English Lyrics: Embracing even the guillotine, I have found you at the place I escaped to Even the cat that died behind the church was laughing, you see What should we do once this summer ends? Don't say "it's never going to end" Just being able to meet you has made me turn red like this Don't ask me about that day Being ignorant is what makes it beautiful Let's gradually wash away both of our pasts Kill my life and my soul, I don't need politeness or propriety Kill me with your fangs, with your claws, hey Kill affirmation and denial too, no matter what you say Kill me with your fangs, with your claws Kill me Kill me Believing that someday this impulse of mine will disappear I've lived through everything, even the painful things, and buried them in the ground Even my burial is grand, isn't it? I'm just like that, without any form Continuing to have such delusions is just right for me to die like that Still, why don't you kill me? That kind part of you is what always keeps me going Kill my life and my soul, I don't need politeness or propriety You won't kill me, not even with your eyes, not even with your hair Even if you affirm or deny it, no matter what you know Violate me with your fangs, with your claws Violate me Killing, being killed, killing each other Flying in a cabin on a hill, the dream with you is here now Let's destroy it all.
Often I find myself wishing, begging for the people im close to to end me because i find very little value in myself despite all of my fake posturing and self aggrandizing. I always find it hard to believe that they find anything kind or good about me. I often find myself wishing for someone to violently take me apart. I don't even feel like a person anymore not really, I too feel like I don't need any politeness. I guess all I'm saying is that even if I'm missing context on what this song really is about, I feel like I've probably felt some of the emotion before. I think death and violence is pretty intimate I guess.
Romaji lyrics (sorry for some typos, wonderful job on this Abu-Se-Ken!!): dantoudai sae houyou shite nigeta saki ni kimi ga ita no kyoukai no ura de shindetta neko datte hora waratte ita kono natsu ga owattara nani o shiyou? “owaranai” nante iwanaide boku wa kimi to aeta dake de konna fuu ni akaku natte ano hi no koto wa shiranaide ite muchi de iru kara utsukushii nda boku no koto kimi no koto o sukoshi zutsu arai nagasou ne sei mo mei mo koroshite yo tei mo nei mo iranai yo kimi ga boku o koroshite yo sono kiba de sa sono tsume de sa nee kou mo tei mo koroshite yo dou mo kou mo itte mitatte kimi ga boku o koroshite yo sono kiba de sa sono tsume de sa *koroshite* [kill me] koroshite itsu no hi ka boku no kono shoudou mo naku naru to shinjite ikite kita yo donna tsurai koto ga sa atte mo kowashite tsuchi ni umeta maisou datte sa gouka da ne boku nante hora katachi mo nakute sonna shi ni kata ga oniai de sonna mousou o tsuzuketeru sore demo kimi wa nande boku no koto o korosanai no? sonna kimi no yasashii toko ga boku o itsumo tataseru nda sei mo mei mo koroshite yo tei mo nei mo iranai yo kimi ga boku o korosanai sono me de sae sono ke de sae nee kou mo tei mo shite kurete dou mo kou mo shitte mitatte kimi ga boku o okashite yo sono kiba de sa sono tsume de sa 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙚 [violate me] 𝚔𝚘𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚑𝚒 𝚔𝚘𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚔𝚘𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚒𝚔𝚞 [𝙸 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕, 𝙸’𝚖 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍, 𝙸’𝚖 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕.] 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚒 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚒 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚛𝚞 [𝙸 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎, 𝙸’𝚖 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍, 𝙸 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎, 𝙸’𝚖 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍.] 𝐨𝐤𝐚 𝐧𝐨 𝐮𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐤𝐨𝐲𝐚 𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐚 [𝐈 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐚 𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥.] 𝐤𝐢𝐦𝐢 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨 𝐲𝐮𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐤𝐨𝐤𝐨 𝐝𝐞 [𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬] 𝐤o҉̢̡̲͇̌͗̀͢͝𝘸α🅢Ꮻ𝚞 ʏ𝕠 [🇮'𝚖 g̷̵̸̡̼̱͎͎̞ͤͬ̅͢͟͞σ𝓃ɴ𝔞 Dēˢ𝕥ᖇ¤¥ 丨✞]
@lennontism Жыл бұрын
i love the use of canine and lycan imagery in your work
part from 4:59 to the end is so perfect, it's just as I imagined when listening to the song... The intense mood suddenly vanish replaced by the birds chirp at beginning again. Love it.
@namelessendless Жыл бұрын
Always loved this song, glad it got a MV.
@DiamondTheFox Жыл бұрын
It's really awesome to see songs that didn't initially get an MV to finally get one. I'm really interested to see what comes next! Maybe my favorite song from Abuseken "Moths and Mayflies" will get a new life! Either way, I love to see anything new regarding Abuseken's music!
@milounyo Жыл бұрын
If it’s from AbuseKen it can only be good, impatient to listent to it on loop
@rainerman3 Жыл бұрын
Stumbled on this by chance and it brought me to tears just from one listen. Not sure why I had such a visceral reaction, but I love it.
@yun6573 Жыл бұрын
殺さない 大好きだったのでこうやって聴けてめちゃくちゃ嬉しいです!!
@r0nium Жыл бұрын
i remember the first time i heard this song, forever one of my favorites
@やふ-z8v Жыл бұрын
神曲確定
@RoyaBova Жыл бұрын
yay finally got an MV! this has been my favourite song in the album
@greythething Жыл бұрын
This somg broke me the first time I heard it, I'm really happy to see some more given to it.
the character looks like the one from "goodbye my country", and the chorus at 3:27 is the one from "that whale is a villain". i don't know if they're actually connected or not, i just like looking for little things
@hellothere9520 Жыл бұрын
Wasn't Goodbye My Country a remaster of Kill? It's definitely connected.
@usoppfangirl8153 Жыл бұрын
@@hellothere9520 yes it was
@usoppfangirl8153 Жыл бұрын
The whole Kharma Adharma album is a collective part of one larger story, I've been theorizing these last two years about the whole story and as of the release of HANAMUKE I pretty much understand the narrative
@hollowfox213 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely enamored with the song and MV, Abuse always makes the best content!
@plume-canape Жыл бұрын
So powerful! I'm used to listen this song since 3 years because it was already on KZbin Music but it's so cool to discover the MV.
Ohhh so this is a remastered version of it, I love the MV!! (: Abuseken never dissapoints!
@killereyes-6271 Жыл бұрын
Wooo! Another one! Let's gooooo
@estrngr Жыл бұрын
LEETTTTTSSSSSSS FUUUCCKINNNGGGG GOOOOOOOOOOOO i love your music so much mr. abu-se-ken :3
@robert-hb9hu Жыл бұрын
NEW ABUSEKEN I REPEAT NEW ABUSEKEN
@piyupiyupiyukoko Жыл бұрын
This is not a new song, this song is from 2019 lol
@robert-hb9hu Жыл бұрын
@@piyupiyupiyukoko ABUSEKEN I REPEAT ABUSEKEN
@kanatahiba Жыл бұрын
It's mv of an old song, but still banger anyway I'm so happy it got visuals now
@malpractical Жыл бұрын
I really like this song and I'm happy it got a music video.
@ETiA Жыл бұрын
最高でした…😭👏🏻✨
@paperpaper6434 Жыл бұрын
One of my favorite songs from the album. I went to ITunes and purchased! So happy to hear the remastered version. Thank you❤
@missymiseryguts Жыл бұрын
I love this sm !! I didn’t know it was an older song that got an MV, but I’m glad I know about it now
@Dobbie1748 Жыл бұрын
I love the way you bring out Miku's voice it's really satisfying ❤❤❤
@mairinsgale Жыл бұрын
Your songs mean so much to me. Thank you for making such amazing content
@Grappleberry Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad this song got a MV! It’s one of my favorites 💗
@melonn__i Жыл бұрын
すきです
@aetmud Жыл бұрын
abuse and vetiver never disappoint
@heronheronhero Жыл бұрын
I'm glad I woke up to this amazing song
@elliot1390 Жыл бұрын
OMG i love this im so happy you gave it a video😢😢❤❤❤❤
@supercoolfriendskelly2884Ай бұрын
one of their most beautiful songs!! This version is amazing!
@Lily-mk7mm Жыл бұрын
I love this song im so happy it got an MV !!!
@hermitsurimi Жыл бұрын
This is one of my all time favorite songs since the first time I heard it, I'm so happy it has an official MV and it's amazing, I love everything about this tha k you so much
@スシ-s6x Жыл бұрын
好き
@kanatahiba Жыл бұрын
Korosanai is my favorite song ever!! I'm so happy with the PV. 💕💕💕💕💕💕
@わっさん-q2m Жыл бұрын
好きです!!!
@Miavoli Жыл бұрын
One of my favorite songs! Such a cool MV with your adorable style! ❤
@チキチキキチ Жыл бұрын
キリストと関係ある曲なのかな?複雑で綺麗だ〜、めっちゃ好きです!
@hearth4days Жыл бұрын
I love this album so much!!
@サメ-h9u Жыл бұрын
今回も大好きです~
@伸ボカロ好き_2 Жыл бұрын
楽しみです!
@oni5307 Жыл бұрын
Love your songs
@たぬきちポン太 Жыл бұрын
私の大好きな曲だぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁ!!!!!!んぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁあ!!!!!!
@cellophane02 Жыл бұрын
I love your songs 🥺💞
@ETiA Жыл бұрын
うおおおお殺さないだー!!!!!!!!
@kaime8267 Жыл бұрын
Omg this is sooo goood 😭😭😭
@syusyu_24 Жыл бұрын
リメイクしか勝たない、最高👍
@_tei02 Жыл бұрын
BIG LOVE
@akiakichan Жыл бұрын
Holy crap that chorus at the end was incredible
@yaserhirer8872 Жыл бұрын
LETS GOOOO
@rendiggietydog Жыл бұрын
tanoshimi!! i'm looking forward!!
@cryingcatperson8312 Жыл бұрын
OH MY GOODD IT GOT A MUSIC VIDEO!!!! ABUSE STRIKES AGAIN
@daff5697 Жыл бұрын
This song finally have its own mv im crying so much 😭😭😭😭😭
@acedia2 Жыл бұрын
cool
@anymosity204 Жыл бұрын
Could someone tell me what's the story of the MV? All I can get is that the guy transforms into some sort of werewolf. Is it connected to the lyrics?
@hotperson Жыл бұрын
I couldn’t definitively tell you, but if you’re interested in figuring it out the song is part of a full album dog/screaming/livestock and it’s a sequel to the first song on it which is kill, and goodbye my country which there’s an mv for on abusekensan’s channel
@kedonobokarotyuudoksya Жыл бұрын
なんか…なんかよくわからんけど…良い…!
@wdjwjdjwjdj Жыл бұрын
the abuseken fandom is thriving reshare if youre a true abuser 😍