My Diaries | Learning to be less dependent on my s/o, social anxiety, waking up at 5am *fail*

It's been a hot minute since I posted a vlog. Missed chit chatting with you guys :') Been having some ups and downs and wanted to document it on the channel. Let me know your thoughts!
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[@smallpotato2345]

4:12 Michelle: eats while watching movie Me: eats while watching Michelle

[@rejinalimbu7202]

Same here✌😊

[@heidiveerle]

Me: eats while reading your comment 😁

[@emiliadzienis453]

Same here 😆

[@okfitasarihana2021]

This is what I'm currently doing

[@MultiNamkhing]

Yes same here!

[@amyjunglee]

One piece of advice someone gave me when I was moving around and doing “different” and “new” things in my 20s-there’s no one way to feel or go about it...just be safe, stay true to you and surround yourself with good/trusted people-and keep vlogging! ;)

[@yr4real784]

Chang ？

[@salmarahmatia19]

@Chang ??

[@bokuwatoki5983]

I have been feeling the same for about 3 years: less motivation, no friends in college, eating disorder and self infliction. I'm happy that I'm in college studying and experiencing the major I chose which is what I'm grateful for but then there's this empty space inside of me that wishes that I can share how I have feel to other people- ups and downs. . you know? I'm an introvert and I have anxieties too when I meet new people and it's not long lasting which hurts me. I'm loud with my close friends and family members but I feel hollow in school and in general - especially since I'm graduating this spring.... so graduating with no friends yeah it sucks but i came a long way. I feel lonely in college because I dont have any friends but I believe that the right people will gravitate in our lives. So just live life, make the best out of everyday w/o having to having force ourselves to make friends and go out and etcetera. "Health is wealth" we need to understand ourselves more. I always talk to myself and it's very therapeutic to me. Yet, it's only me and the four walls in my room 😔

[@boopboop9356]

Girl I wish I went to the same school as you so we could be friends!! U seem so sweet. Have u tried joining clubs and working on campus?? It's honestly hard for me to make new friends too, i only have two friends rn but I feel like we just aren't compatible and they are lowkey toxic/shady .. but making new friends is so hard so I still remain their friend to not be lonely. Social stuff is so hard sometimes

[@melissaa4918]

Lets be friends online! :) i do hv some friends in real life but they dont understand me :(

[@rinibabeforYT]

same here

[@valeriabethany6396]

Omg , we have the exact situation girl, (don't mind my English) I thought I'm the one ; ( so sad that happened to us

[@bokuwatoki5983]

@@melissaa4918 that'd be nice! ^^

[@tanya7358]

When ashley aka bestdressed first said that she’ll be moving to new york, I honestly instantly thought how nice it’d be if you two would meet and become friends eventually. I feel like you both have similar attitude when it comes to being chill and introverted.

[@leiasing76]

Tanya C Omg yes! I also watched Ashley but I hadn’t even thought of that

[@taehyungaye5556]

Omg same that was my first thought💖💖

[@synchia]

My first thought when Ashley moved to New York

[@tanya7358]

I knew I wasn’t the only one!!! Not to put too much pressure on our precious ones huhu, but I hope they’ll have a chance to hangout someday 🥺

[@abby-sj9ks]

Omg same here haha

[@BananaPiss]

There’s just something so elegant about Michelle features 😍

[@actuallyXanh]

shes so beautiful!

[@DX-d]

She’s stunning.

[@lilima996]

Can totally relate to what you're feeling, i've just moved to a new city and i know nobody here except my s/o. I'm also an introvert, and i'm trying to have new experiences but the anxiety is real haha. You're not alone in what you're feeling and thank you for sharing !! Let's keep trying

[@davielong3551]

Me too! Same situation like yours! Have you tried making friends yet? I have no luck!😢

[@nehaj4702]

I kind of challenge myself to go out and interact with other students in class but then get tired of it after some time. 😅

[@lilima996]

I try to attend events in my university like conferences, workshops... All of my classes are at night because i'm in the school of continuing studies, and it's so much harder to make friends in class because most people are working, have families and so they really come to class only focused on the course material. I do my best to strike conversations as much as i can but sometimes you can tell that people are just not that interested, so all of my anxiety and insecurities come rushing back. What works best for me is constantly reminding myself that my anxiety magnifies the reality, and that even if someone is not interested in me, it's not the end of the world, my purpose in life is not to be friends with everyone, it's more about finding the right ones. That takes time for sure so i keep trying over and over again. I have times when i completely shut down but i keep forcing myself out of it. The good thing is as introverts we're comfortable with being alone, it gets lonely sometimes for sure, but usually i'm at ease with creating a happy environment for myself while watching movies, reading, writing, taking walks, observing people and the world around me when i'm on the bus. I really focus on all the little things that make me smile and feel peaceful.

[@nehaj4702]

Samee, I have joined 2 clubs this year, and I was able to make 2 more friends. And about people not being interested sometimes is true, but I tell myself to just do my part to make a conversation and if they are not interested, then just move on find someone else.😁 Also, hey it's better to have 2 genuine friends than too many fake friends right?

[@Melmam100]

Halima Asrawi story of my life :(

[@loyda2031]

girl, I feel you. I am on the same boat! feeling not necessarily sad or like depressed but more helpless and just small because I am always alone, or reliant on my family and my siblings for friendship, advice all of the above so creating friendships and new relationships outside makes me anxious because I've always stayed within what I was born with (family) . As I am getting older and thinking about my life beyond my family in terms of being independent and moving out, I am nervous and scared because I have always had them around. Being an introvert and a homebody, I am afraid that not fixing this thing of me always staying within my comfort zone, will negatively affect me and my mental health as an adult in the future in the real world. Wishing you luck and anyone else who feels the same way 😊

[@stllfrhh]

i absolutely hate when people tell you "oh, but you can be an introvert if ..." in fact, yes brenda, i can. being introvert it's not something unchanging, it depends on the person and on his/her/their personal experiences, and i realize that a lot of people don't understand that and tend to believe that if others aren't perfectly introvert like them, they aren't introvert. i'm tired of hearing people telling shit as if they know everything ... anyway, i really enjoy your vlog as always !

[@actuallyXanh]

thank you! i needed this.

[@ahripark2593]

I completely understand I went through the same thing 3 years ago...I moved to a different state to be with my s/o and I knew no one but him. I got depressed after a year and I felt very anxious. I finally put myself out there and after 3 years I have some friends and it feels great! I also am more independent now; I can go places by myself. I wish you the best Michelle!

[@esther1765]

My favorite part was the end when she's being herself on facetime with her parents. Yes, she's herself in the entire vlog, but I mean as a child chatting it up with her parents hours away from home. It just hits different, you know?

[@actuallyXanh]

love how real she is

[@doveguti1111]

I just moved to France and is been sooo hard getting used to everything, living alone, the language and making new friends the anxiety is real, I'm and introvert but also a positive person and I do believe that everything gets better in the end and this too shall pass for everyone going through the same experience, hang in there 💕 don't close yourselves but don't make yourselves do things your not comfortable with find the balance and life will get better💕

[@kdms.3377]

Comment tu vas maintenant ? 😇 Toujours en France ?

[@yusrahaider2520]

Thank you for making this video. I moved to the UK last year, for a new job from my home country. It was a tough move but I settled down fairly fast and made a nice circle of friends there. Then around two months ago I decided to give living in London a shot -- it being a more happening city and all. And honestly, it hasn't been going very great. I stopped eating properly, stopped waking up and sleeping on time, didn't want to do anything, didn't want to get out of bed. It's getting better slowly but I hadn't expected a simple change of cities to have this kind of an effect after having successfully changed countries...? It was and is very frustrating, and I was being hard on myself, but watching your video and reading other people's comments has helped me realize that it's okay to feel this way. It actually is very hard living in a city where you know no one, especially with the pandemic and restrictions in place So just thank you. For making this and for sharing your thoughts :)

[@ikrobiee]

The seasonal blues are so real. When I feel stuck in my life, I do things that bring me joy. Such as spending time with my family, going for dinner with my s/o, new workout routines and time with friends. It’s also okay to spend time alone, doing a hobby you enjoy.

[@samantha7966]

The fact that you're able to open about your vulnerabilities and come off as so REAL is one of the main reasons your videos are so appealing! Definitely my favorite KZbinr. You're such an admirably independent and empowering female, but also so relatable as any other normal girl in their 20s~

[@cjwsk12]

I've been feeling the same way. Feeling sad these days, less motivation, but it's weird cause I still love life, I just wish I had more energy for it. Hope it gets better for the both of us

[@defnecelikoyar]

I'm definitely taking a little hit from seasonal depression and that last bit meant a lot to me. I hope you know you're not alone, and you're doing a great job at life!! 💗 💗 Looking forward to the ASMR content ;)

[@tinafengart]

Hi Michelle, I’ve been really struggling the past couple weeks and constantly feeling sad without knowing what to do. So hearing about your experience with sadness and the negative aspects of introversion makes me feel like I’m not alone. ♥️ thank you for sharing your life with us! We can get through these hard times together ☺️

[@tapealife]

11:23 is sooo relatable. last couple of months i feel just like this. it kinda helps to watch Meesh dealing with that as well. even if you feel like that you still able to manage your life and feel happiness. thank you!

[@seoulmate1710]

I am also an introvert and I sometimes force myself to go out and socialize. It's very hard so make friends as I am living in another country where I don't even speak the language and I constantly have the feeling that I don't fit here. Trying making some insta live while cooking if it makes you feel better~ I also have hairy arms but I bought an IPL a few months ago so I don't have to worry about that anymore 🤷‍♀️

[@deobinnie]

I love how I see michelle wearing the manila shirt in most of her living diaries like ahhhhh 😍😍😍

[@victorialing3111]

Love how more open you’ve become! You seem so much more comfortable on camera and showing your personality 🥺🥺❤️❤️

[@ainhannysha2644]

Just coming home from school and her post is the best reward i get 💙💙

[@actuallyXanh]

i know right?! it just brightens up my day

[@shikhae03]

They look so good together i swear

[@sorenaang7785]

I’ve been waiting for your vlogs!!! 🥺💗 Michelle has the best vlogs ever I swear

[@actuallyXanh]

She really does!

[@lgreen2605]

introvert means you feel re energized when spending time alone. whereas extroverts get energized by being around others. A lot of people speak about being intro/extroverts with a very surface level understanding. I understand the sentiment of KZbin being a therapeutic space.

[@marilynrosales2862]

Lack of motivation is normal do not be hard on yourself. part of the ebbs and flows of life. it took me years to learn to enjoy the silence and to fill that silence with activities with myself. A book I want to read, a language to learn, a massage, etc. If you are feeling in a funk I use to set a calendar reminder to say YES to one social thing each week. And if I was not invited somewhere I had to take myself out. It really helped me. I also started taking cycling classes and that community motivated me to just get out of the house (I work from home sometimes too). In any case, if you are feeling stuck I always cycle back to reminding myself that its natural to go through the waves of emotions, just help yourself navigate and move forward. Hang in there. x

[@madelinecaples8141]

I find it really therapeutic when you talk on camera too; just thought I'd mention it. :) I have been going through some similar feelings in the last couple of months. My situation is such that I don't get to visit with a lot of people beyond my own family (and most of them are under 7 haha), and it can get pretty lonely and monotonous, especially when it's too cold even to go outside for a walk. I'd say try to develop the friendships/acquaintances you have and visit with as many people as often as you can - it can be really encouraging to hear some voices besides your own thoughts and lift your mood a lot. Sending love!

[@JellyK]

I have literally been binge watching your vlogs for the past week and I'm so in love with them!

[@pupupuz8375]

Itaewon class is amazing!! I highly recommend everybody to watch it.

[@jesuisjordie]

Your energy is so calm and positive, I love it.

[@izuzuchan]

Almost a year ago I relocated as well, almost 6hrs away from my friends and family. I didn’t know anyone here and the depression and separation anxiety was the worst I’ve ever experienced, it took almost 6-8 months before I finally started feeling better. One thing I did recently was look for meetups of like minded people or crafting meetups (since I’m big into that) and having something to look forward to outside of my regular schedule really helps. Not only do I get to meet new people but I get to work on my craft and be inspired by others works too. 🎉🎉

[@raissairmadella3066]

I feel you, I can relate. For me, most of it because I recently had a worst broken heart and betrayed by my best friend. It affected me so much in daily life. Like I don’t have any motivation. One day I just want to end it up, that thought cross to my mind a lot. Every morning when I wake up, I just wanna cuddle in my bed. I don’t want to go out and go to work. I don’t have any energy. But sometimes see your video or any other youtuber, update about their life, kinda therapy for me. I feel like I’m not alone. Thank you

[@Melmam100]

What you were saying at the end of the video. I feel like you were me lol. I have a boyfriend he helped me meet people but my biggest problem have been feeling sad and anxious in my apartment and trying to meet new people but i dont know how. Im a student abroad and i see my colleagues when I go to uni but I feel i would like to meet people Idk. Also big introvert here. Lol Its funny how I feel like a lot of young people are in this situation Also one meal a day loool it was me Its getting better for me it was really bad But hopefully it will get better for all of us I think its part of growing up, it will make us stronger and more independent people I am from France btw If anyone feels the same, keep fighting its gonna be ok and also let’s talk! ❤️

[@aditi6014]

hey i feel the same i think you just wrote my story there, will talking about it help?

[@VanessaLim]

Aww Michelle, I feel like getting anxious about being surrounded by people that you don't really know is like soo relatable. I also can relate to finding talking to the camera therapeutic...even though, I don't have many subscribers to watch my videos and listen in to my outbursts lol I understand how letting all your thoughts out somewhere or to someone can be refreshing. I also think it's so great that you realize that you want to work on putting yourself out there and figuring it out for yourself instead of relying on your significant other. I think it's so amazing that you have Ivan who can support you and be there for you, but at the same time I totally agree that it is SO important to learn to be independent. I guess it's all about finding the balance - which I'm sure you are working towards and I'm sure you will get there one day! Always rooting for you. 💖

[@maddystai]

Michelle, where is that dress that you were wearing from???! it’s so beautiful 😍

[@itslily6395]

I'm just saying....I'm all for Michelle Mukbang videos :D Maybe you can do sit down talks to help you get things off your chest or even just simple Q&A~ Do anything that makes YOU feel better and happier^^

[@rosie56875]

I am also an introvert, and i love just being by myself at home. But also when i meet new people, i can socialize and have fun sometimes. but when people just see that socializing side, they mistake me a lot of times as being an extrovert and kinda force that idea into me which is really annoying. So i feel you lol.

[@krplum22]

I can relate, I’m feeling sad and lost all the time, it’s like I’m living the wrong life or something, and it’s like I’m doing things, but in the end I don’t know why I have to do it.. I hope you feel better, and nyc is the best city I have ever seen, so just walk around it can help a lot with motivation 💜

[@inanna24]

Love your vlogs

[@thesweetlife97]

You should try green/red apple with celery! they make a good combo :)

[@actuallyXanh]

the apple definitely helps. haha

[@mariavenchxo6330]

Just binge watched all your vids....and now I'm subscribed😍😍😊

[@ShaoniRoy]

I have seen so many people specially KZbinrs are coming out to discuss their mental health despite being under public scrutiny on every social media available. Michelle, me & my best friends have faced depression because of career pressure & also being introvert. But at least we're trusting each other to talk our feelings & thoughts. Grateful to have such people in my life who won't judge disregard my negative thoughts. And it's okay to be an introvert and don't feel negative. Hopefully you'll find similar minded people like you, very soon.

[@jayslingualounge]

You got this. The anxiety can literally be crippling but you can make it past it. Start with eating properly! Step by Step!

[@moonchild7467]

i also know exactly how u feel. i am a very introvert person too but people around me don’t accept that and it fucks up. they just don’t get that I don’t like being with people cause it makes me anxious and I get nervous. these days I feel like it’s getting worse. we’re kinda in the same situation with being introvert and sad, anyone else...?

[@elliskoufatoglou2637]

I am exactly like you Meesh. It's been half a year since i ve been back at my hometown and i just work 6 times a week and go to sleep. I feel safe and cozy in my home, but also feel like the days go by and im missing out on a lot of things...on the other hand super happy when u upload ♡♡♡

[@zeddnl6514]

I'm so in love with your videos! It's got that 'honest' vibes which is so different than the rest of the vloggers community giving us all the 'aesthetic' vibes. Was supposed to watch this before going to sleep but I had like a really long day from school. So anyway, love love love your honest opinion about being an introvert and reflecting on it. I too, am an introvert which really surprises people that i know. honestly, there's like a dozen type of introverts so ya'll can chill. PS. this is my first time leaving a long ass comment on your video. PSS. Please keep on watching chocolate and hope you put out a little comment about it. I love that drama so much i think it's one of jtbc's best kdrama of last year.

[@tohyhihi]

Lol ppl are so funny ofcourse Mich knows whether shes an introvert or not.. nobody knows it better than she herself. I actually like her spending time alone time at home vlogs the most

[@thatssosarah8089]

As a fellow introvert I can relate to not socializing a lot but still loving to talk to people or just in general.

[@486davinci]

Just do you, whatever you feel makes you happy do it. As for making friends, I think it's safe to say go out of your comfort zone and try to be your complete opposite that you want to hangout with.. anyway, whatever it is that you choose, know that it is for yourself and not others ☺️ we are just here to support and our opinions/comments only matters if it's only uplifting. Stay safe and healthy 💓💓💓 PS.. Don't let negativity run through you.

[@ktran2014]

In response to your talk around 12:00 min, I think it could be related to you being your period! Last week I had the same feeling of not wanting to do anything, feeling disappointed/depressed, and feeling like I was too into my partner. I cried for like two days straight. I think that was a result of me PMSing and how my body chemically could be lacking serotonin levels at the time. I don't have the cure to it, but it made me feel a lot better knowing that it could be much more of a chemical thing than the world just being absolutely hard and sad.

[@Hyerivlog]

Love it when you share your inner thoughts✨ hope you can start getting back into a routine that you enjoy💓

[@miasibala]

i totally feel you about how theraputic it is to talk into the digital world because you work at home and don't socialize much!!

[@angelicaregine9621]

I can relate highly sis! We love you ! This introvert life has been difficult but as long as you’re good love we’ll always be here! Tell my dawg I-dawg I said wassupppp !

[@styxeno4733]

i love you michelle and your videos always make me so happy and give me lots of hope for the future.. i hope you feel better, i know everyone gets sad but i really hope everything’s ok and you’re happy and healthy!!!

[@alurie16]

Dont worry Michelle youll get through it! Ive been feeling the exact same slump youve been in. It's also this time of year is rlly depressing. Take care of yourself ❤️❤️❤️

[@chiae0]

힘내요! I can totally relate to what you're going through right now. I also don't talk a lot on a daily basis and not many people to talk to except for my parents. But I hope you feel better and are able to make more friends on your own! ❤️

[@huyenanhnguyen4436]

We're all dealing w problems everyday. Hope you'll always have strength to go through everything. Love you Michelle ♥️

[@AnnaElizaR]

If you are going to get up at 5 am plan a training or an exercises class. I personally LOVE going to an exercise class first thing in the morning. Then come home breakfast and shower and it feels good to accomplish stuff before 7 am. Not to mention I don't talk myself out or into exercise later.

[@kaeyaslut3545]

i highly recommend emu oil and rosehip oil for your burn on your calf!!! i use it on my scars and it helps a lot. its best to treat a burn/scar as soon as possible :)

[@thatsandyho]

I’m curious how did you meet ivan?? Thank you for sharing your inner thoughts

[@NatyVilorio]

thatsandyho I’m pretty sure she explained it in another video, like both were in Korea and then started a long distance relationship

[@mj1515mj]

@@NatyVilorio that was her ex

[@kara8892]

They met in a bar. It's in her Q&A :)

[@preecha.]

@@kara8892 the club isn't the best place to find love So the bar is where they go

[@shreeejuuu2316]

Stay strong. We will always be there for you unnie ❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹

[@jannicejc]

have been watching literally all of your videos since day 1 and never missed one. illlllly hope you had a great days ahead michelle

[@madisonmiles830]

wow.. michelle is a trooper for real. if i didn't like the celery juice i would've thrown it out she downed the WHOLE GLASS

[@waykee33]

I feel that you genuinely are a nice person. You will definitely overcome your fears one day. I believe you will. ❤️

[@xsmiile]

Yes so relateable! I work as a consultant so I usually interact with clients on a day to day basis, but the conversations just go "Hi, How are you?" and that's about it.. It's nice not having to go to an office and being able to work from home, but I totally get it in the feeling lonely part. Hope you're able to find your way in NY~

[@tabbybinggo2257]

"falls asleep and wake up on my usual time* it's 100% me whenever i try to get up earlier

[@amohamoud3992]

I’ve watched all of your videos before but today calls for a Michelle Choi vlog binge!! ✨✨💛

[@jaquii77]

Totally understand the whole anxiety meeting new people. I'm an ambivert and I'm also shy and people who know me a bit think I'm not shy at all but I am haha I'm also a homebody but at the same time I love people and doing new stuff but it does drain me at the end of the day 😅❤️

[@vrajashreedalal9927]

Missed your alone diaries badly n i luv to see u happy, i am like you too i understand how it is

[@jeontaemie]

Lol when you were trying to finish that celery juice I was like: ‘me af’ I literally cannot understand how my mom can eat celery raw and in different variations (like juice) and enjoy it

[@wdjpj4238]

Love you from Japan🤎 Your vlogs always motivate me to learn English!

[@jiu3869]

I totally relate to the feeling in 13:36 .. I live as a foreigner in Japan and most of my friends are also friends I've met through my friends. and while thats something I'm honestly super thankful about, I wanna know how to do it on my own too. loved that you were real to us 😘u look gorg in the black dress

[@lagirl4648]

Add a frozen banana and protein powder to your green drink. It will taste good that way!🥰❤

[@ELLIEHAN]

MICHELLE!!! I'm moving out alone next week so I'm doing a marathon with your videos rn omg IM SO EXCITEDDD

[@Nganthebread]

I feel you on wanting to be less dependent on SO. I went through this huge transition process (graduating college, moving) and wasn’t all that good with keeping in touch with my friends. So I lost a lot of friends. Thankfully my SO had introduce me to his friends and slowly they became mine. But I had this thought a couple of months ago that if my SO and I broke up I don’t think I would have a lot of people I could talk to. So that really forced me to go out and make new friends and hangout with others outside of my relationship. I still love hanging out with my SO and our mutual friends a lot but it also takes some pressure off of him so he doesn’t feel like he has to hangout with me all the time.

[@HeartAnimeManga]

ur vlogs motivate me to go out of bed ALSO use tamanu oil and fresh aloe vera they help with scars etc.

[@anexitil00s]

Hey Michelle! For the BURNMARK just use a vitamin C serum! Just like you use it for hyperpigmentation on your face you can use it on the rest of your body too! Hope it helps!

[@sunlaura7230]

So inspired somehow! Love your content! It's really comfortable to watch your video. I've been feeling the same for the past two years... especially undergoing a tough journey of recoverying from eating disorder after losing too much fat due to heavy volum of exercise. That said, however, it is this experience made me reflect upon myself, not only in regards of weight, appearance, but meanings of life, family as well. As for I'm an introvert, it's quite hard to express how I truly feel when making friends, or even in the surrounding of new people. Luckily, as for now, the more I find peace in 'spending time with the inner self', the more easier to share what I love to my loving people, friends, family...... I simple feel happier this way. As much as this mindset shocked me, I truly grateful for being able to know better about myself, to become more mature.

[@RedisNotaFlavor]

Man, Ivan is kinda fly with the fits. That Goodwill probably got a nice haul.

[@yasnalizsalas5952]

add one apple or beet to your celery juice to make it taste amazing!!!

[@pelepetuafa2353]

Not gonna lie, this makes me want to stop being a sloth 🦥

[@THEwildYNA]

Same

[@theleosheart]

Yessss lets do this o.ó/

[@leahakayy]

Right?!

[@actuallyXanh]

same here!!!

[@JennyJeon]

SAME 👋

[@littlemissparkle]

I work at a small company and have the exact same issue making new friends and meeting people! I always feel like i'm too reliant on my s/o, but I also don't know how else to go about meeting people in the adult world! It was so much easier in grade school and collage!

[@mrs.hannahchiang]

to ivan, you're a gift. so introducing new friends through him makes him happy:) i would guess. i would be happy if i can help my significant other to have friends and a healthy community! with this to say, don't put too much pressure on yourself or force yourself💗ivan is a safe place and knowing new friends through him is not at all a weak thing!

[@cammypham33]

I love how she went from emotional girl talk to waxing her arm while FaceTiming her parents THE CONTENT !! ❤️❤️❤️

[@sabrinasoraya1546]

YAY WE'VE MISSED YOUR VLOGS!!! also I've been watching Itaewon Class too :)

[@tinyengine502]

It’s so cute how you guys get all southern with your accents when you both meet. XD

[@jessc3889]

OMG I'm the same!!!!!!!! When I sweat I sweat on my moustache area and nose!!! It's SO annoying especially now we have to wear mask 😷 I'm so happy to find someone who relates 😭

[@fatedtraveler1425]

We love you michelle! Wish you the best! Take care of yourself! 🥰 everything will be alright!

[@giuliabi4064]

Hi Michelle! I discovered your channel a week ago and I love watching your vlogs every night and I admire you, your are an inspiration for me in this moment of my life. A lot of love from ITALY!

[@aaliyaayasha]

Seeing your video is like ! Good mornings for me ! ❣️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@amief4918]

I am introvert as well and being a stay at home wife/mom has made me worse. But I find your videos inspiring to me to get out there and do things instead of staying home all day. I made it to the gym and its about a 25 minute drive lol. Also it being cold outside makes it harder for me to leave the house. Maybe when it warms up things will get better.

[@katiethursland7633]

1) I also work from home, as an introvert, and have a hard time getting to know people because I don’t have many opportunities to socialize. So I joined a climbing gym with a great community and started utilizing a coworking space to feel like I’m around people more... some days it helps :) 2) hairy arm girls unite

[@мел-т5щ]

i rarely relate to youtubers, but i feel like our personalities are similar. glad i found your channel, i love watching your videos ♡

[@clarafenollosa5101]

Rosa Mosqueta oil and cream are the best for burn marks and scars, and you need to keep applying every day.❤️❤️✨

[@geraldinevillareal735]

My stress reliever just upload a new video 😍

[@sz3960]

Omg... I feel you so much on what you said about introverts and meeting people through your s/o, YES I am like this and I also wish to be much more extroverted and meet new people by myself. :')

[@ViajeniBree]

Basically my life when I moved to Switzerland for the first time ♡

[@grass750]

You should meet Ashley from Best Dressed! she recently moved to NYC you guys should meet that ways you can have more youtube friends and you can show her around!

[@laurenhuffman6449]

I seriously love you. Loved the video. Youll get through this hump your going through ❤️❤️ one step at a time

[@leahakayy]

Aww Michelle thanks for sharing how you’ve been feeling - I’ve literally been feeling the exact same way. I think it could have a lot to do with seasonal depression and overall change. Hang in there it’s almost spring! 🌿🌱 Sending you love from Canada 💕 🇨🇦