*_roaring in the dark_* before I notice, it's gone so far away, isn't it? what do I throw away and what did I seem to hold in my hands. I'm afraid of losing sight, I'm just screaming because of something I want. while I'm also suffering, going just forward is the only thing to hold on to. _pride_ swallows me, my eyes can't see what is beyond the struggle. the day darkens when I even think of the rain. In my heart there is a light, on my lips there is a song. I forget the loving, even to dream scared me but by killing this unanswered song, I will clear the way to the shining end. for an unredeeming black in my eyes I can't see, but still... my screaming has a meaning. I hope it won't disappear. I engrave the pain and the voice. beyond that I'm bleeding and continuously singing about the meaning. please, don't let it be over yet. I hope I can cut down this kind of darkness.