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xShadowBanshee

xShadowBanshee

7 жыл бұрын

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@abigailm1021
@abigailm1021 7 жыл бұрын
So beautifully sad.. You found the perfect way to show emotion. I felt so sad, just by watching their facial expressions.. You are so talented, keep going! 💎💐
@xShadowBanshee
@xShadowBanshee 7 жыл бұрын
Abigail M thank you so much :)
@abigailm1021
@abigailm1021 7 жыл бұрын
💓❤💐 .. I'm still watching it. 😂💎 it inspires me just so much.. doesn't matter how many times I watched it, it gives me chills. ✨
@WasSqaureheaded
@WasSqaureheaded 6 жыл бұрын
Abigail M ur video breaks my leftover heart
@evelynlchacon
@evelynlchacon 5 жыл бұрын
xShadowBanshee I love this. This is my mood for idk how long. There actions and expressions are so touching. Keep doing songs and videos like this. They are amazing 😭😭😭❤️
@kaitsbaby3372
@kaitsbaby3372 5 жыл бұрын
Abigail M Lmmllz. M
@minimoadventures
@minimoadventures 5 жыл бұрын
Nf, teen wolf, if i stay, 13 reasons, pll, riverdale, omgsh all my faves in ome video. Love it love it!!
@mosiacsoml
@mosiacsoml 5 жыл бұрын
What to do when your sad?? Just wAtcH aLL oF tHEsE aT 3 aM
@Yanchik-boba
@Yanchik-boba 4 жыл бұрын
I watching all of these video becoz i have problems with my life. And i every time sad but my perents don't care about it
@paulalaats1546
@paulalaats1546 4 жыл бұрын
It's actully 2.21
@shantanooborkar7067
@shantanooborkar7067 4 жыл бұрын
@@Yanchik-boba No one ever will. Even your parents won't even think about it.so pls. try to focus on solutions.warrying won't change anything.you will always have to fight alone like a lone wolf. And the one who fights alone is the strongest person ever.
@soniagnanakuru
@soniagnanakuru 4 жыл бұрын
Literally me right now buts is only 11:40 🤪
@salihkhan5941
@salihkhan5941 4 жыл бұрын
@3am haunting hour😉witching hour
@duhh_itz_mehh13hi78
@duhh_itz_mehh13hi78 6 жыл бұрын
I don't even cry when I watch these, where are my feelings??
@cairo7478
@cairo7478 6 жыл бұрын
Duhh_itz_mehh13 Hi Same. I feel like I don’t care about anything for the most part.
@jm4bz896
@jm4bz896 6 жыл бұрын
same,i'm starting to think that i'm a block of ice :D
@pansyplata9829
@pansyplata9829 5 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@kaylaendrand7385
@kaylaendrand7385 5 жыл бұрын
I feel empty. I no longer feel things and I don't care anymore... I feel like I need some help but I don't want to. That is signs of depression but I know I'm fine. It's just a feeling so yeah we all feel something so it's ok.
@augustinegayen50
@augustinegayen50 5 жыл бұрын
It still hurts but the tears are fading
@2801km
@2801km 4 жыл бұрын
how to know if you're getting bad? it's the moment when you watch this kind of videos everyday everynight.
@fefahibs
@fefahibs 3 жыл бұрын
i’m not okay, it hits so different
@Lyricgirl
@Lyricgirl 6 жыл бұрын
I remember when I used to watch almost all the multifandom. Crying myself to sleep. Anxiety & stress were my companion. The multifandoms were the only thing that could made me feel better. But it didnt heal me. The depression kept growing. One day I got tired of everything wanted just to disappeared from this world. I shouted and cried and ask if there was a God... if Jesus watched me. I told him i would give him one chance to do something in my life. He did. he changed my life in a very beautiful way.
@Lyricgirl
@Lyricgirl 6 жыл бұрын
😊
@laibashahzad8614
@laibashahzad8614 4 жыл бұрын
Can I meet him too ?
@meetkaur8221
@meetkaur8221 3 жыл бұрын
@@laibashahzad8614 i hope u meet him and i meet him too😞
@doyouknowannyeonghaseyo9455
@doyouknowannyeonghaseyo9455 6 жыл бұрын
Well let me tell you my story.. About the People who broke my heart. My parents.A few days ago my dad said he Always remembers his promises.But he is a liar.I can still remember when he traveled to another country and i asked him to buy me a doll and he said he promises and he wont forget..But he did.10 years ago..He abused me when he came back.Mentally.He would sometimes beat me up too. I remember that i couldnt do sports at school because People would see bruises all over my legs and arms. He is a big liar.Few days ago he said he can't remember when was the last time he grounded me for something..Well i feel like i was grounded my whole life..10 minutes ago we were laughing together as a family..Tears were about to come out of my eyes as suddenly one thought came up to my mind as i saw my family happy..that stupid doll and a scene where he grabbed my hair and slapped me..10 years ago.Why am i the only one who remembers???why doesnt he care? Why DIDN'T he care???Why are my memories torturing me so much?Its so sad that i saw my family laughing together without worrying about little things Like i do. You probbably think what is so special about a freaking doll.Well i wanted it for 2 Reasons. first one is bc all my friends had it back then.second is because it would be a sign that he cares. Yes, i am emotionally fucked up..i guess loving dozens of People was coping mechanism for not having anyone to love me in return..My biggest fear is that my future children might be listening to sad songs and crying to themselves at night without me knowing..Thank you for taking time to read this
@tamaradimarco878
@tamaradimarco878 6 жыл бұрын
Hey, I read the whole thing and I feel so sorry for you. I've been lucky and I've been blessed with two amazing parents, so sorry, I can't really understand what you are going through and I don't even know you, but I PROMISE you that there is going to be someone that will love you. Just trust me, alright? There is ALWAYS someone. If you ever need to speak to someone, I'm here. You can send me an email at tamara.dimarco01@gmail.com if you want or need to. Stay strong, because you are :)
@theaoppel1955
@theaoppel1955 5 жыл бұрын
Hey, I might be a little late with this reply but I just wanted to say sorry for what you have been through and Thank you for holding on to the hopes that it will get better. That really inspires me to see people be this strong and not break,maby you think you are broken, but to those who are going through the same , you look like a beacon of hope, a hero, a warrior... A friend.
@baranbahari1441
@baranbahari1441 5 жыл бұрын
I am so so sorry for everything. I wish I was next to you and I could hug you as tight as possible.
@Bambieyes22
@Bambieyes22 4 жыл бұрын
Do you know annyeonghaseyo? Hope you are okay💛
@joannohalloran6614
@joannohalloran6614 4 жыл бұрын
@@tamaradimarco878 your so kind. Stay safe from cova 19
@alipoon1235
@alipoon1235 6 жыл бұрын
Yes an NF goes gooood with this!!!!
@staz_morton
@staz_morton 4 жыл бұрын
Shows: 13 reasons why, shadow hunters, teen wolf, pretty little liars, if I stay and riverdale (don’t know the others) Sure this is great for being sad at 3am but to all the people saying “I don’t even cry watching this stuff anymore.” So what? It doesn’t make you broken or numb. Everything effects people differently. Sometimes crying it out just makes you feel like shit. Go do something that’ll make you smile. Whatever’s going on, I promise it’ll get better and you’ll be okay❤️
@constanzamontero7981
@constanzamontero7981 5 жыл бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="116">1:56</a> Curious fact KJ apa broke his arm recording the scene
@chloewood5585
@chloewood5585 5 жыл бұрын
He broke his hand and nuckle bones x
@wilder-girls7694
@wilder-girls7694 7 жыл бұрын
Oh my god, this made me feel so much. The Riverdale part was so sad and beautiful, you made it so much more beautiful where it really hit you, what the characters were feeling. This no doubt the best video I've ever seen
@e.iglesias4880
@e.iglesias4880 6 жыл бұрын
Love is overrated😔🖤 it’s just a word, that can make you feel so special one day. Then one day it makes you feel like your worth nothing, like your a nobody. Someone tells you they love you and that they will never hurt you, but if that was true we wouldn’t be here. Love brings nothing but pain and tears💧love makes you question your entire existence. I sold my heart to someone before, and he broke it to pieces. Now every guy I let into my life has to deal with my damaged messed up heart💔🖤 I try so hard to act happy and sometimes I believe that I am, but that’s just another lie.
@samirahali5794
@samirahali5794 6 жыл бұрын
Kylie Productions i hope that u get back ur happiness which this guy stole from u
@taehyungswifeu1328
@taehyungswifeu1328 6 жыл бұрын
Kylie The Robot love is a lie indeed, the only reason why we are getting married or fall in love is because we’re scared to be lonely... says my mind But love exists when someone loves you for who you’re and is not trying to change you .somewhere your other half is waiting for you !!! ... says my heart Give the person a chance in the end he or she will be either a blessing or a lesson . K bye 👋
@najisibai2909
@najisibai2909 6 жыл бұрын
Well let me tell you something, love is actually something. Love is more than a word but sadly there will always be ups and downs in life. Maybe one day you'll find ur soulmate
@HarryPotterFan-op8hy
@HarryPotterFan-op8hy 6 жыл бұрын
Love is MORE pain than anything in the world but without love everything would be heartless. It will hurt but sometimes it will save you from doing stupid things.
@thegirl6211
@thegirl6211 5 жыл бұрын
Îmi pare foarte rău dar am aceasi senzatie imposibila
@jkl1194
@jkl1194 5 жыл бұрын
Love is just a drug, we get addicted to it, but we always get hurt by it in the end
@LH-hy3zk
@LH-hy3zk 5 жыл бұрын
I forgot what it’s like to be happy I’m just numb ya I laugh and smile but it’s fake has been for the last 4 years and nobody noticed maybe that’s just life idk
@victoriagrimes9375
@victoriagrimes9375 7 жыл бұрын
I'm in tears on how beautiful this is
@birdtabloid1704
@birdtabloid1704 5 жыл бұрын
I can't cry anymore
@ellawilson1417
@ellawilson1417 7 жыл бұрын
this is one of the most emotional videos i have came across, and one of the best. great work!
@larajazminbenitezmartinez5475
@larajazminbenitezmartinez5475 7 жыл бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="2">0:02</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="10">00:10</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="37">0:37</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="59">0:59</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="87">1:27</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="168">2:48</a> Teen Wolf <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="4">0:04</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="23">0:23</a> ShadowHunters <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="15">0:15</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="19">0:19</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="57">0:57</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="91">1:31</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="194">3:14</a> 13 Reasons Why <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="29">0:29</a> Skam <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="42">0:42</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="45">0:45</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="64">1:04</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="72">1:12</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="157">2:37</a>(?) <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="53">0:53</a> Pretty Little Liars(? <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="68">1:08</a> Girl Meets World <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="83">1:23</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="95">1:35</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="163">2:43</a>,<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="185">3:05</a> Riverdale <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="85">1:25</a> Shameless us <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="162">2:42</a> Maze Ruuner or Teen Wolf <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="180">3:00</a> Reign
@gabisaurette8301
@gabisaurette8301 6 жыл бұрын
You forgot If I stay
@alliedelong8498
@alliedelong8498 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@lizoveto4kaa672
@lizoveto4kaa672 6 жыл бұрын
gofuck yourself see my clip pls
@lizoveto4kaa672
@lizoveto4kaa672 6 жыл бұрын
Crybaby gabi see my clip pls
@lizoveto4kaa672
@lizoveto4kaa672 6 жыл бұрын
Sonsie Khatri see my clip pls
@bryansides8044
@bryansides8044 4 жыл бұрын
Incredible. I've never heard this song before... but after so many years of loss I know the feeling completely. Thank you.
@user-lilkennedyIAK
@user-lilkennedyIAK 4 жыл бұрын
Bryan Sides if u haven’t already checkout the artist of the song, NF. I bet you’ll be able to relate to a lot of his other songs! ☺️
@bryansides8044
@bryansides8044 4 жыл бұрын
@@user-lilkennedyIAK I have been.... love them.
@user-lilkennedyIAK
@user-lilkennedyIAK 4 жыл бұрын
Bryan Sides good !☺️ I hope you’ve been enjoying them!..... shoot... I dropped my Takis all over my carpet 😅
@joytfw
@joytfw 7 жыл бұрын
Thank God there was effy, freaking love her
@ariacomfy
@ariacomfy 5 жыл бұрын
wtf how have u managed to include the majority of my favourite shows even though half of them are completely different to eachother and are unusual, now that is talent
@Hory126
@Hory126 6 жыл бұрын
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@tinycooki3922
@tinycooki3922 6 жыл бұрын
Hory火影 who is this by? i cant find it
@Readytogohome
@Readytogohome 6 жыл бұрын
Tinycooki3 it's by NF
@beyza-md8id
@beyza-md8id 5 жыл бұрын
Tinycooki3 NF
@raynoraynov5651
@raynoraynov5651 5 жыл бұрын
When I did become so numb? I've always been numb, more or less... :(
@joannohalloran6614
@joannohalloran6614 4 жыл бұрын
Thankyou
@ingipad1
@ingipad1 4 жыл бұрын
i no longer i cry, and i no longer feel things. my parnents think its because i sleep so little and eat less food than before. but they got no clue. even tho they sent me to the doctor, the doctor dont help at all. i am so numb everyday, i have no mottivation and ni longer care about anything. i may smile sometimes but its rare. my life is just a struggle everyday, and the people i once loved are like ghosts to me. at the end of the day i just feel like giving up
@shelbyryder1791
@shelbyryder1791 6 жыл бұрын
The dramatics of this is completely how feel when I’m depressed
@DiariesOfTheLiarsWolf
@DiariesOfTheLiarsWolf 7 жыл бұрын
Amaaazing
@SpiritAvaOfhisnoblesoul
@SpiritAvaOfhisnoblesoul 6 жыл бұрын
Wow! There are no words to describe this!!! ITS AMAZING!!
@fateedits7097
@fateedits7097 5 жыл бұрын
There is always this time when we don't know who we are and try so hard to find ourselves that we gave up.. But all I want to say is that there is still hope..
@akaashikeji2227
@akaashikeji2227 5 жыл бұрын
U are right there's still hope but some peoples are too blind to see it .
@m_erica355
@m_erica355 6 жыл бұрын
This is so amazing but so sad. The fact that I watch all of these shows/movies makes it sadder bc I know where all the characters are coming from. Keep editing bc you made me feel moved and I bet you can do it with other ppl too
@jimbodore
@jimbodore 5 жыл бұрын
my heart is broken 💔
@attenceline2659
@attenceline2659 7 жыл бұрын
Amazing work!!!❤
@karolynaperez7843
@karolynaperez7843 7 жыл бұрын
this is amazing!
@calyssacayenne2470
@calyssacayenne2470 5 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful
@Florencehehe_march
@Florencehehe_march 6 жыл бұрын
Amazing,this is beautiful wou
@SparksOfHeaven
@SparksOfHeaven 7 жыл бұрын
Awwwn how could you do this to me ? this is beautiful & yeah you added the scene with mary i sended ♥
@xShadowBanshee
@xShadowBanshee 7 жыл бұрын
SparksOfHeaven thank you ❤ yea I thought it fits the faster "angry " music part very well :)
@leonardog.k.anzoategui1586
@leonardog.k.anzoategui1586 5 жыл бұрын
This is so freakin perfect! Blood Tears omg
@fedouadouda7479
@fedouadouda7479 6 жыл бұрын
I reaaally reaallly love it
@dmciak6807
@dmciak6807 5 жыл бұрын
Amazing!!!💓
@Yumi-yo1pc
@Yumi-yo1pc 6 жыл бұрын
Very beautiful and soulful video, to shivers, I'm crying ...
@mariehebert9177
@mariehebert9177 6 жыл бұрын
just perfect
@ceryscarter2062
@ceryscarter2062 5 жыл бұрын
Ive cried myself to sleep for so many nights i dont think i can cry anymore
@countrycutiexo
@countrycutiexo 6 жыл бұрын
soooo beautiful hun xox
@Tokerpoker
@Tokerpoker 6 жыл бұрын
*sees Charlie on thumbnail* *Instantly clicks on the video*
@mszootek1183
@mszootek1183 7 жыл бұрын
amazing
@poisonedfantasy6388
@poisonedfantasy6388 7 жыл бұрын
Very sad amazing video! You have a lot of skills!!
@kaita.3382
@kaita.3382 7 жыл бұрын
OMM this was incredible So beautifully sad but I love it 👍👍👍👍❤️
@melanieschwerdt1088
@melanieschwerdt1088 5 жыл бұрын
This Beautyfull ♥
@rawanchahine1454
@rawanchahine1454 6 жыл бұрын
This actually made me cry
@muhammedadel7766
@muhammedadel7766 5 жыл бұрын
I love it❤
@susannahpearce616
@susannahpearce616 5 жыл бұрын
Amazing work
@angelicasiafa
@angelicasiafa 7 жыл бұрын
i loved this video... so perfect...sad...
@daisydolan9886
@daisydolan9886 6 жыл бұрын
Love it
@lvlymint28
@lvlymint28 7 жыл бұрын
oh, sweety, it`s so-o-o sad, perfect. i loved this video, theank you.
@paulinecormary3375
@paulinecormary3375 7 жыл бұрын
Wow, the chills ... 😢
@angieplumb1436
@angieplumb1436 7 жыл бұрын
I love this video even tho I only knew riverdale, 13 reasons why, girl meets world and shadow hunters
@anonymoussongs852
@anonymoussongs852 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t really cry anymore and I so desperately want to
@Gina-nz8je
@Gina-nz8je 4 жыл бұрын
In school I fail everything and my family and thinks something is wrong with me. They say I cause problems and stuff , and that I stress them out :) my family does love me I think but like they say stuff that make me wanna go on KZbin and just hear sad songs and cry :D
@pannasalamon3309
@pannasalamon3309 6 жыл бұрын
WHY AM I FEELING SO MUCH PAIN?
@ale_shorty16
@ale_shorty16 5 жыл бұрын
I cried!😭
@althiary4158
@althiary4158 7 жыл бұрын
Beautiful Hunny
@charlottehaddad6643
@charlottehaddad6643 6 жыл бұрын
The song is really relatable...
@harpergrey824
@harpergrey824 6 жыл бұрын
I am happy that Riverdale is here and I’m crying so much now but I don’t know why 😭😭😭😭
@ilaydaile
@ilaydaile 6 жыл бұрын
wow u make amazing videos
@kissmrule
@kissmrule 7 жыл бұрын
I so love this video it so cool and sweet
@faxu_curb9952
@faxu_curb9952 4 жыл бұрын
I feel lonely even being surrounded by people
@evelynlchacon
@evelynlchacon 5 жыл бұрын
😭😭🤩❤️❤️❤️❤️I love it
@denisse4648
@denisse4648 5 жыл бұрын
I used to cry when I watched these. I don't know why I'm not crying. I want to yell and cry but I just can't.
@watermelonfelon2777
@watermelonfelon2777 5 жыл бұрын
I try to feel, but I find myself at the beginning and it's like I never started.
@priyankasigdel4398
@priyankasigdel4398 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so confused with my own life I even don't know why I'm sad Why icant sleep at night ??Why ??? I want to be happy plz jesus i want to be happy plz help me I literally feel so alone Im so dead. Plz god help me I want to be happy which i cant i look at mirror and smile though i have so much pain
@zoegoodell1070
@zoegoodell1070 5 жыл бұрын
I feel things will get better
@JM-dd6bs
@JM-dd6bs 6 жыл бұрын
I barely comment on KZbin but goddamn this is really really nice
@impression1060
@impression1060 6 жыл бұрын
I love this song ugh. Is very sad so cry..
@samyrasilva2229
@samyrasilva2229 2 жыл бұрын
Maravilhoso
@emilyrutherford35
@emilyrutherford35 7 жыл бұрын
This video was exceptionally amazing! I do wish you had put Ian in it but Fiona was in there so that makes up for it!
@a.kid.frim.saturn
@a.kid.frim.saturn 7 жыл бұрын
i SWEAR,IF GOTHAM WAS IN THIS VIDEO I THINK I WOULD PASS OUT EVERYTHING I LOVE OMG
@Itskcdiaries
@Itskcdiaries 2 жыл бұрын
Stiles break my heart every time he cry I love stiles
@aleks23trade
@aleks23trade 5 жыл бұрын
I just watch these video to finally feel something...
@fadedqueen3847
@fadedqueen3847 6 жыл бұрын
Yep i cried..
@loveberg3279
@loveberg3279 6 жыл бұрын
chorei muito 💙💙
@richardelielsilvadosreissi3450
@richardelielsilvadosreissi3450 5 жыл бұрын
Eu me segurei !
@Emma-337
@Emma-337 6 жыл бұрын
nice job
@okurkajungbauerova126
@okurkajungbauerova126 4 жыл бұрын
i relate to this one so much sadly..
@Grace-xl7el
@Grace-xl7el 4 жыл бұрын
It’s like I’m void of anything and everything to the point where I wonder if I’m actually depressed. I can’t feel anything. I’m not okay. What’s wrong with me?
@danasiaj2853
@danasiaj2853 7 жыл бұрын
Allison and Mary made me cry soo hard!
@kaliyahumphrey2822
@kaliyahumphrey2822 3 жыл бұрын
I’m numb to any feeling I have.
@bellaa9889
@bellaa9889 6 жыл бұрын
AHHH AHH AHHH IM SCREAMING SHADOWHUNTERSS😂
@fahrajabami94
@fahrajabami94 6 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful :'c that's really amazing,no words :c
@asianmafia5062
@asianmafia5062 7 жыл бұрын
I'm crying :/ :(
@bbrrrr6736
@bbrrrr6736 4 жыл бұрын
No one here knows me so Ima let my walls down to the world as I type here unknown. I spend my life doing my best to make others smile, laugh, even if it costs me to look completely dumb, or weird. I will listen to anyone, anything, even people that’s abused me, touched me, broken me over my years. I one day felt so much pain, so much, to the point I felt nothing at all. Each and everyday I think of something that could maybe take away my pain...take away my life..I don’t care to live, I only live for the ones I love..I don’t hate myself but what I want in life, can’t and won’t happen. Not in this life. I feel too much, but I can’t express it. When I try, I show it in all the wrong ways..I show so much emotion on my surface, but never pinpoint or tell what it is. I’ve felt numb since I was a child..I opened my heart up to someone, and it was the worst mistake I could’ve made. I don’t hate myself, I love who I am, but I hate what I tend to feel. I’m alone, but I love being alone. I see others be able to come to me for comfort with anything and everything they need or want from me, but when I realize it...I can’t do the same with any of them. I grab pieces of paper, a pencil...and then I go blank..I can’t draw an image, I can’t describe what I’m feeling. I kept so much trauma in from my childhood..from the teenage years..I stayed silent but spoke on everything that never mattered..to the point now, nothing will listen..or people are so hurt they don’t care to. I’m lost, but I’m finding myself. The one thing that keeps me alive, gets farther from me through the days. I feel everything, the slightest touch, voice, thoughts, and intentions of others. I see things before they happen, sense things before they are shown..and I’m too aware of the world around me, almost as if it’s inhuman of me. Seeing my loved ones smile, laugh, and be free to be who they are without the slightest judgement keeps me living, it’s my drug..the pain used to remind me I’m alive..but now I have been numb. Let me go back to smiling, laughing, and dancing my pain away, as I let my walls down on this one post, I love you all. Don’t shut yourself off..cause you may never be able to feel a thing again..XOXO
@lias_ilomilo
@lias_ilomilo 5 жыл бұрын
Really beautiful, all sad emotions catched. It's damn good. I have a question, how did you get the audio darker? With what program?
@Bepo_green
@Bepo_green 6 жыл бұрын
I'm happy
@sunflower3020
@sunflower3020 3 жыл бұрын
This .. omg .. I ... omg ... why ? Why can't I not be so numb
@Yahyayahya-vw7cc
@Yahyayahya-vw7cc 3 жыл бұрын
I'm destructed I'm completely destructed
@luthi1088
@luthi1088 4 жыл бұрын
REING ♥
@verawermink5494
@verawermink5494 6 жыл бұрын
OMG this is the exact multifandom I have ( you only forgot to at: Once Upon A Time )
@jimbodore
@jimbodore 5 жыл бұрын
Ahh ❤️
@loserkendall
@loserkendall 5 жыл бұрын
You know you made a good sad edit if it has a viewer discretion warning
@sweetheart7877
@sweetheart7877 6 жыл бұрын
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="162">2:42</a> omg my maze runner i'm crying
@ahuman1017
@ahuman1017 3 жыл бұрын
MARY 🥺💔 Reign really broke me
@taehyungswifeu1328
@taehyungswifeu1328 6 жыл бұрын
NF music made the video a million times more beautiful 💓you got good taste in music 🎶 like
@jessie_4921
@jessie_4921 3 жыл бұрын
13 reasons why killed me in here
@cjmusic265
@cjmusic265 4 жыл бұрын
no one can feel like me I feel like lose myself but I went to be happy in my life maybe I will not be happy
@AT-ed3jn
@AT-ed3jn 4 жыл бұрын
There is no love in the world I know everybody who I meet will always hate me so I embrace that and try to push everyone away but there some people who stay by my side but I hide by a faced that I’m happy but I can’t fell anymore