Rungs in a Ladder: Jacob Bannon of Converge Documentary (Official)

[@KamikazeDreamer]

Bannon has had a major influence on me and my life. I've had some severe psychological struggles in my time and over the past few years it's been nearly unbearable.The better half of the past decade has been an ongoing battle with depression and at my lowest point a battle against suicidal ideation and general self hatred. I was a man filled with insecurity, anger, sadness, and an inability to deal with a life and a world that was changing constantly around me. It was a seemingly losing battle against my own inner demons, my own vices, between myself as a whole. It wasn't until I watched that that things began to change for me for the better. The idea that someone who dealt with similar struggles was able to turn it all into beauty and his own definition of art without needing approval from anyone but themselves was very inspiring. For the first time in my life, despite love and support from friends and family, it wasn't until this that I felt that someone really understood what I was going through. Thank you Jacob Bannon for dragging me out of a dark place and inspiring me to keep going, to create some beauty of my own, and to leave my positive mark on the world and thank you to all involved in the production of this documentary. You all may have saved my life whether you realize it or not. I'm off to make my mark on this world

[@Kurtzwar]

+JeRkEy952 This post just made my year. Seriously. I am so glad that my film had made such an impression on you.

[@KamikazeDreamer]

I'm honestly really glad that you made it! Keep up the fantastic work man!

[@skadude113]

You're comment is heavy dude so i'll try to respond to is as best I can...everyone has their battles...I'm still young but if i've learned anything it's that you need to respect those battles... everyone is entitled to that. that's what not only music, but this band has taught me to be as open as can be and that these songs stand for so many emotions; anger, happiness, aggression, hate...but that it helps (at least myself) turn it into a positive feeling. I hope you're doing well dude, this band stands for so much more than simply music.

[@willpowerbroken]

This is seriously beautiful, so proud of you. The whole Jacob Bannon persona is an emerald gift to us in a way. I've been struggling with clinical depression myself and even if I can't promise myself right now that it's going to be alright, that I've become a better person, that it won't get worse in a matter of time, the music of Converge still makes me feel this spiritual unity that goes beyond the distance between all of us. It's something about those lyrics of Jacob's that make so much sense and calm you. Some of us will never rest and no matter how other people see this struggle, I will always know that as long Jacob and those who became one with Converge are alive, we will keep our teeth clenched to move forward in this life.

[@Therealbackslabbath]

KamikazeDreamer All these comments just make me feel so glad to have never had to go through depression myself. I’ve been around it a lot, my Mum and some of my close friends struggle with it severely. This film for me served as a reminder of how fortunate I am and how I will always try my best to lift up the people near to me who can’t do it themselves. You guys are truly fighting and I hope you KEEP fighting hard to get to a positive place.

[@joeyclemenza7339]

This band is my mantra, and this man is my hero.... believe it or not, their music helps me achieve peace by cathartically purging everything toxic in my life. I wouldn't be alive today without this man.

[@briandonahue3663]

I used to Tattoo Jacob when he was 18.i still have the Converge cassette tapes he gave me! And if I'm not wrong.my band Afterbirth from Lawrence mass was Jacob's first show! Glad to see he strived in his art! This kid/guy to me was a Real go getter!

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

Thats wild! Thanks for checking out the doc. If you are interested in parting with those tapes let me know.

[@jaredburke7461]

Interesting and very cool to hear: To me, being just a bit younger(42 soon) I always wondered what drove Jake to tattoos at such a young age, and in a time where it wasn’t as widely seen or accepted. Even in the hardcore scene. Really just saw it around hardcore punk, bikers and some folks I had met out of prison. Especially having sleeves or things below the elbow. I really admired it and at the same time there was some danger and fear in it. My parents just beat it into my that they didn’t understand tattoos or my friends that had them so I didn’t follow suit. Even though I wanted to so bad. I wish I had just rejected the stigmas back then and did it. But I remember him being one of the first people I saw in the 90’s really covered and just knew I’d never look back at this scene and music. I have always wanted to ask him about his early tattoos. Wouldn’t even touch the converge questions he’s been asked 4000 times. Thanks for positing!

[@ninjosolo1624]

one of my all time favorite bands for life. ill be 80 and still jamming their stuff.

[@theriffnotebook8412]

ninjo solo Us oldie metal heads are gonna tear up those nursing homes!

[@evanlundgren3039]

100% Ninjo solo, fuck yes! Hahah 🖤🤘🏻

[@Luke-kx5mf]

Hope your still kicking it

[@theunaphotobomber]

I've always thought Jacob is a handsome man. It was very interesting hearing his public, self-reflection. I truly do hope he finds his peace in life while still maintaining his artistic and emotional outlets. What a genuinely raw human. It takes a lot of courage to pour yourself out like this.

[@erics2860]

I love when hes talking about a busted knee while the dogs chewing on a bone. Good touch!

[@mavisevelyn618]

Jacob, you don’t realize how inspiring you are. You HAVE left a positive impact on this world, through the amazing music and art that you make. You’ve inspired many people like me to follow their dreams

[@luxintra5335]

To stop being angry when the world is the way it is would be to deny how you should and do feel. You're allowed to be angry, it's a divine right. Keep shaking things up brother!

[@orphanoforbit7588]

Anger is an energy.

[@jakeritzman1720]

I've rewatched this many times, but it's been a while since the last viewing. Man, I needed this inspiration today... This is so very well made, the fact that it focuses on his expressions without speaking, and the actions and things he surrounds himself with in his life while hearing his words behind them gives a much deeper insight than just watching someone talk into a camera. More interviews/documentaries should be done in this style.

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

thank you for digging this film

[@franlovelsimic8421]

You already left a lot of positive marks Jacob, through Converge and your art. I am gonna see you one day and thank you for your honesty. What a wonderful human being.

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

Thanks for watching my film Sincerely, Ian McFarland Follow me on twitter and Instagram @ian_mcfarland

[@SirChadofWick]

“Being a critic is a cop out” The next video that played was anthony tantamount reviewing all we love we leave behind

[@kristijanfistrek9055]

I swear to god that guy wouldn't recognise quality extreme music even if it took a shit on his head.

[@meciocio]

@@kristijanfistrek9055 I guess he did recognize it since he gave a classic review for Converge - Jane Doe, which is beyond a 10 score.

[@christofthedead]

the irony in criticizing critics

[@Maxarcc]

​@@kristijanfistrek9055 He literally loves converge, and Banons lyricism.

[@jamesrendall7216]

That was just fucking beautiful

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

It was scored specifically for this piece

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

thanks a lot for taking the time to watch it. It makes me feel good that it was so very well received!

[@BernardoPadua1]

Saw converge live yesterday and Jacob is such a beautiful person. Such a good heart it was still plain to see through all the chaos of the performance. Much love. May all of us find peace

[@covvanski]

This video carries so much weight, to so many people...I don't know if you realize how powerful it is. Bannon is a hero to a lot of us and this captures exactly why. Beautiful work.

[@hailthedeath]

Absolutely could not describe in words how much of an impact this had on me, and during a time I need it more than ever. J.Bannon's lyrics pull at my core like they were my own words. No better person of interest for a short, and well shot, inspiring film. "Own my damage, own my scars, they paint a broken life's shattered art"

[@mr.martyr8573]

This man helped shape my life. His band…his energy….helped me become who I am. Thank you Mr. Bannon.

[@Pneuma47]

I'm not the biggest Converge fan, I don't know their catalogue extensively, but they created one of my favourite song of all time, All we love we leave behind is a masterpiece, I still tear up when I listen to it today, thank you for that, forever grateful

[@izzyramirez724]

5 years later and this video still hits me, I can relate to Jacob Bannon with mobility and adolescence but his demeanor and how he carries himself is so inspiring. Being a huge fan of his work both on and off stage. Thank you again for this beautiful piece.

[@davidanderson1639]

I’ve watched this countless times & eight years later, it is still one of the most awesome things on KZbin. Jacob is a source of inspiration to so many; lyrically & through his artwork. Having had the opportunity to meet & talk with him (backstage at the El Ray in LA 2010) I can safely say he is one of the most incredible humans & the world needs more people like him.

[@samuelj3575]

This is so well produced. And a beautiful soundtrack. I find Jacob Banon such an intriguing person. Even at face value you can tell he's a deep person with some thought provoking views. And this documentary proves it

[@mattxdillon]

Jane Doe helped me get through depression along with some of the other stuff, but that album spoke to me at the time. I really appreciate the dedication Jacob has had to his art to this day.

[@educostanzo]

Well sir, you sure left a mark on myself, with this speech. I've only been recently exposed to Converge's music and became intrigued by this fellow. Very inspirational, I'll be 43 in a few days and all I want is to be able to say "I'm ok with where I'm at".

[@kertoun2329]

I come back to this every once in a while.

[@pielcee7546]

What an example of a man, humble, kind, a badass. Much respect.

[@spiderjerusalem100]

This is so well made and beautifully scored. Thank you.

[@frederikdemoor2018]

Thank you Jacob for being in my life

[@palmtreecorpse]

Converge got me into hardcore when I was 16! Jacob Bannon is one my few heroes in this cruel world

[@uniquelyserved666]

jacob bannon has been a huge musical influence i n my life and this documentary was the most rawest i've ever seen and i've seen this man scream his heart out live countless times.amazing, thnak you.

[@aznezane8992]

Amazing...highly inspiring. Such a complicated human being, such a great musician. I love Converge... and here, I get a gift from Jacob's words: "...and I'm still motivated, I'm still angry. And I'm still trying to shape myself."

[@JMoose]

Azne Zane I'm pretty sure it's "And I'm still trying to shake things up."

[@AnomaliaCrew1]

I watch this at least once a month, to remind me that just like Jacob, I am human. I make mistakes, I have problems and I can overcome all of them just by moving forward. Thank you so much for being such an inspiration to me

[@bearsetsfire1361]

He seems like a very sincere man. And Converge is a band I love dearly.

[@swedishbutcher]

This guy has touched many lives with his music, lyrics and artwork.

[@Erebus5620]

"The world is already suicidal" truer words have never been spoken

[@tomjohnson9025]

This was awesome. Jacob is a good dude. Inspired me to make the career choice that I did. Seeing this, and hearing what he said, was amazing. It helps to know you're not the only one.. Thanks for this.

[@markjoness]

damn stoner's.

[@tomjohnson9025]

Yeah...and their stupid last names.

[@markjoness]

Matthew Stoner what

[@Branchofsin]

So inspiring and HEAVILY relatable.

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

Thank you for watching

[@konradfraczek6482]

No words how I adore this man. He's so talented. You're great, Jake!

[@JonathanFraserMusic]

This is very inspirational to me. I was really moved by this.

[@sw33tL3w]

This is one of the best things I've ever watched and listened to. I wish it went on for hours, at the very least. This man is brilliant.

[@MehAwake]

Thank you for who you are and what you create, Jacob.

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

Thank you so much for watching and caring enough to comment.

[@numbersin]

I can identify with a lot of things he says in this, i came into music and a band not as a vocalist or a person who stood out but a person who got a great satisfaction and inspiration just by being involved. I started out as a vocalist but now im an engineer instead.

[@coreyhumble1911]

Awesome documentary. I relate to Jacob entirely on the self-image issue. I am repulsed by myself when looking in the mirror...may be body dysmorphic disorder. All about learning to understand yourself I suppose.

[@dustinthiewind9437]

Screaming for a living is a healthy thing. My therapist told me to stay involved with music as an outlet. I'm over 40 and still love playing heavy music.

[@AtZero138]

We Miss you Guys ... CONVERGE is everything.. Never knew he trained, No I've never looked up stuff about the band I've loved for almost 20 years, he and the others have always been kind to me a shows even discounting shirts etc for me, saying what's up while passing Jake in a crowd , I also trained Muay Thai, My Old drummer is my Teacher and more like a Brother.. the band has always inspired me, thanks for your great work and Beautiful Film.. @Ø

[@cold_lobster1779]

saw them play last night, this is such an inspiration

[@Blinkoneeightyluke]

Beautifully shot and scored, a nice little insight into the life of one of the pioneers of modern hardcore. Jacob seems like a really genuine and humble sort of a guy.

[@marcin2x4]

A true piece of opening one self to broad audience. Jackob indeed is a bright individual who is fully aware of what is happening in his inner-life and at which point he is now. Great to hear that feeling of constant movement is the cure for him in overcoming and understanding one self as a human, person, musician and being.Truly inspiring to become stronger in every-day strugles of our own.

[@DraperJake]

As much as the man already inspires me through his music and how he deals with his demons, as a person, hearing him say these things that reflect exactly how I feel is legitimately moving. The line about how music makes him feel like he's never alone was almost like a slap in the face when I realized that's why I dedicate so much of my life to it. Overall, a brilliant mini documentary aimed at a very specific crowd, which I happen to be part of.

[@londonnester2173]

Man you've been my idol for the last four years. Thnx for getting personal w us. Keep on keepin on Bannon.

[@sagerdood]

I met Jacob when they were just starting out and watched the bands whole local start , went to every show i could make it too, great guy and the best vocalist in hardcore.

[@Derekmortenson]

Just happy to have you in the industry

[@lucan369]

Thank you

[@kviksyndasteinsteypa]

Totally love it, both Jacob and how he is presented in this little documentary, beautifully shot....

[@williamkuzma7444]

this is so awesome. i watch it every couple of months

[@099rjZ]

I just wanna hug him, man..... We love you, Jacob.

[@TheXeioken]

Thank you Jacob

[@Sgananzium]

This video makes me cry every time i watch it

[@raimywinter2309]

bannon is a major influence. thank you msn for making great art.

[@likelylike]

I'm 24 still playing the shit out of my gibson every day and been jobless ever since, their is practical no way guiding to the fact that i will be in any way successful. I admire that dude he needs to get through with the same anxiety as me, still getting the fuck out of his comfort zone and being strong. Maybe one day their is a break through in my life, but everything i touch these days turned to shit eventually. Jacob is the idealistic Man of a Hero to me. May his Work turn to success, May his Criticism guide him towards the bondaries of his Existence and the Artform who combines us all as Humans together in the end.

[@Cbo626]

Great short documentary. Worth every second you spend with it. I actually wish it were longer. Very nice.

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

Wow, thank you!

[@battousai12]

Not saying that Bannon got the major problems of the world but his way of thinking inspires me. He must feel awarded just to have people to listen to his words and make them think on their on way either. This is what ancient people call Human love to build love around human.

[@numbersin]

This reflects so many points of view and so many troubles in many people lives. This is a fantastic inspiration for people involved in music.

[@birdman5T]

this is such an inspirational short movie. I am deeply moved and touched by this movie. Thank you for such a masterpiece. Cheers from Shanghai, China

[@jcqa333]

really know what you mean Jacob....its not easy!! Respect!

[@theepfilmscom]

This is one of a hell great portrait of Jacob! And from a filmmaking angle, this is a masterpiece. Really inspiring!

[@osirisosiris4955]

Time to shake things up. Thank you Jake!

[@bostonbravenec]

Thank you for making this film. I'm currently working on my own doc, and to see this really gave me answers to my problems as well as inspiration.

[@svanurmg]

love you....love your music, and art, and all about you...regards from Iceland

[@BSGcustoms]

wow, very nicely done by all involved.

[@IanMcFarlandFilms]

thank you so much. Sincerely Ian McFarland www.ianmcfarlandfilms.com

[@charliebrowm7670]

McFarland Pecci hey loved this film , what was it filmed on ? Please

[@demz3514]

Amazing documentary! Enjoyed every minute of it. It makes you feel and breathe at the same time. Thank you Ian!

[@spacealienjesus709]

I watched this like 5 times now and I know how he feels.. It's like he was reading from my journals.. Weight gain and loss..self image .. To leave that high water mark , even if i hate having to do it..

[@SignaILost]

thank you

[@MathildeVGn]

A lot of true things in this that I can feel. Thank you mister Jacob Bannon.

[@breathingreflection]

I wonder if he's found any peace within himself yet, at 48. It took a nervous system collapse with catatonic features a year ago, and the building myself back up to walk and eat and even think again, and ditching alcohol, to discover who I really am inside. Now that I think I know who I am, I scream more than I used to, because who I am is so very much at odds with this prescribed society I live in. Jacob was right about one thing certainly: Earth is absolutely trying to throw humans off it. And in my opinion, more power to Earth. We can't stop Earth anyway.

[@jackdelamare]

That was fantastic, great work all round!

[@LPDani123]

I keep rewatching this, truly inspirational!

[@hike189]

This was the best thing I´ve seen on KZbin for ages! Thank you, filmmaker, for uploading this fresh breath of air! And Jacob Bannon, if you ever read this: You ARE beautiful, and talented in what you do.

[@JKTenchi]

I can relate on so many levels to this guy.

[@jakethemistakeRulez]

I went back and listened to some of those first albums and it brought back memories of seeing them live in Boston back in the day. Those were some great days.

[@s3ans3an]

This is a fantastic documentary. Its powerful, moving and inspirational. So so good, thank you.

[@lestempschange]

So awesome.

[@HellHolocaust]

Brilliant! You couldn't have picked a better individual & have i mentioned that your work, sir, is brilliant?

[@rikhyde4944]

This is a great video. Thanks for the upload.

[@BenedettoM]

Such a beautiful short film, thank you for making it and sharing it on youtube.

[@gabchik]

Thank you for the inspiration.

[@Andrew_suspended_in_time]

Very inspiring

[@marclawson6144]

What a genuine likable human being

[@katrinabresse6241]

If there was a kickstarter or something similar, I would definitely back a feature. Such a moving, beautifully crafted piece of art. Thank you!

[@danmichaelburns]

The director of photography on this did an amazing job, and overall wondeful documentary on one of my favorite frontman

[@abhiii3333]

I am here again... Yeah I have to improve and change for better. It's better to do something with these 24 hours instead of wasting them thinking about negative stuff all the time. I will try. Also Thanks Jacob and everyone involved in the making of this video.

[@CarlHH777]

"I wanna leave a positive mark in this world". I'd consider that done, Jacob.

[@QuillPictures]

fantastic piece. Very moving.

[@ohdeh]

This is so awesome, seeing how vulnerable and 'normal' Jake is, how he feels the same way as the majority of us.. So touching and it puts him on a level where he's the most relate-able frontman in music... Beautifully made and beautifully said. Thank you for this.

[@smallwheelsbigfeels]

Love this. I wish it were longer.

[@TimothyMcVay]

I'd do anything to meet Jacob. This was fucking amazing

[@crystallizationofthesoul7095]

I like your band dude! Amazing!

[@星yve6wns]

Don't be sad Jacob. You were and are a great inspiration to me, for what little it's worth.

[@memphis0]

this is so real and raw... the way we should be.

[@dude8322]

This is really a great watch. He's an inspiring dude.