Missing Halloween

[@akifujimotoijoshi3645]

What makes the revelation ending even worse is the fact that she didn't die instantly. She might have stayed on the same spot waiting for help cause she was bear trapped and as she waits her final meal were candies, the last one she ate was the one with that wrapper that says you found me

[@zekeaffy9647]

Yeah makes sense

[@Dacs_faegdro]

Eu não sei o ingles por completo então vou falar em portugues mesmo Você esta serto,ela pode ter ficado presa em uma armadilha de urso( que é mostrado a marca na perna esquerda dela)e ter se arrastado até aquela arvore,e ter ficado lá até a morte(porque é mostrado o corpo dela estar pertubadoramente intacto,com as larvas se alimentando dela)e o fato dela não conseguir doces mesmo recebendo do garoto mostra isso que você falou ,ela se alimentou com o que tinha(ou seja,doces) e o que sobrou foi aquela na qual você mencionou"you found me", e se você continuar lendo outros comentarios,vai achar mais detalhes do que deveria E sei que paresso um maniaco falando isso,mas achei fofo essa historia toda.

[@shed_worrior4022]

@@Dacs_faegdro don't worry bro we under stand you with google translater

[@alien1299]

Meanwhile I'm trying to not cry.

[@cabbage_potato6385]

@@alien1299 bruh same, every single time i watch it

[@ditsydotsy6915]

Dude after all these years it still breaks my heart. Imagine how the little boy must have felt, when he woke up from a nice nap beside his best friend, and there's a rotting corpse of said best friend right where she was sitting

[@onionempireikr28]

Yessssss

[@kaziurr]

oh no

[@TheGodOfCheetosDTL]

Is creppyer to see your best friend ding. I had a dream in that 2 mad mans killed my brother

[@unsubnow.4583]

He probably screamed

[@qwonk6684]

the thing is his best friend was real but dead so what he was seeing was the ghost of his best friend that only he could see

[@miracler]

Female police officer: You okay? The kid's mom: *Is literally having a mental breakdown*

[@deepblueldersharky7763]

@Xien Han gtav reference lmao

[@cool_person_i_be]

@Xien Han holy shit 😩

[@jeremiahnicolas8490]

Can't blame kid's mom. I'm not a mother so I don't know how it feels, but I believe it's a universal truth that mothers love their children

[@jacksonadaan9455]

The kid's dad: 😑

[@someone_8078]

7:57 i was like wait maybe she's real but nope she ded

[@psychodolphin6046]

Everyone here saying how sad they are from the ending But I think its actually kinda wholesome that the girl came back as a ghost to spend halloween with her only friend again

[@scarjo9397]

She's not a imaginary friend, he just saw her soul, and then found her dead body. I'm kinda sad right now or crying because they had a good friendship

[@aracelirosas685]

😇

[@gavinl3806]

Think they were friends when she was alive?

[@carj2k677]

@@gavinl3806 I think he met her while she was still alive. Not sure good question tho, but maybe he did see her soul and she led him to her dead body.

[@luielagud3927]

She could had died when they were sleeping under the tree but I think is not but it’s so sad 😭 and the file says the she was last seen with family

[@erlindamarasigan1384]

Oh ok

[@user-xy9ye5uo5r]

Doctor: Your friend isn’t real she’s just in your imagination Kid: Say sike right now

[@Love-sv5kb]

Your husbanding or waifu* Dramatic sad music*

[@user-xy9ye5uo5r]

Todoroki Shoto lol

[@Freequeensee]

He hit that uno reverse card

[@togotogo1413]

Zak Miah do you know Canadian native language?

[@ReniTube]

SUSBOI Wei LMAOOOO

[@stefanm.734]

I like how the diagnosis is just "imaginary friend". Not schizophrenia, not psychosis, not even acute hallucinations, just "imaginary friend".

[@raihanz4617]

It makes easier to understand

[@miki7566]

Clavis S ye

[@hyperwolfiemegadash4317]

@@raihanz4617 no it makes no sense I'm like b#### What

[@rainyva7856]

@@hyperwolfiemegadash4317 It's because he's the only child of their family. Young children who don't have any siblings tend to make up imaginary friends. Disney/Pixar's Inside Out does this too.

[@notnipneb2810]

Stop trying to be smart you probably just went on to google and searched imaginary friend real name or something Edit: this was my idiot self 2 years ago. I’m better now, just had a couple crazy beliefs, probably still do

[@godasura912]

I watch this video every halloween, its like a tradition for me now

[@ZOLISXD]

same

[@ALFHEM]

@@ZOLISXD Same

[@l1zwwq]

I've been watching it every Halloween since 2021

[@moco8721]

Bro sameeee lol

[@moco8721]

​@@l1zwwqi have been here since 2020

[@ilikezturtlez6396]

Who knew These sweet words “You found me!” could turn so bitter.

[@stopreplyingtomycomments7954]

Not so much as bitter, more like heartbreaking

[@DryAgedMignon]

@@stopreplyingtomycomments7954 I'd say its more bitter if you think about the fact that someone probably killed her and left that note as some sick joke

[@stopreplyingtomycomments7954]

@@DryAgedMignon that's probobly what happened, but I theorize that the girl was bitten, got infected and died that way over there, maybe the boy saw that girl in an image, and became his imagination only the actually see her later, unable to tell the difference went over there and the girl died there

[@cianvincentmaduay2633]

anohana flashbacks~

[@shravanisane267]

Yes i never knew that😭

[@seaweeed1383]

At the end, you can see how the dead child’s body is still in the rotting process. If we’re getting scientific here, the body was left in a forest which is usually somewhat moist and lush. In this climate and environment, bodies take only about 3 weeks or so to decompose. In the flashback to the previous Halloween, they were still alive. That child died very recently.

[@brah9249]

Oh man.

[@code122]

AHHHHHHH now it's even more sad!!!!

[@bredbug5891]

The real question is *what was she doing*

[@cin8232]

헐 미친... 어케 저 여자애...

[@monkeybutt3857]

At 7:56 you can see there’s a bear trap on her foot, when the flashlight hits her. Also, it was “last halloween” when he was beat up and first met her (without his mom there) and she first got the “you found me” note with him. He met her when she was alive, but I think the story was she died later that night last halloween (regardless of actual rot time). I mean, why else would she have died in that costume?

[@zimiau3606]

Just noticed that in all the scenes, the little girl has marks on her left leg from the bear trap. That's some real attention to detail.

[@falinksgod3439]

yeah also at some time near the end when you see the rotted girl there is a bear trap next to her like it got closed on her or something

[@niu-kun4250]

@@falinksgod3439 wherr?

[@falinksgod3439]

?

[@sorrymatesgaming5825]

Look at 6:08 and 6:28

[@imsorryforanythingweirdisa2767]

I saw this when it came out and it t8ok me 4 years to realize that

[@MARI.LILY.VALLEY]

The fact that she might’ve been alive for a bit before dying because if a bear trap gets caught in your leg or arm, it can break/partially amputate it. That means that she was alive, only eating off of candies to survive.

[@sharkargaming138]

😢😢😢😢😢 that brake my heart even more

[@GE-0530RN]

NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE PURITY OF THE MOTHER? SHE LITERALLY JUMPED WHEN SHE SAW HER SON DBSNSNBENDNS

[@makimasbedbug]

kachishimo raid• IK OMG AKAKXKCMMSMXMZMAMAKKA

[@helloeveryone114]

tarts• She litterally went crazy:/

[@thirstyprophet4]

She was gonna start rolling into them traps down there

[@GE-0530RN]

@@thirstyprophet4 wiggle wiggle

[@thirstyprophet4]

@@GE-0530RN **THUD**

[@H.M._]

I just rewatched this after years but I just realized how many “missing” kids there are, she wasn’t the only one.

[@DILGss]

Eu também rapa só não percebi que ela não é a única

[@setogod7]

watch draw with me also by mike

[@ADcommenter]

Maybe she also had an "imaginary friend" who lured her into the forest that is now her tomb.

[@SomeGuyWithaFez]

Where can you see that?

[@Boobo_000]

@@SomeGuyWithaFez 8:12

[@jadeynkuehu382]

I think she was leading him to her dead body so that someone could find her and she could finally rest easy. Which is why in the end when they were both eating candy by the tree, she finally had a smile on her face. Or she knew someone would come look for the boy, so they could give her a proper burial and she could finally rest.

[@ChristianCuler10]

Yes

[@neko-san1521]

wait the blonde girl is an boy-

[@toasts3054]

@@neko-san1521 umm... The Ghost is a girl and the other one is a boy, yes xd

[@lickdafloor4891]

@@neko-san1521 yea he is. How does he look like a girl 😂

[@Ctrus-d6s]

100% Agreed

[@akira_coffee_jz8]

7:04 This "i found you" and "you found me" made this even sadder...

[@สมศรีจันทร์เขียว-ข4ฤ]

7:26 take me to your house as soon

[@theskywolfwarrior6060]

It’s about that time of year when everyone gets this in their recommended again

[@Eggscalibur1087]

Nope just remembered this and searched for it

[@Pinkdramaqueen]

I just wanted to rewatch this beautiful animation with a sad but beautiful story.

[@zanmendattara1928]

HAHAHAHAH

[@zanmendattara1928]

I search it just remembered

[@fernandohernandezjr5318]

Yup and j remember watching it and thinking my best friend is a dead person

[@jadynroberts9385]

The sad part about this is that there's a whole bunch of other kids that are missing too.

[@onyxfox.09]

Like the Girl from "draw with me" animation. Made from the same creator

[@Anarchy_Animate]

The other sad part about this is that she was last seen at home with her family

[@Mel-dg]

@@Anarchy_Animate it's strange... How could she get there if she was with her family

[@sillyfella2009]

@@Mel-dg alexa this is mysterious play right behind you

[@Mel-dg]

@C H I L L A E S T H E T I C ooff

[@engIishmuffin31]

i thought this was gonna be wholesome and then ended up getting my heart shattered into a million pieces

[@hiryu6672]

Me too, it's strange how just an animation can make you feel so helpless and sad.

[@robotsgame3581]

The video is very sad bro 😔

[@Imthe_womanizer]

Same

[@boom350ph]

hey atleast the best part is the ghost found a friend and probley passed on contented

[@sorbetsharkcookie2069]

@@robotsgame3581 Ikr

[@everydaywhale994]

This is one of the videos I come back to every Halloween, truly makes me miss trick or treating, didn't actually have friends who went with me so I feel this personally

[@moco8721]

Same

[@justscrollingthrough7515]

What really got me in this, is the fact is she probably realized she was gonna die so she ate one last candy before dying

[@whitegod9223]

Ye same

[@whitegod9223]

But apparently the body says no though

[@whitegod9223]

And the story too HAHAHAHAHHA

[@steelspeedy4513]

Pretty sure she held the same wrapper with the “You found me” she was given last Halloween in 2:04, which implies she was actually alive that time and all the other times they were together were imaginary

[@therussianbullfrog3975]

@@steelspeedy4513 Idk on the last Halloween she has marks over her leg (the bear trap) so I think she was a spirit the entire time

[@Camicclo]

She was no imaginary friend she was a spirit that wanted to show the kid the truth she wanted to show him where her body was so they could finally meet

[@That--One--Guy--ä]

...

[@carldadole8932]

Little Creepy but i Proud for the boy for bravery

[@monroerosant4619]

That's dark and creepy but I like that you have clarity on the matter

[@TheGodOfCheetosDTL]

And you tought we didn't got it Yes I didn't

[@TheGodOfCheetosDTL]

@@carldadole8932 that's not bravery that's madness

[@Chielite4life]

Since he was sad, she led him to her body to prove that she was no imaginary friend.

[@sabaidris6930]

He met her only on Halloweens?

[@tharnstonewall2005]

@@sabaidris6930 Yes

[@mojonel]

Dante Conrad did the first little girl die to?

[@wayyllonn]

@@mojonel No, the one with the nail in the head died years back from a bear trap. He was having hallucinations from possibly seeing her before she died. He ended up chasing the girl with the nail in her head through the woods (it was a hallucination) and eventually sat down at the tree. But he was alive. The corpse of nail girl definetly wasn't.

[@CH10-p3z]

Waylon Gamer both of them are not she’s,the one with the skull hat is a boy

[@cheesecake7143]

coming here every November is becoming a tradition for me

[@SlimeBoy_YT]

Why November?

[@cheesecake7143]

@SlimeBoy_YT Because of All Souls' Day, I always think of this vid after visiting the cemetery.

[@keithchadwick7661]

This story gets drastically more sad when you realize just how much of a torturous death that would've been. Especially for a little girl who knew so little.

[@shrishri5029]

Yea. It makes me so sad. She either bled to death or starved to death. Both sound terrifying. Ik it's just an animation, but I feel so sad for her.

[@huurair6523]

@@shrishri5029 ikr? I never felt sad for Things in animation but this story made it so Heart shattering as she is just a child and had Painful death

[@bijal341]

Pls explain the story

[@Cr1msonFoxx]

@@bijal341The boy’s “imaginary” friend is the girl’s corpse

[@sauname1783]

@@bijal341 @Troublemaker the girl was long dead before they play together. So basically the time they spend together all this time was just in the male kid's mind. Or we could say he's with the girl's ghost/soul all this time. She probably got bear trapped there. As she was slowly dying waiting for help. Her last meal was a candy with the note you found me. As her corpse still holds the note. The female kid led him to where she is so they can find her body. Sorry if my english is bad. Im not an english native speaker. + i know it's just animation but this really broke my heart when you think about the torturous she went through.i mean she's just a kid.

[@kaveen0408]

Now I understand the phrase "sometimes children confuse imaginary friends with ghosts"

[@AverageMann]

I didnt knew my friend was a ghost, lmao

[@Dersephh]

@@AverageMann bro 💀

[@InfiniteYūki]

@@AverageMann b r u h 🗿

[@hunterofdarkness8329]

@@AverageMann I don't think that's a ghost ☠️

[@CuckooPint]

Except it's the opposite in this case...

[@misfitology]

It's sad to think about a little girl, bleeding and dying in the middle of nowhere and all alone. I kept going back to this animation, still making me tear up.

[@PARZIVAL2045-i9n]

Yeah and no one's there to help suffering to death

[@kathyisbetter]

Dying a slow bloody painful death.. It is real sad..

[@Bang_chan-sx6hp]

Yes, it is sad

[@eternals9742]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/fZ_Ql2ebebmnitE

[@featherpen5878]

I think that was funny

[@藍-j2m]

ちょっと遅れたけど今年も見にきちゃったな😿いつ見ても不思議な気持ちになる…

[@limberyuniorbonillaribera1158]

Si te entiendo yo igual 😢

[@Idoyaen]

"I found you" "you found me" *cries in "in another life" vibes*

[@RiderBlitz1.0]

Yeah 😢

[@jijithirdeye]

Same

[@shopaoo]

SAME

[@arenun211]

☹️☹️☹️

[@bluesalad22]

APATHY-KUNNN

[@StayOffMyChannel497]

Everyone talking about the kids and the parents Me: that kid does know his mask is upside down right

[@Loonyar]

Also on his head

[@f.b.i8232]

This is a unoriginal comment

[@petergant8767]

Sort of like when you're hanging with friends, and, as they drop you off, one tells you, "Your zipper's been open, all night!"

[@gddrake0997]

I cant unsee it now

[@silent_soul7597]

@@f.b.i8232 that’s what the FBI said when there are so much of you

[@CoopaDaPoopa]

a lot of people say this is either scary, or wholesome, but i just have this general weird feeling of sadness. its like when you had an amazing friendship and its over, because of time. you remember the good times, but because of the present, they are sad.

[@yeetusthefetus3465]

Yesssss!!! Exactly!! When I first found this video the end made me feel all sorts of emotions! I felt sad, scared, sort of happy and more... It's just the fact that she was dead and decomposing this whole time and he was sitting next to her. And she must've been so scared as she was dying and in so much pain too. She is probably at peace now that the boy found her... 🙁

[@HeoBaby24]

When I first watched this I was more or less a bit confused so I didn't pay no mind When I came across it in a KZbin short of a shorten version of it And all of sudden I just started crying Like right now my eyes are still wet from crying Like every times that music and replayed over and over something in me just broke and I started crying Like it's fucked up this girl was alone but what's even more fucked up was the fact that she was young And judging by the woman book kids go missing a lot Like who knows how many more kids are out there in does woods waiting to be found Only for them to do a half-ass job at it Now this girl is dead didn't get a chance on having a full life with friends family her start own family Be successful have fun in life But no some dumbass decided to be funny and put bear trap all over the place And it took this young girls life Wtf it's just ugh

[@NihilusRex]

Fuuuuuck, man.

[@cischsr2794]

@@NihilusRex you spoke the f-word

[@VulgarInitials]

I think the word you might be looking for is bittersweet

[@w338notweeb]

2024 and I still go back to this animation every halloween season. Still hits right at the kokoro the same way it did the first time I watched it. What a masterpiece. ❤

[@Scribf1nite]

A neat detail is that from the boy’s pov there is no sound effects, only music, in contrast from the search party’s pov there’s ambience and talking. These could be representative of a grounded reality vs childhood ignorance and stuff

[@scegex6500]

Ye

[@werethespecialz]

wow yes

[@hansyy5244]

good catch

[@Tree_e888]

The short gives me Coraline vibes. Not because they have a similar story, but because they're creepy despite starting off innocent enough, and people are still coming up with different theories and interpretations of it years after it came out.

[@nazipropagandist7011]

Very insightful

[@juanmenez4549]

i thought it was going to be a sad story where he realizes his friend is fake but instead he has the sixth sense

[@capncookk_]

LMAOAOOAOA

[@vincentalex4264]

It's little bit sad tho

[@proosyz5324]

When the boy was touching her face to see if she was real, she lead her to the forest where her body was. Don’t you think she did that to prove she WAS real?

[@BirthdayNovember]

I'm real but dead. That's what she said.

[@keif9447]

To prove that the boy wasn't crazy...

[@smashgamerxd7889]

@@keif9447 and if he see spirits would be other thing ir no? I'm confused

[@keif9447]

@@smashgamerxd7889 Can you please re-write your sentence? Sorry but i barely understand it.

[@smashgamerxd7889]

@@keif9447 don't worry. Mnn I was trying to say that if he can see ghosts or spirits. Would be other disease or It's completely different. I am confuse by that. Sorry, sometimes my keyboard makes mistakes because I normally speak in spanish

[@coyote_iy2828]

約6年前にこの動画を見つけてから毎年ハロウィンの時期に見ています。個性的なキャラ、悲しくも奥深いストーリー。 感じ方は人それぞれ、自分にとっては最高の1日を迎えるのに充分すぎる作品です。

[@ちきくじしもう]

私もあなたの意見に同意します。そして、これは私の心に近いもう一つのビデオクリップです。

[@kerp6729]

Why i came back just for the Nostalgia and memories.

[@pedslapchat]

same.. nostalgia.

[@late_hour_loser2027]

Saaaame man has it already been 4 years?

[@snipemic9879]

SAME

[@EvilSantaTheTrue]

same

[@richardsj2635]

Me too!! I first saw this when it was released I am crying

[@silversamurai0267]

Can we take a moment to acknowledge the fact that the "You Found Me" note was real, and the very last thing she ever read? Like, this little girl was bleeding out, in pain, in the middle of the woods, all alone, and when she ate her candy, the wrapper said, "You Found Me." But no one ever did. (Until the boy) This poor baby. ;^;

[@icxoiuy1829]

Not confirmed she died of a bear trap, could be hunger, thirst, weather, animals.

[@Lilucious]

@@icxoiuy1829 but at the end you could see her leg near bear trap

[@viewspace4464]

The boy family and police found the missing girl body plus the boy couldn’t see the body all he saw was her as a ghost

[@ravenvespertine1603]

Im sobbing 😭

[@xlivie]

@@icxoiuy1829 blood loss, as well probably :p

[@leonfergozi]

Seriously love how the dad looks like he has no expression although he is most likely *dying* inside

[@leonfergozi]

Tribus ikr-

[@astrinomical1842]

BSDGDDG

[@Lemonadeisperson]

-_-

[@leonfergozi]

X where is 4?

[@Plantlover8898]

“Oh, my son is lost?!” -_-

[@ivanchemnonadnovbogdan-bel7712]

After about 5 years without watching it, my heart broke.

[@kiiiooos]

Officer: "You good?" The mom: * *IS DYING* * The father: "lady are you blind?"

[@bbqreal]

Oh look,its skid,and this video is about Halloween/the spooky month, and there's a theory that pump is imaginary, or dead

[@ohnowhyameh8710]

Wait a minute... white boy is skid-?

[@RandomPerson-js6cc]

@@ohnowhyameh8710 I don't think so, since the creator of skid and white boy are different, but I can see how people can misunderstands this

[@xyiroo]

Wtf 666 likes

[@xyiroo]

Wait you had 666 likes about a day ago and now over 2800 likes

[@katiecat4323]

The girl didn’t lead the boys to her body for him to find it, she led him there to prove to everyone that she wasn’t imaginary.............

[@mokaronny]

Kinda copied

[@katiecat4323]

Aquamarine I’m sorry if I did,but I didn’t see any that said that,....... again I’m sorry if I did

[@petergant8767]

Sounds like both to me, she proved herself real AND lead them to her body. NOW, she actually gets a final resting place. She's finally able to, as a restless spirit to get some peace.

[@katiecat4323]

Peter Gant 😮 I like that

[@pianofreak909]

obvioulsy

[@cringenamehere3920]

Kid: has mental breakdown because their friend is "imaginary" me: *sadness* *later finds out that the girl was a ghost to lead the boy to her dead body so she can finally rest in peace* Me: *S A D N E S S*

[@KINGOFMACROCASM]

This the most messed up and sadest animation

[@alexthecursedchild724]

@@KINGOFMACROCASM yea

[@jprogaminggd]

darc

[@someone89011]

sadnessss

[@zexy_cloud3690]

Fr

[@caraxsylveon9259]

KZbin recommended me just now and yes, I’ve never seen this video before. This is a very sad Halloween video. Thank you KZbin. Happy Halloween in 2024.

[@Aignify]

Video: *You found me.* Me: Yea its been 6 years now.

[@klunk4683]

ikr how have I never watched this before now lol

[@yumeetakuu]

Ikr xd

[@theblueflower6301]

@@klunk4683 Me too

[@dogeln8606]

Wow. I'm not lonely

[@somsakknownguy1174]

Yo, It's been 6 years, KZbin...

[@godofallpotatoes1614]

It’s so adorable how worried the mom was and how relived she was to find him

[@hast3742]

Simp

[@tylerd.1]

@@hast3742 r/woooosh

[@facsimile9983]

@@hast3742 I lost brain cells reading that

[@hast3742]

@@facsimile9983 that's just a joke, don't mind me

[@facsimile9983]

@@hast3742 mk

[@dalmatiandoggaming1292]

She wasn’t an imaginary friend she was a ghost making a friend. This was really sad but over all the animation and story line were enjoyable, and all the extra characters were amazing and well drawn, keep up the great work!

[@that-one3408]

I never saw her body in the end man this is one way to go to bed

[@vikaa7455]

@@that-one3408 In the very end cutscene you can see her dead old body holding a wrapper "You found me!"

[@blueice4771]

@Anonymous Considering the body is still rotten and has flies and worms. I think she died not too long ago from those bear traps

[@auh4806]

@@blueice4771 and thats very tragic

[@vikaa7455]

@Anonymous If you notice, she's just like a ghost. The "You found me!" wrapper explains that only the boy can see her, and he found her. In all of the cutscenes, You can see on the girls leg, there is a bear trap mark. It seems she had wandered off and died, but we don't know that.

[@moonimuffin5704]

Yearly tradition to come back and watch

[@SatkuroH]

Same

[@alisamara8778]

Same

[@housesports000]

I feel like the older we get the more we see how dark this story actually is

[@fayhay8011]

Unless you look in the comment section and found a comment explain the story

[@PybroLuv3syu]

Bruh I was just 7 when I watched this. I did not understand this what so ever

[@dunnoduncare2409]

Still dont get it all that well

[@diengayann8581]

So true. My only refuge to cry about it is the comment section 😢

[@itzkitkai]

I made my main oc based off this, her names Corruption and only somebody called Iris can actually see her. Everybody acts like they also see her but shes not there at all.

[@tillthe_3nd]

The fact that the wrappers say they found eachother is so wholesome. Like they are meant to be friends. Death can do nothing about it.

[@starstrukc]

I think it’s more as if they were talking. The boys one said “I found u” and the girls said “ U found me “ Idk tho

[@istoleyourwater]

It’s so sad and cute and yes I agree it’s friccin wholesome 💛💛💛

[@MONKEYDPUSSY]

Like you and me Dorie

[@tillthe_3nd]

@bitch tf?? Oh my gohd I- yAss

[@asterthedisaster4099]

screw death

[@demonprincess9680]

I think what I liked most was the polar opposites in their personalities. The boy was always so happy and cheerful while the girl didn't show much emotion. In the picture in the police's notebook, it looked like she was just as cheerful as the boy when she was alive, so maybe she was attached to seeing what she used to be when she was alive. Still fun to see how two people acting completely opposite of each other could have been such good friends.

[@НикитаТишкин-с1я]

Literally most popular dynamic in literature since it exists.

[@onmoron4175]

@@НикитаТишкин-с1я yeah ngl

[@jen-ry3ne]

@@НикитаТишкин-с1я frrrr

[@eminkilicaslan8945]

That's only true in a short animation without a single line of script, it doesn't apply real life.

[@official_argentinagroup]

@@eminkilicaslan8945 actually its a minor possiblity that can apply in real life

[@Nagitomybeloved]

Another Halloween and I can't forget this video

[@Raptor9141Ark]

Hi

[@adrianalmoete9242]

"i found you" "you found me" :( last words when we realize this is so deep story

[@gaze3011]

:(

[@adrianalmoete9242]

@@gaze3011bruda

[@angsarmartin7555]

@@adrianalmoete9242 this is such a sad story. Also wow bruda.

[@adrianalmoete9242]

@@angsarmartin7555u are *COMRADE*

[@aliasunknown6156]

Yeah...😢

[@thebao241]

14 years old me first watch this "Scare the shoot of" 18 years old me watch again "Stop crying man"

[@queensavage_xox7408]

🤣🤣 dude you were a wimp

[@smilemonestime4571]

Chuyện của Bảo this is so true

[@smilemonestime4571]

I’m crying so bad😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢 because I had a imaginary friend that look like a missing person

[@boulevard_of_american_idio6662]

Demon Slayer same but i’m 14

[@LowPolyyy]

Dude I saw this two years ago and I still love this mini film

[@Qashimo]

I don’t think she used to be “imaginary” I think they truly did meet “last Halloween” that’s why she has the wrapper with her, she just went missing after their meeting.

[@9rimace553]

she has the mark on her leg when it shows they first met... sadly she has always been a spirit to him 🥺

[@Qashimo]

@@9rimace553 oh.. 😭

[@ksenacook4279]

Another theory said that she died long before and each halloween she uses the rappers to try to give him clues idk that’s what someone else said.

[@Greeeyt]

@@Qashimo you didn't knew? She was a spirit since the start

[@t.h.3580]

Im so confused with this storyline what understand So they met last Halloween (i think the mark may be part of her costume)(her body at the end was too fresh to be 1 year old) she was lost in the woods died under the tree then he met her spirit on the current Halloween then she led him to her body?

[@youknowwhatever8649]

Pretty much a tradition to watch this on Halloween now. 7 years and counting.

[@marcochan2815]

That’s so nice, even tho the mom knows he has imaginary friend she still took the picture of them.

[@makib3899]

Ghost friend actually

[@AlabasterTen]

Well she didn’t know he was talking to a ghost

[@arletemaders6860]

I think she took the puc just of the boy and he thought it was of both

[@defi_nc3500]

So in the video the kid sees the ghost of a kid who died in the forest

[@haydenquansoon9767]

Well I don't think she's a imaginary friend because they found her dead so it looks like the boy could ghosts but only on Halloween night until the night had end they go back to the where they had die

[@SSJCrusader]

Camera: Didn't able capture a ghost on the picture People in horror movies: Impossible

[@CockEater100]

Phasmophobia: n o

[@matteotullio2527]

@@CockEater100 it probably was a phantom thats why

[@CockEater100]

@@matteotullio2527 o ok

[@StardustWanderer]

Cn u evn spel Joking But seriously can you even spell

[@CockEater100]

@@StardustWanderer "cn" very cool i liek thiz funcahti

[@XHayn_X]

The fact that the wrappers said “I found you!” and “You found me!” then he sees that he actually found her with her corpse, it’s so heart breaking for him to realize he really had found her and that she was a ghost the entire time..

[@furry_child9497]

Actually I don't think he ever actually found her body I think he still sees her as if she was still alive because he still looked happy not sad that she died

[@XHayn_X]

Oh I didn’t notice that-

[@cream7226]

@@furry_child9497 he is hallucinating, he entered the domain of a beautiful sunny sky with a "flat land", even though that land was suppose to be a ditch with the tree, so he may be hallucinating the ghost all this time until he found her, he will probably freak out when he sees her dead

[@KimmyQueen]

I don't think he realized she was dead. He will have to be told once they are able to safely get down and rescue him.

[@auroralshine6176]

When he wakes up, i don't think his parents will allow him to see the dead body, they'd just post pone this news for telling it letter when he grows up

[@azura17003]

This used to scare me so bad 😭 I was a naive little kid at the time I first watched this and was not experienced in a lot of things, especially the dark truths of this world. But now I understand how sad it is.

[@karleclaire]

I still can't imagine how the little girl must have felt after getting injured by the bear trap. She must have waited and waited for someone to find her, the note from the candy in her hands must have been the last meal she ever ate... Until she finally passes on from her wounds or hunger. Ahhgh, this is just so sad for a child to bear. She even looked so happy on her picture from the policewoman's missing files. At least she was finally found, and can now rest in peace. Awesome work! I really felt a lot of emotions from watching this.

[@mimkels]

She was probably lonely for a whole year, and then when the time comes (Halloween) she picked him to help her to find her body, at the end, she made a last friend before going to the afterlife and knowing that her family find her body. Sorry I'm not really good at English

[@GooseWithAtophat]

Hehe. *bear*

[@karleclaire]

@@mimkels Yeah, it must have been lonely for her. At least, in the end, she was finally found.

[@Masterneedshelp1010]

so he foumd the dead body and the girl was a ghost?

[@karleclaire]

@@Masterneedshelp1010 Yeah. The whole time they were trick or treating, you can notice that most adults gave candy to the boy but seemed to disregard the girl. She was already dead before she even met the boy. The boy was also diagnosed with having an Imaginary friend by the doctor. The girl sticked with him because he was the only one who can see and acknowledge her existence. Eventually leading to the discovery of her body.

[@justadudeinthecomments9525]

2015: Missing Halloween 2020: I Miss Halloween

[@lostdan57]

Damn that hit hard.

[@justadudeinthecomments9525]

now reading it, it sounds like a r/im14andthisisdeep post

[@lostdan57]

@@justadudeinthecomments9525 Indeed

[@chlozentimes]

Omg so true 😭

[@real_wolfgamer2507]

#relateable

[@samthecutewolf9433]

I don’t know if I’m correct, but in the last scene we can see that the forest is dark and the police have to use flashlights and sticks to see where the bear traps are. When the girl’s spirit is walking through the forest, she is lighting the way so the boy doesn’t fall on the bear traps. I found that cute.

[@boop3nowurded538]

lmao he almost does like 4 or 5 times tho, so tHaNk yOu ghOst

[@whyareugae3372]

but wait the girl died a year ago right?? then why is it still rotting

[@itsukisomii]

@@whyareugae3372 she died a year ago thats why the body is still there

[@whyareugae3372]

@@itsukisomii yeah i know that. I just wondered why its still rotting and with flies. that place is a forest, its a good area for bodies to decompose very fast.

[@Jasekingg]

@@whyareugae3372 youre right,, the body would've been pretty much gone. the animation just isn't scientifically accurate

[@JJS70707]

I remember when I first watched this back when I was a kid and was struggling to understand what had happened. Now, as a teenager, I get it and makes me feel empty…

[@faraway8831]

Since the girl's body wasn't completely bones, this means that the boy actually met her while she was still alive the Halloween prior to that Halloween. Since the girl is also still holding the same candy wrapper she got from the prior Halloween, she may have died the night they first met each other.

[@sultanborneoplus]

I guess you are right 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@alexthecursedchild724]

But was a year ago her flesh should have rottened

[@Izzy-sj3ck]

@@alexthecursedchild724 Her corpse was rotting, and flesh takes a little bit to Rot completely, so i think the time It takes to actually dissapear takes a while.

[@alexthecursedchild724]

@@Izzy-sj3ck okay

[@bruhbruh5348]

@@Izzy-sj3ck actually with the body being out in the open like that, different types of bugs and what not would have decomposed the skin in a few weeks leaving only the bones and hair behind

[@Varrbariouss]

Small detail. A lot of people believe that the first time they meet she was alive but if you look at her legs. You will see the mark of the bear trap! Comparing it to the last shot with her corpse and the closed bear trap on the side, it should be the right leg. Came back here to this animation after years now. Glad to see more people finding it too!

[@scegex6500]

It was on her left leg

[@ImNot_CRIMSON]

It was one her left leg

[@el760]

It was left, but amazing discovery!

[@cheemsper173]

I didn't notice that

[@ryuukurai77]

The problem here is what day the girl died? Cuz if last year, the body would have been decomposed but as you can see, it's not. And the picture of her missing case, she's wearing the Halloween costume. So to speculate, the girl died between the first day of Halloween and the day before Halloween started. She went out to show her costume and ended up at the barricade with a DANGER sign. She got curious so she went in and regretted it afterward. She got chased by some wild animal and luckily got away with some bruises but she accidentally stepped onto a bear trap and can't stand anymore so she leans on the tree and waited to be found. How tragic

[@zertw9763]

This was made 5 years ago and we still watch this. No matter how long it’s been, it’s still sad..

[@mikoshibakun305]

Same

[@randyrandom3358]

It’s a curse, i once forgot mike inel and this video because i got too much of the horror. A young, innocent mind cannot even comprehend this much. The only thing i remembered was the time i didn’t watched the video fully.

[@TroadAnimates]

Same

[@PrinceEomer8102]

Yup

[@leviackerman9910]

Aot is more sadder Lmao

[@palace2264]

She probably just needed a friend to comfort her before her soul finally finds peace

[@Crybaby_lovin]

I think she wanted him to find her soul

[@shhhhh7547]

My god this makes it sadder

[@fydlgkpbr1495]

@@shhhhh7547 ik :(

[@alishanightshade3270]

I think she wants someone to bring her body back to home.

[@BenedictF79B]

She need to be comfort,and to treat that since she already dead she wanted to bury so she can rest in peace

[@Asael_0]

5 years have passed but this video is a gem

[@ventiiyy]

yeah

[@xieare]

I feel old

[@moonlightfox9426]

6 days ago???

[@giuseppinavessia919]

I swear to god i have such flashbacks of 5 years ago

[@alejandraarzayus1756]

Yes

[@voilet-the-non-violet-vulpix]

All the little details… the tooth marks on her leg at the beginning, the unchanging costume, the literal cobwebs in her bucket, they’re all so good! The fact that they really could have been great friends is absolutely heartbreaking tho.

[@bobbynesss]

wouldn't have ever noticed. The tooth marks were so subtle

[@amandac805]

what are the tooth marks?

[@voilet-the-non-violet-vulpix]

@@amandac805 She has those marks on her leg because she stepped in one of the foot traps behind the fence, which is what caused her death.

[@lexiexposite5313]

@@voilet-the-non-violet-vulpix good observation

[@annas.c6299]

1:26

[@alejandrojose3632]

I discovered this animation several years ago, back when I was a young kid, no older than 6 or perhaps 7 years. I didn't know english back then, so I lost the name of the animation for quite some time. It relies very little on dialogue so I did understand the gist of it, and it has shaped a lot of my perspective on halloween. It made me really sad all that time ago, and made me think, for a good while. I still come to it, and it still has a lot of impact in me. It's pieces like this, characteristic and emotional, that get to people the most. I hope it doesn't sound corny, but ever since I saw this, Halloween's been more of a date to think for me, about life and friends, even moreso since I stopped going out for candy. It's been a long time since I last revisited this. It had quite a big impact this time. That's a lot of text to say I just think this is a wonderful work of art. You put a lot of soul to it, and I'm absolutely sure there's a lot of people around the world who won't ever forget it. Happy Halloween (I know it's december but I still gotta say it)

[@popsocket6885]

Younger me: * Wasnt even concerned just confused * Older me: * shedding tears *

[@Ethyian]

8+5=12 --- 8 3/4+4=13?

[@ZephinorPGR]

Same here7

[@FloweyAsriel]

Exactly the same

[@FloweyAsriel]

@@Ethyian 8+5 Is 13 qwp

[@sillyfella2009]

@@Ethyian 5=2+3 10=8+2 13=8+5

[@BookWyrmOnAString]

Shout out to my 6th grade English teacher for showing this to the whole class and thoroughly freaking us out at the ending.

[@smirshmira]

imagine if someone asked to see his other videos

[@absurd9384]

@@smirshmira o no

[@omorifan10482]

That’s a great English teacher you got there

[@gary7846]

lol english teacher knows what's up

[@Salithin]

@@smirshmira hahaha *sobbing*

[@milkman4137]

That must be really chilling, though. Finding a dead, decomposing body of a missing child holding a little wrapper with "You found me!" written on it.

[@jollyimposter]

I would start sobbing-

[@yue-rui2709]

I am scared ;-;

[@Neves_On]

That its so creep

[@elRander]

Are you good!?

[@suecohg6783]

Gotta leave the 666 yk

[@Magmawolfdemonofthecore]

wait, I think I figured something out, if you look at the girls basket it has a shape that looks like a stomach or broken heart, if it's a stomach then that would mean that she was starving at home because the basket is always empty which would mean that she ran away from home because she was starving and found a piece of candy on the ground, ran into the forest and got trapped by bear trap and died of hunger after eating the piece of candy and then died of starvation because she was already starving beforehand, if it's a broken heart then that would mean that there were problems at home which caused her to run away into the forest where she died or it's both which would mean that her parents were abusive which is why she was starving

[@arieleman9663]

The fact she wasn’t imaginary really scares me not only did the soul try to lead them it did CHILLS🥶

[@emmaet._.2380]

This should make you sad really cuz she died in the last Halloween seen but she promised the to come back and she didn't break her promise that at least what I understand from it

[@ZaychikSN]

@@emmaet._.2380 She already had a mark from a trap on her leg last Halloween so I think she was already dead

[@emmaet._.2380]

@@ZaychikSN ya but look at her dead body it doesn't look that old maybe that Mark was just for her costume you will never know

[@bearwithme9433]

@@emmaet._.2380 Well this is animated and this is only fiction so it doesn't need to obey the laws of physics in the real world.

[@emmaet._.2380]

@@bearwithme9433 I can't believe I am saying this but you gotta point in that ;-; still I want to believe that when they met she promised to come back to visit next year but cuz she died she couldn't so she just came back as a ghost idk man that what I want to believe lol

[@thekingofhearts43]

god the scene where she gets mad at the bullies but he guides her to a different location hurts me so much because she wants to hurt the kids who made fun of him because she's his friend but she's also dead this story is so goddamn amazing

[@NoobGamer-1233]

Yes

[@gameboiplays3438]

The reason the kids got mad is because he was carelessly running and didn't notice the other kids walking, what's worse is when he introduced his friend (the girl) but thinks he's lying because they can't see the girl cause she's only a spirit

[@RDani223]

@@gameboiplays3438 they wont be laughing when they hear the news

[@soyalguienqueestamuyaburri8396]

@@RDani223 lol

[@Koussoik]

"-I foud you" "-you found me" IN ANOTHER LIIIIIFE

[@esker5614]

I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS COMMENT

[@venbryanflores1080]

Why was i expecting someone is gonna comment this

[@shiruko_1647]

I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS AND NOW I’M CRYING

[@4748-r8f]

Damn,this comment made me remember one of BokuAka's fanfiction...that was sad :")

[@kvunikvuzushi]

PLSS IM TRYING NOT TO CRYY

[@militarypiggod3206]

Why does this get recommended every halloween lol

[@SunflowersunneyDAY]

It’s magic the Halloween spirit!!!

[@militarypiggod3206]

@Playerthesilentprotagonist fr

[@alexmosser9793]

The older we get the more we realize that the imaginary friend was a better friend then real people

[@0rd1nary_]

Sadly true....

[@moved2738]

True 😔🖐

[@wanjaaxo9370]

yup

[@anakinjmanu]

Ur pfp finna make me act up 😂

[@fritzalejo4441]

Realtalk

[@genevieve...]

7 YEARS AND ITS STILL MY FAVOURITE ANIMATIONS TO EXIST.

[@Alphakitten-f2o]

agreed

[@블토리]

Same 😢😊

[@Pulgoh]

What are they gonna tell the boy? That hes been sleeping next to a corpse?💀

[@antoinebarbault2013]

@@Pulgoh better than saying it was his imagination

[@JuanBerto-n2p]

Right

[@alecryankevinbryanrjdelila7334]

Smol Brain: She led him here to prove she is real. Big Brain: She led him here so that her missing case can be resolved. XXL Brain: She's leading him to his death.

[@stephanieclusin7782]

she wouldn't hurt him

[@theconfederationofswitzerl4552]

XXXXL Brain: she was leading all of them to their deaths

[@reallyyfunny0o048]

@@theconfederationofswitzerl4552 yeah😂😭

[@juliuslorenzruiz4585]

No look at. At 8:06

[@theconfederationofswitzerl4552]

@Julias Ruiz He could have gotten a disease from the corpse or one of the many insects on/in it

[@Iwastheonewhostoleurbannock]

Who else watches this every Halloween like a ritual or is that just me? 😭

[@bendyyy499]

HERE AT 3:04AN WATCHING ATLEAST ONCE EVERY HALLOWEEN

[@toriakuma2576]

Explanation: The boy was lonely, vulnerable, and young being a perfect target for a spirit to show itself too. The first year they met, it is visible on the girls leg that there is teeth marks from the metal bear traps, where she unfortunately lost her life to one. Throughout the whole video, she is trying to lure him into finding her body, however she finds it no better time to do so when he finds out that she could possibly be fake, and played out from his mind, once she makes herself to the metal fencing and through, she descends into the woods in a swiftly manner, knowing where every bear trap is and knowing he’d follow closely behind so he wouldn’t lose her in the woods, mainly for his safety but most importantly to find her body. Once he meets her at the tree, they both share another piece of candy together, sadly that will be their last. He had found her. Where she had passed due to the trap, where she was once lonely and vulnerable, and sadly where she bled out to death. It is seen once the search party found the boy and now, the girl laying up against the tree beside him, she is badly decomposed, and upon her lap laid the candy note “you found me” where a year prior she had ate her last piece of candy and died shortly after, Reason why whenever they shared candy together, it always read the same thing. When the women officer notices the dead remains of the child, she looks through her book where she notices that the girl looks like the one who went missing a year prior on Halloween day. Thus the boy finding the girls remains, letting her pass on freely, and the search party that could never find her can now properly give the girl a funeral and bring her family closure for her disappearance. This is very sad, yet so beautiful. Hope this cleared up some confusion

[@OP_-pk9hm]

This very much helped, thanks

[@Nmerejilla]

Wait so if she's already dead when they first met how did she get the candy with the you found me written on it?

[@bonkers1917]

@@Nmerejilla she gets candies from him multiple times, and it looks like he’s the only one who can actually touch her. she only gets notes that say “you found me”, which elude to her last meals message

[@Nmerejilla]

@@bonkers1917 niceee

[@lowkeyben]

this comment is underrated af

[@HuminBro]

The first time I saw the ending I was genuinely disturbed, I had thought it was a simple story about two friends on Halloween but one of them wasn’t being given any candy, I never expected it to be about a spirit helping one of her old friends to find her body so she could be put to rest

[@furry_child9497]

The little boy can talk and see souls (rip little girl 😭😭)

[@josmargomezsanches8372]

Eres un estupido por tu culpa ando llorando😭😭😭😭

[@I_cant_say_anything]

There are three people you should be careful around them: Optie (animator), LeaF (composer) and finally Mike.

[@KingBatch07]

​@@I_cant_say_anythinghuh

[@I_cant_say_anything]

@@KingBatch07 Search for them and see.

[@abyssproduction427]

Boy: *touches girl to prove she’s real* Girl: oh don’t worry I’m real *shows her body to him* Search and Rescue team:

[@komiesu]

xD

[@4p99glul3]

XD horror

[@komiesu]

big oof

[@holupmoment5289]

hol up

[@rxmisaa]

👁👄👁

[@RenzEfac-z5u]

KZbin: let's randomly recommend this after 9 years

[@mau6361]

Jokes aside guys, This is really sad and depressing, The boy thought he made a friend.

[@DEMIboiyo]

He did tho

[@DEMIboiyo]

@Marleigh Wainright She's a ghost

[@cotulprital0241]

no matter how many friends you have you'll never have a ghost as a friend, so this kid is superior to everyone

[@DEMIboiyo]

@@dr.dumbass6163 true

[@astrinomical1842]

Fr

[@melvinazor7041]

I don't know how "cute" and "dark" could go so well together.

[@howlmybeloved3082]

Same

[@indriwibihastuti5350]

Yeah so creapy and cute

[@lomtik522]

Do you heard about Edmund MCMillen?

[@urfav_rabbit9673]

After all darkness started from Cute! When someone loves to be in the dark?That means they are scared of what there would be in the light! that's me lol

[@casualsora9224]

Me

[@SCP-we7qw]

This film: *exists* Me: This is enough to make a grown man cry

[@Trng-gk1db]

did you know that the same guy who made this video also made gumball porn videos

[@jaydenp3078]

and that's okay

[@shrekdonkey3486]

Trng 1447 wow Um how did u find this out may I ask?

[@biggestdude8243]

Trng 1447 from the way the mom looked I bet

[@Jeruzsalem-]

Well I am a psychopath

[@GyntonikSoul]

...and again...here i am on halloween's day. It's my tradition by years now.

[@xera1134]

Came back to see this animation again after 6 yrs, watching it again made me tear up again. Seeing them together was nice but the ending always gets me.

[@jovemviajantetemporal2966]

Yes, me too

[@TheFiveOnes]

Ikr same so sad 😢

[@satan5308]

Same

[@Tema2kyboi]

How she fuсk he didn't get jammed his legs

[@vernethanlios3250]

Same😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@ArkSaludes]

"you found me!" *FORGET ME DENTISTS IM SWEET*

[@MinamurraysgF]

XD🤣🤣

[@XsooaeX]

But. Ok sir✨❤

[@江戸川乱歩-い]

You're as sweet as honey 🍯

[@ash9215]

Can you imagine the boy's sadness when he learns that his friend is dead?

[@spiceice0]

Yeah.

[@_x.ieon.]

I feel like it's more of non existent, but it is pretty strange on how he can touch her

[@RJ092]

Yes : (

[@asvka]

@@_x.ieon. imagination.. If you have this imaginary friend problem then you think you touch the person and you can feel them but it's just your imagination, human mind is very tricky? Idk what word to use

[@_x.ieon.]

@@asvka but then how come I can't touch my "friend" then? I havve the same problem as the boy in the show, yet that "friend" of mine only shows up at night

[@Xenon1]

2015 was 9 years ago, how time flies by...

[@xoea010]

Damn. This hits hard. The whole imaginary friend thing was sad enough, but finding out she was actually a ghost who was just chilling with her living friend on halloween, then decided to lead him to her body to prove that she was real had me so close to crying. The artstyle and innocent music also made this way sadder than it should be.

[@stblitzcrick]

its as they say, halloween is when the barrier between the living and the dead is at its thinnest

[@marcusrobot]

the music feels nostalgic

[@natural7179]

She probably led him to set herself free.

[@stblitzcrick]

@@natural7179 I'm pretty sure, she herself was alr a ghost and set free, but wanted people to know where she was, hence she wanted her friend to lead him to her

[@helpw]

She wanted to murder that boy 😭

[@artemis3283]

It’s a tradition to come back to this video every once in a while

[@aidenrivera4617]

SAME MAN THIS MAKES MY HEART BREAK BUT I LOVE THIS *SNIFF**SNIFF8 im not crying you are

[@artemis3283]

@@aidenrivera4617 💀 alr bro

[@splarty]

Agreed.

[@rodolfo225]

"Viu mãe, eu te disse que não era um amigo imaginário!! Não sou louco hehehehh"

[@sofiabanda2835]

Yepp

[@mableiniematch61]

BOY: Look at my friend :D! Doctor: S C H I Z O P H R E N I A

[@guisorefrito5927]

xD

[@verynoobbotchannel402]

:-D

[@Aa-YmDS_h4t6yW_0BPn4zbyYp.a5_E]

xD

[@Aa-YmDS_h4t6yW_0BPn4zbyYp.a5_E]

:-D

[@kirosgaming8112]

X(

[@oblivion_444]

Finally, I'm back here, watching an animation that influenced my life and remained my Roman Empire.

[@amari.3837]

5 years has passed, but this mini movie is still in my mind. edit: im-- thanks for the likesss 🤧

[@clotyart]

agreeee

[@najlauwais236]

Same

[@Fabian_AA]

i watching this movie 60 times

[@pookycat101]

agreed

[@TheOfficialCarrie]

Why am I here tho