My Explanation, Confession & My Dedication to Improve

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Күн бұрын

Hey everyone. I felt this video was necessary before I began making content again, I know you will all understand. Thank you for all the support.

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@johnheather19 Ай бұрын

Man it’s great your coming back. Your videos is how I started getting good at for honor.

@Mattman_90 Ай бұрын

Thank you, I'm really pleased my videos were helpful to you.

@sarahbaxter6179 Ай бұрын

Keep doing what you love. Well proud 🫶

@Mattman_90 Ай бұрын

Thank you 🙂

@xLJxxx Ай бұрын

looking good Mat

@KingKurushimi Ай бұрын

God bless you!

@CallixGaming Ай бұрын

It’s always important to have a retrospective on what passion was lost and how to get it back. I also had hours of recorded content but could never get it off the ground because I was never satisfied with my performance or quality of the commentary. It became a chore rather than enjoyable so I understand entirely what you mean. I hope this second wind will bring you back stronger than before brother. I’ve booted up for honor a few times in the last year but all my friends moved on from the game so it was hard to keep playing it solo.

@Mattman_90 Ай бұрын

Thank you brother. I wish I knew how to get passion back, but it has to start with just taking that step, we both did it before and I have to believe it can be done again. I know all too well about not being satisfied with your own work and performance, but you have to understand you will always be your own worst critic, you know how to hit you where it hurts the most. I always enjoyed your content and still have massive thumbnail envy of your videos. I hope you're well my friend and thank you.

@calebwolbach325 18 күн бұрын

I still appreciate your breach guide and when you made that personal raider gameplay for me a few years ago. Glad to know ur doing better and coming back!

@Mattman_90 17 күн бұрын

Thank you so much. I'm working on a return to the game. Needed to shake off the rust. 😅

@Furiora Ай бұрын

Welp, guess it's time for me to check if I have For Honor installed and updated on my PC XD TBH, I think it's ok for you to dabble in other games as well, if the goal is to have fun rather then make money (because we all know not being a super focused channel makes the AI overlords hate you). Even if it's just a short 10 minute video of you going "hey guys, here's another game I've been playing that I'm really enjoying, maybe you'll like it too." It might just be me, but I come from the golden age of Let's Play content on here, I could sit and watch people enjoy playing all kinds of games for hours, even genres I utterly suck at like RTSs. You going to be returning to the sever as well? I understand if that might be a little too much all at once.

@Mattman_90 Ай бұрын

Thank you, I really appreciate the feedback. I come from the same golden age and when I started I think I really wanted to go the whole 'let's play' angle but I was really hooked on For Honor because I'd never played an online game quite like it or wanted to keep playing. The goal isn't to make money but really to learn as a creator and regain the confidence and enjoyment from sharing ideas and videos. I like the idea of feeling part of a community and watching that grow was the best part of the channel, interacting with people. I think I'll start with For Honor but if a game comes along that I want to share; I will for the love of sharing it. I'm trying to keep my expectations of myself simple for the time being as I feel like I am starting again from the beginning and that is important as it strips away the process back down to the initial reasons for starting in the first place, going back to basics for why I started the channel in the first place is a perspective and philosophy I believe I need to adhere to in order to grow as a creator and as a person. As for the discord server, I will try to re-establish myself a little more on KZbin and get into the rhythm of content creating again before I promote the server in videos though I will have this particular video announced in there as I feel it was a necessary video to make before jumping back in.

@grizgoespostal7402 Ай бұрын

If there's one thing you've done well in the past, it's honesty. I appreciate and accept this apology and hope you return to making well planned, well executed content that you find enjoyable, no matter how fast or slow they are to come out.

@Mattman_90 Ай бұрын

Thank you. I very much appreciate your kind words.