MIKAnatural #2: Happy Ending

I'm so sorry for this one.
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[@dannycolgan9087]

A destiel through the ages montage WITH both the love confession AND little bit of love section over it??? Absolutely heartbreaking and wonderful 🥺

[@possiblecryptid2501]

we say this a lot but you truly NEVER miss. also i'm sobbing over this but that's irrelevant.

[@Monica-fs8bp]

DEVASTATING song choice and the despair monologue being put over that montage and the swelling music...mikanatural WILL be the death of me

[@creepmother]

oh man, the overview of them in each season set to the confession... 😭

[@verdigris_juniper]

the fact that we're all collectively having a breakdown over this 🙃

[@celfosrac]

I'm literally three seconds into the video, had to stop to scream a little when I realized that this is a very recent video and it going to include 15x18 (don't mind me I'm just dying over here)

[@celfosrac]

Okay so it was so much worse and so much better than I could have ever imagined. I am in love with this video, it made me feel so many things😭♥️♥️

[@callievegan2798]

also at 1:55 I now only see this as "fine guess I'll just soul train out of here." Your influence.

[@kbsd]

I THINK ABOUT THIS EVERY TIME TOO I kept giggling trying to edit this very serious video because I couldn't help but hear "looosers" and the little synth noise hahahaha

[@doctorwho5012]

cas' speech at the end got me tearing up hhhhhhhhhhh EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER DONE IS FOR LOVE SHUT UPPPPPPP this song has been one of my favorites for like 10 years now so this hits HARD aaaaaaahhhhhhh I'm dead

[@AlenaCantFly]

The way I gasped out a NO when I saw this in my sub box and then immediately clicked on it just to be absolutely devasted and sobbing now so uh thanks?

[@sasha.158]

this song has always been one of my immediate tear-jerkers, so i put this video off, and now i’m commenting to say that i was absolutely right to do so lmao. the ‘little bit of love’ part, especially, destroyed me. this is so well done.

[@sasha.158]

watching this again a year later after rewatching the whole show and i'm a fucking wreck. it's still SO GOOD.

[@sarahelpme423]

I see once again you chose violence and on the ides of march no less

[@phoebeknapp2785]

watched this 4 times in a row then watched grace kelly then watched this aagain. now i am going to go stick my hand in a pot of boiling water. fantastic work, as always

[@silverelver4820]

watching again in honour of this song making me tear up in the middle of the eurovision of all things, purely due to this video's influence 💕💕

[@blastogirl]

I've watched this video probably 20 times or more and every time it just punches me in the gut. The visuals combined with the beauty of the song make the despair of an unhappy ending hit home. I don't love the ending of the show, but I love how you used it to make this beautiful video. Thank you so much.

[@MelissaJaneKnox]

welp. there goes my monday night plans, time to lay down and cry

[@critiasdetested4749]

crying in my bathroom at 3am instead of studying for piano exam. i hate you (affectionate)

[@eatrunrepeat]

This video is exactly why I've chosen to only consume SPN content that's fan made. This made me tear up (still not over that dreadful finale & still hurting about how Cas just... was erased). Beautiful job. Also ow my heart

[@xenerik4127]

I'm. I wish I could send you a video of my reaction this video. I had to cover my face with a pillow in case anyone walked past my window. My jaw dropped and I was full on shaking this was so POWERFUL. Your mikanatural vids are what I live for because I love pain. Jesus Christ.

[@annasimoniaine]

I am not okay. Beautifully done, you've completely shattered my heart 😭

[@parisb8084]

Many many thoughts head full so I’ll just put them on separate lines in no particular order When I heard you were doing Mikanatural I assumed it was gonna be like the two songs that I’ve heard that were both upbeat! I thought it was gonna be Talk About You! This made me cry! The montage of them broke me more and more with every clip I’m almost willing to forgive the crimes of 15x19 and 15x20 BECAUSE of this video

[@evie2476]

I’ve literally been listening to happy ending all week, going I bet, I bet katebushstandean is gonna make a video to this - YOUR MIND I love it

[@Christine-tp5pv]

I've cried over this video at least once a day since you posted it it's THAT good

[@BrunosSquirrel]

It's fine, it's fine. I wanted to cry anyway.

[@julietblue1240]

I’m full on crying here

[@judeholland8046]

Holy damn. Look, about three weeks ago I was scouring KZbin for a Destiel video with this song. Because I’m a masochist. And what do I stumble upon just now??? Glorious, unadulterated misery. This is spectacular, good lord. Anyway, anyone know a good therapist?

[@as-ez2lh]

😢

[@DelenaFanGirl]

I’m literally crying this is amazing!!!😭

[@whexeverX]

Man, this video is so good. Damn, I wish I could accept 15x19-15x20 as canon, because you managed to fit it so perfectly with this song. Ech.... :( For now, I'm just gonna rewatch 2:21 - 3:01 forever, cause that part was a gift send for us from Gods. Bless.

[@kbsd]

If you’re on Tumblr, I posted a clip of just that part! katebushstandean.tumblr.com/post/645907118056177664/happy-ending2-full-video

[@whexeverX]

@@kbsd yes, thankfully I saw that clip first (truly a masterpiece, the only time post finale when i was able to rewatch the confession scene cause it made me concentrate on the "love" part of the confession, and it made me feel like it's gonna be okay (and it is in the Secret Good Supernatural that lives in our minds)) because that piece here at ~2:18 where it transitions from an above shot of Dean's burning body to him standing up after digging himself from his grave at 4x01 (die vs reborn) would've shattered me to the pieces and left me a sobbing mess on the floor before i even got to that best part

[@fala.sylwianna]

This is perfect. This song is so perfect for them.

[@TheJGVideoShow]

This is incredibly well done. I'm sitting here crying over this. I miss them. I love them. Thank you. 💙💚

[@ImWeirdAndILikeIt]

THIS IS THE WAY THAT WE LOVE! LIKE ITS FOREVER! THEN LIVE THE REST OF OUR LIVES! BUT NOT TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@Euphiry]

This is like the BEST video ever... so sad so damn sad but so beautiful, you naughty got me in tears here!

[@callievegan2798]

y'know what. okay. okay. fine. this is fine.

[@laurali7010]

I have to watch this video at least twice a week or I become physically unwell. What have you done to me I am the broken shell of a person every time I watch it

[@a1yssabrooke]

that was perfect and now i'm crying

[@presumablydeadarm]

horrible. i hate it. i feel like im gonna die. great work

[@rwalden00]

*sobs forever*

[@krislacara1175]

This made me cry😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

[@UnoNumberOne]

So good ❤️

[@cosmorose6]

COOL I'M SOBBING

[@MusikGeek90]

I totally did not cry at the beginning and again when Dean dies and you transition to his season 4 grave. Nope not at all. Another fantastic video

[@SnowyMary]

That was just RUDE I was not prepared for SO many feels. waaah *sob*

[@lilraindrop7943]

ow ow ow ow ow

[@himitsutsubasa2560]

oh no. OH NO. OOOOH NOOOOOOOO

[@BagOfSticksFork]

ok simply too much fr me to deal with but also wow i completely forgot this song existed

[@mattrich8504]

dude that shit hurted

[@mattrich8504]

no but really this makes the confession hurt so much worse, mikanatural is kicking my ASS

[@kissmrule]

I so love this video it so cute , so sad and so love this song to

[@lilyrose5134]

had to pause 45 seconds in cos im already sobbing ??

[@friedarichter9332]

How do I know I have watched this edit too many times in too short a time? The song just came on the radio. Obviously, there was no supernatural voicetrack on the radio. It can't have been, right? And, obviously, radio is a purely audible medium. There is no "pictures" on the radio. Right? However. I definitely HEARD the supernatural voicetrack. And I DID SEE the visuals. So congratulations, you apparently made me download your video into my head.

[@julietblue1240]

I’m so broken

[@lilyrose5134]

i was wondering why you didn't put the confession speech at the start but then i. Then you. What the fucjkkk?, that build up at the end.. oh mygod. Im so devastated

[@cherishdean6207]

Holy SHIT

[@rebeccawachsmuth4487]

I cried 😭

[@shadowelii]

wow wow wow oh wow. OH O W.

[@19Isa09]

Ouch ouch ouch

[@Orochi8Strange]

why do I keep coming back here and hurting myself?!

[@stargleekwhofighter]

i am begging you to bring back mikanatural (i would combust if you did promiseland, but i will happily take anything)

[@MrBeckaWecka]

I'm ok, nothing to see here, not a grown woman crying on the floor because of a video about 2 fictional middle aged men. Nope, not me, I'm fine.

[@friedarichter9332]

You know I had options. I could be normal about Supernatural. (nah) I could watch the entire series and only then consume fancontent. (nah) I could be introduced to this fandom by randomly stumbling upon the confession scene in a video about queerbaiting. I could then binge the first 8 seasons within a week, then start reading fancontent and tumblr. Piece things together. I could now be stuck in season 13, because I basically know what the finale is and until I watch it it isn't real. And then I could go and watch fancontent and still pretend to be normal about Supernatural. And then it's 2am, I am writing an important essay with half a liter espresso. And I start crying. Because of you. And because I hadn't actually seen the 'Lucifer impersonates Cas on the phone' scene before. You broke my heart all over again. And you did it for fun. Evilly. Edit: Second time arround. Will I make it past the 2 minute mark without tears? No, no I will not. Edit 2: My reaction gets actually worse and worse. I have now started throwing pens. There's a new detail I focus on every time arround. 3: HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO FINISH MY STUPID ESSAY 4: 6am. I made progress with the goddamn essay. I also want to throw something again. 5: 7:43 I'm finally done with the freaking essay (and emotionally). I'm not sure if you HELPED or HINDERED me here, but you have definitely emotionally scarred me. So. thank you?

[@kbsd]

Hahahaha I’m so sorry to keep you from your essay, but I’m glad it hits so hard!!

[@friedarichter9332]

@@kbsd Well I'm glad my pain could be of service to you. (*mumble grumble*)

[@julietblue1240]

Evil for this

[@kktt725]

No happy ending 😭😭😭

[@sailorsally]

EVIL

[@newtonsweeney1222]

NOT FUNNY. CRIED.