I went through a personal depression in 2012-2012 because my GF broke up with me out of nowhere. Everything were so dark and hopeless back then. This song is one of the main songs from that period, besides the unforgiven III, this is the life from dream theater and the album One-X from Three Days Grace. in 2014 I went through my spiritual awakening, but fell asleep again due to fights with my family over my awakening. This was in 2014. Fast forward to 2021: I graduated as an Electrical Engineer, and this incident was dorment in my mind until I started working. As the world turns darker & darker due to hyperinflation and wars, "the day" that I have been working so hard to achieve, will never come. My life have just been a constant flow of depression.
@DemonSprt2 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately this is a life we won't be escape until we die :(
@my_name_was_stolen2 жыл бұрын
Can feel you bruh. Since my gf broke up with me in 2016 due to her moving to another country, I've had several attempts to find myself someone else and in the end it always ended up in another depression period, questioning my own existence, losing interest in all I've had. At the first time I was stupid enough to make a mistake that bothers me even now - I rejected a girl that I liked because she smoked a lot and drunk. I was dumb cuz I thought that there's no need for us to be together cuz I'm not gonna accept these things, and I had no will to force her to change for me, so I decided to say goodbye before it went too far. And after 1.5 years we met and she said that she wanted us to be together and she still has some feelings left, but at that moment she was already in a relationship with someone else. I felt broken more than ever. I started to hate myself for being so selfish and egoistic. Then in 2019 I've met another girl that seemed to enjoy me and my presence, so after some time I started getting attached to her, and after 4 months of building up our connection I accidentally saw her together with someone else, I realized that she was lying all this time and just using me, while being together with that guy. I got surrounded by depression again, forgot how it feels to be happy for a while again, how can you enjoy life when you always end up in a situation when u realize than all was for nothing, you just continue to exist and do what you need to do to survive. But you don't really live, you just survive. Then, around sept-novem 2021 I found another girl, we were hanging out a lot, and I really felt that this is my person, she was opened, positive, smiled a lot. I could feel that she really is interested in what happens with me and all. Until I found out that she has a bf, she just loves people and is very open minded and talkative. Yet again I got into another black moment of my life for some time because yet again, I find somebody who feels me, is an amazing person and fills me up with positivity for the rest of the day, but her heart belongs to somebody else. And after almost 4 months I found a girl that caught my attention and we started to get to know each other closer. And when I opened myself to her, she said that she cannot imagine us being as a couple because she thinks that I am on another level when it comes to development. She was like "when I'm next to you I'm always laughing and having fun, but I understand that I can't give you anything in return. You will not find anything new from me, I'm super boring and there's nothing interesting you can get from me." Honestly, this was my first time getting rejected like that. And it was strange. I mean, she said a lot of good things about me, but at the same time I understand that it's not what I was hoping to hear. I'm the only guy who gets into these thoughts and is willing to find himself a girl, we're all aged 20-22, and I'm the only one who had a serious relationship, if u can call it heh. I just can't understand why is it so complicated to love and be loved. And each time I give it a shot, I start to think if it's even worth trying? Anyways the result is always the same, I get thrown into another pit of depression and anxiety. I lose interest in life and what I do, turn into a cold-blooded psycho that sees everything in gray colors.
@Skittles-vb6dj2 жыл бұрын
I'm here if you ever want to talk bud
@Neverenough22 жыл бұрын
@@my_name_was_stolen Thanks for the reply, I somehow missed this comment earlier. It appears like you got a handle on the ladies. I would say that is an impressive track record for a 22 year old. One thing I have learned from KZbin is that girls will 9/10 times choose to not be faithful and monkey branch. That is why many red pill guys promote not trusting girls in general, and that marriage is kind of dead because marriage will be used against you in court. Point is don't be to hard on yourself, a modern women don't have the ability to be in a relationship. Expect my ex that I rejected because I hadn't a sufficient income when I was 19 years old. I am trying to go to the gym to gain the ability to defend myself, and most of all keep the head above water, because things seems to get real and being in physical shape will give the upper hand. People respects more in general after 3-4 months of gaining muscles.
@Neverenough22 жыл бұрын
@@Skittles-vb6dj Thanks man. I appreciate your comment.
@karreidas366 Жыл бұрын
slowed + reverb riff is gorgeous
@liameyles1450 Жыл бұрын
think this has to be my favorite slowed version awesome work
@elitesoldier97663 жыл бұрын
Damn soo good 👍
@AZ2UR1X_QC11 ай бұрын
Lyrics Born to push you around Better just stay down You pull away He hits the flesh You hit the ground Mouth so full of lies Tend to block your eyes Just keep them closed Keep praying Just keep awaiting Waiting for the one The day that never comes When they stand up and feel the warmth But the sunshine never comes, no No, the sunshine never comes Push you cross that line Just stay down this time Hide in yourself Crawl in yourself You'll have your time God, I'll make them pay Take it back one day I'll end this day I'll splatter color on this grave Waiting for the one The day that never comes When they stand up and feel the warmth But the sunshine never comes Love is a four letter word And never spoken here Love is a four letter word Here in this prison I suffer this no longer I'll put an end to This I swear This I swear The sun will shine This I swear This I swear This I swear
@realnorms3 жыл бұрын
Very good
@WikiLpk210 ай бұрын
The wrocław That Never Comes
@samuelna80493 жыл бұрын
Queda muy bien
@fredericnadeau7947 Жыл бұрын
🖤🤘
@ivankovwink1311 Жыл бұрын
😍
@WikiLpk211 ай бұрын
On the back ground!!!!!!!!!
@abrielrasufaaaasfinaawawwa20002 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥
@WikiLpk211 ай бұрын
Wroclaw is going to go crazy and my team will also hear "hahahaha ha, this fucked up guy went to 1 out of 9 poles for the screen installer"
@olegpugachev67853 жыл бұрын
👍♥️🤟🔥🤟👿🤟🔥🤟♥️👍
@abrielrasufaaaasfinaawawwa20002 жыл бұрын
Wvo www 🥺
@WikiLpk210 ай бұрын
What tuning??
@WikiLpk210 ай бұрын
Can you do this again but live version? kzbin.info/www/bejne/h4KchY2Mf9eahposi=4OUaujJwVzsXIICj please
@WikiLpk211 ай бұрын
A lot of low end in the venue on this ver
@bong_water692 жыл бұрын
this hurts my ears
@DemonSprt2 жыл бұрын
Why? if you say, ı can fix my wrong :)
@shizzlefohizzle4172 жыл бұрын
I think its fine! Its just the way the album and this song was compressed i feel is why it sounds glitchy!