+1! I lost my grandma during Covid. She was in Thailand and I was working from home in California. Cannot go back due to Covid pandemic lockdown at that time. So sad and I still feel guilty til this day that I couldn't go back. Hardest part that I didn't even get to say goodbye when she passed. She passed alone in the hospital with nurses. I cried so hard and I still do every now and then now. Still sad but there's nothing I could've done at that time 😢
Im so sorry for your loss , your grandma now in her better place and Heaven is rejoicing bcoz one of most beautiful soul went home for eternity. And wow! 200,000 sub!! 🎊 you deserved it and congratulations that you found the community that love you and support you. This is so awesome!