Merkules - ''This Again'' (Official Video)

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Written by Merkules
Produced by Mason Rex
Directed By Stuey Kubrick
Mixed and Mastered by Nato Down & Terry Tran

[@notsus1498]

Thinking about life and drinking alone

[@aidanoverman8973]

Fr yoo

[@TrueGraffArt]

Welcome to the club

[@hodgezthehellcat1666]

Me too homie tru

[@ThatSaltyKraken]

im with you bro...dont do something stupid. happy new year

[@notsus1498]

@@ThatSaltyKraken u too man

[@philliponit1930]

When this song came out, i was in a really low spot in life, and yes right now im back in another low spot. Drinking alone and mixing all these other poisons together as well... truth is we all end up going through the same shit over and over and this is what builds your character and your strength to get through the storm..

[@mikefufuffalo8487]

I feel you, brother. I'ma' hit this next bowl for you. Mixed with this vodka. I used to do worse, this is tame for me, but regular for me now. That comment hit me. Cheers.

[@nathancanterbury736]

@@mikefufuffalo8487 i

[@thomastrahan307]

Be strong brother

[@LightOrange23]

I have been struggling for some years now and I always fall back into that dark place where everthing just goes on repeats :( (Sorry for bad spelling)

[@marioanthonyvalentino]

Don’t give up

[@allinoneproductionsYXE]

4 years later….and I’m still going through this again….

[@the_awan_project_]

you okay man

[@brandonrambo5694]

​@@allinoneproductionsYXEdang keep head up

[@BennIsles]

Me too man, when I’m sober I just want to escape and get fucked and then I get fucked and hate myself and just wanna be sober

[@justinmarshall9618]

Same, brother.. its a vicious cycle.

[@kushsense6341]

Stay golden kings, for this shall pass too. 🤌

[@andrewbradberry9411]

Still hits! Every time depression comes knocking I find myself here climbing back out to do it again. Thank you!

[@GraphicGamingHQ]

sounds like you wanna stay depresso

[@courcartemontreal2877]

Amen.

[@davidhulderman5556]

Everyone's hearing but they ain't listening. Hope you beat your battle with your addiction. Much love

[@The-three-eyed-Prophet]

#Respect for Merk.

[@darius3795]

Addiction to what? Mc Donalds?

[@Leeknighton]

as a recovering alcoholic it's our insanity that continues to drive us too drink cuz we can't deal with the pain inside

[@darius3795]

Most Alcoholics are piss-poor excuses for human beings. Unless you've got real demons, like serving in the Military, you're a waste of space.

[@LR.1995]

+Nemesis Enforcer I'm glad you're doing well man, the commenter above seems ignorant to the human mind. To say anyone facing addiction problems without "real demons" is a "waste of space" is bullshit. Many of us face mental struggles without knowing why. It's never an easy hole to dig out of. But i'm glad you've found meaning in your life and hope you continue bettering yourself.

[@RampageRiseden91]

Your insane man. Music is so deep and just so much more enjoyable than any other artist out thr. You deserve to be on top.

[@drocnessmonster]

MrTgsxr750 yep

[@pologod3924]

Yeah not true, j cole, Tupac, Logic, Biggie, Eminem. You fucking trippin bro

[@johnbolander3588]

He's on his way...I'm doing my best to get his name out there..everyone I turn onto him they love it..keep it up merk..love that shit you did with linkin parks in the end..hits home

[@hankreuters9191]

Being on top means you rep what the majority is. Funny thing is... where it's at is opposite that. Points A to B are just destinations. LIFE is in-between. We here! No need to chase dragons.

[@jameschapman703]

@@pologod3924 logic sucks ass ems just bout done Bigg n pac are dead

[@lollol1577]

I'm listening to this again 👍

[@CraigCallister]

Haha, simple comment but brilliant.

[@jadenl7147]

I like what you did😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@michaeldaye4869]

best comment i've seen all year!

[@georgeclarke5404]

Cold blooded this shit got merked peace out

[@casualdude2923]

Lol lol is my old account this is my new and im listening to this again after one year later

[@jussdank]

Thanks for the genuine track, Merk. Depression hits like a 🚂 sometimes. Life's a blessing in disguise, though.

[@andimcdonald1627]

M.😊😊😊😊😊

[@diablo7270]

Merk might not be the most known rapper but let’s all agree that all under rated rappers have the most fire and dope albums then they end up blowing up on a song and just keeps on moving and gets better content in music vids 💯 plus it’s great to see a dirt broke rapper blow up and made there future dream every one wished they got into and make it through the rap game💯 wish I was in Merks path in the rap game💯❤️

[@nicholeholbrook4258]

This man speaks the truth and it hits home for sure!! Moment of silence is by far the one that has touched me most!! No one has ever made me feel so much with just such a simple sentence… thank u for the words u speak Merk!!

[@ianalpha]

Bro BIG FACTS THO 💯

[@gavinwatson92]

Remember no one's ever gonna be better than Eminem tho 🤥🤮😂🤣 fr tho merks paving a path for himself and very few will be able to follow it!

[@jameslowes9633]

Merk you are an artist who has depth and character. It's not always going to happen the way you see it but you are making an impact and growing as a man. Your music is solid and honestly that's what counts. Fuck fakes that only worry about Instagram accounts. Do your thing homeslice. My friend saw you live in Newmarket and said you and Snak were dope. Never give up. Stompdown Killas be the truth.

[@Realprinceofnc]

James Lowes Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA

[@jameslowes9633]

I totally will check out your music but I'm not on spotify. Do you have it any other way?

[@ncoutdoors3864]

James Lowes terrible

[@jameslowes9633]

CatfishForDinner ApexNC look man I don't know you and you don't know me. If you feel some type of way that's a personal issue. I think you need some counseling and a better understanding of life. You should worry about your own life and stay out of mine.

[@ChapMandemZz]

✊

[@orvoshaboinger1957]

I have a hard time dealing with depression and PTSD so much so that drugs were my only source of peace.. I got clean 5 years ago and now music is the peace of mind and youre music is one of the biggest reasons.. much love brotha hope to see you in Sudbury again soon #705

[@joshstinnett1063]

congrats on the sobriety man! depression, anxiety and PTSD here too man

[@flyky2473]

Orvo Shaboinger hey bro i herar you eh, from 705 too, orillia north of barrie

[@flippingnation3482]

Temiskaming shores❤

[@marquealivey49]

Orvo Shaboinger congrats on your recovery keep it up💯

[@cheerkbq]

Orvo Shaboinger rxfj🏁🚩🇦🇫🇦🇨🏴🇦🇸🇦🇴🇦🇱🇦🇹🇦🇨🏳️🏦🏤🗽🏯🏬🏤🏦🏫🏤🏯🗽🏭🏤🏥

[@codycolter2857]

when 2020 hits "I be going through this again, through this again"

[@leeyang7443]

and now it hit

[@hilltoll9629]

@@leeyang7443 k Left. L7ul7u7j.gr

[@byron_7774]

@@leeyang7443 now it really hit

[@byron_7774]

@Karol Grabowski u probably ain't even smoked weed or drank before bruh should focus on other things

[@philvandoe6043]

Round number.... I just forgot...

[@Piotrula-kh8sm]

Wow, this is real rap not like gucci gang or some kind of this shit

[@anonymouskangaroo9435]

piotr baranowski come on man you don’t like Gucci gang? 😂😂 I’m kidding.. I️ know exactly what you mean. Get in the car with someone and they’re playing that shit. Almost rather walk

[@speedygee6396]

Ryan Webb y U Getting U Random Peoples Cars?😂

[@anonymouskangaroo9435]

Speedy Gee if they’re playing Gucci gang they might as well be a stranger 😂😂

[@michaelandrew4659]

Bruhhh then you need to expand your music , this dude is fucking WAAAACK

[@ChevysHomestead]

The merk we know and love!

[@hollyholes169]

Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn 'Cause I been tryna make it, make it, make it out But I'm losing my patience, patience, patience now There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now I'm something like an angel with no halo now [Verse 1] And that's fucked up, Though luck got me feeling like I'm losin' grip Or who's to say, I'm used to the stupid shit Fans say I'm on fire like my fuse is lit But all these fake ass rappers got you convinced, uh I'm feeling sea sick, no ocean Like fuck a remix, it's that dough shit Take my drink off the coast and I'm coastin' I'm closest to really being me when this Patron hits It so depending, got no potential I go so demented when I hold this pencil Like I wrote a letter to my older self And I told him don't make friends And do it all yourself But he won't listen He's busy making music for the sake of it Too worried 'bout a buzz and what they'll think of it He's just scared and unaware of what patience is I'm tryna make amends 'cause I was crazy then [Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn And I ain't wanna take this, take this, take this route It's time for you to face it, face it, face it now They build you up to break you, break you, break you down So I love the fact they hate me, hate me, hate me now [Verse 2] I got my face in my palm when I'm by myself Staring at the bottle like a shot might help I wasn't even at the table When the cards got dealt I can see my phone ringing, sorry not right now I got work to do They're sayin' Merk's the truth If you ain't heard the news then you should search the tube But I'm human, they forget that I'm a person too See you purchased yours I really earned my views, yah I been swimming in this water, and it's toxic I been feeling like a martyr in this mosh pit But I'm really like a mobster on some boss shit You're not chill, I'm smart I'm never caught up in the nonsense Fuck a blogger or a top-5 list Ray Charles in the ring You ain't got no hits Watch 'em climb to the top just to fall like bricks Next year I'll have a hundred thousand on my wrist, yo

[@kikinhugs11]

thank u

[@synzdreamer840]

thank you 🥀

[@cainneee5182]

❤

[@MichaelCausey-z3w]

Broken; I don't know why I even try😢

[@raeannamarie9758]

On repeat for sure. You really don't even know how much your music has helped me through some real shit.

[@donbradley3259]

Wisely written word's from another heavy hearted and possibly broken soul...keep ya head up ...just smile y'all. Cause i'd be lying if i said it's gonna get better.

[@johnjgoertzen222]

I agree but not really

[@bananapee86]

@@johnjgoertzen222 farts to the max

[@redflipper992]

lol. let me guess... a "service" worker?

[@k1ngscopezhd777]

Thinkin bout some tough decisions right about now... This song helps so much. Thank you merkules.

[@RunningRiotRich]

He's got that vinnie paz mentality. Tight beat, nice flow, you can't beat this.. And you can't beat honesty.

[@mrfree133]

Vinnie is a heay metal king though lol

[@mkIIIsupras]

My favorite traits of merk and Vinnie is there ability to put real life struggle into words that leave most of us struggling speechless.

[@RunningRiotRich]

mkIIIsupras you are absoulty right

[@fifthhorseman1632]

Rich Nixdorf only thing he's got in common with Paz is being white and big,two tootally dif styles,only song he ever did similar was the joint he did with apathy and that was even a stretch

[@RunningRiotRich]

Fifth Horseman I get you. Though vinne has been getting introspective more recently now, so is merk.

[@stephennardone5437]

This song right here helpin' me through some shit right now. Thank you for this.

[@63101]

this song saved my life like 15 times already ... you'll never kill the pain - but you can understand it and become friends with ... Thanks Merk!!!

[@yanniscosta5921]

so sad...

[@VocalCovers123]

Yannis Costa lol

[@danielmorley4538]

Lets make beats Bro

[@vintagesleds8848]

Omg same here bro 💪🙏🙌

[@KHHtuga]

true shit great witness wize words

[@MultiRunex]

This is Fire, Merks real shit right here you can tell hes speaking from the heart 👌

[@SkyePrioBeats]

Who else gonna *right click > loop* for awhile? Edit: I make beats, trying to get 100 subs!

[@The-three-eyed-Prophet]

#Alway´s

[@bradleywessels6625]

I Didn't know how to do that shot brother👍

[@Renebean]

This is some newer rap I can respect not much of that now n days

[@erikbritz8095]

try night novell or Brennan savage

[@KingJuulz]

Renebean that's because he doesnt say Gucci gang every verse and actually raps about real shit like pac and biggie

[@Tgod1991420]

#RealMusic

[@lynxeg28]

There really isn't. I suggest checking out Chris Webby if you haven't tho. He drops some real fire

[@drex2423]

Renebean NF is one rapper that I appreciate now a days he's been inspiring me to make music too

[@jhaweii7048]

I thank you for the music Merkules. Big love from Canada, Sask.

[@PFPTHEGREATEST]

L.W Production same

[@trueme1990]

where from in sask

[@jhaweii7048]

trueme1990. East of nipawin, highway 55, Shoal Lake.

[@Thelgren00]

Represent from Moose Jaw(Cape Breton OG)

[@72kaveman]

regina sk go riders go good ass rap right here

[@DeuceTheZeus]

Merk: ur beautiful I love u and snak forever

[@nategolubski8383]

I've been pretty much sober for the last 4 years but I've slipped lately dealing with losing the love of my life and fighting to keep my son in my life has pushed me back here this is on repeat as I try to drown it all out

[@lmaster003]

I went a little over two years. Didn't even think about the shit. Hit that roadblock. Don't do it the old way. Strap those boots back on.

[@C.h.a.n.e.l303]

Keep fighting the good fight brother 💪

[@DEWAGE83]

Keep fighting bro. Your son is worth it!

[@nategolubski8383]

I cant keep doing it. I cant win this battle. It leaves me seeing only way out

[@adamharlan5261]

Im sorry man keep pushing🙏

[@alexandercastillo5969]

I fell from sobriety and I'm getting back up cuz bad times happen but they aren't forever . I got this 💪

[@moniquechavez9548]

Much love main keep your head up god helps those who help themselves

[@alexandercastillo5969]

@@moniquechavez9548 I really appreciate that more then you could possibly know

[@dillionfam8874]

Believe yourself. Nothing else buddy

[@tabathacechvala4927]

Keep ur head up im beating my demons

[@kadennichols3848]

Hey man how’s it going?

[@bjornbackman7592]

2019 anyone?

[@luckypotato6973]

björn backman - damn u from the future homie? 😂

[@freddustyhornjr]

Ayyeeee!

[@63101]

still

[@benjamindover8005]

January 2nd 2019 listening to this again...

[@63101]

Yup. Right now! 🔥 🔥

[@codyedits304]

Breaks my heart knowing other people feel the same way sing it bro

[@onthemark6217]

"I wasn't even at the table when the cards were dealt." You don't get enough credit for your lyrics. Genius in word choice, broad in scope, specific to you as an individual. You are your own. I always dig it. Forget the haters.. We are our own worst critics. We don't need anybody for that ish. keep it up big dog

[@LilWindex]

🔥🔥🔥

[@Killermonty5233]

Lil Windex we need a track with doobie in it yall would snap fr

[@jhaweii7048]

Lil Windex rikidi

[@imaghostx]

Windex why do you keep posting videos then take them back down before I get a chance to watch the shit?

[@rickjames4690]

Lil wendix, you’re trash as fuck. $20,000 I beat your fucking face in. Leggo

[@pawthead7902]

SDK

[@HecticReacts]

This is 🔥 much love homie

[@thomashansen440]

love your reacts man, wish you wouldnt have watched this and did a vid on it instead but all g haha, do some more by merk

[@HecticReacts]

Thomas Hansen what if I told you I had already recorded it? 😉

[@HecticReacts]

Thomas Hansen I’ve just been working so I haven’t had a chance to edit/render it. Should be up in about 12-14 hours

[@thomashansen440]

well then dam son that would be sick af , hope you did homie would love to see it.

[@HecticReacts]

Thomas Hansen yeah man just getting to it a little late. Busy time of the year at the moment

[@johnokeeffe1012]

Canada has better rappers then america atm from an Irish point of view

[@marleyhp9164]

john o keeffe Canada is America you dumb fuck!!

[@cybercypher7168]

Marley HP fuck That! We're not American! We didn't vote a racist bigoted moron

[@marleyhp9164]

Andrew Sutherland are you stupid!! That's the United states.. America is a continent.

[@mikepetersen5962]

wtf???????????????

[@marleyhp9164]

Andrew Sutherland North America Central America South America. So you claim Canada is not from any of these.. You need to quit smokin bath salts

[@SonofSparta1]

It's sad to say but I prefer this over Em's new album.

[@scottdawson9438]

Son of Sparta why is that sad

[@SonofSparta1]

Because he used to be good, I grew up listening to him.

[@rickykeel4598]

This is you Merkules. This song is fire! Please more like this, you are a beast on a remix but this is going beyond Keep this up its so dope!

[@simonq7884]

Dont ever let the money get to you merk stay real

[@wrjpollock1305]

Man .. on earth does anyone else think this MerKules track is the Bomb ?

[@kikinhugs11]

bro he slaps

[@tannerfry6962]

I'll take a shot to, this again.

[@randomuser3053]

Proper grammar please.

[@TheRealRubikscube777]

@@randomuser3053 learn how to read

[@randomuser3053]

@@TheRealRubikscube777 I did lol

[@TheRealRubikscube777]

@@randomuser3053 if you say so...

[@popeyedave8253]

LYRICS. I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn Cuz I been tryna make it, make it, make it out But I'm losing my patience, patience, patience, now There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now From something like an angel in no Halo now [Verse 1] And that's fuck up Though luck I be feeling like I be losing grip And who is to say I'm use to this stupid shit Fans say I'm on fire like my fuse is lit But all these fake ass rappers got you convinced, uh I'm fina see signal ocean Like fuck a remix, it's that dough shit Take my drink off the coaster And I'm close and closest to really being me When this patron hits The soda printer got no potential I go so damn in it when I hold this pencil Like I wrote a letter to my older self And I told em don't make friends And do it all yourself But he won't listen He is busy making music for the sake of it To worried about a buzz and what they will think of it He just scared and unaware of what patience is I'm tryna make amends cuz I was crazy then [Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn I didn't want to take this, take this, take this route It's time for you to face it, face it now They build you up to break you, break you down So I love the fact they hate me, hate me, hate me now [Verse 2] I got my face in my palm when I'm by myself Staring at the bottle like a shot might up I wasn't even at the table When the cards got dealt I can see my phone ringing, sorry not right now I got work to do They say Merk's the truth If you ain't heard the news then you should search the tube But I'm human, they forget that I'm a person too See you purchased yours I really earned my views Yeah I been swimming in this water And it's toxic I been feeling like a marta in this marsh pit But I'm really like a mobster on some boss shit You not said i'm smarter I'm never caught up in the nonsense Fuck a blogger or a top 5 list Ray Charles in the ring You ain't got no hits Watch em climb to the top just to fall like bricks Next year I'll have a hundred thousand on my wrist [Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn Cuz I been tryna make it, make it, make it out But I'm losing my patience, patience, patience now There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now From something like an angel in no Halo now I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn Leave me alone, I'm far too grown Don't call my phone I'm not at home

[@charlottecjc]

*I'm something like an angel with no halo now* *I'm feeling sea sick, no ocean, like fuck a remix it's that dope shit* *some boss shit, *you're not shit,* I'm Smart never caught up in this nonsense*

[@whiteknucklekrew09]

Its Tough Luck... And Sea sick with no ocean... Im something like am Angel with no halo now...

[@nismojdm5950]

Leave me alone, I'm far too GONE, Don't call my phone, I'm not at home

[@bdf49]

Dp D fack I cant read!

[@TheSulvay]

Dp D dude.... dont ever write lyrics haha

[@seanburke7479]

This shit hits when you need it too

[@SultanenAvSwing]

Well put!!

[@multitablez]

~2 years ago my dad died and had gon die on repeat .. today my mum died and now have this on repeat

[@Ripoffmatpat]

Thats sad

[@daness5620]

Hope you made it tru the storm!! Much love from Australia

[@annonomis9299]

Hang in there bud. Hope your doing better

[@IntensePeppers]

hope ur doing well brother

[@TheSandwichProdject]

pain will pass, keep moving through it

[@chiefskingdom2430]

Don’t ever stop what you’re doing. I have all your albums on my phone and you’re changing the game man.

[@adamnowick2638]

Kohl Myers fucking absolutely

[@strange_aeons5636]

Amazing!! AS ALWAYS!

[@Realprinceofnc]

strange_aeons Listen to my trash ass music and gimmie feedback please 100K streams open.spotify.com/artist/4grJnaDNgh84rWYlF7T11s?si=T5DkIXjaSYOr_rcTV37lEA

[@-ASH-72]

That was surely met with a buttplugg huh you FREAK???

[@cameronshawcross819]

"You purchased yours, I really earned my views" I love it homie!

[@westsidekingable]

Jesus can save yu fam

[@heressomeh8radeforya]

And when I go through this again I listen to This Again.

[@ogmusic5659]

This Guy is the Hope of Rap - can‘t hear this Trap shit anymore Love your Music dude - deepest Shit i‘ve ever heard ! 🔥

[@kofi-kun6420]

Bill You prabably always look that stupid but ok....

[@eddiespears7737]

Merkules should hook up schoolboy q. I bet they can make a 🔥 track

[@brenndenpenix2351]

Eddie Spears what about him and mgk

[@TheKomodo__Gaming]

Another hit. Love the determination. Absolutely love it. You're one of the many rappers that actually put their emotions and passion into their lyrics, with as much Truth as possible. Keep it up man. :) Do you and ignore the bullshit.

[@highsnowtrooper9774]

Anybody listening in November 2019????

[@TheStatechamp2010]

hell yeah even though his new album out lmao

[@TheStatechamp2010]

but its all so good

[@pov5880]

me all the day merkulessssss is on the roadddd

[@highsnowtrooper9774]

@@pov5880 Das wassup🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@thefutureisnow7696]

All merks shit is 💯💯💯💯💯

[@Bobbyka159]

Wanna chill?? Listen to Merk Wanna go berzerk? Listen to Merk Wanna get hight af? Listen to Merk Keep up with these songs Dood.What a dope guy!

[@matty8399]

Zuba you couldn't be more right! 🔥

[@Bobbyka159]

Maaaaan... He is the reason that this Hip-Hop thing is still breathing.

[@nativeangel]

Merkules. "This Agian" *LYRICS* [Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn 'Cause I been tryna make it, make it, make it out But I'm losing my patients, patients, patients now There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now I'm something like an angel with no halo now [Verse 1] And that's fuck up Though luck got me feeling like I'm losin' grip Or who's to say, I'm used to the stupid shit Fans say I'm on fire like my fuse is lit But all these fake ass rappers got you convinced, uh I'm feeling sea sick, no ocean Like fuck a remix, it's that dough shit Take my drink off the coast and I'm coastin' I'm closest to really being me when this Patron hits It so depending, got no potential I go so demented when I hold this pencil Like I wrote a letter to my older self And I told him don't make friends And do it all yourself But he won't listen He is busy making music for the sake of it Too worried 'bout a buzz and what they'll think of it He just scared and unaware of what patients is I'm tryna make amends cuz I was crazy then [Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn And I ain't wanna take this, take this, take this route It's time for you to face it, face it, face it now They build you up to break you, break you, break you down So I love the fact they hate me, hate me, hate me now [Verse 2] I got my face in my palm when I'm by myself Staring at the bottle like a shot might help I wasn't even at the table When the cards got dealt I can see my phone ringing, sorry not right now I got work to do They're sayin' Merk's the truth If you ain't heard the news then you should search the tube But I'm human, they forget that I'm a person too See you purchased yours I really earned my views, yeah I been swimming in this water, and it's toxic I been feeling like a mordor in this mosh pit But I'm really like a mobster on some boss shit You're not chill, I'm smart I'm never caught up in the nonsense Fuck a blogger or a top-5 list Ray Charles in the ring You ain't got no hits Watch 'em climb to the top just to fall like bricks Next year I'll have a hundred thousand on my wrist, yo [Chorus] I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn Cuz I been tryna make it, make it, make it out But I'm losing my patients, patients, patients now There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now I'm something like an angel with no halo now I be going through this again, through this again Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don't give a damn Leave me alone, I'm far too grown Don't call my phone I'm not at home

[@crusnikrage2337]

feelin like a martyr in this mosh pit

[@usefulpoison673]

It's that dope shit*

[@synzdreamer840]

thank you

[@BennyLeSanto]

HITS JUST AS HARD AS IT DID 5 BACC MERK A LEGEND

[@sykezcottageNE1]

My life's fucked this past month before you even got big bro whatever going on in me life people relate to songs but am feeling suicidal for while and everytime I listen to this I've been using it as therapy to try and get me through what I couldn't say or do concept and visuals 👌 cheers so much man bro got 2 reasons to face it now 👊💔😢 Stompdownkillerz💯 mass respect Merk

[@Avotez]

Canada’s finest

[@DLoyaL902]

you mean sadchild

[@chasetonks903]

Manchild sucks. Go back to kindergarten, come back when your smarter and older.

[@brendensnorthwestoutdoors3495]

mad child is dope asf

[@antiher0891]

This week has started out all wrong already...i sit here sipping coffee vibing with Merkules...calms me enough to make thru these rough days..stay true and you can never go wrong!

[@justingoforth1102]

Lifes been rough this year, looks like it's not gonna end anytime soon either. This song speaks on so many levels its been an absolute life saver. This beat and no matter what Merk does its going to be fire.

[@Jakeya66]

Bro this whole album has saved my life. Reject hits me really deep

[@dylanspaulding8721]

It's a good song but how'd you last a week, I go 10 hours and I'm dying

[@charleskish3734]

Coke 😂😂😂😂

[@JayFiddy]

Merk came so HOT in 2017... I can't wait to see how this album pans out in 2018. Much love brother. STK4L

[@leroyjenkins2432]

I drink alone.. Have a wife and a kid.. not suicidal just love the vibe

[@snowgalet]

You prob wont see this.. but youve always helpt me in my toughest times. Thank u.

[@bobbyk3866]

Let us feel the hurt Merk. You helped me get out of dark times and are one of my biggest inspirations.

[@brewcrew0374]

Right bro

[@CampbellsUniverse]

This is straight flames. Shoutout from Nova Scotia 🔥🔥

[@elbrody832]

Don't care the year, I'm still bumping it. Happy 2022 to everyone.

[@anthonylockey4859]

Still a daily banger Merks, great track with insight, keep them coming, Merks 2k19

[@FlameBlue9016]

Everyone has their addictions to cope, too deal with the pain, I’m not a drinker or a drug guy because of my dad and the abuse more torture he put my sister my mom and I through. But I’m a addicted to food, i stress eat the whole nine…… I’m very self aware of my bull shit and my baggage,I get up everyday and try my best and try my best to be the best person I can be, I know I am not the kinda dad he was , I never beat my son with a 2x4. I never Burned my daughter or raped her …. He’s gone now , the damage he did to the 3 of us, now we are here healing each other and trying to give my mom a good life for the rest of the life she has … No life is perfect, we do the best we can with what we have. Much love

[@terrensmith3633]

My heart goes out to you and your family🙏🏻🕊🤍 cheers

[@moonrocks6478]

There's noone that can save me, save me now..... leave me alone.....im far to gone...💔🖤🥃🚬

[@dukenukem6093]

👍💪

Better than most new rappers

[@FrgottenFrshness]

Just listened to this track for the first time and instantly want to listen to "this again" pun intended

[@chriswebster7465]

I'll be forever grateful for this song, it put me back on track and helped me get out of a dark time. Thank you man. I made it back home, working my way back up.

[@click5100]

I listen to this shit daily, a lot of your shit actually. Hard to find shit like this these days brotha, this they kinda shit to get you through the dark times, don't stop killing the game!

[@itpromuffoletto]

@@koppilork then why are you here? This is 10x better then the other mumble rap bullshit passing as music.

[@dzabeats1]

@@itpromuffoletto so true

[@CooK19XX]

@@koppilork lmao please tell me you're not 12

[@johnrowan5623]

About to be 5 years 🔥🔥🔥

[@tuikkala9856]

2017 done 2018 done 2019 done ill be back here every fucking year, so fucking dope for chilling / thinkin about memories n stuff. Keep it up!!!

[@treson3]

where are you?

[@jeffreyb487]

Not here

[@SmokeCheeba]

This is still one of my go to songs from Merk, it just hits hard with those feels.

[@ImRonnieRay]

Merkules you killed it once again... Grandma is gonna love this.

[@leandrodomingues4452]

if it wasnt you i would not be alive anymore, thank you for sharing your high and lows in a form of music with us, i love you Merkules.

[@Adamas_83]

Some heartfelt shit, Merk. You keep making music the way you do, and I'll keep listening. It's that simple.

[@smally5145]

major props to you merk. your music has touched my heart at the right time in my life, one of Canada's greatest. actually the most real rapper for touching on mental health, such strong and relatable lyrics. you keep doin you brother lots of love, support and respect coming from AUS. PS I'm gonna meet you one day and say this in real life.

[@willsmith8773]

Have you met him yet?

[@simplymejustd]

Merk I think you are one talented artist. I love your remixes. I look forward to more of your own original music. You ARE one of the Best lyricist I have heard. If you did battle you would kill-em.

[@blacktheory509]

She left me but it's a new year thanks merks for the song really helps me think 👌🔥

[@blacktheory509]

K 💔

[@blacktheory509]

El Chapo lmao

[@keepwatch1434]

black theory what godly walk meant to say is she wants a better life for the both of you.

[@bugnutz43847683]

Another song I can relate to. Cant wait for the album to drop. Keep going youre doing great.

[@scryptx3934]

Is this the next song I'll listen to a thousand times? No doubt.

[@reginamarcum8171]

I love this song. I can relate 100 percent. I wish to god I could meet him In Person. I listen to his music everyday.

[@teardrop9702]

i feel u

[@petersmith3355]

Wow you're a loser😅😂😅 This dude is trash👎👎👎

[@AAs-vb7pv]

Lol I see Peter is dissing every one's comment s

[@Larze13]

@@petersmith3355 N u r MIA, literally in the trash

[@petersmith3355]

@@Larze13 What...? Can you even form a complete sentence moron?? O just to let you know Snoop Dog is beyond trash!!

[@6radda]

It genuinely warms my heart when i see Merklues has come so far. He was and is an amazing artist and he definitely deserves it. I sense a lot of Lil Peep influence on this track and i love it,so good.

[@noahsfuneral9317]

Yea rip lil peep I feel the vibe

[@KingJuulz]

Lil peep is trash tho tbh

[@cjvermeire6554]

Get ready for the hate lmao ^

[@noahsfuneral9317]

CJ Vermeire yep lol

[@gwmechanical7402]

oath man all these young rappers are shit, just in it for the cash

[@zacharyetter3124]

One year later and I'm honestly going through this AGAIN. Even tho my life is fucked at the moment, watch me get back up!! Merk, brother you are a GODSENT. God bless you! This shit helps

[@tobiasfunke3357]

Merk is so underrated!!

[@Geno91]

You give me hope for the rap game. Also thank you merk, I listen to your lyrics flow and backstory and it's insane how much alike we are. You might've saved someone. Keep it up.

[@jaymoney3116]

This should be at a 100 million views by now...fire!!

[@brucelee2532]

Im fucking addicted to this beat !!

[@haydenrice7252]

This hits hard, always finding my way back to this

[@roryfreeman6481]

At least once a week to reassure myself I ain't the only one

[@TyroneBiggums26]

Every time my depression comes back, this is the first song I play. “ I’m Closest to being me when this patron hits”👌🏽

[@whoopazz1]

Murked it as always!

[@jordancarl7550]

Just asked power 96.5 in lansing, MI to play this! Keep up the great work! Youll make it!

[@jaminwing6821]

dude me too! such a good song

[@seanwilliams6182]

Wish I could get Detroit to play it

[@jaminwing6821]

call up the radio station and request the song

[@laceyoh]

I'm trying to get Sirius xm hip hop nation to play it. It's just a matter of time, I kno I'm not the only one

[@disguy168]

This is what it is straight from the heart homie. You struck me with this one, like a double shot while sitting on the couch alone.

[@teardrop9702]

damn straight thats deep shit fr mad love and respect for u homie

[@ineverplay1]

We don't have to live depressed. We have the ability to change our mindset. I hope you are able to gain strength and happiness. Music is definitely therapeutic.

[@LILSMOKE519]

Man I Do This 24/7 its Sad 😢 im A 1996 Baby Always Drinking Alone !!! Dont go more than 3 dayzz -.- 🇨🇦Ontario

[@blazemunn6770]

Stay strong merk your music made a big impact on my life man your one of the best out there bro your music rocks keep your head high and keep the blunts burning 😑🔥🌲💨💯💯

[@larsdebruyn1272]

merkules for president! 😂🎉 this song is hot af

[@mikeross5627]

Lars Debruyn Prime Minister mang

[@zachb9708]

This shit lit

[@itamisaisei]

lmfao dude he is from beautiful Canada. Prime Minister not president

[@marktaylor3390]

anyone else drop a like before it started?

[@DiositoF4loper0]

depressive, anxious, always drinking alone... nobody give a damn to you... it seems like when you're like this, everything conspires against you