Private Practice - "You caused my heart to bleed..."

SPOILER WARNING - this video does contain major spoilers for seasons 1-5 (including spoilery clips from the season 5 finale). No season 6 is spoiled in this vid.
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New fandom for me! Oh my gosh... I am SO in love with this show right now. SO obsessed. This video is very much seasons 3-5 with only like one season 1 scene and a couple season 2 scenes, sorry about that. My explanation? I saw 2 of my friends who are also awesome vidders, hiphuggerz4ever & GreysALIASAnatomy, make amazing tributes to episode 4x07 after it aired a year and a half ago ("Did You Hear What Happened to Charlotte King?"). You can watch their amazing vids I'm referring to here:
• charlotte king (crawl)...
• private practice | did...
And well I'd seen quite a few of pheobecolefan's videos too for years, usually Addison AU things.
I also always tried to watch the episodes of PP where a Grey's Anatomy character crossed over onto PP (although I think I'd missed the Bailey one)... and I remember when I'd seen 3x11 and Maya was pregnant at the end I was almost tempted to watch the next episode. ;) But seeing the fanvideos about how epic 4x07 was... that was what made me finally decide to watch an episode of the show.
So I downloaded 4x07 and started the show from there and got hooked, I watched 4x07 until the end of season 4. Over the summer I saw season 1 which is only 9 episodes long... and it was pretty good. I enjoyed it. Season 4 was probably better though. I then continued and watched 2 or 3 episodes of season 2 but that season starts off kinda slow and less epic and idk I lost interest and ended up hooked on Bones instead and watched all 6 seasons of that show. Then the new fall TV season started and I totally just forgot about Private Practice. I didn't remember it until I saw some people on twitter mentioning that they were excited for "the intervention episode" or something - the mid-season finale of season 5 (the 2-hour special that was 5x08 & 5x09) and so I started the show again from there.
So at that point I was SUPER into season 5 and adoring it but I was kinda missing some things since I'd only seen 1x01-2x02, 4x07-4x22, and 5x08 and on... so I think 2 or 3 weeks ago I decided to download 2x22 because the show kept referencing when Violet was attacked in seasons 4 & 5 and I wanted to see that episode for myself lol... I googled and found it was 2x22-3x01 when that happened so... I ended up watching 2x22 til 4x06 and catching up on most of what I'd missed. I rewatched a lot of season 4 that I'd already seen because now I had better context... but eventually skipped ahead to 5x01 and watched those first 7 episodes of that season that I'd missed too.
So now at the time that this video of mine was being made, I'd seen the whole show except most of season 2! I totally forget most of the details of season 1 so this video didn't really include that season lol... and well I was watching season 2 as I made it so a little season 2 got in there... but it's really mainly seasons 3-5. And honestly even just limited to those 3 seasons, I totally wish I could've gotten way more in here!!
The show does have some great cute moments, happy moments, beautiful love, etc. But this song was super inspiring and made me want to capture only the pure angst, which is my personal favorite part of the show. I'm addicted to the depressing storylines, the extremely upset characters... idk. :P After all 4x07 "Did You Hear What Happened To Charlotte King?" was the episode that got me into the show... so clearly I'm a sucker for intense drama lol.
I really don't think I varied the characters well enough nor got quite enough of my favorite things in here... but oh well. I tried fairly hard with this video to make it pretty good and do this epic show justice. By the way I'm SO thrilled it was renewed for a season 6. ;)
If you have any questions for me about the show or downloading episodes or my video itself or anything, let me know.
Sorry if the text effects are too much/too distracting. You can re-watch the video and maybe they'll be less distracting the second time? :P I thought it was better that they be there than not. I don't know. I didn't have a beta or critique person of any kind for this video of mine, no help making it so hopefully my judgement about things isn't too off.
Overall I think I'm proud of how it turned out.
Please leave me a comment and let me know what you think!! Thanks.
Oh and I'm also entering this into ItsJustaSongAway's "make me watch" contest... hopefully, maybe, I can convince her to watch this show with my video here! It is super spoilery but she said she didn't care about spoilers lol. And well... FYI if you wanted to start with 2x22 you might enjoy the show more just watching that episode through the season 5 finale (where we currently are)... not that seasons 1 & 2 are bad, just that in my opinion seasons 3-5 are SO amazing. :P
Song: So Cold
Artist: Ben Cocks

[@Kainaat12347862]

Ohmygosh that was so emotional- you have convinced me to start watching PP I wasn't going to because of the negative comparisons with it and GA but this was so beautiful I know I have to give it a try now.

[@VioletEmerald]

Aw wow thank you for the amazing compliment! I hope you enjoy it.

[@aidagaryson1957]

Yeah you should season 3 and season 5 will ball your eyes out and that's why my mama always say don't watch some sad stuff or TV shows

[@LexieGreyProductions]

So fricken amazing!!. Probably the best PRP video on yt that shows real emotion!

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you!! ;)

[@derekb4977]

@@VioletEmerald love this show I'm glad it's not gone down the Grey's woke agenda in the last few years I'm glad PP is protected.

[@luvxsun6767]

This show makes me so upset every time, every godam episode. I love this show and I’ll never stop loving it. You’ve portrayed It so well but now I’m crying.

[@VioletEmerald]

I totally feel you on that!

[@emilymuench5282]

This made me cry but this is my favorite private practice video on youtube

[@amiweber114]

your Video is amazing and the Song is perfect. I watch it again and again and again. I love it♡

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much!!

[@araMannA]

OMG! You put 5 years of Drama together and got pure perfectness out of it. I loved it.

[@skaterdbl]

Oh my god. 1) I'm crying now because that was amazing. 2) I got the chills. 3) This is what this show is about and what makes it so good. 4) It was so touching that I couldn't say omg, I had to spell out oh my god. That was breathtaking. I really appreciate you taking to time to make such a fabulous piece.

[@zitrone9850]

OH MY GOD. That video caused me gooseflesh AND tears. It was just... perfect and amazing!!!

[@Rach2625]

This amazing! All the best dramatic scenes from PP!

[@tinyblondecharx]

This was the first and BEST pp video I have ever seen. I rewatch, rewatch, rewatch and rewatch it since; I believe it was september. It's so amazing and wonderful. I can't explain my feelings, but the other comments do that perfectly! soo AWESOME and beautiful and....just WoW!!

[@krispyroserose1055]

that put me into tears. I love this! good job. this is how it should be.

[@angela11595]

Wow!! Awesome as always. My favorite Private Practice video on youtube by far!! :)

[@LouBclt]

No, really, I mean it. I was hoping someone would do a vid about the season finale and Amelia on this song, It is much more than I wished ;) Bravo, bon travail !

[@damnpapaya]

okay so this is the best video about the whole show that has ever been done! It's amazing! I love that it includes everyone an how it shows so much about the conflicts in the show without being to settled on a special character. please forgive me my faults, english is so not my native language ;)

[@SunniBao]

Omg this was so beautiful. The best pp edit I’ve ever seen omg it was so beautifully put together and it blended all the hurt and sorrow so well omg

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much!!

[@hopelesslylazy]

I'M SO EXCITED THAT YOU MADE THIS VIDEO. Jeez, you captured a lot of the perfect, heartwrenching moments. I just really really really love these characters and sometimes I lose sight of that and seeing this makes me remember. Addison and her mother, Charlotte and the rape and Mason. God, Amelia's unicorn baby. There is just so much. I loved the quotes. It just added a more powerful element and showed how much they've all been through. This was beautiful. I hope you make more!

[@emzielouisesun]

Really beautiful, i stopped watching this show at the end of season 4, but this vid makes me want to get up to date,stunning work, i loved all the voiceovers and text.Amazing work.

[@VioletEmerald]

Aw I feel so spoiled to get as my very first comment, a comment from you, the queen/goddess of Private Practice vidding as far as I'm concerned. :P Thank you for all the kind words!! Yeah I love this show SO much and I totally intend to try to vid it more in the future. I really do hope it happens. ;)

[@freckledklutz]

This was super intense and so emotional holy man if I watched this show it would probably have moved me to tears great job I loved it even though it hurt my heart!

[@LouBclt]

This is one of the most beautiful video I ever seen !

[@gerllss]

I didnt know I miss this show so much until i watched this. It's amazing. 🥺🥰

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you!!

[@sarakennedy2633]

still my favorite PP vid on KZbin! you did an amazing job on this!! and this song breaks me when I hear it and it goes perfectly with this show! I miss PP sfm!!!! :(

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much!! That means a lot to me.

[@Bookwormkehprodz]

This is so amazing. I love all the angsty-ness!

[@ByCamz]

Great video!! I love those dramatic episodes/scenes too, and I love how you matched them with this great song!

[@georgiaminter891]

As soon as I heard the piano to "So Cold" I knew this video was gonna get me 😩 very beautiful video though ☺️👍🏼

[@VioletEmerald]

ha yeah... thanks!

[@karstkuitenbrouwer9286]

OMG, i love love this video. It's great. I have all 6 seasons on dvd, but haven't started watching it yet. This make wanna start now. And great song. I subscribed to your paige, because we like soms of the dame shows, like Glee and Grey's Anatomy 😀

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy the series!

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much! I really am glad you enjoyed it despite the distracting text and I appreciate how tactful and nice you were about the constructive criticism . I actually completely agree, I myself have watched this video and felt the exact same way and I knew pretty much as soon as I completed this vid that I'd never do anything this stupid with text again. Maybe I will incorporate some text again but never like this lol. Anyway thanks again and yeah you're definitely right.

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you SO much for the amazing comment! :D The show *is* so amazing - as is Grey's Anatomy (this show is a spin off of GA). They're medical dramas so they have a lot of episodic plots that are great with each episode having different patients & storylines that are good, but there are also lots of ongoing complicated plots going on for all of the main characters so that watching all of the episodes in order makes you appreciate the show a lot more. ;) The Wikipedia articles might explain more.

[@Nicole-kk9yb]

When Dell died😭😭😭 I felt so bad for his little girl, and Charlotte getting attacked🥺 my heart hurts for all of them and I know they’re fictional but this show made me cry so much

[@VioletEmerald]

Thanks! Yeah that might've been my favorite part of the show this year... but actually I think all the Amelia stuff was. But Charlotte/Mason and Cooper/Mason were a close second. :P Isn't it a sure thing that it's ending after only 13 more episodes? I'm a little disappointed to learn that too but at least it'll get a planned ending and well it got more episodes than Chuck and plenty of other amazing shows like Veronica Mars, etc. So I can't complain too much. :P

[@Supsi85]

Okay wow you sure love the depressive storylines xD It was actually getting harder towards the end for me to watch this video because it was so dark and there were injuries and crying and the dark reddish coloring somehow added to that, omg I'm so sensitive lmao. Don't mind me, just sitting here all shaken up xD I thought it was really well made though, the voiceovers were clear and the text effects were a great addition. And you were abviously able to catch all the drama of the show here:D

[@VioletEmerald]

There are less intensely dramatic & violent/angsty parts of the show... but... yeah this show probably wouldn't be your favorite lmao! :P I really do love this stuff too much. Not quite sure why. Thank you so much for watching (especially since it was kinda getting hard for you near the end; sorry about that!!) and leaving such a long comment! :D

[@BecksProdz]

Wow I really need to catch up on this show. Kinda forgot about it there for a while, it being on so late on tv. This is fantastic Emily, really good, the scenes and the voiceovers, I was nearly crying myself you've captured such emotion in such a beautiful song. I will be watching this over and over again :)

[@JJxPrentiss]

alright, this was one of the best, epic, emotinal, touching, amazing, awesome, stunning outstanding vids I've ever watched. like really, very well done!!!

[@damnpapaya]

I love it :D the songchoice is great & the voiceovers are perfect and the whole video is AMAZING !!

[@VioletEmerald]

Lol yeah they're distracting even to me but I won't do it every time, it is way too much work lmao... I'm surprised I had enough patience and I'm upset that like 2 or 3 still have minor text problems. :P Thank you SO much again for the awesome compliment! I really appreciate it. ;)

[@Mathiilde3]

I feel as though my heart is broken, this is so heartbreakingly beautiful!

[@CharmedAngel2005]

So beautiful. I always love the videos you do for TV Shows. Makes me want to get back into Private Practice. Everyone says it is a great show. I was able to get back into Grey's Anatomy. Such a pretty song choice :)

[@TheDHLover]

You really master adding text to your video, and editing with audio. Your coloring is gorgeous and your overall editing is flawless. Beautiful video.

[@xJuBee]

Oh my god this is so perfect... I'm crying... So beautiful... Really you did a brilliant work! You're so so talented!

[@Wieke00]

OMG.. I cannot even.. that was.. AMAZING

[@lacyoswald4509]

I love your video it's amazing and it fits this show perfectly

[@irisb33]

Thanks , this video is what PP is all about

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you!! And that Pete/Addison scene is from 3x16 "Fear of Flying". I hope that helps you. :D

[@VioletEmerald]

The song is credited in the end credits starting around 3:39 and also at the very bottom of my description, like in all of my videos. Many fanvideo editors get really annoyed when you ask "What's the song" when they do credit the song in the video - especially when they do it also in the title or description. :P Try to check those places first before asking the vidder, next time. It's "So Cold" by Ben Cocks in this case. And I really hope you liked my video!! ;)

[@andreahoffmann7216]

I cried... Simply Beautiful

[@freshjiive91]

This is amazing. I am SO glad I came across it. AMAZING!

[@weesieyoutubesminecraft3214]

This video makes me wanna cry so why the f do I wanna go rewatch private practice now 😭😭😭😭😭 also taht but with Pete abt raising Lucas is so sad cuz he doesn’t get to 😭

[@VioletEmerald]

I know it breaks my heart so much! I hope you subscribed to me. I'm posting an Amelia Shepherd character tribute later this month with some good Private Practice vidding again. And hopefully later this year another one. I'm actually editing 3 at once with no overlap of scenes between all 3 Amelia videos because between Grey's and Private Practice she has so much footage to work with now.

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you!! :D I'm so glad you enjoyed this. I hope to vid the show again soon. ;) I did make a Sheldon/Amelia collab part and an episodic vid of the season 5 finale... and an Addison collab part that had a little PP in it... and hosted a collab where someone vidded Charlotte/Cooper.... :D I think I want to make a Pete tribute vid if I can. Need to think of a song or something though.

[@anguiano49]

this is so wonderful

[@emilianomarchioro755]

I love this video.. it's amazing!!!! :) very well done.. from Italy :)

[@MultiTink89]

I keep coming back to this video! I honestly think they should use it to promote their DVD's because I would want to know more! x

[@MsNadine2703]

0:38 such a great moment - gorgeous cut!

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you SO much! :D And season 5 was spectacular overall (at least in my opinion), I loved so many parts of it and would highly recommend you try to get back into it. ;)

[@angietartaglia2956]

I love this video so much

[@VioletEmerald]

Thanks!!

[@madisonharvin1342]

this is so good i cried

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much!

[@bibi818]

c'est une vidéo magnifique! your video is awesome!!

[@amorettecastellanos6368]

Hey I love your video so much I have watched it a few too many times but i love the show so much also and wanted to rewatch it but i was wondering where i could download the show

[@VioletEmerald]

Sure go to anatomylogoless on Twitter and I think you should find what you're looking for. ;)

[@CharmedPractice]

Ammaazziinngg! ;) woow i love this! So powerful and gorgeous!!

[@aimy8088]

Oh my god i'm dying, very nice work

[@VioletEmerald]

Oh thank you.

[@aimy8088]

You're very welcome:D

[@1217angela]

Thanks, I'm checking them out right now:) They seem great, but I'll always love your videos more!! ;D (it's me from my other account lol)

[@VioletEmerald]

I answered that for LovelybearLittle 1 week ago; if you checked the previous comments you would see that. But okay I'll say it again - 0:14 is season 3, episode 7 "The Hard Part".

[@VioletEmerald]

I totally forgot about the GA finale. Lol. Need to watch that at some point soon. :P Thank you for reminding me haha. I was too busy making this vid to remember. And AH THANK YOU FOR THE ALL CAPS COMMENT... I look forward to the rest of what you have to say! :P

[@Reasor93]

WOW, that video is AMAZING !!

[@VioletEmerald]

The character is Addison's mother, Bizzy. If you want the actress's name, you could look that up now that you know the character information.

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you SO much! :D And I'm glad you're like me and love the super intense dramatic scenes too. ;)

[@cathybremond1238]

You just made me wanna watch that show !

[@cetty_1991]

So many feelings .. wow!!

[@VioletEmerald]

I'm glad you enjoyed this!

[@VioletEmerald]

Your English is very good, don't worry! :D And wow thank you SO much for the amazing compliment! I really appreciate it!! ;)

[@LexieGreyisthebest]

This video is brilliant. :) I love it SO much. Really great work. Thank you for this amazing video. ;)

[@LexieGreyisthebest]

Yeah. ;) Your videos are all amazing! I could watch them every day! (:

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you!! :D 0:14 is season 3, episode 7 "The Hard Part" and 0:21 is season 5 episode 16 "Andromeda". I hope that helps! ;)

[@VioletEmerald]

Aw well thank you! :D That's so sweet of you. ;) If you change your mind, though, I could never be offended by you loving their work more than mine - I know I do! :D

[@fikcyjnaa]

omg, you totally made me cry, but I love it

[@iesie3]

Wow, Amazing video!

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you SO much! Wow that's quite the compliment. I'm not sure I deserve it but I truly appreciate it. ;)

[@elliottlawrence8252]

where do you download the episodes?

[@VioletEmerald]

Ya? Who's in Amelia's bed when? I guess you mean Ryan? He's an important character in the whole second half of season 5 and 6x01 even though he only appears in a couple of episodes. He's Ryan Kerrigan who's played by Wes Brown and he appears in 3 season 5 episodes Who We Are, Don't Stop 'Till You Get Enough, and If I Hadn't Forgotten... - which are 5x06, 5x07, and 5x08.

[@abigailpaulo2259]

This is an amazing video!

[@haileyfrank6419]

im sobbing

[@VioletEmerald]

Thanks for watching!

[@VioletEmerald]

Aw thank you so much!

[@VioletEmerald]

Aw, thank you SO much. ;) That means a lot to me.

[@VioletEmerald]

Wow. Thank you SO much for the amazing compliment. It means a lot to me. ;) I highly recommend pradadevil15's Private Pratice vid that I posted this one as a video response to, it awed me similarly... :P And if you're curious, I'm not quite as proud of them as I am of this vid, but I also made a vid all about episode 5x22 (the season 5 finale) and recently a Sheldon/Amelia vid... :P

[@taylorsmiles7432]

Amelia is my all time favorite show character, in front of charilette and cooper. She’s so incredibly strong if I lost my baby like taht I would die inside, I’m so glad she has a living kid in new greys anatomy, and one in heaven 🤱🏻!.

[@LadyBisounours]

Wow that's... beautiful !

[@VioletEmerald]

Thanks!! ;)

[@LadyBisounours]

luvtheheaven5 Do you have others vids like this one ? :)

[@VioletEmerald]

I have this playlist of fanvideos that I've made that include Private Practice clips, if that's what you mean. ;) kzbin.info/aero/PL9D3B3C70001C01EE Please leave me more comments if you watch more of my vids! That'd mean a lot to me.

[@LadyBisounours]

luvtheheaven5 Thank you so much ;)

[@cristiee93]

genuine beauty

[@mercedeselena2652]

as soon as i heard the beginning of so cold, i knew this was gonna fuck me up

[@VioletEmerald]

Ha thanks for the comment. Sorry about that? :P

[@SB-uo7ky]

just amazing !!!!

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much! :D And oo I see you've found and commented on my Sheldon & Amelia fanvideo too! Thank you so much for that as well. ;)

[@ItsJustASongAway]

Hey, I'm not watching it yet because I'm saving all the videos until I have time to properly "appreciate" them, lol, but if you could leave it as a video response to the contest video, that would be super helpful! Let me know if that's a problem for some reason, and we can work it out! Can't wait to watch it!

[@EquiiMo]

this is perfect! love it sooo much! :D

[@cbsnbclover]

awesome job

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you SO much!! That is so kind. I really appreciate it. ;)

[@MultiTink89]

Wow! Amazing video x

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you so much!! :D I'm actually making a season 5 finale of Private Practice vid for your finale contest now... I was under the impression that you knew the show and would have seen the finale... but okay lol. ;)

[@alexdance9232]

2:59 😥

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you! :D I'd love your opinion on my other Private Practice videos, or my new multi-fandom I just posted today that includes Charlotte/Copper near the middle of it. :D

[@Cookiemonster11199]

I don’t know if you can still help but do the links to download pp still work? I’d love to edit the show but I don’t have links

[@VioletEmerald]

I recently found a twitter with season 6 of Private Practice uploaded - it's @greysepisodes and they're logo free and in HD! Um... I think warez-bb.org still might have Private Practice download links that work. Try to make an account there and search and see if that helps you. If not let me know and I'll see if there's anyway I can still help. I'd love to see more Private Practice vidding out there! Link me to it if you ever make something.

[@LovelybearLittle]

Yeah thank you! :) I love it really :)

[@VioletEmerald]

Yeah also it keeps changing nights... :P Thank you so much for the amazing comment!! :D