My Experience With HPPD

[@solar7501]

Please like and share the video so we can bring awareness as alot of people do not know about this condition and are not mentally prepared to all of a sudden start going through all of these mentally debilitating symptoms. Thanks alot

[@theviraltrend7551]

This is what advocates of shrooms/LSD will not tell you. This has to be some of the worst side effects of any drug to be tripping out consistently for years after use is just crazy, not worth it at all

[@solar7501]

Yes it's not worth it at all and I'm also very disappointed that this isnt talked about as well it's almost like it gets put under the rug.

[@imkyle4life]

Hey man, I suffer from hppd that has gotten worse after a one month weed binge a few weeks ago. Done lsd 3 times and shrooms 4 times. One of the days last month after smoking a lot of weed I had full blown lsd/shroom visuals and I thought I was going psychotic and I could feel a panic attack coming but luckily once I realised it was the same hallucinations I experienced on lsd I calmed down a bit and kind of enjoyed it cause I was very relaxed, it was like I done shrooms but with lsd visuals without the weird headspace. My symptoms are that the walls look like their blurry and basically no night vision that's got a blurry filter over it and sometimes if I stare at something, a shadow will appear right beside it. Luckily I don't have it as bad as other people but it's made me never wanna even smoke weed again. Now I only vape and have the occasional drink now and again. Thanks for sharing your story, it's given me a bit of closure.

[@solar7501]

I also have experience the blurry vision and the night vision problem #hppd has so many weird symptoms depending on how it came about and that you have taken in the past. I am grateful you have had some closure also from my story and I'm glad you are helping yourself heal by not doing too much things 🙂

[@anthonycrain8217]

i have very similar things man, my story is that i did acid for three days in a row, one hit the first day, one hit the second day, and two hits the third day, except on the third day i smoked a fuckton of wax with it and had an out of body experience also had stepped into the otherside and was way in over my head. i was definitely done with this trip before the trip was done with me. anyways its ben about a month since that. i remember specifically that i came back from this trip though, was very enlightened and happy with my life. but then one week later i relapsed on coke but it was more half and half because someone laced me with meth. life has not ben the same ever since, i was up for two days and tried to smoke weed before i finally went to sleep but it made my heart start racing but i pushed through and got some sleep. then about a week and a half or two goes by and im on pain pills (hydrocodone) because i got all four of my wisdom teeth pulled. ben clean ever since then but the pain pills gave me very lucid dreams, next thing i know im having these insane dreams and my reality starts to become very different. i tried to smoke weed last week and found myself blasting off and having a panic attack. would really like to take back all the damage ive done to myself over the years lol but just hoping other people come across this and can help

[@imkyle4life]

@@anthonycrain8217 sorry to hear, honestly since I wrote this comment my symptoms have vastly improved, unfortunately the "static" is still there but I'm not overly anxious or panicked about it anymore. I'd recommend giving up all drugs for a while until you start to come back to reality, you'll definitely get better with time.

[@anthonycrain8217]

@@imkyle4life yeah i plan to quit everything the static is some bullshit

[@imkyle4life]

@@anthonycrain8217 if you have to smoke weed only smoke indicas, sativas and hybrids will make you paranoid and hallucinate even harder

[@mikesanchez7460]

as someone who has gotten hppd after a intense ego death and weeks on top of weeks of taking acid i got hppd. i suffer from derealization mainly and smoking is very weird to me now. itl either make me slightly paranoid or itl be just ok. when you talked about the tracers after waving ur phone in ur face, i also did the same thing and saw the same thing as well haha i thought i was the only 1. but the tracer visuals are pretty much everywhere dam near. im 8 months into recovery and ive gotten much better. derealization is deffinatly still a bitch tho

[@solar7501]

I'm glad that atleast we know we ain't the only ones bro, it definitely is a bitch, I hope you recover completely pretty soon it 🙏

[@anthonycrain8217]

I have very similar symptoms but i only did acid for three days in a row, its just that the third day i stole my own face (ego death) has ben difficult to recover from but what gave me the hppd was relapsing on coke which was half and half with meth. Needless to say i would have ben fine if i didnt relapse that night. Now smoking weed it just okay for me. I can only have like two hits and be almost there but still chill. Any more after that ill be having a panic attack and be blasting off, shit is so weird. Have layed off weed for a while and take very small microdoses of mushrooms which have ben healing my brain. I vape now to replace the weed. Its good enough for now, i think there are ways to recover from hppd but its definitely not at all easy. My best piece of advice would be to try your hardest to think positive and change your thoughts and try to just live a healthier lifestyle

[@georgemartin9350]

Hey bro have you recovered I have a same story

[@mikesanchez7460]

​@@georgemartin9350 hey man! here I am two years later . and yes I still have it but I promise you it does get better. I feel real again mostly. btw it does go away. litterally re wire ur brain by doing what makes you anxious. for example. if your afraid to leave the house. wall outside . u might feel weird. but it retrains you. you have to remember. all dpdr is is an extension of anxiety . that is all . ur not gonna die. ur fine ur here. trust me I'm living a fruitful life now . I would recommend changing the way you see it. it is what you make it. btw I smoke regularly and have actually tripped on shrooms a few months back with no anti anxietys. I recommend avoiding anti anxietys because they actually make it WORSE. for years I was taking kolonopim for the anxiety. I just got off six months ago. stop researching and go live your life! you got this and you aren't alone. you can always shoot me a reply if you need some guidance or tips to get through. but full recovery is very possible!!!

[@anthonycrain8217]

i wish i never touched acid they never told you how bad the dangers are, but once you step in theres no turning back thats for sure. some crazy shit and i have lots of similarities to your hppd like the colors and the blurry vision at night i still have tracers and thought it was a completely different substance that did this to me but after some research its ben the acid the whole time totally wish i could go back to the old days where i could enjoy weed but i took 5 hits off a raw cone and found myself completely blasting off and having a really bad panic attack. screens are hard for me now. just hope one day ill be back to my old self

[@solar7501]

One day you will be way better just try to lay of anything so you can let your brain heal and reset all will be fine stay strong

[@peal5153]

im 15 months in and its hard, getting worse. not better. I hope it improves

[@solar7501]

Okayy lets try and push ourselves to do more exercise and stay out of any mind altering substances. I have hope for you and anyone else going through this 💪

[@anthonycrain8217]

Healing is possible bro keep your head up and stay out of your mind lots of exercise sleep and nutrition

[@dentsah7083]

How are you doing today?

[@jasmineidk2]

@@dentsah7083 do you have hppd

[@niwtahcardnas9644]

Got this from shrooms. Not so much the hppd but dpdr. It's horrible. Had it for 2 years before it got better. Then it hit again really hard years later during a very stressful time in life. I'm trying to get out of it again. It hell on earth. It is purgatory.

[@solar7501]

Since you got it once and it had a healing curve I know that you can get better again remember bro you went through this once already you can survive it again what happend that made it come back if I may ask?

[@niwtahcardnas9644]

@@solar7501 life stress was the major load but I tried the most micro puff of weed and that triggered it. I should mention I did weed with the shrooms trip and I could never handle it after that because my brain associated it with the trip so I think it became a ptsd trigger along with shrooms cause I could never handle it after that. I hadn't had it years. Idk, thought I could handle it and tried it again. Nope.

[@marioalberto34844]

bro i feel the same s but w weed, tunnel vision, psychosis feelings, anxiety, mild depersonalization. And ive been smokig most of my life and im just getting symptoms. Not 247 tho.

[@AlejandroBraunMancebo-tr2ln]

Hi man, i got hppd 3 months ago, how is yours going?

[@darkredwine]

Me since 10 months

[@jeremyisbored1922]

How are u now a days ?

[@solar7501]

Hey man I've been doing okay symptoms are still there somedays but I'm able to not focus on them that much as long as I go to the gym and go out more. Thanks for asking bro soon I'll release more in depth content about how I'm doing

[@jeremyisbored1922]

@@solar7501 i took ectasy 5months ago and i had a pánic atack after that day everything feels diferent idk i try to find answers and try to relate to hppd but im confused about it, i have visual snow and floaters, and sensitive to the light but things dont really move , the walls dont breathe,its just sume kind of visual distorsión,and of course depresión and anexity get whorse,i had to quit smoking weed because it was giving me panick atacks im confused, Can u please explain your visual syntoms?

[@solar7501]

@@jeremyisbored1922 well I also do still have some of those visual impairments that you have everybody gets hit with different symptoms some more some less its gonna hurt but the weed is gonna keep doing that panic stuff to you since your brain will just go back to that same place the panic attacks will decrease in intensity with time and gym will be your best friend and also exercise with time you will get better you are not losing your mind or anything since you are still able to act and even write this response you know. Stay off if any mind altering substances for a long while or even just stop all together bro for some people it's hard to hear that since no one wants to stop having fun but look at it this way there's alot more ways to have fun in life than just getting high try to open your mind to new healthier fun things so that you can give your brain time to heal bro I hope you get better and I hope I helped you find more clearance

[@RapNeverDie]

​@@solar7501how are you now bro, im in Month 8 with Hppd, it was Hell. Its get better and i hope for more recovering. Greedings from Germany