Mass Making - Easy Pocket Booklets from 1 Sheet of Paper- wk 176

[@lisamendoza-rodriguez1968]

Sweet Tina, you are so amazing! What you do(getting on KZbin and sharing your creativity is amazing!) You are the first Artist I started watching. I know we have never met but you truly hold a special place in my heart. In 2019 my middle son passed on. He was 25 years old. I too know how it feels to have anxiety, depression and it can be depleting and debilitating. When I found you on KZbin and started watching you, I felt joy and it was amazing to me that I could follow along and make something beautiful(which feels so good!)Of course I don’t make it as beautiful but attempting to make what you have shared has truly lifted me up! I just want you to know. Thank you for all that you do! Blessings to you and your family.❤️🦋❤️🦋… I hope and pray that your daughter is feeling better.🙏🏽💕🙏🏽🫶🏽🦋 Oh my… I meant to tell you that I love the beautiful pocket booklets! Absolutely beautiful!

[@robinmentzer7974]

Tina, the pockets with your lovely papers turned out very pretty. The decorated one is beautiful. I Like all the variations by simply folding them a different way. So glad your mom is feeling better and you will be amazed at how fast her recovery will go. I don't suffer from anxiety but my daughter does and I worry about her, it will come out of the blude for her too. Hope you are feeling much better now. Take care of yourself that is important as well.

[@sherryliberto6749]

Big big hugs to you sweetie. Have a super fantastic day 💗 Sending love and big hugs Sherry

[@lindahurlock-sewoneofakind6155]

These are such cute little pocket booklets. Hugs 😊😊😊😊

[@lisamoseley9914]

Oh, Tina! I can so relate with the anxiety! All of us Mothers must suffer from it at SOME point, if not at MANY points, of our lives! You're so talented! I will be praying for you and your family! You DO bring so much inspiration to my crafting life! I so appreciate all you do! I wish I could help you earn more on this channel! PLEASE ask everyone to give you a thumbs up! You would so benefit! You offer SOOOO much to your audience. It's great to be humble, but you DESERVE the rewards! Love ya'! and Keep on crafting!🤗🤗🤗

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Lisa, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate your kindness and support. Yes, all us moms have such a lot on our plates don’t we? I really must start asking for the thumbs up and just get past the awkwardness I feel xx

[@juliemonroe105]

Hi Tina, your kits just get better & better. Is it possible to pay you to print kits? Love these pockets. Your little doggy, just becomes more endearing. I so hope you get to keep her. So thrilled to hear your mum is looking so great & feeling so much better. That's such great news. Would love you to go live for crafty chat or live with a craft with me. We all just adore you so much. You could tell us more about how you got started in crafting & just more of getting to know you more. Crafty hugs, Julie

[@DeniseS-6867]

Hello Tina, just love these pocket booklets, they are beautiful, just love the papers you used. TFS

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Denise xx

[@daisyfieldparrks9320]

I LLLLOOOOVVVEEE your papers, especially the french papers. Loved this project. Prayers up for Michelle.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Michelle xx

[@margieryne6220]

Hi, Tina, I understand completely, I’m on medication for anxiety & depression because I have a chemical imbalance in my brain & have struggled all my life with it! I live my life very differently from other people because it’s very difficult for me to go places! Happy to hear your Mum is doing so much better, that is great news! I have a fur baby that loves to be covered up & one who hates to be covered! So sorry to hear your daughter is sick, pray she gets well quickly! Yes, divorce messes up a lot of things in your life! Happy you found someone you can talk paper crafting with! Enjoyed your chat this morning while I worked on a card! It is icy weather here today! Stay safe & TFS! Hugs!🙏🏻❤️

[@lenawarelius4195]

Love this pockets 😍 sending lots of love to all that need it❤ the first February is the day when all the pricees on food goes up in Norway. So I gues this is a great time to go on a diet😅 -1.0 and a tonn of snow has fell down from the sky the last cuppel of days in Arctic Norway 😍 Thanks for sharing 🙏🙌🌼🌺🏵🌻🌹

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Yes, definitely the time to go on a diet then……lol! Enjoy the snow, I am sure it must be looking super pretty. Lots of love to you Lena xx

[@gloriaskipper1691]

It’s so exciting that you met another paper crafter!!👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻I don’t know anyone who paper crafts either. My daughter is crafty but paper isn’t her thing. I guess that’s why I spend so much time on KZbin!😂 Anxiety? Yes! I once momentarily forgot how to use my clothes dryer!🙄 So annoying!! Looking back it’s a bit funny but at the time I remember wondering if I’d had a small stroke!

[@laurettechandlerthevintage3022]

I love those pockets and forgot about them, so happy you did them again! I adore that pink pocket, really beautiful🌸💖🌸! I suffer from anxiety as well off and on and especially since the passing of my young son in law and waiting for the results of the tests on my heart. Last year was so difficult it left me an anxious mess and it has taken a toll on my memory as well so I understand how you are feeling. Try to rest more and take time for yourself when you can. Take care. Hugs! 🤗💖🌸

[@cherylemery8594]

Oh Tina, I love these. I remember making them the first time around. lol. Keeping you in my prayers.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Cheryl xx

[@elviadestefano429]

Tina, love the pockets … just purchase a couple of kits … anxiety I have had my share through the years and it can send you to bed … but know it won’t last, things straighten out and you’ll be yourself again ♥ love hearing about your pup I bet she’s adorable, we had two sausage dogs … they were the most loving little things ever and yes always burrowing … enjoy her … ♥ Elvia

[@clairegagne6906]

These are cute Tina & certainly would look great in a journal or just as little something extra in a greeting card. Be well, be safe & TYFS

[@margaretgoertz8751]

I just realized you have over 45k following. That is amazing. So happy others are viewing your creative projects you share!! Thank you for all you create with your followers in mind.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Margaret, I can’t quite believe that number! It’s a surreal feeling. I appreciate your support so very much xx

[@judymanuel227]

I totally understand the suffering from anxiety! Sometimes it just hits me out of the blue and don’t even know where it came from. I am sending prayers your way. On the plus side, pets can have wonderful calming effects. We have always had dachshunds and they are complete rascals! Lol! The more blankets the better! So happy you have met a fellow crafter. No one I know crafts either…I don’t even bother with the phrase “junk journal!”LOL Wishing you all the best, thanks for sharing!❤

[@sweetbaylaurelemporium4698]

awe i could hear little Bo. ❤ She is so cute ❤❤❤

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

She is such a sweetie, we just love her x

[@CraftroomStories]

I forgot about these pockets. I love them! Your new kits are gorgeous. I was just stalking your Etsy shop today. Lol. Most of the kits I have are yours. Your style is just right up my street. I would love to hear how you came up with the name Shabbydabbydoodah. I also have no one to craft with. My sister who crafts lives in Tennessee and I live in Oklahoma. So we craft together on Facebook. I am so sorry for the anxiety you have been dealing with. Divorce is hard, especially when you share kids. I pray for you. So glad your mom is better.

[@karenbelbin6790]

Hi Tina love these pockets definitely going to make some of these. Please as i’ve said before take care of you, i for one feel that you are a friend and pray for you to be able to reach an end to the separation/ divorce settlements and be free to move on with your life. Anxiety is a terrible thing and you need to do what you need to do to get through it. If thats going to bed then just do it. Sending extra hugs and love and prayers love me ( Karen ) xx💕💕😘😘

[@Sundies_Art]

That is so great that you were able to meet a fellow crafter. It is so important to connect with others. I am also very isolated and don't get out to meet other crafters. I do work outside the home a couple of days a week, but no one in my work group do much in the way of art or crafting. Thank you as well for sharing your experience with the anxiety, you are not alone. I am seeking help but getting a doctor appointment is much more difficult than it used to be. Love these little pockets and will definitely be giving them a try.

[@Tattytreasure]

My daughter has had a awful cough for weeks aswell. Yes I totally get that where you can't even remember how things work, your mind just goes but it's to be expected with all your finance matters 💐 I can't believe your mum is out and about so soon that's marvelous. Take care 💐 Yes I love how you do frilly but I can't pull that off same as I love colours but I'm better working with neutral 👍

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Those coughs, so many people have them at the moment don’t they? I know, I can’t believe how quickly my mum is up and about, I love your style so much xxx

[@joyfreeman9962]

Such cute pockets. Love the new kits as well. Would you be willing to do collections of pretty stripes and another for polka dots? I love the browns, pinks, etc with polka dots, but I can’t ever find papers like that. I’m so sorry you’ve been so stressed lately, my heart goes out to you and I pray things will be fully resolved in the most helpful way for you and your family as quickly as possible. I can certainly relate to your anxiety issues. Wishing you well. Sending hugs. Also sending well wishes to Michelle. ❤

[@mariebevan3034]

Love these pockets Tina and your beautiful new kits, sorry to hear you’re not feeling well, I’m on a low dose tablet for anxiety and I think it helps, it makes you able to cope better with your worries. Your beautiful little doggie will help you too. Love Marie.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Marie, and for sharing your experience, the medication really does help doesn’t it? X

[@mariebevan3034]

@@shabbydabbydoodah yes it does and thank you always for your replies. Xx

[@LYLOCrafts]

Love these easy pockets!

[@I_am_Michelle]

I too have severe anxiety so I can understand how you can just be there with no wits about you. I am glad to see you were feeling a bit better today. I hope you continue to improve. I am so glad to hear your mum is doing well. Have a fabulous week my dear. Love, Mx

[@linette146]

Everything you do looks amazing!

[@tonyashatley5040]

What cute pockets! Yours are so lovely as all your projects! So glad to hear your mom is continuing to get better! Hope your daughter is better soon! There’s SO much going around it’s crazy! So fun you met another paper craft in person!!! 💜

[@prof.mommyarty]

Oh I totally forgot about these! Yes I've reversed them and wrapped around a page. Oh sweetheart, yes anxiety can be crippling and just hit over seemingly daft things. It's a delay thing I think. I get what they call fibro fog (from fibromyalgia) and it's true, it's like all the information in your head is inaccessible. It's a neurological misfire! Luckily I'm in the house mostly and my lot are used to that bit. I hope you're ok 🤗🤗🤗. Hopefully I'll have the kit this week! Oh the flower fairies look beautiful 😍. I'm pleased your Mum is mobile, that's a great sign! The weight will be lifted off her now. I know how draining constant pain is. I hope you're also out the other side as soon as possible 🤗. Medicine is amazing now. Lol a lazy dog is great 😄. Lol you've got a new bed warmer🙊. Yes we get invested in our online friends. How lovely meeting another paper crafter, my mother in law now makes cards so I have her now so I have her to chat with, it's so nice isn't it? Oh check your daughter for other strep A symptoms like a rash. The heater's not annoying, it's quite soothing. Beau is obviously right at home now, I hope she gets to stay. My Gran had flocked damask wallpaper when I was little 🙊.. I'm the same with the botanicals🙈 and adore architecture and gallery looks. I know, February already, I'll just finish my sort out in time 🙈. Lol flabbergasted is a splendid word! Ah how lovely is Michelle? Oh cancer is so cruel, I hope she wins her battle! Wow that hour whizzed past! Tfs and have a great day 💖💖💖

[@estelleloye8043]

PS a collection of cherubs or fairies would be fun🌻

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you Estelle, I will see what I can do xx

[@jacquelineremus8674]

Love love love these....made a bunch! Thank you. Im going through some pretty awful stuff right now also and I just pray that it passes and I can be restored to my normal self so I understand how you feel. I throw myself into crafting to keep my mind busy and off the bad stuff!

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Oh Jacqueline I am so sorry to hear that you are also going through some pretty awful stuff right now too. It really does drain you and rob you of your energy, your ability to concentrate and your personality doesn’t it? Crafting is a good distraction, we are lucky we have that. I will be keeping you in my thoughts, sending you lots of love and hoping that you get through it all really soon 🥰 xx

[@wandabaldwin2479]

thank you so much for the wonderful Ideas. love them.

[@kathmcmillen3217]

Hello Tina! I do know how you feel. Anxiety is kicking my butt. Grief is a horrible thing to try to deal with. I'm just now taking interest in crafting again and I plan to make a pile of these! Love you girl and I think of you often. Hang in there :) Hugs.....

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Kath. So sorry that you’re struggling with anxiety at the moment too. Sorry for your loss also, the grieving process really does take time doesn’t it? Lots of love to you, take care of yourself xxx

[@patriciamason9884]

I really like these pockets, Tina! They are very versatile with so many pockets! Your Digi kits are so awesome. Love the brilliant colors! I still have not gotten my printer working yet or I would have been printing oodles of them. Having the right paper is half the battle. Thank you for sharing and all your inspiration Tina. Your one of my favorite channels. Hugs to you and Bo. 🤗💕She is so cute!

[@mrsdscraftdesk]

So sorry about your anxiety and life issues getting you down. Prayers and happy thoughts heading across the pond for you and your kiddos. Don’t ever worry that you have to apologize to us- you’re so amazingly artistic that even the ones you dislike are gorgeous!

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much, I can’t tell you how much your kindness means xx

[@karensumner3772]

HI TINA-WONDERFUL CRAFTING VIDEO-GLAD YOUR MOM IS DOING WELL-TFS-HUGS/BESSINGS

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Karen, and for your thoughts to my mum. Lots of love to you xx

[@reneehoup9312]

Tina - I can relate to your anxiety. You are not alone on the brain fog. Your videos are very helpful with my anxiety much more than you may know,. Beautiful papers as well!

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Renee and it really means a lot that my videos help with your anxiety xx

[@bewoodford2807]

Love this mass make. Absolutely fantastic abd gogeous papers. Thank you. You are not alone- re forgetting something. A year or so ago, I couldn't remember how to use the microwave. At the time i was suffering with severe anxiety so it must have been that. It hasn't happened again since, thank goodness- so frightening. I never told my husband - so embarrassing! Hugs xx

[@joannepeyton1654]

Please don’t ever be embarrassed. I actually tell my husband things so he can keep an eye on me. So glad you haven’t had it happen again. 💜

[@ThelmaGrace1930]

Tina, I am enjoying watching you craft, and I finally broke down and purchased a couple of things from your shop after seeing the Fun with Photos videos. Having them printed out tomorrow. Anxiety. Raise your hand if you suffer with anxiety.🙋‍♀️✋️ I'd like to say that I've overcome it. But in reality, I stay away from grocery shopping. My husband enjoys it, thankfully. That's so cute about your pup + yay for meeting a paper crafter!

[@jeanneblondewomanstamping9788]

Fun mass make, and the one you made out of the black cherry damask print is gorgeous!! Suuuuper yummy. …. And you’re not the first to have issues with those pay trollies/carts! I avoid them like the plague! Luckily they’re not too popular at markets here in the U.S. 🤣

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Haha, honestly I just couldn’t believe it, I had a complete blank as to how to put the trolley back! Yes maybe I should start avoiding them too 🤔 xx

[@floskywalker6220]

Got my first roll of lace ever and it is literally a crafting game changer oh my goodness. So of course now I'm looking for every excuse to use it, and look at that? More to craft. It's gonna be great

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Yay, lace! It’s just soooooo addictive isn’t it? Xx

[@sew_april]

I totally understand the severe anxiety! I actually talked about it in my last video. I had to get back on medication because I was living in that fog for months! I wasn't sleeping and I would do things like that all the time! also stress with my daughter who was pregnant 18 hours away(she had the baby😍) and my husband's health has been difficult! But it'll be ok! Glad you're doing better! Btw I'm new here looove those papers!😍❤

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

It’s so debilitating isn’t it? And the brain fog is justified appalling at times. I do take medication, but maybe I need to increase my dose 🤷🏼‍♀️. So pleased that your daughters had the baby and all ok, and that your husband is going to be ok too xx

[@sew_april]

@@shabbydabbydoodah I'm not a dr... but maybe talk to your dr? And yes the fog is real! Also I'm loving these videos of yours!! The shabby chic & vintage ladies are gorgeous!! I haven't been into paper crafts like the junk journaling before so I'm buying everything right now, is sooo exciting!! You have amazing ideas!❤

[@bernicechiniborch2600]

Love these and your instructions are great! Thanks🇨🇦

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Bernice xx

[@bettylongshore9594]

These pockets are GREAT!!!! I think you have hit a treasure trove here!!!!

[@saundrabusch4452]

I have anxiety and that’s why I scrapbook…it helps me not think about things happening in my life

[@estelleloye8043]

I have anxiety too and have been recovering from multiple traumatic episodes. Remember your self care and commune with nature to get peace and grounding. My heart goes out to you. ❤️🌻

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Estelle, I am so sorry to hear that you are also a sufferer of anxiety, it really is very tough isn’t it? You’re right, being out in nature really does help. Sending lots of love to you xx

[@cheryldouglas234]

Gorgeous project! I was a card maker for 5 years, then I came upon some junk journaling videos on U tube and I’ve been fascinated with this type of paper crafting. I love your channel,so sorry for your anxiety, I have issues with anxiety and depression. I pray you get better and can resolve your personal problems quickly. Love that you have a little doggie to brighten your days. My pug is my little ray of sunshine. Take care and God bless. ❤️❤️❤️❤️😊

[@jbresslin]

Yes. I feel like I’ve gotten to know U. I don’t think I would ever leave this channel.

[@karinroloff4562]

Good to know...simple and easy.........😻

[@maritalabuschagne9837]

Brilliant

[@julielakey594]

I love these so fun and easy to make. Thanks for sharing. I too suffer with anxiety so I do understand how you feel and I hope you feel better . I am so glad to hear your Mom is doing well that is wonderful. I just want you to know how much I love watching your videos so inspiring ❤️

[@Kayenne54]

21:18 Fatigue (not sleeping well), anxiety, and dehydration. When we're rushing about, maybe having to talk to lots of people, we can become dehydrated on top of everything, and it will affect memory and thinking. Also low blood sugar if eating in a rush or only picking at food. This combo isn't good for driving either. Take good care of you, and thank you for sharing the method for these booklets, very useful.

[@ann-marietame8224]

Anxiety is one of the worse things... It totally runs my life. I've done the exactly the same thong as you with the shopping trolley. My son put his quite expensive man. United hat next to the coffee machine and instead of pouring milk into the coffee, i poured it into my sons hat... Ive bought your new paper collections and they are absolutely beautiful xx everything will calm down for you.. I don't know how things are going for you regards to your divorce and house, but honestly tina, nothing is worth suffering like this, but happiness and love is all that matters xz

[@hollylapinski3328]

Flabbergasted is a truly awesome word!!! I'm committed to mass make with you AND do Rachel's challenges so I can get a bunch of things ready for journals. I am having issues with getting printer ink, similar to your past challenges. Luckily I printed out several of your kits last year when I purchased them so I pulled them out today and trimmed the white off (yes, it's supposed to print borderless). Thank you again for all you do!!! 😊💜

[@janicestevens8469]

Anxiety - I know it well! We all have concerns about the world we live in, family, relationships, health, work, money, appointments, cooking, and 100 other things going on during our day, so it’s not a surprise that we forget the simplest things. I think we need to slow down a bit and give ourselves a break. We would tell a friend that it’s ok and that things will be ok. We need to be kind to ourselves too. 🌸 💐 🌺 🌼🌷

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

You’re so right Janice, life is so hectic and we just have such a lot on our plates don’t we? If only we could just take a step back and slow down. Yes it’s strange how we can’t seem to find the kindness and compassion for ourselves isn’t it xx

[@Julie-ht3ph]

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[@pshandmade]

These would be cute with pockets folded to outside and the piece put over the side edge of page and glued on 3 sides on each side of page to form an additional pocket on each side. A page not full width of album may work best but mat be a cute use for them. Hope this makes sense. I can relate to your anxiety issues. I have been suffering terribly this year. ❤

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Great suggestion and description, thank you for sharing. Sending love for you with your anxiety, it really can be so debilitating can’t it? X

[@pshandmade]

@@shabbydabbydoodah glad I described my idea well enough for you to understand. Yes I spent 5 months crippled by my anxiety. Only meds got me out of it. Still issuesbut liveable at least. I pray for you and your family each day. You have become a friend by my side each day .....here for me and sharing inspiration and sparking my creativity again! ❤️

[@4theluvofpaper66]

I would love to see a series of organizing your desk. ❤😊

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Coming up x

[@nanascraftingcottage3620]

I, too, suffer from anxiety and know exactly what you are saying. There are times my brain just plain shuts down and I can't figure anything out. My hubby and I take care of my Mom with Dementia and things are getting harder and harder each day. Your videos save me!!!😘

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much for sharing that you also suffer with anxiety, it really can be so debilitating can’t it? I am sorry to hear about your Mom, it must be very difficult for you all, I am thrilled that my videos bring a little bit of light relief in amongst it xx

[@nanascraftingcottage3620]

@@shabbydabbydoodah they definitely do! Thank you for your kind words!!! ❤️❤️

[@diannechapa5097]

My anxiety and stress are triggering migraines right now. Understand anxiety all too well. At a gas station totally blanked couldn’t find enter button. Face palm later of course. Say hi to your mom. My hip replacement was 5 years ago and I can hardly remember the pain now. Feel better, Tina.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much for your kindness, and for your remembering my mum, sending you lots of love for your anxiety too xx

[@lynnmartin5141]

I do know how you feel as you know ,well if you are like me you have forgotten, as a sufferer we always have so many things to remember and I had a similar experience when I had to use a laundrette, luckily my sister was with me I was shaking and hot and couldn’t even see how to put the powder in then the money, I was crying and making a complete fool of myself but my sister sat me down with a cuppa and the next time I went I was fine… brain fogs and anxiety are terrible but if you can when you feel a bit better, write your worries down it can often make you feel better. Take care. Love always Xx oops sorry love the pockets, I’m terrible I really can’t retain any information, I forget everything. I have a writing book, but I’m always losing the book.lol! Xx😁❤

[@linette146]

Beautiful. Thank you for sharing your process of making them.

[@suzannefred1937]

I have anxiety and suffer from it too I really understand When you have such stress going on then brain goes blank 💜 💜💜💜🥰🥰🥰

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

You’re so right, the brain can only do so much can’t it? Lots of love to you, take care of yourself xx

[@suzannefred1937]

@@shabbydabbydoodah 🙏🏽🥰🥰💜💜

[@MarinaTheJournalingGypsy]

Hi Tina, My thoughts are with you. The anxiety scourge took over my life in about 1996. When it hits it seems to take over all the functionality of your brain. Thanks for the lovely videos you put out for all of us. Sending strength. Look after yourself.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Marina, lots of love to you, it really is a debilitating thing to deal with isn’t it? X

[@MarinaTheJournalingGypsy]

Absolutely.

[@jbresslin]

Yes Tina I have Anxiety. I’ve left places. With carts. N have to go home! I do take meds. Which helps. But. It’s very real. N going to bed I get it!!!

[@susangazawaypapercrafting3749]

These are beautiful!😊

[@glynismccartneyintricatesc5281]

❄️❤️❄️🇨🇦

[@vanessathomas5644]

You’re a Sweetheart ❤☕️☕️I’m a New Subscriber 👍🏾

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much and welcome to my channel xx

[@cherylshideler65]

Can we see your new puppy? Please!

[@theresaconway-hayes]

Are you using art glitter glue in the bottle?

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

No, I always use Anita’s Tacky glue x

[@sandyharris8767]

can you tell me how to paint magazine pages could not find in the play list thank you

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

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[@sandyharris8767]

@@shabbydabbydoodah thank you so much

[@vickymargiotta425]

Don’t apologize, divorce is very stressful. I’ve been through it myself. It was not fun. So, I totally understand how you feel. Please take care of yourself and try to find something to relieve the stress.

[@shabbydabbydoodah]

Thank you so much Vicky, I really appreciate you sharing that you have been there too. It definitely takes it’s toll on you doesn’t it? X