[Lyric Video||Aphmau] Lost In Thoughts All Alone

[@moondirge]

Fans who've watched MCD be having their hearts ripped out seeing all the old characters flash by.

[@Taki_404]

mmhm...

[@scrayden1377]

Bro this hurts seeing what she's become as a storyteller

[@scrayden1377]

@Larissa Gibson ahhhh

[@pattygacha4246]

@@scrayden1377 fr

[@KreekFan12sd5]

It hurts knowing how she is know, miss the old days

[@reluctant_raven]

- *Lyrics* - "You are the ocean's gray waves Destined to seek life beyond the shore Just out of reach Yet the waters ever change Flowing like time, The path is yours to climb In the white light, a hand reaches through A double-edged blade cuts your heart in two Waking dreams, fade away Embrace the brand new day Sing with me - a song of birthrights and love The light scatters to the sky above Dawn breaks through the gloom White as a bone, lost in thoughts all alone..." "Sing with me - a song of silence and blood The rain falls, but can't wash away the mud Within my ancient heart dwells madness and pride Can no one, hear my cry? You are the ocean's gray waves Destined to seek life beyond the shore Just out of reach Yet the waters ever change Flowing like time, The path is yours to climb You are the ocean's gray waves..."

[@kaylacedes5734]

Reluctant_Raven love it and how did you get the lyrics of the song and could you do another

[@reluctant_raven]

Mercedes Kennedy I found them on another cover of the song. By doing another, do you mean a lyric video?

[@kaylacedes5734]

Yea

[@reluctant_raven]

Mercedes Kennedy Maybe... not sure - any song in specific you were thinking?

[@kaylacedes5734]

No not really you pick and sorry I've been away on holiday

[@lonewolf6085]

Jess's voice is so high pitch and smooth

[@kawansiesquad6659]

little mary her voice is naturally high pitched and smooth most of the time in her voicings.....but....it’s obvious that there is auto tune, it corrects some mistakes and quavers in her voice, especially the super high pitched notes....it just makes the song even better, Go Jess, this sounds amazing!!! little mary, u should check out the original song, it’s called Lost In Thoughts by Azure or something I think...

[@thiyaguselvaraju5293]

Yep

[@becky6360]

wait jess sang this?!? this is so good

[@StarseekertheNightwing13]

@@becky6360 ikr its so pretty

[@karaokeking9423]

Fire Emblem + Aphmau and her voice = Angelic melody

[@scrayden1377]

THATS HER VOICE?

[@goaway4625]

Rewatching MyStreet, it was honestly a cringey mess but as a child is was an amazing beloved piece me and many grew up on. It helped me make friends and connect with others. It joined many young different souls together and was beautifully brought together by talented and unique people who went from working at home to now working in a official studio. Although I no longer watch or love Aphmau like I used to, I forever uphold this series in my heart as it formed a part of me today. Thank you so much and until our next lifetime.

[@FaeriePrince]

This song is applicable to each stage in Irene's life. Thus is her song, the song of a life that lasted longer than most, if not all immortals, and sadder than any person can bear. Mourn for Irene, for even now , a piece of her broken soul lives, extending the lifespan, and sadness of Irene.

[@hallemichaud1983]

I love Aphmau. I watched her videos every single day. Including Mystreet. Jess is my gurl

[@dhruvsbeloved]

same

[@mowukamoon7024]

Same

[@Al-qs3de]

Ygfcj

[@susieissus222]

Same

[@arisa-exe]

I just hope there won't be another war between the two fandom. I've already had enough last time

[@goaway4625]

which fandom? Final fantasy or MCD?

[@dhruvsbeloved]

same

[@goaway4625]

Oh shit, I put Final Fantasy on accident 😂

[@artisticfoxva]

I’m part of both fandoms so I hate all of this unnecessary fighting

[@gamingwithash6671]

I think we shouldn’t have anymore wars in RPG's (fates and diaries) We had too many warriors and allies fall in battle

[@fishi1231]

I CRIED SO BAD ON DIS EPISODE ITS FROM i miss mcd i hope aph continues it

[@melissaplays2]

She will! :D

[@thatkiwidud]

she's been hinting at it for awhile now

[@Felina.R]

She said she may not because she has a lot on her plate and stuff but she said it will come soon she just doesn’t know when because she hasn’t been writing a lot so idk

[@biancaalecu3335]

She will!!!! Yeeees!!! I cryed so much in this episode too.

[@Kayla_VA]

Yeah I hope its already been 2 years and she still has nothing

[@kawansiesquad6659]

I LOVE the MCD drawings from the episode, wish they finished the series tho.....fans managed to gather some info from season 6 but we still don’t have the full picture, we just know that they managed to defeat Shad, Irene sacrificed Alena for some ritual using her sword and that Aaron’s purple sword is fatal to werewolves, Travis is a descendant of the Demon Warlock and MCD Travis, MCD Aphmau got her memories back I think🤔 and then accepted becoming Irene, Irene is now DEAD, I really wanna know what happened next, did they go to the Tula and meet the other divine warriors descendants? I WISH THEY CONTINUED MINECRAFT DIARIES BUT *sigh* we’ll find out more in the Mystreet episodes to come....great song!!! Also go check out the original song tooooo, it’s really good, Jess sounds ALMOST exactly like Azure, it’s called Lost In Thoughts by Azure!!!....

[@goaway4625]

Aphmau had stated that she may rewrite MCD, giving the story a reboot towards the future making the story make more sense. I kinda rlly miss MCD because we were left on much a cliff hanger then we had mystreet give away some major spoilers but still unanswered questions. If irene is truly dead then what happen?

[@smolchibi7128]

Alina wasn’t sacrificed, Irene and Shads daughter was years before MCD S1-3.

[@Art-zp1qg]

She’s started Diaries Rebirth so qhen she catches up to season 3 we’ll know what happens

[@smolchibi7128]

Art Tempest She isn’t doing season 3.

[@Art-zp1qg]

Personally I think the void from Void Paadox is what lead up to this, it’s literally the end of all things. MyStreet is the final series in the timeline while Diaries is the first

[@KatieOkami]

THIS IS SO FREAKING SAD BUT ADDICTIVE!!!!!

[@Kayla_VA]

SUCH FACTS

[@dhruvsbeloved]

yupp

[@CloudTastic00]

Agreed

[@Kayla_VA]

Facta

[@evilcaesarzeppeli]

oh, you should se the original lmao

[@IrveneGhoul]

I love how Jess sang the song made me cry

[@pandajm7437]

This scene made me want to cry.....And I felt so bad because I didn't watch Minecraft Diaries T~T

[@reluctant_raven]

Panda JM I mean, I only watched the first several episodes, before the characters really showed up, and I still felt attached to them enough to tear up when I saw the art and scenes that followed...

[@pandajm7437]

+Reluctant_Raven same....

[@mercuryrink8486]

T~T that sad

[@fishi1231]

how!? mcd is soooo amazing i mean you should really watch it!!! IT WILL GIVE U FEELS the most recent episode of when angels fall the one this song is in well if you watch it after u watch atleast the last few episodes of mcd season 2 and all of season 3 thats out so far you will get extra feels

[@nebby1988]

Panda JM same

[@serenityjones2580]

I remember waiting eagerly for the next MCD episode to come out with each passing day, I wish Aph had continued the series or atleast continued the remake

[@FaeriePrince]

I think that the remake was just put on hold so that jess could do other roleplays (MID) that she wanted to do, but that she intends on continuing it. The reason she hasn't really done any roleplays lately is because she wanted to take a break from roleplays for a couple months, but then COVID-19 happened and BluJay Studios works at the office (at least those in the area) and they like to record together. Roleplays will start up again sometime after the cases goes down in washington.

[@serenityjones2580]

@@FaeriePrince the remake was stopped a WHILE before covid and my inner demons.

[@thetwilightgamer]

@@serenityjones2580 I’m pretty sure COPPA had something to do with it, because all the RPs stopped and her videos started being for little kids right when the new COPPA rules went into effect

[@serenityjones2580]

@@thetwilightgamer yeah but in her video regarding coppa she mentioned marking her channel not for kids because of the use of blood and violence in previous videos.

[@ShinyFalco]

Hearing Aph sing this song in particular was such a pleasant surprise.

[@zlkay_]

I-I-I’m not c-crying-! YOU ARE! *cries the whole Mediterranean Sea*

[@greenybeanie1711]

XD me too.......NEXT EP COMING OUT TOMMOROW

[@Starbornlight]

Y specifically The Mediterranean sea?

[@Kayla_VA]

Is there going to be more episodes

[@dhruvsbeloved]

**cries the whole pacific ocean**

[@x16378]

*cries all the water in the world*

[@alphasaber6448]

I cried because the pictures are from diaries and I was there for diaries and emotions GAWD

[@Deniela_]

Jess did a cover to this song??? Omg it sounded so good

[@JazzyJac]

When I heard this during When Angels fall, I was like 'Oh shi it's A fire emblem Cover!'

[@empress_moon8959]

This is beautiful! 💖 I love aphmau!

[@moonarie1276]

Season 1 was all happy and exciting and now season 6 is all sad WUT

[@reluctant_raven]

UnicornLover926 I feel as though it was all happy and lighthearted until Emerald Secret-

[@moonarie1276]

Yep then season 5 made it better, but then season 6 came.. EMOTIONS, WHYYY

[@CloudTastic00]

Yes :(

[@blake_au]

When I was thinking the song's meaning,I cried.

[@moonkillz0w063]

I almost cried just by listening to the song alone

[@jacaerys4]

How? This shit makes my brain hurt

[@Hailey-t1d]

Oh my gosh her voice is beautiful! I love her channel and everyone in it as well and this just made my love even deeper ❤

[@juanonawednesday]

Love it! 💜

[@dhruvsbeloved]

same

[@Pup_on_paws]

Been listening to this on repeat because I can't handle rewatching season 6

[@TTwSaFP]

0:11 sorry making a birthday vid for mah friend :) (who *LOVES* Aphmau!)

[@bethybooo5641]

😍

[@dhruvsbeloved]

exactly

[@Kayla_VA]

I cried so much for this episode

[@elctft5622]

Is nobody worry why we didn't see MCD Travis

[@kawansiesquad6659]

El CT ft oh ya WHYYYYYY!!?!?

[@elctft5622]

@@kawansiesquad6659 Maybe she broke Travis trust

[@azurerandomness]

Oh OH *_OH_* That probably foreshadows MCD Travis’s death

[@judymontgomery7638]

I LOVE THIS SONG😍😂😹

[@dhruvsbeloved]

sameee

[@walkinthewildserver8691]

;~; me: help my soul (anyone ) : **puts this song on** TuT me: you have been granted access to my loving life.( aka you have cured my lonley soul )

[@karen3824]

The drawings were posted on Jess’ community tab, so we had hints that this was going to happen.

[@Azurepetalls]

idk i imagined aaron's face to be less long

[@dhruvsbeloved]

Damn, this is so beautiful, it made me cry like the MCD Episode made me cryyy :_:, i love aphmauu i have been watching her since her pokemon and mcd s1 days

[@שיראלדדון-ח9ב]

am crying so hard from aaron putting he's hand out 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@dudnika-anti]

the end of irene/mcd!aphmau's lifetime 💔

[@Jordyn616]

This song is so nostalgic especially when I first heard it I was crying but it's an really addictive song none the less

[@死神-u1c]

I never heard or seen MCD ever since i started watching Mystreet in 2016 when i found that it was connected i started watching MCD after S6 ended... I thought it was just a normal survival series but i was wrong..😭

[@princesstwilightsparkle9866]

Jessica's voice is a better cover than the original song, it goes with the series and Minecraft Diaries, if you just think about it, after all that has happened between this friendship, they have come this far, suffering... What Will happen next..? 💜❤

[@karenbonds264]

Realmbreaker and Demon Warlock: *Groans of increasing discomfort*

[@okiguess2313]

I don’t see why she didn’t fall for Laurence or Garroth in diaries because they were both great people and were pretty handsome based on their depiction in the art. Yeah Aaron has his appeals, but his love thing with aph only really started becoming serious during season 2 and there wasn’t really much that was romantic between them. And then he got her pregnant?! What?! Aarmau is my otp for Mystreet, but not diaries. Personally, my otp for diaries is Laurmau. Maybe because he’s more my type tho.

[@dhruvsbeloved]

yeah, definetly just that he's your type honestly.

[@ArtyDoesDoodles]

I agree with you fully ngl

[@FaeriePrince]

I wish to give a respectful counter. MCD Aphmau and Aaron needed to keep their love hidden and be professional due to the world crisis at the time, and because of that most of their romance happened off screen, also, it's Jess's charact3rs and she can do what she wants with them. I hope I wasn't too disrespectful. Don't want the shipping wars to rekindle. Also, I think the toxicity of the Shipping Wars is one of the reasons she didn't have Aphmau have a relationship with Garroth or Laurence after Aaron died. Or before it. (I forgot to note that a relationship with laurence would have never worked because he became a shadow knight)

[@thetwilightgamer]

I think the driving reason that they always end up a couple is because Jess wants her character and her husband’s character to be together

[@metroid_bOp]

yeah- there is plenty of theories surrounding why exactly it was jess choose to hook aphmau up with aarron ( most ofwhich exactly arent pleasent- so i wont bring them up here ) personally in my mind although ik its not cannon i like to pretend it was just a one night stand and nothing more 🤷‍♂, although ik thats not cannon, and same personally i also shipped laurmau in mcd and aarmau in mystreet

[@gardenia1273]

Crying internally

[@thetwilightgamer]

Minecraft Diaries; a song of Birthrights, and Love, of Silence, and Blood.

[@cintcsBigredmother]

Season 6 was so sad but this video was great and I'm happy cause after this corona is over she will continue I guess she put season on hold because of this but I think she will slowly put mystreet characters in her videos travis is back im waiting for everyone else

[@kaz3823]

Omg I JUST realized (I think-correct me if I’m wrong)Jess was singing

[@thetwilightgamer]

Yes, that was the point. It was meant to be as if Irene//Diaries Aph was singing it

[@catsarecool4095]

I’m doing this song for my talent show

[@reluctant_raven]

Aphmau Lover Ooh, good luck!

[@mmelody8793]

Aphmau Lover I want to do that so bad too! Unfortunately I don't know all the lyrics...

[@banana2738]

Irene/Aphmau, Aaron, Garroth, Dante, Laurence and Katelyn... MCD😭😭😭

[@mariasalazarleon1378]

I watch this everytime and single day i love it 💜❤️

[@eweb.]

I'm glad she chose this song for irene, I love this song

[@teeny65love]

This song is sad. ;(

[@sidneyvega1011]

If only this version was on Spotify

[@thepajamacat]

What episode in MCD is this from??

[@reluctant_raven]

ThePajamaCat It’s from MyStreet. ^^;

[@heidiv4039]

This song is so lovely I even love my street so much and then screaming in the death ones

[@gretteingabere2670]

She so good I love her roleplay they're amazing and I love this song thank you for sing it. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

[@eway44]

Amazing how this song fits FE Fates (Conquest is my favorite FE Game) and Minecraft Diaries (my favorite of Aphmau’s series) Too bad she cut out Conquest’s verse

[@MOAtxtfan]

Who else cried when Irene died 👇

[@heidiv4039]

Beautiful

[@hannahdallen452]

I cried so hard you have no idea . love you aphmau/jessica so much😍🤩🥲

[@zacharycreations3539]

Can i use this ost for some of my videos please

[@reluctant_raven]

ZACHARY CREATIONS It’s not mine, but I don’t see why not? Just make sure to credit the original creators.

[@zacharycreations3539]

@@reluctant_raven ok thank you

[@zacharycreations3539]

And also can you show me the creator of it

[@Randomglaceon]

Omg I love fire emblem

[@startrevino1972]

OMG IS THAT AARON WIFE APH/JESS!!!!!😮😮😮😮😮

[@lazerinth]

Jess’s cover is great BUT LEMME TELL YOU ABOUT MOEKA’S!!!

[@nanami_akumudeadchannel7115]

Irene..Aphmau..Katelyn...Aaron..Shad..Alina....Garroth....Laurance....

[@OliwiaMajchrzak-ch6ow]

IDK WHY IM CRYING

[@nexusnova_cdiv9814]

I think Jess is a fan of fire emblem like Azura

[@starsilver9002]

So Aphmau became Azura...huh. Well at least this story was better than fates

[@gatchaplayer3206]

I love this so much oh mahh god im crying

[@flamingalphawolf9482]

1st! 😀

[@heidiv4039]

I tried the episode with this song and at begin ing I was like here we go again

[@saiurchin4124]

GOD I MISS DIARIES AND MS AAAA

[@heidiv4039]

If I saw this song playing in my flight in airplane I would littery jump out of it with parachute because it would soon be dangerous in there

[@yaboi5832]

I commemorate this comment to Irene herself

[@hybridgs7181]

AlL I f eal is PAaInn 😭😭😭😭💔💔😨😰😱😫😖💔😭😭😭

[@leonardomigot-yn1ti]

gloom is also a pokemon

[@heidiv4039]

I'm not even kidding

[@Al-qs3de]

Sri twfrdn

[@jakedaughrity-johnson1451]

Lost in thoughts all alone?!! Why would they choose that over all the themes that are better than this song that plays over and over in Fire Emblem Fates?! Also, I don't think Jess even know what Fire Emblem is! Also, on the soundtrack in the Season 6 section on the wikipedia, they say this is from Final Fantasy 14, but this is a Fire Emblem Song! It plays over and over on each track in Fates, and it's annoying!

[@reluctant_raven]

Oop.

[@jacaerys4]

I don’t like this 😕