SOBBING & TALKING SKINCARE | VLOGMAS DAY 13 | 2020

[@rosekaela]

I totally understand how you feel. I ended my three year nannying job a few months before lockdown. I started taking care of them when the youngest was three months old. And it's so hard that he is so young and I essentially had to just disappear and haven't been able to see them. He especially just doesn't understand and it is so heartbreaking. Zoom just isn't the same, with kids in particular. You just want to be able to hug them see all their joy and hear all the little details of their lives. You just have to know kids keep that love in their hearts for life and it will be so fulfilling when you finally see them again 💖

[@missmeghanvlogs]

YES 🥺

[@traceysjodin]

I love the “cup of mud” reference for coffee My bf always calls his cup of coffee “dirty bean water” You two crack me up

[@TrishaMariee16]

another good one is « bean soup » !!

[@BreeDannaxP]

Ooo I always like to call it my sweet bean juice

[@haileyhelterbran1470]

Your vulnerability and willingness to open up on this platform is why you are my absolute fav. I totally get where you are coming from as I haven’t seen my friends in person since the beginning of 2020 because I work in healthcare. Though this time is so challenging, I think it is a beautiful reminder of how precious our time is with loved ones. I almost feel like this year has been a wake up call and reminder that every minute is a gift. Can’t wait for all of us to get vaccinated so we can give big hugs and smooches to all our pals ❤️

[@MsDancechic98]

Aw I love how you put that💖 it totally has been a wake up call (for me at least) to just cherish every moment you have with friends and family because you never know what the future holds. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

[@taneabree]

Of course my qween is sobbing about the most wholesome thing. Also, I need a dog like Roo and Larry in my lifeeee

[@JLRiason]

Putting baking sod’s directly on the cancer sore........waiting till the burn goes away......then rinsing with water. Works every time. Takes the irritation away then it heals in a couple of days.

[@katiebenander6398]

Not me and Meghan crying together at noon

[@missmeghanvlogs]

hahahahh

[@Opalo2024]

Duuudeeee I cry sooo often since the pandemic started. Can’t see my friends and we all miss each other, couldn’t go to my uncles funeral, it’s been such a hard year man.

[@missmeghanvlogs]

sooo hard dude im so sorry

[@emilyboedo5298]

Whenever I’m having those rough emo days I say to myself “I’m just feeling a little delicate today” and it makes me feel just a bit better lol

[@hayleypowers5347]

Tell me why I’ve been feeling so upset about the same thing but different scenario. I’ve been crying so much all day and I finally felt like it was coming down enough to get on my phone again. Thank you for sharing girl. I’m also about to start my period which never really helps these feelings. It just intensifies them which make us girlies cry!!!

[@TheBelchingBabe]

Thank you for sobbing with me! Literally was sobbing over the exact same reasons this morning & that time of the month is coming in hot for me as well. This is truly so hard for us all, but thank you for being so raw & honest with all of us.

[@j85254]

Chris Hughes for the KINGS GAMBIT

[@katiehartel830]

I’ve been watching vlogmas along with rewatching old vlogs of yours lately when I’ve been feeling sad/lonely because watching your content truly always feels like hanging out with family. thank you for sharing your life with us!

[@MsDancechic98]

I feel you girl this year has been so hard not being able to see family I’m struggling too, it’ll get better 💖

[@ElizabethAndRusty]

I just lost my PawPaw and MawMaw within almost two months. I'm 30 and I've never lost anyone before, and now they're both gone. I had a meltdown last night. Missing people sucks and hurts the heart. 💙

[@alliedot1831]

I appreciate the honesty with your emotions. Fr, let's normalize crying and feeling your feelings! Love you. Meg 💙

[@christiewelty173]

I miss My daughter Lost her 3 years ago I always feel depressed around the holidays. I am trying so hard to keep my spirit up. You stay positive sweetie and you look so beautiful.🎄🌻✌🥰

[@lindseyflax941]

im sorry to hear that!

[@eb1634]

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs and love. ♡

[@christiewelty173]

@@lindseyflax941 Thank you so much 🌻

[@missmeghanvlogs]

thank u for sharing sunshine

[@christiewelty173]

@@missmeghanvlogs Thank you and yes it is so hard for many of us. We just need to try and stay strong.🌻

[@delaneyexpressionalart]

i’m a nanny, a newer nanny (this year after i lost my restaurant job due to covid) & i love them so much after only 3 months!!!! so i can only imagine how you feeel ❤️❤️ i hope you are feeling better

[@iineskaroliina]

i’ve found doing oil cleansing to be really good for clearing blackheads and gunk out of your pores and it’s also as satisfying as the pore strips if you do it for long enough and get oil plugs out!

[@lizzybarran4147]

You are so wholesome meg omg :( but ahh you crying made me cry that's just so beautiful you have that love for them

[@katreneel]

Really enjoyed this video.... I think a lot of people could relate to this & it’s nice to see that we’re all human❤️

[@fartonmyneck]

i hate seeing you cry meg. i’m in the same boat, i think a lot of us are. I’ve been emotional about all the time i’ve lost with my grandparents, w them being in another state and being...old, gotta keep them safe. but phone calls are helping, stay strong friend.

[@nature_nicki]

Also Fins “ I didn’t get any chili” was such a mood 🤣

[@PamsPrettyPlants]

I lost my little brother in 2019 and not being able to see my parents and his children throughout this has been super painful. I was very comfortable in isolation for a months longer than is probably healthy but I am OVER IT now. Sending you love! We are closer to through this than not!

[@kileyskollections]

all I see is twilight when you put the driving clips in 😩 but it’s so beautiful 🥺💕

[@TwinCitiesFancy]

The untold side of being Mary Poppins. Girl, from one nanny to another, it's hard thinking you are either replaceable, or they grew up, or distance is the factor. It's hard. A joy is always hearing from them. I think down the line when you're at the kids (no longer kids) future wedding, won't that be cool to think you've watched the grow up.

[@sararustemeyer505]

I appreciate your vulnerability Meg 🖤 this pandemic makes us be away from our loved ones and it sucks! (I understand we’re being safe!) I have my god daughter (who’s 1) and her brother (who’s 4) and I miss those peanuts so much!! Their mom is pregnant with TRIPLETS and I haven’t been able to see them since February when the pandemic started to pick up. UGH!! It’s totally hard but just remember that this is temporary and will be able to get through it. Sending love 🖤

[@Weswisxe]

Honestly, I am currently having an emotional/crying morning today. So just cried with you through that entire section of the video 😆

[@giuliamusu8491]

You have such a beautiful and kind soul! Sending you hugs Meg xx

[@kenzieelizabeth]

I love u

[@missmeghanvlogs]

i love YOU kenz! so so much

[@isabellakelley1205]

The emotions are running so freaking high...thank you for sharing i was yearning for catharsis

[@isabellakelley1205]

Migraines after major cry..oof mama i feel that

[@sunflowerandcoffeereads]

i wanna give a big freaking hug omg 🥺 it’s a really hard year by not being able to see close loved ones and ily megan 💛

[@shavonnemarie6569]

i can relate meg, my long term boyfriend lives on the other side of the country and because of covid i have no idea when i’ll see him again and it hurts.

[@MissJackson22]

I live for how quirky Meghan is💙Roo and Larry just warm my heart wow. I definitely feel you on the nanny situation and missing your girls. I haven’t seen the family I nannied for since February🙁and the oldest is about to turn 5 and I’m going to miss everything. It’s heart breaking.

[@flamcrit]

Meg I def teared up when you were talking about the family you nanny for. I feel the same way about my niece who is now 9! And I hella remember watching them in your vlogs when you lived in LA ❤️ I feel for you girl!! This year SUCKS

[@hannahhiggins4705]

I'm a teacher and I cry every day because I miss my kiddos...this too shall pass ❤️

[@aprilmercado5615]

meghan you have such a kind beautiful heart and feeling soul and believe me i understand how hard it can be to feel those lows but also i feel like that’s just one of the many beauty’s of life, all the people we get to know and love and feeling the pain of missing them 💖💖 sending much love

[@TiffaniStarr]

Ugh. i felt ALL that. I’ve lived off and on with my nephew since he was born (almost 10 years) and i couldn’t imagine a quarantined year without seeing him. It would destroy me. I’m practically his second parent as his dad is not in the picture and my whole world would shatter if i couldn’t see him whenever i wanted. Love you Meg!

[@shainatilley4291]

I feel the same way as you do about the Schwartz's.. I lived with my sister and her family for 3 years and was part of my nephews' lives growing up. They were only 7,4, and the youngest wasn't even born when I first moved in with them. Now I have a child of my own and they are 14, 11, and 6. I feel like I've missed so much of their lives this year even though they're only 3 hours away. We haven't been able to see each other due to covid. And they haven't gotten to know their little 1-year-old cousin at all because of covid. It's heartbreaking. Before all of this I would cry leaving them anyway so now being away from them for a year other than one family member's funeral last month, it's so hard.

[@CrystalDelCid]

Ahhh Megan I totally feel this 😭😭 one of the families I nannied for moved to Texas in 2017 (I’m from Virginia) and I love and miss those kids SOOO MUCH 😭 kids grow so fast. They still call me up sometimes whenever they see kpop related things or anything that reminds them of me 😭😭😭

[@giulianaherrera7775]

I feel the same about my little cousins. They turned 8 this year and I moved out of the state they live in 3 years ago and I just feel like I have missed so much! And last Christmas I told them I wouldn’t wait so long to come visit again then corona hit and that ruined everything 😔🥺

[@carly9533]

Since watching your vlogmas everyday I’ve picked up on your slang..I’ve been saying “brothers” in every sentence 🤣

[@Jsween876]

Meghan, you are so loving that anyone who gets you as their nanny is legit soooooo lucky. I mean, I would pay any amount of money to get a decent human being as urself to nanny my son. Love u so much and I know how you are feeling. It will get better luv. 💛

[@haleyheddleston4788]

One of my fav gals on this platform ❤️ you’ve been helping me through it, here in Ohio. Love and light ✨

[@kileyskollections]

ugh same here!!! From Ohio aswell 💕

[@SuperCheesecakefacto]

when Megan said "ill just be listening to my tunes" my brain immediately went to that scene in monsters university lol

[@alexryan3317]

I miss my nephews so much! Definitely relate to all the feelings here... thanks for sharing ❤️

[@flamcrit]

I’m for sure gonna hit up that antique in Estacada store soon!! Thanks for sharing!!

[@eggthebuilder]

Crying with you ❤️ missing family/friend during the holidays is rough! Here for you and sending the good vibes!

[@PamsPrettyPlants]

Ok I wasn’t gonna say anything about the lavender oil on that video because I avoid giving unsolicited advice but I’m so glad to hear that because my sensitive skin screamed lol your skin is beautiful so clearly you got this!! 2020 will be remembered by many as “the year I got serious about skincare”

[@cccarle]

Can you do sustainable road trip snackies?

[@alinagolovina1235]

im seeing that color block sweater with a super light wash vintage vibe jeans

[@NicoleMarry1311]

Just hearing you talk about the heat lamps made me want to share a story that happened about a month ago. At our house we have a little goat shack that had a heated lamp in it and it actually ended up getting knocked over due to high winds and caught on fire so be incredibly careful about where you're putting it. we woke up to the whole building on fire and had to call the fire department thankfully no one was harmed but it was very scary especially living in Oregon and just having all of the bad fires we had.

[@tayroys2686gymnast]

You're totally not alone! I have two nephews who are growing up way too fast even when i used to be able to see them all the time. Thank you for being open and vulnerable 💖

[@GlitterandBats]

I know how you feel. My best friend's kids are my adopted nephew/ niece. I haven't seen them since briefly in June since they moved. I used live an hour away and see them every month. My niece turned 5 in September it was the first time since she was born I missed her birthday. It's okay to be sad for sure! Loving the blogs! Much love!! 🌻

[@Caleysoulje]

aw I hope the family watches this

[@htwoos28]

I know what you mean Meghan...... My wife babysat a lot when we were engaged (yesterday we have been married for 41 years), Anyways, of all the families she sat for, one family stood out, and we miss them so very much. Since that time, Sarah (the kids mother), has past-away about 15 years ago, and Robin (Sarah's daughter) has also passed away. The other two kids (Sarah's son's) are living in Georgia and Florida (one of the son's is a Doctor). Sarah was divorced when I met my wife already. My wife and I used to travel from Savannah to Jacksonville from time to time to visit Sarah and the kids (or I guess we should say young adults)..... anyways, again, we know how you feel in missing families that you babysat for. I hope you all the best in life, Stay safe!

[@prettynsick]

I’ve literally been waiting for this all day!

[@taylorkrouse4119]

your such a good gift giver wow 🥺 so thoughtful with every choice 🖤🦋

[@jcerns95]

When you said white pants I instantly thought of you saying you’re starting your moon soon! I’m so afraid of wearing white jeans at any time 😂

[@Kacrandom]

Fins request for chilling sent me 😂

[@joodeatsfood]

Oh my gosh I adore Hitomi! I love that you two are friends

[@thelastsong33]

3 Important Things: 1. No longer nannying due to COVID or distance is so much more difficult than one may think. You grow so close with the whole family and life can get chaotic, so a good cry is honestly essential sometimes. Miss period doesn't help either. 2. You inspired me to use old newspapers for wrapping paper this year. 3. I'm making my lovebug a blanket and hoping for the best. Craftiness can be a flop of mine

[@CarolannJane]

meghan!! loved this vlog. loved to see your gift wrapping, going to try to do something similar or maybe newspaper to wrap my gifts sustainably.

[@rose_quartz_loveandlight]

Bless these vlogs they rule, one love 💜🎄✨

[@lastcry7027]

Ugh.. I’m crying too.. love you Megan!! 💙

[@katsmith8432]

Thank you for sharing your vulnerability meg🥺 I’ve been feeling the same feelings and appreciate your company🥺❤️

[@megankay8646]

Meghan you're gonna make an AMAZING mom ❤ I can not wait to see you in that chapter of your life!! 😍

[@karibarnhart9672]

I'm making chocolate orange bark while I'm watching this 🥰

[@shootloo]

Meg you are the sweetest bean ever

[@ClaudiaStakoeandLauraCooper]

Meghan I feel the same way! I’ve been missing the three little girls I was nannying for the past 4 years. I used to see them every week and it’s been months. You’re not alone in this❤️

[@catherinemargaretwingate514]

this video hits home love you meg

[@creezhan]

it's crying vlogmas this year!! we are all in tears with you meghan!!

[@ThePepsiGirl1999]

I have some littles I have been missing too, they’re 8 and 6 😞 it’s been a really hard year missing them. I started crying along with you, Meg! Sending you love ❤️

[@coriestrugach9850]

Where did you get the sunflower mug? My mama would love one for Christmas!

[@nature_nicki]

Oh Meg my heart is breaking for you I can’t wait for the day that you will get to see all of them 💛🥺

[@crycowgirlcry]

I have 2 nephews who I havent been able to see in like ...2 months I think... me and their mom had a bit of a falling out during the summer and even tho things are okay now she works with people and her kids are around people while at their dads qnd she just had covid so even though she offered to come hang out im not comfortable going which sucks cause the kids are too young to understand what's happening. Its crazy how attached you can get to children who aren't yours . My heart goes out to you and I hope your doing better ❤❤❤

[@casl7126]

That’s the cutest pepper shaker

[@ashleys9615]

This is sooo beautiful, Meghan 🥺 I cried along with you, love you ❤️

[@brandybaggerly9163]

omg Meghan where did you get your glasses I’m OBSESSED

[@EllaBirt]

I'm on my second sweat set from Do or Dyed thanks to you! LIVING IN THEM!!!

[@abg77654]

aw you're making me cry!! It's so sweet how much you care about them :(

[@briseyda539]

Hearing that your parents watch the queens gambit 😚👌🏼

[@hannahwagner1081]

Hey Meg, (this is Hannah/dreamyymoons from twitch/discord ☺️) I really resonate with the first part of this video because I haven’t seen my mom in over a year and a half, coming on two years and she’s my best friend and only close family member I have. But it’s nice to know im not alone in not being able to see people I care about. I just had a breakdown the other day and couldn’t even leave my bed because of how upset I’ve been over it and I’ve been kind of bottling it up. It’s definitely hard and something that isn’t easy to push through but I just always try to stick to the fact that I know I’ll see her again soon. 💛

[@erinstander2474]

holy shit meghan your hair is so long!!!! im so jealous ahhh

[@brionnamonae]

I absolutely love your vlogs 🥺 I’ve been subbed since like 2014, you helped me stay productive in high school and I’m just now starting to really watch again at 24 and I’ve been hooked watching all the vids I’ve missed ❤️🙌🏽 Wishing you all the success & happiness in the world thank you for being you ❤️❤️❤️

[@ItsFawnzy]

Oh Meghan. I love you so much. You are a gorgeous soul my friend

[@tessh5216]

Your hair is so goregous!!especially in braids

[@carlysss]

awe so wholesome and so real ❤ I miss my 'other families' too and I almost cried with u in that moment. (im glad you shared that with us, we love you, and I wish I looked that cute while crying hehe) now onto the rest of the video lol (DUDE we're wearing the exact same bandana!)

[@flowersforlucy]

GIRL. Same. All these emotions and feels. I’m going through the same thing. I tested positive with covid so I haven’t been able to see my two nieces or best friend and it’s been so hard! Plus I’m gonna start my period so I had my day of crying yesterday. Let the tears flow girl! 💕💕

[@ovenmitt]

every time you cry, I cry with you. It’s kind of a problem. I taught preschool for four years and got laid off because of the pandemic and I was ✨weeping✨ the other day when I saw one of my toddlers at the store. He still remembered me and walked up to tug on my pants and said, “miss Jocelyn look at my cool hat,” and I was like Kees can fricken Talk Now?? It’s so hard watching kids grow up, so. Know that you definitely aren’t alone and they’re missing you just as much as you miss them.

[@natalieanderson1562]

you are the sweetest and tenderest soul Meg ❤️ I have so much admiration for you

[@RSVD84]

Can I ask how you get rid of the coffee grind after your coffee? I try to use mine and I don’t know how to get rid of it without dumping it in the sink.

[@elizabethmcintosh6722]

I usually just take a spoon and scoop out as much as I can, and then rinse the rest out.

[@abbyswaringam3386]

I feel you meg. I'm missing a ton of my youngest brothers life due to the pandemic too. He's 10 and I feel like this is such a pivotal time to be missing. We've barely been able to talk and he's so much different now and I also feel bad I won't be there for Christmas because I think this will be his last year believing in Santa :( you are not alone in your feelings!!

[@emmadaugherty8841]

As someone with younger cousins who I no longer live near, I feel this. It’s okay to be sad.

[@fairwindsemptyroads]

Ugh the past 2 days I’ve been hella emotional and I don’t know why! Like everything got me tearing up lately so naturally I cried with you 🙈🤣 Hope you have a good day 💕

[@giirlgenius]

i love the way u say 'literally'

[@kay220]

I feel you Meghan ❤️ My grandparents live far away from me in Toronto. Neither of us have been able to travel and they’ve had to cancel multiple trips here to see us because it’s so restricted here in Canada with having to isolate, and Toronto has been going into a second lockdown. I haven’t seen them in over a year and my heart has been hurting so bad because they are getting older and I want nothing more than to spend some time with them or to be home in Toronto. It is also frustrating when you see people freely travelling over seas/across country and not being safe taking trips with friends and having parties. When you haven’t seen your family in forever 🥺

[@angesoie]

my turner babies are in college and in the peace corps. time flies

[@jamesralph634]

Thank you thank you thank you!! Needed this half hour vlog today ❤️

[@jamesralph634]

Also I feel you about missing people. My best friend lives in Vancouver, I live in Toronto and I haven’t seen her for 2 years. I miss her so much too...

[@emilisse]

Awwwww a double stuffed furbabies Oreo too cute. Like I said yesterday you are going to be an amazing mommy your kindness your bright light and radiant soul makes me smile every day. You are a true angel and gift. I love you beautiful queen 👑

[@Graceandhope]

Have a beautiful day!!! Merry vlogmas