Manifesting My Future Man | FULL EPISODE

[@Anarchistpoppy]

I m so happy Anna let go. She chose peace over lifelong stress

[@robertthomas7176]

Collecting cats will help.. you're welcome!

[@lacez3590]

Finally an episode for us brokies

[@kezabel7201]

I know 😂

[@fk6082]

fr 🤣

[@TheAmandaCree]

😂😂😂🩷

[@janemaina1696]

We still didn't get anything 😩 why talk about it at all if you're not wanting to actually share? It makes no sense! I feel an idiot having been invested cause it feels like a game now- so is it genuine? Any of it?

[@kezabel7201]

@@janemaina1696 I agree . Seems As though we are not as important because we don’t pay

[@GymnastBARBIE]

Anna was so ready to let go I love that she knows her worth and finally had the courage to stop settling. It will hurt and she will cry but she will be stronger and find the heart that is meant to love her💕 I pray Mandi finds the strength to do the same one day

[@jasminbrown7180]

Mandi is so intelligent. The way she she speaks about how men think and why they do things and love is so deep

[@mayarise4242]

Mandi is so smart and nobody gives her enough credit!!

[@bubblefun4564]

Wow Anna. First 6 mins and I’m sobbing. These are happy tears for I’ve always thought like you’re saying, the people that love you bring you peace, so no matter how it’s ended all that matters is that you’re free to find that ONE. However it is still raw and early, so feel all your feels because it is mourning that will help you to grow. Sending so much love and hugs to you both ❤❤❤

[@FindingTruthIslam]

I’m Iranian from London, I lived with my ex and we broke up and I’ve been single and living alone for 4 years and honestly couldn’t be happier. I feel like people kill themselves for a relationship so everyone on instagram can see they are ‘loved up’ but in fact are miserable so girl take your time. Living alone is the best thing everrrr, once you live alone you can’t go back. And in those 4 single years, I’ve had many men tell me they love me and want to marry me but I’ve protected my peace first

[@Shugabugababe]

Didn’t expect to cry first thing in the morning lol😂😢

[@ray7222]

right same xd

[@vicau-yeung2712]

He’s not over you babe. Men are just able to act like they are. It taken them longer to process feelings. It’ll bite him on the arse in a few weeks/months. By then you’ll be shining 👑👑💕💕💕💕

[@TheAmandaCree]

Yes they have like a three month delay step. Man’s brain is on factory reset right now but it’s too late and she deserves so much more. 🩷

[@zarabadawy4820]

Anna there is a quote in a book I read a long time ago; ''do not allow the faults of others to make you punish the ones with no fault'' hearing you say youre scared to love someone fully because of how cowsl*ck treated u made me think of that. the next man could genuinely be the one for you and the best thing about you Anna is ur softness. you can let a man hurt u, let him make u cry, but u should never NEVER let someone take ur softness. like ur dad said we are on a road to nowhere and you cannot let your road become hard. love, be empathetic, cry, be soft and open ur heart. that man was ur past don't let his actions affect ur future. - long time listener

[@zarabadawy4820]

also; men are liars. they sit and will tell u they don't give a fuck but I promise u in a couple weeks/months he will come back and say he misses u. please Anna, for urself, for ur future don't take him back when he apologises this time. ''Don't ever let a man tell you he doesnt want you twice.''

[@zarabadawy4820]

im crying ive been watching this podcast since it was that old studio and the camera quality was horrible 🤣im so excited for this new era im so so so so excited u guys don't understand. sisters in the cities this time

[@arolamichelle]

I love this so much. thank you, I needed to read this. I've also had my heart broken, been used and abused in so many ways and the trauma has made me guarded and unable to trust anyone new. I'm in therapy and trying to find my softness again

[@ola3rd]

He does care, he's just pretending not to. Dont let that traumatize you, thats just how guys love to put up a front. In fact wouldn't be surprised if he comes back begging in a couple of months. The key is to NOT take him back!

[@codyluver55218]

So so proud of her closing this chapter. HER man is coming ❤ Also Mandi. You’re gonna be by the pool side not a fools side.. best one liner ever ❤😂

[@thorsdreamgirl]

i feel like the switch up is the “warrior” instinct in some men to just put on a brave face, they’re def crying on their own. there’s honestly some men who are comfy showing their sadness but a lot resort to a cold/indifferent sort of defence mechanism. it’s a lack of emotional maturity

[@thorsdreamgirl]

@@HS-xt2su i’m talking specifically about my exes, some have switched up right after the breakup and acted like they barely knew me. some were open enough to actually say they were upset. so i don’t know why you feel your gender holds weight here….lmfao

[@merielaria]

can't afford to be a patreon girlie rn but im so happy for anna!

[@DD14396]

The episode just started but I had to stop just to say THANK YOU ANNA for being so open and sharing that text with us. It seriously woke me up I'm already thinking how am I letting certain things bother me in life that are not as important as what really matters most. This touched me so much so please know your openness is truly appreciated and I'm sure it's the same for many watching too ❤ x

[@heyeveryone]

We're all on a journey to nowhere is so poetic

[@rebeltaylor7]

Positive nihilism vibes

[@rose0463]

I’ve been watching you guys for well over two years now, before it was visual I listened to this podcast. I subscribed to Patreon as soon as you launched it, although I never use the chat. And I’m here crying with you now, watching you come to such a mature conclusion. We have seen you guys go through such a journey. I’m so so sorry about your dad’s brother. You’re right, these things really make you think and in these times it is clear who shows up for you❤️

[@Sabrina-w5w]

Where is patreon on as in where can I watch from?

[@paulaszulinska]

Similar thing happened to me in a past relationship. Things weren’t going well and we decided to take two weeks without seeing each other (still talk) to get back to a friendly and nice vibe as we’d been arguing loads. This was my idea as I felt something needed to change. Overnight I stopped hearing from him and my number was blocked. The grief, shock and complete confusion I felt about the situation was unreal and took a long time to get over. This was a man who didn’t want to take a break and was crying to me about how much he loved and cared about me. Sadly some men are just cowards and need us to do their dirty work for them. 7 years later I still haven’t heard from him and I’m grateful that he stayed away. Big love to you both, these experiences only make us stronger and help recognise what we want and need from a relationship ❤

[@missmohamed6944]

How long was you with him before the blocking situation? Sorry this happened to you. I can definitely relate on men ghosting & being cowards.

[@mirnasancheztrejo1123]

This truly has helped me with my breakup. I got dumped bc I wanted a ring after 6 years / wanted to move out. Couldn’t give me nothing. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable experience

[@cookiemonsterxxo007]

This is so real and raw and relatable! So rare for today’s content. Keep it up Anna and Mandi ❤ wish you guys so much success!

[@marianevin4784]

I love them but has Mandi forgot all the times Gingerbeard would threaten to not let her use the room sometimes?

[@katebeck6109]

A guy would wife up a girl in 6 months if he really loved her- sorry I don’t think he truly loved Anna at all

[@joshb7326]

a desperate insecure man would but not that man you women are looking for

[@pennymole3728]

I'm only just listening to ep with Maria and heard Anna say she is going through a break up. I have never been so excited for someone to go through this. Anna you are an amazing woman and that boy never deserved you. Live your best life girl friend. Can't wait to listen to this ep.

[@Saranara06]

I’m confused about Mandi’s situation. Hasn’t she been with Gingerbeard for longer? Isn’t she worried that he also has no intentions of proposing? She should have taken a lesson from Anna’s situation and left him too

[@sarausage]

I’m surprised she’s not married us middle easterners get married quick and do everything fast

[@Saranara06]

@@sarausage neither of them follow their culture in any way but they claim they do. If they did they wouldn’t be in long term relationships with these men, living with them and cooking for them before marriage. It’s sad

[@91elizabeta]

One thing to keep in mind for the next relationship, don’t be scared. If they show with their actions not just say things so you’ll know immediately if it’s genuine.

[@riotxdolly]

I'm only an episode in and oh my god, Anna. You have me crying. I remember going through a breakup and my dad just wanted to comfort me and I pushed him away because I was hurt and angry over my ex. Everything you said just struck a chord. I'm glad you had the 'epiphany' (as I like to call it) I had. People say that the ones who let you down the most actually make you learn and realise so much about yourself. The ones who break your heart actually do you a favour by making you realise what truly is important in life. And therefore, you gain a new perspective and realise not to settle for the bare minimum anymore. I'm glad you've come to this realisation. For the record, I am married now to the man of my dreams and have a beautiful little boy 💙💙

[@elgloriea6789]

This episode literally made me cry. I am so proud of you Anna and I’m praying for your healing, for both of you 💗

[@laurenstaffa4892]

The fact you came on and had the courage to speak on what you been through is amazing ❤

[@EmilyKalo-zh2hg]

So sorry for the loss of your uncle, sending all my love to you both and your family xxx 🩷🩷🩷

[@dee1307]

I manifested my dream man 😊 I did the same as Anna, I wrote it all down. Forgot about it and a few years passed by. Then when I least expected it and dipped my toe in the dating water he was there! And all the time I was looking for him in the past he was actually in relationship 😂. My whole list about my dream man came true ! Even down to career and their family relationships, wild. I still think it’s crazy until this day. Your day is coming Anna ❤

[@delilah277]

Unfortunately, I don't think he's switched up overnight. Maybe in what he has said to you, but not in his behavior. I've been watching you guys for over a year now and the arguments you and Cowslick have were very telling that he would 'switch up' like this, because it's not about what he says to you, but what his actions say. I'm obviously not in your relationship, but there have been several signs at least that I've seen as a listener just in the things you have argued over that you have shared with us, and also including why you broke up the first time. Fortunately though -- the bright side -- is that human beings are actually less unpredictable than you think. Personality is actually pretty stable over time and someone's actions are highly telling of not just past behavior, but future behavior. So when you get back into the dating scene, focus less on what they are saying to you and more on their actions. Look for a man with integrity, and a man with real integrity will not have to tell you that he means what he says, but you will see and feel it in how he acts without a doubt.

[@rizzbenamar3524]

my ex was the same as anna, we were together for 2 years and i always wanted more. then i broke up with him 4 weeks ago and i feel a lot better!! stay strong sis

[@A777a.7]

Proud of you girls 🎀

[@mayraz5625]

Such a good episode. I went through a rough breakup, it really is hard mourning the life you thought you'd have. Sending hugs and strength! Everything that's meant for you will be yours

[@Aichaaichbaby]

Listening to this whilst going through similar experiences, we’re with you girl! Your person is out there ❤

[@minkpinkaddict]

Thank you for this Anna! I am going through a similar situation and relate so much. To see you be so strong and okay gives me hope

[@not_rez]

the comment on the frames really made me feel sad, mandi put the pictures up!!!! If a man is willing to hide his real feelings in order to get his friends approval or joke about the pictures i.e the relationship then is he worth your love in private if hes doing up laughter in public? If ur man is surrounded by clowns, hes the circus

[@ola3rd]

💯💯💯

[@vicau-yeung2712]

Only just seen what’s happened with your ex. I’m so sorry you’re going through this but Well done you sweetheart for walking away. 👑👑 I waited for 20x years. They never change. Well done you for knowing your worth 👑👑👑👑

[@ayesha7270]

The U.K. is so small, I didn’t expect to meet my soulmate there and I was right. Moving to Dubai is the best decision you’ll make xx

[@gm9228]

He’s obviously feeling the emotions but putting on a brave face to you

[@Vxoxoxoxo]

Omg this is scary I’ve just gone through the EXACT same situation but I’m now 6 weeks post break up. Anna, trust me it’s going to be so hard but you will thank him in the long run for showing his true colours. These narcissistic men may love you in ways, and it may feel like true love to you and others around you, but they will always love themselves more and we deserve more than that 💪🏻 stay strong and live your best single life now I think you’re going to thrive in Dubai ❤

[@theamberturner]

Omg I'm crying 😢 Thank you for being so vulnerable...I am sure that was hard to share. I'm so emotional now, but so glad you shared ❤

[@Heyyitsameliaaa]

I’m sorry that you’re both going through a hard time. We all love you both so much for your truth and honesty. You’re both beautiful girls and you’ll find the right people, YOUR people😊 Thank you for always keeping it real. Your podcast keeps me smiling🩷

[@RoseDollFaith]

Anna I’m so proud of you

[@melissamariathompson3668]

So in the time you went away He knew he couldn’t give you what you needed in the timeframe you required him to He acted out knowing you left him but he let you go to get what you need His anger was a mask for sadness knowing it was the end ( respect still was needed) Anna I’m a few months older then you and I’ve been a fan always I just got married in Feb . I’ve always loved the bad boys My husband wanted to live together when we met I required him if he was serious to put a ring on or move on . I was dating to marry He did !! And he did everything different to any man before him He is so much like my dad and we laugh always . We do fight but we try always to be respectful because it’s not worth ruining us You will find him !! Set the standard you deserve it !

[@gabbyroldan4858]

Ahnna. The fact you used this break up to finally live your dream of living in Dubai is amazing ! I’m excited for your new journey

[@at.rabiah3625]

Anna is looking her best!! Can’t stop looking at her 😍 beautiful ladies ❤️❤️❤️

[@18kayyy82]

Y’all got me crying my eyes out first thing in the morning

[@sssharif7373]

You guys made me cry. I love you guys so much. I hope Anna gets the man she deserves. She's such a strong girl and inspiring so much of us to level up. Looking forward to you Dubai journey

[@123stargirl456]

Great episode ❤ Anna healing is inspiring!! And yes men that you have described are out there!

[@ebonyrock]

mandi that was beautiful. ‘i want someone to be spiritually entwined with me, i want someone who wants a soul mate. who wants to get closer & closer on a daily basis. we read books together. we discuss things together. we don’t have to agree on everything but there is something between us it’s US two. US TWO against the world’ 😢 ❤

[@gabriellabaia856]

It’s so crazy to hear all your points because my brother exactly all of that. He’s so romantic, he’s very open with his girlfriend, but at the same time he’s respectful, he goes all out for her, he writes her letters. She writes him letters, and my brother is very much a person who is a manly man. He is so strong physically, and mentally, he has his tendencies as a man as all men do in their nature, but when it comes to his girlfriend and his family is kind and respectful and he doesn’t cross those lines at all, he’s so mature for his age and is a true gentleman so I promise Anna there are men out there that are raised right who are still men and are willing to be that protector, but when it comes to their family or their loved ones and girlfriends/lies they let their guard down. You will find him he just have to find the right one and authentically be you.

[@Adam-kh9rb]

muslim men are the best. its simple. our religion preaches this. rest all fail.

[@lilyblossomxxo]

This is a spiritual journey. I am so happy for you Anna! You will get everything and more. ❤😍

[@kateehurford8735]

All the best as you both navigate sisterhood through this next season.

[@raninabe5412]

To answer your question Mandi about how men can change 360 over night is because they were never the person for you to begin with. When you know you know- it’s true. I’m not talking about you thinking this guy is the one-no. You know when you know and you’ll feel it the moment you meet that person. A person who loves will not hurt, envy, or disrespect you. Wish you both the best xoxo

[@Tamzii0121]

FUUUUUUUCK! I CANNOT BELIEVE MY EYES/EARS THIS MORNING 😶 shocked is an understatement!!! I no Anna gonna kick some ass and level up BIG TIME! GWAAAAN ANNA 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@A777a.7]

I’m literally crying I’m soo sorry 💔💔

[@kaleemsworld3181]

Omg Anna no shade but I’m so glad I’m going though this with you, I just broke up with my bf of 2 years and he’s just acted like we wasn’t even together etc and I needed to have someone to be able to I guess relate to at this time and it’s so comforting knowing my fave podcaster will understand exactly how I’m feeling at this time and if you can be this strong and power though so can I ❤

[@GabriellaCullen-uy6zt]

Anna honestly I look up to you!!! You’re absolutely stunning. You have a Heart of gold. You NOW Got the whole world ahead of you. Love you both!!! 💖

[@Leah-yb7ly]

The feelings don’t go away they block them then months or years later they realize what they’ve lost. It’s happened to me everytime 😢

[@naviifra2374]

When was he completely invested? He was always being rude to Anna

[@briannacrosdale7032]

Love this!!! Thanks Mandi & Anna❤

[@sheymam3261]

I’m also going through a breakup right now. Anna you are so brave and you are giving me courage to actually fully move on from my ex. Because it’s time to close that door. Because like you said he means nothing anymore.

[@metagirl2573]

ANNA! I have lived alone since age 18. From Knightsbridge to Dubai. It makes you an old soul 🫶🏼 and travel back to UK frequently for family time, to recharge you ❤. You will have the best of both worlds this way lovely 💓

[@jihanetachi4254]

He switched becauseeeee he sees as she is leaving him, she gave up on him, so basically he sees himself as the victim and that’s why he is being “hateful”

[@Aliyahxx1]

He sounds like a sociopath if can switch like that

[@gabriellapiras3921]

Anna I am really feeling you girl. Going through this myself and its so hard but keep your beautiful head uppp bishhh we got this😜💕 clean hearted always win

[@leannamarie97]

Anna, I really hope you’re ok and thinking of you during this hard time. You have done what’s right for you and will be more and more grateful for this outcome as time goes on. I think with men once they’re done, they’re DONE. It’s scary how they can change emotions literally overnight. Leaves it hard for us to trust how they feel. When you meet the right one, he’ll never give you any doubt. Xx

[@eimearosullivan3004]

Anna I’m so proud of you for making this decision. Don’t beat yourself up that you didn’t leave the first time because you’re coming away with new perspective and it makes you who you are today. You’ll probably find living alone difficult to adjust to at first but I’m sure once you get settled you will absolutely love it. You’re a beautiful, kind and smart woman so I’m sure there’s someone better out there for you. I’ve had that experience in the past where your partner switches up on you out of the blue so I understand how confusing and hurtful it is. Just remember it’s everything to do with them and nothing to do with you. Also you may not be a fan but I would recommend listening to The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived by Taylor Swift as it’s a good break up song for someone who leaves you feeling confused. Sending lots of love and all the best luck in Dubai x

[@MsBabyboe]

I’m at work crying 😭 I love you both so much and pray for Anna’s peace

[@shireen5012]

I know the feeling of snapping at your parents, this made me tear up 😢 I’m In the same position as Anna. I’m done being a ride or die. I stayed till the last moment but when it got hard for him he left instead Of fighting

[@MajaStryjak-i3o]

Anna.. your glowing! Something different about you, you look free and I’m so happy for you

[@ancientgirl-999]

I want him to not be afraid to love me, to love me and that the risk of being vulnerable is WORTH IT for the love he feels. I feel men are so immersed in toxic masculinity that the risk of being seen as weak or losing is what they avoid n reject at all costs. I want him to have the maturity past that.

[@felixkyriakou4383]

Mandi looks so pretty crying lol

[@Leyaa27]

About the end where you say you might not want to get close to your new bfs mother - I’d say that life is about experiencing a range of emotions If we didn’t go through sadness then we wouldn’t value happiness as much. Don’t restrict yourself go through it again be yourself don’t stop it because in the future if all things work out god willing then you might be upset like I wish we had gotten close at the start but i was too worried about being hurt. Think in the moment. Of course protect ur self but dont over protect where it stops you from experiencing. Don’t be scared of feeling your emotions. The hurt you feel now from ur ex is proof that your love was truthful you made wonderful memories now on to the next. Like your dad said life is a journey to nowhere so don’t take it so seriously. It can be frightening wondering and thinking all night what if I dont find someone but if you step back and think regardless your life will go on and if you’re meant to find someone all this worrying will not speed up the process. It will find you.

[@naviifra2374]

Doesn’t make sense to have major updates only on Patreon

[@SE78674]

Love this episode! Been listening to y’all from the first episode & it never seemed like your ex was the one Anna. You’ll definitely find someone who loves you & appreciates you! For recording the podcast from Dubai together, you guys can always record via Zoom/Skype with split screen so you won’t have to always prerecord

[@imaan2612]

Shows the importance of respecting your parents in the first part. Imagine if you slamming the door was the last time you saw your dad

[@syedamona3940]

Put good communicator on list because this is rarest most high value quality ever

[@KariMay_]

aw I seriously love you guys man. this was a very healing listen/watch for me

[@DemiPapaDemzoxo]

I hope you take this time to heal beautiful girl! God has a plan for all and it’s your time to shine now ❤

[@Y95]

So proud of Anna ❤

[@Leah-yb7ly]

So excited for your next chapter Anna, love you girlxx

[@maslove9503]

Im going thru a breakup aswell! I love your list! Don’t give up on love you’ll understand why when you meet the right one 💗

[@theeyesurgeon_396]

Omg Anna I’m so proud of you for not settling ! But what’s going to happen to the podcast 😢!

[@ruksanabee44]

Sending you both love, light and prayers ❤

[@Youtubeisdecent]

If Anna goes to Dubai what's gonna happen to the podcast

[@AlizahMa]

I can definitely relate to how men can switch just like that as the same thing happened to me. And the only way I moved on was accepting that he didn’t switch his personality/change this was him the whole time he just disguised it Anyway Anna you deserve the world and I hope you get it and more ❤

[@niktaasadollahi4673]

❤❤love u guys. proud of u Anna!

[@jennysmith9593]

I love these guys and they both always deserve better men . I think Mandi should move to Dubai with Anna too and leave her man 🙈

[@sonicdash1498]

In tears first thing in the morning 😢 Men are not with our tears, family is everything ❤ I don’t know you personally but I feel I do and I relate so much to Keep your head held high your worth so much more than a dumb guy that doesn’t see what he had

[@felixkyriakou4383]

Mandi smart asf

[@ranz.6411]

If Anna moves to dubai, how will we get these podcasts that I look forward to every week :(

[@dee1307]

😢

[@PoppyBeard-d8w]

I had a relationship of 6 months and it was going great but then he switched in a day, he suddenly stopped replying then said he needed space.. then suddenly was with another girl without breaking it off with me. It makes you think whether it was even real, like was everything he said to me true? How can you move on so fast and act like i was nothing? It makes you think about everything they said and whether it was a lie. It really is traumatising.

[@user-ds9vh9zi2q]

Just joined Patreon, updated till the most recent vid and now this ! Lovely timinggggggg x

[@thesweetestbear]

so proud of you anna

[@yemisi480]

Mandi is my girl!!!!!! She alwaysss cracks me up xo

[@Bananachan289]

Mandi come on it’s your turn now

[@A777a.7]

I’m soo proud of you xxx

[@yemisi480]

Also my condolences to your dad and your family 🕊️

[@squarerootof82636]

Damn we deserve to be able to know what happened. I dont understand why you’ll only talk about everything on patreon and give us crumbs.. I’m so happy you left cowslick though and Mandi… UR NEXT PLZ

[@katebeck6109]

No for real at this point might as well just do patreon if your doing this half assed

[@GymnastBARBIE]

Very true. The authenticity of the podcast has changed because of their boyfriends- they no longer are raw and only care about money

[@susu2932]

@@GymnastBARBIEPatreon is for the loyal listeners and literally costs cheaper than a coffee .

[@Bunnydelacroix]

You don’t deserve to know anything about anyone’s life that they don’t wish to share with you, whether they are in the public eye or not. You don’t know these girls, you just watch them online, their lives are ultimately their own to share with us whatever they want and whatever they don’t want is completely valid. Parasocial relationships are insane.

[@mayswrld2266]

@@GymnastBARBIEthat was such a lame statement

[@nowwhat1434]

This was a great episode. Everything will work out. I don’t understand the Dubai thing but it’s probably because I’m American.