default genders - sophie (wren dove lark edit)

appears on "pain mop girl 2020" which you can hear at magicalpessimis...
lyrics //
i had a dream that
one day you showed up
at where i work and you paid
all my student loans off
like it was nothing
oh like it was nothing
i had a dream that
it was the morning
and i wasn't waiting for my iphone
to start ringing
i was just sleeping
oh like it was nothing
today somebody told me they want the old me back
i know, i know, i know - somebody had to hold me back
today somebody told me they want the old me back
i know, i know, i know - nobody who knows me
wants the old me back
i had a dream that
my dress got ripped but
i could just go out on my own and
buy a new one
like it was nothing
oh like it was nothing
i had a dream that
i was fifteen and
i could see everything that
was about to happen
and i could stop it
oh like it was nothing
today somebody told me they want the old me back
i know, i know, i know - somebody had to hold me back
today somebody told me they want the old me back
i know, i know, i now - not even the old me
wants the old me back
it's like you always told me
it's like you always said
once i could feel it starting
there i was at the end
it's like you always told me
it's like you always said
i got my arms around it
that's how you know it's dead
it's like you always told me
it's like you always said
i can't just choose what people
do and do not forget
it's like i always tell you
it's like i always say
baby, i'll always love you
to your eternal shame