MY FIRST LA SHOW! new hair, behind the scenes, emotions, grwm + more

[@Izabeleqka]

this is literally the coolest format of vlogging. so entertaininggggggg

[@theresag.4188]

I agree!!!! More of these types of vlogs!!!!

[@petraliae2044]

Здр, Изи💛💛💛

[@AnnisaOfficial]

I agree 💯

[@avabennett7738]

i agree

[@dismal982]

“Because you guys like how crusty and crunchy and real it is” HUSH ITS PERFECT😭

[@tarynb6455]

Niki: "I'm happiest on a plaaaaaane" Me: "THE GROWTH, BABE"

[@zyler578]

WE LOVE TO SEE IT

[@breannarg]

I remember when I first started watching you. All I could think was - “I wish Nikki had more confidence and saw herself how we see her.” You are creative, talented and determined. I love these raw videos bc it shows you as a fellow human reaching for their dreams. Showing us a true glow up is chasing the dreams … which means we know we are worth it. You inspire us bc of who you are at the heart of your soul Nikki. I can’t wait to see what happens from here. My only regret is that I didn’t get to see you in NYC, but I know there will be so many more shows.

[@njp17908]

Oh my gosh I hate to be that bitch but her name is Niki, but I agree with you

[@breannarg]

@@njp17908 it was a typo love ❤️

[@xxmaggiexx4377]

literally got me crying seeing her dreams come true, so proud of you Niki! You look like you're having such a blast!

[@ninamonnmare3509]

same, i did not expect to cry , but i ended up bawling my eyes out lmao

[@josiekateb]

diddo! me too!

[@shriya8884]

IM SO PROUD OF U AND ALL THAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED THIS YEAR

[@oliballermesa]

this year?

[@maryfrail2292]

@@oliballermesa what do you mean by that comment? I don’t know if your being rude af or trying to say something else

[@oliballermesa]

@@maryfrail2292 don’t join the conversation if u weren’t involved in it nosey🙄

[@oliballermesa]

@@maryfrail2292 and i also mean it’s barely february 😭💀

[@ASweetHeart123]

As someone that was at the show it was amazing and I loved seeing you glow so much! Thank you for being so amazing Soooo sooo fucking proud of you!!

[@kerribowen184]

Yes I was hoping for this vlog! So proud of you Niki! You are a rockstar❤️

[@Mel-anie27]

i almost cried watching this video but i love how genuine niki is. we are so proud of you! cant wait to see whats in store for you in the future❤️

[@sara_vivian]

LITERALLY LOVE love this raw and real "spill the tea" vlogging format! In love with your music and vibe - messy, vulnerability - you put into everything! I can't wait for the day to see you in a show and watch tour vlogs! (some manifesting for you, girl!) SO many artists don't do what you do, Nikki - its a breath of fresh air to see an up and coming musician/songwriter and youtuber to set fire a path to chasing the dreams and actually be real and down to earth without a "persona"

[@fiLLyourEyeSs]

this style is what's up, Niki! it's through your lens and it's natural, it's raw & it's crusty 😂💓🥂

[@xokelseyxo9238]

I was teary eyed the whole vlog, Niki. I am so proud of you. I hope you are proud of you too, girl. You deserve it all. You work so hard. I adore you. Manifesting that I will see you perform live in person someday. Sending you unconditional love from Long Island, NY. I have been following since 2014. ❤️ xx PS. I am loving these raw cut vlogs so much! Please continue doing them.

[@melaniemartel8526]

Totally related 1000% to 5:45 when you talk about being emotional after coming back to a place that once caused strong emotions

[@celinedenat1063]

NIKI I STARTED CRYING FROM JOY BECAUSE OF HOW PROUD AND HAPPY I AM FOR U!! girl fr this vlog made me so emotional 😭😭😭😭😭im so happy that ur dreams are coming true

[@KatieJackson]

seeing niki up on that stage living her BEST LIFE makes my heart so incredibly happy!! also LOVING the pink hair! it suits you sm! 💗

[@hopeandtobias]

Congrats Niki!! You looked amazing and we are SOOOO proud of you!🥺🥺 Wishing you lots of positivity and successes for 2022 and we hope you and everyone else here has an amazing day!!❤🙏

[@anushreehehehe]

we absolutely love the pink hair ahh you look stunning😩💗

[@lexijech4709]

It’s a lot more relatable when you do the raw videos, and you really don’t have to try so hard with us because we love you no matter what❤️

[@HunkDory]

I have chills for you girl, huge things in store for your future. So happy you’re doing so well!

[@kb2963]

Niki’s video legit feels like a movie!!! Her editing is top of the tier!! Btw congratulations for the show❤️❤️

[@dheryakapoor5755]

I started watching you when i was a kid and the fact that I basically grew up with you and now seeing you perform is just omg i can't even explain rn, I AM JUST SO PROUD OF YOU 🤍

[@xvicky]

I CRIED because of how amazing that was ! i'm so happy for you Niki (and for all of your fans who got to come to your show) thank you so much for putting love and effort in your videos and congratulation for the growth that you've shown and gotten ! Love from a french fan babyyy

[@BiancaBrigolin]

I'm so incredibly proud and happy with how far you’ve come Niki, I've been watching you for so long and its so emotional to be able to watch you live out your dreams and see your growth. I hope one day I will be able to achieve as much as you have! ily

[@kyliesparkman8097]

I literally cried so hard because I've watch you since you had dark brown hair when you and Gabi still lived in your parents house, I'm so proud of you Niki and all of everything you have accomplished I love you and you keep doing you girl!

[@IsabelleVernalia]

I LOVE these raw vlogs, You're an absolute ICON -I've been following you since i was in high school and it's amazing how I feel like I've been growing up alongside you with your videos and I think you're gonna make it!! I So proud of you Niki!! 💗💗💗💗

[@soft-little-witch]

best form of vlogging and I loved how you still included the show for everyone else to see some. thank you so much, we're so proud of you!!😍

[@StephanieRozo]

Had such an amazing time at the show super excited to drop my vlog attending & meeting you!!! Niki was so kind & killed this show! Also made so many good friends in line, it was just like she said ❤

[@Winterfrost7]

I literally started tearing up the moment you went on stage Niki. I hope you would never stop singing and making songs.

[@NicO-ok2pl]

you are the definition of “just say fuck it. believe in urself and you’ll make ur dream come true.” and you did it all while struggling with mental health. you’re so strong and inspiring we love you sm Niki I hope you know it frrr 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@alexisrose1023]

it makes me so happy to see her smiling, babes is literally glowing and i’m so proud of her growth :,)

[@mazzie1998]

Why I’m crying at this so hard😭😭😭😭 seeing niki grow like this brings my soul so much joy 🥲 you deserve this

[@lorissacarrasco]

Literally love ALL of your songs!!! Your voice is A-MAZE-ING

[@coquettebunniex]

Gosh I’m so emotional watching this because I’ve been watching you guys since 2014 and you’ve grown to be such a beautiful woman I’m proud of you niki

[@sheselle]

omg niki ~ this video made me cry!! i'm so happy for you. the fact that you're out there making your dreams happen + being authentically you is so inspiring. thank you for being such a beautiful soul + creating beautiful music with the world :') i hope i can catch one of your shows if you ever perform in san francisco!! xo ellle

[@claudiebraps351]

i litteraly sat sobbing whatching this. its so emotional to see as we watch you grow and grow more into niki its the most beautiful thin in the world. its crazy to think the little 7 yr old me was sitting a watching gabi and your videos then growing with you and realising i was more of a niki then a gabi. i love the raw content its my favorite. i also really enjoy the cleaning videos as they make me feel more motivated and actually get me to clean too. i watch them while i clean so i dont feel so alnoe. i love you niki and i love how much youve grown and become so much more you. i love you niki thank you for all that you do for us. you aint like the other girls

[@laurenparrotta]

watching you in 2015 to 2022 has been such a journey and im proud of you Niki!

[@kristina.butera]

not me crying watching you back when i was literally 10 to now and seeing you grow its like watching my best friend i am so proud of you i love you so so much

[@Kayla.Hardcore]

I’d love to see you do a video about your favorite genres of music, tops songs currently, and what other artists inspire you! You’re music (like everything else you do) is amazing !!!

[@xojaretzy]

also i love how confident you are i can see that your FINDING yourself and i love seeing you finally happy and enjoying what you do! and having fun as a young adult and following your dreams all in one!

[@zsofinagy2080]

i’ve been watching you since 2015 and watched your talent getting bigger and bigger . i’m so fucking happy for you, i cried during watching this video (probably because it was so real) but also somehow i ended up with a smile at the end. i wish i could be there at one of your shows! thank you so much for being so persistant and true to your self. you made me show that anything is possible with the right ambition. i love you💖🖤💗

[@kuhldillon]

as an aspiring musician / performer I love this content how real it is and to see all the behind the scenes of your show 🤍

[@sedefltn]

Wow so proud of you Niki. This is also why I just love the internet and social media cuz I can watch someone living across the globe going after their dreams and also kinda living them and it just makes me believe again. In myself. In my dreams. & honestly watching the clips of the show it felt like we were all there. Like your entire fanbase. So weird.

[@toffermyc1999]

when i heard the first seconds of messy room my body immediately shut down and goosebumps everywhere. niki u are my comfort place, thank you for everything!! so so so proud of u!! 😭

[@nataliadowner3896]

Oh my God I can't even explain to you how much I love this! I literally got so emotional and started crying watching you get ready to go on stage, and then that beautiful heart to heart on stage! I felt like I was at the concert with you even though I didn't get to go. GOD, I LOVE YOU!!!

[@astroesc6234]

Never stop these vlogs i love your real personality it’s so real and refreshing 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@EgyptianPricess]

Love that you are reconnecting with your old friends for the new year. Everyone need that after covid-19

[@caitiegoss5133]

Niki EVERYTIME I watch videos of you making your dreams HAPPEN I cry so many happy tears. You deserve it all ❤️❤️❤️

[@Burnedtongue]

KEEP MAKING VIDEOS LIKE THIS! DO NOT STOP!!! This is what I’ve been dying to see Im living for this

[@klaudiaczubajewska]

literal goosebumps, I have been here since you started your internet journey and I am so proud of you how far you have come, beyond fucking proud and I know that this is just the beginning of everything amazing ❤❤

[@breem83]

gah this was emotional! I'm so proud of you and I cannot wait to see you dominate the music scene some day!!!

[@Harles24]

Your shows are so intimate 😭❤️ it’s just all your friends in a room supporting you.

[@nicoleo6797]

I honestly never really comment on anything or watch a lot of KZbin’s anymore but I’ve always watched you guys together and then when you want solo I just matched better with you. I an honest just so happy you have found yourself, found who you are and it’s amazing to see you grow and strive! So proud of you ❤️‍🔥🧡

[@vaidehipriyadarshini4614]

me: i will never cry over some youtuber's vlog, that's so stupid. also me: full on sobbing and extremely happy and proud for niki.

[@daradiaz5652]

we love this raw vlogging format! your happiness in this video was so fulfilling and contagious ! so prooud girl!

[@diy_by_seljanka387]

Your shows are like your video. So raw, emotionall. Please stay like this, because all of us feel better about them self and feeel understood and not alone because of you. We need more peoole like you. Please don't change

[@alexisrose1023]

i’m so obsessed with this vlogging format please keep doing it!!

[@maligoth]

niki oh god i love your vlogs so much💙 this is the thing that makes me feel much better and happier for you by the end of the day🥺

[@onlinebels]

ok might be cringey to say but I have to say it is really nice to see how far you have come, as i have been pretty much here since the v start. Watching older videos it is almost sad to see the pain you hid from struggles we didn't see behind the camera, but that you now have spoken about etc. I think it's obvious you're on a really awesome path rn and i wish you all the best. I know nothing is perfect but your content is fun to watch more than ever purely because you have a healthier and different magical sparkle now, maybe one that is really your own and you made that happen. ly

[@deanie3]

I’m so proud of you girl👏🏽😩 you did that👏🏽 I love the bratz moment the pink hair was giving you😍💕 & please don’t ever stop vlogging so authentically, these style vlogs are literally amazing👏🏽

[@looksbyjadey]

This style of vlogging is it👏🏼 I love it so much niki definitely do more in this format 🥺🤍🤍

[@melaniehall38]

No me watching this, and literally crying because I’m so proud!!!! Been here since the beginning and I know you wanted this Love you Niki!

[@norinmerchant4129]

I know I'm a few days late to see this vlog but I am so amazed and inspired by you that I've actually started creative writing again. I lost the motivation for it a couple years ago due to insecurities and life but because of you I've picked it up again despite all of my shit life and its been the perfect outlet. Love from New Jersey :)

[@Villys1]

The pink actually looks really good with the black hair love it and I also really enjoy watching your vlogs especially when I am getting up in the morning they make me feel good and for the day thanks niki .

[@AliyaNureen]

i cried watching this…. i feel like we’re best friends and i’m just so proud of you. seriously couldn’t be more proud. please come to chicago love ♥️♥️

[@reececofficial]

I'm so proud of everything you have accomplished, you are literally a Star! Hope you come to the U.K. to do a show soon so I can see you and meet you!🤞 Love you Niki!❤

[@deedeechristine]

i cried.. i cried becos you are niki and i love you so much omfg and during your "therapy session" on stage i love you so much

[@kimmikaotic]

This was such an amazing vlog. I love how different it felt. Also when you were talking about how you felt defeated with your dreams, and now here you are, making your dreams come true, that gives me hope. Thank you Niki 🥺❤️❤️‍🩹

[@jazzafreaxxx12]

Niki, you did it again.!!! You literally had me crying watching this. Especially the minutes before you took the stage. You can not only see, but feel the energy you were radiating. The focus you had, ahh just chills. And the "I'm not like the other girls" pink hair, omg.!!! Who knew that pink would suit you so much. It's a close 2nd to the iconik blue. It's so HAWT, your outfit, the boots, the whole look. Just seeing how much you have grown, and the willingness for that growth. It's just so amazing to witness, from watching you years ago, till now. It gets me emotional, because it just another realization of how relatable, and lovable you truly are. Such a great feeling... and I seriously cannot wait for a Colorado show. Fingers crossed is not necessary, for your tour. I know in my heart it will happen for you. I'm so happy for you, and glad to be on this journey watching. You following your dreams, and we're all here following you through it all, cheering you on. Congratulations on your 2nd show, and new songs. Yay, new ear medicine for us.! Keep doing what you know how to do, and impatiently waiting for the next video. I love you so much Niki, thank you for everything.🖤😘👍🎉🎶 P.s. this vlog was INCREDIBLE. It felt like a music/life documentary. The Niki Demar files. Loved it.🥰🖤💖

[@Christina-mo5wh]

8:21-"I'm the happiest when I'm on a plane." She has come so far from being so scared of flying!! (like when she drove from L.A. PA.) soooo proud of you niki!

[@imichellanyun]

i already love all of your videos but this format of vlogging has topped everything!!!!!

[@nyakuothm7859]

5:39 this house is so pretty omg matches niki honestly😍

[@CedeJacobs]

i like this vlog style bc i feel like i'm getting to know u on a whole new level and i love that! also i cannot stress this enough but you looked SO HOT for this show, the pink extensions were GIVING everything they needed to be!! 😍

[@broski5405]

So Proud of you Niki! Love how far you’ve come 💕

[@duyguyavuz4]

so proud of you, this show looks amazing, here's to many more and a world tour😏💕 Ps the pink is such a vibe

[@strawberries5151]

Love this format, Love how appreciative you are, means you are living in the moment. Love you and your music, keep creating beautiful , talented, creative, smart artist!♥🔥

[@domenikainkret4567]

seeing u making your dreams come tru and becoming a better person is making me cry. u deserve everything. i love u.

[@TeklaOrban96]

I loved this vlog. I loved seeing the insights of your shows. As an amateur singer, I get chills of seeing you going from your everydays on the STAGE looking and sounding like THAT.

[@vanessamalcolm2599]

Honestly I feel like u have one of the most genuine and coolest followings like all ur fans/ supporters just seem so amazing and kind and I’m glad to be apart of it :)

[@malenalamouza6389]

Ive been watching u since ur first brown hair youtube phase and I’m so so sooo proud! Love from Lebanon❤️❤️

[@taliw7736]

I really love how you are down to earth, sweet to fans and super honest. Your rocking the new hair I agree so like a bratz girl

[@daliajaja9133]

Literally crying when you went on stage 😂 This format of vlogging is THE BEST!!! we love it

[@lisamarieesquivias7772]

Had so much fun niki! Took my friend that doesn’t even know you and she said you had great stage presence and so personable we live it!

[@dianagoncm]

watching you catch a plane is the most wholesome thing! the girls that get it, get it! stay awesome love

[@savannahbanana98]

i love love love this🥺 i hope you had so much fun. i’m so incredibly proud of you niki!!!💜

[@jessicathrower7114]

holy shit i literally teared up during the messy room performance. i'm so proud of and happy for you, niki!

[@hildaxramirez]

so proud of you niki! 💜 and yes we love this raw format style vlogs :)

[@EgyptianPricess]

This is exciting. Behind the scenes we don't often see with many people. Thank you for taking the time to do this

[@abzster]

So, so excited for you. Watching your growth throughout the years is amazing. Still bummed I missed your NY show. But hoping for another one! Love the hair, excited for the new music, keep doing you!

[@autumncloud6362]

This vlogging style is amazing!! Absolutely loved the pink extensions super cute

[@kericaswell6084]

I cannot wait to hear your new song. I would give anything to be at one of your shows. They seem so up close and personal. I can tell you really appreciate your fans and all of use who support you. You are incredibly talented and so infectious to watch. You inspire me to chase my dreams again. I've just existed for so long and I want to live with passion again. Life has a way of taking you down...with health problems and those sorts of things. Thank you for reminding us all we can achieve our dreams when we don't give up. I freaking love you Niki and I'm so proud of you. You are the bomb!!!!!

[@thatsthetea6062]

I literally teared up 🥺 I’m so proud of you! You are a perfect example of someone who chased her dreams and made it!✨ love u so much!💕

[@Jazicality]

I’m just so proud of you! You really inspire me! I just played a show lastnight and you were on my mind 🤟I’m feeling inspired and ready to take on the world and I hope you never lose this feeling of being able to connect with your fans with what you love the most. This is truly incredible 💕💕💕

[@theadventuresofbabydoll.2521]

Been waiting for this she is such a good KZbin star.

[@sivonblount2351]

You should do all your vlogs like this. It makes me feel like I'm getting to know you better.

[@AnneJolievDijken]

Niki never stop vlogging this way, I absolutely love it. Im so happy for you you are able to make your dream reality ❤️❤️❤️

[@rae2360]

You have accomplished so much, you must be so proud, I’m so happy for you! Also, the hair is GORGEOUS! 💖

[@anshu8587]

this has to be one of my favorite niki vlogs EVER

[@tasiacross5173]

I love the hair. Also I never knew I could relate to someone as much as you. Seriously I'm so glad I found you last year. Because seriously thank you for being my escape. Seriously. I'm so proud of you. Can't wait to hear more music. Please come out with a CD. Cause I want one.

[@lexilex3690]

I’m SO OBSESSED with the pink hair!!!

[@keenantrevon305]

I love you Niki you will forever be our girl from PA no matter where life takes you u will forever be truly yourself and that's what I admire about you the most 💗💗💗