I been tryna pave my way N escape from all this darkness, Ever since I was a lil kid From a young age, I been tryna find a way, To make a change Start fresh Turn a new slate Write a new page N Do my best To find my own way Move on from the past N escape from All this dark shit (Yh) I’m really tryna break away From all dis shit Dat I been stuck wiv Corrupting my mind N this life Holding me back N pulling me down To the ground Wiv it (Shit) I Really feel like I been living In a fucking nightmare (I swear) Cah it’s true I’ve been Surrounded By Soo many enemies Negativity Too much jealousy N shit Overcrowding My life No lie Swear down I’ve been Surrounded by it Feel like Im fucking suffocating Like I’m drowning in it N this shits Really making me sick It’s testing my patience Feel like I’m constantly being Judged N tested By Satan Everyday that I live Like I’m Fucking constantly Haunted By all of it N I Can’t lie This shits daunting When I reminisce It’s fucked Trust Cah Past times In this life That I’ve lived Have really had me Feeling fucked up Fucking Stuck N feeling vulnerable To bad luck Like an easy target To hit But fuck it N fuck luck Cah it is what it is N now I’m grafting Till I make a change Can’t give up Won’t give in Nah Never Fully on my grind 365 days Forever Not stopping Till I escape from all this past shit, No pressure Can’t hesitate Gotta Break away From all these bad memories That’s been stuck with me Till I’m past it, N I’m Seeing better days That’s right I’m putting time To the grind Till I’m living different Really praying n wishing For guidance n forgiveness God please Let me Light this life up Wid light Till I shine bright Like an Icey diamond glistens Listen Can’t lie man This life’s been deep, Shits been hard n peak, think I got ptsd, from the trauma, N All these memories Wasted time N chances Regrets All the stress From da way I let it be Believe All that broken hearted shit More time Couldn’t breathe Feeling broken N weak Thinking back It’s mad Can’t lie This shit really makes my knees Feel weak Believe But fuck it I ain’t letting it win I’m rising up Like the sun Till I’m on top Up and above Shining down To the ground On the throne With my crown N feeling like a king That’s right Imma earn it Like I deserve it Gotta make it worth it Till I win N I’m feeling like a fucking king