MY BALLS ARE BIG (9.18.13 - Day 1602)

[@ShizzMonster]

Not only was she a great wife and in general she is just a great person. Not only is it hard to go through something like that, or going through something like this with someone you care about. For the people saying she was a bad wife or a bad person because she "faked it," screw that. You don't have to want to be married to someone to support and care about them.

[@Linn85]

Alli was an awesome wife. She loved him so much.

[@KhAoSxx420]

+Linn Jones She definitely did through this but life happens

[@Linn85]

if they are both happy now, thats all that matters. Some people seem to forget that they are nothing spesial. Meaning, they did not save the world or end world hunger or anything. Thy are all like all of us, regular normal people. And they should be able to fail as well.

[@sirhinn]

Seeing a video like this should speak volumes about Allie Speed. What an amazing and beautiful person.

[@JenICONiac4life]

how can people say alli was a bad wife after watching this? she cares so damn much, its hard to believe how much everything changed

[@theonlycharlottecampbell2843]

i wish they were still together but it's there choice.they don't love each other anymore.

[@fartyhands9323]

After this, watching Alli in the bathroom, it kills me he can treat her the way he has. She deserves better.

[@theonlycharlottecampbell2843]

what does that mean nothing happened they just stopped loving each other

[@fartyhands9323]

Theonlycharlotte Campbell I was referring to the abuse that followed. He said alot of things about her after the divorce. She said nothing.

[@theonlycharlottecampbell2843]

GoAwayEmoCunt no abuse he said she didm't cheat he stuck up for her

[@fartyhands9323]

Theonlycharlotte Campbell No, he didnt. He made so many comments about her playing drunk gaming and how she wasnt "classy" just so he could defend his new girlfriend.

[@briannaly2902]

Ok to be fair, you don't know their whole story. You don't know what they said. Alli or Charles could have said a whole sh*t load of things but you wouldn't know. So it's not fair that you blame it on one person. In fact, you shouldn't even blame it on Charles or Alli at all. They both decided to get a divorce and I know we were hurt and shocked at their decision. We never thought it would come to the day where they would separate. And believe me, I thought they were the perfect couple. But no matter how bad it hurts us not to see them together.. We have to be supportive of them and the life paths they've chosen. We may not be happy and satisfied with it but we should be supportive because they're happy.

[@dicadica1ify]

I cry when ever Alli used to cry.. You can really tell how real she was

[@rob18i]

This was the second ctfxc vlog I ever watched and I remember I was crying eventhough I didn't know who Charles and Alli were or anything about them. And today I came back to watch this video, not just because I miss Alli but because I miss their love for each other and the chemistry they had. I guess it wasn't meant to be but I really miss them together!

[@akio0606]

I am a physical therapist and had a bad day at work feeling like I wasn't helping anyone. When I came home to watch this and Alli thanked everyone in the medical profession it helped remind me that even though some days it doesn't feel like it, I am helping people everyday. Thank You Alli.

[@RandemVideoByMe]

These set of vlogs (Charles getting his surgery) will always prove to me why i should always stand beside Alli.

[@katarzynaskrzypek3731]

It's so heartbreaking seeing Allie break into tears... Charles has been through a lot, but I also look up to Allie so much! You girl are a Wonder Woman!

[@CarinaAlbrecht]

Watching this now makes me really happy since Charles is alright now. And he's getting better. And that chemo is working for him. Even though he has been going through some rough stuff now, he just keeps going. He's an inspiration. Both of them are. Charles for his bravery and strength. And alli, for her sticking with him through that hard time. Ya, they may not be together anymore but, they were then, and she was really supportive then.

[@jessyenicole957]

This is the exact reason why I am becoming a PTA(Physical Therapy Assistant) to help wonderful people like you through times like this and help you get through a little bump in your road.

[@keyup2626]

Hey Alli, I know this happened a while back , but seeing you in the video has brought many memories of my wife looking after many major spinal surgeries I have had in my life. Your going to be able to look back one day and see that these moments in time brought you and Charles together and strengthend you in a way that binds your hearts. After the surgeries ive been left using a wheelchair forvthe rest of my life , but with the struggles it has made us a team forever. Thank you for sharing a bit of your daily lives with us its been amazing watching your videos. I hope to see Charles perform with his band in Toronto sometime when they tour agian in Canada. The very best to you both, hang on tight to each other. Phil

[@sarans97]

I hope you're doing well but it's just been 2 months after your comment and they didn't hold on tight enough to each other, Phil :( It's just weird what can happen in such a short span of time...

[@suckerforwheein2848]

I cant stop crying. This is too much. With your situation right now please go look back on the downs you guys have been through. Just for us. Please.

[@MariaGaskinMusic]

It breaks my heart to watch this, where did it all go so wrong? You guys had such a bond.

[@purpledragonfly4]

Maria Gaskin They did but remember we only saw the good stuff they chose to share. We didn't see the fighting, The reasons behind it. It's heartbreaking but sometimes, Love isn't enough. We can at least know now that they are truly happy in their lives now and are both in such a great place :)

[@eatsleepdance7]

I am 16, and I had a very large brain hemorrhage about three years ago on the right side of my brain. I lost all movement and feeling on the left side of my body from it. Watching these videos there are so many similarities it's amazing. I'm praying for you guys! God is so good, I'm doing so well, going to school, and doing most things like normal without use of my left arm. Me and my family know exactly what you guys are going through. God is so good and wants complete healing for him.

[@InfinityyMo]

I'm crying so hard omg

[@andrewdavis8088]

I always cry when I watch this

[@Heyitslaurendanae]

This video gets me every stinking time. Tearssssss

[@lacieloo1181]

Just cried pretty hard, I wish nothing but a full recovery for Charles and Alli, you are such a great and supportive wife!!!

[@bolindo69]

Charles you trooper. Keep fighting the good fight my man!

[@iLoveTwilight1193]

Every time I see alli cry I start crying lol I love you guys so much ❤️

[@devintumbleson968]

dont worry. he is strong

[@Bexar2204]

6:46 - nuuurh Alli! You´re doing an AMAZING job by supporting him! I have quite the surgery history myself so I know how much that means to have good support! And you´re doing an INSANELY good job of supporting him!! You have my DEEPEST of DEEP respect from the buttom of my heart! I wish everyone could be as supportive as you are!

[@carlospaz705]

Respect c: y'all are so strong c,: made me cry c,,: CtfxC FTW

[@Jeslinpinksters]

Ali you are awesome and sooooooo supported

[@corygooch9549]

Alli I'm crying too

[@codyrocks31]

Huge knot in my throat and a lot of tears. So inspiring. Feel better and stay strong.

[@briannasisk2317]

Alli you should've gave a warning on the crying

[@nikeeweston]

He's just had major surgery and both of them were concerned about their subscribers... Amazing couple.

[@FireBombx3]

i wonder what would happen if they put them in a room and showed them all the surgery vlogs..

[@purpledragonfly4]

Hannah Sheeran He's already watched the surgery :)

[@PANDARAMARIC]

I have never seen such a supportive and together family, you both keep showing how much you two are strong as a role model of the most close to perfect husband and wife I've ever seen, I wish you the best of luck and I know that you will all be ok and back to your normal awesome vogging lives!

[@BlakeD508]

I dont think any body could say screw you to them after watching this

[@dakotahalpain9672]

225 people don't have hearts

[@DeathZKnightZ]

no... their balls not big like charles's.. XD

[@emilysherwood1585]

224 people don't have a heart

[@1TommyP323]

What I love about Charles in his recovery he is so drugged up and just after major brain surgery and he is still smiling and being silly and fun. Charles and Alli your both AMAZING people!

[@ByDexxaa]

So touching, heart goes out to charles and every other person to have that kind of surgery on such a tender and important part of the body. I myself knows what it's like to have such serious surgery.

[@TheCrreth]

Ali, you are such a great compliment to Charles. The was you care and take care of him blesses me. I have a brain injury and went through alot of tge same things he seems to be going through. My wife has been so good to me to understand and stand by me. Just letting you know how much this helps Charles to have you there. I know you won't respond, (yall never do....), but thank you for reminding me what a blessing my wife is. :)

[@carolmckay9067]

Try to remember, an awesome quote my Dear Ma used to say was "This too shall pass", I try to live my life thinking of that quote when times are tough, and it does help! Love to you both xoxo

[@abbieshoreman1121]

Alli you made me cry, he's a champion and everyone's proud of both of you.

[@KellyIsShort]

My grandfather had a brain tumour he passed away unfortunately so Charles, fight this battle for you, your family/friends, your subscribers (and me) and for my grandfather!

[@spongebobfinatic25]

so much love for Charles and the rest of the Trippy-Speed family I keep calling him a hero. He is. You are Charles. So proud to be a part of the family

[@patrickross3720]

Feel for your trippy. Was in the hospital this week too. Have worst pain ever migraines if I don't lay down. Had 4 spinal taps. And can't stand for long. Wish you a good recovery and stay true hearted

[@Phoeebees]

Alli your such a amazingly supportive wife! any person to have you in their life is truely blessed. you should be so proud of yourself for everything you are doing right now. its not a easy thing to be in hospital almost 24/7 and having to do everything with the video as well. thank you for letting us into your lives, expecially on days like today. love you and charles so much. and i really hope you recover very soon charles! :)

[@XxSallyRagDollxX]

I'm so overjoyed how well Charles is doing it makes me cry I'm so happy and I hope every thing keeps going as well as it is

[@ournameisfunfan8495]

You are so strong. You are probably the best wife ever. You both are going through a lot. It is try that people take picking up your hand for granted. The little things. He looks like he is doing great! I feel like it is tougher for the family. I wish charles an amazing recovery. What an inspiration. This is 100% the best couple on youtube.

[@FlaxGoldenTales19]

I just want to thank you guys for being do open about this situation. It is so great that you are willing to be so open and genuine about you life with this new family you have found on KZbin. Charles is definitely in my prayers!

[@flowerscent88]

I love the way u support charles alli... it is better to treat him like he is well instead of mourning like most people do... i respect u... be strong!

[@GTzOnlyAssassin]

You guys have changed my life. I wish all the best for the both of you. Get well soon Charles. Stay strong Alli, Charles is a trooper.

[@skimmylou3]

Oh, Alli.. i love you, guys. You'll make it through this like champions. Charles is so strong, i know he can do this. And you're amazing for giving him such love and support through it all.

[@awesomevegan]

Alli is so strong. The love you two have is so beautiful. Charles is doing great. Everyone loves you.

[@waitFORtmrrw]

i love how real you guys are in the vlogs. seeing you cry reminds me everything is so real, i really appreciate how you guys dont edit that kind of stuff out like most would to try to be fake. i love you guys!

[@mindireyna7247]

I am so happy that Charles is doing better ! I know that everyone is praying for both of yall . Allie you are a rock star girl take care of you and sweet hubby .

[@millerkirkland]

Been with y'all for four and a half years. And I can't explain how much you mean to me!

[@LovinLife396]

Ali you are an absolutely amazing wife!! stay strong during this time, and my love and support goes to Charles, you and your family. Can't wait to see him up and touring again.

[@MissRavenMoonshine]

Alli is such a bad ass for being so strong for everyone. Amazing woman.

[@lp6326]

So beyond proud of Charles and Alli too for being there for him through everything! We love you guys so much! Happy and speedy recovery! ❤

[@MissLOLFailXD]

Makes me cry every time seeing one of you guys upset, stay strong and get well soon Charles! We love you!

[@tiaruth7666]

Your a really strong family and Charles has millions of people praying for him

[@StephaniehasStories]

I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through, but I just wanted to remind you that you've got the whole world rooting for you and hoping for a quick and safe recovery!! You're the best Charles!! Can't wait to see you up and vlogging again!!

[@SmartCookieDough13]

Alli, you are honestly the best wife. It could be all too easy for you to get up and walk away but you've sticked by Charles' side the whole way. You love him too much to give up faith in him. He will be just fine (: Don't worry. From everyday now he will get better and continue to do so. Xoxo This is like my 7th video I've watched on your channel!!

[@kaylayocoop]

I'm BAWLING. So proud of Charles, and can't pray enough for him! He has such a great support team, you are the best wife ever! Stay strong.

[@ForeverOneAngel]

Alli, thank you for not being ashamed to cry on camera, I will continue to pray for you and Charles. Love you my dear youtube sister.

[@jt061112]

im a grown ass man...and im crying like a baby cause of you alli and charles..i love you two so much..im over in iraq serving our country but ill send some love to your PO BOX

[@SnowglobeNinja]

Alli your such a strong woman and your always there for Charles, your kids will have the best parents in the world! Xx

[@EmeraldCityTreasures]

Wishing you all the love and peace that I can muster. You both deserve it. Such a huge inspiration. I'm going through some serious health issues myself and I'm only 36. You make me feel so much better about it. Thank you.

[@jessica-jeandelavega3068]

So hard to watch you guys and everyone else go through this. I'm so appreciative to have the life I have and I am so glad that you two are letting everyone in on everything that is happening.

[@Tashio240]

Good grief Alli, you just had me in tears here bless ya. I'm so glad the surgery has gone well and that Charles is getting the use of his arm back. I'm a few days behind since we've been away, so I'm off to catch up in the hope that he's keeping up the great recovery!

[@polly30]

Crying, and everything. Charles, you're doing amazing! I'm studying neuroscience at the moment, and from what I know, you're progress is incredible. Don't be frustrated by the little things, everything will come back to normal in time. Love you guys

[@Gee40335]

You're a strong women Alli standing by his side, hope everything goes well God is right beside you

[@ThePVPFAN1]

YOU ARE SO SUPPORTIVE HOPE HE GETS WELL HE DESERVES EVERYTHING STAY STRONG ALLI!

[@JoeyRichterRanger]

Love you guys so much. I'm glad Charles is making progress and that his friends are there to support him. Alli, you're the best wife Charles could ask for, you're there for him through thick and thin. I hope he continues to make progress.

[@TomHanson21JS]

Alli, this whole thing has clearly been pretty tough on both of you and also the people close to you, I can't imagine how all this feels but I do know that you and Charles have the complete love and support of more than a million people which is amazing, you are two of the toughest and strongest people I have ever seen and I sincerly hope Charles makes a full recovery because you are genuinely good people who deserve all the best, you guys are amazing, please send my best wishes to Charles xx :)

[@4thdayofgrace]

You're going to get through this Char and Ali! I love you both so much, you've truly changed my life for the better and I wish only the best! Stay strong my CTFxC Family!! Love you!

[@Albert5522]

As ever Alli we're hear for you, and especially for Charles, you are special people, with special followers!

[@sylveonblast7366]

Alli, you are amazing. It is SO awesome to see how much you care for him and love him

[@sevenswansaswimming]

Oh Alli I love you so much and I pray for you every single day. My daughter has intractable epilepsy, has had some neuro surgeries already and is going to have more. I understand a bit of what you are going through but not completely. I just want you to know that I love you!

[@Morganics.]

I dont know how many times i have watched this but every time i watch it i start tearing up

[@amysimonbiz]

Alli, your a freaking rock star!!! What you both have been through is heartwrenching but with you by Charles's side he can do anything!

[@dereklutes4947]

1,000,000 SUBSCRIBERS!!! Get well soon Charles! you are in my prayers!

[@meganlynsey7005]

Ali you have been so strong so far I would have been crying way before that. Charles I can't even sum up how awesome you're doing I really hope every thing goes well

[@Lindwizzle]

Joey Graceffa talked about you. So I decided to check you guys out and I'm so glad I did. Charles you are truly astonishing even though I'm only 13. I watch you everyday now and I love you both so much. You're in my prayers and will forever be!

[@PaigeIsMyName64]

You're such an amazing wife Ali! I started crying when you were crying! It's so amazing how high of a spirit both of you have managed to keep! You'll recover perfectly, no worries! Both of you are amazing people and you're in my thoughts

[@LilStarChar]

We are all here for you Alli. And for Charles and the whole Trippy, Speed, CTFxC family. It's scary for us too but I am so ecstatic that Charles is doing better

[@karinasmith1263]

I love that Charles seems to be joking around a bit, due to the situation. Alli, we all love you very much, both you and Char, we all hope he gets well soon! Im proud of you for staying strong the way you've been doing, seriously, best wife award to you. Love you both lots, I'll keep you guys in my prayers.

[@CourtzAndKenz]

Big hugs to all of you!! Wishing Charles a very speedy recovery xx

[@alyssamurray636]

my little sis had a brain tummer and she only had two days to live if she did not have surgry and we are so happy that she is still here with us

[@katmc95]

+Alyssa Murray I hope the best for your little sister.

[@alyssamurray636]

that was years ago. my account has been taken over by her. but she was two had a close to a week to live. not days

[@kimisdbom]

Alli you are an amazing wife. I wish I could give you a hug. Charles get well soon! You both are so strong.

[@jennymorano2612]

Thank god my roommate's sleeping, I'm sitting here sobbing my eyes out. Alli you have to be the strongest wife ever, and Charles is such a trooper. I'm praying for you guys. Stay strong

[@Nasha743]

Thank you for sharing your lives with us. Get well soon Charles we love you, stay strong Alli

[@pocketakika]

Okay I know of you guys but not really watched any of your videos, I knew Charles was in hospital and to see you cry made me cry.

[@junebuggx3]

You are so strong, Alli and such a great wife :) We're all here supporting you and Charles, he's such a trooper. I love you guys

[@lonetardigrade]

When Alli or Charles cry, it always makes me ball so bad! I'm glad Charles is doing great and that Alli is there with him :)

[@JackDoonerMusic]

Huge respect for Charles & Alli... So hard for both of them, and they're doing great! Well done!

[@aarcoo90]

don't apologize for being emotional alli its an emotional time wish you guys the best of luck and feel better Charles CTFxC FTW!

[@KalexCullen]

God bless you guys and the doctors that did Charles! We love you guys and I'll keep praying for you!

[@floralbeautyemx8460]

Wishing you a speedy recovery. Im so sorry that you've had to go through this xxx

[@darcym68]

Love you both! It will be no time before Char is back to his old crazy self! Speedy recovery!!!

[@onedirectionTMBmcfly]

How could some people dislike this video !! Made me cry!x

[@rai11801]

Ali be strong you are the best thing that has ever happened to Charles and it ok to cry you and Charles will be fine