My first REAL psychotic episode (PART 1, before hospitalization)

This is the story about when I went insane. Enjoy.

[@codeknightz]

The part when you said you thought ppl were talking about you did you overcome it or are you still dealing with it i have that problem iv had it for years.

[@MrNewff]

After your Psychosis did life feel meaningless? Since my episode 9 months ago I have been depressed, lost interest in everything, things feel meaningless, pointless, empty, and I feel lost...like I don't know what I want anymore. It's impossible to get pleasure from anything and everyday life is so boring. Did you experience anything like that?

[@MrNewff]

Nicky Lamps I am doing a lot better since this post...pretty much back to normal. I stopped the meds and I think the meds were causing it. Still feel a little off...like I can't say I love life. But I think its because of my breakup and being lonely and bored.

[@MrNewff]

Nicky Lamps I was on Risperidone

[@MrNewff]

Nicky Lamps Yeah it took all joy from life...barely wanted to live.

[@MrNewff]

Nicky Lamps I think my Psychosis was Weed induced and not Schizophrenia.I hope anyway. Have been off meds for over 4 months now with no issues so been good so far.

[@MrNewff]

Nicky Lamps oh really. Thanks for the advice. I wish you the best.