Morning Coffee Storytime ASMR: Feeling the Emotions

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[@downey6433]

This guy said he looks tired yet he genuinely looks better than everyone in the middle of the day

[@jordynelliott6712]

I feel so deeply connected with you. I’m home for the summer from university and I...am lonely. My mom let me take the summer off -so I dont have to work. So, I’m at home and my friends are pretty busy so I hardly see them. I’m not in a relationship and I’ve never really dated. And for some reason I always push people away as well. All of this together makes for a pretty lonely time and I have no idea what to do with myself or where I’m headed in life. I often enjoy being alone, but I never know when I’m doing it too much. I also do this weird thing where I’ll want to be around people until they want to be around me and then I don’t want to be around them any more. I feel as if I missed this HUGE step that everyone else took in High School and now I’m behind. And don’t even get me started on putting my faith and trust in to people only to be let down! I’m not trying to throw all of my problems on you, but I just wanted to say that you aren’t the only person feeling confused or lonely or melancholy.

[@tinakeshishian7111]

Jordyn Elliott omg I relate to you so much. I thought I was the only one like this

[@bigfouch02]

lmao I thought you were describing me for a second, but I feel you on level that I thought would be impossible

[@EmpressV916]

You are BEAUTIFUL!! I haven't been on your channel in a minute but, I was DRAWN to this Vlog!! I believe in You!! So do ya thang beauty!! SHINE BRIGHT!!

[@1hanagima]

Something about Tony is so appealing. I love this channel!!

[@mojamurphy4905]

Wow Tony. This is my most favorite video of yours. So real and relatable. I'm a 56 year old woman (too young for my peers though) who also lives in Florida.... DeLand. I wish you lived right up the road. I don't have anyone to have coffee with and anyone to share with either. I can relate to everything you said. I think we are too real for most people. I've experienced a lot of rejection, even from my grown son. I've learned to look within for everything I need. Humans really are a mix of genetics and up to date conditioning. Because of that, blame of self and others is misplaced. We function depending on those 2 qualities. If you want to know more, check out Roger Castillo here on KZbin. He's helped me let go of a lot of pain. I'm loving you Tony. I hope you read this.

[@astralvalkyr]

i've been a fellow poopsie here on youtube for a long time - tony, this was raw and real and i can really connect with it. a lot of times it takes really emotional/hard things in life for us to truly understand what our path is and where we're supposed to be. everyone gets there eventually. it just takes time. i love you tony!

[@oceana3070]

I had my coffee with you. ☕️😌Even when you’re tired or going through it, you’re great company, Tony 😇

[@markk8248]

@bea arthur Take your own advice. And then eat it.

[@Pancakeshouse85]

Tony, I've watched you for years now. You've helped me fall asleep countless times. You help me. You help others. If you're struggling now, please know this in the short-term. If it helps for the long-term or for always, you're helping people. You're creating content that helps people. I hope that fact helps you, brings you some happiness and peace. I think it's safe to say that many of us feel the way you do at times, and it's okay.

[@amandinhafreitas]

OMG You have cheesecake for breakfast yummm, best best start to a day

[@ttv.emprana]

Ohhhhh I Loooove Videos where you just sit down, have a beverage and just talk whatever comes to you mind, those videos are raw and genuine, i love them ... and yes i can relate to you on so many levels, i work as an internet marketer from home and i haven't known ONE single new person for 3 years :'(

[@downey6433]

I can't quite understand in my mind how important this video was for me, I feel the same about school ( coz I'm failing) but I think you doing This video has made Me want to work hard, your great and strong toni, u can do this❤️

[@MrLichHero]

Can you do another fictional storytime ASMR? The story between the shadowlands and willowville was amazing and I'd like to hear the lore expanded

[@Vshokri]

You are enlightened and very awake. The less meat we consume, the more we see and feel things.

[@sebastianmcphee8590]

This has to be one of his best video because he’s not being anyone else and it feels like we actually have a heart to heart

[@blueacetv4549]

I may not know evrything but this is very relatable. On one hand it feels so victomizing. Like its not fair that the person at fault feels no pain while feeling so much pain just to hide it away. But at the same time it's a sense of guilt. Yes life is not going well but it's a responsibility to know you are just as liable. Theese circumstances make us feel life is some game. You can go from top to bottom in a second.

[@briannamichellie3352]

Cheesecake? Is this a golden girls chat? I love it!

[@TheD0m]

Tony, we love you. Thank you for your honesty and realness xo

[@gail727]

You give people so much sound advice. You have a lot of special qualities that someone will see. Don't beat yourself up about nit having anyone in your life yet. There is no hurry! Experience life and be happy. One day soon when your not looking that special someone will enter your life. X

[@sxerosie]

Wishing you much clarity and harmony 💗 you deserve to have a wonderful life Tony.

[@jtm121996]

Tony you deserve someone who treats you and cares about you the way you do for them. you're in my thoughts and prayers

[@fangirlingandlovingit]

Super relaxing and honestly, really relatable💜 Thanks for this video Tony 💜☕️

[@theodorerae5706]

It's ok to be alone! Love yourself and explore the wonderful loving person you are. Fall in love with yourself and stand up for yourself because you are important. See your worth as a person that deserves all that is good! Peace brother.

[@janiek4159]

You’re an amazing human being, and it’s a good thing to not apologize for crying, it’s a good way to let your feelings out. We say sorry too quickly.

[@Vshokri]

I can relate. Yes. Beautiful spirit you are. Nice coffee. Nice cake. Thanks for sharing.

[@Downeyfan21]

I feel your pain Tony. I've been hurt by a lot of people and have been betrayed. I've always tried to be kind and supportive but feel like I end up used. I would just invest in stuff you really want to do and hang out with family more often. Stay strong we love you!

[@MissLovelump]

I think you’re very smart Tony! You have an explanation for most of your emotions but I think you just need a big hug and someone to tell you it’s going to be ok. 😘 x

[@tammibunni]

How is this video 5 years old n I found it today and it fits perfectly

[@mmd8281]

I love you just talking! I can really relate to you and your experience. Here is a friend.

[@TheSweetSweetRain]

I relate so much tony u have no idea. I sometimes think I'm the only one. It sucks but it's nice to see I'm not alone. Thank you for this.

[@wisewillow5731]

Gosh I don’t like that you are in pain Tony, but I do love this genuinely honest vlog! I love hearing your mind tick over, and I loved to hear your valuable self advice. You’ve got it right in saying you are here for a purpose, and here it is right here. Make sure you read your comments though, there are some lovely and insightful messages back to you 🙏🏻❤️😘

[@tammibunni]

I love this human so much

[@blueacetv4549]

It takes months and years to recover something lost in a day

[@dazz_in_the_now]

No one has Authority over you Tony unless you give it to them 🌈💚

[@toomuchcoke233]

Good talk Tony, you should have more talks like this on your channel every 6 months, just to let things out.

[@EmpressV916]

As long as you see Your beauty/Flaws you'll find growth. Not Veryone belongs in Your world I'm learning Daily. I was told with the Retrogrades going on Today I'd cry. I thought 2 days ago Wvwn yesterday, Naw. Today I cried about 3 times lml

[@armanij7031]

Tony is so me: 🙂 /😐: *Takes bite, Chew, swallow* 😞: *Takes bite, takes bite, chew, takes bite, swallow*

[@tonyawykle4966]

Hello tony, your doing a great fantastic job on all of your videos. Stay blest my friend. Lots of support: butterfly 😎

[@snowboardernotb5233]

Having manic disorder I can relate, any change in my schedual gives me anxiety, freaks me out, makes me feel like i need to shelter myself and then other tines.. i want to go out and spend every penny.. ♡ it's ok, we accept you, and love you, and we may be crazy but we control and do what we can to make it through

[@thundercnt74]

I feel you so much!

[@shanagiron7697]

Hey Sweetheart, Don't worry this is all a part of the process in life. You're finding out who is for you and who is against you, this is a HUGE part! Those who truly love and support you, will always be there.You're beautiful, you're loved and never be afraid to be who you are! Stay strong and focus on you give yourself time to grow and time to soul search. We all go through this stage in our lives!

[@ConstanceConnie]

Thank you for for gracing us with your videos Tony. Been a poopsie since 2013. Love your videos ❤️

[@beelzebuI]

You got this!! Be easy on yourself if you need to.

[@claudis.4015]

Don't bite the fork! 🙈😕

[@CherryBerryFashion]

Tony I am going through something very similar right now... I am in the process of realizing all those emotional wounds that I’ve been carrying almost all my life. That is when I realized this has been the cause of this constant existential pain that you’ve been talking about. I feel you so deeply on that. The pain is just unbearable for me at this point... I feel like crying almost all the time. I just had to admit to myself that I need therapy. And I would highly suggest the same to you. The idea scares me but I know that those are things that only a professional can help us with. We have to stop carrying this burden alone, love u xx

[@angelic.angel_]

Tony WeLoveYouOni💕💕

[@OriginalMamabearASMR]

I hope you are feeling better now Tony. 😢

[@juf_lies]

Sending love from Belgium, you are a good man... stay strong. Love your work!

[@ASMRer]

awe thanks so much i am giving my past self a big hug because i don't feel this way anymore and am in a much better position now.

[@dream-landing]

Gonna wait until the morning to watch this bc I actually want to listen to how you’re doing. You’re a bright soul!

[@JessTheory]

Wow i had a full night's sleep and this still managed to lull me into a 2 hr mid-day nap. TY!

[@Chic.Geek75]

Went through same similarities...stay strong..and trust your intuition

[@etherealmist76]

I love these kind of videos

[@timi707_1]

i like dat shirt tony

[@msoliva3013]

You’ll come to a point where you will respect yourself enough to not allow people to take advantage of you. I used to be where you are. Now I still give people chances but more harder and less trusting. Age and experience do that to us. lol. You can’t help everyone and everyone won’t appreciate your kind soul. Rise above the darkness dear Tony! Don’t let one person alter your sparkleness! I’m sure your Mother gave or gives you similar advice.

[@mindmagicsteph]

Keep going Tony, it will all make sense soon

[@asiabracks6381]

❤️ I completely understand how you feel love

[@pillaroflight8086]

I strongly felt this!! I myself, have been through something similar. I feel like I've really been shown who my true friends & family are. It's really taught me to love myself, and enjoy my own company. It's a road less traveled, but like you know, we're here to set an example and be what we know as truth while living as an example. I found it funny when you said you have trouble talking to multiple people in person, but can talk on camera. I actually feel the opposite! I feel like it would expose me to a lot of people, and that overwhelms me. I have been working on building to courage to start a channel. I feel like you're more connected than you realize. :) Just continue to work on yourself, and secure strong boundaries. Thank you for expressing your thoughts & feelings. Just be you, sometimes that's all you need to do. :)

[@alishajohns7078]

There is a lot to be taken from this video. I can really relate many things being said. Even with what is going on currently in my life. I'm truly glad I decided to watch. You never know that when you are going through something that somebody could be going through something similar. I hope you feel better Tony.

[@soulfulwhispers4387]

Just remember everyone comes to our lives for a season or a lifetime. Let those people who are just leaves go. They aren’t meant to stay. Those people who are roots and sturdy branches are the ones to hang on to. Not everyone will want to be a friend and that is ok. People are just people and most everyone are self absorbed to be honest.

[@sarahbelong3837]

tony, this video is so relatable to me right now. sounds like we are both going through the same thing. i too attract these types of people. sounds like a narcissist that you are dealing with. I don't know how to set boundaries or draw lines. They prey on people like us who are empaths...and they always go for introverted people with not alot of friends ( which i dont') i pray for you and i hope you can make it through this time. i'll pray for myself as well :) ~*healing*~

[@kitkatxo]

I'm sorry Toni that you are struggling with this dilemma. I can see in your eye's you're questioning yourself and maybe not so sure about "drawing" this line in the sand, but really putting up a "wall" in a healthy manner is more about who you are and how you allow others to treat you. That "wall" you're speaking of, is having self confidence, self esteem, self control, self care, and self respect enough to say no, I'm not okay with that. That's not a bad quality to have and one you most certainly can obtain and deserve. So right now I would focus more on figuring who Toni is and what Toni wants in life and how Toni chooses to accept all of it, rather than to try and spend your time on someone who seems to be lost in the same storm trying to figure out their self yet. I learned how to shut people out and I'm still learning how to bring healthy like-minded people into my life. So I'm right there with you. You're not alone darling. 💗

[@kitkatxo]

P.S. - You said word for word too many things I've said to myself out loud and that s*** just took me back!!!! 😬😆

[@albalincoln7718]

Now I want cheesecake and another cup of coffe

[@DeepSeaBeee]

Love ya Tony.

[@EmpressV916]

From watching your channels I can relate Too Damm much!! I Had to learn I was Devaluing Myself! They were not worthy. It's Not judgement but, discernment! If we dont stand up for ourselves we will continue the same karmic cycle of chasing our asses!!.

[@lilush45]

Omg please do a whole video of 1:23 please it sounds so good

[@artgirl96]

☕ morning hun

[@bia-196]

We adore you Tony ❤️

[@tilauncensored6799]

This was deep 😢 i can relate in some ways

[@cll581]

Wow really lovely tingles sounds dear

[@117kookie]

U r amazing Toni!

[@LeyRima]

Love you and thank you for making this ♥️ You spoke to me like..I cant even describe, and I’m so sorry for your tough times and past...take care and be strong, Gotta beat this game right?😉

[@aprilk1782]

I wish I could give you a hug sweetie! Sending love and warm sunshine to you from Louisiana! I'm here for you babe! Luv ya! ❤️

[@zeldayraita9515]

Awe tony!!! You deserve a break!

[@Vshokri]

I believe we will wake up and see everything is when we actually leave this body and die. Until then , we experience , we learn, we grow, and sometimes being alone is a blessing to get closer to creator. Many will not be our intellect level. So is ok to be alone than hanging with those who barely understand us.

[@user-qu2gj9de1b]

It feels like his skin glows more and more day video after video

[@donaldtrumpisgay4567]

Ooo the tingles 😩😍

[@jamilgotcher5456]

Tony, I know exactly how you feel. I have a childhood friend who is unemployed and has loads of time on her hands because her kids have grown up and I don't have time to spend with her because I'm running two businesses that I own and I help my Dad and my adult daughter with the little time I do have. Which I really don't even have time to help my own family but I do because they've always been there for me when I've needed them the most. All this bff stuff is high school stuff or real housewives that are unemployed and married their sugar daddies and have time for friends lol. I forgot to mention that the old friend tries to make me feel guilty that I don't have time for her. In her mind it's still high school and I should have all the time in the world to just chill and sip on drinks poolside lol. She even posted something on Facebook recently about best friends and I noticed the people who left comments were people she went to high school with. She tagged me in the post and constantly tags me in posts. I just recently let her back in my life after a falling out and I'm already starting to regret it. In her mind I'm not a grown woman that is a small business owner of two small businesses, I'm just her old best friend. I read that if all you have in common with someone is your past that it may be time to let the friendship go. Especially the way she is guilt tripping me.

[@Davinia77]

Tony’s it’s because your an empath! I’m the same way! I attract the same people

[@katienethery153]

1. You're not crazy. I work with mentally ill people-trust me you're not. 2. I know you've tried therapy. It may take going to 4 or 5 therapists until you find the right one. 3. You've got to give therapy several weeks. 4. You need to learn to create tools for your emotions and how to deal with those emotions--through therapy.

[@Emz3720]

I love u asmr is so relaxing omgg

[@EmpressV916]

I LOVE YOU

[@ashleighlane6144]

Ever since I became pregnant I feel like nobody wants to be around me. I’m forever getting stood up by someone. So I’ve learned to just enjoy my own company. The first 4 to 5 months me living alone was so hard. I cried everyday so I decided to go to therapy. It helped but man being pregnant and alone I feel like I’ve started the process of being alone all over again. Sometimes when my friend does come over I don’t want them to stay super long because I feel like I’ll get attached to them being around and once they leave I’m back to feeling alone again.

[@okokokaaayyy]

The monq link isn't in the description box tho!!

[@rednorthlad3869]

Ana Cisneros it is its at the top

[@ClandestineGirl16X]

You remind me of Morrissey when he was younger here. Like visually haha. 💕

[@LizaTerraASMR]

Thank you pooosie

[@tammibunni]

I hope so much ur current partner is the Man u was dreaming about in this video or like the kind of relationship u wear dreaming abt

[@Jc-jv5bu]

Hi Tony

[@toddsmith1969]

I'm sorry, but how can you sit there for almost an hour talking about how you're there for people when you drop others like it's nothing? Contradicting yourself so hard there, Tony.

[@Ccteacakes]

Tony your very much cared about in NH. Stay beautiful, glass half full sweetheart! We teach people how to treat us, remember that. If we attract the wrong types to us then we need to change ourselves. Be selective, theres no such thing as normal or perfect, theres just life. Be you, do you. There are nice people, there IS a good life. Life is about perspective. Be your own bestie. Much love, xx Marie. ❤️🧡💛💙

[@jamie8060]

Yes of course Tony I got something out of listening to you. Hang in there fella. x

[@quantaVastitude2021]

Follow your inner. The world is neither good nor bad nor defective, nor is it in need of help or modification because its appearance is only a projection of one's own mind. No such world exists.

[@opterimuor1165]

I like the fact u wake up early

[@katiecommon3614]

You speak a lot of the past and the future, remembering past trauma and hoping the future fulfills your wishes. I'd advise you to try some mindfulness exercises and truly feel every ounce of the present. A hard, hard lesson I had to learn the past year was to let go of desire. The universe has a special plan for you and willing things to go a certain way is what causes suffering. Best wishes to you.

[@victoriahanke1990]

The only power you have is the decisions you make for yourself! Damn, is this a pity party? Push back on whoever is hurting you, be it friend or family. You owe not one person a thing but yourself Tony! Be strong, be true to you only! Who in the hell wouldn’t like you? The. They are nuts! Pick a new friend! Lol!

[@raisingradicals5564]

Have you ever considered doing an ASMRish podcast of some kind??? I'm waiting for some big KZbinrs to try breaking into podcasting! lol

[@TheSingingVocologist]

Sounds like you are attracting narcissists into your life. Kind, caring, empathic people are like candy for the narcissist. You should research this and learn the narcissist’s MO so you can begin to recognize these toxic individuals and avoid them. The next thing you need to do is uncover what you need to heal within yourself so you can increase your vibration so that you will no longer be a vibrational match to toxic people. Heal your inner child. Only until you do this, will you be able to attract the healthy, loving individual, who is a vibrational match to you into your life. I am telling you this from experience (a lifetime’s worth!). Check out videos by Melanie Tonia Evans and Kim Saeed. They helped me to recover from being the narcissist’s punching bag (narcissistic abuse and narcissistic supply). Work on YOU, babydoll, and life will become so much happier. Much love and healing to you. ❤️🙏❤️

[@ashleylove907]

Listen to Kendrick Lamar “Real” that helps me get through the bs if the world

[@TheIntJuggler]

My grandson just got me the new jitterbug from great call. I like it because of its big buttons and its easy to use unlike those fancy apples.

[@Starseed919]

Namaste Tony check out mooji’s videos he is an amazing spiritual teacher 💜💜 I think his videos will help you so much. Love and light beautiful soul brother 🥰

[@beanieonedge8374]

Tony InTheFeelseroni

[@bbacc_ino]

hiiiiii tonyyyyyyyyyy

[@joneszzy6189]

What's you sign????