My Addction Story | Unilad

[@kurtjohnson5084]

Pat always looks strung out. Shocking when he says he has 14 years. Dude looks ate up

[@spencerscott9935]

bro i was thinking the same shit! like your genes cannot be that fucked that you look like you got clean 14 mins ago and you only just basically went through a Faze is what my family woulda called that lol, what 4 years off and on? but hey if he’s being truthful then good for him! i’m only clean off opiates bc of methadone and i turned 31 on nov 4th and have 7 months so far but dude i’m talkin just 4 weeks of being on mdone i look like a damn model lol, but i luckily never became a iv user all my buddys once they hit the needle their looks faded quick fast but dude this fent just from smokin it off and on started making me look wild, mainly bc i wasn’t sleepin a lot when i ld fuck with fent , finally had to start get xanax to sleep for 5 hours for work the next day, by the grace of god i still got up these past 10 years in pretty active addiction thru most of of those and went to work, i guess it helped me having a legitimate prescription for it since 2019 after getting shot but whew it’s been exhausting

[@businessofrhythm2315]

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[@theseshisneverover6472]

My respect level for Veronica went up a bit just now. I didn’t know their history & now seeing she’s been there through thick and thin, her attitude and the way they are is understandable x

[@weatherfordja]

"Freedom is just another word for 'nothing left to lose.'" That's solid.

[@JenniferKress-fo9bk]

I think you and Veronica are absolute gems!! Keep doing what your doing❤❤we love you,Veronica, and Wolfe❤❤❤

[@jasonhicks7920]

Ur a lucky man to have someone stand by you through it all.Props big man keep doing it right

[@YoMama9021]

I thought Patrick was in his mid forties. Crazy to hear he’s only 37-38.

[@josephmccauley368]

Man.... I would absolutely love to give you the best haircut you've ever had in your life. I replaced getting high with doing what I can to become the world's best barber. I get to wear every single hat I've ever wanted to behind the barber's chair. Therapist, mentor, financial advisor, teacher, tutor, inspiration, as well as student, patient, mentee...I absolutely love what I do and I wouldn't be able to do it if I was still throwing my life away. When I learned the kind of impact a barber can have on someone's life, I knew it was for me. I said all that to say that if you ever wanna link up and get a badass cut just lemme know and I'll find my way to wherever you're at.

[@brandonelmer644]

U are so inspiring to everyone who has the pleasure of watching this! I'm one of the struggling, but I kno my higher power will see me through. Thank u so very much 🥹

[@GRUBB-MUDD]

i want to do a colab w you bro, i had over 100 overdoses and now im clean. i started a concrete company, got sober and started a youtube channel all in the same year. 2 years ago. now i have 11k on both tictok and youtube

[@rojamillerover]

Well done

[@jcoxy1057]

I really respect the heck out of you as a human. Really amazing what you have done with your life and now you’re giving back. Truly amazing. God bless

[@natalielawrence8809]

Loved this interview. It is nothing short of adorable seeing older footage of you & V. You have been through so much together- and it's only love that can carry a couple through such intense and crazy times. This was really inspiring 💘

[@freebehindbars8654]

The new footage of her with other men brings you back down to earth. She’s wreck his confidence with every stroke of the 🍆’s, with an S.

[@natalielawrence8809]

@@freebehindbars8654 what new footage of her with other guys? Just curious...

[@freebehindbars8654]

@@natalielawrence8809 Have you not watched them? It’s been a topic of discussion often. The footage comment was joking about the situation.

[@MadNlGER]

Interview 🤣 more like monologue

[@MadNlGER]

Interview 🤣 more like monologue

[@elizabethkolar2289]

Love how you snuck in a line from Janis Joplin's Bobby McGee. 'Freedom's just another word for nothin left to lose.'

[@dababie7222]

Hyper crush was not close to being a household name lmfao

[@yoitsmattrosario]

What interview is this? It's not on unilads youtube or able to be found through Google. Did you fake a unilad interview that nobody asked for?

[@zachpepper3530]

Yes he did faked being sober also, also faked owning starting sober living that his dad owns and bought his house for him he's a trust fund kid from a construction family

[@michaelguy3949]

Nice to here the origins of your story mate love the content appreciate it

[@LyndonArnold-z9o]

Im 22 years old and got sober at 20, thank you for sharing this and thank you for what you do for people like us.

[@yungsorrow7145]

I'm 22 went to my first rehab at 20 at my 2nd rehab right now I'm 9 months into a 14 month program I feel like I've got this and seeing this dude do what he does gives me an inspiration to keep going

[@michymc.2078]

🙏🙏💯💯💯

[@MENTION-IT-ALL]

He's got an amazing channel on YT and a sober living called Graceland. Keep up the clean living formyourself, you're worth it.

[@squidgizzard]

i got sober around the same time as you, the path of addiction always ends in disaster we just cannot see it until it happens infront of us. so upsetting I had to go through so much pain which bleeds over to this day because of something i was so blind to.

[@yungsorrow7145]

@@squidgizzard man I've been in a program for 9 months had 5 months the longest I've ever been sober then threw it away been sober about 4 months now it's not about the fall it's about how you get up

[@2ofUs23]

I love what yalls rehab is about I've been sober for 15 plus years, I really desperately wish my daughter would I'm terrified I'm gonna loose her to fetinale if we had the money I would 100% send her there ,thank yall for sharing your life an stories

[@mattphat23]

very inspiring! Great what you're doing!

[@GIXXRBRAH750]

Your addiction phase was like this mine was a crazy ride I was in icu 35 times for overdosing 2x in ICU my GSC level was 7 I was on tubes and I still didn’t learn my lesson I will be almost 3 years sober when my son turns 2 He was my gift on my 2nd year and I can’t thank my wife and father enough for everything they’ve done and supported me and not left me to rot

[@Leila-tu4wy]

16years bro n Veronika by yours side just awsome❤❤❤❤being sober rules🎉🎉🎉

[@rl4416]

now bro spends his time trying to help others ... love it ! i wish i coulda got clean at 21 , it took me alot longer .

[@tiff7880]

...but you did it!

[@gerardrobert758]

I really just realized how small of a world it really is I used to watch a sneaker review channel with Donny called solebros had no idea he was your bandmate

[@kimmyball4961]

Great story!!! 💛💛💕💕

[@tammymakin2492]

Your so blessed 'you got sober young So many end up in prison for a long time 'before adults 'so sad before the brains have finiahed developing ' Veey very blessed

[@j3viL.Official]

Bruh is it just me or does Pat look messed up in this video? I have mad respect for pat and what he does to help people I’m a recovering addict myself so I’m not judging or talking shit I’m just making a observation that I thought I saw and I thought I seen him high idk maybe he ain’t idk just looked like it to me hope all is well pat & regardless of what u do in your own personal life . thank you for what u do to help people

[@langr752]

God your story sounds so similar to mine.. i wish i would have figured it out sooner

[@rickysaucedo5002]

People are obviously gonna be negative toxic but Patrick... I feel like I caught a ride on the same boat. Im 25 years old and ive basically done enough... I respect what you do fpr people.

[@purpledragonman100]

I love you Alex, keep up the good work

[@HERETOHELPPEOPLE121]

it's tough putting ur life out there like you have i relate to so much keep up the position energy buddy 🤟🏻

[@offroadaussie]

I’m glad you’re doing well

[@craigmills6275]

I’m not hating on at all lol. But to say they were gonna be the next black eyed peas, and were almost a household name, that was insane to say lol. I grew up in the MySpace times and never once heard of hyper crush. I’m not trying to hate but to exaggerate stuff to give you more credit on the internet is insane

[@gotdrama2740]

Awesome. Keep going

[@jasonjaeger4042]

I was an opiate addict for 14yrs and benzo addict for 8. Been sober for 6yrs and got a nice house, great father to my kids....who I spoil. I had a great life. Now even though I'm sober I'm at the lowest point in my life. 10 months ago I crashed my MX bike and got a severe head injury. Lost my job because of it 2 days later. Just lost the most amazing and gorgeous girl who I truly loved (treated her like a queen). My kids rarely speak to me now (am still very good to them). Also about to lose my vehicle and probably house too. Can't even buy my kids christmas presents. Haven't relapsed, couldn't afford to if I wanted to. I don't understand why I keep failing and losing everything and everyone. And a few months before I lost my job my younger brother who I loved, admired and protected his entire life passed away. My head is just fucked and I don't see a way out. Guess I'm paying for the mistakes I made as an addict now. I give up. Idk why I wrote this, I don't want pity and I don't whine about my problems. Sorry.

[@jasonjaeger4042]

@@electralexa99 lol, thanks

[@PurpleFilthx]

How are u doing now? Hopefully better

[@renee2088]

Hey gorgeous! I miss seeing ur tictok so much but I had to remove my app because I wasn’t getting my things done! Yeah when I do things I do them to the extreme also just like u! You are such a important person to many people and have changed life’s! I miss u and wish u the best! If anyone deserves anything that’s u for all the love and support u show and give to people struggling with addiction! I look up to u so much and have such mad respect for u! Give Veronica a high five from me! Much love, Renee

[@freebehindbars8654]

Not the eyes of sobriety

[@brandondavy7901]

Thank you for your content.

[@slump_nuggie]

Ive been in and out of addiction my whole life, and right now im at rock bottom. Fentanyl addict. Wanting to end it most days. All i want is to become sober but i dont have the means to go to rehab. I need treatment badly. Last night my friend overdosed and i called the ambulance and they saved his life. Im 32 now and feel like ive wasted my life. I dont know what i can do to help myself. I feel like all hope is lost. I just want to be clean but the physical withdrawl is so hard to overcome alone. Its like even if i do get sober im so old i wouldnt be able to get a good job and start over. This will most likely kill me one day soon. Idk what to do.

[@NASkeywest]

You need to ween down and then jump on subutex and taper down. The years are only wasted if we don’t make Something good out of it

[@brucewayne6008]

Thanks for sharing…Gawd bless

[@RuffReckah7026]

You're still famous in a sense and very successful

[@heatherpatterson9246]

It’s easy to ask for help when you or your family has money…I pray everyday to die or to have the strength to stop drinking

[@cedahodges6788]

Guy is cosplaying a addict

[@klausasswab6580]

😂

[@Chris-hj2ym]

Hey thank you for your store's brother Nov 14th will be 5 years off the drugs I was never a drinker but man it does feel amazing we own are home I got married never did I think I would. Working a good job I actually like doing just wanted to say thank you brother from New Hampshire

[@PurpleFilthx]

Like Super Mario 😂💀

[@adambozentko5877]

Been there, good for you to get clean brother..!..

[@deniselangan7484]

Can any ody tell me what you think. Do recovering addicts get super passed by active userd???

[@Mike-tz4oi]

Crazy being a Rockstar and keeping it still sober and somber. Especially in theses places you were in Pat. It's called kicking it right in the face and kicking ass to do whatever needed to be done. Good for you and I don't think most could do that brother. I know I now I couldn't during my years of crazy shit. But exactly why your doing what your doing today. You made it through the storm and doing what your doing today. Godbless you. This world today needs everything your about and doing. All that but Thanks is were I'm getting at. Keep on!

[@coryferguson]

Howdy howdy. Im Cory. 23 years old. I'm a pretty good guy. I don't steal, I don't be rude to ppl, but i haven't gone a day truly sober since 16 years old. I started smoking weed at 13 years old by 15 we were drinking popping Xanax and anything else we like at the time. 16 years old we were selling weed and acid. Oml " acid let's get blasted" 19 years old. I had laid my best friend from 4 years old to 19 years 6ft down under. You would've thought that was a wake up call. No it just made drink more, smoke more, I stop popping pills by that point. 21 years old. I'm a full blown drunk and pot head. (Still haven't stolen, still treat ppl nice) 22 years old. I'm getting annoyed with life. So I go out and get a job. 23 years old. Drum roll. I'm still drunk by 7 a.m high by 7 a.m....... (I don't drink more then a 6 pack a morning then after work another 6 pack.) I'm a ranch hand. Can't find alcohol in a pasture or drugs. I love it. So I moved out of the city into my family farm. Nobody lives there but me now. I bought 80 acres so between my family farm and my own ground I run about 240 acres. 30 cows some chickens. I moved to my farm to keep my mind busy. I got a job to keep myself busy. (55,000 acres) I can't stay sober tho. I really can't and it pisses me off. I realize from 19 all the way to now. I've slowed it down but fuck I can't stay sober. Edit, also when my best friend passed away. I haven't been the same to this day. Everybody who grew up with me watch that day while touring a college my senior year of high school. Change.

[@Fightingitalian]

I would put my life up for wager , he's not 100% sober . He posts videos of himself on Suboxone, confronting people in his sober living house. This is what Suboxone does to you , the other worse sobriety medication is methadone.

[@pneuma6421]

Ignorance is bliss..

[@thehillshaveeyes2200]

That's awesome man I've got off hard drugs at 21 but because I went to prison at 20 got out been clean since but I do still drink that is my only bad habit but that's awesome brother man keep pushin

[@chasec11]

Hey Patrick if you see this I would like some help. Everything is spiraling out of control. I would like some help before it's too far gone. There's no one to ask for help over here. I don't have a vehicle anymore and no job. It's a weird place to be. But I want to be sober

[@impikini8771]

good for you man 👍

[@pistachiodisguisey911]

Is this a fake unilad interview lmfao

[@garyhost1830]

So wait. He got all his shit tattoos while he was sober?

[@PurpleFilthx]

Ya and old ah

[@NeilOldfield-r8b]

That wasnt an addiction pat you were partying in youre teens ffs

[@kelsey9618]

Hit up hell has an exit podcast

[@panam747]

Now wait a minute how does Gaga have anything to do with this? Why name drop? I think this is what we do as PEOPLE we chase things to make us more secure. "Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose" why how deep..Jesus..And he had to assces his FAME , wait who, WTF, LOL! My God ,someone got illusions of grandeur.

[@anon681]

Didn’t know your story

[@nilocyelesom451]

2 minutes in the background music is so loud can’t even hear what you’re saying - js

[@destineeb3175]

🙏🏼👏🏼🙌🏼🖤

[@Lpm920]

Janis Joplin

[@tiffanysmith1444]

6-23-15 here.

did you took methadone or subutex? (uhm in usa it must be suboxone sorry) because i take that for now at least 5 years and i was at 80mg/day and in two week in "rehab" a crazy doc gave me little by little 260mg/day in 15 days and i was fine at 80, but now i'm at 140 since two week i was at 160, and i feel i'm gonna need that all my life, i mean i ask myself the question because the pain, throwing up, and shiting myself after few hours of forgotten dose like if everyday i take at 5pm at 7pm if i didn't took it, then withdrawl symptom's really starts , and i wonder i someday i will be out of this shit, cheers from france ^^

[@monique20383]

Hi Monique here from USA, I’m 31. Now I been clean for 8 years. I started doing the oxy at 18. I have Crohn’s disease and the drs are the ones who started me on it in the hospitals and that’s when I realized I have an addictive personality. I started to do them on my own. Long story short, I got myself help. I’ve been on suboxone for about 5 years now. In the beginning I tried to do it on my own because I thought taking something else every day to not do drugs, was just as bad as doing them. I didn’t want to be dependent on another substance. I thought I was strong enough. But after a few relapses, I put myself back in detox each time and finally that last time I gave in and said to myself well I obv can’t do it on my own cuz I keep ending up here. I was sober on my own for 3-4 months at a time. I just knew ppl who had those pills and it was easy access and free for me. Anyways what I’m trying to say is, u might need to be on it for now. And it’s okay. But maybe you should start weening yourself down from the 80 mgs your taking. Talk to your dr and see if he can start tapering you down. I started w the 12 mg strips and used to take two of those a day, I realized it was too high of a dose for me personally, and I was tooo hyper and sweating and a mess. I took myself off that second strip, was down to the 8mg, and now I’m only taking about 2 mgs a day. Once a day. I don’t have any breakthrough withdraw symptoms before next dose. It is a process, don’t get me wrong. But if you have been sober this long and on that medication, I believe in you. Just slowly go down and it’s not drastic to where u feel like shit. I hope this helps ❤

[@mediaconglomerate4897]

Just keep knowing its not letting you live to your potential, once that last thing goes...

@@monique20383 thanks for your answer and your story , yeah at first i was at suboxone 8 then 16 but i ask to swith for methadone and i was ar 180mg like two months ago today i take 115 since a day, i try to lowring the the dosage by 5mg’s or 10 ,because i juste had 40mg and 20mg pills, and now i also have 5and 10 all on prescription i’d rather stipulate it ^^ , but yeah doctors never said to me benzo where addictives and now i have a diagnostic for agoraphobia i need them in case of panic attack but i don’t understand a thing i wasn’t « noddlî » or i don’t know in english bit you know when everybody think you sleep but you just enjoy and hear everything like half dreaming, well i lower rhe dosages since two month every week two weeks and my doc is giving me 160 but i have a little stack and every week two week i low from 5 to 10 by day and i sleep all day long at 115 today than at 180 so i don’t know did it do that with you? , Like you said long short story bit mine a guy i thought i knew offered me opium real one foe a week or two he gave me up everyday if i wanted, but when some day i was sick to hell i go to see him i tell him i need it i’m hooked woth this shit i’m in pain,, « heah well now it’s 30€ a gram buddy but i’m cool i give it to you today » then i asked doctors to help but when they got me on subutex then merhadone two in particulars where highing the dosage and i have a strong stron tolerance , i have a box of 30 oxy 80 and they where do me nothing but i really want to redice to like 20mg a day , i’m 115 today not far from the 80 i was years ago, and i just smokes weed i stopped everything else like i was injecting coke for two years in a row after my first real breakup i started doing that but i’m dead sober for 4years and a month now and even thinking of the smell of C or thinking about it make me sick so i won this one and i recommand not even my worse enemy to fell into that, hope you’re fine and thank you for answering me it’s nice to speak to someone who understand what it is because all my family is supportive but they don’t really understand and it’s normal , and other poeple well they don’t want to hear that kind of story and experience .. and it’ normal , like you i have an addictive behavior i replaced coke and everything by gaming in putti g it on youtube, and i also jad all those people who had that on them and gave me for free, on e i told’em i was quiting it i don’t know why but all of them was knockîg on my door everyday giving me a gram or two etc so i changed of town and tel number in the same time without telling no one and i never took it again i mean yeah once a month for two three months but i realized i was screwing a month of work on me for a gram and 10min of rush after each shot, so i just stopped and now i know that this is a past part i dont wanna do it again thinking about it make me sick, i just need to lower dosage as a i do with methadone but slowly because each time i dis it too fast i was re taking the same amount in few daus, with those 5mg i dont really feel i’m lowering it it’s cool but long time stuff

[@Mpeezy69]

We have subutex and suboxone both here in the US and also methadone clinics. I've used all three but am still currently struggling with opiate addiction.

[@insideout277]

Way to much man! 140 still to much unless you want to be a zombie. Yes crazy doctor. The purpose of the medicine is to get the sickness away from the lowest possible amount. And even 50 mg is normal of course depending on amount on the street but you can easily taper down.

[@mellowishype]

You look like your father on that video

[@heatherking8689]

So you got those face tats when you were sober...like wtf dude...

[@PurpleFilthx]

Ya and old ah

[@lulugemnsk8960]

proud of you still huge fan of hyper crush

[@brucewayne6008]

Dat ain’t tru

[@dillonryder3323]

I guess you’ve always just been looking for people to pay you everything that God and you’re never willing to help anybody for real not even simple people do you want the best of the best I’m sure a lot of people didn’t even pay down nothing but your dad sponsored them so much for your help anybody you’ll only help those who pay $4000 and every check that they make even though they’re trying to get help

[@brucewayne6008]

Worst tats I’ve ever ever ever ever seen

[@DTTWOPP]

Nothing sucks worse than someone who gets sober by 21

[@snug1117]

Iv stumbled onto this page iv been recering information on getting clean I'm just 2days clean now i need help

[@whitecandaceowens]

How did bro get face tats after getting sober 😂

[@bethechange3827]

Thanks for sharing your journey. I started using when I was 13 and I still struggle with addition to this day. I have quit all the hard things and drinking but I still smoke weed and I still struggle with it. I've been so triggered lately and really dislike the feelings It brings and it's the hardest part of it all. I admire your strength and your consistency. Both you and Veronica are really people.

[@hunter.5625]

Can you at least subtract 😂 I know addition can be hard😂 all jokes aside best of luck

[@Son.of.Saturn]

Sometimes I boo boo my pants on purpose 😭

[@sepdawg33]

​@@Son.of.Saturnlook into disposable diapers it makes clean up easier and faster

[@LindsayWarren-c4p]

Dude was definitely using for months very recently at the very least. I have a video of a white chunk flying out of his nose, he’s personally replied to me saying so what if he’s not sober since he’s successful, his roommates at his house get fucked up, his wife at least used to smoke pot and do drugs, once they went out for sushi with his friend on shrooms, the things he yells and lectures addicts are pure self projection. Now this makes sense…him chasing popularity and wanting to be worshipped. Hopefully he gets clean and sober and somehow (LMAO) stops being such a narcissistic, toxic person before his poor son is born but I’ve heard him talk about his unborn son like garbage also so I don’t think there’s any hope for this man child having nonstop tantrums.

[@kendallkacker]

Thanks for sharing Patt! You’re story is awesome, and what you do to help people is incredible! 😎✊🏼

[@xxxllloorpoopypants3687]

Doesn't 21 deem early. Like he's blowing it out of proportion. He's "fixing" people that are worse than he ever was

[@Anangelfromabove]

Congrats Patrick. I got in a car crash and didn’t get in trouble and then proceeded another day to get a DUI my second. Then I ended up driving drunk again hitting a second person with no police report. So I think it’s time to learn. Nobody was hurt. I won’t be driving anytime soon and when I do I will do so sober.

[@jjk9374]

Just some dude who partied too hard in his teens. Then gets clean first time he tries to quit and defines himself as ‘an addict in recovery’ the rest of his life. Dudes got no idea what real addiction is like.. and no one has ever heard of Hyper Crush 😂

[@jackiecuratola4415]

I need to get pat on my friends pod cast. Halfway house. Just a little somebody named artie...

[@elliotsmith6804]

You moved toward your values that's why you got sober

[@OsamaBinDarrel]

I’m not convinced he don’t smoke craxk

[@doni4556]

Homie still onit lmfao

[@dpoohbear]

So Proud of you Pat!😢❤️🙏

[@Biggirl4life.]

You are amazing! A sober living legend! Literally, bro! This is your legacy! Remember that shit!

[@dpedroam4107]

“Freedoms just another word for nothing left to loose” is a Janis Joplin quote. This guy’s addiction story ended before he could legally drink? Haha fkn drama Queen

[@thomashurley178]

The sober Adam 22