Minho FF/ Anorexic / Stray Kids

[@Brownie_boy1]

Since I was 5 I always have told myself I was fat and was ashamed of how I looked next to my friends. Ever since my dad committed it got worse and I nearly fainted on the weekend from skipping 3 meals. It’s very hard to live with this mindset while also dealing with sh and anxiety. So to everyone that has to go through this- I believe in you love❤ and if anyone needs to talk I’m here to listen, I’m the therapist friend for a reason after all ❤️❤️❤️

[@essisampson2738]

i hope ur doing better now 🙂

[@Brownie_boy1]

@@nikitty-3 I’m still struggling a lot but mom and me and planing on getting me professional help now, ty 😊

[@MinsungsFavoriteChild827]

I'm so sorry you had to go through that. If my grandma was your grandma (hypothetically) and if she caught on shed probably not let you leave the table unless you ate to her satisfaction.

[@Brownie_boy1]

@@MinsungsFavoriteChild827 yea my mom forces me to eat now and my grandma just never really cared about me as much as my younger sister so

[@MinsungsFavoriteChild827]

@@Brownie_boy1 well, one thing i'll say before i but back out is this; if someone calls you fat (like a bully etc) they are insecure themselves and you should use it to your own advantage. but, hope you continue to get better!

[@tzori2717]

HANN really matched to it and I don't know if I should be scared or not

[@melokpop7558]

Don’t be scared 😂

[@alvahfjeldstad]

a girl in class once told me she wished to have my life.. she said i was so beautiful, skinny and i had a perfect life.. The sad truth is.. I want to vomit everytime i eat. I always cry. Once i wanted to take my life. I think i'm too fat. I'm healthier now but those thoughts is still here :(

[@momoriring]

Everyone is perfect in their own way And this ff was beautiful

[@melokpop7558]

Momoring Ohayo thanks you so much💖

[@straykidsily7968]

Someone once told me I'm fat but then me so savage I said I will at least I will survive an apocalypse 🤣🤣🤣🤣then da girl was like true true me be like no duh it's TRUE also that girl was older

[@melokpop7558]

yunho bear 😂 the apocalypse 😂

[@xumjiisinb6780]

😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@yuy2779]

Lfmao we are same

[@kpopCherry-s7t]

This video makes me sad Because nobody's perfect😭

[@melokpop7558]

I know... and I try to do FF about reality problems 🖤

[@kpopCherry-s7t]

@@melokpop7558 oh,I hope people Love themselves 😭And know they are perfect

[@xumjiisinb6780]

Everyone is beautiful the way they are and don't cry 💜

[@kpopCherry-s7t]

@@xumjiisinb6780 yeah 💜

[@rayart3507]

Nobody is perfect but nobody is ugly. Everyone is beautiful in their own ways, is just that...some people doesn't see it in their perspective, but don't let the negativity gets to you. You are beautiful and you don't need to change that!✨😃

[@harei.]

We all need a bf like minho

[@bambi_cloud9]

Your profile picture 😂😂😂

[@Meow77.7]

We do

[@tzori2717]

This got me really sad I'm almost crying

[@xumjiisinb6780]

Nuuuuuu don't cry 💜

[@kknst]

Y/n: *Looses TOO MUCH weight* Me: *Watching this while eating 2 egg rolls and chips and coke* THIS ROTI IS BURNT

[@MiimmyMolkers69]

periodt us quarantines need to stick together in thickness i mean personality checks 😂😂

[@moon_light7297]

This made me really sad because I think I’m really ugly and I hate my body ( .•́ _ʖ •̀.) and I know I shouldn’t stop eating but if it’s going to make me change than I will continue but I don’t want to become so sick like that 😭😭😭

[@melokpop7558]

Moon _light You need to love yourself the way you are💜💜

[@moon_light7297]

Mélo KPOP i try T-T

[@njantte8153]

First minute in and I WAS IN THE SHOWER FOR 45MIN? oh lord what do you do in a shower for 45min😂😅 I take 4-10min or less

[@pompompomuuuu]

It's hard hating your body and always caring about how you look, its also very hard to stop, it just keeps getting worse for me

[@memelix7608]

Wow this has a great meaning thank you for making this~🥰🥰❤️

[@melokpop7558]

Yuki Evergreen you’re welcome 🥰

[@lisagodwin3902]

I have actually gotten very close to doing this.. I weigh 162 pounds and feel so ugly for it. Seeing this FF makes me not want to skip meals anymore.. but honestly? I still feel so.. worthless. I had gone 3 days without eating, and I didn't feel anything. A person told me that it was because I was so fat it would take forever to lose weight. When I say I cried for hours, I mean it. I actually don't know why I am posting this comment.. it's not like any of you can help me. I just feel like writing it. In conclusion: THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS.

[@tanjaarto7118]

Im so sorry for you. That person was so mean im so sorry you had to experience that😢Ik going on without eating sometimes isnt that hard and i did that too. That person is stupid. Im just saying if i coud have been there with you id punch them in the face and kick them to space. You and i both feel bad about our eeight if i got it right. We both need to understand the difference between being fat and being normal weight. Uve probably seen those kpop idols bodies and their so skinny and beautiful. But their mostly underweight and near it and that is DEFINETELY NOT healthy. We are not supposed to look like that. If we really feel like we are overweight/not normal weight, theres a way to find out. But firstly we need to understand that normal weight is personal to everyone. We all have different height and genetics and it matters a lot. Also remember if you workout it grows your muscles and that gains weight. So, the eay to find out whats YOUR normal weight is to eat atleast 3 meals in a day, colourful food with a lot of vegetables and proteine, move everyday and workout a normal amount in a week(usually 2-4times a week) and eating healthy and unhealthy food in a balance. Balance is the thing. So dont eat too much junk food, but also dont cut it off. If you find the balance, that you rest and sleep enough, move enough(for young people its like walking or smth 1,5 or 2h a day but its also personal thing whats enough) and eat in a balance, youll have your normal weight. Thats it, thats the normal for you. I hope youll do well and remember to love yourself cuz although I love tou so much you need to love yourself too! Well get through this together i promise you can do this❤!

[@Brownie_boy1]

Im sorry youre going through this, whoever said that is an asshole and don’t have the right to say that to you (or anyone). I always told myself I was fat since I was like 5 and especially after my dad committed I stopped having an appetite as much, I nearly fainted on the weekend because I skipped 3 meals in a row. It’s hard and I wanna say pls try not getting in a habit of skipping meals like I did, if you already did pls try to get out of it. I might not be able to help but I want you to feel secure and supported, so pls if you ever want to talk just talk to me! I’ll listen and reply and see if I can get your mood up 😊 remember you’re beautiful, have a wonderful day love ❤

[@bklentertainment5303]

Well I have eating disorder...I'm 1,79 and have 55kg ... But it's okay ... And No , No one knows

[@melokpop7558]

BKL Entertainment please take care of you🥺💜

[@bklentertainment5303]

@@melokpop7558 thank you...I'm trying

[@hyunjam1910]

welp that was kinda triggering but i hope you will feel better as i also suffered and still do with anorexia and i know how hard and painful it will be... i am still struggeling. i hope you will come out of it (: fighting love

[@bklentertainment5303]

@@hyunjam1910 Thank you... Hope you will be healthy too

[@Krishna_7791]

Even tho l want to loose weight but with exercise l never compromise on food

[@mckenzieloudermilk4614]

this is gold i love your channel

[@melokpop7558]

UWU thanks you🥺💜

[@dahlia8336]

not only anorexia, but bulimia as well...so sad :'(

[@seolhc]

A person who truly loves you would prefer to see you full and healthy 🥰

[@kangtaehyun8900]

1:04 he kinda looked like soobin ngl *soobin you know soobin-*

[@kimseungmin2764]

I’m also really self conscious about the way I looked so I started eating 1 meal a day for 3 months and I would judge every single way I looked wishing I was more beautiful…

[@tanjaarto7118]

Im so sorry for you. I hope you feel better and more confident you are perfect the way you are remember it❤

[@IvanaLivaja-b4f]

Astro Moonbin❤🕊

[@yumixiii9697]

Y/n wants to be skinny Meanwhile me: Want to be fat coz I'm fvck'n skinny and I hate it?

[@Bunniesblink_xthetics]

same

[@gertiemaetrude]

Love it!

[@marymanuela9686]

I love this ff.....😊😊😊😁😁😁

[@melokpop7558]

Awwww thank you💕

[@ellie392]

It was verrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy good but can you make a new one that is like this? PS love yoooouuuuuu

[@melokpop7558]

I don’t understand your question 😂 sorry😂 and thank you💕💕

[@ellie392]

Mélo KPOP a new one shot (anorexic)

[@skzstay1848]

If someone say me that u r fat so I directly insult that person😂btw I loved it

[@myunghrts]

I cryed a lot 😭😭😭😭 I’m on my period

[@sophiae3018]

not to be that person but wouldn't this technically be bulimia? ok edit this is anorexia since the mc doesn’t binge eat

[@akkophobic]

this is bulimia, actually. - someone who has both anorexia and bulimia.

[@yuripiIIed]

@@akkophobic actually it’s the anorexia purge subtype

[@imsomeone-]

I'm crying right now 😭

[@finja1311]

I kinda likes this story but there are some pretty unrealistic things mentioned in this story. As an anorexic this is how I see it. When you become anorexic you don’t just stop eating like that. Normally anorexics try everything in their power to hider their illness so if she really was anorexic, then she would eat in front of him, at least a little bit so he won’t get suspicious. Secondly you can’t lose that much weight in 4 days so her body can’t really look that much different. If you do a story like this again I think you should try to write the story over a longer period of time because people don’t just go anorexic in a day. It’s a decease that develops in your head over time. But you still did a good job on this

[@LuLeaf]

The devil‘s wife I agree ☝️😊💕

[@finja1311]

Human101 yeah I just wanted to point that out bc a lot of people are very poorly educated on this topic. Like not every anorexic is paper thin and boney. There are a lot of people who are bigger than that any they are still anorexic. So you can’t tell a heavier person they aren’t anorexic because they aren’t skinny. It’s a mental illness so you can’t always see it.

[@LuLeaf]

The devil‘s wife Yes ma’am/sir! Many people also think only girls can be anorexic and that body shaming only includes chubbier people. But no! Girls at my school always go like “omg I haven’t eaten in so long I think I’m anorexic” but that’s not the case. It’s like if a cold turns to a flu. You would have to have a cold (at least ) to get a flu. You have to do certain things in order to be officially anorexic. People also think it’s funny to call others anorexic in which it isn’t at all. I don’t eat at school too much because I don’t like it and I feel ashamed. My friends would always be like “omg are you like- anorexic because you hardly eat.” If I tell them I eat they say something like “yeah right”. Body shaming includes all body types and can be taken very differently! ;(

[@finja1311]

Human101 you know what Brothers me a lot? For example we have a heavier person who is constantly fat shamed and then develops an eating disorder. If they actually mange to lose weight and reach their ugw then the same people who called that person fat are now calling them too thin. Or when people automatically assume what kind of eating disorder you have. A lot of people don’t know that there are things like binge eating disorders or Bulimia. And sometimes I think people don’t understand how words can effect others and drive them to do really dangerous things. But I have a question for you. Do you have tumblr or Instagram?

[@LuLeaf]

The devil‘s wife THATS SÓ TRUE 😡 And sadly I don’t own any social media like that :/ because I never use it and my parents are sorta strict. So no I don’t own an insta or tumblr ;(

[@ash.luvr_]

if somebody call you that don't listen to them because you're fucking beautiful, you're perfect, talented, pretty, you're not fat or ugly tell a teacher or parent or friend help you we love you because I'm fat and going to eat Health cuz the doctor say to me so I didn't I really don't care I try my best anyways I love you and take care of yourself and don't cut yourself or you know I mean okay bye I love u so much 🥺💗 Edit: 2y ago wow 🧍🏻‍♀️ i’m embarrassing I’m sorry when I read this I lost my words 🪦

[@tanjaarto7118]

Thank you so much i needed to hear this❤ i love you so much🥹

[@ash.luvr_]

@@tanjaarto7118Aww I love you too

[@kathylee6863]

This really helped me thank you 💖💖💖

[@marymanuela9686]

Omg thank you ver much for doing this ff😀....

[@melokpop7558]

Mary Manuela your welcome💖

[@joyshreesonu]

me : hey stop it lisa: o.o minho: O.o no one : *cricket noises* also me: * realises it's just an ff and so realises the fact that she is herself fat * *cries in the corner*

[@sh1n1_]

What was the 2nd songs' name

[@melokpop7558]

Esther lin momster- EXO

[@bangchan9600]

Bootiful good job

[@domikkaargamusa68]

This is very beautiful and entertaining😍😘 love it and thank you for making this ff🤗💖🔥 @Mêlo KPOP

[@melokpop7558]

Domikka Argamusa Thanks you so much for support 🥺♥️💌

[@seulgies..]

New sub!

[@stay_ff5196]

What's mean anorexic???....Btw i love your ff..thnk you

[@_pkmin_atyourservice676]

aina maisarah anorexia is a type of eating disorder. It makes you not want to eat or something like that, if you want more info just search it up, have a good day!

[@stay_ff5196]

Ok..thnk you @oop oop😊😊

[@melokpop7558]

Anorexic is like a problem with your body, you stop to eat and make you vomit to not get fat. I don’t know how to explain sorry😂 and thank you 💕

[@stay_ff5196]

Its...ok thnk you

[@succulent3300]

This might seem a bit insensitive considering the topic but like, minho's picture was so cute like what?

[@takonikiminajungoneimtheon1211]

Starving yourself won't help you lose weight. You have eat healthier and work out REGULARLY. Because if you starve yourself your body is going to think that you're hibernating and it wants to save the nutrients so it saves it as fat.

[@fartseung]

I just wanted to say that this video kinda actually really relates to me. I don’t have a boyfriend or anyone who cares for me (except for my family) but I have not been eating much, I just think I’m too fat and I think I’m never gonna lose weight. My mom always tells me to eat but I just say I’m too busy with school so I don’t have time, I still don’t eat much. I will probably not get anyone to care for me like Minho did in this ff cause I’m also too ugly for anyone too like me. Anyways I don’t know why I’m even saying this.Have a good day 🙂

[@melokpop7558]

No please, please I’ve been through this and it just broke me even more.. please talk with someone that you are in confident with and please take care of you 🥺❤️🌹✨

[@fartseung]

@@melokpop7558I will talk to someone, and I’ll try to take care of myself 😔

[@melokpop7558]

@@fartseung thank you🥺

[@tanjaarto7118]

I share my story here cuz i dont have anyone now..And this comment will be so long im sorry and pls dont hate cuz its so long you dont have to read it😔 Ive felt so bad and insecure about my body and weight. Im in 7. Grade atm. I never felt like this before. I usually had 5meals in a day, but the amount of food strated ro just drop...to 4 and to 3. Then 2. I basically ate breakfast so my stomach wont make a noise cuz i felt embarrased and my mind said that if im hungry, it means im fat. I got new braices and my dentist said that "my teeth might hurt" so i figured that ill tell everyone that my teeth hurt so much and i cant eat, although they didnt even hurt. I only drank water for abt 2weeks until i started to look so pale and i shaked all the time and felt cold. My friends got worried since they knew that i didnt eat in school. My parents didnt. I told them i eat in school lunch and i eat breakfast. I lost abt 21pounds in a week and lost 20cm from my waist. It just got worse and worse. My friends wanted me to eat but i didnt. Even the boys in my class strated ro see how sick i looked. Theyve always used ro ask some water if i had and they always ask "how much i can take" and this time they refused to drink when i said "leave there some since its my lunch". I thought to my self that its not possible that i have an eating disorder and this is normal. Finally after abt three weeks of all this i told this to my parents. I almost knew how they woud react. They said "you weight so much you aint anorexic, you have all right in your life you dont have any reason to be." They still started to force me food, which made me feel even more bad. I havent vomited bc its too hard to me its just impossible. Today, since its abt 2weeks from that, ive gained a few pounds of weight back. I still feel the same, but i try to eat atleast a lil bit, bc my parents force me. I eat usually two times a day, maybe bread or a half potato and i workout 2-3hours a day. My friends try to cheer me up telling me i have a beautiful body. They want me to eat more and everyone are being worried about me. They check everyday i have eaten something. During these worst 2months, ive lost so much weight, i got depression and started to selfharm. I thought being skinny will make me happy, but well, clearly that was not too. Im telling everyone there that remember to eat, dont harm your self any ways and you are beauriful and handsome and perfect just the way you are. Pls dont do these things.❤Im happy to answer you comment to this and speak with yall i dont want any of you experience these things❤❤ily

[@Mars-under-the-stars33-wk3ll]

I know that you commented this a while ago, but I just saw this FC and read comments aftet. When I found yours, I literally cried. My older sister is becoming anorexic and it scares me, I'm only in 7th grade and to see someone so close to me, in age and that she's been my bff for life, slowly fading away is scary and kinda provokes something in me that just makes me want to scream and cry of anger and sadness. It really scares me that she does this, and in 6th grade I thought it was normal so I did it too. My best friends noticed yelled at me and forced me to eat, but my parents never noticed. My basic point is that I can relate in a way to you, I know that no one can feel the pain you feel but yourself; but people can feel a similar way to others. I'm so scared about what's going to happen to her if she continues, she got an extremely caring bc a couple weeks ago and he kinda changed her in a good way, but as much as he cares for her and shows her that he loves her, like I show her too, she still does it when he isn't around. Our parents work full time so we're usually left to take care of our younger siblings, but my parents almost never take notice to pur struggles with mental and/or physical health. I hope you've stopped doing this and are eating and treating yourself much better now, it pains me to hear that someone I don't even know is slowly dieing. Everyone has atleats one person that would want to die if they died, even if you don't know it they're there and care for you more than anyone else in the world. Please everyone take care of yourselves and push through your hard times, don't put yourself and others that care for you in pain

[@tanjaarto7118]

@@Mars-under-the-stars33-wk3ll Thank you i really appriciate your kind words and support for even people you dont know. You really have pure kind heart. Im sorry to hear your sister is going through something like that and i know how hard it must feel when you might not be able to help her. There are different cases of this type of illnes but usually those type of persons are not happy with the way they look. It might help her if she got told that she looks like a queen in that literal shape she is rn. Or something like that. Anything you can say to help her be in THAT shape she is rn coud help her to atleast not get worse. I also think if you are in school, you coud talk about this to school nurse or some another professional. They might be able to help her. I hope shell get bettet and you dont have to worry about her this much. And remember you are not alone, there are a lot of people in same situation as you, you and your sister can get through this💕

[@Mars-under-the-stars33-wk3ll]

@tanjarrto1178, thank you so much for repling, I thought you wouldn't lol. Thank you so for saying this, I showed her what you said and replied to me about what I said and she was very happy to hear that someone who doesn't know her, what she looks like or what she acts like, was still supporting her even if they were halfway across the world. Again, thank you for replying and showing support for others, we both, my sister and I, support you also. I can't speak for her, but I wholeheartedly hope you get better and have stopped treating your self this way, we might not know each other, but I know you can pull through this and get better☺️

[@Mars-under-the-stars33-wk3ll]

I meant to say 7118 instead of 1178 lol

[@tanjaarto7118]

@@Mars-under-the-stars33-wk3ll thank you and im happy to help and support you😊

[@ellie_tlau]

People can be different while others can eat alot I can't even eat things even when I'm hungry i don't feel like eating anything and just a cup of tea can make me full i take lots of pills and still it didn't work but the good thing is i never be skinny i look almost fat 😄

[@monskie7898]

what does anorexic mean?

[@silicawaa1526]

my problem with weight: eat eat eat and don’t get fat

[@istolelalisasbangs.6956]

Bruh why LISA THE MEAN ONE?BOTH LEE KNOW AND LISA ARE MY BIAS. COULD U ADD SOMEONE ELSE BUT IT WAS FUN ANYWAY.

[@marissanuralia6937]

Aish I'm just want to be perfect and pretty as every girl,and that's because i don't want to eat and always do workout but I still drink,but it's ok even though sometimes I sick at my stomach and feel dizzy.hehe but I really want to lose weight and want to be skinny .

[@tanjaarto7118]

I understand that i feel the same way about myself. You are beautiful and perfect yk. You are just so used ro you own self and you see so much skinny ppl you want to look like. But yk theres so many ppl who woud do anything to look like you too

[@butternofly]

tbh i wanna say this and maybe it's gonna be kinda rude for u.. but i think u need to learn english even more bc i saw so many wrong grammars and it kinda disturbed me bc ur stories r just so good, i'm kinda a "too professional" person, english is not my first language so it was hard to learn it but when i started to understand and obviously good at it, i found it rly annoying when ppl use it incorrectly i'm sry 🥺

[@melokpop7558]

Claire I understand your comment, thank you for telling me 🥺 I’m trying to get better in English but now I don’t have school so I can’t learn... 🥺 sorry to disturb you with my grammar

[@butternofly]

Mélo KPOP u can learn from some applications like i do, but don't use google translator, they suck 😂❣️

[@melokpop7558]

Claire ok, thanks for thé information ❤️

[@worldofbangpink]

You just had to make lisa the bad one😭😭😭

[@MiimmyMolkers69]

Tell me why i think Blackpink would be like this irl cause of their facial expressions?

[@aizelbermas5967]

First!

[@kpopCherry-s7t]

😂