Moist Critical Reacts to "DIRTIEST" Youtuber Setups

[@Normopath]

I like how the friend defended him and supported him the whole time it was really nice despite the trashy situation at hand

[@ivy_bond]

hi tamari

[@kantofilms9167]

I see what you did there

[@allmyhomiesk2509]

@@kantofilms9167 good for you???

[@krecza]

guess you could say he didnt clean his room since 2005

[@schqrr]

I see what you did there

[@leo34657]

This is the kinda friend you need. Dude supported him cleaning his room the whole time.

[@weedhigh2564]

these kind of friends come by maybe 2x lifetime, better hang on to them when they are real

[@leo34657]

@weedhigh2564 facts tho. I've got one fiend like this and I've known him for over around 15 years and I'm only 22

[@Zeina107]

Agreed actually. Dude literally refuses to let him live like that. And instead of being mean and talking down his simply pointing out how thats not good to live like that. And supports him

[@thirdddegree4191]

As a person who had a really bad room, the reason he was retching and stuff was probably because he was essentially "breaking the seal" on all the old smelly stuff at the bottom. All the "cleaner" stuff at the top doesn't emit a strong odor, and it's physically blocking the scent. But fr props to this friend for keeping him going and being positive

[@blakegoldstein7261]

How bad is your room?

[@Kingcobra6699]

Wow.., makes sense. I didn't think that far. That it can that bad.

[@diogobarao9992]

Dude turned his room into a giant smelting salt xD break the seal and u wake up instantly

[@laurenarigo3894]

You also become nose blind to the scents around you. It’s a evolutionary thing. So you can tell changes in your environment.

[@Based360pEnjoyer]

​@@blakegoldstein7261 I used to clean horder houses, it's 100% like that

[@FEKana]

See the thing is when you let your room get to this state, you're bound to not remember what was in it. You're not bound to notice how things get the way they do. And to explain why he now may be wretching, nose blindness. He's gotten so used to the smell that he doesn't even notice it until he's forced to acknowledge and move stuff around stirring the smell.

[@DaiminsDenOFVids]

As someone who has had depression in the past, it's so easy for it to get away from you... and amazingly quickly too. You're absolutely right about the nose blindness too, when I was going to university I had to leave for 7 day wilderness exercise and coming back to my sad student apartment after a week of fresh air was a mind opening experience.

[@RiverRat6996]

You seem to have a lot of experience dealing with things like this

[@ABigNumberJuan]

It is amazing what stenches can be unearthed by just a slight shifting of the trash.

[@ghostlyethos]

@@RiverRat6996 nearly everyone has had a dirty room lol

[@RiverRat6996]

@@ghostlyethos I hope your room has never got this dirty

[@GullyFootTony]

You know it’s bad when not even a rat can’t survive the eco system of his bedroom 😂

[@tdog1060]

Eco system🤣

[@TotallyNotJoe_]

shits bigger than an eco system. things a whole eco universe 💀💀

[@schqrr]

LMAO

[@phelan8385]

@@TotallyNotJoe_ the term would be biosphere 🤓🤓🤓

[@phelan8385]

When I was a kid a rat died in the wall of my house and it smelled sooo f&&cking bad I don't know how you could possibly sleep/live in a room with a family of dead rats in it.

[@zombiegone2073]

Him cleaning his room after so long isolating in filth is such a massive step for his mental health. I wish him the best, I hope he continues

[@crimzonchyld5282]

I have deep depression and I am a hoarder. I haven't cleaned my room in over a year. I can definitely say that touching it is WAY DIFFERENT than ignoring it. It absolutely DOES stir up smells that have laid dormant, like black mold being stirred up when you lift something up. The daily smell you get used to, use a little febreeze for small spaces, it's fine. Anyway, I bought some pink trash bags because I like pink to help inspire me to clean.

[@Bird-kw1io]

I hope you've made good progress, friend 💖 room-wise and mentally, too. I hope that once that room is clean, it'll be like a weight off of your chest.

[@DevoseSecret]

Pink is absolutely my favorite color... I hope you find an annoyingly positive friend to help you through your depression and clean up your space I try to be that friend to people around me if I can make 1 person smile a day I'm happy😊😊😊😊😊

[@jivananda108]

You can do it! I believe in you ❤

[@scribblescrabble145]

I hope you've made some progress! I was living in horrible conditions for a year and a half and finally broke out of it earlier this year.

[@onlyhannahfans]

Good luck on your journey hun. And if you get overwhelmed, take a break! No biggie!♡♡♡

[@WeirdoCertified]

I used to live like this as well. I truly was deep in depression. My wake up call was two little mice hanging out on my bed. I cleaned my room in 7 hours. My friends supported me. My family helped me. But I took a deep reflection into my life. After I finished, I collapsed. I collapsed on my finally clean floor. The emotional and physical toll of those 7 hours felt like an eternity. I’m so proud of myself. I coughed, vomited, cried, for all of it. Im now proud to say my room is a lot cleaner.

[@littlea420]

damn that’s amazing

[@ozyssah]

i hope youre still stayin clean!

[@WaraxTheThird]

Mine may have never been like that but I def suffered and my room did too. That feeling is so damn rewarding. Keep at it man, makes life less stressful!

[@daisymonster47]

Daayyum, I'm kinda proud of this dude. It would take ao much dedication to take on something so overwhelming. And who ever he was streaming with is a good ass friend.

[@bigboiyami2528]

I lived this. I remember that I would clean it, but eventually, it would get bad again. I don't like making excuses and shit but if you feel like your life doesn't matter anymore, then you lose all care to fix things around you. I'm definitely not saying that's what he is going through, but it's a way someone could get here.

[@jejcnsjdndjskdjrn8329]

Yeah it’s so easy to just put it off

[@Edward-Not-Elric]

Yeah, it's also one of those problems that perpetuates itself. You may be feeling low energy or depressed, maybe even plain old lazy. But when it all piles up, it's daunting and depressing. Which can just sap your energy even more. All it takes is one bad day for it to start getting bad again. I'm happy the dude cleaned up and had a friend to talk to and support him. Wish him the best.

[@cynthiathompson4380]

I think that’s what’s happened here. That’s why he’s able to clean it with a friend on the video. I’m like that too and surprise surprise, I’m a housekeeper. I can clean anyone’s house, no matter how bad it is, because I can look at it from a different angle. My house is so much for me to clean but someone else’s isn’t.

[@weedhigh2564]

i feel you bro, for me it was when i had to move bacck in with my parents and my dog could not sleep in my room when it really started to get bad, before i had to keep the room clean because the dog would make a mess of it so when the dog could not come into my room anymore i stopped giving a fuck right along with what you said, i got in a feeling of my life going nowhere so i kinda stopped caring about my surroundings but with all that said, it never got anywhere near as bad as the first vid, no insects rats or piss bottles and no food leftovers at least

[@Lilliththeloser]

I'm sorry you went through that. It's hard to find the motivation to do anything when you're struggling just being alive. My depression effects myself and not my environment as much but even so I can very much understand how it can get this bad.

[@the-answer-is-42]

Ahhh, yes, the perfect video to watch to motivate me to stop being lazy and start cleaning.

[@OnlyExorn]

Ong tho lol

[@domogenesis47]

Forreal tho lmao

[@rhinox6860]

How's isn't going

[@schqrr]

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[@stinkyratmanz]

I can't say why he let it get this bad, but as someone with adhd and CRIPPLING executive dysfunction, I've gotten to nearly this level many times. Every day you add a little more, either from being too exhausted or just not caring atm, and tell yourself you'll get it later. You never do, and you never think about it, you get distracted by literally anything else. Eventually it because a pile that feels too big to take care of, it all becomes too overwhelming. Then a pile becomes a mountain, and soon enough the floor is gone! You just get used to it, you've lived in it so long you can't even smell it anymore, and you just accept this is life now. The idea of cleaning is agonizing. You just push it to the back of your mind or else it becomes too real and you feel nothing but shame and disdain for yourself. That was dramatic as fuck, but that's my experience with executive dysfunction. It's absolutely fucking terrible. Thankfully I've never had piss bottles or vermin, and I'm getting better with cleaning at least a little every day.

[@g1sunstreaker584]

This is exactly my life. I look around at my mess (nowhere near this bad but like you I've gotten a bit close at times) and feel so much guilt and shame but I just can't get my damn brain to start cleaning.

[@strawverri8105]

I know this was a month ago but you literally described my exact situation. It's really hard especially since I live with family because it makes you feel like you're disgusting and lazy while everyone else is normal.

[@FeralJesterActivities]

No dude, not dramatic. I know exactly how you feel, I have the same including some more co-morbid conditions. My entire life has been a struggle to keep myself from hoarding and keep cleaning. It helps me to think “the trash can is right there. It’s okay to move a couple more steps.” Having a dedicated trash can for each room is absolutely a life changer.

[@thicciesmalls]

I was like this my entire life + didn’t know why until I got diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. The right medication and therapy helps IMMENSELY. It obviously doesn’t fix everything. But it gives my brain some wiggle room to deal with the rest + deconstruct a lot of shame that might come up. I cannot understate how much shame plays a part in making executive dysfunction worse.

[@pangolin6680]

I totally get it, it’s not dramatic or exaggerated or anything like that. It really is that difficult and I’m still struggling with keeping my room clean to this day. The last time my room got bad I literally couldn’t stand it so I grabbed my best friend and had her sit in my room making sure I didn’t get distracted or to overwhelmed. Im currently trying to get medication again because it’s so rough just raw dogging life with ADHD

[@The_Ooberist_Goober]

I actually love the friend he was joking with him defending him against people but was also encouraging and telling him to get up and keep going being rude isn’t gonna reverse all the trash support is what he needed

[@snuggies8037]

As someone with severe OCD and I’m a germaphobe. My room gets cleaned daily. (I know it’s not healthy). However I used to sanitize with harsh chemicals every day at 3am so I am getting better. This video made my skin crawl 😂

[@shitboxenthusiast1557]

OCD sucks. Glad you're better

[@bobbyd7397]

Congrats on the growth!

[@Cynical_Opinions]

Was it being 3am part of the ritual or was that just when you woke up?

[@snuggies8037]

@@Cynical_Opinions I just couldn’t go to bed until I cleaned which satisfied the obsessive thoughts. Eventually though I think 3am turned into a habitual time

[@baadlyrics8705]

​@@snuggies8037ive got OCD myself so i shouldnt judge you but i still kinda do lol. Its so dumb from me and i know it but i feel like thats so stupid to do that cleaning hahaha. And im laughing about myself rn cause thats so dumb from my side to judge that but it kinda shows how OCD has just nothing to do with rational thinking.. and thats why when i read what you do i only use my rational thinking kind of brain.. but the dumb shit my ocd makes me do the whole day i dont judge and just kinda accept as something i have to do.. hypocritical from my brain but i know its wrong from me and i dont actually judge you, i understand it, but that was just my first reaction which is kinda interestin.. so anyway, glad youre doing better!!

[@J312z3y11]

Good for him man. Idk what he went through for it to get that bad. But I went thru a time where my depression was really bad and I didn't clean anything in my house. Wasn't this bad but that doesn't matter. Proud of him

[@knotsoangelic]

As someone who had a depression room, a dirty room like this can only be attributed to mental illness. Not to say that as if it’s inherently bad/to shame, but it’s a fact. Mental illness can really prevent you from doing anything, let alone keeping your living space clean. My depression room wasn’t nearly as bad as this but it was pretty close, nowadays my room is SO much better and I hope anybody going through this situation now finds peace and is able to clean. It can be really hard and know that you have my support, whoever/wherever you are. 🖤

[@karrahklinger2573]

When someone experiences mental illness and/or is nuerodivergent, it can be difficult to motivate yourself to clean your own space. I’m willing to wager that a videogame addiction potentially plays a part… My first semester and a half in a college dorm was terrible- I have depression, autism, and ADHD, and maintaining my space fell apart. Lots of soda bottles, boxes, and moldy cups from smoothies. I didn’t fully realize how bad it was. It just became my “normal” and I felt powerless to fix it… eventually with the help from a worker from a help program, I completely cleaned my room. I felt so much more comfortable and calm, and fought hard to maintain my space after the fact… be patient for people who end up in situations like this. There is always a reason…

[@timosyska9894]

Bro i feel your comment so hard. i Was diagnosed with adhd as a kid and i have always been unable to see what to clean and when someone told me how bbad it is, i dont know where to begin and jump from spot to spot and it just ends dirty again just diffrently ordered.

[@sleepybobby]

When I was with my ex I was unmedicated for my schizoaffective bipolar disorder and anxiety and our apartment looked kind of like this. After I was kicked out and got medicated again my cleanliness improved tenfold. I hope this dude is okay now

[@kira42897]

My bipolar depression makes it difficult to keep my areas neat. I feel you. Hope you're doing better

[@JokersD0ll]

Diagnosed autism and adhd here with depression and social anxiety n axienty itself my room wouldn’t get this bad but near (I’m 15) and I still don’t clean my own room because all I do is sleep all day due to getting kicked out of school I literally wanna die so I could care less

[@Edward-Not-Elric]

​@@JokersD0llWishing you the best, brother. I also struggle with the same stuff, though I'm quite a bit older than you, I can remember what it was like at 15. I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time. As an adult I learned that ADHD can actually cause or worsen a lot of the other symptoms. Anxiety, depression, social anxiety. It's a real bitch. Funny enough, Mikeburnfire just released a video where they talk about this very subject. It's called "ADHD and KUBB block." Highly recommend checking it out. It's nice to hear someone with similar problems talking about their experience.

[@BrysonDaquiri]

Mold on the wall is pretty typical for run-down flats in Australia, even if rukk1's room was clean theres a good possibility it would still be there

[@Darkrocmon]

I feel like that is semi reasonable. Easy enough to understand that it could be a more prevalent thing due to climate but that doesn't mean it shouldn't be fixed (I understand why it goes unfixed $$$)

[@NeonBeeCat]

here in the southern states i never judge anyone about state of the walls, just what weird posters they put on them.

[@TrapHouseZombie]

I no longer feel bad about my gaming room. Worst I get is a buildup of soda cans on my desk.

[@anthonyjohnstone695]

As long as they dont mold my homie

[@topspartan117]

This also makes me not feel as bad about my room lol

[@damienpoole5461]

Same lol all ill have is a few soda cans and a plate or 2 😂 but I tidy up like every 3 or 4 days

[@rasmachris94]

I've been here, not that many years but pretty close to the same mess. Granted i never dropped any food on the floor it was just recyclables and general rubbish, clothes etc. But depression is one hell of a drug. As a connesier of being a trash man i can add some insight. You become noseblind to the scents in your room - it's the same reason you cant smell what your house smells like unless you've been out of it for a while on holiday etc. So you become noseblind to the trash, food waste and pungent smells. It's only when they become agitated or you get closer to them that the scent gets stronger so you are able to actually smell how bad it is. My running theory on why he keeps putting the pot back down is that after all these years it's his phylactery. He has had the pot of mac n cheese so long that his soul is now bound to it. Truly a sad tale. Born from the Mac and taken with the Mac. On a more serious note: It gets this bad because you learn to ignore the mess. You just dont step where there is trash, you have a set pathing route to not step on trash. The trash builds up because of inconsistent removal of trash, laziness/depression. What was once a bin becomes a mound where the bin once was because you didnt replace the bag, and now you have it spilling over, around your desk and it takes on a life of its own. You cant now access the bin to replace the bag so the effort required is increased and efficiency in cleaning the room is reduced. You have more obstacles, more effort, so it's easier to let it be and live inside it than to overcome the trash mountain. Eventually after so many years you become born in the trash, molded by it. This is half sarcastic, your space affects your mental. If you live surrounded by trash your mental takes a hit and you feel like shit. That last thing you want to do is clean when you feel like shit. If you're depressed cleaning is difficult enough as is, stack on feeling more like shit than normal, the more steps requiring willpower to overcome to resolve the issue and you just give in.

[@DaiminsDenOFVids]

The Mac & Cheese pot is clearly "Bind on Pickup" and is now SoulBound and cannot be sold, transfered or discarded.

[@littlecrow6666]

I clean hoarders houses as a side job and the smell will get worse when you start moving stuff around

[@queenb1119]

That's a great friend right there! Supporting and encouraging him to keep cleaning, making lighthearted jokes to keep the vibe good and defending him on chat! I know what it's like to become "mess blind". We're doing an addition and there is clutter everywhere. I started also letting my normal cleaning slip because even after I cleaned, with all the clutter it still looked messy. After a few weeks, I couldn't stand it anymore and just started going through the entire house. The clutter is mostly gone and I'm back on my normal cleaning routine. I feel a thousand times better! I'm proud of him for sticking with it! 😊

[@malpaw2371]

The grossest part about this is the lack of a mattress cover

[@michaelmcdoesntexist8350]

Really? Why is that the worst part?

[@malpaw2371]

@@michaelmcdoesntexist8350 you know how much dead skin, piss, seamen, sweat, poop particles, bed bugs, and hair is on that bed? And its where he sleeps? People who don’t use a mattress cover are 100% gross

[@michaelmcdoesntexist8350]

@@malpaw2371 oh. A good point. I didn't think about that

[@BrostroTheWizard]

@@malpaw2371 He does have a cover on.

[@biancaemily139]

that mattress is definitely mold infested

[@megorex630]

I have issues with clutter, sometimes a little garbage but living with a terminal illness where some days I can’t even get out of bed it makes it hard (vascular ehlers danlos syndrome if anyone is curious), not to mention severe intractable depression. I take shortcuts like he does: paper plates, recyclable utensils, heat and eat one person single dinners.. I am fortunate in that I have help once a week to do the big chores that I physically cannot do (sweeping, mopping, vacuuming) and I have a home organizer come help me about once a month… I hate that I have clutter (thanks adhd for never allowing me to grasp the concept of organizing… I try to do it but I always slip up). I hate that I have clutter, luckily, it’s never been this bad… this is hoarders bad. The guy at the beginning seems like a cool dude and Charlie is right, his friends are amazing. Dude, if you ever see this… you seem like a cool guy, if you’re going thru stuff those who have been there get it.. save up some money and hire some help, it’ll help clear the mess out of your room and your head…. ❤❤❤

[@wiaf8937]

you hang in there random internet person! ive been fighting the depression clutter also, ive been able to mange. so you will be. The thing with the home organizer is news to me, but sounds like a great idea. Sending hugs and love from germany

[@megorex630]

@@wiaf8937 thank you 🙏 🥰 sending love and light right back to you! Depression sucks so much, most people don’t understand how it can just invade every single part of your life.

[@DaiminsDenOFVids]

My mother is the same, chronic COPD. she has what I describe as her "circle of need" which if unchecked grows rapidly, I can see how sick, and ailing people slowly fall into a hoarding situation over time.

[@oliviacaron7088]

I'm similar. I've for hEDS and narcolepsy. It's an interesting combination, but I do my best. Usually it gets bad until I get sick of it. I take an entire day once every 6 months to deep clean as much as I can. Usually I'm more messy than dirty, but sometimes plates and cups start to add up

[@dreadcapnarchi]

As a former hoarder that stemmed from a depressive episode, sometimes it just comes from one bad week. Once it gets bad and you just don’t have the energy to fix it, it keeps getting worse until it ends up being waist deep.

[@faydayamazingday]

I'll be honest, I'm currently living like this right now. Me and my family are not proud of doing this, we're all depressed and we're ashamed of ourselves. Currently, I live with my mom, sister, grandma, and grandpa. I'm super proud of my mom, grandma, and sister. My mom has a job she loves, she's dating someone (long distance) and she has friends who always support her. My grandma is improving on her health and is getting a surgery to replace her knee in august, so that means she'll be able to walk again without limping, and my sisters anger issues have improved a ton, Shes playing video games she loves and is laughing even more now! Now there's just me and my grandpa. Just yesterday my grandpa was told he couldn't drive anymore, now this doesn't sound like a big deal to some, but my grandpa has a passion for driving and he was a mechanic, so it just broke his heart. My grandpa's life hasn't been easy, a few years ago he was forced to retire because he became heavily disabled and has to wear a breathing machine at all times, he has multiple learning disabilities and physical disabilities. He's been struck by lightning 3 times, and he's survived all of them. He's one of the strongest guys I know, but I can tell he just wants to die now, he's even told me how much he wants to die and how much of a burden he feels on everyone. Then there's me, I don't feel like a human anymore, sometimes I daydream so much that I forget I even exist. I don't have friends, I have a horrid attendance record at school, and one-week I'll feel amazing and then the other... I just want to give up. Depression has ruined my life, and I do not believe that my own depression can ever be helped. Depression has reflected on our surroundings (hence heavily dirty house) and my family doesn't have the funds to get therapy or try to hire a cleaning crew. It's so bad that we cannot clean our house ourselves, yeah, we can clear the floors and take out the trash but there's boxes everywhere, there's cat feces/pee everywhere (that's something I'm heavily ashamed of) and we need to replace carpets. Now, why am I telling you all this? Well, it's because I want to set an example to all of yall. Always. clean. your. house, even if you don't feel like getting up from your seat, always take out the trash even if you don't want to, clean the dishes when your mom tells you to. Just. clean. your. house, because there's a chance that my situation can happen to you, and I do not want anyone to have to live like this. Its living hell. I've completely given up on my life, I've given up on having a future because I know that I'm not strong enough to do it. But just because I have given up doesn't mean you should. Thats all I wanted to say folks. I expect a lot of judgment but it's a way of telling me that you are not living like I am, and that's a W in my book. Please have an amazing day, everyone and goodbye!

[@HC-qc5rp]

Motherfuckers just overshare anything to anyone that’ll listen on the Internet

[@cynthiathompson4380]

You’re in highschool? Do you have access to a doctor? Tell them about how you feel. It’s a very specific depression or it could even be bipolar. They’ll give you medicine to try and it might not work right away, you might have to change it, but be honest with them about how your feeling. You can come back from this, you’re very young, and you’ll feel unstoppable when you do. How are your grades? Are they good, meh, or just straight up bad? I’m not here to judge you but college is a different ball game and it could help stop you from continuing this generational pattern. I’m not saying your family is or did bad to get here but you have the time, you can find the resources. Start looking at colleges and deciding what you’re interested in. Look at scholarships and see if you’re eligible. Even if you’re not eligible you can still take out loans to go to college and whatever is left over, you can use for housing or living expenses. When you go to college you can file your taxes at the end of the year and get the credit for going to college, I forget what it’s called but there are two you can choose from. While you’re enrolled in college, if you’re low income, you can apply at the DHHR/DHS whatever it’s called there, for TANF. It’s Temporary Assistance for Needy Families. It’s used to help you with cash expenses like bills or transportation, whatever you could need cash for. Usually you have to work a certain number of hours a week or attend career classes for this but if you’re a student then it counts as the hours. When you apply for that, ask to apply for food stamps in your name. It won’t be much but it will help a little. If you really want help with the house you’re living in now and aren’t opposed to having others see it you can always apply to be featured on Hoarders. There are two shows and you can apply to both. They will help you but they also film it. There’s one more person on TikTok that does these cleanings for free that I know of. Her handle on KZbin is “Not the worst cleaner”, I’m not sure what it is on TT but I know she’s on there too. She does these for 100% free and you sound like you would qualify for what she does. Start reaching out, copy and paste the same message if you have to but look online for people that specialize in free hoarding cleaning. Reach out. You can stop yourself from going down this path but you need some help. Ask anyone that will listen. I know it’s hard but think of the amount of change you can make. If you want to comment back to me here you can or I can give you my TT name and you can message me there if you have questions. You’re so young, don’t let this be the end when your life has just begun.

[@faydayamazingday]

​@@cynthiathompson4380 Honestly, thank you so much. I will be a sophomore in highschool when the school year starts. I've struggled a lot the last couple of years with school, mostly because of COVID and because I have always had horrible attendance. My freshmen year was horrible, I'm pretty sure I only went 7 days that whole year, and for those 7 days I had a blast but of course my depression has to kick in and I also had to put my cat down, so my grades where awful. I honestly doubt I'll even qualify for a college when I'm older...simply because I wish to be a lawyer and that requires so much work put into it that I don't think my mind or body will let me make that wish come true. I don't think ill be able to contact that hoarding show because some of my family might see us on the television and I dread to think of what will happen. My father thinks I'm this picture perfect angel that has these amazing grades and healthy mindset. He's a complete narcissist, and if he ever finds out that I live like how I currently live, I believe he'll fly his ass down to where I live and try to take me and my sister with him...he's in the military and he actually believes that COVID was a complete lie, he hates animals, I'm pretty sure he abuses(emotionally) my step brother just because he isn't his kid or maybe because he's a boy, he makes everything about himself and he's transphobic. The rest of my family is just filled with a bunch of assholes, pretty much... The doctors and therapists in my area are either assholes who don't know how to do their job or they're really nice but try to make jokes about the situation your in and just make you feel even worse about yourself. I was recently diagnosed with inattentive ADHD, which I think means the hyperactivity is going on in your mind? I don't know, I don't fully understand the definition, but currently my family has no money, so even if we tried to see a therapist it just wouldn't be worth it. But people who clean your house for free? That does sound nice but I think my family would be to ashamed to let a stranger into our house, so I think that's off the table. Besides most of those guys are in completely different states or country's. I don't think someone would willingly fly to my state just to clean a house. I really do appreciate you trying to help but honestly I don't think its possible. I feel to far gone for someone my age, my mind is constantly going in circles, I think I may suffer from either derealization or depersonalization (but usually someone who has that isn't aware they have it, right? Maybe I don't suffer from it? idk) maybe I have that maladaptive daydreaming thing? I said those words because there definitions describe my mental state perfectly. Anyways, I'm sorry for rambling I usually have a hard time focusing on one thing at a time. Again, I appreciate your help but like I said its probably not possible at least for me, besides even if I give up its not like I'm the only person left in the world, there's billions of people on this planet, loosing 1 person is nothing compared to that number.

[@LoveyBug]

​@faydayamazingday This is very sad. You're so young and you have your whole life ahead of you. I understand it's embarrassing to reach out for help in a situation like yours but the feeling of embarrassment is temporary and way better to deal with a feeling of embarrassment than continue living in the conditions you are living in. Has this always been your life or do you remember a time when things were better?

[@victic3048]

Hey bro, it's been a while I hope your doing better at least mentally, remember that it's never fixed in a day and you have time to get better. Healing takes time

[@Verasoul]

Those piss bottles are literal biohazards. He probably didn't secure them before tossing them and it probably made for the worst day of some sanitation workers.

[@schqrr]

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[@SpinDlsc]

It actually reminds me of my brother's old friend when he was younger. His room was an absolute landfill! Kinda easy to forgive him though, because his dad was abusive, so he never wanted to even leave his room.

[@eadenjohnson3147]

7:24 it could be like selective vision where he kinda just blocks it out and now he is really seeing what he has been living in

[@g1sunstreaker584]

Honestly I really need a friend like this guy's got. My best friend is dear to me, but we both struggle with this problem, and aren't very good at helping each other with it.

[@nitroxylictv]

I had a neighbor kid who had a room exactly like this. I was 13 and he was like 8 or 9. When his parents would tell him to take a shower he would just walk in with swiming shorts and stand under water for like a minute and get out. The shower floor was brown. The kids feet were solid black from not being washed and walking barefoot on the street. His dogs also shit everywhere on their carpet and their whole house smelled like body odor and dog shit. Glad I dont live in that town anymore. Fully grown and keeping my own room clean ever since.

[@SwaggyT78]

Not using chicken after it being out for only 10 minutes is probably the biggest crime here

[@vampired0llx]

he actually seems really sweet, i have depression and have gone without cleaning before and it got bad, i hope he's able to keep it clean and feel better.

[@Raime69]

Man found a hatchet and a machete in that pile of garbage. Was waiting for him to find the body.

[@sirhc_pyt]

What parents think guests will see when there is one spec of dust underneath the carpet

[@Rootropday]

This is what my cousins room looks like. While he was in the hospital for his appendix I went in and cleaned the whole thing. Only throwing away food related trash, cat poop taking all the dirty dishes to be washed and cleaning surfaces. It made such a huge difference. I dont understand how he takes his hookups up there. Like how are you getting naked in that kind of a mess?

[@Rootropday]

Took him less than a month to have it trashed again.

[@dischord4671]

I highly doubt he's getting "hookups"

[@Rootropday]

@@dischord4671 as crazy as it is. He really was. Now he has a gf tho. I don't get it.

[@dischord4671]

@@Rootropday God damn, you're serious?? How tf do you get someone in that

[@Rootropday]

@@dischord4671 I honestly don't know. I have always been told there is someone for everyone...

[@wwerdo4]

In all honesty as someone who used to live like an absolute goblin, most of the disgusting stuff starts to grow under things (mould likes dark), and you just layer so many things on top that you don't notice any smells until you start digging. On top of that, your nose acclimates to the general stench of the room so you don't notice any long term smells as they just become the same as any other air you breathe. It's remarkable how things will actually let off minimal stink as long as you don't unearth them from beneath where they've been left to fester. It's one of those things you just can't understand until you've lived it.

[@christianrios6295]

He literally thought that pot was the coolest thing ever

[@MrsDragonChef]

God I can see how his room got that bad, he’s constantly procrastinating lol just toss out everything that’s on the floor. If he cared about it it wouldn’t be on the floor lol

[@barnaclebbq2095]

To be fair, if it's on the floor that doesn't necessarily mean you don't care about it. I collect knives and they stay on the floor, even though I care for and maintenance all of them regularly. I do accept that having some knives on your floor is vastly different than turning your room into an actual landfill though.

[@MrsDragonChef]

@@barnaclebbq2095 ok that’s fair lol I guess what I mean is there’s a difference between keeping things organized on the floor, and just tossing it there to be forgotten with the rest of the trash lol

[@stevengosnell7034]

My ex was basically the same, her room was so severe she hadnt seen the floor in 7 years (trash was nearly waist high) and its true, after a while they dont notice until its literally so bad its unlivable. Obviously this relationship didnt work out, probably because her ideal way to handle things was to ignore them.

[@cheriwasme27]

My brother always had a messed up room. He would have plates with moldy food stuck to it. snot rags outlining his sweat shadow on the bed. Flies and gnats and creepy crawlers everywhere. We used to joke he was growing penicillin under his bed 🤢

[@ze3k156]

Bleach the whole room. Floors, walls. Definitely get a new bed

[@ianmccollum2643]

I’ve seen people’s houses condemned and the tenants truly do not understand why they cannot return home. Hoarding is a major problem in our society, people will literally hoard trash.

[@bray-d194]

He was probably depressed and it did gross him out the whole time but he just ignored it. Like obviously he’s been ignoring it and when he’s actually cleaning it he can’t ignore it anymore

[@ellaoats]

"Imagine waking up in my room everyday" bro you did that to yourself

[@HiPickle]

Love to see such loving friends supporting each other 😂

[@jasonmension3979]

He probably ignores it mentally, odds are he has depression which is why he just mentally blocks out all the things he should do like cleaning up which the brain would have to mentally block out the smells and stuff but once he actually gets and down and looks at it, and realizes what hes smelling and looking at it's like years and repressed repulsion comes up.

[@isaiahfocht7732]

Laying in a hotel bed rn, Charlie casually says “bed bugs are just bad luck” even nice hotels can get it.

[@squirrelbugg99]

It’s extremely common for the second round of hoarding to be worse than the first. Sometimes it’s better the next time, than the next, and so on. But sometimes it’s worse. It’s the nature of the beast.

[@dylanwaller5633]

Living with someone who’s a compulsive hoarder when cleaning something like this living in something like this you get used to it. You don’t smell it it doesn’t truly bother you until you kick it up especially in front of people. The smell does get kicked up

[@chriswhrtn]

when you have a professional audio setup to cancel out the ants in the bg

[@raskodash6490]

I would be mad as hell like where the hell do all my pots keep going?!?

[@LatinaSatsuki]

This is called depression going unattended, dismissed as well as locking yourself in your own dying bubble I’ve been there and it’s not pretty Please, men. As a man I urge you to seek out help and don’t be ashamed to do so or feel bad. The first step is recognising that you need help and that’s the hardest part. Depression is no joke.

[@bridgest99]

1:35 "inside??" As if the trash can being inside is the worst thing that would be in that room lol

[@LuminateTheWorld]

And yet none can stand in the way of the king of disgusting rooms. the one, the only, the legend, Asmonbald. For his status shall never be broken. Twas the age of the early 2010's when this Goblin King rose from the dephs of WoW and presented us with a work of art. A room so foul, no one could dare step into it and not gag.

[@Darkrocmon]

He didn't have dead rats.

[@LuminateTheWorld]

@@Darkrocmon oh but he did. Even recorded a video of a family dead in the corner. He used the smell of the dead rats to tell what time of day it was.

[@Squirtlenuggetz]

16:05 “you can’t clean that it’s stained with years of sin” 🤣

[@dankforest]

I have cleaned worse in 3 hours. I had a dude i knew, and he was a hoarder like this. He asked for help so i helped him clean it. I did most the work but ya about 3 hours. I also used to do reposessed houses for a bit. He just needs help like the guy on the phone is giving.

[@TTW3CODY]

when you leave trash for so long it stops smelling but when you open up the layers it starts to release the mold and nasty smell

[@a_puntato29]

as someone who's lived in pretty terrible trash (not this bad, but definitely bad), it is very easy to just ignore it, while touching it is fucking disgusting

[@theokayestgoalie2549]

I felt genuinely proud of this guy

[@Ritualisticq]

Charlie - '' I like garbage that tells a story, and this tells the story of type 2 diabetes. killed me LMAO

[@notasb4]

Bed bugs actually like a clean environment.

[@goldenfish5390]

People can get used to some smell if they live enough time in the smell. Same logic goes for the smelly people that don't get bothered with it, they are used to it and you "don't" really smell yourself. Or have you ever visited someone's home and couldn't stand some random smell? The people living in the house probably are used to it.

[@voidcorvid]

As someone who has severe depression, I've never let it get this bad but I've definitely cleaned some nasty stuff from my room and my car. I'm lucky I have supportive people in my life who helped me clean up after depressive episodes, recently cleaned my car and feeling a lot better. I encourage anyone who hoards, has trouble cleaning, has depression etc. not to feel ashamed of yourself or for asking for help if you need it. Being able to finally clean everything and sit back is one of the best feelings, if you tackle it a little at a time you will get there I promise.

[@sundaaess]

he was so opposed to bring his trash can inside even though everything that belongs in the trashcan is already soaking on his bedroom floor

[@dialnh]

Feel it man, just absolutely WALLOWING in depression to the point that you don’t even have the mental capacity to clean ik this video is old so I hope this guys doing ok now

[@arkogonsohi9756]

"Imagine living in this room EVERY. DAY." Bro said that like he didnt actively allow that to happen 💀

[@WilboSwaggins]

You’d be surprised how many people live like this. I worked for a company that fixed up recently rented houses. I probably cleaned 1 or 2 this bad every other week

[@ItzAtoy]

Sadly i have to admit my room is like this, definitely not on this level i keep my trash in bags and i dont eat food in it, but it does still disgust me it genuinely feels hard for me to clean it so thats why it ends up in bags and left there

[@nonbinarygaymer]

When my uncle was stationed in Germany back in the 80s, he said the only way he could eat MRE's is with tabasco sauce. He refused to eat otherwise

[@xtayx4320]

1:06 charlie you must have never met a kid with abusive or neglectful parents.. hence probably why he lives like that :(

[@cerebralthundre]

I'm sure he ate the MRE because it was easy as a snack to consume, but the closest nutrition to a meal. Given his mental state, cooking for himself was probably too much for him ): Hope he finds wellness...

[@RagingLez]

dude touched his piss bottles then touched his headphones.... i just cant XD i really hope he bleaches that whole set up XD

[@xMaugrex]

As someone who has lived in similar (but not quite as extreme, I've never had any animals die in my room...) conditions before, I can confirm that stirring it up does definitely make you gag when you otherwise wouldn't. Settled dust will make you cough and sneeze, mold will make you gag, and most of it hides away contained by the rest of the junk. Not to mention certain visuals will also trigger a gag response, so kicking up mold and seeing a vile glob of the stuff at the same time can and has brought me nearly to vomiting. Him coming along later and saying "imagine living here and smelling it all the time" though is definitely just a smokescreen. What little escapes the trash pile is masked by ambient bedroom smells and getting used to it. It's like the boiling frog thing. As long as you heat up the water slowly, the frog wont even realize it's slowly boiling to death. Same with those smells. You'll just adjust to it slowly as it gets worse, and you wont even realize the air is toxic.

[@TheJackHood]

This is what my room looks like, but it's 99% just clothes, and like a cup or two I always forget to take out because it's out of my line of sight lol

[@rialynn1113]

Depression can do this to someone, my room used to get pretty bad before I was in a relationship since then it’s been a lot easier to hold myself accountable and keep up with the cleaning, it still gets a little overwhelming sometimes, but I don’t have mountains of clothes or trash to climb over, just general pick up

[@jollyrancher8727]

I get grossed out by dishes I leave in the sink overnight after I cook dinner. I cant IMAGINE being surrounded by filth like this for years. It took only 2 years of living with my grandmother who was a hoarder for me to become a clean freak. My whole cabinet under my kitchen sink has every cleaning product, scrubbing brushes, gloves and disinfectant to the point where I can barely close it. A clean house promotes success outside the house!

[@Tanya_Maria]

That poor guy trying so hard to impress his "superiors". I just wish him happiness and strength to achieve what he wants.

[@bogan8865]

The real question. It’s 4 am your whole family is asleep, you take a piss, and your 100% certain that flushing the toilet will wake up everyone in the house at 4 am. Do you flush? Or let everyone sleep.

[@leeterryjr]

Bedbugs are simply bugs that go where the food is, but they eat blood. They have evolved to be difficult to detect, and they spread easily (often by hitching rides on other creatures).

[@starbreaker3]

I had a friend whos room floor was 2 feet under trashhhhhh. It took an entire month to clean. We usually did it after school so from 5 to 8 we were cleaning.

[@SoupyPuppet]

Creating a whole system for your trash in your room instead of just taking it out is crazy

[@synony6]

besides the trash, that bed looks absolutely rotten. Looks like a decomposed body was removed from it.

[@pokemaniacalex8031]

How can someone not clean his house for over a decade and a half?! This man's the real life Bacterian from Dragon Ball...

[@Grim_scene]

Hi, I’m 15 with ocd. I know what this is like. I have a hoarding problem. When I was little I shared a room with my mom and had a problem keeping my area clean but since I was a kid my mom would clean for me. I eventually got my own room when my grandpa moved out which meant no one really went in my room. I’ve always had a obsessive compulsion to lock doors always, so no one could get in. My room kinda got like this but mostly with just clothes and toys. When the pandemic happened though my mental health tanked and I kinda spiraled. I would leave my room and I didn’t do online school, just looking at the work I had a panic attack so my mom did it for me. My room filled with trash, food, dishes, dirty clothes, and anything else you could think of. I didn’t have bugs though fyi only some ants but I live by a lake and woods so it’s kinda normal here. I had no floor or bed because there was so much stuff on both. I need to interact with others to stay sane lol. So when the lock down was over I got kinda better but just looking at how messy everything was, I couldn’t ceasing it. But my friend of 4 years moved away and he was driving 14 hours to visit me this year in July so I spend a week and a half cleaning I got it done and now I’m fighting my “habits” to keep it clean.

[@Grim_scene]

Also lol the joking the first guy does with chat and how disgusted he is with his own room is pretty normal for people who do that. It’s like imagine just ignoring everything in your life and then someone quickly snaps their fingers and you snap out of it for a sec. It draws your attention from something your mind told you was normal. It doesn’t feel like you really created the mess.The clutter ends up being your save place for your trash mental health to resign. I’m happy he had a friend and brother to cheer him on, it really helps get your mind straight in times like those

[@Edward-Not-Elric]

Congratulations on getting it clean and wish you luck in keeping it that way

[@ScatterGun_User]

He needed the support… his buddy is a real one, also in Japan they have garbage rooms can’t remember why but they have people that actually clean the rooms as a career

[@David-zt4qe]

I feel that one guys room with the anime book collection was kind of trying to add to the rooms cleanliness in a positive way lol.

[@SoggySlopster]

This stream is like 4 years old, how long were you hanging on to this vod 😭

[@x2Sav]

Pretty sure its a repost. I'm like 100% positive I've seen this on another channel 😂

[@Pandaproductions516]

"There's so much room in that bag!" (Sounding defeated) "oh you armature" LOL

[@FieniX_]

I had this guy beat in terms of messiness. Not proud and not even exaggerating. Yea, it was DISGUSTING! I finally snapped out of it one day and just decided I’m done with this crap. It wasn’t as easy for me to maintain it once cleaned. When you start to actually make the room clean to the point where you’ve gone beyond halfway, you really start to get that sense of clarity. Clarity that you’ve got yourself to a point that your room is now starting to resemble a bedroom or just a room in general. Once your room is clean, is to keep it clean for longer periods of time. And one method that truly helped me is to keep my bedroom door open so that way you’re not trapping yourself in. You can come and go as you please. And you won’t be embarrassed to have someone pass by your room knowing it stinks. It’ll change the confined mentality that may have you revert back to how you were before. For me it was difficult to keep my door open because I had literally kept it closed for so many years. Now, I actually feel confined if I don’t have my door open as well as my blinds and window. Even if you have what seems as an insurmountable task in cleaning, just pick one spot in your room and get one trash bag full. I’d recommend starting at the side furthest from your door then make a walkway to your door. This will keep you from piling trash up in the back corner and also the walkway leading to your door will give you ease of exiting and entering. If you’re constantly stepping over junk and not picking one spot to focus on, rather you just pick up all from the surface, you’ll waste more time this way.

[@gotouguts2066]

As nonsensical as it is, I can relate to not cleaning and being fine with the mess, only then to become absolutely disgusted once I finally do start cleaning. I have no logical explanation for this.

[@thomashughes2770]

I will say living in Lubbock TX, I had things get insanely dusty in a matter of weeks. Not as bad as the keyboard at the end but to the point where I was dumbfounded

[@chriszewski]

"Is this an intervention?" No, the intervention is saved for later content. Can't blow it all in one vid.

[@akinokitsune5677]

he's not streaming anymore, dude cleaned his room and now he's beating women off with a stick

[@honk9399]

my room is in a very similar state to the first guy, i cant actually walk from my bed to my door without stepping on things. props to him for being able to clean it especially while livestreaming, cant imagine chat was being nice

[@haydenmoore3507]

To be honest, I can understand it because I had a long wave of depression when I moved into my place. I worked so much I didn’t want to do shit

[@jcruse96]

The fact that the dude did the whole thing in a button-up is actually impressive

[@joshy9464]

That keyboard is like the .09% bacteria that Lysol doesn’t kill

[@LeekahLee]

This is actually cool. His friends are very supportive.