up at 2:00 a. in the morning and in the moment right after I cried out God ..I just can't do this Anymore inflammation of the bowel 😭 God it's been going on so Long done everything I know to stand strong Lord ..tell me something heal me.. make this go away thank you that I can sleep.. then I saw this my 2 time thru watching it , courage is being Renewed feel like I have strength restored praise jesus