Multifandom | I Hate What I See

[@yepyep4509]

Sometimes ppl ask me "who do you miss?" I wanna say myself but I say nobody.

[@bgirl6816]

I Hear you. I've been through a lot in the recent past. So when I run into an old friend they'll tell me they miss me, my response is I miss myself 😔

[@rachelstone9620]

I miss my nan she was the person I spoke to first about everything and she made me feel better but she’s gone and I’ve felt so much pain since as early as I can remember and it still hurts I’m 21 and have been broken since I was a child and I don’t know if the feeling is ever going away

[@brookgaming3036]

yep yep i hope you are better💕

[@hightemperedscorpio8282]

I miss myself too. She was so happy... funny...and even nice but now I'm moody...sad...and I feel forever meaningless.

[@taehyungv9093]

EVERYTIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE

[@janiyamcduffie9997]

same

[@Jadei74]

Same

[@minsuga_genius6965]

Taehyung V Me too 😭😭😭😭😭 that's why I try to avoid looking in the mirror 😭😭😭😭

[@Michelle-ky8qt]

Same! I'm the ugliest girl in the world.

[@Jadei74]

I love dogs no your not do you know what it’s like to have eczema and not even want to go outside your own room because you think they will judge you and on to of that your family calls you fat and ugly so No your not ugly you are beautiful

[@jwong6403]

When you watch this, you dont cry but you feel your heart hurts....I guess you're numb

[@mikewlfx1045]

J Wong6 that’s exactly what i feel now.

[@pukeyourgutsout]

I cry but I feel numb sometimes

[@dominiquevandale1023]

I feel numb all the time but a smile masked how we truly feel

[@dumpsterfire5818]

I'm so sick of crying tbh

[@cosmicclvudii]

I know...

[@kiara-wu5li]

"I'm so scared that the feeling won't go away." That always gets me

[@hollyxoxo4577]

Same 😭

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

that feeling for me is emotional numbness - it never fades or wanes ever since my junior high day's i just don't care anymore can't keep fighting it and exhausting myself over it anymore

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

that feeling of emptiness and numbness has never left me and it still hasn't since i was a preteen ... at this point i have tried so hard to fight it but i am so tired and sick of feeling like shit . it's just too draining

[@flowergirl8410]

"You know, ever since we were little, I would get this feeling like... Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself... And I hate what I see... How I'm acting, the way I sound. And I don't know how to change it. And I'm so scared... That the feeling is never gonna go away."

[@devilzlilheart1420]

Yep Ik it sounds like a mood but I hate everything about myself

[@sofiaescobar5647]

since the day I watched that movie I said "this is my favorite movie ever " why? because I've never related to anything more than that movie and I'm not even 17

[@quackquack825]

666 likes😼

[@ARMYforever-yf5bm]

Armyy

[@Anonymous-ks1mk]

I read this the same time it came on!

[@harriettims1126]

“What if the only way to stop feeling bad, is to stop feeling anything at all forever” this hit me hard😔

[@rozannehassan7636]

Please don't give up! Jesus is especially tender with those who are suffering. He loves you as you are. Things are gonna suck, but you gotta keep going. God has a plan for you, something so big, and incomprehensible. You are not here for no reason. You have a purpose here. Even this comment is seen for a reason! God's got you. And He is working in your life. I love you!

[@jonpowell4246]

Sometimes everyone has a moment that they just wanna let go.

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

for a long time emotionally i feel nothing , i feel so numb and empty even though i have a family and my cat zoey to help me feel less empty and cold and numb , it hurts so much . i am so tired

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

emotionally i don't feel anything . i haven't since i was a preteen and even till now and the rare times that any feeling comes up it disappears fatser in the blink of an eye . i don't believe in happily ever afters or fairytales cause they only speak lies and sugar coat thing's with sweet nothings

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

emotionally i feel nothing absolutely nothing , even if i rarely cry i feel nothing . i am numb and empty and so broken feeling like a shattered metaphorically cut myself on the glass pieces . i am too tired for this bs

[@juni_2508]

I don't know why I still watch these. I have dealt with depression and selfharm in the past, but i can relate so deeply to these vids.

[@victoriaharner4879]

Sara de Wit same but yet I still cut

[@fredricabovril2188]

Sara de Wit I can relate deeply to this too

[@lynalyna462]

IrisBlake 79 yea me too

[@endaaaa3349]

I do not have the courage to express an opinion. I do not have the courage to commit suicide, but I try

[@trinitygolden5702]

IrisBlake 79 I feel comfort watching them

[@gacha_becky1740]

What kind of a girl are you? I'm that girl who everyone makes fun.h I'm that girl who has no friends. I'm that girl who sits in the back of the class and never raises her hands because I think that I will get the answers wrong and I will be make fun again. I'm that girl who sits in the window hoping that my parents would coem home early... I'm that girl who celebrated her 11 birthdays alone I'm that girl who waits in the door hoping that my parents would come home from work early and bring me presents for my birthdays.... But... "NO"

[@lizgruenloh8467]

gacha_ becky, Hey there... I’m the girl who always tries to be happy and kind. But, I need u to know, you are so loved!! And if you don’t believe that, look around! You are here on earth because God loves you unconditionally!! You are made for great things in life! You are strong and amazing!

[@yalinalee3553]

@@lizgruenloh8467are amazing for saying thar

[@yalinalee3553]

That

[@lizgruenloh8467]

Awww thanks so much🥺

[@yalinalee3553]

@@lizgruenloh8467 ur welcome

[@VEKProduction]

this hit me hard.

[@saigasavage5487]

You know people always view me as the strong person in my group...and yet I'm the one that is crying out for help the most

[@laylakathryn5935]

I wish I had friends

[@claytont1557]

I'm never going to meet anyone here, but I just wanted to let y'all know you're loved by someone somewhere on this planet one way or another. You will never need to feel lonely even when you do, there's someone somewhere wanting to be loved and also feels alone but you too aren't alone, there's just one other person somewhere that knows what it feels like. So just be strong, your better than the thoughts overwhelming your mind. I love you if you feel alone!.

[@Jadei74]

Sad Man thank you

[@jolivcc]

you make me cry! I really needed this,thank you so much.♡♡

[@saraserita9067]

I love you too I need that ❤️

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

even if there is someone meant for me i don't want them , the last 4 times i let these 4 guys into my life they ruined it and made me feel like absolute crap and eventually i felt nothing . i am single and better off not needing a moron screwing that up again . hmph

[@apocalypse6258]

Everyday I ask myself, "How are you able to live knowing you look like this?".

[@Ally_cb97]

I hate what I see I think everyday about the end of my life I think everyday to stop But I think everyday that I have to live again and not give up,ever.

[@xbendiistraw]

Gigi Ally those words are powerful

[@RaidenDragonClaw]

Yes live fight like hell even if it hurts

[@lizgruenloh8467]

You can do this! Fight through the dreadful voices in your head telling you to give up! Don’t let them win! Show them who you truly are! You are an amazing person who is beautiful inside and outside!!

[@alarmsquadnj]

Im lost with in myself i hate my life

[@Jadei74]

milton mejias me too but if I can do it so can you there are people in this world that you may not think miss you but when your gone they won’t know how to deal with it then they will go and then other people will miss them

[@quentinlomelino2538]

milton mejias I hate my life and myself

[@isadorad8836]

@@quentinlomelino2538 hey dude, I feel u. But you can do this okay? Do you wanna talk about it? I’m here if you need to. Please stay! you can do this :))

[@samara_s05]

When you know you’re hurting and you just want scream and cry and let it all out but you just shut up and watch in silence unable to do anything

[@thelastdaybreathinginetern1385]

I hate people look at me. I have low self esteem, and I don't even care about life... but, I'm goth and a metalhead. Which I've been into for over a decade now. It is the only thing that keeps me alive and feeling a little bit of confidence.

[@Urfav-vm4iv]

The saddest part about depression is that it is slowly killing you and you can't do anything about it because you can't find one single thing to like about yourself to stop the negative thoughts.

[@randomvibes3691]

I relate to this. Like i can’t anymore. I should just give up on life.

[@starcoyle281]

No donttttt U are beautiful even with that profile picture

[@n0elelel]

R A N D O M V I B E S i hope you’re doing better now💘

[@bogosbinted._.]

Me too lol

[@hudsonwilber6823]

i like how when i feel something small i can type in and there’s always a multi fandom about it

[@parisbeauregard984]

I know how u look in the the mirror and hate what you see😢😭😭😭Dean gets me everything I feel everything he says

[@Austin-qj2jr]

Don't give in to them Don't look at a mirror Not all mirrors are beautiful Believe me you're going to be better ♡♡♡🥺🍓🎻

[@catherine-kc5nk]

it hurts. anytime there is a mirror I can’t look.c

[@ekk1067]

I’m that girl who looks at the one girl and wishes I was her everyday thinking she can get anyone to like her instantly. I’m the girl waking up everyday crying because I hate my nose, chin, smile, teeth. I’m the girl who tries so hard to study and ends up failing and wishes I could impress my parents. I’m the girl who gets mad because I wanted one thing I loved about my face but there’s nothing.

[@Venomized-studios56]

Hi I’m sorry you feel this way and maybe you should talk to your parents about this hope your ok

[@einmaliigex3257]

The edge of seventeen💕💕💕

[@brookgaming3036]

I suffered from depression last year, i think im falling into that hole again...

[@tiredoreki]

why do i keep watching this over and over and over and feel worse every time because of how much i relate?

[@feyebenns7938]

If I could never see myself or reflection again I’d be happy for once

[@eviemaysellars]

I LOVE THIS.

[@abigailmarie8225]

this isn't something to love or at least it shouldn't be

[@Jadei74]

Abby Marie Ik right it’s ment to show pain not that being depressed is a good thing

[@hwlsgrl]

@@abigailmarie8225 she prolly just meant the edit lol not the message

[@ranialyna2893]

Stop being hopeless ! I've been insecure for a long time , i remember that i cried many times cause of the way i look + my height ! ( I'm 1,56 M ) my height isn't a big deal tho ! comparing to the time i spent hating on my face ... Then i realized that everything has beauty but not everyone can sees it , if you find yourself unattractive that's the reason people find you ugly ! if u don't love yourself and accept yourself the way you are, no one else will ! you can change things for example if u don't like you hair , teeth etc u can fix them , but some other things can not be fixed ! u need to have confidence in yourself ! without forgetting the inner beauty ! some people are attractive but they are rude , full of themselves , hurt other people etc then people will automatically hate them ! and their beauty won't be worthy ! at the end , just realise everyone is beautiful by his own way ❤

[@sinalina5882]

This. Is. A. Masterpiece

[@justme3891]

I feel like everyone is going through some type of thing like me but I’m just the pathetic stupid one who can’t control their feelings

[@andrewpena3267]

Just Me same

[@ioanna8661]

I am crying right now..

[@jakieboi0216]

"What if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all forever" It works. I've tried it and it works. Its hard for me to feel bad anymore. As close as I get is hating myself but that's 24/7. The only way to make it stop is to go to sleep, but it doesn't last long, which makes it harder to want to go to sleep because time goes by faster and before you know it, it's another day you have to live through.

[@celesteodair1834]

this is just perfect, amazing, so emotional and really really realy beautiful

[@jonpowell4246]

Sometimes it's just too hard to push it from your system but too painful to keep inside.

[@avuoya]

Hey bubs 🥺 no matter what all of you guys are so gorgeous ! Looks don’t matter what matters the mosts is about your personality! And your heart !

[@maggieluck574]

This is honestly amazing and beautiful, left me in tears. (Side note anyone know where the first voice audio was from, I looked it up and couldn't find it, even though it's probably obvious)

[@levelen]

The United States of Leland

[@maggieluck574]

Elena Levakova thank you!!

[@Arina_Wet]

Боже мой ! Это шедевр . Вначале смотрела без субтитров и еле могла все перевести , но потом увидела , что вы русский человек , и ,госпади, это все моё внутреннее состояние сейчас. Это лучшее , что я видела за последнее время. Смотрела "Сверхъестественное" , но до серии , где говорится про зеркало, не смотрела. Слова Дина прям в точку. И бегун в конце. Просто шикарно.

[@levelen]

Спасибо большое)

[@indie3042]

I hate depression and anxiety. I don’t want to have this. I don’t wanna feel like this.

[@xoxogossipgirl9706]

I'm so used to putting a fake smile that now even when I here a bad news a first smile then I process that I'm not supposed to

[@infelixlidarwa]

This is so beautiful , these quotes describe me in every way

[@starcoyle281]

U ARE beautiful!!!!!!! Even if u THINKur not then just be yourself all the time People are gonna judge u either way U ARE BEITIFUL I CAN TELLLLL

[@nikkaangelamariano778]

Every line in this video is so deep and so true.

[@apelkacollections8771]

They say who do you love:i tell i like everyone.but i never say how i hate myself .

[@abigailrawlings8976]

I can’t do this anymore... I don’t know how to carry on

[@nihadelokmane718]

I just wish to look at myself in the mirror and smile at how beautiful I look

[@chicagogalaxy670]

I swear the mirror can be my worst enemy

[@bellqueen]

Леночка, боже, браво! Потрясающе, как и всегда. Столько эмоций и впечатлений от просмотра этого видео. Все до мельчайших деталей шикарно. Тоже, кстати, хотела сделать что-то с этой песней, рада увидеть ее в твоим видео. ❤

[@levelen]

Спасибо) Вижу твой приятный комментарий и знаю, что не зря старалась ♥

[@kiana7007]

it’s sad constantly looking in the mirror hating what you see. wishing you looked like the other girls. lmao.

[@_.a.amina_.456]

kiki it sucks😕

[@assiaelmohib3141]

Hit me hard 😔

[@viandhiaa820]

I have a feeling no matter what I say nobody will ever understand what I'm going through and it's killing me the way I have to deal with everything by my own

[@assiaelmohib3141]

Dont Worry army 😢💜 , you're not alone cuz you've bts and armys beside u

[@sussybaka8064]

Since I was 11 I feel like I'm in the ocean and it just getting darker every day and people I meet always pull me out and throw me deeper

[@morganwebb3228]

this was gorgeous holy shit. amazing 💕

[@SA-yw5uw]

“It’s not about how you look it’s about who you are as a person that matter” please don’t ever say that to me, that makes me feel worse about myself. That makes me feel uglier than I already do. “Would you rather people call you ugly” no I’d rather people not say anything about my appearance

[@iicherryyxblossommii8858]

U now ur really depressed when ur heart literally feels like it dropped or there’s just a hole in ur body we’re ur hear used to be

[@anastas1ja6]

Вау 😍😍😍 Shameless, how to get away with murder, supernatural, 13rw... I enjoy this

[@Jen-wh6vh]

I'm trying... It so hard to look at yourself and see all your flaws even the ones you never notice and try to love them, It so hard to courage yourself and hate that I accept what people say, I'm just sick of it and yet here I am trying so hard to love myself, to try to be happy like I did when I was a kid :(

[@sadblood7850]

Army, bts told us to love ourselves but we can't 😢

[@chatseries3915]

I hate what i see I hate looking at myself I hate i hate...i hate myself I hate the fact that am lonely and a loser A failure Ugly Disgusting I hateee myself..i ha...HOLD UP HOLD UP HOLD UP.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH LISTEN**** Life is a gift and life is our best friend because the challenges we meet in our daily life make us stronger...why feeling bad about yourself why...why ? Are you tired...yes...we are all tired but our patience is what makes us wait ... Stop thinking...stop...just stop thinking...stop engaging your mind ...stop...just relax...take a deep breath..and say "all is well " stop thinking...just FOCUS...i dont care how many times you have failed but i wanna see your smile even in the middle of your battles...i dare you to fight and dont lose hope...

[@njville]

i hate the feeling of not wanting to be here. i feel like even more bad things are about to happen to me and im not ready for that cause I'm already getting through a lot and i got nobody who actually loves me i wish that was wrong but i got no one, people who im surrounded by wouldn't understand until it's too late

[@Venomized-studios56]

Hi I just want to say that I’m sorry for you feeling this way and I hope you are ok now and if not maybe you can try and ask someone to take you to therapy about it hope your ok

[@njville]

@@Venomized-studios56 hey thanks for this reply! i can't say I have gotten better but I've come to the point where I don't feel anything anymore. Nothing lifts me up or makes me happy. I'm just tired all the time

[@Venomized-studios56]

@@njville well again I’m sorry for you going through this but if you could and if you want to you could try therapy cause I’m no specialist in this but all I can say is I hope your ok and keep moving forward and if your really that tired you should probably take a nice long nap and if that doesn’t work and you still feel tired all the time then again i recommend therapy hope your life goes ok

[@londiwesibiya9538]

Everyone hates me, I don't blame them coz I hate myself

[@cairo7478]

Nadine is honestly a really underrated character

[@prernasinghchauchan4124]

i am so scared and that feeling never go away

[@dramasubs7232]

Can I stop everything? I just can't cry that is why i wanted to see these videos but to my shock i can't cry even now

[@dishitasharma9532]

Isn't it funny how even though everyone here feels so fucked up but some of us still try to write all those "be happy. you're loved" kinda stuff?

[@退屈だ-p8c]

Dose anyone else think to god “ why god? You wasted a perfectly good life on me? Why did you make me like this? Why did YOU make me?”

[@recklesswanderess.5741]

idk what to say i'm.... distraught. this editing is...wow. I mean... it's beautiful. wow. I'm in awe.

[@Hana-gz7bu]

This video is exactly what I feel but I don’t know who to tell or where to go because even if I try to open up to someone I feel like I’m bothering them and all they do is judge

[@manyasam918]

Hey can we talk Me going through same

[@ohioanalily]

Beautiful and bittersweet.

[@Insomniacnerd3]

This makes me feel better Becuase i finally feel like im not alone

[@bellapuga6359]

Wtf this needs more likes ! This is so good ❤️😔

[@gillevran7484]

This is the best edit I have ever seen

[@mahder7675]

This is really well made 👏🏾

[@alokbehera9861]

I am afraid of people....don't fucking know whyyy

[@diptidippi546]

Ahhhh i miss my self😔 Who was happy ..not stressed not confused just happy

[@cosmicfairy1010]

it just hurts so much

[@Isseytape]

I hate my body and weight so much...

[@elli5829]

I am loosing my whole life to depressions and other mental illnesses. Isnt it smarter to just end my life if i will loose it anyway??

[@LaughingDisciple]

It's amazing how we can relate to

[@sadblood7850]

I don't wanna fight no more ಥ_ಥ

[@hollyxoxo4577]

Hope your doing better❤️

[@njville]

i miss you

[@anabellac18]

this edit put me in my feels 🥵

[@MariaRuiz-dp4ls]

This hits hard

[@booksaesthetic5247]

I relate to Nadine so much it hurts so much

[@user-he3ss2ut1x]

i don’t even know why i care this much about how i look and how ugly i am but i do and i hate it

[@erinolivia2848]

This is so perfect wow

[@ashhh_okumura]

Why am I so ugly?...how come everyone else gets to look fucking perfect?...its not fair....i hate myself so much...there's a reason why I've never dated anyone...

[@btsstay262]

Fck. Relatable

[@elliel-w7271]

Hey love this edit what do u use to edit this really good beautiful 😍😍!!

[@alinalieksieieva]

Who give you this one dislike?IT'S SO FUCKING PERFECT

[@taylorjaster1179]

мурмур мур hey umm ik u

[@ThornyRose13]

у тебя всегда настолько эмоциональные видео, что я не могу их спокойно смотреть.всегда, когда вижу твоё новое видео, знаю, что меня накроют эмоции) в конце мне ещё вспомнилась похожая фраза из sense8, когда там говорили, чтобы перестать чувствовать, испытывать эмоции, нужно быть мёртвым

[@levelen]

Спасибо тебе большое ♥ Надеюсь дойдёт очередь до этого сериала и я его уже наконец посмотрю)

[@chaoticneutral9964]

Я плакал. Какую же огромную работу вы проделали. Как идеально подобраны фрагменты. Как вы это делаете?

[@levelen]

Спасибо) Просто все идет от души

[@endaaaa3349]

I do not have the courage to express an opinion. I do not have the courage to commit suicide, but I try

[@m.tokensandshinobi5496]

Great video..... so emotional

[@luffy3257]

господи, это прекрасно

[@ThePersik28]

как всегда на высоте) видео со смыслом, жаль, что грустное, но я такие люблю

[@levelen]

спасибо)

[@xenonvex9952]

...... Empty inside Thanx for making this

[@мишкагаммикороче]

как всегда прекрасно~~

[@hastingsanatomy]

i love this

[@lost729]

Well I guess numbness is like an easy escape I been numb most my life... And just when I let someone in I got hurt and so afraid to let those walls down all the way again

[@hollyxoxo4577]

You don't know pain until you start praying god to heal your heart.

[@bianca28928]

Hey just want to say that I've been binge watching your vids and you're so talented !!!! I love this :) And I also noticed that you made an edit for the movie "Before We Met" which I'm also in love with. Just wanted to know if there was any way you had a download link for it, cuz I also loved the movie and would like to edit to it too ^-^ sorry for the long comment btw

[@levelen]

looking for torrents, there everything should be

[@Liloccolem]

something is in my eyes i was not crying

[@maykwl7719]

I feel like a part of me want to die And this part is just getting bigger every moment

[@stacymies9281]

This is the way i feel but no one knows it because i am good at acting but inside im dying from no one noticing and from my self hate

[@DeadpoolGames19]

I have this constant fear. All these demons. They tell me that I don't matter that I'm not ever gonna get better. To quote Dean Winchester. You know when you look in the mirror and hate what you see. That's how I feel. I hate who I am. I wish just could feel numb. I'm not good enough

[@zoyarenee5862]

This is beautiful