If you only new the things I been through. If I only did the things I said I’ll do. When it levitates ima let it loose. I can be gone in a minute. They’re Painting my picture don’t give me the image. Your right here from the beginning right from the start all way to the finish. Talk bout a man on mission, see something I want and I gotta get it. Independent they don’t know how I did it. Heart it’s broken I don’t know how to fix it. It’s like I meant nothing to you. Keep my toes on the ground head up to the moon.
@ghostrecon38348 ай бұрын
They don’t understand Keep on saying they don’t understand Sit in my room alone and wander who I even am Talking to God, hoping and praying that I’m not damned This wasn’t a part of the plan No, nothing went according to plan All cause I failed again.. Yeah, I failed again Can’t get control of my sin Really want out of this skin Some days I’m not even sure of what dwells within Why am I still falling asleep praying that it’s the end? I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way But man, I’m so sick of today It’s all the same, it’s always all the same Am I even capable of change? Cause everything I once loved about myself has gone away And I’m just not the man I was The guy who actually gave a fuck The dude not always crying over being judged That one person you could trust A kid who actually felt loved Yeah, felt loved.. Now waking hoping today isn’t the day he gives up..
@RetroLodge8 ай бұрын
W
@cotychambers51118 ай бұрын
I Grew up in a broken home, always kinda just felt alone. Don’t wanna be here anymore When I leave don’t open the door. Back on my shit again, picking up bottles & running from friends. The ones who love me never showed it Maybe they did I just didnt noticed. Sometimes I just feel like a lotus, Flying away with all of my emotions . I just feel like life is a bogus, Lie, I been trying to ease my mind. I cannot lie, I’m prolly running out of time. I’m not scared of the dark anymore, in fact good she’s a friend of mine. I’ve made choices I’m not proud of But I gotta show my kids a different light that will shine. Idk I’m not a rapper, I just light to write to ease my pain
@fieldsie927 ай бұрын
Alright, feel this... Im tired of playing pretend, killed our old selves then stuffed em under our beds now they're the monsters living under our beds, contorted and juggling both of our heads Tip toe and trembling while moving ahead i cant go back to what i use to be, no never again, the pain still gushing, river of red twisted mindset you would think a surgeon was all in my head now that all of thats said, please dont judge the rest of whats said. @Ghostrecon3834 its okay to be mad, its okay to get stuck with these thoughts or even rolling on flats my prayers hoping you pick yourself up keep moving and never look back I hope you find a path so bright the glasses you need are Venti Black Tinted We all a bunch of burdened sinners Just know someone paid off your debt Now he see's nothing but winners Progression over perfection The demons come back nightly like a profession trying to puppeteer me but i will never let them Prayers going out but there seems to be two people on the connection The devil and god, i know sometimes its hard to tell'em apart Keep a little faith inside of your heart and it will keep you from falling apart time for patience and time for reflection for another one of his stars.
@Snowtharanger8 ай бұрын
The pen tapping omg
@tap99938 ай бұрын
You should do this again but with the hook. This fire tho ngl
@kaixart848 ай бұрын
Lately my thoughts eatin' me alive Laid in the bed, thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive Wish I didn't listen, just like I wish they would understand me one time I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line Everything's just fine (Slippin' again) there I go, slippin' again I'm actin' different again I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup and I sip it again (After this ends) tell me, after all this ends Will I be mentioned again? Why do I care? If in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again Yeah Slim, bring the beat in Before my dad left this Earth He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want I was supposed to die at birth Gave me a chance and I fucked it up, give me another one (mmm) I've been runnin' from Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em I just called ma, said I forgive her for not bein' there when I needed one I'm comin' back, just let me go I'm comin' back, just let me go, yeah I'm comin' back, just let me go I'm comin' back, don't let me go Who am I when the music stops? And the character that I been playin' is really just broken and fuckin' lost? I swear I've been tellin' you over and over again in all of these songs But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin' 'cause they're too busy tryna write me off And they go on and on and on It's funny, 'cause if we just sat and talked You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'cause I blocked it off I got trust issues, growin' up no one was there to hear what I thought My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid when me and my father fought Yeah I'm medicatin' with something that I cannot pronounce, but it's what the doctor gave me Rehab patient with a pen and some paper (mmm), this psychiatrist keeps evaluatin' How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby? I don't got no one to turn to 'cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am, I don't know when I look in the mirror Constantly dreadin' the day that the audience might not be screamin' for me anymore The feeling of dyin' alone and not leavin' anything behind is my biggest fear Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never comin' back after I leave out the door I'm comin' back, just let me go (feelin' like) I'm comin' back, just let me go, yeah I'm comin' back, just let me go I'm comin' back, don't let me go (mmm) I'm comin' back, just let me go (mmm) I'm comin' back, just let me go, yeah (mmm) I'm comin' back, just let me go (mmm) I'm comin' back, don't let me go
@ovaltine_feen17628 ай бұрын
Love this one, def gonna write something to it🔥🖤
@OfficialJ_Cmusic8 ай бұрын
Same man first time I’m ever gonna do like a remix to a song but the way he did this one hit home forsure
@ColoradoMusicVisionary27 күн бұрын
Beat both of you to the cut.@@OfficialJ_Cmusic
@luca.soldan8 ай бұрын
THANK YOU
@LHEJefe8 ай бұрын
Inspirational asf
@GraceYocum8 ай бұрын
I want to learn how to play this on piano cause it seems easy but idk how to find the notes cause I can’t play piano 😂😭
@Khawsymf8 ай бұрын
Piano is easy too grace 😭😹. It’s like typing keyboard
@GraceYocum8 ай бұрын
@@Khawsymfokay maybe for some ppl 😂 but I spent some time trying different notes and I finally found them and I can play it now cause it’s only like 6 notes
@@GraceYocum see💁🏽♂️ , you passed grade 1 😹. You have instagram?
@GraceYocum8 ай бұрын
@@Khawsymf haha XD no I don't use any social media besides KZbin
@amandakat11118 ай бұрын
Love this ❤
@YankeeFlamee8 ай бұрын
Thanks you❤
@Khawsymf8 ай бұрын
You’re welcome
@rinarenee53758 ай бұрын
MGK used my piano melody “why did you leave” with this one. My beat was published on August 30th 2023…
@315.hxyden8 ай бұрын
they’re similar but not identical at all check ur facts mgk didnt take ur 400 view beat🤣🤣🍋
@Khawsymf8 ай бұрын
@@315.hxyden so much violence 👀😭
@MaydayBeFamous8 ай бұрын
What sucks nowadays is now that everyone and their grandma knows how to use a beat maker of some sort almost every bpm and melody has been used over the years. Eventually some things will sound like others even if theyve never heard your piano melody before at all or not. Could just say "great minds think alike" and just be happy for a fellow artist. Ain't nobody stealing anything
@Rursy8 ай бұрын
wow bro you made a similar 4 chord melody, crazy how simple shit gets repeated huh?
@rinarenee53758 ай бұрын
@@315.hxyden I’m on more than just KZbin weirdo
@pvoy3 ай бұрын
0:30
@Identity11238 ай бұрын
I’ve been getting high off what you can’t provide, I improvise cause you lied, I cannot reconcile, am in denial, or stuck to my old ways, I’ve been betrayed, I’m am not afraid, I needed you but I am not that kid anymore, you stayed the same I transformed, I am a man, I can never understand, you fuck up the plan, and still I’m looking for an answer, it’s been a couple years you passed, I can’t think back, you never had my back, I always got stabbed, its easier for me to think about what we never had, I cannot get Mad, I cannot be sad, your last words was I’ll be back, 8 years later Nothings changed, I saw you getting gas, I explained my pain, I cannot take blame, you made this stain, do you feel ashamed, I am not the same, you are far from a saint,
@simonhernandez65948 ай бұрын
I have a daughter Now She changed my life I don’t feel like I’m a bother now Finding a way just trying to make her proud She is a fighter just like her father now!
@RequimInsanity5 ай бұрын
All jokes aside, whats that song?
@RizzGawd698 ай бұрын
Why would I lie when I could withhold? Don't have to tell you shit you don't know! You know how it goes, gotta just stick to the code, remember the streets that you have rode, along with every piece of great advice you were told! Never a right price for me to just fold! Never ever doing wtf I am told! Nah, nah, never ever, fuck no! Somehow I'm breaking the mold but still yet covered in mildew and mold, got me in this ultimate battling mode. It's a joke in the way that we rust and erode, now I'm on a lost highway that dont consist of any roads...
@Jaclyn342 ай бұрын
While I just lie in my room why I do feel im just gon die in my room all by myself I cried out for help but when you're gone they would say it was too soon nobody saw the signs from the wounds until your body laid up in a tomb somebody clean up this mess blood spilt on aisle 2 how do you repair it when you are beyond it the pain hit different when it becomes chronic talking to yourself cus noone else talking only yourself to blame when you caused it life moving too fast can somebody pause it thought it was my neck maybe it's the stress cus everyday I've been feeling sick and nauesous the mental pain turn to the physical when you ghosted so much you become invisible they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger problems can last so long it can slowly start killing you all the words I hear in my head I say to myself how can I care about hate when I already hate myself all alone but sad knowing I wouldn't even date myself knowing if I was a god I wouldn't recreate myself If Im a mistake and it is too late, im wasting valuable space in time im trying to save face, to see if I can be great but im still losing my mind today all lost in a world that doesn't have time for sympathy and if Im this much of a lost cause hire a hit somebody please just get rid of me cus I am suffering in silence and nobody listening that moon bright under the moon light I can feel the universe sensing me
@RizzGawd698 ай бұрын
Crossing my heart and I dope to die! Look at me now, I'm all in the sky, ain't telling you no lies. If you think I did or do, lemme ask you why? Why did you sever the ties? Why didn't you realize that you were being told real lies? tricked into thinking it was real life. Convinced into thinking you'd get something you will like, instead you.. you will just die! The good, the bad, the ugly, that makes me "real nice". Malice all in my heart and soul! I am so cold! Can't even be helped with the world's hottest soup in a bowl! Scavage about like a gd crow! Keep 1 eye open always like a 1 burner stove! The Walking Dead just look at the flowers, shit is so dark right here in the grove... spirits linger and uncomfortable, in this spooky ass cove, and to insanity: me, it has drove... Taking every single thing away from me, just know that bitch is a rougue!
@maligniisl3 ай бұрын
… Lately, my thoughts eatin' me alive Laid in the bed, thinking maybe that hate will finally go away if I'm not alive Wish I didn't listen, just like I wish they would understand me one time I had a breakdown, and tatted my entire body except one line Everything's just fine, slipping again There I go slipping again, I'm acting different again I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup, and I sip it again After this ends, tell me after all the sins, will I be mentioned again? Why do I care if in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again? Yeah, Slim, bring the beat in Before my dad left this Earth He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want I was supposed to die at birth Gave me a chance and I fucked it up, give me another one (mm) I've been running from secrets I hate as a kid and I never confronted 'em I just called mom Said I forgive her for not being there when I needed one … I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, don't let me go … Who am I when the music stops? And the character that I've been playing is really just broken and fucking lost? I swear, I've been telling you over and over again in all of these songs But they don't hear nothing I'm writing, 'cause they're too busy trying to write me off And they go on, and on, and on It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'Cause I blocked it off, I got trust issues growing up No one was there to hear what I thought … My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid When me and my father fought Yeah, I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce But it's what the doctor gave me Rehab patient with a pen and some paper The psychiatrist keeps evaluating How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on a stomach When we lost the baby? … I don't got no one to turn to 'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was trying to raise me (mm) Searching for someone to tell me who I really am I don't know when I look in the mirror Constantly dreading the day that the audience might not be screaming for me anymore Feeling of dying alone and not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door … I'm coming back, just let me go (feelin' like) I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, don't let me go (mm) … I'm coming back, just let me go (mm) I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah (mm) I'm coming back, just let me go (mm) I'm coming back, don't let me go