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[@hannahwu841]

Back at 27 I thought I screwed up everything, messed up a long term relationship, no direction in career when everyone around me career started taking off. Now I’m 32 and living my best life. Relationship and career everything is so much better!

[@missll72]

I honestly didn’t want to click after reading the title I felt a pit in my stomach like dear God please don’t let it be about her and Gene. In my head I was your chocolate Cyber Auntie from Queens NYC..watching you grow and flourish over the years was/is such a joy. back when it was you Michelle and Esther in NY it was so refreshing to watch. I will not bash Gene or Jean that’s not what I do. It’s going to hurt like hell but you honey are one tough cookie and you will get through this. I am so proud of you and all your accomplishments and your endeavors. Keep your head up baby girl you got this!!!!

[@freesiapark]

Not the chocolate cyber auntie! 😭🫶

[@missll72]

@@freesiapark yes baby girl YOUR CHOCOLATE CYBER AUNTIE!!! Period!! Sending virtual hugs !! 🤗

[@someonesshotoftequila]

HUHUHUHUH SAME SIS! Took me awhile to hit play wew

[@annjoy1544]

Seems that I am the only one who didn’t see it coming even after reading the caption 🤦🏾‍♀️, I was just excited that the video was longer than usual and was ready to come in and say thanks for making it longer this time.

[@missll72]

@@freesiapark Hey baby girl it’s your Chocolate Cyber Auntie from Queens checking in on you. Hope your week went well and that you enjoyed your weekend thus far. *virtual hugs* 🤗 Love ❤️

[@jhg101]

There's that Korean belief that the ninth year of every decade brings hardships to prepare you for the next one. It's so hard to see you hurting, but I trust that you will prevail through it all! Growing up watching you, i've always known how strong and beautiful you are. I'll never stop rooting for you! ♥︎

[@carlosdeleon6472]

One of the greatest things of being an adult and aware to be able to end something when it no longer works out. A lot of people can’t just admit when something is no longer working out they end up in toxic relationships. Sending you love during this healing era ..

[@joannhyoen4140]

ugry with that 😊 ❤ Thank God she's able to make a decision about it 🙏 🙌 Need a time 😢 Only time ll help 😢 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@roryroopa]

Oh man, so many feels from watching this, Freesia. I just started over for similar reasons. I sensed an energy shift on your channel but thought I was projecting. I feel like a lot of people are going through heartbreak rn. I want to say that I think you’re gangsta and creative, and wish you luck in this new era. I’m selfishly excited for your living alone vlogs because they were my fave 💜

[@missll72]

I second your comment ..Fresia is gangsta in a good way if there is such a thing…she will bounce back from this but we all must give her all the time and space she needs to do so. She’s going to have her good days and bad and we will all just be here giving her the support and love she needs to push through.

[@deborahphelps9049]

Long term Auntie/Subbie who's been following you since the very beginning. You've got this. You're smart, wise and hardworking. Just give yourself grace. No need to rush anything. Wishing the best for you.

[@chanelleastcoast]

seeing someone around my age go through these types of things helps knowing im not the only one, thank you for being real and vulnerable!! ❤️

[@mooncait]

i literally quit my job without a plan and now moving from NY to LA (i don't know anyone there), also decided to start on youtube the past months i've not been working - and i'm 31 and still figuring it out lol. i want you to know that you're not alone, and it can only get better from here! applauding you for your bravery + vulnerability, i know it's not easy to show raw emotion especially to strangers, but this is all demonstrative of the transformation you're already growing through

[@annatran5817]

My heart sank when I saw your notification popped up but what’s meant to be will be. I’m sure it hurts like hell rn but time will heal and you will look back at it with fondness. Sending you the warmest hugs from London

[@nikkiep23]

I appreciate your vulnerability and decision to share a private life event. On another note, your place is amazing. I love a great loft space especially with exposed brick and industrial touches.

[@Jynewy]

Girl you can also foster if not ready yet. I went through terrible breakup ended up moving and fostered and my foster pup healed me! After that i did nonstop fostering cuz i loved it so much . Having a dog is a big commitment and even though there are pet insurance but its still alot so if you want some puppy therphy you can foster and its the best and also helping the puppy and making another stop in shelters so you are helping two dogs.

[@ansonkwok9155]

Eyes watering up while freesia was talking at the beginning of the video. Sending love and hugs to you freesia, you’re the most authentic, sweet, caring, feeling and strongest women I’ve come across on youtube xx

[@tuhbingaling]

As an Aquarius gal who had the WORST TIME OF MY life in my 29th year. I'm now 30 and things are better now. It will get better Freesia, stay strong !!! Also 29th year is our SATURN RETURN :) It's chaotic.

[@cynwme7608]

Missed seeing your videos, but I'm glad you had the time/energy/courage to give us another one. Wishing you all the best in this new chapter!

[@sharifa6972]

Wishing you all the best in the world girl! You are so strong. I believe in you 🫶🏼.

[@helenchen8340]

Best of luck with the healing journey, as a viewer I am loving this new vulnerable content and I know it's hard to put it out there, but it feels also like something new is blooming as well. And my leap from 29 to 30 was crazy beautiful - I came out a whole different woman and I'm thankful for it everyday!

[@adorahood3070]

Hi Freesia, just remember that what is for you will be for you whether it's relationships, work,etc..I really missed your weekly videos, but I am glad you're back. I wish you nothing but the best on this new single journey. 🥰

[@KevinYeePharmD]

Thanks for sharing this Freesia and sharing the real bts of your life. Wishing you the best on your next chapter

[@EvaJewel_]

Aww babes I’m a sorry. Sending you so much love healing, growth, and strength.

[@Chelsea285]

Hey girl 💛 This sucks to hear but I’m glad you’re able to heal and move forward with ease. IMO you seem very well put together. You have a solid career, you have your own place thousands of miles away from home. You have plenty of people in your life that love and care about you, a long, loving relationship that ended on a friendly note! Can’t say the same for other 29yo peeps…like myself. I will essentially be starting my life from scratch next year. 😬 keep pushing forward girl! You have so many good things coming your way! 🎉

[@jenniferng7276]

so good to see you are taking it one day at a time and getting stronger, happier. I loved the full fridge comment. I just love it! food options are definitely a luxury.

[@Diana-ut4hr]

Freesia I've been watching you since your old makeup tutorial days NYC :') your fans are always cheering you on! Excited for this new chapter for you. I have a feeling it's going to be a good one :)

[@lavendervvoo2970]

Freesia, these things that happen in life are blessings. Truly. It's redirecting you to a truer path. Feel everything you need to feel, learn what you need to learn and keep being you! This life is for you and you only! Dedicate every moment to your own happiness. You're already equipped with everything you need.

[@kristellebatchelor7888]

Wishing you the best on this new journey, Freesia!! I’m the same age as you are and I feel like no matter what season we currently are in our lives, it’ll be a constant exploration and learning.

[@katieschriever3366]

I love you Freesia! You're so strong and bright things are coming. Your videos have gotten me thru hard times and you will get through this 💛

[@aoa8090]

Sending you love, light, peace and strength in this new chapter of your life. Thank you for sharing these delicate and vulnerable moments with us. I’m going through something very similar so watching this made me feel less alone. Thank you. ✨

[@purplehazee90]

Freesia, I'm so sorry to hear about your breakup. You are such a wonderful person from what I've seen so far, and I wish you the best in this time of healing. Breakups are so hard, but I hope you know that you have so many people on your side, rooting for you. Thank you for sharing such an intimate and difficult topic with us. I look forward to your future content 💕

[@amehnh]

Excited for this new chapter in your life! Wishing you the best 🫶✨

[@taniagiovanna1112]

Keep smiling girl! You are so strong🫰🏻I have 2 dogs and I can definitely say I do not regret getting them. Puppy phase is the hardest 2-6months (chewing your house esp) but after that they adjust to your lifestyle. My second pup just turned 1 and I must say its been super easy lately! Also dog insurance is a thing! Definitely get one it’ll save your bank💞

[@checreates]

Sending you love Freesia. Honestly, the GOOD break ups are sometimes harder than the bad ones because your head doesn’t understand why, but your heart just knows what’s right. Sending you both so much love to grow and heal. 💕💕

[@louisetran8913]

Thank you for sharing with us Freesia! It means a lot, I hope you feel better soon and it will get better ❤ you are glowing btw!

[@BHenriquez000]

Best of luck with your new chapter and you will get through this ❤

[@bibielle2160]

U got this girl! I'm glad that u have great circles of friends in time like these. I was there in the same situations with no friends to relied on and at that time all I wish is for no one to feel the same way I do. When things get tough find a friend to confide in and don't bottle it all up. Slowly but surely you'll be in a great space of positivity. Wishing for a brighter future for u girl, sending hugs ❤

[@katef1384]

You are brave and strong, and i can so empathize with what you are going through right now. Sending love xx

[@qtejazlyn98]

i love you fressia! be strong and loving as always!! happy to see you in this new chapter ❤️

[@stephaniestudies2147]

Freesia, sending you so much love! I hope you have a wonderful, transformative time in LA to heal and enjoy your new space!

[@sarahli6425]

I am so sorry to hear Freesia.. i can't imagine the pain, sending you a lot of support and strength

[@sweephitrun]

Sending you loads of love Freesia! Proud of you for staying strong!!! Embrace the journey of singleness and most importantly, love yourself!

[@user-ld7dv7jv8m]

Dear Freesia, I go through a breakup, he never experience true love, he’s independent and he got scared a bit, seeing me so warm and loving, but I know that he needs space and it takes time. In the mean while, I learnt a lot about myself, going through unknown reactions from him, hiding his feelings, doing the opposite of what is good for a healthy relation, yet I saw the light at the end of the tunnel, realizing that I don’t want to forget about my peace and happiness, that I am strong and I am creative. In life we really need to be prepared for anything no matter how hard it is, crying is therapy for me, feeling what I feel means maturity, but never forget about yourself, happiness is within yourself, enjoy that coffee, enjoy the music the movies you like, an end always means new opportunities. Remember that. Hugs 🙏🏻✨🕊️🌸

[@carlylifting]

So mature and beautiful. Thank you for sharing... You're helping a lot of us dealing with similar situations.

[@mariaduran158]

I went through so many emotions watching this and all I can say is that you’re doing great and we’re here for you! I hope you can get soon your ikea wardrobe so you can feel more put together with your things 🩷 sending you a big hug 🫂

[@DaisyPyo]

so so proud of u freesia and excited for this new chapter to unfold for u. discomfort is truly where the all the growth happens. i love u so much!!!!!!!

[@ginzmoscoso]

sending hugs! you got this, freesia!

[@asmitaranamagar8620]

Girl 🎀 you're growing and glowing 💓🤍I love you💓🤍❤️💛

[@usagimoon.x.o6256]

Thank you for sharing with us even if you dont need to. Keep getting stronger, and you got this!

[@marsheemallowz]

I know you can do it Freesia. I'm rooting for you ❤. 💪

[@Hyesookim0302]

LA freesia is sooo pretty your beauty is thriving each day you go girl

[@B_is_for_butter]

Freesia!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤ Wishing you and Gene much love during this transitional period.

[@paulastories]

Thank you for this video, means a lot watching someone be soooo real about feelings

[@Rose-xp5sb]

You’re going to the next level of your life❤ stay strong !!!!you got this

[@arebee8]

Sending you so much love and good energy for yourself Freesia

[@zinzibam4126]

I’m glad you’re feeling better in time you’ll be great

[@angeleelong5355]

Hiiiii beauty! 💕sending you lots of love and healing! Thank you for being so vulnerable and just being transparent about how challenging this stage is. I'm also 29, and can definitely attest to all the girlies GOING THRUUUUU IT at this age. Something that helped me when I was going through a challenging breakup was a quote, "If something is destined for you, never in a million years will it be for somebody else." Whether that's your person, your career, whatever it may be! What's for you won't miss you. Rooting for you! 💐✨

[@MY826]

Sending love to both you and Gene Good luck to both of you guys’ growth individually. Thanks for sharing your relationship with us ❤

[@Kohiicha]

I haven't noticed the title of the video because I was too excited to click right away so I prepared my food and I just sobbed with you at 1:48. Tight hugs Freesia. I wish we could hug you tight through the screen and care for you during this time. Your vulnerability means everything to us and you are such an inspiration your videos are always a breath of fresh air no matter what stage of life you are in. We will support you always!

[@omysparkles]

❤❤ to you Freesia! Your courage is so admirable on the journey of self finding. Everyone goes thru this, whether at 29, 39 or older… I am sure all of this will be worth it with time. Just be patient and enjoy the human experience as you eloquently put it. Your vlogs are always so beautiful for watch. Thanks for sharing with us.

[@wanderer2170]

You are such a strong girl , I have seen your journey through KZbin, and seen your growth over the years, I strongly believe that you will be fine with time. I wish you good health, and happiness and peace ❤

[@temtemz]

Fressia, sending lots of love 🤍🫶🏻 you got this healing era! 💪🏻

[@joyfullencounters]

freesia thank you for sharing

[@nikkiconcepcion3921]

I feel like I totally resonate with this Freesia!! And you are totally not alone...we are both in our saturn return so that is why we're feeling all the feels right now. It truly will get better

[@senjamir_]

Stay strong girl 🩷🩷🩷 Sending you lots of hugs, growth, healing and peace... 💕

[@Nutbi215]

a year of change for so many of us! very very excited for whats to come and i just know with your thoughtfulness and creativity you will be just fine (':

[@sairaqadri13]

Freesia, although your heart is broken right now, but you are looking much better and at peace. I had been noticing from your previous blogs from many months that you looked dull and not happy. Maybe you had a lot of expectations from the relationship but welcome to change and I wish you a lot of love ❤

[@kamjc]

You’re sooo pretty! The lash extension you have fits your eye shape really well - but on a serious note, I hope you’re doing ok. I’m going through the something similar thing actually: Freshly single, 30, just moved from NY to Seattle last month into a loft (also used roadway lol). Going through the motion but getting better every day. Time heals! You’re gonna be ok 🙌

[@tiffanys4971]

You got this Freesia❤ Thank you for continuing to inspire and creating amazing content. ❤️X❤X❤

[@cjykey10]

good through the same phase as you. sending you a lot of strength and go on to live your best life ❤

[@DJ-unome]

So sorry about the news and I hope you’re okay. Good luck on your new journey, everything will work out with time and patience.

[@Mangobum23]

Sending you so much love and light right now!! 💛I’m sorry about your breakup with Gene 😔 my heart was breaking inside when you shared the news, literally heart sank. But keep your head up ✨ I’m so proud of you with getting your own space and making it your own- I’ve watched all your videos since you started and I love your content :) you’re awesome Freesia!

[@ZeeKansiime]

Sending you lots of love Freesia ❤

[@atsiepxs471]

Sending lots of love Freesia ❤❤❤ you are so brave and really admire your journey with self discovery ❤❤❤

[@enchantrathomas7761]

Hey new subscriber here! I'm going thru this right now as well. Except they moved out. Nothing but love there but it hurts so much! Gotta adjust to being alone. It's rough and I have cried so much but I'm making it.❤ We got this girl!

[@JanetDFoster]

♥♥ Been cheering you on since you started this channel and loved it when you joined us here in LA. You are such a strong girl, and you are going to move through this moment and please know, it gets better as you progress towards your new normal. You are my "Internet Niece" and I wish you all the best!

[@divyaa3543]

Freesia you are a strong, loving and a hardworking woman. ❤ Im really happy that you got to experience such a beautiful relationship. I wish you a lot of strength and love ❤

[@thewayet]

I'm happy for you. It takes so much courage to do what you did...that's rough but I'm glad it was a loving end to your relationship. I love your new place! Honestly, I knew something was up and you were going through something...I figured that in due time, you'd share. Thank you. I wish you all the best and will always support you. Cheers to your continued journey! ❤

[@omi5187]

Send you hug

[@kyleiawerner6957]

Hey gurl! Stay strong and remember to give yourself time to heal! I went a bad breakup where we loved each other and was going to get married. It was a very intense love that I haven't felt with anyone but here I am and it will get better. It's been almost 1 year and 6 months since then. I do sometimes want to buy him things or miss the feeling of being together. I know therapy works wonders and working on yourself really does help! I love LOVE and each day I'm giving myself that love! You're doing amazing and remember YOU ARE A STRONG ASS WOMEN💖💖

[@bekas79]

That "I'm just going through change, but I'm ok" while starting to brush your teeth and crying is too real. So, so real.

[@friciliap3885]

U can do this, Freesia! We love you ❤

[@Nana-ej3qo]

Big hug Freesia ! Your new apartment looks really cool, I'm sure you'll create your own cozy place. You're so brave ! xoxo

[@michellewang5674]

Hey Freesia, I'm going through a very similar breakup right now so thank you so much for sharing your experience and being so vunerable! I'm pretty new to your channel and I think you are such an inspiring person so I'm sure there is only greatness in your future.

[@roxyisawake]

Thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities with us, hope you're surrounding yourself with friends & family to go through this difficult time. There will be a great and bright future await you

[@izzyherman]

sorry to hear you're going through a hard time but wishing you all the best for the new chapter in your life💕✨

[@joizadominguez7663]

OMG I LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY 😭❤😘

[@leilani2258]

Having gone through the same situation and choosing to stay. I'm so proud of you for making the right decision. A person can be so perfect and still not the right person for you. And choosing yourself will prevent ypu guys from hurting eachother further in the future. And if you two end up finding a way back to each other then it will happen naturally. I wish I could just hug you!!!🫂

[@kieksterr5758]

I am proud of you! You are choosing yourself and if this is what you need, than you do you! Believe me.. I am 32 now and when you hitting almost the 30, things will be diverent. Its like a new era. Like when you hit your 16, 21 and now the 30’s. Just let time get to you and take it a step at a time! Bigggg huggs from the other side of the world 💗🫶🏼

[@zannnie]

It will be OK! I know you WILL. Time will heal. No need to rush.

[@ellenko2684]

Im so sorry Freesia ❤️ i just went through the same thing in April and it's definitely hard at first, but im healing and getting better. Everything will turn out the way its suppose to ❤️

[@wennelieflores8426]

Love and Healing, Freesia! hugs

[@StyleWithKany]

Hey! Could you do a blog about your growth since you moved from New York to LA? I’ve noticed how much you’ve grown and how you’re glowing these days. I’m curious about how your new environment has influenced you and if you’ve thought about returning to NYC 😊

[@jayquex3]

hang in there, you're going through your saturn return

[@LittleLyssMarie]

There will be plenty of other dogs! And if you ever get the itch again you can always consider fostering :) 29yo myself and I relate to the feels of this video. Keep your head up gurl we have grown ass women lives to live ✊🏼✨ it’ll all be okay 😊

[@rebeccaastle7237]

You articulated the break up very well. Seems like you both care about each other enough to want the other to be happy . ❤

[@ansoncheung4508]

Hang in there Freesia ❤

[@shinehahmalama5709]

Found you through David So during lockdown and rediscovered you now as a late 20s girl. Loved this vlog ❤

[@precious3315_]

Wishing you love and peace during this time. Everything will be alright ❤

[@JungminLee-ob2bx]

I’m so shook from the title but hope you take alone time needed for you to heal in transition of this new change.. I’m glad you have your friends for moral support and I’m excited to see this single Freesia era again! ❤

[@evebayona2344]

Oh man my heart is crying for you but just glad to know you’re okay… this too shall pass… virtual hugs ❤

[@soph1175]

Freesia... thanks for always being real and transparent. It's all painful... grieve well, mourn well 🤍 prayers and thoughts for you 🫂

[@rachelchow370]

so proud of you!!!!

[@mslynx810]

Big hugs. Take your time 🤍 you got this..