First Time Hearing Mansion by NF | Suicide Survivor Reacts

[@MentalAmanda]

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[@svenprobst903]

one of the best songs i ever heard :) was in therapy for 2 years and made it out of a deep and dark hole.stood on front of the mirror countles times screaming at my self, arguing with me, shunning and deaming all my actions and decisions. I have all respect for those who make it out, who win the battle and pulling them selfe out , it is not easy. and just like beeing an alcoholic you will never be truly healed. one slip up and your back in that spiral down one wrong move and you are starting to slip. it is draning but the reward is worth it . to all who still fighting. dont give up. if i could make it you can make it too. much love from germany :) trust me. The mind is a powerfull place

[@RobHolt-l6g]

I listen to this song everyday.. I can rap to this and express my anger out of me when I rap to it because of the emotion and I no I’m not alone.. troubled childhood and anxiety and adhd I’m 34 and I’ve changed my life. It can be done but this is my therapy nf is inspiring and to me along with Eminem I can relate to.

[@benmosemann6748]

NF’s music is exceptional at sparking discussion about mental health. If you react to him again, try How Could You Leave Us

[@ryanharris7393]

Gotta build up to that one. That one is an extremely hard listen for a second song. But it is amazing no doubt

[@unkinderjam4376]

I hope she does listen to more of him

[@MrMjshep]

@@ryanharris7393 It's definitely intense on a whole different level

[@JMitch1420]

I agree with Ryan I feel like Therapy would be a better second listen

[@jonathongeorge3093]

I would strongly suggest that you listen to "Paralyzed" by NF as well... it is the most accurate & relatable depiction of depression that has ever been recorded (& it showcases his amazing vocal talent as well!).

[@christyl7698]

Second this! Listening to it was so incredibly healing

[@biggiescoops046]

I wouldn't take it that far but it is still very accurate

[@jonathongeorge3093]

@@biggiescoops046 🤷‍♂️ From my experience, it was pretty spot on... I'm taken back to that time in my life.

[@zachzabala]

Oh the NF journey? Mental health is in all of his music. Keep up this journey and you will increase your community real quick! Keep up the great work! You gained another subscriber!

[@dextraa1337]

First time watching one of your reactions. NF is a great rapper and has many great songs talking about mental health, too many too choose from. Like he said in one of his songs "I'm the voice of these kids that think things but never say em". Recommend reacting to NF Just like you, don't want to spoil to much what it is about.

[@FishermanMike253]

NF's music has saved so many lives! I have mental health problems and his music has helped me too! Ive never been suicidal but my mind likes to mess with me. Nfrealmusic! New sub! Stay blessed!

[@vt_hikaru]

Mansion hits so hard for me because I went through a lot of similar things. The final line always makes me cry "is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore" I too let fear live in my mansion since I was little and now over 20 years later he's still there. The only difference is that he changed who I was and I hate myself for it. I really like your analogy of our fear being our shadow. A dark version of us that follows us around.

[@scumdog2099]

thanks for reacting to my request I appreciate you taking the time to do these. Music is the best anti depressant in the world no matter what your going through there is a song out there that fits. part of the fun of it all is finding that one song that describes your circumstance so perfectly. again thanks for the reaction Ill be sure to send you more soon!!!

[@thereeder5rs]

NF has a series of perfect songs regarding his story and his mental health journey! If you decide to dive in, keep in mind that NF mental health journey has it ups and downs but it heads in a more healthy place.

[@bettingnevada3121]

NF how could you leave us is always a good one it's about how he lost his mom because of drugs he also makes a lot of songs for mental health just like the one you listened to

[@georgejetson1379]

Love your ministry... your healing is a process appealing... I feel you were created to take this NF journey... to enhance the message that Nate presents and turns his traumas into presents... to unwrap and see the pain as a gift that paved this path to those we uplift.. ;)

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

Name this move: "Clarence: Strange, isn't it? Each man's life touches so many other lives. When he isn't around he leaves an awful hole, doesn't he?" I drop this because imagine how many lives you have touched since that moment of truth? I appreciate what you are doing Amanda. There are so many NF songs you would identify with. He is a wonderful springboard for new ways to communicate about mental health. In this song alone: compartmentalizing, anger, fear, regret, and as you noted the line about saying we do the best we can when we know deep down we aren't. Then we blame ourselves when they desert us. But we pushed them away. Nate personifies his emotions and so they come back in other songs and he deals with them. Pretty dope. In this song we met Fear and he sleeps with Regret. I am torn because you should listen to NF right away, but I want to see you react to his songs so either way. Here are just a few all dealing with real life issues: The Search, Leave Me Alone, Paralyzed, Only, I Miss the Days, All I Have, Wake Up, Therapy Session, Intro, Intro 2, Intro 3,....wait...ok, it is all of NF's music. Any song will have real life lessons, insights, trauma, recovery, and the struggle. Subbed for more NF.

[@MentalAmanda]

It's A Wonderful Life!

[@numbtolife4032]

Me and NF share more than just a name, we share trauma, pain of varying depths, confusion and more. I appreciate your mindset and thoughts/feelings towards any artist but with NF...hits close to home...if I could call the inside of my mind a home. Thank you again

[@jeremycooper638]

It's crazy I always considered my trauma being homes in my mind and then heard this and been an NF since he came out years ago..his journey is amazing

[@eiongaylard5156]

I remember listening to NF for the first time when I was 12, his song Mansion and Therapy session hit close to home for me personally cause I grew up around domestic violence, which resulted in issues I still suffer from, the difference is that now I am trying to get better and honestly I promised to keep going (not sourly on his music obvs) cause I wanted to see him grow and listen to him. Now here I am nearly 16, he really is a life saviour.

[@jppeterson879]

Literally searched NF and you came up, been listening to him for a long time, you would do well to explain your emotions while re acting to videos like this, you have a story to tell, let the music channel your journey

[@MentalAmanda]

I do that a lot! This one didn't bring up particularly specific emotions, more just a general, 'heh, yup! I get THAT!" Check out my reaction to Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park. I talk a lot more about my backstory and emotions 💖 kzbin.info/www/bejne/fIG9dGOjm555eJY

[@coreyloucks4865]

His song Change and Just Like You are great ones to look at for Mental Health and the Search

[@mattkreutz9880]

The NF Journey is a straight up mental health journey of one courageous mind that put it out there for so many to relate to and identify with it is truly “REAL”, I subbed to see if you will take the journey and watch his growth, does not disappoint and the Outcasts will come to support you!!!

[@MentalAmanda]

I will definitely be checking him out more here! Thanks for sticking around!

[@La_Ke]

If you want to dive deeper into NF's mind you should probably listen to Intro 3 as it is directly connected to Mansion. In my opinion Mansion, Intro 3 and Therapy Session are the most impactful songs if you want to understand his struggles

[@bodhirana7405]

That was an incredible emotional rollercoaster. As someone that compartmentalizes (probably too much, but does take time to unbox things in time) I related to so much in the song.

[@durky4891]

Great reaction. I would love to recommend a group called Icon For Hire. They have an amazing lead singer named Ariel and do a great job of tackling mental health in their music. Happy Hurts, Under The Knife and Hollow are personal favorites.

[@apparentlycancerous9988]

Amanda, I'm not too sure if you remember during your livestream yesterday, I was the one thanking you for showing such raw emotion in your reactions, as they help me not to feel so numb. Ive struggled with bpd, ocd, chronic depression and more since I was 4 years old. I often feel so burnt out by my emotions that I am no longer able to tell what I feel. Watching these videos alone, without your reactions, I remain straight faced, and then when it is done, I cry. Now though after watching your inside the fire video today.. I feel like I have to apologize. It was my first time watching the video, but it was a song id listen to when I was in the pit of my darkness when I was a teen. That video though, watching it with you and knowing what you'd gone through, I was honestly horrified and trembling with you in that feeling. It is hard to say thank you for allowing me to feel such things. But I am so greatful for the understanding.

[@MentalAmanda]

Yes, I remember! I am so humbled that my videos are helping you process your grief and pain. I've got your back!

[@liliumsoul]

when you said that the feelings and anxiety are kind of like an "entity" on it´s own and of course wants to be relevant i realised why i am afraid of being or becoming "normal" again. i always felt like this is my whole personality and if it is gone i am too, because after such a long time of dealing with mental health issues, you just forget how it is to live without them. atleast from my experience. I am sooo glad u said that, maybe now i can work on letting it truly go.

[@julyhogsed2861]

I love your mental health support much love from East Tennessee!

[@nateaurand1601]

I no longer trust therapy. The last therapist I had told me that I was destined to commit suicide. She said it's a repeating pattern in my actions and thoughts. Yes, I've thought about killing myself more times than I can count and have attempted it multiple times. But.. to be told that I have no escape from a professional is a real kick in the teeth. All she was interested in was being an antidepressant drug dealer. My only hope is to be a drug addict as long as the drug is prescribed to me from a therapist. So I no longer trust therapy, let alone attend it. If it's true, that I have no hope, at least I do it on my terms and without being a victim of big time pharmacy drug dealers. Therapist... the rapist... of your mind. Check out One-eyed Doll - Committed to get an idea of my state of mind

[@joelharris363]

Wow, Nate, I'm sorry that you had this experience. Speaking as a therapist, one of the most critical pieces a therapist is supposed to offer is hope. Yes, we can build our own prisons, but we can also learn the steps necessary to open the doors and find freedom. From the little you've shared here, you aren't content to just lie down and have the terms of life dictated to you. Blessings on you and keep fighting for life!

[@MentalAmanda]

I had many equally atrocious therapy experiences, but I had several that also provided a few useful insights. Therapy is a TOOL that we can use in our mental health healing. It isn't the end all healing solution. Your professional was dead wrong. I was told by several that I could never be happy, that being decertified SMI was impossible and that I NEEDED meds to survive. I was decertified, I'm happier than I thought possible and I am thriving without meds. You can too!

[@Texas_Swift]

Amanda, you are such an amazing and intelligent woman. Thanks for doing what you do.

[@dreamcatcherwolf6132]

If you truly want to understand him and his music then you will need to listen to each and every song in each album in order to really understand his music because he ties all his music together

[@chathasa1386]

I really love nf I'm a big fan, his songs are so relatable and hit the spot especially this song it breaks my heart every time I listen to it

[@christophersmith210]

i love NF. been listening to his my freshman year of college. he is one my inspirations for my song writing. when I was counseling kids at camp, I would always have NF playing, and rapping. we had a talent show, the week before, I got a phone call from my mother, saying my grandfather was about to pass away, and I would never get the chance to tell him goodbye. I was sitting alone outside, everyone was asleep; yet I was balling my eyes out and asking God why? i told my co counselor what was going on, and I told him, oi felt scared, lost and angry;' I know God loves me, but right now it seems like I have no hope; I told him I go about my day, being crazya nd having fun with these kids, but when darkness comes, I want so bad to go back to when I was abusing pills and alcohol; but I don't cuz one day I will make my grandfather proud and God is stronger than my addictions, but I do have thoughts of going back. the next day, we did a dedication service, and I shared my testimony to the other campers and workers. that friday, we were all together at the beach having a good time, and I started crying. campers both girls and boys asked me how I could be so strong yet be hurting with so much pain. I told them, my grandfather was moments away from meeting Jesus, and I couldn't be there to say goodbye; I told them I didn't understand. later that night, I rapped this song to a group and afterwards, I was shaking, crying and I poured my heart into those lyrics; but by gods grace, I got spend another 6 months with my grandfather before he passed away.

[@marklingo]

You have so much NF to go through please just go on the journey. "Rember This"

[@kakashibatusai]

To understand NF, here is the COMPLETE lists/links for the NF journey *MUSIC VIDEOS: like mini movies and mostly are interconnected *pay attention to the music videos until the end *there are foreshadowing and symbolisms in the MV's Welcome to "the NF CINEMATIC universe" NF_2015_Mansion_01_Intro kzbin.info/www/bejne/jGrHeomqpN18r9E NF_2015_Mansion_02_Mansion ft. Fleurie (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/n5O6lZqhq5Z_iaM NF_2015_Mansion_03_All I Have kzbin.info/www/bejne/mYTIc6OBfa2qgLM NF_2015_Mansion_04_Wait kzbin.info/www/bejne/jl6tY55tbNaZZ80 NF_2015_Mansion_05_Wake Up kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKDNZJ94bNunetE NF_2015_Mansion_08_Notepad kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y4qkiJWrjLVnr8U NF_2015_Mansion_10_Paralyzed kzbin.info/www/bejne/hIXIdKJ4iZeoq5Y NF_2016_TherapySession_01_Intro 2 kzbin.info/www/bejne/sKvGgIOEpbCpiLs NF_2016_TherapySession_02_Therapy Session kzbin.info/www/bejne/gZiwq6uHjJell6c NF_2016_TherapySession_03_I Just Wanna Know kzbin.info/www/bejne/i3Wqe3qJmMScgqc NF_2016_TherapySession_04_How Could You Leave Us kzbin.info/www/bejne/rYDdgoB5rrWWbtE NF_2016_TherapySession_06_Real kzbin.info/www/bejne/hqCYq4dnoNd-hcU NF_2016_TherapySession_10_Grindin' ft. Marty kzbin.info/www/bejne/sJnUp6uarZ2ef68 NF_2016_Warm Up kzbin.info/www/bejne/mGWocqqJnJtlZ7c NF_2017_Perception_01_Intro III (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/pmayaK2Gbq6ngJY NF_2017_Perception_02_Outcast kzbin.info/www/bejne/gGiwin1ugN2brcU NF_2017_Perception_04_Green Lights kzbin.info/www/bejne/pZTRpoKZrK2Bl68 NF_2017_Perception_06_Let You Down kzbin.info/www/bejne/nJOrk4d4hcSobbc NF_2017_Perception_07_Destiny kzbin.info/www/bejne/rqDSlK2Zfb2Sf7M NF_2017_Perception_10_If You Want Love kzbin.info/www/bejne/gpfbimSpnJqSqNk NF_2017_Perception_11_Remember This (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/m5y9mIGhoMmFhqc NF_2017_Perception_13_LIE (Lyric Video) kzbin.info/www/bejne/jnfYmop4rZZ4bNU NF_2017_Perception_16_Outro kzbin.info/www/bejne/eqekmZ1vr5aVjMU NF_2018_NO NAME kzbin.info/www/bejne/eXvdkoyCmJmjhrs NF_2018_WHY kzbin.info/www/bejne/sKath2B6dtuSrac NF_2019_The Search kzbin.info/www/bejne/nJ_Pe6pvfZWrd68 NF_2019_Leave Me Alone kzbin.info/www/bejne/jniqiJuFir6CmMU NF_2019_When I Grow Up kzbin.info/www/bejne/oqm1qHiGq7Fgo7M NF_2019_Time kzbin.info/www/bejne/e2K9h4Z8m6ieb8k NF_2019_Paid My Dues kzbin.info/www/bejne/gn2kmJ6bbLajqK8 *This is the article that he responded for the song PAID MY DUES: www.rollingstone.com/music/music-album-reviews/nfs-the-search-is-a-one-note-depression-symphony-872720/ NF_2020_Chasing (DEMO) kzbin.info/www/bejne/l6LVo2Z6n8R9pJo NF_2021_CLOUDS kzbin.info/www/bejne/nJrFip6kiqh8i5Y NF_2021_LOST kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKnVnJucZpyZi5I NF_2021_STORY kzbin.info/www/bejne/joSkeH-AmNCFja8 Futuristic ft. NF_Epiphany kzbin.info/www/bejne/iYm2d2SHj6ZpjdE Flame ft. NF_Start-Over kzbin.info/www/bejne/g6SUpqSajZuqjrs THE SEARCH ALBUM Audio Links: Change: kzbin.info/www/bejne/oJDCh4yOj5Joedk My Stress: kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z4CUpZ1opc12h7s Nate : kzbin.info/www/bejne/gp6rnpStnKh0fsk Hate Myself: kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z5eZd2qqfKmWh9k Only: kzbin.info/www/bejne/gau6gWp3hc2mhZY Let Me Go: kzbin.info/www/bejne/bIjGqYWNqsutq9U I Miss the Days: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nKqciniKd5Vpbq8 Like This: kzbin.info/www/bejne/e4KrqpKorLeqgaM Thinking: kzbin.info/www/bejne/l3TCmoCQgLuGqac Trauma: kzbin.info/www/bejne/l5zLpaeAipJjo8U Options: kzbin.info/www/bejne/m36udK16mNudnMU Returns: kzbin.info/www/bejne/ipzMdaKrd9N3qLc For your Reference Thank You

[@v1oneshot69]

When he said "that was the moment I realized I was loosing my mom" hit hard

[@dylanwhite8717]

And the song How Could You Leave Us from NF as to do with drug addiction

[@HiHoSilverAwaaay]

Excellent choice, NF. 👍

[@feathersz1952]

those headphones are next level right off the bat. NF is basically mental health with straight cinematic beats and he's amazing.

[@FanKidsMom]

Based on some of your comments, I'd love to see your reaction to NF's "Intro 3." In a way, Intro 3 is like the part two of Mansion.

[@marn200]

NF's songs are always amazing and so full of truth and emotion also try: - Paralyzed - Leave Me Alone - can you hold me - basicly everything

[@davidgaps6589]

A much happier reaction then last. There are many terms for our compartmentalized minds. Mansion is a new one to me. I always felt mine was a splintered mind.

[@keakuawaleno]

Everyone recommending which NF song to listen to next lol (I have plenty that I would) I’m over here blown away by the depth of your analysis! 🤯👌 not gonna lie, I skipped to the part where the song began and you started your analysis…. Not even 20 seconds in I could tell your reaction would have depth 😊 just wanted to show some love 🤙 Signed, Fellow veteran who has made the journey back from the pit of despair in the valley of the shadow of death

[@realnightowl908]

You are doing & explaining it great. The fans here want you to React: NF - How Could You Leave Us

[@donald1379]

he is just incredible.....thank you

[@ramonalderete3404]

Great reaction to the video I enjoyed it I do have a nf song I recommend called intro 3 you'll love it and has a twist to the song that is pretty strong

[@thebestofthebest7169]

God bless you , We all support you .

[@thisisbeast7357]

So.... ah. NF.. he is my therapist currently. Like. All of his music is what he goes through, he has OCD, depression, anxiety. He is one if the only real artists out there at the moment

[@sallyannbudd4619]

Now you've heard mansion you should really listen to Intro III as it's an epic follow on in his journey.

[@rickyharlow8596]

My guest "fear" has me convinced me that the only comfort for me is to open up and trust the person that hurt me the most "my ex wife " he has me convinced that making her happy brings me joy what the he'll is wrong with me to care at all about the one who destroyed my heart and made me feel like everything I did was wrong so now I can't have a relationship with anyone else because I'm so lost I feel like I make all wrong decisions it's pretty sad that I have become so desperate for tiniest gratification from someone who ruined my ability to trust and to lose faith in the chance of someone loving me for who I am that person before I was before the betrayal locked that person up and I don't know how to find myself at this point

[@MentalAmanda]

You can't have a relationship with anyone else YET. I was shredded by some of my past relationships and I kept running back to those people because I was comforted by familiarity, even if it was poison. Then I did the hard stuff. I dealt with my own demons. And now I am in the happiest relationship of my life. Still working on stuff, but I'm secure in myself. You CAN be happy again. You CAN be in a fulfilling relationship again. You just have to start to sort through your own limiting beliefs and traumas first.

[@MZ-bl6wg]

You should take the NF journey , it’s epic for those of us that struggle.

[@nickwood1721]

You described it beautifully

[@MrNevilleRandomThings]

You need to dive in the rabbit hole of nf, you will love the journey!

[@sportsnut1473]

This video is the first I’ve seen of yours but based on what I can gather I think some Citizen Soldier songs would make a good reaction for you. A very large portion of their discography is about some of the struggles you touched on in this video.

[@sportsnut1473]

I have now scrolled through your videos and found one lol

[@SiennaKeys]

I spent years dealing with trauma...all types of abuse...my mom used to call me fat and would put a chain and lock around the fridge...and my mother used to let her boyfriend beat me....i have a eating disorder now...used to do bad hard drugs...i used to cut all over my body...and swallow glass and push pins...one of my drug addictions was percs and one night i took twelve carved "fml"in the middle of my stomach....

[@SiennaKeys]

I'm trying to get better but I need to convince myself to stop cutting somehow

[@MentalAmanda]

I’m truly sorry you had to endure all of that. What you went through is beyond words, and I can’t even begin to imagine the pain and isolation you must have felt. No one should ever have to experience what you did, and it breaks my heart to know that you were treated so cruelly, especially by the people who were supposed to protect and love you. The fact that you’re still here, despite everything, speaks to an incredible strength inside you-even if it doesn’t always feel that way. I wish I could take away some of that hurt or offer you some comfort that truly makes a difference. You didn’t deserve any of the abuse or the pain, and you don’t deserve to carry it alone. Thank you for trusting me with your story. It means a lot to know that you felt you could share something so personal. If nothing else, please know that there’s someone out here who cares, who believes in your worth, and who sees how strong you really are. You deserve healing, peace, and all the good things that life can offer. You’ve come so far, and I’m rooting for you every step of the way.

[@MentalAmanda]

As someone who has been there, I get how hard it can be and I applaud you for recognizing the need to find other coping methods. I made this video a while back that you might find helpful: kzbin.info/www/bejne/pZ3Cd55tqMxmpas

[@ficnonnie6006]

I think you'd love the follow up song intro 3 where he finally confronts fear

[@xXxkatNkandyxXx]

I think you should react to Hold On by Chord Overstreet. It's about losing someone to suicide...it really makes me think when I was being reckless as a teenager with my mental illness and taking pills/overdosing. Like what it could make someone feel if I succeeded.

[@porschesmith-cg8le]

Thanks for reacting to NF hes one of my favorites as well. His music is different then Tom's not political but just as powerful.

[@michaelwilliams3554]

Many more mental health songs from him, "Search" and "Leave me Alone" and "Lost"... enjoy the black balloon symbolism.

[@cdmilky]

Hey, I know that you usually react to songs and such but I really want you to react to the ending scenes of Bojack Horseman's The View From Halfway Down if you haven't already, it displays a wonderful anti-suicide message and it has helped me a lot ♥️

[@Kenshin1080]

I love this song because I can relate to NF and a couple things in this song

[@TwistedSaint6]

I just found your channel a few hours ago and in your Halestorm - I Miss The Misery reaction, it really felt like you were talking directly to me. I know you did one Falling In Reverse song, but I would like to encourage you to check out their song Popular Monster. Also, another great song that talks about mental health you will probably like is Monsters by Shinedown.

[@basilhenry-eyo6522]

He talks about everything fr!!

[@MightlovemyselfAutistic]

Oh yeah you react to One my favourite artists of all time. So cool🤘🤘🔥🔥🙏🙏

[@acelcruz222]

🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯💯, one of the most realist artist you'll ever listen to, NF has helped so many that struggle with mental health by sharing his struggles while helping himself!! Hope to see more NF reactions!!

[@cwallace9713]

You have to push some things away or it will consume you and your life turns into a slave to the thought.

[@brokencycle2180]

If you haven't yet..2nd request for FREEpression by Mesus. I think you may really enjoy it. Very powerful song imo. :)

[@joshuagriffith746]

"Anything should be easier than the last one"... Hears NF Mansion begin ... Oh sweet Amanda... 😅

[@ficnonnie6006]

NF is known for good metaphors. You'll probably like his backlog.

[@RyanKenny92]

Therapy Session is another awesome song by NF, but to be fair he has so so many

[@shadowwolf4783]

I love this song I relate so much to it

[@7enty7en83]

More NF reactions pls, take the journey u wont be disappointed

[@cameronboyd8807]

I have the same issues, but love the content...

[@stealthytrapper2328]

You should listen to NF intro 3 next! It's about where he deals with his fear

[@invinciblefeelings1439]

this song hits hard..

[@XtianFreak]

Please react to collide and spark by project aegis

[@codytome420]

I completely understand your fear of abandonment

[@matthewtaylor5257]

I really hope u decide to listen to more NF because u are the type of person that NF writes for.

[@michaelzainey5781]

The Journey is worth it.

[@sonsofhexico]

I think you’d vibe with NF Only, let Me Go, I miss the days, dreams.

[@dylanwhite8717]

Hello im kind of a new sub the song No Way Out from Bullet From My Valentine is sometimes how i feel in My head

[@Kenshin1080]

I thought I was the only one who felt trapped in my mind but I don't wanna say too much because maybe some people will think I'm saying too much

[@tonybolen6841]

Glad you did NF try circles it's a older song

[@k2410.]

Great reaction you should watch Nf intro 3 next it the continuation of this one

[@Austin-th3hi]

So good NF

[@basilhenry-eyo6522]

Please listen to Intro III, it ties with this song.

[@jaredmortimer717]

I'd like to see you react to Linkin Park - Given Up. It is a tough song to get through, and was a very clear cry for help. Especially for myself having hid my depression exceptionally well most my life. I'm working on being more open after my near suicide attempt. Enjoying all the encouraging words you have to say as someone who also is not religious but also read the bible.

[@MentalAmanda]

Chester's scream in that song rips my soul up!

[@jaredmortimer717]

@@MentalAmanda Right, the level of energy he put into that scream alone is heart wrenching!

[@dreamcatcherwolf6132]

I would start at the beginning intro one

[@snowangle8292]

Please listen to mass of man fallen angel I would like to here your thoughts about it I feel connected to this song from some one who is going 4 year clean from self mutation and I feel like this dumbs up depression for me

[@MentalAmanda]

Proud of you for your self harm recovery!

[@alyssa87031]

More NF! 👍🏽✌🏽

[@Luckypatt]

Have you reacted to "how could you leave us" by nf?

[@austinsomogyi1437]

You would love amity affliction

[@joelharris363]

I'll second the song Paralyzed. It's powerful.

[@stormyx94]

I tried to suicide to my life too i lost my baby 👶 recently from the social services that they take my nany away from me Because of my mental health its hard for me to cope living

[@MentalAmanda]

As someone who has had a miscarriage, my heart breaks for you. It's hard to find the strength to keep fighting, but we have to fight for our living children and live for the ones who never got the chance.

[@mason7438]

You’re following would triple if you went on the NF journey! You have no idea. I recommend Therapy Session, especially for your channel Nobody personifies emotions better than NF

[@cbs5742]

Listen to Just Like You

[@user-cz5rv2nf3x]

🔥🔥🔥

[@1postoaktek]

Have you done hi ren?

[@MentalAmanda]

Yup! kzbin.info/www/bejne/l5Cah6GZa55oqdk

[@nicholassoucy1543]

I am sisyphus pushing a boulder up a treadmill.

[@MentalAmanda]

The difference being is that the treadmill can be turned off and we have the choice whether to keep pushing the boulder or step to the side and let it roll past us. Sure, climbing will still be hard, but we are our own boulders! We have SO much more power than we want to admit. Because if we admit it, it means we have to do something about our suffering!

[@ruidos38]

Hi, Regards to Chile.. Please react to Elliott Smith miss misery .. Thanks

[@eeksucks666]

you should do a reaction video reaction to falling in reverse popular monster falling

[@FishermanMike253]

NF journey!!!! Lol

[@JPE_DRAEB]

Can you please react to NF How can you leave us? Then react to his new song HOPE! in that order! Thank you

[@cameronboyd8807]

I've got your back