I'm sorry, but I can't speak Japanese, so I'll use English instead. Your life, born and lived once with blessings, is more brilliant and noble than anything else. Life can't always be happy and can't always be good. The faster you go up, the more scary you look down. However, it is less scary if you go up slowly while adjusting. Life is so, so don't forget that the tragedy you're going through is a growth plate. If you endure it, you will become a more mature person. Always be strong.