3 жыл бұрын
@@listeningdeeply7007 Sorry to hear about all that.. and yeah I understand, I’ve noticed recently I’ve built up a lot of anger and sometimes I’ll get unreasonably mad at something small because it’s been building up and I really used to be a good person, and I’m trying to still be that way but I feel I’m pushing everyone away..
@xander_russell3724
@xander_russell3724 3 жыл бұрын
@@sofacushion8153 i feel the same. I get annoyed and angry over the smallest things and I can't control it. I feel like no matter what I do I always push people away from me. It makes me feel like such a terrible person and i don't know how to stop it. Even when people try to help me i can get angry at them and end up pushing them away leaving me to drown in my own tears. I cause my own suffering and yet I don't know how to stop it. It hurts
@feelmusic5848
@feelmusic5848 3 жыл бұрын
I felt the same for years. I have a suggestion for anyone who is feeling this way: your feeling is valid even if your life from outside looks perfect. Even if you have health, friends, money and family, it could happen to just not have the motivation to live. My suggestion is to do what your depression tells you not to do: live, go out, talk, see people, even if in this moment it's the last thing you want to do. The more you close in yourself, in your little circle of bad thoughts and paranoia, the more you will feel worse because you are alone with your depression and you start to believe to what she tell you. Try to spend less time in your bedroom with your phone, start just going to have a word with your mum. If you need to talk you can also text me:) stay safe🤍
@evory6440
@evory6440 3 жыл бұрын
@@listeningdeeply7007 im so sorry. Stay strong
@sofiatheprinc3ss
@sofiatheprinc3ss 3 жыл бұрын
the worst thing isn't thinking about someone when listening to music is thinking about yourself.
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
it's*
@mellowa
@mellowa 3 жыл бұрын
@@prodruin Was that really necessary? I mean its just a comment on KZbin..
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
@@mellowa yes
@lucreziaabate1692
@lucreziaabate1692 3 жыл бұрын
true...
@Ricandolll14
@Ricandolll14 3 жыл бұрын
Anyone else looks so high but there actually just crying?
@maia.6438
@maia.6438 3 жыл бұрын
I get told I look stoned Everytime I come into school💀
@AA-rq4zs
@AA-rq4zs 3 жыл бұрын
I’m both rn
@dolzik8766
@dolzik8766 3 жыл бұрын
@@maia.6438 if this isn’t me- 💀
@emmatrier1260
@emmatrier1260 3 жыл бұрын
lol me rn
@AMRC-vb3ws
@AMRC-vb3ws 3 жыл бұрын
Actually I’m both
@user-xy9ul5zg7r
@user-xy9ul5zg7r Жыл бұрын
بكيت بكاء لم يحصل لي من قبل بكل حياتي اشكرك لمساعدتي على ذلك .
@lioveo09
@lioveo09 5 ай бұрын
💔
@aggel1kh.g
@aggel1kh.g 3 жыл бұрын
Did our parents know that their happy kid was losing hope every night until it couldn't feel happiness anymore.
@marybella5277
@marybella5277 3 жыл бұрын
He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three days ago with out delay 💯💯
@marybella5277
@marybella5277 3 жыл бұрын
Whtsaap him**
@isy2213
@isy2213 3 жыл бұрын
@@marybella5277 seriously? ure not helping
@sophiakushchayeva8810
@sophiakushchayeva8810 3 жыл бұрын
Nope they soon will realize I’m that little happy girl because of this toxic school I go to 🙂
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@ain2436
@ain2436 3 жыл бұрын
isn't it weird how strangers can make you feel comfortable. the feeling that even any of your closest person cant make you feel? it's like we all gathered in the same place listening to this song together feeling all mixed emotions but in a good way
@theblackdog4
@theblackdog4 3 жыл бұрын
its true , every time I come here I feel safe .
@rumeysaarslan7321
@rumeysaarslan7321 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8
@kearabelwebonolo9577
@kearabelwebonolo9577 3 жыл бұрын
This is my safe space...
@ayankarimova1981
@ayankarimova1981 3 жыл бұрын
İ wish i said that it is a lie but i cant....
@starz4kaz
@starz4kaz 2 жыл бұрын
Its sad to say this but that is true.
@eviecampbell8779
@eviecampbell8779 3 жыл бұрын
We're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer
@thalitachristine1218
@thalitachristine1218 3 жыл бұрын
sadly
@katelyn_rose
@katelyn_rose 3 жыл бұрын
@Jung Wooyoung I’m sorry I hope you feel better now❤️
@ilayda8938
@ilayda8938 3 жыл бұрын
@Simply_ 3ilish I understand you. I hope, everything will be all right.
@ilayda8938
@ilayda8938 3 жыл бұрын
@Jung Wooyoung I hope, this mood get away my life. And you’re right, I hope we can live happily just like other people.
@ilayda8938
@ilayda8938 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for supporting, I wish you have a good life.. I try to believe myself to live again.
@isabellacolibas3845
@isabellacolibas3845 6 ай бұрын
The most beautiful chat I've ever seen, the respect that every stranger gives to each other... beautiful
@gilnarrahmoun7194
@gilnarrahmoun7194 3 жыл бұрын
Everytime I hear this song, my memories start coming back with tears.
@kri8332
@kri8332 2 жыл бұрын
Same ,been a year now since depression and thankfully I’ve not relapsed but still cry when I listen to the songs I used to cry to ,memories come flooding in :))))
@marelunacaruana9361
@marelunacaruana9361 2 жыл бұрын
i feel you..
@JoniScott
@JoniScott 2 жыл бұрын
Yes 🥺♥️
@estannuuum9871
@estannuuum9871 2 жыл бұрын
Your lucky, its been years since i was able to cry
@bohoaestheticz
@bohoaestheticz 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@janerubyjennie4610
@janerubyjennie4610 3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for being a bad friend. I'm sorry for being a bad daughter. I'm sorry for being a bad cousin. I'm sorry for being a bad grandaughter. I'm sorry for being emotionless. I'm sorry for acting depressed when i really need someone to talk to. I'm sorry for hiding my depression so good that you call it fake. I'm sorry for being a bad student. I'm sorry for being jealous. I'm sorry for being annoying. I'm sorry for having depression and anxiety. I'm sorry for being born. I'm sorry that you had to meet a person like me. I'm sorry for everything. I AM SORRY OKAY?
@ССР-ы9н
@ССР-ы9н 3 жыл бұрын
Okay.
@satanas809
@satanas809 3 жыл бұрын
HEY???? no no no no, being sick it's not your fault bestie, dont listen to that shit that your brain tells you, thats not true, please be safe, and ask for help if u need ok
@goncalooliveira4319
@goncalooliveira4319 3 жыл бұрын
don't be sorry dude. be yourself and kind and you will find people who appreciate the way you are
@Mazzysky
@Mazzysky 3 жыл бұрын
don’t be sorry. you got this, stay strong.
@kaylab3029
@kaylab3029 3 жыл бұрын
ikr
@lina-de7ld
@lina-de7ld 3 жыл бұрын
you’re audios make me feel so safe for some reason
@runawaygown5924
@runawaygown5924 3 жыл бұрын
I feel it too🥺🤍
@deadkey
@deadkey Жыл бұрын
A comment for people who aren't actually hurt by hearing this song, but are here because they enjoy the vibe and melancholy of this piece
@JMinuteman
@JMinuteman Жыл бұрын
Thank you man, that’s exactly what I’m here for
@nymos6120
@nymos6120 Жыл бұрын
That's why I'm here too! 🤗
@semaquliyeva4667
@semaquliyeva4667 Жыл бұрын
exactlyyyy
@Ghost-fh3lg
@Ghost-fh3lg Жыл бұрын
@@JMinuteman a decent/good day then ?
@JMinuteman
@JMinuteman Жыл бұрын
@@Ghost-fh3lg every day I wake up is a good day 😊
@avoidariii8145
@avoidariii8145 3 жыл бұрын
It’s sad that in this day in age depression is so normalized. The trauma is so indescribable. We’re all just kids trying our hardest to live our lives. Yet we don’t want to live. Yet we still don’t even have a life that is considered by others. Humanity destroys its own kind.
@sisi3520
@sisi3520 3 жыл бұрын
Earth is cruel.
@radiopot5009
@radiopot5009 3 жыл бұрын
It is especially Because it is a ruf life and we all need a brake from this
@sisi3520
@sisi3520 3 жыл бұрын
@@radiopot5009 i had 3 panic attacks today and 2 break downs... And I have to go to school tmrw and I don't think I can do it, I feel useless, I feel like it would be better for everyone if I just die. My whole class hates me, my parents, my teachers, even my sister. I hate myself so much for being born. I at first tried to act, because acting made me happy, but then I got told, that I'm really bad at it. So I stopped. Then I tried so sing, but then they told me, that I can't sing. If it's going to continue like this, I'm just going to jump off a roof.
@aakankshas2000
@aakankshas2000 3 жыл бұрын
@@sisi3520 baby please stay strong...I am proud of you okay? Study hard, make your life, go to college, and leave your home at 18 and never look back. Those who don't give you respect, love and care deserve nothing in return. Just put yourself first. You were given this life for a purpose, and maybe that purpose is staying strong and being a role model for those who may be going through the same. ok? Please stay strong. Ily. It will get better.
@soph8396
@soph8396 3 жыл бұрын
Well said
@ericadolph7060
@ericadolph7060 3 жыл бұрын
This song doesn’t remind me of a person, it reminds me that my home doesn’t feel like home anymore.
@anasg.327
@anasg.327 3 жыл бұрын
Your comment hits different..
@theblackdog4
@theblackdog4 3 жыл бұрын
it's never been a home...
@leorichard7955
@leorichard7955 3 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@jamie-leetrager3141
@jamie-leetrager3141 3 жыл бұрын
yup :/ home doesn’t feel like home anymore since my dog died :(
@erich4480
@erich4480 3 жыл бұрын
It hits hard
@rosalieauwerx6016
@rosalieauwerx6016 3 жыл бұрын
I will be coming back to this daily because I like to make myself sad with this song
@loudand_clear4883
@loudand_clear4883 3 жыл бұрын
I’ll be masochist with you
@Ola-oy2vb
@Ola-oy2vb 3 жыл бұрын
i always listen to extremely sad and emotional music when i’m having a breakdown as if it’s gonna make anything better 💆🏻‍♂️
@khtbluetree7076
@khtbluetree7076 3 жыл бұрын
... just to feel anything :)
@tahacantopuz4561
@tahacantopuz4561 3 жыл бұрын
why are you doing this to yourself
@alanag4703
@alanag4703 3 жыл бұрын
@@tahacantopuz4561 it’s how i feel
@TheFallenOne.2.0
@TheFallenOne.2.0 2 жыл бұрын
"I don't need help... I need hope" -me after realizing what the true meaning of life is
@Wraiith59
@Wraiith59 3 жыл бұрын
When the person who gives you memories becomes a memory.
@lucasdooms3360
@lucasdooms3360 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@delfinasmr
@delfinasmr 3 жыл бұрын
that hit harder than I expected..
@sadeceikimiz6880
@sadeceikimiz6880 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@zenco543
@zenco543 3 жыл бұрын
This sentence broke me wow..
@tiredfloh4947
@tiredfloh4947 3 жыл бұрын
wow that shit got me tears in the eyes.. i’m so afraid to lose her
@sjsjsjsidk3210
@sjsjsjsidk3210 3 жыл бұрын
I’m just tired. Tired of fighting with my mom. Tired of trying to believe my mom loves me. Tired of fake friends Tired of being taken advantage of. Tired of being sad. Tired of being overwhelmed with anxiety I’m just so damn tired of living I’m tired of having religion forced onto me I’m so tired. I’m tired of crying at night. Tired of waking up. I just want to sleep forever. And ever and ever. I don’t want to wake up. I’m tired of being tired. When is this pain gonna go away? I’m sorry that I’m tired mom. I’m really tired of everything. I’m tired of being me. I just want to find my own home where I can feel safe
@ttdabratt3763
@ttdabratt3763 3 жыл бұрын
Same 😭😭 but no one would understand stand that I'm so depressed I try to keeping fighting my battles but I can keep up with it the only thing is ending it all😭
@help5344
@help5344 3 жыл бұрын
life has its ups and downs, it passes away eventually. Everyone is stressed, you're not alone. 😭
@allentanner9290
@allentanner9290 3 жыл бұрын
It does get better. Promise
@milka3459
@milka3459 3 жыл бұрын
...💔😭
@JoaoBismarck-mu6qb
@JoaoBismarck-mu6qb 3 жыл бұрын
Life can be good ❤❤❤
@beeyawnca
@beeyawnca 3 жыл бұрын
i’m not sad, not depressed, not any of that. i just hold the tears in too much
@satanas809
@satanas809 3 жыл бұрын
hey bestie :( you dont need to hold things on yourself like that, thats not healthy, talk to someone about it if u need ok? stay safe
@beeyawnca
@beeyawnca 3 жыл бұрын
@@satanas809 i get told crying is wrong so much.
@satanas809
@satanas809 3 жыл бұрын
@@beeyawnca nooo it's human silly, u need to talk about it?
@beeyawnca
@beeyawnca 3 жыл бұрын
@@satanas809 yes please
@satanas809
@satanas809 3 жыл бұрын
@@beeyawnca do u have twitter? my @ there is @fr___og, um can dm any hour obs.: my first language isnt eng so my tweets are in portuguese ok?
@daladno5399
@daladno5399 2 жыл бұрын
Я никогда не пишу комментарии, но тут я просто не могу не написать 😢. Эта песня попалась в рекомендациях совершенно случайно, именно в замедленном виде. Как только я услышала первые ноты, то у меня просто мурашки пошли по коже. Это просто самая лучшая музыка, которую я когда-либо слышала. 💜
@laura-gh9vq
@laura-gh9vq 3 жыл бұрын
The fact that strangers know better how you feel than your whole family.
@sadeceikimiz6880
@sadeceikimiz6880 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@davina2875
@davina2875 3 жыл бұрын
Your Right 🙂
@omeryesilyurtjk
@omeryesilyurtjk 3 жыл бұрын
And those "strangers" speaks the same language because all of us have been through the similar life.
@alex-hs3uh
@alex-hs3uh 3 жыл бұрын
And friends. I have one friend that is going through hell and so am i, we were always there for each other. She is like the sister i never had and i wws like her brother, she is an only child. She supports me for being who i am and i do so, my parents and her parents dont accept us so we were always there for each other. So i guess that family doesn't really need to be blood related right?
@corinneeagles
@corinneeagles 3 жыл бұрын
Fr
@ΦωτεινήΛ-γ2ω
@ΦωτεινήΛ-γ2ω 3 жыл бұрын
Its crazy how this song makes me realise how depressed I am
@ειμαιοκωστας
@ειμαιοκωστας 3 жыл бұрын
Γιατί πες μας
@ioanna1181
@ioanna1181 3 жыл бұрын
Σε νιώθω
@sadeceikimiz6880
@sadeceikimiz6880 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@aicnam-9437
@aicnam-9437 3 жыл бұрын
ur missing part of your soul.....try to find it :)
@vasiafotoyy
@vasiafotoyy 2 жыл бұрын
αυτο.
@chris.b1r354
@chris.b1r354 3 жыл бұрын
The moment when you can't cry anymore and than all that you can feel is the pain in your chest...💀
@murselaslan9699
@murselaslan9699 3 жыл бұрын
you just mentioned me :)
@tedolison5431
@tedolison5431 3 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
@chris.b1r354
@chris.b1r354 3 жыл бұрын
@@tedolison5431 When I'm down, I go to the Gym that's my help
@rumeysaarslan7321
@rumeysaarslan7321 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8
@Crackheadmicky
@Crackheadmicky 3 жыл бұрын
@@chris.b1r354 bro fr 💯
@ellis7099
@ellis7099 2 жыл бұрын
This song hits different during the night while you’re walking in a forest
@jude9049
@jude9049 3 жыл бұрын
2010 pillows: we are here for pillows fight. 2021 pillows: we are here for u to cry ur self to sleep....
@olupbitmisimaskimdan9129
@olupbitmisimaskimdan9129 3 жыл бұрын
...
@raquel8279
@raquel8279 3 жыл бұрын
Why is this so true?-
@kivalewis4302
@kivalewis4302 3 жыл бұрын
K.
@noorhan01
@noorhan01 3 жыл бұрын
Does it ever drive you crazy, how fast the night changes...
@kaleighshrum6249
@kaleighshrum6249 3 жыл бұрын
no more neck support, all emotional support
@myfriendanna
@myfriendanna 3 жыл бұрын
“There’s this girl. She was the best at holding presentations in school. She had great grades. Lots of friends. You could see the glimt in her eyes, happiness in the room when she entered. Everyone reached to her, because she would always be there. Her teachers users her as an example of success. People looked up to her. Even people above her grade. She was excellent. She would talk to you open and ask you how you where. She would greet you anywhere you met her. She would ask you to hang out when you where alone. She had bright eyes, they lit up. But one day, she lost her shine. Her grades dropped, and her smile faded. Everyone around her slowly faded away. She started only wearing long sleeves. A bare shirt wasn’t to see on her. She would cover her arms. Somethings you’d also see red stains on her shirt. But no one asked how she was. Although she would silently beg for help. Although she hid her wrist. People would still see. But they didn’t do anything. She quit having p.e. No one was to know her battle. She stopped eating. And began having panic attacks. She would go home early from school, she couldn’t take it anymore. She was so exhausted. “ that girl, that girl is me
@Jz-xc7bl
@Jz-xc7bl 3 жыл бұрын
Omg are you good?
@Jz-xc7bl
@Jz-xc7bl 3 жыл бұрын
I hope everything gets better
@AnnaFN3
@AnnaFN3 3 жыл бұрын
im so sorry, what happened?
@punchmymommaindathroat
@punchmymommaindathroat 3 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re doing ok, sending you love ❤️
@juliavieira7381
@juliavieira7381 3 жыл бұрын
Oh my god, are you okay? Do you need to talk? I’m crying with the text rn
@katskarma
@katskarma 3 жыл бұрын
I love him He’ll never love me I miss him He doesn’t miss me I hate myself He hates me...
@umbrellar0drig0
@umbrellar0drig0 3 жыл бұрын
i betrayed him and he doesn't know i exist..i didn't mean to..can someone help me get him back..?
@katskarma
@katskarma 3 жыл бұрын
@@umbrellar0drig0 shit if I could figure it out for myself I’d help you❤️
@umbrellar0drig0
@umbrellar0drig0 3 жыл бұрын
@@katskarma :) hopefully he’ll forgive me
@djamelkerras3087
@djamelkerras3087 3 жыл бұрын
Ouch she betrayed me for no reason I miss her She dont I love her Of corse she dont I want her back:'( Just im lost i dont know what to do i want to just express my feelings but where i dont fucking know im feeeeling hurt. I want to die.
@lucasoamado
@lucasoamado 3 жыл бұрын
@@djamelkerras3087 I'm feelingg just exactly like you.
@okmentale
@okmentale 2 жыл бұрын
Cold bones. Yeah, that's my love Холодные останки. Да, это моя возлюбленная, She hides away, like a ghost Она скрывается подобно призраку. Does she know that we bleed the same? Знает ли она, что мы с ней одинаково истекаем кровью? Don't wanna cry but I break that way Не хочу плакать, но я сжигаю мосты. Cold sheets. Oh, where's my love? Холодная постель. Ох, где же моя возлюбленная? I am searching high, I'm searching low in the night Я ищу ее тут, я ищу ее там в ночи. Does she know that we bleed the same? Знает ли она, что мы с ней одинаково истекаем кровью? Don't wanna cry but I break that way Не хочу плакать, но я сжигаю мосты. Did she run away? Убежала ли она? Did she run away? I don't know Убежала ли? Мне не известно. If she ran away Если она все-таки сбежала, If she ran away, come back home Если же она все-таки сбежала, пусть вернется домой, Just come home Просто вернись домой... I got a fear, oh, in my blood Страх растворён в моей крови, She was carried up into the clouds, high above Она была вознесена на облака, высоко над землей. If you bled, I'll bleed the same Если ты истекаешь кровью, я буду истекать вместе с тобой, If you're scared, I'm on my way Если тебе страшно, я уже в пути. Did you run away? Убежала ли ты? Did you run away? I don't need to know Убежала ли? Мне не нужно знать об этом. If you ran away Если ты все-таки сбежала, If you ran away, come back home Если же ты все-таки сбежала, возвращайся домой, Just come home Просто возвращайся обратно домой…
@sheilaprasad21
@sheilaprasad21 3 жыл бұрын
sleep is like escaping from reality, it's amazing
@evexyanj
@evexyanj 3 жыл бұрын
if you run away from life while sleeping, nothing will get better, even though you soothe your thoughts... soothe these thoughts, get up and never give up again...take care
@Adamarqp
@Adamarqp 3 жыл бұрын
Amazing 🥺✨
@Summersaysstufff
@Summersaysstufff 3 жыл бұрын
Until u wake up...
@thigginmcchiggin7643
@thigginmcchiggin7643 3 жыл бұрын
but then i’m locked inside of my head.
@hani4390
@hani4390 3 жыл бұрын
I cry myself to sleep tho. Falling asleep, crying, dying inside, drenched pillow full of tears and full of the fear of reality....
@baileywastaken556
@baileywastaken556 3 жыл бұрын
i’m just tired... [im tired of fighting with my mom] [im tired of stress] [im tired of school] [im tired of anxiety] [im tired of loneliness] [im tired of them not caring] [im tired of not being loved] [im tired of being forgotten] [im tired of fighting] [im tired of searching for hope] i’m not just tired i’m ready to be free
@ilayda6887
@ilayda6887 3 жыл бұрын
Same… bro
@sadeceikimiz6880
@sadeceikimiz6880 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@bunnilueluvsyou6600
@bunnilueluvsyou6600 3 жыл бұрын
why do you fight with your mom, just asking
@starcsuraj7014
@starcsuraj7014 3 жыл бұрын
😥😥
@Abel_Makkonen_Tesfaye-0
@Abel_Makkonen_Tesfaye-0 3 жыл бұрын
im tired of existing.
@8884y
@8884y 3 жыл бұрын
reasons you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen. You have to be the master of ur own world. No one can stop you. Trust me.
@alanisbaez2094
@alanisbaez2094 3 жыл бұрын
You dont know how much this means to me. I love you so much and Im proud of you
@8884y
@8884y 3 жыл бұрын
@@alanisbaez2094 sending love, I’m proud of you
@erenaknc74
@erenaknc74 3 жыл бұрын
@@8884y thanks
@shirosagisu749
@shirosagisu749 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, maybe you are right, thank you ♥
@8884y
@8884y 3 жыл бұрын
@@shirosagisu749 ❤❤❤
@DarkFentz
@DarkFentz 4 ай бұрын
2024❤️ who's with me 🥺
@sherzodnazarov4605
@sherzodnazarov4605 Ай бұрын
me bro 🥲
@daphniemendoza7525
@daphniemendoza7525 3 жыл бұрын
Is it just me wanting to cry but there's no more tears.
@tumadre5194
@tumadre5194 3 жыл бұрын
Yup :(
@abz7735
@abz7735 3 жыл бұрын
yep
@emeliaaaaa7208
@emeliaaaaa7208 3 жыл бұрын
Not just you babes :/
@what-qo6yv
@what-qo6yv 3 жыл бұрын
I feel so numb
@krishna-dp1hd
@krishna-dp1hd 3 жыл бұрын
Ariana grande - no tears left to cry
@aureliegeeroms1323
@aureliegeeroms1323 3 жыл бұрын
dear stranger who’s reading this, one day, you’ll find this person. one day, you’ll fall in love with the right person. one day, you’re going to be happy. one day, you’ll live the life you’ve always wanted. one day, someone’ll look at you as the same way as he/she looks at the starts. one day, you’ll smile just because you know you’re loved by the person you love the more. one day, one day... trust me. if it’s not today, it’s gonna be tomorrow. if it’s not, then wait. keep waiting, cause one day, you’ll find your person. i promise you. i promise you. i love u, even if i don’t know u.
@It.s.bad_zofi1007
@It.s.bad_zofi1007 3 жыл бұрын
I don't know u but i love u too
@javlonbekpayziev
@javlonbekpayziev 3 жыл бұрын
I hope u'll find too🥺❤️
@ramiosecondacc9938
@ramiosecondacc9938 3 жыл бұрын
I m crying.. but that’s okay
@teresae.6504
@teresae.6504 3 жыл бұрын
love you
@jungkooksdorama613
@jungkooksdorama613 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you 😭😭😭
@my_life_baby0238
@my_life_baby0238 Жыл бұрын
when I listen to this song at night I immediately start crying thinking about my problems but at the same time it calms me down and it's quite rare
@meganwoodruffmusic
@meganwoodruffmusic 9 ай бұрын
Sometimes music forces us to process our emotions, whether we realize we need to process them or not. It’s such a therapeutic thing❤
@Denis-cz9uo
@Denis-cz9uo 3 жыл бұрын
once i was at my friends house, and it was 4 am. We were sitting on the kitchen floor, talking about life and stuff... We were listening to music and this came, we just sat in silence for a minute, and then he got up and hugged me when it said just come home, i started crying so much, he was hugging me so thight i felt so safe in his arms. I was crying my eyes out, he looked at me and said: it's okay to cry, you will always be welcome here. I felt so safe I love you Leo, thank you for everything you did
@luannamamede2471
@luannamamede2471 3 жыл бұрын
that’s all i want even for just a single minute, i just want to feel alive
@AnnaFN3
@AnnaFN3 3 жыл бұрын
Aww thats so sweet, hes a keeper
@omallahhilliard8103
@omallahhilliard8103 3 жыл бұрын
i so happy for u i wish i had someone in my life like that
@user-qz1gr2ku5b
@user-qz1gr2ku5b 3 жыл бұрын
Doctor : you have 3 minutes left to die What you want to do? Me : play : "where's my love by syml Doctor : but it's 5 minutes long Death : I'll wait EDİT: Yorum tutmuş vay aq
@rinaldogiuseppedagostino4149
@rinaldogiuseppedagostino4149 3 жыл бұрын
67
@masedikgamedi2851
@masedikgamedi2851 3 жыл бұрын
same
@loser8406
@loser8406 3 жыл бұрын
this.
@fatimeidriszade3246
@fatimeidriszade3246 3 жыл бұрын
Just note......1......9......
@kashishgoyal4891
@kashishgoyal4891 3 жыл бұрын
Death dont wait for anyone!
@stacyjackson6674
@stacyjackson6674 3 жыл бұрын
“Your life is not hard” Then why don’t you come live in my life.
@doodleramen9461
@doodleramen9461 3 жыл бұрын
just because your struggles arent visible doesnt make them any less hard. your hardships are valid, and its gonna be ok
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@felipepeinado5168
@felipepeinado5168 3 жыл бұрын
U com in me life
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
that's impossible.
@jasminritter1115
@jasminritter1115 3 жыл бұрын
No its not even hard, its empty, lonely, and yet too much... but not hard
@investaimobiliare
@investaimobiliare 7 ай бұрын
This is perfection .. powerfulness in all this sadness, spectacular composition .
@JVL
@JVL 2 жыл бұрын
This is the kind of tired that sleep can’t fix.
@_tartine
@_tartine 2 жыл бұрын
sadly. hope you feel better soon, God bless you.
@kittymeow3298
@kittymeow3298 2 жыл бұрын
just wish it could
@ГериМери-и6ш
@ГериМери-и6ш 2 жыл бұрын
Melancholy
@farouq9367
@farouq9367 Жыл бұрын
I hope you’re fine now
@lillianrae4334
@lillianrae4334 3 жыл бұрын
You’re doing all of my favorite songs recently. This song means the world to me. It reminds me of my brother. I miss him.
@timmyandjimmy1441
@timmyandjimmy1441 3 жыл бұрын
i am so sorry :(
@rose-gj6dv
@rose-gj6dv 3 жыл бұрын
may he Rest In Peace :,(..
@noveful.
@noveful. 3 жыл бұрын
Remember he’s in a better place.
@mariana-ob8df
@mariana-ob8df 3 жыл бұрын
im so sorry :((
@seantlr12
@seantlr12 3 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss ❤️🕊 May he Rest In Peace ❤️🕊 and may you and your family mourn in peace ❤️🕊
@prettiestmills2.0
@prettiestmills2.0 Жыл бұрын
“The bravest thing I ever did is continuing my life when I wanted to die” - Juliette Lewis
@haileymiller4524
@haileymiller4524 3 жыл бұрын
This song gives you the feeling you get when you know you're feeling alone and disconnected from the world around you. And saddest part is there's nothing you could do about it.
@lorenzodagnino1796
@lorenzodagnino1796 2 жыл бұрын
DPDR?
@beyzabeluk2695
@beyzabeluk2695 2 жыл бұрын
Sizin Müslüman olmanızı çok istiyorum ama elimden bir şey gelmediği için çok üzülüyorum çünkü çok güzel bir din umarım beni anlarsınız 😊
@erikjunior3643
@erikjunior3643 Жыл бұрын
it is, you can go do therapy and get better!
@noyer777
@noyer777 Жыл бұрын
Me right now .
@bouthaynabelkacem6356
@bouthaynabelkacem6356 Жыл бұрын
The worse part is when you’re actually trying your best to feel better but it’s still not enough.
@pearlj9440
@pearlj9440 3 жыл бұрын
Why are the comments so much nicer than our actual friends?
@Z.Toast1
@Z.Toast1 3 жыл бұрын
The real question is, why are all these 14 year olds so edgy lol
@pearlj9440
@pearlj9440 3 жыл бұрын
@@Z.Toast1 huh? Lol I don't follow
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@arkani_
@arkani_ 3 жыл бұрын
Because they don’t know us.How we look or what’s r deepest secrets are or because they know how it feels to have fake friends or toxic friends :)
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
they aint talkin to u that's why
@zen-z3y
@zen-z3y 3 жыл бұрын
"Life is like a piano. Black keys are pain and white keys are happiness. But you need them both to play the music." -Someone.
@dylanladwa7232
@dylanladwa7232 2 жыл бұрын
Then why is the musician playing in e flat minor pentatonic
@lisaglitzer5566
@lisaglitzer5566 2 жыл бұрын
You say the truth
@rwbybomb2160
@rwbybomb2160 2 жыл бұрын
casually ignores that music written in nothing but black keys exists
@SunKisses-n1z
@SunKisses-n1z 2 жыл бұрын
How cute
@aymanemekkoui8220
@aymanemekkoui8220 2 жыл бұрын
What if we use just ths black keys ?
@aleksandr_h
@aleksandr_h 2 жыл бұрын
музыка грустная. и в то же время сопереживательная. я бы хотел вернуться в детство...
@ezee1178
@ezee1178 10 ай бұрын
We all do friend....
@athenamajlo9913
@athenamajlo9913 3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been avoiding listening to this song because it’s too sad, it’s dull, painful and beautiful. But I realized how much I needed that feeling in all the mess I’m in, constantly trying to be happy when I know I’m not. It felt good to release the pain a little, music is and has been my only form of comfort. I’m happy I could bare myself to put this on and feel every emotion. People often tend to put on happy music something to escape that feeling they have because they don’t want to realize how sad they actually are.
@millie6615
@millie6615 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much...
@Max-uo1fj
@Max-uo1fj 2 жыл бұрын
I really know this feeling, but I realized that I can't listen to songs like this for ever. There are many songs which really motivated me and made happier and it wasn't even a fake happyness
@nebulaticbee
@nebulaticbee Жыл бұрын
Yeah pretty much same here with the entire thing....
@grievegrim
@grievegrim 3 жыл бұрын
i feel like strangers understand us more because they actually know what we’re going through. not all our friends have experienced the things we have. and for that im so thankful. keep your heads up kings and queens🤍
@rumeysaarslan7321
@rumeysaarslan7321 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8
@bae.trizzz
@bae.trizzz 3 жыл бұрын
made a cover for this song, battling myself w depression and anxiety since I remember existing, and I'm 19 only lol. singing is the only thing that make me feel alive and better. made my first channel on yt ever go check it out please 🥺 it means a lot to me :D tysm 🙏🏻
@_fml_9477
@_fml_9477 3 жыл бұрын
i just talked to my friend about everything...i think i just scared her away.
@zwurka6826
@zwurka6826 2 жыл бұрын
Our friends could be fighting battles that we don’t even know of. Don’t feel like you can’t go to them during your battles
@bardhyll307
@bardhyll307 3 жыл бұрын
I lost my wife and my brother last year. Each morning I wake up, I say one day closer .. I’ll be home one day, I just hope they’re going to be there waiting for me.
@7hslt785
@7hslt785 3 жыл бұрын
i am so so sorry. keep pushing my love, it’ll get better. i promise.
@namtiddiesupremecy7150
@namtiddiesupremecy7150 3 жыл бұрын
Your so strong , pls never loose hope . Everything is going to be just fine even if it may not seem like it will...
@لولي-ض9ض
@لولي-ض9ض 3 жыл бұрын
I lost my boyfriend too and I feel like I don't know I don't feel anything I just want him to come back !
@angelica5697
@angelica5697 3 жыл бұрын
💔💗
@xana7419
@xana7419 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@xggx4268
@xggx4268 2 жыл бұрын
this song makes me sad and feel lonely but it gives me the will to find somebody to feel happy
@johnreyss6740
@johnreyss6740 3 жыл бұрын
My phone battery : 1% Me : Starts playing this masterpiece. My phone battery : "I'll wait."
@bekasg1355
@bekasg1355 2 жыл бұрын
Чудесно
@annelockk
@annelockk 3 жыл бұрын
feel like I'm sitting in front of a mirror, it's 19 century. The maid tightens the corset on my waist, and in the hall of my rich house I am waiting for the fiance.
@dras7759
@dras7759 3 жыл бұрын
the fiance that I have been arranged with
@annelockk
@annelockk 3 жыл бұрын
@@dras7759 exactly! this song doesn't made for a wedding with a loved one
@dras7759
@dras7759 3 жыл бұрын
@@annelockk girl watch me be a runaway bride 👀
@lawin03
@lawin03 3 жыл бұрын
I imagined this right now so detailed 🥺
@amboredfr7579
@amboredfr7579 3 жыл бұрын
god this inspired me a whole lot, i immediately started writing after i read this but i kind of overdid it- “Ouch,” I hiss as my maid tightens her hold on the corset that’s already wrapped around my body as if its life depends on it. “Shush, you have to look perfect for your fiancé,” she chimes as she ties up the strings of the corset. “You’ll lead a beautiful and perfect life,”. “Describe a perfect life,”. Her hands stop abruptly and she looks up with a confused expression planted on her face. “What do you mean, sweetie?” She asks. “I meant exactly what I asked. Describe a perfect life for me,”. She turns back to the strings on the corset as she smiles, “Well, a perfect life would be one where you have money as water. I’ve always wished that I could get to wear a gorgeous dress as this one at least once. You would be living in a big mansion with everything you need. A beautiful family adds up to that of course. Your children will be beautiful taking the fact that both you and your soon-to-be-husband have breath taking looks,” My eyes started to sting as she described the ‘perfect life’. Who is she kidding? The thought of being forced to have kids with that- man, can’t be more disgusting. “That sounds like a prison,” I whispered. Not like she actually heard that, she was way too happy rambling about the life that I never wanted. I’ve never wanted much. I thought that I was undeserving of this fancy life, but then he came. The guy that forced his way into my limited life and showed me the feeling of living an actual life. He showed me that I could use this money to help others instead of keeping it hidden behind a lock. Those times had been the best times of my life. I felt a tear leave my eye as i remembered the events of the past months. They had taken him from me, murdered him behind the scenes saying that he had been harassing ‘the house’s lady’. And then, a month later, they decided that it was time for me to get married. The connection between those two cases can’t be a coincidence. They made up a false excuse to take my lover from me and form an alliance between another wealthy family and mine. What do we even need all that money for, golden food? A mirror was shoved in front of me and my maid looked at me happily. I see myself in a dress that i had wanted to choose myself, for the guy that I had wanted to marry. “Hurry up, we’re already on the late side,” The maid said quickly as she takes my wrist in her hand and pulls me from my place towards the door. My mind races in panic and I quickly pull my hand back, holding it with my other hand. The maid looks at me in shock and confusion but then that expression fades and changes into a smile. 

“it’s okay to be nervous, it’s your wedding after all,” She holds her hand out for me to grab it and I look at it hesitantly. I take a deep breath and close my eyes for a second before I take the hand and let myself be pulled through the door towards the hallway where I’ll be waiting. I had Insisted on walking to the altar alone, and after quite some time I was finally allowed to do just that. That’s why I am now standing in front of the huge church doors with only my maid. She pushes a bouquet with white flowers in my hands before asking the question that even I don’t know the answer on. “Are you ready?” No “Yes, I”m ready,” I answer with a fake smile. She nods and looks me up and down for anything that’s still outpace and supposed to be fixed. I nod and she looks up at my face again with a smile before turning to the doors and opening them. Before me I see a huge church hall. The wooden benches on the left and the right are filled with people and decorated with flowers of all kinds. My eyes follow the long red carpet to the altar where a man stands that I only barely know. The maid nudges my shoulder and I take that as my cue to begin my walk towards the altar. Once my first step through the doors is taken, it feels as if there are chains on my feet. Every step it gets harder and harder to continue the path to my prison. Left and right of me are people young and old looking at me with bright smiles plastered on their faces. I could only pretend and smile back at them with a fake smile. Once I’m halfway through I finally decide to look up at the altar where I see several new people standing and looking at me. I let my eyes linger on the flowers that cover the altar before they move over to the front benches. I almost drop the flowers in my hands at the person that is sitting on the second bench from the front, looking at me with the same pure blue eyes that I always got lost in. No way. He can’t be here. He is dead. I change my destination to that second bench instead of the altar as I continue walking forward. His eyes never lose contact with mine and when I finally stand next to him, I stop. I hear gasps all around me and I feel questioning gazes on my back but nothing else matters anymore. The only thing I care for right now is the man that’s right in front of me. He looks at me with a sad expression before he stands up and walks to me while I just watch him with wide eyes. Once he is in front of me I reach for my hand but my hand touches nothing else but empty air. I gasp in panic and I feel my eyes turn wet with water. Before the first tear escapes he reaches forward and closes his arms around me. I can’t feel the pressure of his body on mine, but i can feel that he’s here. His love radiating from his presence. He looks at me deep in the eyes before whispering in my ear. “Run,” And that’s what I do. He lets go of me and I start running as hard as I can. I slam the church doors open into the hallways. I see guards on the right of me next to a staircase enjoying a drink together. Somehow luck is on my side when they don’t notice me running past them. I open the front doors of the church open and I feel the slight breeze of the day on my hair. Running through the doors I tear my wedding dress apart, making it easier for me to run. The screams behind me are deaf to my ears as I continue my way towards freedom. No more prison, I’ll be free.
@katiecummins6207
@katiecummins6207 3 жыл бұрын
The night after I tried to kill myself, I went to my friend’s house. It’s a student house, and a bunch of my friends live there. I think six of them were there altogether. I walked through the door, and they all hugged me separately, and together, and squeezed me and made me feel so loved. Not just loved, but understood. I gave flowers and chocolates to the friend who’d driven me to the hospital at an obscene hour, and they passed them around. We all ate chocolate and ordered noodles and sushi, and played crash bandicoot and mario cart and I could have sworn I’d never felt so filled with love and support. I still hurt, and I know there is no quick fix. But I’m really glad I didn’t die. Because shouting at the tv when my friends get hit by a red shell on mario cart is just too perfect to miss out on. You’ll get there my friend. We all will. Anyway, I'm gonna post this around and hope it helps just one person. I love you all.
@n_3226
@n_3226 3 жыл бұрын
ilysm and I’m glad ur still here today bub. Proud of u
@sweetcherry_-wz6oe
@sweetcherry_-wz6oe 3 жыл бұрын
omg I'm crying
@nadja1816
@nadja1816 3 жыл бұрын
Keep going, stay strong don’t do something like this or worse to yourself you didn,t deserve it, stay strong believee
@nadja1816
@nadja1816 3 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@ani1528
@ani1528 3 жыл бұрын
I‘m glad you’re still here! I hope you will experience more beautiful memories like that!! Keep pushing forward, remember you’re stronger than you think! Sending you much love 🤍
@ahrorabdu3684
@ahrorabdu3684 3 ай бұрын
Прошло 14 лет, не могу тебя отпустить, спокоен лишь тем, что у тебя всё хорошо
@neri1758
@neri1758 3 жыл бұрын
A girl recently killed herself because of her body, she loved candy and ate a packet before jumping off a bridge, this song makes me connect with her for some reason, I feel like she is here but we can’t see her and perhaps regret full of her decision screaming for us to hear her, god bless her... 🙏🏻
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
so depp
@rum5688
@rum5688 3 жыл бұрын
is it true?
@neri1758
@neri1758 3 жыл бұрын
@@rum5688 I wouldn’t lie about it.
@rum5688
@rum5688 3 жыл бұрын
@@neri1758 damn it sucks to be true
@neri1758
@neri1758 3 жыл бұрын
@@rum5688 Yes, and i bareley even knew her, wish I could’ve helpe her.
@tuituilautaimi3527
@tuituilautaimi3527 3 жыл бұрын
I'm not suicidal, but this type of music brings me so much emotions I can't explain. I feel joy, anger, sadness. Everything. When I get the chance to listen to it, I sit there.. think about everything and I cry. I cry, laugh... I can't explain how much I love this. Thank you.
@saiykuza
@saiykuza 2 жыл бұрын
It’s been officially a year and a day since I attempted to take my life and I was listening to this everyday since then and it’s wild to think that I’m in a completely different and much happier environment. Stranger who reads this comment, I love you so much. You’ve been working so hard and I see you trying. I love you
@michellewadex
@michellewadex 2 жыл бұрын
i love u too
@Mimilololol
@Mimilololol 2 жыл бұрын
@@michellewadex love u to
@Mimilololol
@Mimilololol 2 жыл бұрын
I ment that 2 all of u idk why it only tagged Michelle hehe-
@rafecameron8429
@rafecameron8429 2 жыл бұрын
I love you too ❤️
@vitalis
@vitalis 2 жыл бұрын
What helped you get to a better place?
@ameliekonig1312
@ameliekonig1312 Жыл бұрын
Cold bones Yeah, that′s my love She hides away, like a ghost Oh-oh-oh, does she know that we bleed the same? Oh-oh-oh, don't wanna cry, but I break that way Cold sheets But where′s my love I am searching high I'm searching low in the night Oh-oh-oh, does she know that we bleed the same? Oh-oh-oh, don't wanna cry, but I break that way Did she run away? Did she run away? I don′t know If she ran away, If she ran away, come back home Just come home I got a fear Oh, in my blood She was carried up Into the clouds, high above Oh-oh-oh, If you′re bled, I bleed the same Oh-oh-oh, If you're scared, I′m on my way Did you run away? Did you run away? I don't need to know If you ran away, if you ran away, come back home Just come home
@electricknees
@electricknees 3 жыл бұрын
Be honest, if you’re listening to slowed + reverb where’s my love, you’re not okay.
@bia-im8uu
@bia-im8uu 3 жыл бұрын
exactly bro
@moviesclub7630
@moviesclub7630 3 жыл бұрын
I'm not ok
@bia-im8uu
@bia-im8uu 3 жыл бұрын
@@moviesclub7630 everything will be ok
@justvibin9923
@justvibin9923 3 жыл бұрын
me neither........im not okay at all........
@bia-im8uu
@bia-im8uu 3 жыл бұрын
@@justvibin9923 you'll be fine😀🌷
@Sara54602
@Sara54602 3 жыл бұрын
I finally can listen to this version without feeling any kind of sadness! It's only sympathy for how I used to be but now I don't feel them anymore and that's such a great achievement
@sophia9349
@sophia9349 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so so proud of you! Really
@Sara54602
@Sara54602 3 жыл бұрын
@@sophia9349 Thank you Sophia
@sophia9349
@sophia9349 3 жыл бұрын
@@Sara54602 ♡♡
@bae.trizzz
@bae.trizzz 3 жыл бұрын
so proud !! made a cover for this song, battling myself w depression and anxiety since I remember existing, and I'm 19 only lol. singing is the only thing that make me feel alive and better. made my first channel on yt ever go check it out please 🥺 it means a lot to me :D tysm 🙏🏻
@Thatawsomegamer99
@Thatawsomegamer99 3 жыл бұрын
Hey im so happy for you, i hope one day i can say the same thing and i think i can soon life is going well. i make mistakes but i'm learning so eventually i'll be there, stay strong and good luck
@bernardschweizer9617
@bernardschweizer9617 3 жыл бұрын
crying isn't a sign of weakness. it's a sign that you have been strong for too long. Just let it out.
@leasophie7599
@leasophie7599 3 жыл бұрын
you are so right! sometimes it’s important to cry… every tear is a word you can’t say.
@rumeysaarslan7321
@rumeysaarslan7321 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8
@Sofyhibiscus5
@Sofyhibiscus5 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you I'm crying so hard I'm so tired :(
@adib_3
@adib_3 8 ай бұрын
“It was just another normal day for the entire world, but to me, it was the day where I had lost a part of me that I would never get back.”
@mooncynos1863
@mooncynos1863 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it's just... so hard to live.
@sadeceikimiz6880
@sadeceikimiz6880 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/opTbo2agrK6MoM0
@luka-ft3ij
@luka-ft3ij 3 жыл бұрын
hurts bc you know that fact isn’t going to change. life is hard. just the way it goes ig
@ТальянаСтеффи-э1э
@ТальянаСтеффи-э1э 2 жыл бұрын
От этой песенки моментально хочется заплакать и отпустить всю тяжесть что на душе....
@mimimishka137
@mimimishka137 2 жыл бұрын
согласна..
@ХадичаАхмедова-р7в
@ХадичаАхмедова-р7в 2 жыл бұрын
Я искала этот русский комент и наконец то нашла
@mr.a9885
@mr.a9885 2 жыл бұрын
Желаю вам счастья ♥️
@ТальянаСтеффи-э1э
@ТальянаСтеффи-э1э 2 жыл бұрын
@@mr.a9885 огромное спасибо 😁 все нормально... И вам всего хорошего ❤️
@kidskids-gf4yv
@kidskids-gf4yv 2 жыл бұрын
Прям сильно, хочется, плакать (((((
@florin1221
@florin1221 3 жыл бұрын
I just enjoying my crying session and a ad started, I laughed with my tears on face
@clementbivel1617
@clementbivel1617 3 жыл бұрын
Be brave ❤️ Life sent you a message with this ad ; you will never stop being able toi laugh ❤️
@mahs1331
@mahs1331 2 жыл бұрын
“Respect your pillow because it catches your tears when no one else did.”
@noyer777
@noyer777 Жыл бұрын
This got me really bad.. as my pillow catches tears . Never thought about it like that
@rishidas9731
@rishidas9731 Жыл бұрын
I wish I could be the pillow for someone, and they'd be for me.
@meganwoodruffmusic
@meganwoodruffmusic 9 ай бұрын
I believe that every time a tear falls, an angel translates your tears into a prayer that’s delivered to Yahweh.
@stina5318
@stina5318 3 жыл бұрын
I miss him... I wanna see him.... I wanna hear his laugh... I wanna see his smile... I wanna hear his voice... I wanna look him into his eyes.. I wanna see his beautiful eyes... I want his sweater if i'm cold.... I wanna be his favorite girl.... I wanna have his entire love.... I wanna be the one and only... I wanna be the one that makes him feel better.... I wanna be the one that makes him happy..... I wanna be 𝐓𝐇𝐄 one.....
@itsmerve7297
@itsmerve7297 3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKeUaZ2MbbWXhZo
@rmrhian9023
@rmrhian9023 3 жыл бұрын
You just put my life into text I read this and I burst into tears ...🥺🥺😭
@arkani_
@arkani_ 3 жыл бұрын
What is when you didn’t know how he looks..But you fell for him.And he let you just fall and watch it how you fall?
@prodruin
@prodruin 3 жыл бұрын
I am him dm me on kik: girlraper69 btw: so depp
@mariasofia4513
@mariasofia4513 3 жыл бұрын
N entedi nada. Alguem traduz?
@bhargavi7415
@bhargavi7415 3 жыл бұрын
pov : its march 2020, and ur really happy that they have closed school due to some virus. u are at home watching movies w your family, facetiming ur friends everyday, learning how to bake, cooking, ur trying out new hobbies. ur watching a lot of tiktoks and some of them have this song. u find this song catchy so you go search it up and start listening to it a lot. life's good. fast forward to a few months, it feels like uve been living the same day over and over again- wake u, attend online class, eat , binge watch and sleep. the same cycle everyday. its like a never ending loop. the enthusiasm u had in the beginning of this us gone. but u still have hope. this will probably get over in a few months and we all will go back to our lives. as time goes on u realize this is how its gonna be for a long time. uve been feeling worse day by day. its november now and u dont have any idea how time went by so fast. by this time uve lost interest in almost everything. u wake up really late, missing the first few classes, but who cares, the world is gonna end anyway. uve stopped taking showers, or brushing ur teeth, u only come out of ur room to eat. u sleep most of the day just to avoid ur problems. 54 pending assignments, the school calls your parents, but ur not bothered. u stay up till 4 am binge watching something. anything to distract you from your sadness. days go by like this. its the last day of the year now. everyone keeps saying 2021 will be better but uk it will be just the same, maybe even worse. u dont have hope anymore. ur tired of EVERYTHING. its march 2021 now and ur thinking about how different ur life has been this past year. u feel some what better now because u have met people who uk will be there for u. things are looking better now, they are talking about reopening schools, u have something to look forward to. days have gone by and now it's may, it felt like it was just yesterday the year had started. its crazy how 5 months have already gone by. just as you were getting better, u find put the cases have increased x10 and its getting very bad in your country. we've come a full circle. there's a lockdown now and ur trapped at home. your scared that its gonna end up exactly like last year. ur sitting near the window, watching the rain, thinking about how you were at this same time, last year. u realize u have changed a lot. i mean who hasnt? u start missing the old you. u miss the first lockdown. u just wanna go back to that time again. u wish you couldve done things differently back then. u open youtube and search up this song, just to feel like youve gone back in time😞 . . hahah idk why i typed all of this :/
@kainjewatt5456
@kainjewatt5456 3 жыл бұрын
this is so deep and relatable, i'm glad u typed this. I can finally explain to my parents how the past two years have felt like
@islimdeniz3587
@islimdeniz3587 3 жыл бұрын
Wow. This made me cry because its exactly how it is. I have birthday on march 13th and school closed on that day, my birthday. I was happy, happy to finally sleep a little longer and do what ever I want. I was good at school, had always good grades. But then i lost the motivation. I changed. Started wearing the same clothes over and over again not carrying about anything anymore. I cried pretty much every day and night not sure what I felt. I saw my family crying over their loss. The loss who made them cry so hard that their eyes were red. I felt... helpless. Everything started to get me mad for no reason. Here I am waiting for my old me to come home.
@keiras222
@keiras222 3 жыл бұрын
@@islimdeniz3587 reading this is pure bliss, not happy exactly, but not sad either. It’s the comfort in knowing what I show tho explain myself when someone one asks me what’s wrong and I have nothing to say because well... I’m just as clueless as them.
@islimdeniz3587
@islimdeniz3587 3 жыл бұрын
@@keiras222 i am sorry for you... I is hard to explain whats wrong with you when you dont even know yourself. But if you need to talk, i am here. :)
@keiras222
@keiras222 3 жыл бұрын
@@islimdeniz3587 thank you it’s nice to be heard
@Nina33_w
@Nina33_w 3 жыл бұрын
"Raise your chin up high" she lifted her chin with one finger as she turned behind her tightining the corset. "Never show your weakness" nodding her head obediently that's all she ever did. "You are doing this for all our sakes, for the sake of your kingdom" she reminded her, she had to do this. What about her? "You will be happy" she said turning her so they are face to face. "Will I?" She asked fear and hopelessness creaking her voice. Her mother hesitated before she smiled "Yes you will" the fakest smile she had ever seen her mother smile ever. Her eyes dwelled up in tears as she stared at her reflection. White ball gown , a tiara and most importantly the diamond ring on her finger. The most expensive in all of England for the daughter of the king. Ironic what could you expect more? "I love you Princess" she embraced her mother. The fact that her mother cant call her by her name nor could she. They were too 'royal" for that. "I love you too your higness" "We shall not be late, your prince awaits" she laced her arm with her mothers as she left the room to be wedded away to another kingdom, another life awaits her
@rubysimpson1376
@rubysimpson1376 3 жыл бұрын
ok dude wtf thats perfect
@xevec13
@xevec13 3 жыл бұрын
wattpad?
@Nina33_w
@Nina33_w 3 жыл бұрын
@@xevec13 this is actaully not part of a book but I do have a book on wattpad. It's my user btw
@xevec13
@xevec13 3 жыл бұрын
@@Nina33_w thank u i’ll definitely check it out :))
@zeeuddin
@zeeuddin 2 жыл бұрын
Welcome back. We know this isn't your first time here :)
@levibaldman8573
@levibaldman8573 3 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who tries to cry but can't because I cried already too much that I'm numb now?
@maiafoott3579
@maiafoott3579 3 жыл бұрын
i relate lol
@loser8406
@loser8406 3 жыл бұрын
no, me too :)
@levibaldman8573
@levibaldman8573 3 жыл бұрын
@Joshua Morla true and that sucks bc it hurts me so much :(
@carolin3151
@carolin3151 3 жыл бұрын
@Joshua Morla yep I feel this
@mimi-bq6gr
@mimi-bq6gr 3 жыл бұрын
i was getting to the point of tearing up but damn did your profile pic ruin the mood💀
@DreamyHaven002
@DreamyHaven002 3 жыл бұрын
Tired: Listening to music Fun: Listening to music Sad: Listening to music The music is great
@TipoIrritable
@TipoIrritable 2 жыл бұрын
Music is basically everything.