You reach for the sky, trying to grab the furthest star. You remember how it was, before everything hurt, before you could look at the sky and see only stars. Before you looked up, and wondered where they went. Why the left you all alone. Why it hurts, so deeply, and when it'll ever stop. You look into your empty hands, filling only with silent tears that will never fall. Never again will you hold their hand, never again will you tell them how much they mean to you. They weren't just a friend, just a sibling, a parent, grandparent, teacher, cousin, aunt, uncle, or pet. They were a part of you, another reason for your heart to keep beating. More than a memory, but less than here. You can still feel them, hear them. But they're gone. Gone, without a trace except for the bare memories once full of color and life. You never thought you'd lose them. You knew one day, they'd die, leaving you to continue on past death, but you never thought it's be so soon. You thought you still had time. You took every breath, every word for granted, only to have it ripped away when you need them the most. You cry out inside, screaming in silent pain, but nobody can hear the sound. Close your eyes, and you remember. You remember their face, their eyes. The way they looked at you, the way they smiled. You smile, and laugh a little at the happiest memories, feeling better for a second, but then you open your eyes, and you remember. They're gone. Gone, without you getting to say goodbye, even faint farewells not being enough to tell them how you'll miss them. If you feel lost, alone and torn, remember to breathe. Remember that they loved you, and you them, and they knew that. You don't have to beat yourself up over something you said, or did, that you never got to apologise for. They're watching you right now, and hoping that you'll make the most of your life, and find happiness again. *They don't want you to be sad.* They want you to know you're loved, that you matter to them just as much as they mattered to you, even now, when they've moved on. Close your eyes again, and think about them. Remember them. As long as you remember them, and never forget the good times, and the bad, they'll never truly die. They'll live on, in you, and keep your heart strong when you feel like you can't go on. Just because they're dead, doesn't mean they're gone forever.
@rakha73014 жыл бұрын
Thank you 💜
@dragonindisguise48784 жыл бұрын
Dang dude, that was really good!😦 Wish I could screenshot that whole thing
@cherrywaveess4 жыл бұрын
This comment is so underrated! My friend, your comment deserve more likes!
@nadziusspl4 жыл бұрын
damn dumb me thought that were the lyrics
@aidenjones60934 жыл бұрын
Thanks this really helps me feel a lot better 😍❤
@tsyukie4 жыл бұрын
FEAR can be two things, it's your choice about what you're gonna do: 1. The easy and failing one F - forget E - everything A - and R -run 2. The hard and winning one F - fight E - everything A - and R - rise
@imonsuprabhatbasu99883 жыл бұрын
Thanks 😊 That really motivated me❤️❤️❤️
@tsyukie3 жыл бұрын
@@imonsuprabhatbasu9988 No problem
@statusportal25273 жыл бұрын
The easy one
@dogstar79253 жыл бұрын
only so many fights you can take sometimes
@amruthavalli12603 жыл бұрын
I prefer second one
@KitKat-te4nc4 жыл бұрын
The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. The brightest of smiles hide the deepest secrets.
@anshikatehra84513 жыл бұрын
Every prettiest eyes will its own tears and loneliness and every bright smile has it's own darkness and sadness. this is the truth behind every pretty eyes and every bright smile
@littlemanh7653 жыл бұрын
The kindest hearts have been through the most pain
@bradinator3433 жыл бұрын
@Abdullah Kamal there is some truth to it. It doesn't necessarily mean the person is depressed. But the best people have been through at least one moment of deep pain at some point. It doesn't have to lead to depression at all.
@bradinator3433 жыл бұрын
@Abdullah Kamal just thought I'd state it and try helping you understand better.
@es-rh8oo3 жыл бұрын
@@bradinator343 maybe people have read these comments and wanted to say it, but either couldn't or didn't feel able. So I'll say it for sure. I think it was really great that you were willing to help that person understand. You didn't just do that, but you did it politely and kindly. You didn't get angry, you recognised that they didn't fully get it and that it wasn't their fault. You recognised we're all fallible and make mistakes every day, and that that moment was their mistake of the day. That takes a lot of strength to do, and do the right way. Only the best of us can pull that off. So congrats and thank you. You're more brilliant than you believe. :)
@off2funnyworld6 жыл бұрын
God damn it. I was doing so well... Sometimes you run into songs that mess with your emotions again.
@artzyperson21795 жыл бұрын
I know, it really hurts.
@ravens65295 жыл бұрын
Amber Nelson , means that you're not doing well hun..❤️
@RavenGemStones5 жыл бұрын
Yah it happens a lot for me
@Dayziez_sun5 жыл бұрын
Yea..i know how it feels
@speedyjolteon11155 жыл бұрын
somehow this made me lauch so f*cking hard
@skylerwolf49985 жыл бұрын
This reminds me so much of my twin sister. I lost her from a disease that makes her own body attack itself. We were very close to the point that we knew what the other was going to say and would finish each others sentence. I was in class the day she died. I ended up falling on the ground, clutching my chest because it hurt so much. It felt like half of me was ripped from my body. My entire class was worried about me and my two friends came over to me to see if I was alright. I took one look at their faces, and I broke. They understood what was the problem and made sure that everyone stayed away from me. Even the teacher and principal. I'm still not over her death, even though it happened back in November of 2018. I don't feel complete anymore. I think about her everyday. _I wish I could go back in time and tell her, "I love you" one more time._ _I wish I could go back in time and hug her one last time._ _I wish I could go back in time and play Pokemon with her._ _I wish I could go back in time and sing together._ _I wish I could go back in time and laugh together._ *_I love you so much, sis. Save me a spot up there, would ya? I'll see you soon, Luna._* *_Edit: I want to thank everyone for their support. It means so much to me. I broke down crying as I was reading the reply. I would also like to thank everyone who liked as well. This is the most likes I have ever gotten. Once again, thanks for the support._* *2nd Edit: Okay, so anyone who says this is fake, please leave. I've read of few of those comments that say I'm lying and have cried myself to sleep because of it. This is real and I hurt everyday because of it. After reading a few of those comments, I was ready to get my blade and cut my throat to escape it all and see her again. Please, if you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say anything. Thank you for understanding and have a good day/night.*
@lisa.mercedes5 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh... my sincerest condolences :c
@lord_saltshaker54785 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, i'm sure she doesnt want you to be sad. She deserves to be remembered and honoured. Love from germany 🇩🇪❤️
@doroteacelari88395 жыл бұрын
She's with you in your mind and heart.you're together,she just isn't there in her human form.but you can find in every thing you do.you see the rain and think how you two used to love the rain or when you used to go out in the rain and play.you see yourself and you see her in you too.you think of her.i know very well what you're feeling maybe how i lost wasn't my twin sister or brother,but she was the only one for me.i'm sorry.bet that she's watching you from up there right now.giving you love and care.
@lord_saltshaker54785 жыл бұрын
@@lisa.mercedes Haja klar! 😂
@skylerwolf49985 жыл бұрын
Thank you guys so much for your replies. They have truly brought a smile to my face. 😊
@jaysweeney4073 жыл бұрын
My whole life I’ve spent helping other people and saving their lives. I’m the one most people turn to when they feel like ending everything, and the thing most people don’t know is that the person that is the one helping is the one in the most pain and wants to end it more than anyone will ever know. The thing that keeps me going? Being able to save someone’s life and to know that maybe, just maybe, someone will save mine next. Until then all I’ve got is songs like this to speak to and have something understand how and what I’m truly feeling every moment of my life.
@akhamza123 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel man im always the one to help but no one wants to help me
@theyuca-clan42393 жыл бұрын
@@akhamza12 that’s story of my life well if there’s someway we could meet each other hang out with one another know that if I’d get the opportunity to do for you what you do for others I’d do that same thing for you too
@amanemisaki40463 жыл бұрын
So many songs have comments like this, my soul has died and my heart broken even more for each.
@dahliadhanassar45913 жыл бұрын
I sometimes catch myself thinking the same thing but we need to be strong because God is there don't forget that and he has your back better than anyone else dose
@dereksalazar96953 жыл бұрын
I feel the same but my Profession is to help others but in that Profession no one asks if i am ok but it makes me go on to help others in need
@armourf60315 жыл бұрын
Heart goes out to those who are still struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts. You can make it.
@kittenthemitten7185 жыл бұрын
Armour F I needed this
@zzenix74865 жыл бұрын
Armour F If i can..
@armourf60315 жыл бұрын
@@ray-ur4eb 🙏🙏
@bioluminescentbones31065 жыл бұрын
I'll try, thank you
@kiyoshisan47765 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@badsingerandguitarist43165 жыл бұрын
Loving and fighting Accusing, uniting I can't imagine a world with you gone The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of I'd be so lost if you left me alone You locked yourself in the bathroom Lying on the floor when I break through I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me" Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you A long endless highway, you're silent beside me Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin' Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones They took you away on a table I pace back and forth as you lay still I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me" Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you I don't wanna let go I know I'm not that strong I just wanna hear you Saying baby, let's go home Let's go home Yeah, I just wanna take you home Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you
@munirababamuradova93214 жыл бұрын
Perfect, thanks!
@xSan_playx4 жыл бұрын
Dude this is a lyrics music video 😑
@sami22134 жыл бұрын
@@xSan_playx Let say he just wanted to write it that all 🤭
@kuroneko45573 жыл бұрын
@_@
@swen71883 жыл бұрын
This guy wrote the whole song under the lyric video 👏
@sleepyharuto81464 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry over a relationship I never had.
@malakifox28324 жыл бұрын
I'm here for ya
@maribelvainumae49124 жыл бұрын
Same 😭
@Popgirllilykitty4 жыл бұрын
Damn.
@hayleydowns21784 жыл бұрын
I sent this song to my ex when we broke up and cried
@ai_Varmint4 жыл бұрын
Same
@beckyanderson83315 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my older brother that died in the army saving 2 kids
@Myrkul-D5 жыл бұрын
Becky Anderson he died saving others? I salute to him, for he did what others would have hesitated to do, save some kids, or himself, normally people would save themselves but he, no, but we would risk our very beings to save even 1 kid. So I salute to him in his honor.
@flamingmoon68895 жыл бұрын
Soldiers like him are why I joined cadets. I salute him and thank him for his service. You have a real hero to be proud of.
@nexogames48195 жыл бұрын
Respect! 😢 God bless you and your brother! ❤
@angri_patti96315 жыл бұрын
Then he died what he loved doing, saving people from this sad world but both of you will meet again soon
@kenshxnx03315 жыл бұрын
Respect ✊, I also am a older brother to my sis, and I’m joining, wish me luck
@leebeetie5 жыл бұрын
*when you're not depressed but still want the picture in the video to be your wallpaper*
@elizabethharris18515 жыл бұрын
The magic of screenshots ...
@nobody54305 жыл бұрын
I just want that one girls hair 🥺
@christinamccarthy65245 жыл бұрын
Is it from an anime?
@elizabethharris18515 жыл бұрын
@@christinamccarthy6524 yes, it's from Fate Zero
@theodorbenescu44405 жыл бұрын
@Cypher D no,i wouldn't say it's a sad anime. If you want to watch an anime were you would cry watch "your lie in april"
@ApollyonX5 жыл бұрын
found this comment on another video and thought it should be spread: I hate school - and no its not because 'i'm a teenager' and don't like waking up at 6:00 am every morning, its because the school system isn't about learning anymore, its about passing. Pretty much every teenager ever is so stressed out about school that they suffer with mental health issues, fake illnesses and even try to kill themselves - but yet nobody has thought to themselves "hey maybe our system is flawed" and instead given teenagers the reputation of 'kids that are lazy and selfish' like whats up with that? I mean, who really cares about finding the area of a stupid triangle? Teach me how to raise a family, drive a car, get a job, pay bills and LIVE A HAPPY LIFE! I'm forced to sit in a classroom for 6 hours straight and learn about things that i'm not interested in and will probably never use in my life after my exams. And what really annoys me is that teachers don't understand that some students suffer from mental health disorders like social anxiety and force them to talk in class for a high grade, or that some students suffer with depression and teachers just assume they are moody and negative all the time. Students are in tears every single night and wake up every single morning wanting to throw up at the thought of going to school, thinking that they'd rather be dead than go to school. How is that fair? The fact that i have to choose between my grades and my health is really messed up. I just want to say, follow your own god damn dreams, not what everybody else around you wants you to do. "If you don't build your dreams, someone else will hire you to help build theirs."
@xavierjoseph82074 жыл бұрын
Believe me I always think like that
@courtneytownsend16944 жыл бұрын
That's the absolute truth, the system needs to be changed.
@brokenprincessofhell47434 жыл бұрын
One of the reasons i don't want kids. I don't want them to have to go to school in this toxic system which breaks them because nobody really cares, everybody just fake-smiles the problems away. It's horrible. If i have kids, i want to be a good mum and sending my kid to school could be called a kind of abuse.. I am not doing that. So no kids. Hope my parents will understand.. :/ I'm ace so.. Even more explaining to do one day.. Great. Have a good day/night y'all, hope you are doing fine, if not then i hope it gets better ❤️
@SoulJMusic-yf5ji4 жыл бұрын
That's deep but it also true. Thanks for sharing this here... It helped me today
@angiex_x4 жыл бұрын
Never agreed so much in my life
@snowwolf51305 жыл бұрын
To whoever reads this, the world will not remain dark forever. Theres always a light at the end of the tunnel. Hope is everywhere. Dont give up and let go. I may not know you but i would give up my life to make you happy. I hope you have a feather of hope because life will get better. Put down that knife and wipe away those tears. Throw away that rope. You're beautiful and you're worth every dime in this world. I love you❤️
@jamesward34145 жыл бұрын
Spread the love my friend
@loveroflight65 жыл бұрын
Your loved aswell
@snowwolf51305 жыл бұрын
@@loveroflight6 thanks😊💖
@jamesward34145 жыл бұрын
Feeling left out now 😅 nah just kidding lol be lucky guys
@fayetopias5 жыл бұрын
snowwolf _15 Thank you
@evaeva56065 жыл бұрын
Is any1 here just bc u feel like u dont belong in this world or that u are living at wrong time? Just me okey😞 Guyss update after one year. Now as time passed i feel better. These last two years were realy bad and i was depressed, i felt alone as u can read at the begining. But i changed my mindset and start to trust God more, it took me a lot of time and a lot of fails over and over again. But things did get better and some things are just in our head. To me halped that i started to eat healthier, read, try not to spend that much time on phone, stopped listening ti sad musics like this one, exrecise more, text ppl more,... Again it took me a lot of time, but if u wanna feel better is only you that can change ur feelings and thinking ( this one is important, BE POSITIVE) u just need courage to change ur self. Start with small thing and dont forget that i belive in you and so does God. Stay strong💪 I hope it helped
@Nuki04285 жыл бұрын
Don’t worry man you’re not alone
@kiyomi63445 жыл бұрын
I feel like that all the time...
@Diksha999995 жыл бұрын
Mee
@feather65025 жыл бұрын
I’ve been like this for so long, and I’m only 11, this started when I was nine and I have so much more to live for that I just can’t end cuz of my friends and parents
@feather65025 жыл бұрын
So don’t worry, your not the only one :)
@x-exodiumbeatbox64834 жыл бұрын
In the Darkest night, Upon the highest flight, Raised a storm, Without any form, Blew away, Into the night she decayed, Lost all hope, Not knowing how to cope, She left today, To fly again anyother way. To spread her wings, The chorus sings, Upon the lonely night, Foreshadowed by the light. Uncertain of what to come, She ran to his home, And tonight they shall roam, For in the night the monsters are there, In love and happiness they shall share, Forever together, Alone, never.
@nisuliyomethma112 жыл бұрын
Oh god this hit me hard 😓
@x-exodiumbeatbox64832 жыл бұрын
@@nisuliyomethma11 oof sorry bout that-
@crystalki-ja38345 жыл бұрын
A way to break your heart, when it reaches 2:24 put the playback speed at .75 and finish the song the rest of the way
@G.W.25 жыл бұрын
My favorite part
@alyssalynnposey92804 жыл бұрын
Did it...
@amprice27274 жыл бұрын
I...i listened...im sobbing
@yagirltoasty38874 жыл бұрын
I did it.....I'm crying
@madelynnrae17305 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or is it when something is in a deeper or in a higher tone it is so much more emotional
@joey001982 жыл бұрын
its the change in tone.. since every human has a base tone that they speak in.. normally people lower the volume of their voice while also a little deeper and slower when they are being sincere or letting out their emotions.. so it makes sense that singing while doing those things would make it feel more emotional... and amplifying parts of those like this version of the song has done just adds on to it.. i should note that i am not a professional in the matter nor do i have any experinence in making music.. i am merely saying what i think is logical.. :)
@shadowslayer292911 ай бұрын
@@joey00198 and people think I'm weird for enjoying music with a really low pitch
@angeloregis15014 жыл бұрын
Girl: Ah, Finally, this is the moment! Boy: Will you ever leave me? Girl: Nah! Boy: Do you love me? Girl: Yes, A lot! Boy: Have you ever cheated on me? Girl: Are you crazy?! Of course not! Boy: Do you want to kiss me? Girl: Every time I get the chance! Boy: Would you ever hit me? Girl: Why are you even asking me this?! No! Boy: Can I trust you? Girl: Yes Boy: Darling Girl: Gasp No... Boy: Will you marry me? Now read it backwards
@ishikilucas81483 жыл бұрын
You are so witful, my sir 👏
@sarah2083 жыл бұрын
Just wow
@mikaylababjac95853 жыл бұрын
Yeah I've read this comment before still hits hard though...
@amirkii3 жыл бұрын
Oh shit this is hurt....
@1Shadow_Wolf63 жыл бұрын
i like the way down not up XD it is hilarious tho Did you come up with that???
@aprilsummers76356 жыл бұрын
This song tears me apart every time😢
@blubirb84555 жыл бұрын
I dont talk about how this song effects me. Specifically since my best friend lives half way across the globe from me and I worry everyday if his mom will call me and say he did it, that he cut too deep and it didn't stop bleeding. This song is my favourite but it breaks me everytime I hear it
@nikolettavarga57645 жыл бұрын
blu birb ❤️ yeah...
@terryclarkson64575 жыл бұрын
It's ok to be scared it shows this person means a lot to you if you let your him know what he means to you and how it makes you feel every time he does it I'm sure he would try to stop that's how I got someone important to me to stop. Hang in there ok
@shabith48693 жыл бұрын
With the Kiritsugu Background, This One Hits Differently
@Juliee012 жыл бұрын
Anime?
@NoobMaster-fp5yh2 жыл бұрын
@@Juliee01 fate zero
@anothernamlesscommenter3522 жыл бұрын
Finally someone points this out
@xxdeathcorexx23405 жыл бұрын
This gives me courage to fight myself...I have split personality disorder and it's really difficult. Glad I could find such songs😊
@konataradio41695 жыл бұрын
Mita Latte you are gonna win no matter what
@JayKumar-ql7mj3 жыл бұрын
Dont let yourself down king/queen. You got this.
@rookiebastard97575 жыл бұрын
That word "Hold on i still need you" "Come back i still need you" "Pls dont leave me" That the last word i said to my father when he left my birtday party he said he will come back but no he leave me forever😢imissyou dad
@Shadowrider10325 жыл бұрын
Lol
@penutbuttercup4405 жыл бұрын
Shadowrider1032 why is that funny because it’s not it’s sad
@goldfist87115 жыл бұрын
Curse of vanishing
@Shadowrider10325 жыл бұрын
@@penutbuttercup440 I forgot.
@achilles6475 жыл бұрын
@@Shadowrider1032 your brain?
@katymiller38093 жыл бұрын
“We are made from broken parts we are broken from the start.” Sometimes being broken is better then being happy because then for once you know what sadness feels like. Alone and tired Feeling like absolute hell it’s like it’s torture for your heart because in your mind no one understands what your going through.
@poppyx80204 жыл бұрын
I'm giving up already and im not even a teen, im trying to survive all the things, but I dont think I would survive for another month. I'll come back to this if I survive. and If i dont, to all the people that are reading this, stay strong man / girl. you'll get through all your problems, dont follow my steps 🙈 dont let anyone or anything ruin your mind and dont let anyone that doesnt belong in your life, be in your life, think before you let others in, it would make a big impact in your life if you do 🙊🙈 I hope that 2021 would be a better year for yall remaining suicidal kids, stay strong in that year even if things start to go down hill in your life time, it will get better someday, you just wont know it. 🙃
@presidenthwasa68894 жыл бұрын
No. Dont give up please. I promised to myself on my 16th birthday id end it all. Its been 19 days over and im trying to hold on. Please please please dont give up.
@ayablinkim7034 жыл бұрын
DONT GIVE UP FIGHT find a dream and fight for it the life is beautiful if you see it in another way please don't let those monsters inside your head to get rid of you own your life and live with your rules and show them that you are better than that cause you are a beautiful human being lets fight together
@LordKattleKow3 жыл бұрын
For me, I don't have a dream. I'm 27. I've been dealing with depression for about 18 years now. There's never been anything that I wanted or wanted to do. So instead of thinking about whatever that dream could be, I just focus on what's in front of me, which I know is hard. It's like when you're reading or playing something. Just one more chapter, one more mission, just one more. Or I'll think about how I can help someone close to me. Even if I'm just silently supporting them. I'm used to the pain so I shoulder it for them. Or if I'm at work and it's a stressful day, I'll put myself in front of it so my co-workers can relax a little. I know it sounds easier than it is and not everyone is in my situation but that's how I push through it. If there's one thing I learned from the last almost 2 decades, it's how to be resilient.
@layna49993 жыл бұрын
No never give up it doesn’t stop any pain,it gives it to others
@es-rh8oo3 жыл бұрын
Come back we still need you :')
@alastorhazbin52444 жыл бұрын
Don't want to live To scared to die No time to cry No time to live No time to die All there is left is to do is crumple up and cry Don't leave the world from a few bad days or even years. Things will get better. You are here for a purpose. If they die of naturel cause you know they were meant to be a angle and fly to the heavens to make sure you have a good life and are safe. Take my hand and we will find the light. The light of life the light of hope. Together we can fly away from the problems without being lost on the journey. Stay with me Don't leave You didn't even get to say goodbye
@queen2010 Жыл бұрын
Do you really want to
@isabellawaters13584 жыл бұрын
This song is so emotional each time I hear the line ‘hold I still want you’ ‘I swear to love you all my life’ ‘I don’t want to let go, I know I’m not that strong’ Like if you shed a tear while listening to this song
@michaellongstreet66814 жыл бұрын
Girl: I'm depressed. I hate life... People at her school: You're asking for attention. Girl: *starts cutting wrists in bathroom stall* People: Oh, she's still doing it for attention. I don't care. Girl: *overdoses and dies.* People: OMG! I should of done something! but she didn't show any meanings she was depressed! People only care or think or pay attention when you're gone.
@akhamza124 жыл бұрын
XxBlackRosexX that is true and I hate that people work like that
@Popgirllilykitty4 жыл бұрын
I feel like some people do, do this for attention but i believe if you were depressed, rather then saying it, it is within actions and how they react, but yeah you have a good point and people need to be a lot nicer, depression isnt something to take lightly
@taylorkiefer4104 жыл бұрын
Its sad but it is the harsh reality of the world we live in
@warriorcat79734 жыл бұрын
I almost kill myself in the 6th grade and no one did see my depression......
@itsjustme_____25584 жыл бұрын
@@warriorcat7973 me too, my cat saved my life that day and she's slowly turning old now...
@fi75645 жыл бұрын
🎶 *_Hold on, I still want you_* *_Come back, I still need you_* 🎶 This gave me a case of the sadness 😢
@kaylabegay99772 жыл бұрын
I know 😩😣😖😭
@alifr.h6909 Жыл бұрын
Remind me of my breastfriend death . . .
@ajhickey92565 жыл бұрын
when I 1st listened to this song it made me cry and cry hard as I have been to that dark place knowing that feeling of thinking your on your own and also the idea that the world would be better with you gone and believe me I have tried many times but then like a lot of you have said that I have seen though out the chat there is so many of you that go out your way in helping people like me and from the heart thank you but the big thanks goes to you Miss Fuji for making such a beautiful song
@beans53565 жыл бұрын
Everytime I think of committing suicide I listen to this song and think how it will affect my parents. Even we don't have a good relationship I know they still love me.
@sans-sational86545 жыл бұрын
My best friend said that I don't deserve to die because there are people who love me. I just twisted it and remind myself that I'm still not good enough and I deserve to suffer. I know it's not exactly the healthiest way to keep myself alive, but hey, it works.
@user-tq6fx7tl7e5 жыл бұрын
@@sans-sational8654 Actually you should aim for " people lives things wayyy worst then me but still look up on the brightest side of their life. "
@deanjarvis27685 жыл бұрын
@innecontghost I feel the same but the sad thing is..... I think my family would be happier without me..... I hurt them enough and I'm crying as I write this because of how I relate.......... the world would be better off without me and I know where I'm going, I am just too pathetically scared to do it....... I didn't think anyone understood......... but there you are....... There is someone I can relate to...... I need to be strong tho for the few that need me, not even those who think they care about me but for those who need me to pray for them and to help them through there problems..........
@ESPAngel2175 жыл бұрын
@@sans-sational8654 but it is exactly right. suffering is what we pay in exchange of being alive. we can change lots of things around us. our habits, our relationships, our mindsent... everything. i'm sure that everyone can sharpen theirselves up and be a little bit more worth it. life is suffering but there's meaning beyond it. have a good day you all and stay alive!
@Spark-ry9dj4 жыл бұрын
@@deanjarvis2768 no matter how badly you hurt family, you regret it, so you aren't heartless. theres still a chance at forgiveness, family is family after all. and that means you have people who would miss you. I hope one day you realize how fun life can be.
@rouaam32455 жыл бұрын
To a dear someone who's precious to a someone whose alive Thank you for being with us To a dear brother whose precious ,amazing but i didnt know that until you were gone Thank you, goodbye.
@krzysztofwilczek79314 жыл бұрын
Some people enjoy the music because they ilke it Some people like me are depressed and understand the lyrics😢
@ThatOneKate4 жыл бұрын
I understand them but I'm not depressed anymore (I think) but understand them fully
@lennynave49434 жыл бұрын
I agree cause I feel so lonely ....
@hexejuniorgranger58174 жыл бұрын
It's true...
@RedFox041904 жыл бұрын
Most people don’t even listen to the words in music. I always listen to words first.
@skeetz15844 жыл бұрын
Trap Village damn
@kammy6715 жыл бұрын
Losing someone you love is the worst, it hurts more when they kill themselves. My best friend of 13 years killed herself this year. I was at home and she was at hers which was 40 minutes away. She called me at 4 am and was crying her eyes out. She said she couldn't hold on anymore. She begged for help and I said I would be right over. I rushed to my car and drove as fast as I could. She hung up after saying she was sorry. I called the cops and had them rush over there. I got there before they did. I found her hanging in her closet... I still remember seeing tear stains on her cheeks. Everything was a blur after I found her there dead. I screamed, cried and begged her to come back. It's been 3 months and it still kills me. I'd do anything to get her back. I miss her 😔😔😔😔
@betupatel74214 жыл бұрын
Why did she commit suicide??😟
@kammy6714 жыл бұрын
@@betupatel7421 she and I was extremely bullied. From being called names to literally being pushed around and beaten. Being gothic and wiccan in our town wasnt appreciated apparently. Me and her struggled with depression and suicide attempts because of it. I guess she had enough and finally gave in. I miss her and I wish I could have stopped her. People dont understand how badly you can mess someone up by bullying them. It kills, I still get harrassed daily and it's not fun.
@AtomiK-XIX-Bit4 жыл бұрын
@@kammy671 why not fight back
@annarose34703 жыл бұрын
i am so sorry you had to experience this, i hope you are keeping strong 💛
@pragatisrivastava69833 жыл бұрын
..The only thing I can say to you is:everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
@ichidokanna88255 жыл бұрын
I think this is the first time I have been reduced to tears....this is so amazing♥️
@summer26834 жыл бұрын
I lost my Best friend to a four wheeler crash in August... I can't get over it... So I keep crying... And people tell me to get over it and I get mad and scream asking how? His name was Nate and I want him back.. ;(
@tiamoore26434 жыл бұрын
You don’t have to get over it he is your best friend don’t listen to the haters ok you are strong brave I know you love him so much but I feel your pain I wouldn’t say anything like that to you stay strong for in here if you need to talk to about anything ok 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
@arisu98774 жыл бұрын
Stay strong no matter what.😊😔
@pragatisrivastava69833 жыл бұрын
..The only thing I can say to you is:everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
@pragatisrivastava69833 жыл бұрын
..The only thing that I can say to you is that everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
@merishamukhim89493 жыл бұрын
I know how much it hurts but stay strong u have a life to enjoy ahead
@hiennguyen88806 жыл бұрын
I love this.. why does it have a dislike and so little views? nO WORRIES DARLIN; I ALONE SHALL GET YOU TO 1MIL
@avataraang63636 жыл бұрын
So lonely 😶
@MrFall-wl1mi5 жыл бұрын
No you're just depressed
@AEtherealGoddess5 жыл бұрын
Almost there lol
@Keiinnn5 жыл бұрын
YOU FUCKING DID IT, YOU CRAZY SON OF A BITCH! 😂
@zen65044 жыл бұрын
It's already 4MIL views😌
@ByJoliann75 жыл бұрын
2019?): Love this versionn🙂
@williamr71475 жыл бұрын
A comment not focused on death and grief. Rare find can comfirm
@Keiinnn5 жыл бұрын
Also can confirm. 3049 anyone, is this platform still called KZbin, I can't remember...
@natsuohta5 жыл бұрын
Legit nobody cares about the year smh
@markaragnos24463 жыл бұрын
You used the one picture I couldn't ignore ever in my life. Kiritsugu Emiya lives in my heart forever
@hoshigamithegamer88125 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of myself when i killed my old cheerful self and become sadistic because i was betrayed definitely my worst choice
@lanyu3414 жыл бұрын
Could be wrong
@akhamza124 жыл бұрын
I did That too man. We all have regrets
@russiabear40444 жыл бұрын
Trying let go of old me since I want a better personality and start loving thing again may you have a good life
@yaldamoghaddam9134 жыл бұрын
Then bring her/him back If you made her/him go away, you can bring him/her back to life
@averyrogers16344 жыл бұрын
Yalda Moghaddam Its not that simple. It’s like asking a person to make a dog they shot a long time ago come back to life. It’s either fake, a miracle, or it just won’t happen.
@fangirl28405 жыл бұрын
Hey Hey Hey Hey Wanna see a magic trick? *Whispers* playback speed 1.25
@null20105 жыл бұрын
Your a fucking magician
@Carodico5 жыл бұрын
I didn’t understand the trick, it’s just a little bit faster... no 😆?
@linanerd5 жыл бұрын
@@Carodico you dumb -_-
@xyukao34655 жыл бұрын
Me Caroline 🤦♂️
@jennyswift71365 жыл бұрын
Fangirl #28 I didn’t understand 😔😐
@ruthowo62855 жыл бұрын
this song reminds me of a late friend of mine... how does a 11 year old girl make that kind of decision? #stopsuicide
@martinaorfeo57244 жыл бұрын
I actually cried a lot reading this comment, because at first I thought "yeah how con someone be thinking of suicide at 11, you're so young" and then I realized that the first time I attempted suicide was when I was 11. Now I'm almost 16 and even though I decided to not kill myself, I still think about suicide a lot, and to be honest, I'd never thought that I would be able to grow this old, I really always thought that I'd end my life sooner
@Spark-ry9dj4 жыл бұрын
@@martinaorfeo5724 congratulations on living life
@ivyenderess94234 жыл бұрын
Martina Orfeo same thing happened to me weird coincidence, never thought I’d be living this long suicide had always been on my mind
@elise_dacheesemaster47494 жыл бұрын
I wear a bracelet for suicide awareness and this comment made me look at it and cry not because of the bracelet but because it was too close to home for me. #stopsuicide
@elise_dacheesemaster47494 жыл бұрын
Martina Orfeo I’m 12 and I almost ended it this year so I’m with you
@juju-ul8uu4 жыл бұрын
Fate/Zero fits this song so well. The main main character has gone through much pain, and still keeps pushing through all of it.
@UnknownDisplay3 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@Haru000022 жыл бұрын
Like fr...
@cmmv_sama.99074 жыл бұрын
Man! I just love listening to this type of music when I'm depressed 😭
@dexy77324 жыл бұрын
"Hold on i still need you" "Come back i still need you" "Pls dont leave me" I miss you.. Mom..
@biohazard93145 жыл бұрын
The picture fits this song so well if you know the context behind it.
@sesshomaru56575 жыл бұрын
The picture is based on an anime? If yes, what's the title?
@biohazard93145 жыл бұрын
@@sesshomaru5657 the fate series fate/zero
@sesshomaru56575 жыл бұрын
@@biohazard9314 thx
@biohazard93145 жыл бұрын
Stella Macchia np
@audreymarie79385 жыл бұрын
Yea but he didn’t deserve her..
@terakuma19775 жыл бұрын
everything about this video gave me back the feeling i lost long ago, tho sounds like my friend. amazing job
@tanishavyas20534 жыл бұрын
Someone........ Anyone............................. Just can we all stop for a moment to appreciate this lovely art...... "SOMEONE IS THERE FOR YOU "
@hauntinglavius5 жыл бұрын
A perfect world, where they were happy together. Only for it to come crashing down infront of him. They always said theyd do anything to protect him, right..? Even if it meant the end of their own life.
@mydick78465 жыл бұрын
Ehy you guy who is searching for the anime name, I am here for you: This anime is called Fate Zero. Thank me with a like 👍😊
@twitchyclock52745 жыл бұрын
I knew this one but I've had it happen alot lol.
@ЛанаДимић5 жыл бұрын
Thx💕
@mydick78465 жыл бұрын
@@ЛанаДимић :-)
@ЛанаДимић5 жыл бұрын
@@mydick7846 WAIT HANJI ZOE IS YOUIT NAME.Do you love Attack on titan?
@mydick78465 жыл бұрын
@@ЛанаДимић yay, I ship levihan, and you?
@sarahmagee80645 жыл бұрын
This is such a sad song, andd the pic just adds to it.😢
@minecraftcool67535 жыл бұрын
Why is it always when i try to be happy about something listening to music and then boom one sad song and am crying again for no reason
@DS-zn7yk4 жыл бұрын
Exactly i was acting being a villain while listening to eren jaeger theme and then when i played this i'd cried remembering my late grandfather
@shewolverin76735 жыл бұрын
I hold my chest when it started so beautiful ♥️
@joshuaneko86454 жыл бұрын
...3 ... 3 years ago ... I still come back to this song with how deviatingly beautiful it is ...
@mollykimberley69626 жыл бұрын
This song hits me all the time man😭 beautiful tho❤️
@windinea5 жыл бұрын
I always imagine my hubby saying this and then I just fall into tears listening to this song helps millions because I’m suicidal so listening to this song just reminds myself that I’m still needed in my life
@buffedhinata36605 жыл бұрын
No matter How Good your Heart is Sometimes...u have to start treating the people the way they treat you This world Makes some people feel rejected and that's how I feel
@queen2010 Жыл бұрын
I don't know how to
@mintycokies80575 жыл бұрын
OMG THIS SONG IS VERY PERFECT TO A LIGHT NOVEL IM READING. When the ml lost the fl damn how I cried.
@flamingmoon68895 жыл бұрын
What novel?
@Moonbaby805 жыл бұрын
Which novel?
@XxMellodyxX1235 жыл бұрын
What the other two people asked. I wanna know the novel fr
@mintycokies80575 жыл бұрын
@@XxMellodyxX123 Its "Pick the second male lead" Trust me you'll cry and laugh.
@mintycokies80575 жыл бұрын
@@Moonbaby80 Pick the second male lead.
@pov._cara99164 жыл бұрын
I've had these thoughts and depression for a bit ik if I harmed myself it would hurt my parents and I just couldn't have the thoughts of them hurting..so guys always think of who you have before doing these things you don't want to do. And even if you have nobody you have yourself ♥️. So always think of others before completing these actions. Stay true to yourself! ❤️
@Onamika_chan Жыл бұрын
I thought being nice being kind would make me a happy person.. but instead; I become the most loneliest person ever.. but then I realised that being alone isn't that bad.. i dnt hav to deal with anyone anymore.. jst sitting alone in my room and recall all the good memories with them
@biancamoore41310 ай бұрын
You’re important, you’re talented you’re lovable you’re smart what you feel and think matters you’re you deserve peace and happiness
@Onamika_chan10 ай бұрын
@@biancamoore413 thank u so much.. I really appreciate.. thank u
@biancamoore41310 ай бұрын
@@Onamika_chan you’re welcome everything I said was true you
@saiyukiism5 жыл бұрын
This song makes it more sad with Iri and Kiritsugu as a cover.
@hanyyylet65 жыл бұрын
The picture makes me want to punch something and cry hysterically
@acidpain60595 жыл бұрын
@Ayanesh Lal mega sad times
@AresGoodWar5 жыл бұрын
@Ayanesh Lal and he indirectly kills her
@ExploringwithKris5 жыл бұрын
Same
@Rand0m1nternetpers0n4 жыл бұрын
everyone talking about how sad this song is (it is sad ) while i'm siting over here admiring the picture
@dhaliwalsukhbir37124 жыл бұрын
Its from a anime fate zero
@Rand0m1nternetpers0n4 жыл бұрын
@@dhaliwalsukhbir3712 thanks ! ^-^
@alekmikate5 жыл бұрын
In memory of my best friend. I will never forget.
@animatedfox20655 жыл бұрын
I forgot this song was sad and started singing along and then i remember and started crying while singing along...
@kinggane44044 жыл бұрын
*hugs everyone* it maybe hard but always remember the good memory with your love ones your friends and show them you want to help them anyway you can show them that you care...
@asterirish76655 жыл бұрын
Me: hold on,I still want you..come back i still need you. I swear to love you all my life. Other Me:. .........
@ruroux_rumors5 жыл бұрын
...and I found the song that always messes up my emotions again.... ...
@padorugil1314 жыл бұрын
Omg that suits the image so much. Oh god I'm having tears bc of the pic. God damn it poor kiritsugu and irisviel.
@elyforeli6 жыл бұрын
Didn't know how this would fair compared to original and normal nightcore version but I'm surprised, this is still good c:
@aksenbliss45935 жыл бұрын
This sounds like it's talking about someone who's mourning the loss of a loved one, maybe through mental health ? It gets me every time I listen to it, such a good version
@TopTrandLife8 ай бұрын
Це хороша мелодія, та мабуть і пісня 😅, дякую за це ранжування
@starsxomsp1005 жыл бұрын
this reminds me of my mum, she passed away when I was 6, on the 28th of August, is 7 years without my mum. It’s been a hard journey, I got used to waking up everyday without a mum, I don’t remember her. I just really wish I could say goodbye, or I love you one last time , she doesn’t know how much I love her. 💔
@ИльяЛобойченко5 жыл бұрын
Man, i am sorry for you, but you should not leave your hope. I think you can see your mom someday. And know, she loves you too.
@jennabawazeer49115 жыл бұрын
this reminds me of my childhood crush, we were neighbours but when i moved i lost contact and i never got to say goodbye i regret it so much it kills me i hope one day ill see him again
@areeba39605 жыл бұрын
Love this song and the picture is amazing
@dylanbush74885 жыл бұрын
This song Got me the Shivers the first time I heard it
@ElleZhen055 жыл бұрын
then heared this song.. i wish i was never be bullied because that nightmare was still in my, Heart.. 😧
@justanother43675 жыл бұрын
You're loved darling. Hope you'll overcome some day ❤
@pragatisrivastava69833 жыл бұрын
..The only thing that I can say to you is that everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
@swen71883 жыл бұрын
They won't stop until you stand, this world was never a safe place I was naive to think abt it that way but now I know only the strong will thrive. And that's what I want you to do. Become strong and thrive : )
@The-Night-Hauler2 жыл бұрын
OMG This Hits Hard 😢 I've heard this song a hundred times and I didn't understand the Lyrics until now. Now I truly understand the Lyrics. I listened with my heart and soul and not my ears.
@xxskycookiesxx56595 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my best friend who past last year November.. It happened when I was at the library borrowing books for her. Then her mother called saying that she had a disease.... After a few weeks, she started to breathe heavily... The next day when I was out with another friend, I got a call from my mother saying that she was dead....... At that time I was shock, I didn't know that it was going to happen today... As my father always say.. "A coffin is for dead people... "I haven't got over her death tho... I really want to see her one least time and hug her and say "I love u bestie" *or either spend more time then her in my whole entire life... * Hope u have a great time up there Ella.... -Renee
@zahidulislam2744 жыл бұрын
💖
@elementplaysgames99364 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@swen71883 жыл бұрын
:* ) I get your pain and........ All i can do is give you a hug And I am not just assuming your pain but i have experienced something like this on my own :*(
@azraelbael60865 жыл бұрын
Picture is of Kiritsugu Emiya and Irisviel von Einzbern from Fate/Zero
@kaizen.kaizen272 жыл бұрын
Treasure every seconds you spend with the people that you love especially the person who is special to you, so at least you can have a smile on your face when that person is left.
@lordyuuslittlelad85535 жыл бұрын
"Let's go home." -Kaneki Ken
@dorevyin28345 жыл бұрын
Rushelle May Denajiba YOU HAD TO BREAK ME
@lordyuuslittlelad85535 жыл бұрын
@@dorevyin2834 I think I broke myself too 😭😭😭
@dorevyin28345 жыл бұрын
We’re all broken 😭😭😭
@justagermanpassingby.50775 жыл бұрын
The most i cried because of a fiktounal thing 😔 its a perfektly sad ending
@ExchoBlavck5 жыл бұрын
You didn't have 2 do me like that sir🤧
@kaystein10504 жыл бұрын
This song is amazing but every word applies to when i lost my grandma and it leaves me in tears wverytime but i could never stop listening to this song
@kaylabegay99772 жыл бұрын
Same but also a cat 😩😣😖😭
@hanckeleroux65854 жыл бұрын
One of the best most hard hitting song. Thanks..
@bryxelleannang1155 жыл бұрын
this reminds me of my friend... i lost him...and that time it was chrismas everyone was happy but me..yeah...i was smiling....laughing....but in the inside...i was crying...i go home my grandmom asked bryx are you ok? you dont look good and as i answer i look at her and she looked at me and i told her im just tired..but my heart truly said...im tired of being alone tired of losing someone..and before i leave her alone i hugged her soo tight like i missed her soo much....then i go to my room change my cloths then lay down on my bed as i cry...everytime i remember hes name everytime i remember the time we had fun everytime we fight everytime we lose each other everytime we help each other...i-i looked outside oh my window i saw my other friends playing they looked at me and wave then smile....as i wave back at them as i smile back at them i remember him there playing with us and i just fall to my knees as i cry..i fell asleep and dreamed about him and me and my freinds walking around..and i woke up crying sitting clutching my chest...and....and..hes smile just pop up on my head..and lots of lots of tears flow down on my eyes...i...i missed you my friend.. i wish....i wish i can go back the time we're playing i wish i can go back when we're fighting i wish...you here on my side again...i missed you soo much...usup
@nightcoreamv64625 жыл бұрын
Bryxelle Annang sorry about that man 😭 sucks lose someone that makes u escape ur loneliness
@AltKaycee4 жыл бұрын
Once there was a little girl let's call her Lilly One day Lilly asked her mom "Why do the best ones die?" She had asked her mom said " If you were in a garden what flowers would you pick?" She said "The good pretty ones...." Edit: If you want to talk to someone im open^•^
@swen71883 жыл бұрын
:* )
@gingergiantfishing13553 жыл бұрын
Could I talk to you
@AltKaycee3 жыл бұрын
@@gingergiantfishing1355 of course!
@koldzzz.a49393 жыл бұрын
The fact you put Kiritsugu and Irisviel made it even better...
@dk82395 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or did everyone forget that this is Stefan Salvatore's farewell song ? Just me ok ...
@cassidys54673 жыл бұрын
The final episode was so sad. I just got introduced to the show a few weeks ago, but I love TVD
@toukakirishima62313 жыл бұрын
Yes remember it 🔥
@ellytheunicorngacha35135 жыл бұрын
This song hurts it reminds me of my dead granddad who died from heart attack and i wasntthere because he doesnt live were i live i got two trains to go see him at this hospital i can still see him Every night i look out my window to see a big star and i know its him :(And i cry everytime i see te star or listen to this song
@ChefWilson19984 жыл бұрын
Omg..This song is so calm
@roxanastoica24975 жыл бұрын
This music makes me cry everytime 😞
@galaxylucy59484 жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful. It reminds about the day when my parents got divorce. Five years have passed since that day and I feel some kind of sad I didn't know this song before.
@משרתושלהאל3 жыл бұрын
May God be with those who feels alone.
@user-wg2mm8zw4q3 жыл бұрын
Note: I just found this song, amazing. Looking down at the ground, the tears and rain mixing, the person who knew everything was gone, died in the bathroom, remembering old memories. Falling to your knees the tears started to get worse, closing your face as if it was just a dream. You shivered not from the cold but the crying, uncupping your face you screamed bloody murder. "Please! It hurts, take it away!" You screamed, but no one was there, without them it felt empty, the world wasn't a world it was just a thing...
@therat99464 жыл бұрын
Hey, you there. Stop for a second. I know you are loved. By who? Me. I know how you feel like, I’m going through that stage too But I need you to do something for me. Stand tall. NEVER Back down. And confidently take the hits that they shoot, for you cannot and never will fall. I want you to know that... I will be there for you when no one else is.
@zeroafellshadow69883 жыл бұрын
as someone who recently lost their mother this song may break my heart is every way i can think of but it keeps me thinking of her everyday knowing shes gone but no matter what i will want need and love her for years and years to come also to any who read this post thank you for take the time to do so and i hope your doing well
@shekhrinsultana50796 жыл бұрын
i love it!!
@nos59155 жыл бұрын
Whenever I hear this song I want to cry. And never more that this time, when it came on in while I was writing... And writing a part that it fits perfectly. i can't do this anymore
@nos59153 жыл бұрын
@@ethanko9197 i'd love to but i have absolutely no idea what i was talking about lol
@nos59153 жыл бұрын
@@ethanko9197 yeah i wish i did too lol it sounds like i was being incredibly dramatic
@LGMagio4 жыл бұрын
Always remember the power a voice can make in someone’s life. Sometimes the one who suffers doesn’t have one, so it is important that you speak up for them. Let them know you’re not alone and their burdens will be shared. One voice will always make a difference.