My deconversion from Christian to Atheist after 30 years

[@jshir17]

I was deconverted after 25+ years of being a Christian who went to seminary to be a minister; Christian leaders just repeat the same phrases over and over--if the laypeople were allowed to do any equal amount of talking as the leaders of the church did, their perceptions would be different

[@loriefutrell8264]

I totally agree with you,Jew Shirls!Fear too--fear, oppression,outlawing of any questions or doubts,keeping members in the dark about even basic everyday life truths (evolution theory,human biology,other religions,etc)and the silencing of women and youth:those are the key ingredients of the Christian church...

[@1life2live69]

@Timothy Henricson Can you tell me about the research which lead you to this conclusion? What do you call all the variants of Covid-19 which are arising? That's evolution happening in real time right in front of you. You are in total denial or reality to make it fit your indoctrination.

[@1life2live69]

@Ελληνας Γραικος I followed the teachings of Jesus as I found them in the bible and went to a church which for the most part had like-minded people. I had always kept my eye's open for a more 'authentic' expression of Christianity but can't say I ever found one.

[@1life2live69]

@Ελληνας Γραικος Of course *you* have found the true faith. Funny that God doesn't guide all those sincere believers towards seeking his face towards your particular denomination though? They are all stuck in other dominations who are equally convinced they have the truth. What objective evidence have you got, other that the stories passed on to you, that demonstrates that your denomination holds the truth? Keep your eyes open and keep asking yourself that question.

[@1life2live69]

@Ελληνας Γραικος So how have these 'essence energies' been missed from every bible translation and can you enlighten us with what they are, if you understand so well? Are you talking about something other than the power of the Holy Spirit?

[@kyliechen5263]

For me, the last straw was knowing the bible would condemn my mom to hell for not being a Christian. How would I go to heaven and be happy as my mom suffers in hell.

[@davidgara3004]

so now it looks like your mom is taking you down with her and when you are in heaven there is no such thing as unhappiness or worry you honestly would not even think of your mom anymore when you get into heaven, and why can you not get your mom to be a christian, a true christian would never leave Jesus just cause there mom did not believe so that tells me just how much of an actual christian you were

[@davidgara3004]

yes i am half pig half human..... what a immature response, your personality fits your username.... a witch

[@resourcedragon]

You know you are using a variant of the "no true Scotsman" argument, don't you? You think you have some sort of authority to say who was a "real" Christian and who wasn't and you morph the definition to suit your worldview. It seems to me that you are setting people up for failure. You would doubtless like me to convert back to some form of Christianity but if I simply say, in suitably enthusiastic tones, "I've seen the light!" even if I try to convince myself that I have seen the light, it's not going to work. I'm lying to myself and when the going gets tough and something comes along that makes me question my "belief", that belief is going to evaporate. Then you will sit back knowingly and say, "Well, you were never a _real_ Christian.

[@davidgara3004]

Matthew 10:37 He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me... she left Christianity because of her mom she loved her mom more than god there for she was never a real christian and not worthy of god and it says it right there in the bible so its a fact not a "no true scotsman argument"

[@PercyK1ng]

david gara Please leave

[@PoeLemic]

I must say that I loved your video. I'm in my 40s now too, but I gave up my faith in my mid-30's (I guess). It started in my mid-20s when I just started questioning so many inconsistencies. Then, unbelievably, it took me 10 years (YES -- 10 years) to finally let go. I probably finally gave up on Christianity around 35 yoa. It was sure a struggle, because I have grown up in a family of believers. And, my Dad wouldn't even hardly talk to me after he found out that I was an atheist. Yet, over time, he realized that it wasn't a fad and had to accept it. So, we never talked about Religion again. Yet, I could make a 1000 videos on my Deconversion. There were so many aspects. Just one day, I finally realized it was Bullshit. Once I started really thinking about so many different things with an outside viewpoint, then it made me how more perspective. Don't know if that's making sense, but I am so glad that you made a video that will help others look at their own faiths and see if it is real or not. And, honestly, I was a TRUE BELIEVER -- if you know what I mean, but now, I can't even begin to stomach how much of a self-centered, conceited, hypocritical, belittling, and unloving person that I was. Yes, Christianity didn't make me more -- I think it made me into less. Anyway, tired, so longest comment tonight -- so I've got to sleep. Thanks for your video.

[@1life2live69]

Thanks for the feedback Poe, knowing it was helpful makes it worthwhile making videos :-)

[@PoeLemic]

1L2L: I only wish some of you people were closer to Houston, Tx. I'd love to meet some people in person. Funny, how when you're young, you think you're one of a kind (like with your viewpoints and stuff). But, as you get older (now in my 40s), I find that many of us walked the same roads and grew up with very, very similar experiences. I'd never have imagined that I would become one of the "infidels" (as we called them) or the "knowledgeable fools". But, yeah, I'm one of them now. But, yet, I am more loving, understanding, not hypocritical, etc., which I never was when I was a Christian. Yes, I was some or most of those things, but I was so hypocritical when I was being that way, such as the kid looking to Big Daddy for candy. I don't know if I did much without wanting reward/s ... right? So, it wasn't totally true sincere behavior (like what I have now). Give you an example (not to brag). I was at Walmart just going with wife to buy groceries. Well, very older woman in handicap spot getting out of car, and she was looking for one of those mechanical rollers. Well, I could she was unloading a walker and looking fearful at the distance, so I walked up and asked if she wanted me to go get it. And, I did. She thanked me, and I helped her day. Now, I didn't do that to "get brownie points". I did that because she needed someone in that instance to help her. I did it because I saw her disability and that she might have been able to do the distance. My Mom is similarly paralyzed like this now, and she would have much, much trouble going that far to get the roller. So, to me, now, I'm more of a true human being, knowing human condition. So, that's how (I think) that I am better without the hang-ups of religion. Okay, I've chatted too much. Loved your video. So wish you'd make more. I just loved how you organized it, planned it, and came across very impressive as intelligent and meaningful. Okay, I'm chatty today. Sorry.

[@1life2live69]

Thanks again for the story and feedback. There are LOTS of Texan ex-Christians if you check out the Recovering Ex-Christians group on Facebook Poe :-)

[@sladechimera2837]

I realized that christianity was killing my morals and that of others as well and started feeling sick seeing the same terrible thoughts and behaviours passed onto the next generation. Still feel sad for those kids but I couldn't help them anyway

[@Kumite_Champ1988]

This comment is so on point.

[@awakeningblacksheep9610]

yes sir , this makes alot of sense, I was a Christian for 50 years, I pastored, I led worship, I did it all, I finally woke up to the madness and I resonate with your story which is very similar to mine , you are not alone , welcome to humanity and reality, I'm inspired by your courage !! I lost community, family members and so on ...but I am staying true to myself ......I'm happier than I've ever been but feel robbed of my true earthly existence due to the harm of religion

[@mrcurly1147]

From a former pastor! Thanks for the good news and welcome to humanity and reality.

[@skywalker9770]

In which ways has religion harmed you in your opinion? Just curious as it seems like you were quite devout

[@verticaladventure5762]

My story is very similar... 30 plus years and now I am beginning to question everything. I just spoke with my pastor a few days ago about questions. He was very understanding and caring. But I began feeling that same torment of possibly being wrong in what I was thinking. It was in that moment I realized I still had a heart connection to the thought of missing God's plan. But it keeps coming back to me as torment. Pulled one way and yet seeing so much truth in the other... Thanks for the video I enjoyed your open and honest approach. you also helped bring a little bit of calm to my world at this point in time.

[@1life2live69]

@@emmanuelleon1316 that's good advice!

[@1life2live69]

Thanks for your feedback, some great advice from Emmanuel there. I'm glad the video helped bring you a little calm. Searching for God's plan is ultimately impossible, we only wind up finding either our own plan or one given to us by others, or often stumbling along with no plan. Some people are better than others at convincing themselves it comes from above. Honestly when I look back on these years now it's frightening, and I can wonder how I might have used them better. But regrets are pointless, it is a journey we have to go through to get to where we are now, but we can learn from our mistakes and not repeat them. Three years on from this video I'm loving life and so much of that wrestling and anxiety is far behind me, and I hope you'll be able to leave it behind too.

[@egbewattarrahnaomi332]

Hell is real. God will not change because of a man.

[@chrissonofpear1384]

@@egbewattarrahnaomi332 He made it, though? Hell, that is. And He set Eve and Adam up to 'choose' for other humans as no angel ever chose for angels. Why did so many angels not 'get' Romans 1:18? Under His very nose?! And He did change - He did away with the need for blood or the smell or burnt animal offerings He used to like. Also, He did let Satan revisit heaven, as I recall?

[@chrisscott1536]

so many very similiar aspects of your story that I can fully relate to in this, video. im still working on the cognnitive dissonance caused by my christian worldview comformation biases, its a very lonely place,

[@paulsolomon-e8r]

I was brought up in a Jewish home. I never heard the name of Jesus, knew nothing about Christianity at 12 years old. I laid down on my bed one afternoon. I closed my eyes, I then saw a man in a white robe emanating bright white light. Behind him were 3 dimensional capital letters spelling out JESUS CHRIST also emanating bright white light. I opened my eyes saying I wish I could see him again. But I had no idea what I saw. I forgot about this vision. At 19 years of age, the Lord led me to himself and accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord. I remembered at that time the revelation that the Lord revealed himself to me at 12 years old. The Lord has revealed himself to my family and I in spectacular ways over the years and his amazing salvation gift to all who would receive it. The forgiveness of our sins, of his own spirit to live in us, his direction, council, ultimate truth and eternal life! Open the Bible to find out the details. Ask the Lord to reveal himself and his neverending love to you! Blessings

[@martifingers]

The dichotomy explained at 4.00 onwards was a very interesting one that must have taken a lot of intellectual honesty to formulate.

[@2fast2block]

He's not honest nor are you. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@justincredible.]

Welcome to reason.

[@joeydupre6153]

Some famous person said that you don't become an atheist, one day you realize you ARE an atheist. That happened to me about 35 years ago. Looking back, I never believed but I never questioned my beliefs. I pretty much went with the flow until, one day, it didn't make sense. I never looked back.

[@mr.zafner8295]

Some very impressive observations and reasoning here

[@jesusislord9758]

Only through the gift and power of the Holy Spirit are you a Christian. I labeled myself as one for many years but was not. I knew nothing about the bible, relationship to Jesus, and the power of the Holy Spirit. Once I became filled with the Holy Spirit I knew something changed about me. No one guided or pressured me to become Christian. Out of the blue I was convicted to repent for my sins and I did. I went from an unhappy and angry person to a loving, kind, giving person without therapy or anything. I was a "new creature". My experience is very common. I am always in joy and peace and thank God everday. God bless

[@mrcurly1147]

You don't need a god to change yourself, you just need to be determined. The last thing I could do is to become a slave to an invisible deity that is more vile and disgusting than anything of fiction. Keep your toxic god if you must but understand that there are many of those that think all religions are just mind control death cults and yours is no different.

[@jesusislord9758]

Mr Curly how is God toxic?

[@mrcurly1147]

@@jesusislord9758 You haven't read his book?

[@gowdsake7103]

You sir in self delusion

[@donmichaud4221]

What an awesome video! Please find me on Twittter so I can give you a major shout out! @DonMichaud1

[@altaylor59]

You need to read When God Talks Back: Understanding the American Evangelical Relationship ...Book by Tanya Luhrmann

[@h.o.w.d2161]

what if you look at the historical proof of Jesus?

[@brothercaleb]

You say “proof”?

[@Theo_Caro]

This video is disappointing in that it paints the process of faith evaluation as an dilemma between Christianity and Atheism, when in reality there is a vast world of views one might take when it comes to the divine/sacred. I myself was a christian quite a long time. However, I converted not into an Atheist but a Deist. I'd recommend "Philosophers Speak of God" to get a glimpse of the world of possibilities.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

I have come back and had another look at this video a year later. It certainly makes a position that is clearly thought out and well presented, and would strongly "confirm my bias" if I were an atheist . However, I would like to make a comment about the "problematic" column. Christianity is rooted in the idea of a "fallen" world in which mankind has chosen (in the Eden story) to live independently of God's interference The consequence is a world where there is hardship, oppression, war, diseases etc. Nothing is perfect, even the church. The New Testament describes churches infiltrated by charlatans and false prophets. Miracles, by their very nature, are not to be frequently expected, if at all. The evangelism of the world proceeds steadily and has always divided those who respond and those who reject. Everything in this column is as the Bible predicts it will be. It is only a "problem" insofar as faith is needed to believe that the ultimate removal of these imperfections is possible. There will always be alternative explanations and different "stories" within which we can frame our experiences and observations, but it is inaccurate to suggest that the way the world is is inconsistent with a Christian worldview.

[@1life2live69]

Thanks for your feedback, I can see that you are asking the right questions. A strong belief that we are in the end times is where I also went to make sense of everything that was wrong and not the way it should be from a biblical perspective. But in the end that really doesn't explain God's lack of intervention in the lives of people who desperately need him. His non-existence does.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

@@1life2live69 I rejected Christianity for many years, and had no idea how desperately I needed him before finally understanding how the intervention of the crucifixion met humanity's most fundamental need. The portrayal of God as a kind of magician who is at our beck and call whenever we cannot deal with our own problems is a distorted parody of the creator/lawmaker/judge/redeemer/ sacrificial offering/ God of the Bible. The kind of god you are portraying does not, as you say, actually exist, either in the Bible or anywhere else. Incidentally, if you read my post carefully you will see that my outlook on these things has nothing to do with being "in the end times".

[@michaelbrownlee4857]

“Bring my soul out of prison” Examining life, from a better place at last Looking into the mirror, mirror of the past Choosing to submit, not knowing what was there Did I know of a greater power? Did I even really care? Running through my thoughts, searching but for what? My soul imprisoned, will the doors all remain shut? Plotting against me, the father of lies Delighted in my sorrow, taking pleasure in my cries Voices on the attack, keeping me in a hole Heartache and agony inside, so I chose to numb my soul Was blinded by darkness, was deceived; but how? Was not capable to see then, what is so clear to see now Was directed towards isolation, told I was all alone Implying "you are your own master", "you can do it on your own" Somewhere within, even certain it was a lie Reaching down again, giving it another try But my God is faithful, even when I am not He was always there, me He never forgot Walking through the darkness, a light starts to shine With a voice calling out, son you are mine! Softening a hardened heart, freeing an imprisoned soul Erasing the shame the guilt, pulling me from the hole By giving up control, proclaiming Jesus as Lord and Savior! He took away those voices, negative thoughts and behavior Bought by the blood of Christ, in full He paid my debt Something to be grateful for, something to never forget Lost and searching my whole life, not knowing what for I now know Lord Jesus, He opens up the door Through this door, lays a straight and narrow path Salvation is mine! Trust in God; peace at last! For He is "the way, the truth and the life" In heaven with the Father, seated at the right Wrapped in His robe of righteousness, embraced in perfect love Unconditional love like this, truly comes from above Out of prison came my soul, as miraculous as it can be As His word states: “And you shall know the truth, And the truth shall make you free.” Written Oct 1st by Michael Brownlee Saved by the Grace of God May 15th 2016 Thank you Jesus! Praise you Lord! Hallelujah!

[@Scyllax]

You are an absolutely deluded fucking idiot.

[@Scroteydada]

The video's up there, love

[@picitnew]

*_"Saved by the Grace of God May 15th 2016"_* Does this mean you don't need to pay for Dropbox? And is it also free for us who are doomed to hell by your loving God?

[@marinahernandez746]

It is sad.! On all of these years as Christian you never had an encounter with God.? To much knowledged kill the spirit gives life. Sorry you never we're feeld by the Holy spirit. I will ask you to know the truth about God. Before you really disengaged from him. Ask God to reviled to you, that won't be easy but if you bother him enough and you are sincere hi will respond. Try it and don't give up on God, Hi is real. You had been disieved. I wish you luck. Blessings

[@beardan76]

something from nothing! It's a give-a-way! You are overthinking things. God wants you back mate!

[@2fast2block]

He's not over-thinking, he's not thinking. How did he get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@eliseleroux2517]

Amazing that someone would still be able to question a belief of 30 years. Beautiful video.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

You should never stop questioning your beliefs. After 30 years I rejected atheism and embraced Christianity. Best decision I ever made.

[@getasimbe]

@@ChrisSmith-xh9wb Lol cool

[@A.B.3103]

@@ChrisSmith-xh9wb that's good for you! But some people have different experiences. I know deconverted from christianity was the best decision I ever made and I'm a better person for it

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

@@A.B.3103 We all have different stories and it is important that we listen to each other. I am not sure that I am a "better person" now than when I was an atheist, but thankfully I have a God who loves me unconditionally in spite of my failings.

[@al8-.W]

@@ChrisSmith-xh9wb what I'm curious about is what kind of education you are willing to give to your children (if any). Religious education ? I am very skeptical about children's ability to achieve freedom of mind when they received a religious education. It is vital that parents understand how things are actually presented to their children, not only the actual content of the doctrine. For instance, they must understand that being a good person is unrelated to faith. The extreme example would be Jeovah's witnesses that would basically make it seem like even being kind is a teaching from Jeovah. How could someone even question such a faith when common sense gets so badly mangled with unnecessary religious dogma.

[@robertjimenez5984]

Faith is the excuse we give when we have no good reason to believe in something. Faith is a position where you deceive your self in a belief. The problem is that religion has falsely convinced people that faith is a virtue and this is why many have lost there capability to rationalize what’s acceptable and what’s not. Faith is not a virtue, faith is a manipulated mind system to make people accept irrational and ridiculous claims. Once you discover that faith is not a virtue, the concept of a god dies and with it all religions to. The day faith is view as what it is, all belief that requires faith will disappear. But while we have people selling the concept that faith as a virtue, people will believe in anything.

[@jeanetteyork2582]

This was a very sensitive treatment of a difficult subject. I came to the same realizations in almost the same sequence. Thank you.

[@2fast2block]

So you went braindead too. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@robind.phillips2129]

Thanks for sharing your story. I ‘m still going through. After years of incremental movement toward my de-conversion. Still reading, viewing KZbin videos, still researching.

[@marinahernandez746]

My dear Sister, stop searching ask God to reveled to you. Love you

[@mrcurly1147]

Keep going, you are on the right track. Get as far away from religion as you can - it is nothing but a mind control death cult.

[@think-islam-channel]

Hi. Where are you on that journey now?

[@robind.phillips2129]

@@think-islam-channel I love learning all the new information. With all of the new things I"m learning, I guess I'm an Agnostic, leaning toward Atheism.

[@think-islam-channel]

@@robind.phillips2129 what makes you lean towards atheism as you said. Are you rejecting the evidence for an intelligence behind the universe. If so how?

[@russbeers9613]

Well thought-out video and deconversion discussion. Every one of these has their own unique aspects to the process. Best of luck to you!

[@davidpinheiro9650]

My journey was more like Bart Ehrman. Discovering the contradictions and errors in the Bible and moving forward from there. Thanks for sharing.

[@1life2live69]

Thanks for watching. Glad to hear you figured your way out of the mind trap.

[@shebaautumn7305]

Great video!!! Thank you for taking the time to make this video. I stopped believing in 2015. I was raised in the church and with the same core beliefs you spoke about. You are spot-on when you state these core beliefs of christianity. I am 59 and am so happy and relieved that I found my way out of the darkness of christianity and into the light of the truth of no abrahamic god. When I went back to examine my life and the experiences of "god working in my life" I was able to clearly see that it was all inside my head. Thank you again for this video!!!

[@1life2live69]

Thanks for sharing your story, its a big adjustment but I would never want to go back. Hope things are going well with you.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

This can work both ways. I came out of the darkness of atheism and into the light of Christianity when I was 30, and have now lived in the light for 40 years. No desire to return to the dark. I wonder what was so dark about the church you were raised in, and why your eyes were blinded to the glorious light of Christ.

[@TheIndianJohnSmith]

@@ChrisSmith-xh9wb eww

[@bmoe4609]

@@ChrisSmith-xh9wb i think u fell into finding a fantasy. It helps u get thru to believe in such a thing. My church was great not bad. I just decided it was bs. I felt different on things. Its a mind game.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

@@bmoe4609 I like the alliteration, but "fell into" does not really describe it. It was a lengthy spiritual search that took a few wrong turns on the way, but which culminated when all the disparate pieces of the jigsaw suddenly came together. Not convinced that it helps me "get thru" anything. Getting through can be hard or easy depending on what life throws at us, irrespective of any religious belief.

[@davebowman760]

Our world looks exactly what it would without God.

[@iishadowii7477]

If God stopped every evil, we wouldn't be free, we would be puppets. However God is good and every evil deed will be judged.

[@cooltune]

a deconversion video is always a tragic thing to me. cause it brings to light the difficult, heavy and really quite disruptive process a deconvert goes through. Feels like this person had to come to terms with a necessary pending death that had to happen, lose this life (and probably more) and then bury it. If you ask yourself why certain atheists are so vindictive at the religion, it's mostly because this process was traumatic enough. to make them be that way....and, no, not that they hate god.

[@Pfsif]

Looking back on my 59 years I was really starting to think God a sadist. Years and years of "trials" with no at-a-boy or heres a nickel for a candy bar. I would never treat my son the way I was treated, it would kill me to do so. I wouldn't let a dog sit in a kill kennel for years, let alone my son. I'm still in limbo but falling fast.

[@Pfsif]

@@andrewferg8737 Your words don't help, but hurt.

[@fogsmart]

While I’ve been retreating from Christianity and BibleGod for some time now, at 65 I’ve finally come to some rather stark conclusions after pouring myself into study and research and stepping away from other Christian influences - and observing how tragically misguided NorthAmerican nationalistic evangelicals conduct themselves. This has occurred over the last couple of years. I’m leaning more toward agnosticism than full atheism but have no quarrels with those who want to leave a supreme entity out of the equation. I’ve been told by close Christian believers that they won’t judge me; after all we all have autonomy and agency. Now my issue is am I equally non-judgemental with those who I see as incapable of thinking for themselves? I love the sensitivity in this regard at the end of the video. I will try.

[@warren52nz]

The BEST deconversion video I've seen

[@roxee57]

If you’re anything like people I’ve met who’ve deconverted I can only imagine how difficult it must have been. That people find their way out given how strong our confirmation bias impulses are never ceases to amaze me. It angers me that religious leaders, whose beliefs may be genuine, never the less know how important it is to start the process with children. It’s why I’m such a strong advocate of free compulsory secular education that teaches children about a variety of religious beliefs from the past and present, so they at least have a chance at independence of thought and a means to reach conclusions on their own. Lastly, the KZbin channel Theramin Trees (now a psychologist) & another by his brother Qualia Soup are excellent. They’ve helped me understand religious people and have given me tools with which I’ve been able to help them with compassion and empathy.

[@1life2live69]

Thanks for that information Roxee :-)

[@aceofleaf606]

roxee57 I likened early childhood indoctrination into religion to political and state brainwashing in a conversation recently, which was met with a heavy backlash as they are agnostic from a religious background and a patriotic family. It was odd hearing them defend the religious institutions that to this day still cause them so much inner turmoil and strife. The only reason people have a sense of patriotism or nationalist beliefs comes from a sense of belonging, it's the same type of herding behaviour religion spearheads. If you were born in a certain country with a certain culture and from a specific background, you will more than likely share a hive like belief(s) from your society. Consequences of group thinking, or lack thereof results in some of the most heinous behaviour of human kind. Why do Russians hate Americans? Why do Americans hate communism? If any of those individuals that make up the group were born in the other place, they'd likely share the same sense of identity. Anyway, it seems some people are resistant to the idea that their particular group is neither the good guy or the bad guy.

[@pog519]

Sad you were raised in such a place where you were thought to believe random crap for no reason so it deluded you for 30 years... I was never really indoctrinated in religion and I was like 13 the 1st time I came across anything really religious (a funeral), and from the 1st sentence I heard that priest spit, I instantly said to myself "that is some kind of next level bs"... for religion feeds on emotions to survive and that alone makes it malevolent and disgusting.

[@1life2live69]

Spot on, sounds like you were old enough to have developed the critical faculties needed to spot the BS, much harder when it has been taught to your since infancy.

[@paradisecityX0]

You are so brave, man. You'll like my Deconversion vid. Keep fighting the good fight brother

[@Magik1369]

Thanks for sharing your journey. I am a de-converted Christian also. The fact that you questioned and challenged fundamentalism and are now an atheist is actually demonstrative of personal growth. Now you have achieved the rational level of consciousness. After de-converting from literalist Christianity, I became an agnostic. Several years after this, I experienced a profound spiritual awakening. Spirit (G-d, the Supreme Being) is in fact real and can be directly experienced in higher states of consciousness. So your faith and prayers and work were not in vain. Your experiences in the context of Christianity were real. Spirit doesn't really care what we call it or what form of religion we identify with. I don't identify with any religion but became Self Realized after many years of spiritual practice. It's not so much the Christian symbols that are the problem..it is a literal historical interpretation of the Bible, which portrays a false god. There is no historical evidence that Jesus even existed. The bible contains contradictions and corruption and is a belief system designed to shame and control people. For instance the doctrine of original sin is entirely false. What happens is that our rationality and our Soul begin to doubt the teachings...because they are not literally true. Peace and best.

[@Some_Idiot_on_the_Internet]

As a lifelong atheist it is incredibly hard to understand any of what your former Christian worldview means. Like wtf is the Fruit of the Spirit? What the hell does The Way, The Truth, The Life even mean? I don't mean to mock, because it's not helpful and it's rude, but if I'm being completely honest a lot of what Christians talk about sounds totally ridiculous, and further examination of the meanings behind all of their lingo doesn't really diminish that impression. I can only imagine that to somebody who used to believe all these things without problem, seeing rooms full of people weeping and looking at the ceiling thanking a most likely non-existent being for doing perceivably nothing for them is more surreal than anything but to somebody who has never believed it is entirely absurd to me and it's honestly one of the things that makes it very hard for me to speak with Christians about these things. That's why I value content like this, it bridges the gap between me and people who have a radically alien mindset and worldview to my own so I can actually start to understand.

[@1life2live69]

Love your KZbin handle :-) Thanks for your question, I think it could make a good video to unpack some Christian concepts in terms atheists would understand. As you point to, the benefit of understanding it to be able to communicate more effectively with believers. The 'fruit of the Spirit' is "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" (Galatians 5v22-23), and these are attributes that Christians would seek to model and regard highly in others. They believe that God works in them though the Holy Spirit (God living within them) to produce these characteristics. Where atheists come across as brash, arrogant and mocking it's kind of antithetical to these traits and will make the communication difficult, so it's good to be aware of this in conversation. I really respect Richard Dawkins now, but as a Christian he was abhorrent just because his manner was so at odds with these values. Then again, a large proportion of US evangelicals voted for Trump - the mind boggles!

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

You are right, the jargon is not helpful. As a Christian I understand the need to avoid it as much as I can. Keep talking to Christians, and let them know when it gets incomprehensible. They will not know if you don't tell them.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

@@1life2live69 As someone who is both a Christian and a biologist I respect Dawkins as a scientist, and for his clear defence of objective truth. I have read both "the selfish gene" and "The God delusion". The former is for the most part sound science and well written, but the arguments in the latter do not convince me . I cannot say I have ever found him "abhorrent" though. (I cannot say the same about Trump, who is both abhorrent and unworthy of respect.)

[@1life2live69]

@@ChrisSmith-xh9wb We've found something we definitely agree on then (Trump). So out of interest if you accept evolution, how do you account for the biblical doctrine sin entering through one man (women actually) and being redeemed by one man (Jesus), if disease and death and suffering were around for millions of years before the sin?

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

@@1life2live69 Trying to conflate these two things is , in my opinion, a pointless waste of time, and also unnecessary. On the one hand, you have the Garden of Eden story which lays down a doctrinal foundation using symbolic imagery derived from ancient mesopotamian culture. The imagery reoccurs in the apocalypse of John ,thus forming a sandwich-like framework for everything in between. It speaks of the spiritual state of mankind, what it was meant to be, what it is now (and why) and what it could become. Central to it all is the symbolic Tree of Life, which is the source of immortality. Of the other hand, you have a scientific theory which, like all theories, is a working model which helps our understanding of how the world operates. When I left school I had a Dawkins-like belief that evolution was the absolute truth and the answer to everything. This was challenged when I went on to study biology at university, and came to realise that some of my assumptions were not as secure as I once thought, and that Darwin was not so sacred as to be beyond questioning. I still think it is the best model we have, given our present understanding, but I hold onto it more loosely than I once did. In any case, neither of these two things is answerable to the other . We are not naturally immortal. Immortality is only available to us via the Tree of Life which is a symbol of Jesus Christ. This is , of course, just my own view!

[@PeteBennettUK]

Great video. Thank you for sharing. I’ve always wondered why people believe in God.

[@2fast2block]

No you haven't. You love being braindead. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@BestChristianWorshipSongs7]

People believe in God because he created everything and came down to Earth amongst us Humans to get killed for us, for us to be saved.

[@BestChristianWorshipSongs7]

We don't believe the scientific impossibility that everything came from nothing, a building proves there was a builder, a painting proves there was a painter, so too does the creation prove that there is a creator.

[@historicalbiblicalresearch8440]

Your story is particularly interesting as you deconstruct how you convinced yourself that your religion/belief was real ... that's rarely done. When I've queried religious people about their experiences they suddenly become pretty vague... Well I just had this feeling.

[@gowdsake7103]

Its VERY hard to pin them down

[@traumatizednewt104_4]

i left because i wanted to unlock the beautiful loving person in my heart that was me but i was always told im worthless and have to depend on the outward working of the holy spirit to make good choices

[@traumatizednewt104_4]

@@andrewferg8737 it would be nice if what you were saying was true. im reading god is not great by christopher hitchens right now and thats as far as it goes. ive been a christian for most of my life so i know it all a-z. if youre so convinced that your religion is the only way then realize that the muslims and the buddhists are just as convinced. if only one can be right, because islam would have you in hell and christianity would have islam in hell, then ask yourself which religion is right or is neither?

[@julieslearning]

Such a well crafted, thoughtful, and articulate post. I admire your courage in taking this giant step in order to live your life authentically. If your experience was like mine, the move to remove god and religion from your life adversely affected many of your relationships with family and friends, and this is very difficult to go through. Thanks so much for sharing here, I’m subscribing and look forward to viewing other posts that you share.

[@2fast2block]

Shut up and stop pretending you think. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@chrisbarlow8605]

I just found that the bible is so dated it just doesn't apply to my life, where in the bible does it have a passage on cybernetics? It doesn't.

[@eve9525]

This video hit me so deep.. I have been on my deconversion journey for 1.5 years now and it honestly makes me sad that it was all a product of my mind.. I am now an agnostic atheist but I lean more towards the atheist side. Thank you for opening my eyes after 18 years of believing plus being indoctrinated as a child. I wish you all the best and a happy long life :)

[@1life2live69]

Thank you so much Eve, good luck with your journey, glad you found your way out sooner than I did!

[@1life2live69]

@Timothy Henricson And your evidence for this is what Timonthy?

[@1life2live69]

@Timothy Henricson I asked you for evidence. Any evidence that hell exists either?

[@Marc010]

Something good happens: God is great! Something bad: God works in mysterious ways.

[@sassylittleprophet]

So many Christians believe that atheists who were once Christians either have a tragic backstory that made them into nonbelievers, or that they never believed in the first place. They're terrified to think that an atheist once genuinely believed, because that means they also aren't safe from "falling" and doubting. I believed with all my heart, I had a very close relationship with God. I've had several experiences that I interpreted as God's voice and interaction in my life. It's BECAUSE I was sincere and seeking that I eventually found (what I now consider to be) the truth: that a life and world without the existence of God makes more sense than a life and world with God's existence.

[@2fast2block]

Hey, you dolt, you sure love being stooo-pid. Yep, that is you. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@egbewattarrahnaomi332]

Many will depart from the faith in the last days giving to seducing spirits

[@2fast2block]

@@egbewattarrahnaomi332 amen to that.

[@ingenuity168]

It's a big seduction to be told someone perfect loved us unconditionally and died for our sins, but it's just an illusion.

[@ingenuity168]

@Richard Williams Correct.

[@TravisBickle0312]

Amazing, bravo.

[@Auditgod]

Instead of “needs only faith”, these aspects have only faith to support them.

[@user-tz5uq2bt1s]

I was raised a Christian and promised myself that I would never abandon the faith. I was so terrified of Hell that even thinking about anything that contradicted my faith was forbidden. I would stop thinking whenever doubt would enter my mind. I remember reading and studying evolution out of curiousity and finding it so convincing, and thinking "If only it were true things would be so simple. It just makes sense. But the world is about 6000 years old so it's impossible." It wasn't until I finished my time in the military and returned to living with my parents that I went to church as an adult... And listening to the preachers with my new training and experiences actually somehow led me away from the faith. Further studies online finally brought me to realize that my faith was nonsense. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@gowdsake7103]

Ahhh the scare em shitless method

[@psullivan01]

Welcome to reality.

[@AZ-hg6kw]

I'm 47 and a recovering Catholic. I feel at times that I'm experiencing PTSD after being forced into Christianity for 25 solid years. I have good people around me now, who accept me and support me. I have drawn clear boundaries between myself and those who do not understand my journey. I'm raising my two kids....rather, I'm following my two kids throughout their lives with acceptance and love. Best wishes to you and thank you for sharing your story. I know that it's hard at times. You are not alone though, this...I promise you. ♥️

[@loriefutrell8264]

Thanks so much for sharing!After 30 years in,I'm beginning my own deconversion journey and I too found not only did my life story make more sense through a non-religious lens but I have more peace,joy,sense of connectedness to everything around me and an overwhelming sense of relief.

[@mrcurly1147]

Another happy ending.....or should I say, beginning.

[@1life2live69]

Hi Lorie, sorry it's been a while since I checked in on the comments, hope things are going well for you, I'm glad to hear you feel more peace as you escape these beliefs.

[@brucecook502]

I too was a Christian, more specifically a independent fundamentalist Baptist for most of my adult life. There was a three-year period in my early twenties where I became convinced of Mormonism, but since I was struggling with a drug addiction I could not keep up with their tenants and rules concerning that so I left that church and ended up becoming re convinced of my Prior Baptist faith. It wasn't until I was 32 years old that I finally became unconvinced that the New Testament was true, and became an atheist, and in fact very quickly became what you would describe me as a anti-theist because once realized it was all a crock of crap, I became very spiteful remembering what religion had done to my life including a childhood full of abuse directly because of how the Old Testament taught parents how to treat their children including beating, the rod which is what happened to me. I'm almost 39 now and could never be reconverted after everything I have learned about both my prior faith and other faith over the world and even though I no longer believe in an afterlife, I still love life and would honestly rather there be no afterlife for anybody then for the Christian proposition which claims that most humans will end up in an eternal fire for the simple crime of not having been convinced of the truthfulness of Christianity before they died which is a very disgusting proposition to say the least.

[@Bugsy0333]

So true.

[@spoudaois4535]

We are able to detect electromagnetic waves, sound waves, ultra violet waves, magnetic waves, infrared rays, radiation rays, and most recently gravitational waves but they cannot detect any kind of energy that looks like a greater being, heaven, hell or souls leaving a body.

[@Blogaholik]

Thomas Forest proof that you can detect something unseen... Yet you cannot detect the source of these things? Now explain to me please why every creation is based of just one ratio?

[@Scroteydada]

Chris Blogaholik So there could be more beyond god?

[@spoudaois4535]

I don't understand you're reply Chris. What do you mean by one ratio? Also they can detect the source of these various types of energy.

[@davidgara3004]

they can detect all those waves because they are all in the same dimension heaven and hell are per say all in another dimension and are not on the same playing field as any of the waves you just brought up, and when you die your spirit does not leave your body, in the bible death is compared to sleeping over 50 times in the bible when you die your soul does not leave your body you sleep in your tomb and wait for the second coming of jesus to rise you up and you will be judged on your acts you have done in life in the bible it says the dead know nothing they know no love or hate and there is no earthy concept of time in death

[@spoudaois4535]

How do you know those things are in another dimension? If God could answer prayers and make things happen in our dimension then he would have to be in it too. The bible is not proof . Its a religious not a historical book.

[@billkeon880]

Congrats. We need more people coming out and posting.

[@JohnSmith-yw9nk]

I'm a ex-Roman Catholic Christian, now a nonreligious skeptic. I suppose you could say I "left" the Catholic Church when I realized the historical claims Christianity made about Jesus were unsustainable and that Christianity simply wasn't true. I didn't so much have any dissatisfaction with the Catholic Church (though I had serious reservations about many of its doctrines), I simply worked out that Christianity generally was unsustainable intellectually. At the age of seventeen I found myself on the sidelines of a debate between my school's most annoying evangelical Christian and a skeptic. Even though I generally agreed with her (despite finding her highly irritating), I had to admit he got the better of her in the argument. Every time she tried to say "Jesus said x" or "Jesus did y" he would respond "How do you know?" She didn't have much of a response to this other than "It's in the Bible" and some rather weak assurances that the Bible's accounts were historically true. Given that this struck me, as a budding young historian, as a rather feeble argument, I decided to go and research the historical basis for my Christian beliefs. I was confident that once I'd done enough reading on the matter, I'd be able to hold my own against a similar skeptic's questioning. Several years later, after an enormous amount of reading and study of modern scholarship on the question of the historical Jesus and the origins of Christianity, I realized that Jesus was not the Son of God and the second person of the Holy Trinity, but was actually Yeshua ben Yosef, a Jewish rabbi and apocalyptic prophet and that Christianity was a gentile religion that evolved out of a Jewish end times sect. A few more years later, after studying philosophy academically, I also realised I could no longer sustain a belief in any religion. So while I'm not a bitter ex-Catholic and am not an atheist, I have no regrets at all about leaving the Catholic Church and abandoning religious belief. My Catholic upbringing and education has given me an understanding of religious faith and a very solid knowledge of the Bible (better than most Christians I come across) as well as a good understanding of western history, since it was so heavily influenced by Christianity in general and Catholicism in particular. But my philosophical stance these days is humanism. I identify myself as an agnostic with some possible deistic leanings because I do consider deism but I don't claim to know the exact origin of the universe.

[@grayintheuk8021]

I was born into Christianity and stayed in for many "many" decades before I actually woke up. Great video - thank you. Best Gray

[@1life2live69]

I'm glad you made it out - and thanks for the feedback :-)

[@EzyRider]

....I've had chills since I started watching this video, because it's like you just did a biography on me and my deconversion. I've posted this in Facebook, just to help those who try to 'No True Scotsman' those of us who no longer believe. A most excellent video my friend, and you have my sub. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

[@1life2live69]

Glad you found it relevant and useful Ezy, its good to know we're not alone :-)

[@aworldwithoutsin6384]

The No True Scotsman fallacy is listed in my video on most common Xian insults. Enjoy. Its good to be free after 35 years.

[@2fast2block]

It's amazing how many people love to go braindead. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@timothykeech7394]

I left my religion, which was never strongly held, about the age of 13 when I realised I was being told a pack of lies. None of the chantings or prayers resonated with me. Time in church was paralysingly boring and I wanted no part of it. I have been an atheist ever since. 60 years now.

[@ermacsmith3709]

Wow 60 years, congratulations. 🍻

[@2fast2block]

You decided to go braindead then. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@jdnlaw1974]

Great video. But you left out Seth Andrews of The Thinking Atheist. His video “The God of Cancer” was a game changer for me.

[@1life2live69]

Thanks, I must watch that one!

[@greatdayn4651]

Beautifully articulated. Subscribed!

[@gowdsake7103]

Can I ask how in the bible the god that supported slavery, .rape, misogyny, mass murder and genocide you could honestly support that as a loving god ?

[@iishadowii7477]

Everysingle wrong thing you think God did is not wrong, you do not understand what truly happened. For example, why would God burn sodom and gomorra that's so awful to kill so many. Would it be better to let them continue to commit sinful acts such as the sacrificing of babies?

[@gowdsake7103]

@@iishadowii7477 Yet it is christians who do that there are many recent examples As for your rather pathetic example why kill EVERYONE oh yes because your god is a dick and its just a story

[@godlessrecovery8880]

Thank you for putting the energy and effort into conveying your message so earnestly. It is greatly appreciated .

[@gerrymcerlean8432]

Took you long enough to realise. I was raised in a strict (Irish) Catholic family. I realised at age 12 that it was all b.s.

[@1life2live69]

It did take me too long Gerry but everyone is different.

[@gregorywilliams5105]

Very thoughtful. Thanks for sharing.

[@aworldwithoutsin6384]

1Life2Live Hey I wrote a book on the subject if you're interested. A World Without Sin: Christianity Is Mind Control.

[@davidgara3004]

if you say Christianity is mind control than why do you have a cross as your profile and a world without sin as your username

[@aworldwithoutsin6384]

A World Without Sin (AWWS) means REMOVE the object of worship. Then there is no sin. Sin is an offense to a god, in this case MANBURNER. By MANBURNER I am referring to the gods of the bible. If MANBURNER does not exist then there is no such thing as a 'sin'. Its just a meaningless, if not humorous word. The red cross on a black field is catchy. Wouldn't you agree?

[@davidgara3004]

there is only one god of the bible not god, he is the creator and the the one in control of your soul so why would you want to remove him, and no the red cross is not catchy coming from a christian point of view

[@aworldwithoutsin6384]

david gara Your god is most certainly not in control of my soul. That I assure you. The world would be both safer and happier if your gods' books and followers would shut up and disappear.

[@davidgara3004]

you obviously dont understand and that is something that you can not assure me, its just something that you deny cause you dont want to live by gods rules which you dont have to and you can do what ever you want but when you pass away your probably going to bad place. i can tell you dont understand Christianity by how you just wrote that comment its not about living happy lives and doing what you please its about living for god your creator and following jesus cause he is the one who died for your sins on the cross and gave you a chance to make it to the promise land

[@gearhead1234]

Religion is nothing without followers.. hence the constant “outreach”, proselytizing, and “conversions”... imagine the list of long dead religions, believed by thousands of people.. now all gone with no memories of it. Lol. Think of the millions that have died over the thousands of years over something as trivial..

[@2fast2block]

Just shut up. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@rowanford5438]

Thank you for your very helpful video. Did you used to have more videos? Are these still available?

[@doubleplusgoodthinker9434]

This was a thoughtful video. My journey was much shorter, when I was a youngster a long time ago. I started asking question, when the replies did not make sense or answer the question, I was just told to " shut up". So I did my own research. Aethism QED.

[@2fast2block]

You don't like making sense. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@lebenstraum666]

Baptised as adolescent. Must have grown up Baptist. Adventists not usually Zionist.

[@jedward635]

Good thing you didn’t die year 29! Saved you from a wonderful afterlife!

[@dmichael100]

My friend this is the best deconversion video I have seen (and I've seen several). Your story is my story. I too was a committed Christian for over 30 years. Going to a confessional (inerrancy) seminary in my late 40s finally did what I could no longer undo (though that seminary and professors expect to confirm your faith not make you question it- they still think I believe). On one level I realized how the Bible is not divinely sent but is a product of the human development of religion. And on another level I came to see what you described about everyday experiential Christianity and its assumptions. This is where most all Christians live and you are absolutely right- it can all take place in one's own mind - as earth-shattering as that was for me to finally admit. It took me decades to do so. I am convinced we are entering a historic place in the story of Christianity. This growing group of long-time believers who have seen that biblical Christianity is not the transcendent truth it claims to be is a new phenomenon. I believe the information age has been the impetus behind it. Mark my word: Christian believers (of which are most of my friends and family) will be desperate to defend what their very lives are based on. They will not give up the hope of seeing dead loved ones again and that everything that is wrong will be made right by some cosmic force. The better the arguments against the truth of Christianity- the more desperate these good people will become. When they can no longer answer our arguments, the attacks will become personal- and they will firmly believe they are doing God a service. Thank you for your video

[@michaelbrownlee4857]

dmichael100 no that is just the deceit or the god of this world😥

[@1life2live69]

dmichael100 thank you for the encouraging feedback and insights, and I'm glad there's was something here to which you could relate :-)

[@mzimmerman12]

Romans 1 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth. 19 For what can be known about God is plain to them, because God has shown it to them. 20 For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. So they are without excuse. 21 For although they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Claiming to be wise, they became fools, 1 John 2:19 They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us.

[@1life2live69]

Ah, so you are saying I must have been a fake all along! Thank goodness you have been able to stick me in a box [false believer] - without any supporting evidence - and now you can stop thinking. Trust me however, there are thousands of previously zealous, on-fire-for-God believers who have now discovered the same as me.

[@mzimmerman12]

Yep and they were fake too. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure you thought you were a real Christian. But as Jesus said, let the wheat grow up with the tares and He will separate them and toss them into the fire. As Jesus said, My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand. I and the Father are one.

[@roxee57]

If you’re on twitter you should add your twitter handle in your description box. There’s tons of atheists on twitter which can act as further support if you need it.

[@jonerickson2358]

I basically had a like experience. In one moment, I had a mystical experience but chose not to define it or let it define me. (After 50 years, I now realized that that was the day I became an atheist.) Born and raised in the Lutheran Church, I studied for the ministry (as a way to try to understand my experience) and spent 20 years as a pastor. As I studied, the faith in my head became MY HEAD, (faith became some mental way to try and perceive my life and upbringing) rather than some outside force. I am not happy about becoming an atheist as I had to let go of many feelings associated with growing up and living in the church.

[@egbewattarrahnaomi332]

Hell is real. Not believing doesn't change God , he will punish without mercy.

[@jonerickson2358]

@@egbewattarrahnaomi332 So, you are telling me that your God is an a**hole who punishes a single crime with an eternity of pain?? Hell is made up to scare people to be controlled. Believing in God doesn't make God real. Faith is the reason people give when they have no GOOD reason to believe something.

[@jonerickson2358]

@@egbewattarrahnaomi332 The god who "punishes without out mercy" is a thug not worthy of worship or praise, completely devoid of love or care for his creation. Such a god deserves nothing but condemnation. If your god was real as you describe, I would spit in his eye and tell him to go to his own hell!! With your attitude, completely devoid of any love for your fellow man, I will tell you the same thing. GO TO HELL (if one existed!!!)

[@jms4406]

That's a lovely accent you got there.....New Jersey?

[@1life2live69]

Scotland :-)

[@jms4406]

1Life2Live Awe... well then....good day mate! Let's put another shrimp on the barbie! Thanks for the video!

[@Plysdyret1]

Yeah... I knew it was from somewhere I didn't understand. I am usually pretty good at English, and I do understand people when visiting London, but this time I had to give it an extra listen.

[@sladechimera2837]

jms think you're confusing Scotland and Australia, they're actually very far apart tho neither are in America

[@sladechimera2837]

but thanks for the laugh

[@Mrz-sb1hw]

Yup there's loads of contradicts in the Bible.

[@JoBo301]

09:48 - Complete contradiction. If you are an atheist then it is a free-for-all - there is no need to be a moral person, just do whatever you want!

[@downenout8705]

Don't be silly, every atheist knows that if they just want to "sin", then they need to do nothing more than remain a Christian and repent. It's simple: Believe, sin as much as you want, repent, go to heaven. or Don't believe, sin as much as you want, go to hell. I think that you are taking Psalm fourteen far too seriously.

[@mazorine]

Check out DarkMatter2525 if you haven’t already. One of my faves. Also QualiaSoup and TheraminTrees.

[@paradisecityX0]

Mykel Walters DarkMatter2525? Seriously? His low-rent cartoons (built upon one Decontextualized strawman after another) is one of those that people lose brain cells watching

[@mazorine]

The White Injun My theist friend would beg to differ. He said it made him think. I’m sorry the cartoons make you uncomfortable.

[@paradisecityX0]

Mykel Walters How would it make me uncomfortable? I'm more disturbed how uncultured people who subscribe to that propagandist can be. You really think God's supposed to be some grey-bearded Caucasoid man? That's not to mention his theological ignorance and historical illiteracy

[@mazorine]

The White Injun Lol okay, keep calling anything you disagree with propaganda but that won’t make it true.

[@paradisecityX0]

Mykel Walters It is propaganda. He's been thoroughly debunked on his bad history in particular. And those who are cultured enough to appreciate the bible already debunk his childish, badly-drawn attempts at satire

[@HEADEDWESTWARD]

Why no more videos? This was so helpful.

[@1life2live69]

Soon I hope Susan, life has been very busy (but good!)

[@HEADEDWESTWARD]

Awesome!

[@cosmicstrings4986]

You may want to also check out science loving skeptics on facebook as well.

[@simoncampos3943]

The imaginary Jesus is not the historical Jesus.

[@filipion-h3k]

Thanks for sharing.

[@kenspencer9895]

Interesting video -- thanks for posting! I have been, and still am, a Christian. Just curious about how you would explain some events in the Bible (just mentioning a few here): * Who/what did Paul encounter on the road to Damascus? * How would you explain the upper room experiences? * What about the beach encounter where Jesus ate some fish to prove he wasn't just a spirit of some kind? I have had some experiences, particularly when I was in the US military, that I cannot explain in any way other than God's intervention. Shalom

[@picitnew]

+ Ken Spencer *_"I have had some experiences, particularly when I was in the US military, that I cannot explain in any way other than God's intervention."_* I don't know which experience you had but have you asked yourself questions like these: Why should it be the God you parents (most likely) have? Why not Odin or Zeus? Why not aliens? Why not a nation with the power to get invisible? Why not just by chance and using your biased mind to come to a conclusion? I guess you already have asked these questions to yourself since you clearly have made up your mind.

[@kenspencer9895]

I was present when someone was spontaneously healed; I was present when a word of knowledge was demonstrated (and verified); I participated in (but was not the subject of) an exorcism -- too lengthy of a story to relate, but saw and heard the direct results of spiritual warfare per Ephesians 6:12. The demons (yep - plural) would not have responded to Odin/Zeus' name -- see Acts 19, particularly verses 13 - 17.

[@picitnew]

+ Ken Spencer *_"I was present when someone was spontaneously healed"_* How do you know? Did a leg grow out? Have personally seen the results from people claiming the same as you. And after further examination it was filed as "BS". So if you haven't any evidence to back it up I'm afraid your claim is filed in the same "BS"- category. *_"I participated in (but was not the subject of) an exorcism"_* Again, how do you know? You do know that your brain can create hallucinations? *_"The demons (yep - plural) would not have responded to Odin/Zeus' name.."_* If the person who were the subject of this "exorcism" is indoctrinated with the christian doctrine, then this is what I would expect from a person with hallucinations. From this comment I would conclude that you clearly don't have an open mind and are heavliy biased towards the christian doctrine. And remember quoting from the Bible is no more like quoting from Harry Potter. First you have to prove the truth value of the Bible with evidence. I guessing you have the same idea about the Quran or any other "holy" text book?

[@kenspencer9895]

Although I could provide details, it is clear you would not be convinced. Shalom.

[@picitnew]

+ Ken Spencer You should perhaps provide *evidence* , since that would most likely convince me. A more important question is why it should be any convincing for *you* ? Are you not striving to be an honest person?

[@dok418]

I was in a similar situation. After 30 or so years as a devout catholic in a predominantly catholic country, I suddenly had sort of a paradigm shift, a moment of realization. I suddenly felt enlightened and was able to see the world from different views, unrestrained. Yes, it was a huge relief. I still go to church and stuff with my family, they are still devout catholics and I want to be with them. But you are right, this is something you cannot share to theists thinking they will understand. They will have their own moment of realization as I have, in their own time. And if not, I am ok with that, my new outlook has allowed me live in peace and happiness without worrying what others believe, even those close to me.

[@2fast2block]

Then leave the silly church but no, you wanted to be a nitwit too. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@2fast2block]

I don't go to church anymore but I didn't go braindead either. How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@stevebeary4988]

Thank you.

[@2fast2block]

For what? How did you get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. So if you want to pretend to be smart, please give me the laugh by giving your science how creation really happened by natural means. Also, throw in how we got the laws of nature, naturally. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@chrisr3592]

Great video.

[@rorytennes8576]

Great story. Welcome to the side of reason.

[@chainedwheelmyridemymusic3331]

this really make sense to me. as a former christian music ministry worker also, everyhing you said here are true based on my own experiences. i need to share this video to my atheist friends/group here in the philippines so we all in these together. "god is all in the mind". thank you very much!

[@1life2live69]

Catching up on comments, glad you could relate to the content, how did you conversations go?

[@christophergibson7155]

You clearly mention your default to the process of the mind concerning your former beliefs in God. How about your life living by the Spirit of God? You don't mention in detail it's reality or unreality to you. "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit." (Galatians 5:25) "That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit." (John 3:6) "For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are the Sons of God." (Romans 8:14) Do not be deceived by your mind. If your mind is not renewed and transformed by The Word of God, you become stagnant. It's an open door for deception. This is the order of departure and deconversion from following Jesus Christ and The Word of God...... DOUBT ---DISBELIEF---DISOBEDIENCE

[@katherineg9396]

Very well presented, thank you for sharing your journey.

[@2fast2block]

Journey to going braindead. How did he get around the first verses of the bible with God creating and giving life? Real science says nothing does nothing. Real science says if there was something there already it must fit with the evidence of what we know. We know the 1LT says there's a conservation of energy. It can change forms and neither can be created or destroyed. Creation cannot happen by natural means. The 2LT has various aspects, one being the universe is winding down, entropy. Usable energy is becoming less usable, so at one point usable energy was at its max. This all points to a supernatural creation, by a supernatural creator at a certain point in which matter, space, and time were created. When I read how it can happen otherwise, ALL the fools resort to science-fiction. Once a supernatural creation is accepted, then the next step is finding proof of what supernatural power did it. We KNOW these laws. We have NO doubts about them. We also KNOW that the laws of nature can't come about without a Lawgiver, God. Life only comes from life. Law of biogenesis. God is the reason for us and all we have. kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJqwoq2ElL6Gjrc The odds are NOT there. kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWLCfHiMlqisl6M kzbin.info/www/bejne/r4icmJStr79_qc0 kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpXEooarqdlol9k

[@Dialysistechniciansworldwide]

I will soon make a video on my deconversion.

[@1life2live69]

Put a link in here so I can watch! :-)

[@itsamiamario69]

Excellent video.

[@jmdsservantofgod8405]

so.........what are you really angry about sir?........did you listen to yourself?.....what are you not telling us?

[@1life2live69]

Lol, what? Who said I'm angry? Please link me to the expression of anger in this video, I missed it. Or do you just think all atheists are angry, so I must be?

[@jmdsservantofgod8405]

1Life2Live .....well.....the fact that you did not show your face.....the tone of your voice.... the pace of your words, plus that sad music in the background...all lead me to make my judgement......(rework your video?)

[@1life2live69]

@@jmdsservantofgod8405 I do plan do rework the video as it happens Joseph, soon I hope. It's interesting how you have interpreted those factors. I was trying to keep the noise down when I recorded it, hence the hushed tones. there was emotion, but not anger. Not seeing my face was down to anonymity, which I needed at the time, and the music was something copyright-free which I found on line, I didn't consider it to be sad! So nothing angry there, but interesting to understand why you thought so and I can learn from that for my next video, thanks for your comments.

[@think-islam-channel]

You have given up christianity but make illogical claims based on that e.g. 8:00. You have gone from one dogmatic position to a more fashionable one, no?

[@1life2live69]

No idea what you mean Drak about being fashionable, my observation is simply this, as a thought experiment - IF there is no God, then there can be no evidence of God, and so for religions to exist and claim to be valid despite the lack of evidence, they would need to point to address a request for evidence in some way - enter the emphasis on faith, 'just believe'! Trust in the Lord, and lean not on your own understanding, etc. Very convenient.

[@enterbalearia9650]

Excellent stuff :)

[@davidjanbaz7728]

Check out inspiring philosophy and Reasons. org videos!

[@leonelolivares6845]

Awesome video..

[@bennylane9701]

The basic tenets of christianity aren't biblical. Discovering that ON MY OWN helped me bridge the gap between the evil religious ideology I was involved with and the happy, peace-inducing friendship I have with my Creator today.

[@ChrisSmith-xh9wb]

The basic tenets of Christianity began to from in my head before I opened the BIble. What I read just confirmed what I had already come to believe.

[@sjcobra84]

I'm a deist/pastafarian. But I respect peoples decisions to not believe in anything.

[@Theo_Caro]

As a deist, I am interested in how to manage to be both a deist and a pastafarian.

[@sjcobra84]

Ill try to talk the best I can lol. I couldn't really take interest the pirate attire of the pastafarian faith and I don't drink. But the concept of God as a flying spaghetti monster is pretty cool. And the how the universe began with trees, mountains and a midget. He made the universe in 4 days and for 3 days he rested because he was tired. I do think that God can take any form he wants. From the dreamtime, his a giant rainbow serpent. All creation myth stories are appealing and can be open to interpretation. Some have good philosophies, concepts and ideas. I like Greek, Egyptian, and Norse pantheon. And I like hearing about Pagan believes as well so yeah. Hope I've made sense. Apologies if I sound odd.

[@nicoleharrington9086]

Sherbet_Bomb pardon my ignorance but what is a pastafarian

[@sjcobra84]

As said in a previous response to T.H Caro, They believe that God is a flying spaghetti monster. I'ts a open door faith but in Poland, the Netherlands and New Zealand, i'ts recognized as a religion. And the sacred head gear is a pastor colander. And they said Ramen when they finish they prayers.

[@aceofleaf606]

Sherbet_Bomb As a pastaterian, I just want to wholeheartedly apologise for repeatedly consuming the Earthly variety of your God. I'm deeply ashamed to have thoroughly enjoyed and shat out what has no doubt been created in his image.

[@katybee2552]

What a lovely accent you have :)

[@1life2live69]

Thank you :-)