Miscarriage at 11 Weeks | My Story 🦋

[@mootsay]

I'm so sorry. I lost a baby boy at 22 weeks 9 years ago and it was the hardest thing I've ever gone through. Be kind to yourself.

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry for your loss as well. It’s so hard to lose a child at any stage. ♥️

[@amandar7742]

So sorry for your loss. 4 weeks ago today I went in for my d&c surgery. 8 week appt went well. Had blood test at 11 weeks and found out we were having a girl. Went in at 13 weeks thinking we made it out of our first trimester only to find out baby was still measuring 8 weeks and no heartbeat. They also ended up saying it was momo twins.very high risk so I am "grateful" they went to heaven early instead of later. . I too had a gut feeling something wasn't right. Family kept trying to convince me to finally tell others since I was nearing the end of my first trimester but I was still so hesitant something was telling me I'm not ready. Or when I wanted to buy something that said mama on it or sign up for a subscription pregnancy box I kept telling myself no you should wait. we are all strong and definitely here for eachother! We will try again soon for our rainbow.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you for sharing. I’m so sorry to hear about your loss as well, and I hope you guys are doing better. I know our rainbows will shine soon. 💕🌈✨

[@nicolehanson109]

I can only imagine what you're going through. I've had several friends and family members have miscarriages. They are hard, on everyone. My mom got pregnant with a surprise baby when I was 13-14 years old. I was so excited. She was going to have genetic testing done (amniocentesis), but the week before she was due to have the procedure she had a miscarriage at home, with only me. She knew what was happening and was sitting on the toilet, and I couldn't understand why we couldn't just go to the hospital and get help. She knew there was nothing they could do, and she was right. The hardest part was having to collect the embryo from the toilet so the doctors could make sure she had passed everything. You could tell it was definitely a baby. I didn't check the sex, I was too upset. It's still hard to think about that day now 30 years later. We made it through, and unfortunately, it's not a topic that we talk about.

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry you both had to go through that. Thank you for sharing this story with me. ♥️

[@ellerichardson1094]

I'm so sorry you had to go through that especially at that age I'm sure mentally it still affects you 🥺 I don't know your mother's situation at that time but I have a 14 year old daughter now an would never ask or allow her to handle such a sensitive situation. Being there for her emotionally is 100% acceptable but not what you went through an I'm so sorry an please don't think I'm attacking your mother or you I'm just saying in my situation what I wouldn't have been able to do ..... But your mom is so lucky to have such an amazing an supportive daughter ❤

[@user-cs9kr2wl6n]

My babies heartrate at 6 weeks was 90 and they told me she probably wouldnt make it. Every ultrasound i was terrified wondering if it would be beating still. I had her 6 months ago no complications😩❤️

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so glad your baby was ok! Having a low heart rate is so unsettling. Thank you for sharing your experience with me! ♥️

[@melaniepeters4744]

First of all I am so very sorry for your loss, truly. Your story is going to be so helpful for so many women going through a similar situation. I am glad you that you were so transparent in sharing, you did a great job. I am kind of at a loss for words as to what to say that might help you. You have such a strong & positive attitude. I think the box you made for your son is such a healing thing to do. I felt your pain and to be honest cried for you the entire video and really just wanted to hug you. I wish you the very best during this time. Take the time that you need. Saying prayers for you. ❤

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you so much for your kind words. We are doing better each day and will continue to heal! ♥️

[@taraa3456]

I’ve lost 15 pregnancies at around the 6 week mark, no living children. It’s hard but it’s good to talk about it and bring it into the open.

[@chicpeachaf]

I'm so sorry for your loss! Thank you for being open and sharing your experience. It's helpful to know that we are not alone. ♥️

[@maryamusama2705]

I can understand how difficult it must be for you. I lost my princess at 19 weeks on 16th Dec 2022. We were exepcting our first baby. She was absolutely perfect carbon copy of her father. But dont know how things went wrong i had contractions and we lost her. There is not even a single day when we dont miss her. May you have patience to bear this loss.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you so much for your kindness. I’m so sorry you had to suffer such a loss. It is the worst pain. I feel you, wondering what you could have done differently or how you could have missed any signs. I’m sure you know this, but there is nothing you could have done. She is your guardian angel, looking out for you each and every day. 🩷

[@maryamusama2705]

@@chicpeachaf indeed she is. Thank you dear

[@stevenavarette9334]

​​@@chicpeachaf @14:40 I heard a baby kinda make a noise. Was your other baby there with you? I'm so very sorry for your loss. My deepest condolences to you and your family. I lost my son 33 years ago. Every January I'm very depressed. He would have had a great life. I'm sending you healing and love energy. Again, im Very sorry for your Blessings and prayers to you and your family 💐💜✨️🙏🕊🙏✨️💜💐

[@stevenavarette9334]

Im so very sorry for your loss. I know how you , I lost my son 33 years ago. And every January I get really depressed. I know 33 years is a long time ago, but that pain never goes away. The baby is made from love, and it'll always be there. Blessings and prayers to you and yours 💜✨️🙏🕊🙏✨️💜

[@myidol71]

I’m so sorry… my heart hurts for yours. You are so strong. Babies are blessings and I hope God blessed your family with another healthy pregnancy.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you so much. ♥️ No new babies yet, but I’m sure they will be here soon enough. ♥️

[@tracy3418]

I'm so sorry you went through this. I'm currently going through the same thing. I should have done the d&c. Going the natural route has been very physically and emotionally challenging. I've looked and felt pregnant throughout this whole process. It felt like giving birth without any pain medicine. My pregnancy symptoms have been a lot stronger this pregnancy than when I was pregnant with my son. My daughter had a heartbeat, but was measuring 2 weeks behind before we lost her.

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry for your loss and the pain you’re experiencing now. You are so strong and you are not alone. ♥️

[@sadikabaltic6277]

So sorry for your loss 🥺 💔 I lost my Babygirl 2 months ago. I was 18 weeks 1 day pregnant and i had a bleeding for month and a half, I was 3 times in this period to my Doctor and he's been saying that I have a placenta previa and that bleeding is normal. Unfortunately it wasn't the case, it turned out that my placenta had a cancer. She was so big that the Baby didn't have place to grow and started to make big pressure on my lungs which started to shout down. My blood results were catastrophic and they had to make emergency C section because I would die in a Day if they didn't. I first said I don't care if I die I want my Baby to live but they said that my Baby has no chance to live even if it's born at full term. So I accepted c-section even though it broke my heart. My Babygirl was born alive but passed shortly after and I think that my soul died with her. Now I can't stand to see another kid or pregnant women. I am just crying every day thinking that I will never be ready to try for another Baby or that maybe if I get the Baby one day I won't be able to love that kid because all my love died that day with my sweet Babygirl. I was so ready to give her all the love I have and now I am just empty and depressed. If my love could have saved her she would have lived forever 👼😭💔

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry that you’ve had to go through such a loss. Thank you for sharing it with me. ♥️ I know our experiences are different, but I do feel for you and the loss of your sweet girl. I bet she is watching over you and sends you her love every single day. She knows how much you love her, and will be with you forever. I think about my son every single day, and it gives me comfort to know that he is always with me. You will never stop loving her, but your days will get easier. I hope you are able to find some comfort soon. ♥️

[@dressfest]

I love what you said about the body healing and when it decides it’s ready, it will do what it needs to do. That’s something I struggle with, my situation was almost identical to yours, my baby was due in September. I sometimes get frustrated with my body because I want it to hurry up and heal. Thanks for sharing ❤

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry you’ve been through this too. I find myself wanting to snap back and heal, but my body seems to need more time. It can be very frustrating when you’re ready to move forward and you feel like your body is holding you back. ♥️

[@jenniferpritzlaff9656]

Im so sorry for your loss ❤ On June 11th, would be my sons 20th bday, i lost him during labor. I was 41weeks and couple days, i was 21yrs old so I never heard about losses like this. I never knew how much I needed youtube or to hear other’s experiences. My doctor told me I should see someone, my mom thought once I had my daughter 3yrs later, that I was healed. I am still not the same. My heart breaks for everyone that went through a loss like this, it also helps me a bit to know I am not alone. Prayers and love to all you mama’s (and daddy’s) 🤍

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry you had to go through such a loss. Thank you so much for sharing your story with me. ♥️

[@emilymcpherson2008]

Thank you for sharing your story. I had my first baby with no issues during the pregnancy but had a very difficult birth. Thankfully we are both still here. We recently got pregnant with our second and were very excited but could not find a heartbeat at my 9 week scan. They passed away at 7 weeks. I went the medication route and am preparing to miacarry this weekend. It has been a very difficult loss but the community of women sharing similar stories really does give you strength ❤

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry for your loss and what you’re going through. I hope you’re doing ok ♥️

[@benwasden8107]

I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know if this will help, but I read a fascinating article that for any women who are pregnant, cells from your child can still be living quite happily within your body and the same is true for the child. It's even more unusual for mother and son as the cells are different sexes, but male cells were found living quite happily in the body of an elderly lady who had given birth to a son decades ago (they were in her brain). It was a fascinating read to realise that for any child and mother, they quite literally carry a part of each other within them and have that shared connection for the rest of their lives. So when someone says he will always be with you, it isn't just in a spiritual sense, it's also in a physical sense as part of him will still be contributing to your overall physical self. Amazing! ✨

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you for sharing this with me! That really is amazing ♥️

[@moeaves]

You aren’t alone with this, I have had 3 miscarriages. I’m so sorry you went through this.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you. I'm sorry you also had to go through this. ♥️

[@kimberlychi6709]

Rest in peace little one. ❤ I hope you can take time for yourself to heal. Im sending you and your family my love and prayers. Xxx

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you so much. We are doing better each day. ♥️

[@taay333]

My god… we have such a similar story… went to appointment and saw a heartbeat at 8weeks4 days… knew something was wrong. went back at 11 1/2 weeks and yittle embryo baby had stopped growing. My body and gestational sack of waters kept growing and my body had no idea, didn’t even spot. Genetic testing came back afterwards and it was a little boy. June 7th would have been his due date and we’re waiting till then to try for another child. So much Love to you mama. Thank you for sharing your story ❤🙏🏼❤️✨🌈.

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry you had to experience this pain as well. Thank you for sharing your story with me! Best wishes for you both as you try again for your rainbow baby. ♥️🌈

[@itsjanie]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m so sorry to hear what you’ve been through. 💜

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you ♥️

[@autumnshenk9404]

My heart breaks for you and your family. .My boys are 42 and 39. I lost my first baby at 13+ weeks.i had my miscariage at home spontaneously and had to go to the hospital for d&c to make sure there was no tissue left behind. It was too soon then to tell the sex. 8 mo later i was pregnant again. I had 2 very easy successful pregnancies. Both were c sections simply because they were both so big and couldnot fit into my birth canal. 9. 3 and 9.6. That was fun lol. But all went well. I was afraid of loosing both of them. Their birthdays are aug and sep. The baby i lost was due on 12/25/79. Im now the proud grandma of a 3 yr 1/2 yr old grandson. He is cute. Sweet . Gentle . Silly and sassy all rolled up into one. I see a lot of his Daddy and his uncle in him. We love his Mommy so much. Best of luck to you all❤

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you for sharing your story! ♥️

[@choko0795]

I’m so sorry for your loss. My aunt had a similar experience she miscarried at full term the day before her due date.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you ♥️ I’m sorry to hear about your aunt and her loss

[@cherylross4040]

Sending love and light to you both. You are in my thoughts.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you so much ♥️

[@rachelr.n.3563]

I had two still births. Buried both my boys. I did have my rainbow baby, but now can't have any more. I'm content though. I'm so very sorry.

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Thank you for sharing with me. ♥️

[@hellcat58563]

Had a similar experience 25 years ago. I went for a scan at 20 weeks to be told that the baby had passed away at about 11 weeks. My bump had also continued to grow.

[@chicpeachaf]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this too ♥️

[@thegrimlooper]

I haven’t experienced this, but I did experience something terrible and I bottled it up. It’s hard to talk about things that are traumatic but that’s step 1 in healing. I will keep you all in my heart.

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you so much ♥️

[@thegrimlooper]

@@chicpeachaf I saw in your video you received a baby blanket in your memory box. I recently was thinking about crocheting hats and blankets for the hospitals near me but I wasn’t sure. But now I think I should. Hopefully I can make something worthy to commemorate such a hard and/or beautiful time in someone’s life.

[@chicpeachaf]

@@thegrimlooper I think that would be wonderful! And I know so many families would appreciate them ♥️

[@breezywithkids]

120 isn’t low for 6 weeks my son was 97 at 6 weeks

[@chicpeachaf]

They told me it was still in the normal range! It just made me feel nervous because it was lower than my son’s heart rate in my first pregnancy. ♥️

[@CammyHell]

So sorry 😢

[@chicpeachaf]

Thank you ♥️